Letter(s) from Frank Aker
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OK... Let's get this conversation started...I'm so sorry to hear about your husband i have been in it four years ago so i know how you feel.
For the record, I love dogs! And also have 2 (grown) children who lives away from home. And I also prefer the "old fashioned" method of meeting someone in person but we live in an age where the internet definitely expands the circle of who you might meet. I was born and raised in Sweden before moving to U.S years ago.
Never sure where to start with a "stranger?" What do you want to know about me?
I am affectionate, outgoing, active, energetic, positive, generous man with a healthy sense of humor who is rediscovering all that life has to offer. Having said that am a humble man and i believe that a woman should be treated with a lot of respect. I am fun to be with and can be very romantic when i meet the right person. I'm a very positive person in every aspect of life.
I am a Consultant Fund Manager. I work from home and LOVE what I do just the way i like to enjoy life.I sold my home when i lost my wife. I'm leaving in a house which is been paid by the company i work since am in contract with them and i will be buying a home when my contract ends with my company, also love to eat healthy and exercise (I walked about 6.5 miles this morning from my home). Spend my free "fun" time doing just about anything and everything from biking, hiking, the beach, movies, restaurants, movies, theater, wine tasting, concerts, dancing and golfing. Not always particular about what I do just love being out with other people. Also love to stay home with my significant other relaxing with a bottle of wine and cooking dinner together, snuggling up on the couch to watch a movie or whatever. I am an honest and caring person who is very loyal to those I care about. I've travelled extensively for work and also for fun. I am financially very okay. I consider myself to be a gentleman with good values.
Hope to hear from you soon!
Hi...feels good to hear from you, Mary.
Hope your day is going well as planned? Well, a little change in plan for me but it's made it less busier than it would have been anyway.
My kids are so so lovely, you need to meet them...vibrant, intelligent, full of laughter
Now, to your questions:
I will do Mexican any day any time.
I love to try new stuff all the time so trust me, I'm always far from the recipe.
YOU, Bill Gates and Warren Buffet.
Lol....business articles! This is what I read mostly.
Bee Gees and Babyface
Virgo is my ZS
You have a match...I'm very liberal where the word is mentioned.
Don't allow yourself to fall by people's opinion because each and every one carries one but not all are a "masterpiece".
Writing you once again.
I said many things in my first email and my profile but there are thing I realized that I did not tell you that is important .I did not tell you that I have dual citizenship, American and Sweden.I do not smoke but did not tell you that I tried it when I was in my 20s but stopped it less than 3 month in the act because I found out it is not in my character thou I have no problem with smokers .This was over 35 years ago .My profile on match showed I was born Sept 19 1954 but did not tell you that it was in my grandmother home in Italy though we went back to Sweden with my mum from where we moved back to United States to join my dad when I was about 35 years old. .Those are the thing I just remembered that i did not tell you
I enjoy soccer which is a passion I got schooling in Europe, I love seeing movies and listening to music. I like going to the beach and climbing mountains. I love exercise generally .Let it not be that i am already boring you again with my long talk and loud mouth. I don't want to sound over excited but I must confess that I am so happy to have come across you and I know that you would want us to take this slowly but I will try to be positive and consistent so open your heart and let us give it a try .I know that lot of people on the dating site are not sincere or who they say they are.
This is one thing you can be sure about me. I am sincere and will tell u all about me with nothing hide. I can say the truth and not minding who is hurt. I hate lie and cheat.Like I said earlier. I am Financial Broker Representative that has worked with the international office of MERRILL LYNCH in Scotland before joining Grebes Investments (http://www.grebesinvestments.com)- an investment company with its head office in London and branches in many countries .I worked with them for years before I resigned or will I say retired which was when I lost my late wife Angelina.
I now work under contract with Grebes Investments as an International Representative .They came back asking me to come out of retirement which was after two years of leaving them .They gave me working conditions which I saw to be good enough so I accepted the job which one of the working condition is that I will now remain in united States to head the international office instead of going back to the Main office in UK.I accepted the job first and also accepted to go back UK and work with them for 6 years before I returned to United States and now work as a Broker representative and Financial Regulatory adviser. A job I love and enjoy doing.
I told you that I can make joke of anything and can be a clown but forgot to tell you that I don't joke with my happiness. I am generally a happy person and have achieved much in life professionally, financially and personally being happy .That is to tell you there is more to gain that to loose being happy. I am fun to be with because I can be very romantic. I am positive on everything that life brings me. I believe that I am where I am at this point in my life for a good reason. I am an honest and caring person who is very loyal to those I care about. I am a man that have been to over 50 countries on the process of doing my job and have seen people with different cultures, poverty and famine in countries. I have seen good and bad government and have come to realize that I am blessed to be alive and be called an American. I am much secured financially and as a gentleman with good values, I love giving which is another reason why I should be happy. I am good dresser who is comfortable wearing suits, jean T shirt and ties .I have that Swedish blood and about average. I am generally a healthy man .wow! I have really said much about me so let me cut it here and say more when I hear back from you .I hope my email did not bore you. We have shared email i think a voice to the email will be good.what I want to say is that it will be nice if we speak on phone .If you are not too comfortable to give me your phone number at this stage to call you, then I can give you the number that I use here to call me. If my long email bored you i am sure that my voice will not bore you when you hear the missed accent I accumulated schooling in many countries .I know you will conclude like other that t is Swedish accent but let's leave that till when we speak .Please send me your number or I will give you mine so that we can speak on phone .Putting a voice to it make it more real than writing email to and fro.
I will have to run now have a great day
Good afternoon this beautiful day .I am very happy this afternoon for the simple fact that you responded to my email.
I told you that I have been to many countries and seen many cultures but did not tell you that I have also live in many countries .To be a good financial adviser and a reputable money manager, you have to live and study in many world economies . Based on this, I have done courses in China, Kuwait, Saudi Arabia, Peru, Netherland, South Africa Canada and Australia .Each of them was a two years course which I took total of 16 years to do. This was after doing my school in Sweden where I spent total of 5 years to do my master also. If you ever hear anybody from my company say that I am the best in what I do, this is the reason. I studied for it and took me years.
Living In different cultures taught me how to relate with people easily and how to survive alone where you do not know anybody. It taught me not treat people and more especially, it showed me the true meaning of life .I know that I must have said everything I can remember by email and will like to put a voice to it .I would have been even better if we can make an arrangement on how to meet but I know it will not be possible this week unless next week. I will be receiving three of my company Directors from or main office this evening .They will be flying in from Australia and will be spending days here in United States.
Their arrival will occupy me for the whole week and next week as it will be all company work and processing documentation for audit. From their long arrangement, they will be going to Toronto Canada next week from where they will return to England. This is why it will not be easy and free for me for us to meet even if I want to but I am sure that after this busy days, I will be free for next weekend if not for the rest of the year. My job is one funny job that can be busy and hectic at times from can be less busy at time that you will be looking for something to do. One good thing is that It gives me time or myself and there things of life which includes you my new friend.
Before I continue, I will like to ask you not to feel bored communicating online with me via email as it will make us feel more comfortable with one another when we finally meet. I know I have rambled in my first and second email to you and rambling again today which is why asked you not to get bored with my email. I have not hidden skeleton which is why I am open to say anything about me. I have nothing to hide in life and have no criminal record. I am just a simple man living a good life with a good work and good pay. Who will be in my shoe that will not be happy with what I have in life.
It was just recently that I discovered the extra thing that has always made my happiness incomplete and for this reason that will never let you go as you may hold the key that will complete my happiness .It may Just require you to come into my life and it will be complete .I really want to know you more my beautiful .Ooh, I promised not ramble again but here I go again. Sorry let me stop here and wait for your response before I continue. My excited heart is filled with something to say so you don't even need to ask them as questions. I will share everything about me with you both by email and phone, when ever you feel good to talk on phone.
sweetheart, you're right! There are few questions I would love to ask however, I enjoy you coming out of your comfort zone to tell me what you're comfortable with. I'd like to save those questions for when we meet because I'd like to look you deep in the eyes whilst you answer them....scary!!! Don't worry, nothing too serious okay!
My favorite childhood memory is when my dad will a day in a month or two just to spend the whole day with me. He would either treat me like his co-equal or come down to my level and be a boy for me. He would take me to one of the biggest restaurants, we eat, drink, and he asks me to foot the bill. The first time he did that, I didn't have that kind of money so he paid and deducted it from my pocket money till I finished paying every dime. The second time I drank only but water but I was made to pay what he had "carelessly" eaten....and that too, was a blow! The third time I told him I won't go out and he said I MUST with a "threat"...lol! It was during this journey that he taught me a lot, which I still remember him for up till now. He gave me several reasons why I shouldn't be getting any pocket money from him(which made sense) but he was still giving me....and his reasons were a man should never live without money. So, he gave me all that money so I could save. He also said, if I could pay for food I didn't eat, then it would be very easier for me to feed the poor, hungry and less priviledged. He also said, he would come down to my level, make me call my friends and groove around town because he wanted to know the kind of friends I keep and what we do when they(our parents) aren't with us. I enjoy dreaming about this because it's given me the chance to become a good father myself. At some point, I would be the one to ask him out to such sophisticated places and pay with pride. I eventually learned how to save and I do till date.
As for dogs, I don't have interest in a particular breed. I just love dogs...beautiful dogs and mostly guard dogs.
Like I said, my kids are lovely kids and you'll love them. And as for them liking the idea of me dating, wait until I hit you with the surprise of your life!!! Lol!
My Dearest Friend that I bore with emails
Thank you for your email which I was happy again to receive this morning. It's sad that I was not able to email you yesterday .My directors came in like I told you so we had to travel to Dallas for their first business call. We got to Dallas yesterday and had our first meeting which ended very late that I could not email you we I got back to my hotel. This morning. I woke up with intention of just going to my computer email you and explain why you did not hear from me yesterday and also tell you that I have another important business appointment today and will need you to pray for me that it goes successfully .It then occurred to me that I have not even prayed for myself and I am asking someone to help me pray for a successful business day .with that I decided to go and pray. So sad we will not have the time to meet but i hope we will when you get back.
As Christian, it is normal to pray and afterwards read our bible, so after praying I took my bible to read .I had no particular verse in mind and like I always do, I started flipping through the bible .I decided to share this with you because this has happened for four days in a row now that It became obvious to me that I am going into a relationship and It seems that it is a good one that has been ordain by the almighty .The very first day we started communicating via email, I prayed that morning like I do every day when wake up. When I opened my bible to read, I was attracted to. 1 Corinthians 13 and 1 Timothy 1. The next day, I was attracted to Ecclesiastes 3 and Ecclesiastes 4.Yesterday, I read Romans 8 and today again, I came to read Proverbs 3.
I will share all this bible verses with you so that you will understand why I feel that there is message and a reason why I read this bible verses that say the same thing. I did not want to mention it in my last email because you will say that it's too early to talk about love but when it happened again this morning, I could not hold it but share it with you.
While reading the bible verses I stated above down, I read to Proverbs 3:5-6” and it says-Trust in the Lord with all your heart; and lean not unto your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct your paths.
1 Corinthians 13:13 says that “There are three things that remain - faith, hope, and love - and the greatest of these is love” .What I love here is that it said that the greatest of it all is love.
1 Timothy 1:5 says that “Love comes from a pure heart and a good conscience and a sincere faith”. I have seen that we were born with pure heart and good conscience for I spent most of my 18 years on earth waiting for the maturity and courage to give my heart to someone. Then when I stopped waiting, I simply stumbled upon a stone on my path (When I lost Angelina) and stood up again when I became 63 years to find you standing there.
Ecclesiastes 4:9-12 says that two are better than one, because they have a good return for their work: If one falls down, his friend can help him up. But pity the man who falls and has no one to help him up! Also, if two lie down together, they will keep warm. But how can one keep warm alone? The one may be overpowered, two can defend themselves. For all this I see the importance of you in my life and realized that my ten years wait to find a woman were worth it
Romans 8:28 says: "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose". God is working everything for our good. He loves us unconditionally and he knows, beyond all of our imagination, what we are going through and he put us together for a reason. I am most happy for that. The Lord has to be in our relationship otherwise none of this would have ever happened.
Ecclesiastes 3:1 says, "To everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heavens". I feel like this is our season. I have already asked God to separate us if we are not meant to be. I asked him to do that before we got attached to each other. Let us now wait and see what happens in few days because it seems that I am getting attached to you that even in my sleep I think about you that I do not wait for the day to break before I rush to my computer to email you.
Let me not stay here and write bible letters without saying what brought me to my email this early morning .Like I said earlier. We have a business and audit meeting with some important business partners of our company and will be attending it with my directors from the main office in UK .Though they are the director but I am the head of the team. I am their director today. The success today will be the be added to my professional achievement .I will need or support in prayers
Let me take my bath and leave, I will return to share the good or and news with you today if I come back on time or tomorrow depending on when I close from the meeting. Thank you once again for your care and for even finding the time to email me even with your busy schedule .
I remain the man with the heart that cares
This afternoon, when I came back to do my normal routing that bring joy to myself. I asked myself, was knowing you part of the reason why this transaction that we have been struggling with over the years came to successful end .Did meeting you contribute to it or was is just that my happiness was about to complete and it came with all the good things of life? This made me to start doing a little search about love this afternoon to know if being in love, finding love or falling in love has anything to do with good luck and success. This was what I found this afternoon while searching about love .I know many people that talk about love have never had the time to search or read about love. I have not heard from you hope all is well is with you.
It started by saying that Love requires no proof or expression but it demands to feel it. Love is only a word until you find someone to give it definition. Love is not blind... it just opens up your eyes to what others do not see. Love is a miracle that God created for two wonderful people; (and this point I claimed that it should be between You and I ).Love is a hard rock between two people and can't be torn apart. Love is a beautiful red rose given for no apparent reason. Love is a fire that reigns in the heart. Love is the only game never postponed due to darkness. Love is blind but after experiencing it for a long time you should become familiar with some particular spots. Love is like a river, never ending as it flows, but gets greater with time! “Love is an emotion so strong that you would give up everything. You just need to feel it once, to know that you are part of something special. To know that you can feel what love really is; to know, to feel, to love. Love is not measured on how long you can wait but on the kind of sacrifices you can do for the sake of love. Love is the sound our hearts make, love is the happiness we feel, love is what makes us do the strange things we do. Love is too strong a word to say it too early, but it has too beautiful a meaning to say it too late. Love is a noble act of self-giving, offering trust, faith, and loyalty. The more you love, the more you lose a part of yourself, yet you don't become less of who you are; you end up being complete with your loved ones. Love is like salted water; the more you drink the more your thirst increases. Love is like the air we breathe. It may not always be seen, but it is always felt, used and needed. Love is not love if it is conditional. “Love is like a flower, give it some time, patience and lots of tender loving care; and watch it bloom into something wonderful before your eyes. Love is like a rose, the special one grows in the winter. Love is what you make it and with whom you make it; it is what it is." If love is music in its purest form, then you are the notes on the page and the melody in my heart. Love is when the things you detest, you become in love with. And, when your views are wrong the one who you love will hear you out and understand you. Love is not sweet talks and flowers, but love is forgiving and compromising. Love is a joy that fills your heart with wonder and excitement every time. Love doesn't make the world go around; love is what makes the ride worthwhile. LOVE IS A PARDONABLE INSANITY .Love is passion and fire; it haunts and enchants the one who touches it. Love is like an image, a lasting image that will always remain in your heart, your soul, forever a part of you
I reading all this, it I did not see were they said that love is what you be in and it will bring you success. That made me to conclude that it was not finding a woman to love that brought me the success, it was You and the luck that come with you that brought me the success and or that I say THANK you.
I do not have much to say today rather than let you know that everything is going fine here and that we will conclude on it and do the documentation part today and tomorrow so that my directors can travel and I will then be 100% free for us . I am just 70% free now which to me is not good when you want to build a new and lasting relationship. Forgive me beautiful for the ranting again, I will end this email here so that by tomorrow I will write you more to tell you all that you must have wanted to know about me, my family, and everything you have been wanting to ask me about my children and late wife.my name is Frank, I hope you still remember him .Lol
CAN WE TALK ON THE PHONE?
This week seems that it does not want to be a lovely week for me but with you in my heart, it must turn out fine.I have always loved my job and have always been proud to say it to anyone that cares to listen. For the first time since I started doing this job, I feel like leaving it today. Okay let me say for the second time because I felt like leaving the job when I lost Angelina and I finally left the job. This is the second time and it seems that it's time to leave this job again and it will be for good.
If you remember, I told you that my mum will be moving back to Sweden this month; she has confirmed that she will be traveling on Wednesday. I know you must have been wondering why I have not mentioned when I will be rounding here and when will be returning home. This was because I planned to go to mum today and spend time with her and then see her to the airport on Wednesday before locking the house to hand the key over to the real estate people I contracted to sell it. All this plan just changed this morning.
I got an email this morning from the head office in London that I should accompany the investors and my directors on their trip to Toronto Canada since it involves the investors that we had transaction with in Dallas. Its not like I will accompany them to Canada and come back rather we will fly from there to London to so it our out the shares of our Russian investors that have been slammed with sanctions. Most of their investment are dropping in value so that company's wants to merge it with some polish stocks to stabilize. This was initially scheduled by middle of October when we expect rise in polish stocks
With the content of the email I got today .It means that I will fly with them to Toronto Canada , we will spend 6 days in Canada then leave Canada to London, then spend another ten days in London after which I will return back to United states..
When I started this job new or let me say when I was younger, I enjoyed the travels associated with the job .It exposed me to difference countries and cultures .It gave me access to billionaire investors and enjoyed it. Then I can travel with just one day notification without minding. It's not the same at my age now. I must confess I feel very bad I as I write this email .I had all my hope that I will meet you this coming week but with this development, its two weeks of email communication It was so bad that they even made my flight reservation without consulting me .Anyway, I think this is the last of it as I am seriously considering quitting this job as I write this email.
Let me not allow this people spoil my day when I have you. Now back to us; I want you to know that my day starts when I receive your wonderful e-mail, and ends with me sending you a reply. That is why I do wonder why you are in my thoughts all the time? The in between time is filled with romantic notions, breathless anticipation and a million and one thoughts of how our first meeting will go. Will there be fireworks - will there be balloons in the sky?
I know I am fantasizing, like a foolish teenager, but it makes me feel young and so extraordinarily happy. I must confess that I have tried to suppress the feeling of calling you my love all this while to avoid looking like I am rushing everything but each time I want to email you, it keeps coming into my mind. It is a known fact that I am falling seriously in love with you and cannot stand not seeing you soon. You have brought this change and joy in me that I believe has attracted this lifetime business luck to me. Meeting you brought the breakthrough that I have been struggling to have with the investor for almost two years. All I want you is to understand my situation and take me the way you see me.
It's not that I fall in love easily but having been alone for over four years makes me want you as soon as possible. All that I am sure is that this I not lust or a game of days but a life time relationship. I was married to my wife for 26 happy years and she was my first and only marriage. That alone will tell you more about me.
Please bear with me if I use those words so early. It's due to the way I feel that make time write the way I do. You are an angel in disguise....you have touched my heart thus making a difference in my life. Bringing more Joy and success than you will ever know that you have done. Thank you for all your support.
Hope you are having nice day with a little excitement. We have to talk about your worst flaws and oddities when we meet but i don't see any of them to be a problem to me.
It's two week and now since I sent you the very first email and you replied me but to me it seems that we have known for a year.Let me say here that going on line to find a suitable companion seemed hopeless for me at the beginning. Most of my earlier contacts that wrote stating that match sent them my picture as a MATCH were from much younger women so I could not understand how I could be a match to a 37 years old woman when I stated what I wanted on my profile.. They always left me feeling bewildered and asking the questions - should I be flattered or insulted? In addition, there was always the concern - "what were the motives"? My faith was restored, when I decided to write instead of wait to be written. I wrote you and you appeared I thank my "lucky star" and enjoy the wonder of it. Essentially, I was so deeply happy that you displayed the qualities I was looking for. I found out that we shared a lot of the same interests and I adored the expressive e-mails.
When I emailed you,did I told you that I looked at your profile for 30 minutes and you must be wondering what I saw during that 30 minutes that made me email you. I have come to realize that lonely times make us search harder for the good times. Bad times are only vague memories and we can look to the future with optimism to happy times. To "give" and "receive", to pamper, to spoil, to guide, to care for in all ways, makes for a wonderful relationship. There is no need for anger, when there is understanding, loyalty and sincerity, open communication and the ability to compensate for differences. Life is meant to be enjoyed and thus, should not harbor hurtful thoughts and actions.
When I lost my wife, it was a big obstacle to my life that I did not wish to continue anything in life. There was no wish to date or to work. There was no joy in living because she was just a nice woman but she claimed that I was too nice that I brought out the best in her. It was when I discovered that Life is full of obstacles and to survive; one has to approach the obstacles with an open mind and a desire to overcome them that I let my daughter register me on the dating site.
I asked myself, do I want to be victorious in the challenge? Is the challenge worth the extra effort, Will it make your life better? If yes then I have pursue it with all my strength and that is what I have decided to do. As I said and will repeat again- don't see me as moving too fast; I am telling you all this so that you will understand where I am coming from and that ten years of loneliness was the maximum any man can go. Coming out of it will tell you that I am and ready for a complete new life and that the past is behind me.
They say "Love" overcomes all obstacles. But to love blindly - leaves scares in your heart. The "ups" and "downs" in people's life's can be painful but can be healed with limitless compassion. Mine is healed so let us heal yours if it is still there. As I said in my profile, if your heart has been damaged too much by some cruel evil man, I can help you fix it like i fixed that of my late wife. If you have lost a partner like me, i can still fix it like i fixed mine or let's say, we can fix ours together. When I say we can fix ours together, I know that Life isn't always a bowl of cherries. That was why I also stated in my profile that I need a woman that is not looking for someone to make her happy, but rather someone to share happiness and experience life's adventures and sometimes tribulations. You will agree with me that everybody need happiness both man and woman.
Happiness is created in many ways - mostly in what people do and say! Your words can encourage me to drink long and hard from the cup of life; to capture every drop of adventure that comes my way. I often ask myself, why we met - even if it was in such an unconventional way! I truly believe that a "path" is mapped out for us, when we are born. Are we given a purpose - are we given instructions on how to live our life and what we are to achieve? We are guided by our parents, teachers and friends and unconsciously adapt some of their ways to our life. However, there is a greater plan for us in the making.
We are tested daily to make us stronger. Stumbling blocks are put in our way to overcome and make us rise above them. Many people travel from cradle to grave without ever seeing themselves clearly, without accepting heartache and grief and without ever wondering about their past, present and future. They accept their life blindly, without questions or true understanding of their own value and potential. They become frustrated, disillusioned and bitter. We have all been given the tools to excel, feel more important, more fulfilled and more useful. You have shown me that you know how to use the tools so don't ever let anyone tell you that you will not accomplish and excel at what you have chosen, or perhaps, what had been chosen for you. What measure do they use to compare, or do they feel inadequate in their own achievements?
Success is a passion for living. Success belongs to each and every human being. It is not for the few, or the chosen ones, or the rich, or the educated. Success is for everyone. IT IS FOR YOU. Success is simple; it means having, doing and becoming the best that life affords. It means service to mankind. Success means applying your best effort to realizing your best results, leaving the world a better place. It is winning at the game of life. Success is life itself! Success is no secret; no mystery; no cause for frustration or misery. It is yours to claim.
So, was I meant to come into your life to help you see your own worth, to encourage and support and show you the heights that you have already accomplished. I have not chosen your "path" and don't know the plan decided for you, but I know you have a passion for life, so you are and always will be successful. I am grateful to you for giving me your trust, but I think you now know, I would not misguide you. When I think about you, a picture comes to mind, a woman sweet and gentle, with a heart that is one of a kind. Your light shines ever bright - your love an endless sea.... and nothing could be sweeter than the love you have for me. I see you as my inspiration, but most of all God's Gift to me”. I want to wish you a happy new day and with this email welcome you to an inspiring day of good luck and success in all you do. This letter may not be too romantic but inspiring enough to start your day .I thank God above for you, May you always find new blessings for as long as you may live.
I have been up since morning and have been thinking about how this job has been like a remote control to my life .How someone will be in his office in London and determine how I move without considering if I had any prior engagement .How I am always given the shortest notice to make a long trip on behalf of an investor and how all this are not appreciated so much.
I have always said that I love my job and have ever had any reason to complain but it seems that my subconscious mind has decided to react to the sudden change in yesterday's email .What is getting on my never here is that my directors has been with me for few days now and they never told me that I will be traveling o Canada with them .They made it look like they do not know but from what I can feel this morning it seems that they knew even before coming.
When they were updating on the transaction this morning, all that they said showed that it has always been planned that I will be traveling to Canada with them but why they did not have the nerves to tell me so that I will get myself ready is one this that keep me wondering if the trip is even worth it.
I concluded this morning that I will respond to the email and tell them that I am not fit to make such trip within the shortest notice and that they should learn how to consider my programme when making arrangement for them. It was when I got detail of the transaction that I realised that one of the investor that is member of his group of investors that we are going to meet with in Canada has once been under my fund management when he wasted in united State. He was really nice man and I see it as another opportunity to work with him again and I believe that he must be the person that requested that I must come lone with the company team if he is going to be a investor with the company again.
That does not mean that I did not reply there email from the company to vent my anger on their contract change of my programme at the shortest notice .I made them to know that I am putting this in writing because they next time I get a notice that is opt up to a week, that requires me to travel, I will neglect it no matter how important that transaction may be and nothing will make me handle it .I got to the extent that I had to add that its time they should fund my replacement if they do not feel comfortable with the time of my email .That email has not been replied and I know the coward that sent it will not have the nerves to respond to it.
Please do not get angry about my daily email with my work and my company problem .It's just that I wanted to share with someone I and I feel that you are that someone. I know just not right for me to conclude that whatever interest me should interest you .I think that's a mistake people tend to make, They actually think that the person they're with has to have all the same interests they do and has to find all the same things neat or interesting. I don't think that's true at all. All I need from you is to acknowledge that I think they are neat and give me the attention of sharing it with you. Because in the end, what I'm really sharing with you is my own response, my own excitement, and my own joy. The cause of it shouldn't be a question because only one person can cause it....You
Have a good day my dear .I have some work to do
My Darling Friend.
It has not been so easy trying to settle down here .I could not configure the hotel internet to my computer yesterday so could not email you. I had to hand it over to the hotel technician before going out for our meeting today. He returned it this afternoon which is why I am able to send you this email.
All my life, I use to see myself as just a fund manager. I never knew that I am a super star fund manager until yesterday .When my program changed for me to come to Canada, I was so angry that the company will just make such arrangement without considering my own programme. It was when I go here that I discovered that it was the investor that insisted that they will not work with only the fund directors unless I am there. Even the company was surprise at their request because they are aware that the investors do not know me in person so how come they are insisting that I must join them .It was after a very long discussion that I found out that one e major investor in the Dallas transaction is also a business partner to on of the investor here and was the person that advised them to choose me as their investing manager for the transaction.
I want you to know that my day starts when I receive your wonderful e-mail, and ends with me sending you a reply. That is why I do wonder why you are in my thoughts all the time? The in between time is filled with romantic notions, breathless anticipation and a million and one thoughts of you and what you are doing at the moment.
Ten years is quite a long time, and I think a lot may have changed since then.
I think it's a good idea! It sure will be a nice way to "shed off" some of the stress. I think it'll be fun. Lobster, lobster, lobster....you just wet my appetite!!!
Awww...You must have had a stressful day! Don't worry, get into the tub and do the hot water magic...you'll have a good rest after that. And hey...know what to say when your brother is around okay? A healthy conversation:-). PLEASE be sure not to cut short his stay by saying anything POLITICS. Even if he starts it, please RUN to the washroom as fast as you can...lol! EXCUSE??? Stomach upset!
Sweetheart, I'm happy to hear that. Please keep being who you are now because I fall in love with this person here every minute I think about her. You make me laugh or smile before I realize I'm alone(a sign of madness) Lol...but I don't need to be in an institution, I need to be with this person behind my smiles and laughter.
Hon, I understand you perfectly! Do you know what we're doing now? We're building FRIENDSHIP, and that is the basis or foundation of every good relationship. If you have a good friend, you fear to lose him/her so you try hard not to ever break what holds your friendship...and I think that is what you lacked...The TRUE FRIENDSHIP thing. Imagine me, I'm able to read the deepest meaning into some of the things you say and it's able to make me laugh or tear up, yet I've never set my eyes on you. I appreciate your beauty...even without makeup(you look gorgeous!), yet I haven't looked you in the eye ever before, BUT I still feel the connection all around me. This, definitely is true friendship EXCEPT eating lobster behind my back(:-wink). Don't worry, you can send mine via email....lol!
Sweetheart, God made you a virgin again for me, and I'm going to enjoy you and make sure you do, me, as long as we live. I don't want to make any promises but Mary, you won't regret ever meeting me. I'm glad you survived your cancer. I'm here now okay...God saved the best for me(I'm tearing up now!). I love you...and I mean it!
I want you to know how beautiful you are in my eyes and because of that I am not looking further .I am no longer on the site i want concentrate and build this into a lasting relationship without distraction from people on the dating site. I want you to know how much I cherish and adore you. I want to give my heart to you. I want your heart, I want it all. Yes am going to hold you well and talk to you like a little baby. But since I am not with you and all that I have said above are just wishes, let me on that note also wish you a happy new day.
I woke up this morning with call from a hospital in Malmo,Sweden and you can guess right why they are calling; my mum. She Landed in Malmo International Airport few days ago.I knew because I was communicating with the sister from here to keep trace on her. When they got home, I spoke with her and she told me that she was not feeling too fine but I thought that it was due to the long trip .I told her that it's because of the long Journey which I was strongly against her against making such long trip .My mum will be 88 years old next month and does not see her age as an issue .You can imagine her flying alone at that age.
When I got the call, I had to ask the doctor who told him to call me and the person that gave him my number .I knew it must be my aunt, Mamiaru and not my mum because she will not want me to know that she ended up in the hospital after we argued about her traveling. It ended up to be my aunt and he even told me that my mum does not know that he is calling me
My only happiness is that our trip here seems that it will be shorter than planned .From all indication, it seems that we will no stay till 6 days as most of the things that is left to be done here are to be done in our head office in UK.I don't want to give myself much hope but if that should be the case, then, i will not be flying with them straight to UK, rather I will fly straight to Malmo, spend some days with mum to see how she is doing and then fly back to London after two days as that is really when the official business that will require my attention will start .Whatever they will do the first two days can be done without me .I will know for sure tomorrow an let you know .I just hope that by the end of this year, I will nominated as the world traveller of the year with all this sudden trips that I am making .Lol.
Yes Prof...I'm about to tender my homework now, Prof! I literally love all types of movie once the storyline makes sense. I enjoy movies with kings and queens, and empires and kingdoms, and power and swords(that's typical of men...lol!)...ADVENTURE E.g. Game of Thrones, Justice League, Merlin, Apocalypse, etc. I like Romantic movies as well as comedy. Professor, hope I've done well with my answers!
Hmmm! That's not my perception about courtship at all....maybe it's because I spoke to mom more than dad on certain issues, I got a better understanding of women and how they are to be treated. I was made to understand you CAN'T change anyone so the best thing to do is to learn how to live with their flaws(if you can) or you walk away(if you can't). After all, we're all not perfect so why would you want to CREATE perfection when you have your own flaws! I once asked my mom why she always put on a stern face when my friends come around, and she said "the one who is your friend will not let my face bother him/her". And she was right, my best friend ended up helping her in the kitchen, talking to her about his girlfriend and getting advice, and so on. So, I was taught to always look into the heart and eyes because what you see there is always PURE.
I was praying this morning and suddenly I remembered the first days I read your profile online and emailed you .I could still remember it like if it was yesterday because at that moment, I had this feeling that this is the woman for me. After sending you the email, stayed online hoping that you will write me back immediately but was disappointed. Even with being disappointed not hearing back from you, I did don't write any other person so I logged off i left the dating site. When I came back the next morning, my subscription have expired but luckily, as I opened my match account email, you were there and I was so glad.
I know that is just about two weeks to this very day but to me it seems like I have known you all my life. My happiness is that you still try your best to create time and communicate with me and reply my emails. That shows that we are still fondly in each other's minds, souls, and hearts. Before I met you online, I was a lonely man that has nearly forgotten what love really was .I have forgotten, what they call relationship .I was a afraid of falling in love an losing my love again until my mum called me and advised me that I cannot continue like this. When I talked to my children about it to know their own opinion, they were so glad that my daughter rushed online to register me on the site and here am I today, writing the wonderful lady I was blessed with. Thank you for who you are.
I never knew a woman could have stolen my heart again and made it truly hers. I never knew I could love a woman more than my own life. I long for the day I can finally look into your beautiful soft, kind eyes and tell you how much I appreciate you, and need you.
The simple fact about my life now is that you are all I need, you are the only woman that is in my mind, the only woman that is in my soul, the only woman who truly and unconditionally has my heart for my life time and many more lifetimes the world has to offer us. When I think about you, my eyes start to water because I know you are somewhere else and not in my arms as I would have wanted. But the thought of you keeps me going and going for another breath of fresh air to keep my longing for you in my life going.
I found you as my only reason and inspiration for anything, and everything. I never thought my time would come to love, and then it came and I was hit with so much emotion and power I did not know where to put it all. I have stacked it piece by piece in my heart for you. I truly believe you are my soul mate, and you are the only woman I will only give all I have to offer forever.
Since I met you, nothing makes me unhappy. I have found a way of staying happy every day of my life even when I am angry and down, and its simple .All I do is I just think about you and bring you there on purpose to make myself happy when I am down. Picturing your smile makes me smile, and I cannot wait to actually see that adoring woman. I know with the unforgettable smile I know so soon. Have a good day
Thank you for your email and concern about my mum .It has finally been confirmed that we will be leaving Canada to United Kingdom tomorrow but I will not be traveling with them .The group of investors, my two company directors and our office broker representative will fly direct to Heathrow Airport London tomorrow while I will be flying direct to Malmo airport .My mums illness has now gotten out of being flight induced illness. From what i read this morning, she is not getting any better and now she has personally started asking of me. She told the sister to call me this morning but the sister told her that she has already done that and that I promised to be with them by Next tomorrow morning. My son called me this morning which is unlike him as i normally speak with them on weekends. They always call me every weekend to speak with me. When i got their call, I just knew that it was something urgent for him to call me this morning.
When I took the call, he was on conference call with my daughter and they were asking of their grandma. They have called the home phone and no one took the call. I tried to assure them that she is fine and that she travelled to Sweden to visit her sister but they insisted that they think that all is not okay. They told me that they have not gotten an email from her for four days in a row which has never happened. It was just today that I discovered that mum and my children exchange email every day since they left home. She emails them every day and have never failed for the past two years. Wow! Women and their grandchildren. I just discovered how they do know what is going on at home that some time they are the one that tells me. Anyway, I have told them that she is not feeling too fine after a long flight to Sweden but they should not worry, that I will be traveling to Sweden to be with her for two days before going back to London .I know for sure that by now my aunt in Sweden will be answering lots of question from them. I just pity the old woman because her phone will not rest from today.
My children bonded so much with my mum that they can share anything. When they lost their mum (My wife) she promise to be a mum to them and will never fail to do anything for them that their mum will do for them. she tried to make them happy to the extent that she was almost spoiling them with her over pampering which was something that always bring quarrel between me and my mum .I am just glad that they did not spoil .They are so close that they don't even call her grandma rather they call her the Bigger-mum which mean their own late mum is the smaller mum. Anyway, let me cut the story for today because if I continue, I will not finish it today.
When I woke up his morning, the first thing that came to my mind was to email you and let you know that it has been confirmed that our business here will be concluded today for us to travel tomorrow .The only problem is that we may have to work so late today to conclude everything. I was imagining how much I will cherish you always that I stayed there for one hour forgetting that I came online to email you. It finally occurred to me that my heart is so happy to be yours. It will be my pleasure if I can make you happy always and put a permanent smile on your face .I know that all I have said are things of email, I can't wait for the opportunity to prove them to you. I know that time will definitely tell but no matter what happens, I will forever cherish and appreciate you. Thank you once again for accepting me for who I am and for coming into my life. A lot have changed since than. One thing I know for sure is that I am happier man since I met you.
Thanks very much for your concern. I haven't felt this way in ages, so it feels good to know I have a lover once again. Don't worry, I'll take good care of myself. I'm a bit worried about mom but I know she'll be fine...and I'll see her soon. Like you said, she's a strong being who should have been a boy instead of a girl(Lol!), but exciting to be with.
Again, you make me feel big-headed with your compliments! I'm just a simple man who has been raised and trained to respect women...and I do. A woman is like an egg, depending on how you handle it, it can be to your outmost benefit or your worse nightmare.
I love these kind of movies because it's just funny the different ways with which people use power...having servants do everything for you yet you either choose to be autocratic or humble. I tend to learn a lot from those movies...and trust me, my person can never be a dictator(not for any reason).
You seem to have done a lot of lifting and moving these past few days. Hope you aren't stressing yourself up too much? A part of me feels it's a good form of exercise but another, feels it could be too much of work for My Lady...hope your bones aren't broken? Anyway, if they were, I don't think you'll be thinking of drinking my martinis for me. Don't worry, I'll drink it out of you when I get back. I guess your friend is having a good live-in with all these never-ending preparations and interior decoration by yours truly, my one and only Mary!!! And thank God you didn't hit on your future husband, Trump in my brother-in-law's presence. Thanks for controlling "our" political views...Lol! Please keep the spirit.
Sweetheart, trust me, you can do what I do. In summary, I look for the right investment opportunities at a particular time or period and invest our investors' money and wait for good returns. What makes me different and a "we can't afford to lose him" type of employee is I research deeper into the economic market and know what and when to invest in a particular commodity. Also, I have the magic to deal with the most difficult, arrogant, fierce and wierd people on earth. That's what has caused my long stay with this company. They don't care if I quit, they'll still call and pay me when they need me. A free day for me is like everyday. If there's less mails to respond to or calls to answer, then I can watch movies or sit out with friends(but it doesn't happen often). I made myself a workaholic because I wanted it like that. Now that you're here, I'm sure things will change. I'm not at all a boring person, I just lost my friend and everything changed. I don't play with my sleep either. If I get the chance, I don't spare sleep!
My favourite colours are blue, brown and white. I don't have any skeletons in the cupboard, I'm just a simple person who was full of life, loves family, saw my wife as my only friend...and the cold hands of death took her away. I was crushed...crushed to the bone, but I gathered strength and decided to heal my pain with work...so I became a workaholic...and a good dad...and a good son!
Baby, I look forward to meeting Pete sometime soon. I feel we'll connect well already. If I'm to sight you at the airport, I'll say nothing to you until I've finished with my long french kiss. God I pray this happens! I swear I'll show you how much I love you in front of the whole world.
Good morning My Darling. This email is going to be very short because I am not happy at all. You are one person that I did not want to talk to or email when I am unhappy so I had to let my anger calm down which is why I am sending this mail now .I want to be thinking about you in happiness and not I when I am angry. I have to send you this email because I did not email you yesterday and I know that you will be wondering if I got to Sweden safely. If not for that, I am not supposed to be writing you in this mood.
I got here and realized that my mother is seriously sick than they have been making it look .My Aunt said that she knew the nature of my job and the type of person that I am. She did not want to give me the true picture I so that I don't abandoned what I was doing to rush down to Malmo. I could not leave the hospital again after I saw her. I had to sleep with her in the hospital. I was so afraid that's she will not see this morning but she is hanging on.
What got me angry this morning was that I called my directors to let them know the situation of my old woman and to tell them that I will not be coming tomorrow that I may have to spend more time with her here if possible move her to more specialist hospital. Before calling them, I called two of the investor that i came down with them from Canada and explained to them and they understood.
I thanked them for their understanding and was very surprised when I called my directors that I have worked with all this years and they were shouting that I should not fail to come back .I got so angry that I shouted back that I am talking about my mums life here and you are talking about company business.
I had to hang up on him and called the admin director and he came up with the same attitude. What broke my heart was when I called my operation head and he was like I should leave everything and come them and then go back by next weekend .Funny people , all of them thinking about the money that I will make for them. I had to ask them that if I die will this company not continue. Why are they making it sound like without me nothing can be done? The company has other fund manager that can do the job
Anyway, I have a contract with them so I will try my best to go back to London tomorrow but they will surely witness the unhappy me. Recently, I have been considering resigning from this job but right now I think that I am okay with the job and should resign. My children told me during my last birthday that I should consider retiring from the job the moment they start working officially which is from next year. I agreed with them because I am not looking for anything again outside my love for the job but fright now, I don't see that love again .I have made reasonable amount of money that I can retire comfortable with so why should I be taking all this insults because I want to continue working .It's time to call it quits and build my love life. I have found you and what to do everything possible to be around to make this relationship stronger
Here is my chance to tell the world how lucky I am to have found an amazing woman like you. All my life I felt like I was meant to be alone, as if my own person took a wrong turn over a bridge before I could meet them. Then came you... suddenly my eyes went from clouded storms to small blue beacons. I was so sad, and you took away all that pain just by smiling. I will do anything you ever ask, so long as you promise to never leave me. Without you, my heart would seem empty and useless. I need you, want you, and love you, and will as long as I live and beyond. Thank you for changing me, for making me the proudest man alive to have you.
I promise that whatever struggles we have to endure in our relationship, I would still hold onto our love because I believe that this is just the way of God to teach us to be strong and faithful to each other. That after this trial we will still be together and start our new life together with a better future ahead of us. I thank God for you and thank you for being you. I do not know where to begin, so I guess this is just as good as any.... Right now I'm thinking about you, and it's funny how thoughts of you fill my day, my heart, and my mind. You and I have connected on such a higher level, our souls have exchanged caresses that you are the only reason why I will be happy today after al he anger caused my directors. I miss you
Good day and welcome to this beautiful day. I am sorry about the tone of my last email filed with anger which was never directed to you but to my directors. They just wanted to frustrate me but I was happy that I did not let them. I told you that you are my medicine for happiness so whenever they want to make me unhappy, I will bring you into the picture so that I will stay happy
I got to London before 11am.there was already an office car waiting for me at the airport so I went straight to the office and straight into the meeting. During the meeting, it was clear to them that I refused to contribute anything. They saw it immediately that I was not happy at all. It got to a point that I could not hold it and I had to ask them why they sounded like I must come back for the company to continue running. They told me that I am the company's best broker negotiator which was the main reason that they requested that I fly down with the directors. They told me that the transaction in place requires my expertise and can never be done successfully without me or the company may enter into some wrong deals due to the fluctuating manure of the Russian stock. Anyway that is by the way but it was obvious that the explanation did not convince me .I told myself there that since I am still under contract with the company, I have to do my work and stop complaining so I got down to business .I am no longer complaining my dear but even with that. My mind could not rest about my beloved mum
My biggest joy was that I took the decision to fly straight top see my mum. The first day I got to the hospital, it was obvious that she was too weak but on seeing me, she smiled and tried to keep an ALL IS WELL face. I told her mum, don't give me that face, we know that all is not well and that Diana and JR are planning to take two days off from their training base to come and see you .She smiled again but still, there was no strength .She just said, Frank, all is really not well but I hope I did not make you change your programme to come here
When it became obvious to me that my mum is still the same was when she cut me off in the middle of our discussion to ask me, what of our wife? I was surprised that I had to ask her who is our wife? She kept quiet for few minutes and asked me if I have lost you again .I immediately realized that she was asking of you …Ooh, my darling! She is fine and has been praying for you. I told her that you have been asking after her seriously, she smile and asked me to show her your picture again. I showed her and she smiled again and said she is lovely and I bless her.
Counting down from the day I met you till this day has become the best day so my life. It has been the best that anything can describe. The truth is that "If I ever saw an angel, it was in your eyes. I'll sweep you off your feet, and make God regret he left an angel behind. All I want and pray is to create the right relationship with you as I found out during my research about love that love is not finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end
I just want you to know how happy I am with you and how much you mean to me. No matter what, you're always there for me and I just want to thank you for being such a great Friend. I wish the best for us both because there isn't anyone and anything going to put us down. And even though we still have our friendship, I'm blissful and pray that we will have something much more. I'm very grateful and hope we will have love. You have been my angel; you have saved me from loneliness and misery. More than anything else, I thank you for YOU. Your intelligence, your company, the time you create to email me, the way you make me look forward to waking up again in the mornings, the way you make me sleep with a smile on my face. Thank you my beautiful friend. I miss you
Finally they have succeeded .I have lost her and was not there during her last day on earth. My directors forced me to abandon a dying old woman and now she is dead and I was not by her side when I had the opportunity. I just feel so bad; so so! Bad this time that I find it hard to console myself. Even my mum asked me not to go but I did .It was like she knew that she will die. She has always complain about my work She never love the people I work or and how demanding they are. Now, she has proved herself right at the point of her dead. How can I continue with this work? Working for other people s money .I don't even know how to tell my children that I left because of job. I don't know how to tell them that their grandmother is dead. I don't know, what to say now my love. I just came online to tell; you that MUM is dead
How do I start this email .I am now in Sweden and by the time I got here yesterday, they have deposited her body in the mortuary .I had to go straight to see her lifeless body and behold she was there. The woman I saw few days ago smiling at everything I said without saying a word is now lying lifeless. I was looking at her and remembered that the only world that she must have said during my stay with her when I came to visit her was that I should not go .Everything is now becoming clear to me. This woman smiled to every word I said without saying anything but when I said that I was going back London, she opened her mouth and said, don't go yet Frank. Yes! She opened her mouth and said I should not got but I left out of pressure from my company .I left my dying old woman because of work. My love, because of work. Why then will this guilt not remain in me till I die? Why should I not be called a fool?
Every day that I think about her, I find it hard to forgive myself .I am not longer crying because mum is dead. She lived up to 88 years so I should be celebrating her for a life well spent. .what makes me cry was that I turned down her last request .Who knows that it will be her last request from me, her only son? This is something I cannot tell my children because they will always think that maybe she will not have died if I had stayed behind…who knows
This is one loss that I can never replace .When I lost my wife, she replaced her and was a mum and a grandma to them .When I lost my dad, I became both father and grandfather .I have lost my best friend and a mother to my children. The person I always call when I need to be consoled or when I am confused .I just realized that I am now alone in the world with my children, to serve as mother, father, grandfather and grand mum.. I came into the world with a father, a sister, a wife, a mother. Then it started with my wife, then my father then this again. I don't even know what I will tell my children when they arrive here tomorrow. They had to take traveling leave from their base to be here tomorrow even when I told them not to. When they insisted, I had no other option than to pay their flight.
When I was going to the mortuary with the doctor, he was telling me everything that happened the days after I left; before she died .The doctor told me that before she died she asked of me and was sure that I am still around. She was telling the doctor to make sure that I settle all her hospital bills before I leave because she does not want to owe anyone in death .She told him that his son is capable of paying anything that she accumulates as hospital bill. The doctor said that it got to a point that she asked her why she is more worried about her hospital bills than here recovery .She told him that in her life, she never owed anybody and will not owe in death .The doctor had to assure her that you are not dying so do not worry. “You will collect the money from your son and pay me“. She smiled but reminded him again when he came again to check on her that he should remember to collect his fees.
I could see the doctor trying to hold back tears when he was saying this. Honey it is not really easy for me now my aunt is not telling me that my mum said that if anything happens, that we should not leave her body IN the mortuary .That we should bury her immediately here in Sweden.MY intention was to come here, see her body, console my aunt and go back pending when my children will be available for the funeral but with what am seeing now, we have no choice that to bury her this week. My aunt has been crying that she should have left mum to remain In United states, That she was the one that pressured her to come back to Sweden but I made her to understand that it is even good that she died here in Sweden because she has always said that if she ever die in United states that I should fly her body to Sweden as that is the only place she will rest in peace.
Darling, you may not understand but the person I lost loved me more than she ever loved the husband. She was ready to wok from her sickbed so that I will rest. She pampered me as the only child. She was my best friend. She will call me every morning to ask if I have eaten. This was a woman that was ready to pluck out her eyes if I complain of mine so that I can use hers. She loved me and I loved her too. It was due to my closeness to her that I could not get into any relationship for four years after I lost my wife. She was the best. I must surely miss her!
I will go to the church tomorrow to book a day for her funeral as the catholic faith here requires and will communicate the funeral date to you .I have called my office to tell them that they should postpone everything because I will have to conclude the funeral before i leave here .They could only say sorry for my loss and had no gut to tell me that I must return like they did the last time.
We were supposed to be going to Dubai today for the final phase of our transaction which involves some investor from Russia that are trading their bulks Magellan because of the Sanctions which is crippling their economy. Now everything will wait because I am the major broker and sale trade negotiator and will play a major role in this. I also speak almost all the languages of the people that will be involve In the transaction.
My beautiful, I will not close this email without thanking you once again for all your consoling word and care at this time. All I will need from you at this time is just to email me daily as that is the only consolation and support I need at this time. Just email and respond to my email let me know that you are with me. I am sure that with your morale support even by email, I will take care of every other thing myself.
I will have to rest now. I just thought I should update you how everything is going with me at the moment. I sure that I will miss my mum but it seems that I miss you more. Just wish you are here for me to keep my head on your shoulder. Pray for me dear that is all i need now.
I am sorry that this email is coming a bit late than usual. I was at the airport all day to receive my children. I was already at the airport when they notified me that their connecting flight to Malmo has been delayed for another two hours so my wait extended. When I saw my beautiful daughter today as she was coming out from the Arrival, it was like my mum just resurrected and was the one coming out from the arrival. She rushed out to see me without even waiting for her luggage's. My little girl jumped on my body that I nearly fell .For the first time since the day I was told that my mum was in the hospital, I was completely happy .Yes, I was happy and was till carrying my baby girl on my arm when JR came out .I saw my prince and realised there is really good reason to be happy and not mourn so much over mum .It was then that I discovered that the people I was worried about was only bothered about me.
We got home around noon and I told my son that I had to leave to see the priest in the church to conclude on a date for the funeral. Before I could finish the statement, my daughter was already standing up, that she is going with me .We all left the house again to the church .We concluded with the priest for the Funeral to be on Tuesday and went back home .You will be surprised that we have been talking since then that we forgot our dinner. I must tell you that I am really blessed with two lovely children.
The arrival of my children has completely changed the mood in my aunt's home. It suddenly changed from mourning to celebration .My son, said that her grandma will not even want him moody for her. “Grandma will not want me to be moody .She will do everything if she is alive to make me happy just like she did when mum died so there is no need to cry for her but celebrate her life well spent”
I discovered today how close they were with my mum .My daughter was imitating my mum this evening .She will call the brother the way mum calls him. She got to the extent that she went inside her room to bring mums reading glasses to dress like her .In fact they made me laugh and forgot my sorrow and I was glad that I let them come .The next story they wanted me to tell them was about you , which reminded me immediately that I have not communicated to the wonderfully gift of love that the almighty gave me .At that moment I rushed to my computer which is why I am writing you now so after this email, just know that the next discussion what will be going on here will be all about you my princess
I know I can't hold it but confess that I am missing you already. You bring to me a happiness that no one else ever could. You bring to me a love I have never known before. I could not imagine what my life would be like without you. You have touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend.
Words cannot express how much you mean to me. How much you helped me this period. You have always found the times to cheer me up via e-mail .You always seem to know just what to say and I really appreciate that. I know that you are so sincere with your thoughts that you write to me and I know with time we will see each other and I can't wait. Thank you for your friendship and for being there when I needed you; when I was down morally.
Holding each other through darkness of night and waking to the brightness of day is what I desire, knowing that God is where we are. For we will know peace again, I miss you so much my Dearest! I can't convince you how much I missed you. You know that I can't stand myself without you in my thoughts for a while, I feel I'm going to die without you. There are no words that can possibly explain how I feel right now, because in fact, I've never felt this in a very long time...
In as much as there have been ups and down, you understand me and you know just how to make things right.. You saved me from the worst hands of loneliness and you are always there for me. You have changed my life completely and makes me feel so important again. I thank God that I have found a woman like you and I will use this opportunity to ask you to Please forgive me for being away and apart from you this moment and do promise never to leave your sight from the very moment we start spending our lives together, sticking together through the good and the bad. Supporting each other every day.
Thank you once again for your understanding this period .I am fine now and in a better spirit .My only problem now is that I miss you. I really do miss you my dear.
How are you this lovely day? In My email yesterday, I concluded it by saying that you will be our next topic of family discussion after finish writing you. That was exactly what happened as they seem to be waiting for me. My children bombarded me with questions that I had to tell them to go and sleep that they have not rested after a long journey and a long day.
The questions started innocently with, how is your new found love Daddy? I answered, she is fine. Where is she presently? I answered; in the US.
Q- Will she be coming for grandmas Funeral?
A-NO, she will not, the funeral is four days away and she cannot make it on such short notice. I just told her few minutes ago in my email about the funeral date so there is no way she will make it on such notice
Q- Can I see her picture if you have any
A-I will get it and show you and I am sure you will love her.
Q- Daddy, will you give me one of her picture so that I will go back with it or rather, don't worry daddy, just give me her email address and phone number so that I will contact her myself.
A- Diana, I will give you her number and email but I will first let her know so that she will know who you are when you call or write
Q-That's okay daddy but you will do that tomorrow (Today, so am telling you now my love..lol))
A-I will Diana.
Q-Daddy, does she know I registered you on the site
A-I told her about your role and mums role
Q-what did she say?
I can't remember exactly because it was via email but I know she was happy that I joined the dating site
This was just the beginning of the conversation until the brother came out from the kitchen to join her In the question and answer which lasted for almost 40 minutes .My greatest joy is that they are both happy that I am finding love again .They said that they are always worried about me .It got to a appoint that my daughter revealed and said “Now I can marry without bothering again how lonely my daddy will be ‘ It was a long night that we ended up going to bed by 2:am this morning.
We just came back now and I will resume every arrangement for the funeral again .Its good that my children are here to assist me I their little way. My aunts has been on bed since morning. We have been talking turn to go check on her to makes sure that she is still okay.
I know that it will be very difficult for her to forget her only sister no matter how much we try to make her forget mum. Mum did everything for her; they were very close. My aunt did not marry and had no children so took my children as hers. My son has concentrated on cheering her up but she was just smiling like mum was doing when she was in the hospital. I just pray that he survives this.
As I sit here, once again, you are the one thing on my mind. I know today hasn't been the greatest; I have to find this time to write you as I will be going for consultation with people that will assist me on the funeral arrangement and deliveries tomorrow. Things have come and gone, but one thing still stays the same ... you still take my breath away. It seems now to me that I could not live without you but funny enough I don't even want to live without you.
I have thought before i lost my wife that I have found true love, a love so intense and real that I will forever be caught in its spell ... until the day came when I lost her and realized I was mistaken. I have spent the most agonizing days of my life awaking from haunting nightmares, with dried tears on my pillows. I thought I had lost my sanity every time I remember and mourn for my lost wife .I mourned her for four years and was able to get her out of my mind completely to move on with life
No sooner had we met that I suffered anguish, I lost my mum. I found it comforting to read and email you .The reassuring friendship we had was enough to keep my good sense intact. I wasn't yearning anymore for her to come back, nor desperately seeking my next wonderful love affair. I am content with you. For you have given me the RED ROSE - for eternal Love or perhaps, the BLACK ROSE - for the forbidden Love. It's the power of the meek, the strength of the silent. This is the love of the gardenia.... What makes me a different type of man is that I will never move away from someone I love ,rather I will move closer ,no matter the condition .If your words of anger will shatter my soul, I will not run, instead, take a step forward. I will not go away! For I love you.
Bye for now My Princess. I have to go
How are you doing today? You know that I cannot let this day pass without sneaking out time to email you .It has been a busy day as expected .I did not know that it's going to be like this but I found out that the people here are friendly and ready tom help .You can't imagine that the doctor that attended to mum during her last days on earth left her hospital work to come and assist with the funeral arrangement .Many people came into my aunt's house today to assist .It was funny that they were the people that were telling us what we should do and what not to do .I have never buried anyone in Malmo or Sweden as a whole so do not know that there are other cultural requirement outside the normal government rites.
It seem like we started everything afresh today but I am happy I had many hands to help so everything is going smoothly. They told me that I even need to get a county permit to burry mum in her family house which I thought was needed only if you are burying her in the public cemetery .It was the doctor that drove me to get that because it requires a family member of the deceased to come and sign for it. Many things that I did not know all my 61 years on earth, I learnt many of them today.
It was today that they also made us to understand that they do what the call Christian Wake keep which is done in the evening from 9pm till 11pm which we have to prepare for again .That was even the main thing so they had to set canopies and chairs for some members form the local church that will come this evening.
My aunt that was supposed to know all this is still lying on bed .This made me to know that she is really not okay that I had to asked the doctor today and he told me that hopefully she will be fine .He said that she is yet to overcome the shock of her sister dying on her arm. It was today that I learnt that mum died when my aunt was cleaning her. Since she could not stand up to take her bath herself, my aunt cleans her body every morning and evening and I was while cleaning her that very morning that she died .Anyway, I just pray that she get well because It will be difficult for us to leave her in this condition and travel back. I have pending transaction in London and some investors that I have kept waiting that I cannot keep longer .MY children are on a week absence from training and cannot over stay. .The doctor has given her some medication this afternoon so let's hope that it has some impact.
We had a long family meeting yesterday.it was just between I am my two children and they are insisting that I should not work again after this year .Though I have been considering recently to retire from my work ; I don't want to be idle which is something I am not used to .They told me that they will start working officially by January which means i don't have anybody that I will be training after this year and for that I don't have any reason to work again .Secondly, they believe that I have made some money and have some good saving that will last me as long as I want .They are afraid of my health which I understand .My daughter told me that if anything should happen to me and I am nowhere to be found, that it will be difficult for just two of them to bear all this loses
My daughter is insisting that I should not work till the age of 62 considering the travels that are associated with my job .I promised them that I will think about it and that will let them know but within me and coupled with all the nonsense that has happened with my work routine this short period, I think it is time to stop. May be I will look for money and start a consulting firm which will keep me busy but with no much travel unless for vacation .That way I will be my own boss and decided what I do and what not to do. Let me leave this for now until after the funeral tomorrow because they will be traveling back to their base next tomorrow.
I remembered when I met you and was talking to mum on phone before she travelled to Sweden. She asked me if I will abandon this woman and be traveling again like I always do. I told her that my job does not require much travel again but she responded immediately without waiting for me to finish “it should not require any travel at all at this age” .I jokingly added, but you are traveling to Sweden at the age 88. That was my mum fighting for my love, a woman she did not meet till she died which is one of this things that makes me cry when I remember it. She has always wanted me to find love and I could not wait to see how happy she will be the day she will meet you. Death!
I told you when we first met that only few are lucky to really find true love. It's a gift from above. I only hoped in my lifetime that I would find that one true love, only few are lucky to know. I have been given that gift, the gift of true love. In you I have found my true love for life. I have the most amazing woman in the world. You are everything I dreamed of my whole life. I imagined what it would be like and you are beyond what I imagined. You are the most loving, caring, fun, smart, kind and pretty woman in the world. I am one of the few who are lucky, I am lucky to have true love. I love you more than this letter can express.
Thank you for all your email and support all this time. My mum told me that you are beautiful and wonderful even without meeting you .I have never doubted my mum and once again she has proven to be right .I will leave for now to join to conclude the arrangement .The doctor is coming to take me to the undertakers o that we can conclude against tomorrow .Mum will be laid to rest tomorrow .Please pray for her. I miss you
The woman of my Heart
It's a new days and the end of one beautiful day with sorrow and joy in my life .Sorrow because I lost the most wonderful mum in the world and joy because I have you and I have the opportunity to meet the lovely children given to me by the almighty again and to see that they are doing very well in their choosing profession .What else can a man of my age asks after being widowed for four years? .My aunt reminded me yesterday morning that if my children are this successful and good after four years of losing their mum, it means that they have a good dad. I reminded her that not necessarily a good dad but a good family and good grandma who should be thanked for everything.
I returned to London today and you could not imagine what happened .When I lost mum, I told you that I was a fool but you thought It was because I was so much under pressure .Today ,I confirmed that I was really not only foolish but also blind.
I returned to London and went straight to the lodge where I normally stay when I am in the UK .The lodge belongs to the company and the accommodation is free for all company staff but was not vacant when I came for few days before I travel for mum burial so I was staying in a hotel then .When I got to the office and dropped my resignation letter to company's head of Admin ,he thought it was a proposal for the company like I always bring .He smiled and the first questions he asked was, what is it worth? I told him it is worth freedom and self-decision. He smiled again and opened the letter and it was there. One OF THERE BEST CONSULTANT FUND MANAGER with international trading knowledge that they have used like a fool has finally realized himself and submitted his resignation!.... His mouth opened wide and dropped that he could not finish reading the letter. His first question was, what's the problem? I told him nothing, just resignation.
That was when he stood up, closed his office door and started dialling all numbers this world .Within minutes, my UK Mobile was ringing like there is a war .The Head of operation was calling, the international relation Head, the company brokers head, archive manager, senior consultant director etc, you can name it .It all rang in the presence of my Admin director and I did not take any of the calls. That was when he knew that I was serious.
As I write this email, they are having series of meeting and have contacted my two personal assistance to the meeting .I noticed that they gave them instruction not to discuss what they were asked during the meeting or what was discussed. One of the came out and was singing and I got the message. He was singing one of Robert Kelly's songs-If I could turn back the hands of time..- With that I felt what went on in the meeting but there is no turning back the hands of time my love. The deed has been done.
Why I told you that I was a fool and has been a fool was this-one of my colleague met and ask me if I truly submitted my resignation .He is a Scottish man and may be two years younger .I told him yes I did. And asked if he has any problem with that .His response was what surprised me .He replied that he has no problem with my resignation but his only problem was that I did not do it on-time.
What he said made me to become inquisitive and the man told me that it is not hidden fact that I am the major bone of this company .Most of the company's big investor are under my fund management .I negotiated half of the international investor the company has outside united states and United Kingdom .I brokered most of their big investor and big transaction .I have represented the company in over 60% of their successful transaction and they have made me once again the head of the Russian Magellan trade team and still ,you are not qualified to be director In the company .
He said that with what I have done for the company, any investment company, even fidelity international will make me a director with them or retire me as fidelity fund partner but I have been working without benefit and making the company competitive in the investment market and still, they tell you about the company policy of only UK citizen, being the ones that can qualify to be a director in the company. I am citizen as you know (The man Continue) but I call that policy a tribal clause .That was how the man ended his long advice to me. All I could say was THANK YOU and walked away but the man was not finished with me .He called me back and told me again that in case I don't know, that all the other fund managers discuss this behind me so he is not only saying his mind but that of many staffs of the company .He said that the only reason they allowed me to move back to United States was to avoid my being here and outing pressure to them with other staff to change the policy. He said that the good thing about my resignation is that it will benefit the few good fund managers that the company has now because they will definitely change some of this policies to avoid losing another group of fund manager .I reminded the man that the few good one left he is talking about where the one I trained and he smiled and told me that I am just realizing that Sir! And he left…..You see why I said that I am fool.
Anyway, that is what has been going on. I don't have any regret and I think my colleagues has all heard that I have resigned. The company seem to have been torn apart in less than two hours of submitting my resignation .It seems that the Board of directors has scheduled and emergency meeting which I know is all about getting me back and making me stay; something that even my shadow knows that it will not work.
I have also written my 14 days' time table and submitted it to them and have made them to know that they only transaction I have pending is the Magellan trade in Dubai but will be in Germany now which we supposed to handle last week but was postponed because of my absence .I will go ahead with them to Germany anytime the company authorizes and after that, I will return to conclude my resignation and submit everything that belongs to the company under my custody and fly back to United States.
I am waiting for them to know if we are still traveling tomorrow, next or when it will be but whatever they decided, I will not exceed 14 days here as that is the policy. Now I will tell them how to work under company's policy .I think it's time to reorganize my life and start anew phase of life. It unfortunate that once return back to United States, I will first look for house to buy and move in. This is because the house I present live belongs to the company .The family house that my mum moved out from which has been for sale over a month was finally sold by the agent yesterday so I have more than enough money to buy a new house .That is to tell you that I am 100% prepared to move on without the company for now and can move to anywhere that we like,. The only person that matters to me now is you and how to make you happy .The world can stand still for you to be happy and being that my children are happy for me for my new found love, let the world wait .I am in love and I will shout it for the whole world to hear .not only that I am in love but am happily in love.
when i was a little boy growing up in Sweden, the only time I heard the word love was whenever I am watching TV and when I listen to the radio or music .Then I always thought love was only in movies and songs .Fortunately, I grew up with that idea until I met my wife, gave birth to my children and I know that it was not only in movies and songs but there's love for children and family. .when I lost my wife ,it occurred to me that the only permanent love was still in movies and songs for they do not die and humans die .Then I met You ;To my surprise what you make me feel every day is the inspiration of those beautiful songs, warm poems and amazing movies. You became my reason, my existence, my dreams and my future just by being yourself and I thank you, I thank you with all my heart for being the most important part of my life, for being my friend and comforter, for with you my soul is everlasting and my love is eternal. I'm yours forever, not just for this lifetime but for whatever else follows.
Never in my wildest dreams had I ever dream that I would fall in love with a woman just like you. Oddly enough, in my night dreams, I would be visited by this "pretty" female figure. In my dream the female figure, would quietly approach me from behind, then wrap her arms around my waist and put her head to the nape of my neck and whisper, "I am here for you.” Hearing the voice alone, I knew for sure it was you so I smiled! Then, another taught came into my mind that it may be mum. When the figure came back after mums death, it said, I am here for you now that mum is gone .With that I became very sure it was you and not mum, and I smiled again.
I did write you a novel yesterday about my resignation so do not want to write another long one today because the novel caused problem yesterday. Where do I begin.........I guess at the beginning .If I tell you that I retired to my lodge this afternoon you will not believe it. I came back exactly 12pm this afternoon. That was when opened my lodge door and entered into the room .The meeting was not an easy one .It was a company meeting but they told me that it was with few staff and fund managers. The only people that was not there were the secretaries and there Non-Investment Staffs.
The Admin director opened the meeting and started to state the event that happen the very day I came to his office .He went back to say that after a careful study of what happened that day and discussing with some staffs of this company ,they decided to call to this meeting to avoid future occurrences.
They called out few of the company staff who came out and said many things that need changes. When they called me to the stand to say what prompted my resignation, I simply told them that am tired of working and want to retire and nothing else. That started the meeting from square zero because I found out that they wanted to use that means to get it out of my mouth that I am resigning in anger.
My director insisted that they have spoken to few of the company staff and from their discussion, It seems that I am not really telling them the reason .I made it clear to them that I have never discussed with anybody so no body has the right to say what prompted my resignation .My decision was taken by myself and not with anyone .If anybody here can stand up and say that I discussed anything with him let the person stand up and say it. The hall was quiet for few minutes and the meeting resumed again.
It took turn by turn for everybody to say their mind and trust adults, they knew that the company is at their mercy now so everybody bared their minds and pointed on the same thing like the man told me that the discuss it behind me.it was like I told them to say it because from the first person after my director to the last person .All pointed on the policy of UK directors.
When they called me up again, I told them that what I am about to say is for the benefit of the company staff and for the company and no longer for me because I am out already .I started to explain the company's Capital base, I stated the number of major and minor investors, I gave them the record of foreign investor and English speaking investor, I gave them the records of the company growth statistically. I gave them over 26 records that even most of the director does not know about .I then asked them, of all the points that I raised, which one of them do we have UK Citizens more or which one of them do they play more important role .The investor based has few UK citizen, In the capital base, they just have 6% fund contribution. What is the arrangement they used in concluding on the policy of UK Citizens Directors only. I told them that even in the company and with due respect to my colleagues who are UK citizens how many of the fund managers here that are UK citizen that show us his or her investor based let us see if it contributes up to 10% of the company investor base even though most of their investor are transferred investor. My last question to them which caused a round of applause in the hall was when I asked them. Why is that when a Fund Managers leaves the company as I am leaving now, all the investors under his fund management will be transferred to another fund manager and it must be a fund manager that is a UK citizen? With that I came down but none of the question where answered, they just said, we are here to find solution and we will.
My dear let me not bore you with the meeting much longer but all they tried doing was to convince me out of resignation with promise and assurance that many things will change .When I insisted that I will not change, they kept their pressure and even convinced some staffs to join in asking me out of resignation .It was already getting so late that I had to tell them that I will think about it but I will not with draw he resignation .left the 14 days continue counting while I thing about it and with that were able to close the meeting.
Last night, I was thinking about going to bed but my mind kept going to you and wondering how you are doing but I finally managed to sleep off. When I woke this morning my thoughts were of you. I am so, so overjoyed that you are in my life. Like I told you, I never knew what love was. Oh I knew that my mother loved me and I her. When I got married I am not sure if it was love or infatuation as at that time. As I got older I knew what love was, but what I really had been looking for was “true” love. I mean this deep love that just fills your heart, the love that you never want to be apart and the emptiness you feel when you are apart. You my love seem to have given me everything that I have been dreaming about but never thought even existed except in the movies.
May I say that I believe also that building a good friendship leads to a great relationship and then from there is where love blossoms and then that love grows with time into something wonderful. At least that is what I have in my mind and heart.
I know even if we ever had struggles in this relationship, know our struggles will be minor as we will work them out together. Our meeting I believe was by the hand of God. He knew that we were a match and brought us together through SITE.............but I still will THANK YOU for replying to me and then accepting me .You know sweetie, I also might stick to you like glue and no matter what may come our way good or bad that we will handle together. Now does that sound selfish? I hope not because I'm still wondering if I am dreaming when I think of you.
Always know as I have told you, I am here for you and yes I am sincere when I write you. I told you that Honesty, Sincerity, Integrity, and Loyalty mean a lot to me. Those are some of the things I feel also build a good relationship. How may I ever express to you my appreciation on how you have shared things with me? Being able to share anything and being able to sit down and talk over anything with your partner is also so very important. And you have already done that with me though we are yet to sit down and do it......THANK YOU
I don't know how you manage to make me at loss of words. My feelings for you grow day by day. It seems like I cannot continue if you were not in my life. You my Love, have captured my heart and I would always like to be in your life and by your side.
I have read your email over and over and the tears come......of happiness sweetie. You always seem to make me feel so important and loved that it is hard for me to express to you this deep feeling I have. I have never experienced the love that you have shown me and this feeling just overwhelms me, but I would like to tell you this in person.
Remember Love, I am still by your side. I'd like to send you another hug if you don't mind.....Left hug, Right hug, middle hug, did you catch that? It's with you already so smile for me. Life is too short to waste any days being unhappy. All I want is to make you happy my princess and as long as alive, I owe you that .Please pray for me for safe journey as we will be travelling o Germany today like I told you. Our flight is leaving in the next three hours. I will let you go for now, but will be writing to you again tomorrow form Germany. I love you
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