My Beloved,

How are you doing? I have been so down and confused the way everything about this project is moving. I must tell you that I've been trying to figure out the best way to go about this predicaments but every move i make seems aborted. Even though I’m incredibly excited to pursue this project, I feel a little bit of dread. Will I be able to find the means to continue with this project? And then me asking for your support dipped into the negative for the first time.

Starring at the past, in comparison with who I am today, that person I was, before meeting you, clearly shows how much I love you and how important you are to me. In times like these I see how much I involved and how much you taught me. With no great effort, without any resource or maybe without even knowing. You're a nice person. I can't break your heart. I'm so thankful and grateful for the acceptance in my life. I understand that thing seems not to be the way we where before i came down