First contact end of February 2017 via Kissnofrog. His profil name was: XTRAlove / Since a few days he's registered under the name Lovingheart 123 Afterwards I passed my EMail afragruesst@gmx.de on to him - via this EMail we were in contact nearly daily. We communicated in English. I was wondering about lots of romantic sentences I never heard of a man. Like: "I do understand German but can't speak and with the help of my dictionary I will be able to understand all you write in German. So do feel free to write me in German since it will help me develop my German. I live alone in Stuttgart, It was not were I intended to move to when I left Atlanta initially. When I first came to Europe, I lived in Paris for about a year. During my stay in Paris I realized that living in busy cities was not something I wanted to do anymore and also because I got a better offer in Stuttgart. I made a decision to move here and I will be here for a very long time: The main reasons why I moved to Europe was because of my job. There are many other reasons but I will tell you about it in the future or in another email. I'm always very direct and straight forward I used to smoke but I quit a year ago. I drink occasionally... I am a very spontaneous person. I tell you what's on my mind when I feel it and this has made me a very honest person naturally. I believe life is like a book, people who don't travel just read only a few pages. So Its possible I relocate unknown reasons in the future. I'm also a very Optimistic and Open Minded person: Being Optimistic and Open minded has always attracted people to me Naturally. I'm not the kind of man who base his feelings on the Outer Beauty or physical appearance. I believe in the Beauty on the Inside because I learned long ago that it is much better. Sorry I lost connection earlier: I decided to write you an email expressing more of my feelings - thanks for everything you said earlier I want you to know I've always felt so lucky you decided to share your life with me, and there's nothing, just nothing, I wouldn't do to make you happy. I just want you to want me. Just like I want you. I just want you to know that for every ounce of what you give to me, I will give it back to you a thousand times more. I adore you and no one could ever compete with the beauty I see when I imagine you stand before me. I would never do anything to hurt you, like you said if this is meant to be we will only build our life together. If only I could have come up with the right words to describe the depth of feeling that I have for you, I would have uttered them to you a thousand times. I long for your soft, warm, and loving touch not only at sunrise each day but at sunset and at night as well. I think and dream about you 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. With a woman like you, I look forward to nightfall and wish that night would come sooner so we could be together in dreamland. I know very soon, will be together in person and i will show you all that is in my heart that I can only vaguely describe to you. You captured my heart fully this time and I'm glad it was you that did it and that is just the beginning of the journey that we'll take. The words of this letter cannot fully describe what and how I feel about you but they are the words and the small voice of my heart. You are one of a kind woman, I want you to know that. I cannot wait to finally have you in my strong arms and declare you safe from the world's harm. I cannot wait to feel your soft lips against mine. I cannot wait to feel your heartbeat. I cannot wait to look into your bright, beautiful eyes and tell you what i feel for you. I also cannot wait to run my fingers through your long, flowing hair to ease your worries. The last one was this: Thank you so much for your concern about my worries. I'm glad you want to share my worries with me. After reading your last email again - I chose to share my problem with you because I don't wish to have a secret with you and also, I feel good things and also the bad things should be shared in a relationship. I had a meeting with the shipping company I chose to have my goods ship to Europe today and it didn't go well. The problem I'm currently facing here - I was made to understand all it takes to able to ship all the pumps was totally different from what I planned for before embarking on this project. I was made to understand that I have to pay 13% of the total cost of the goods which I only made a plan of 6% for. I was also made to understand that the shipping charges for delicate goods such as the pumps I am shipping is quiet different from the normal shipping charges. This project I am currently working on is partly sponsored by my clients based on some contract agreements. I was able to package 150 pumps and adaptors all together which are all working properly to specification by my client. My problem is that all my capital is now invested in this and since I work as an independent contractor, I will not get another advance on the project until at least 75% of my part is fulfilled and the 75% included shipping the goods down to Europe. The total cost for shipping and custom duties I need to pay all amount to 191,000euros. Right about now I was able to raise 41,000euros from my credit card and I also had a total 60,000euros which I was intending to use for the shipping. Now I am facing a problem of 90,000euros. I'd share my problem with my clients after the meeting asking for assistance but they refuse to render any assistance because I need to cover 75% of the project which also involves having the goods ship to Europe and also their wish is that I don't beat the deadline. So they can have all the profit to themselves. I should be on my way to Germany already but I can't fly out without having my goods shipped. I had already told my Mother about this and she has applied for a loan on my behalf - I hope to hear from her tomorrow. i cross my fingers and try to remain positive even if its hard because my deadline is fast approaching. Now, you know why I am sad and worried. I need to finalize the project by having my goods ship so I can beat the deadline. I'm so worried and I need a shoulder to lean on..."