Dear Jane, Thank you very much for your email,I am enjoying the communication we are sharing, because I am looking for a woman to spend the rest of my life with. My soul mate; because a soul mate is the one person whose love is powerful enough to motivate you to meet your soul, to do the emotional work of self-discovery, of awakening and from your email I feel within my heart that you are my soul mate I don't know why ? I want you to go and take your profile and picture off the website for I am afraid another person may steal you away from me ...I feel very happy knowing you and if not for anything I want to say thank you for replying back to me for its worth more than silver or gold ..Happiness is very important in one’s life ...I AM VERY HAPPY TODAY ...I MUST CONFESS with my tongue… Let’s take it again this way with our likes and dislikes and other activities, like I said a case study lol I want you to know that relationship is the foundation of a success and without a solid relationship they can’t be a solid trust. Am saying this because my heart tells me you and I will lead to somewhere and that there is a great thing coming to us and I pray that the great gift should be you and I coming together to become one ………My heart also tells me that you are the missing ribs and the long lost love that my heart has longed for lol… And if its true then I am going to be the happiest man lol Just to tell you a little about myself I am a person who is positive about every aspect of life. There are many things I like to do, to see, and to experience. I like to read, write, think and dream. I also like to talk and to listen. I like to see the sunrise in the morning, I like to see the moonlight at night; I like to feel the music flowing on my face, I like to smell the wind coming from the ocean. I like to look at the clouds in the sky with a blank mind, I like to do thought experiment when I cannot sleep in the middle of the night. I like flowers in spring, rain in summer, leaves in autumn, and snow in winter. I like to sleep early, I like to get up late when I am not working; I like to be alone and sometimes I like to be surrounded by people. I like country’s peace and sometimes a few metropolis’ noise; I like the beautiful west lake and I like the flat cornfield in Champagne. I like delicious food and comfortable shoes; I like good books and romantic movies. I like the land and the nature, I like people. And, I like to laugh and I also like holding hands with my partner walking down the beach. I like to cook for my partner. I am very passionate and romantic and I like to cuddle partner and whisper to her ear and tell her I love her.. I also like to drop a kiss on her forehead and drop flowers by the side of her bed before she wakes up from sleep. I like to write lovely poem and drop by the side of the bed for her and leave for work and she calls me when she is awake and say to me in a silent way that she loves me . And I guess every loves this; I love iphone 4. Lol… My likes and my dislikes ;
I hate when I am talking to someone and they are talking to someone else and I also hate when people think that they have to change for someone when they have not changed themselves . I also hate when I am been ignored and have to repeat myself 20 times when I talk .I dislike someone that keep feelings inside instead of talking about it with someone you trust . .The one that gets me angry people that talk about you behind your back instead of telling you in your face. In relationship if we are together I believe we should be together and not to talk about someone else so I hate someone that try to forget an EX LOVER but keep talking about them when they are suppose to talk about their new relationship . I believe in relationship we should not be double minded about each other but be open hearted and trust each other in one love and one heart …Because without trust nothing can work out . We need to build trust instead of allowing trust to build us . I hate with a Passion, Lieing. it only makes everything worse .Truth is the key to bringing us together and making us love ourselves the more , so there lets try to be straight hearted instead of being double minded because a double minded person is unstable. Let’s forget about the past and kick on with life in a good way because if you feel that you have been hurt before and because you have been hurt you would not want to give another good relationship a try then you are opening the road to suffer yourself the more , its true . When you feel that you have been hurt , no someone has been hurt before you and yet someone survived so why would you not survive ? My kind of meal:
I love to taste French, Italian, Chinese, Korean or Indian and Japanese cuisine especially spider roll. However, I'm kind of diet to maintain my health and trying not to eat out so often and I like when my partner and I will go out for dinner and sometimes go out on a weekend to have coffee and cake . I also like pasta , believe it or not, I like the classical, macaroni & cheese. I also like the Mexican pick a taco with just beans, rice, and cheese. Most of it is that I love making BBQ during the weekend when am alone but I wouldn’t mind doing it for you Well, about us and my feelings towards you. I just want to let you know that these last 24 hours without writting to you have given me a lot of time to think about how I feel about you. I have decided that I am definitely, hopelessly in love with your picture. What made me realize this is not so much that I think about your picture, though I did since yesterday night. It was how I think about you. Not only do I think about how much I love your picture, but why, how much? And mostly do I deserve to be loved by you if faith allow our dreams to come true which I know will come true if we work towards building a strong tie.. This feeling of love that I hold within my heart for your picture runs deeper than any ocean or sea; I just wish you could see how much you mean to me. If only you could hold on to me, then maybe you would feel my love for your picture that burns with a flame high enough to last. If only you could hear my heart beat, then maybe you would understand the language of love with which it speaks.

I stop my letter here and I look forward to your email back to me as we build this relationship that will last us forever and ever. Now you tell me about you, your likes and dislikes… Please click on the link below or copy and paste in another page and listen to this song its specially from my heart to you I dedicate this a token of my love to you. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sRKqxSZeq4s Kiss Kiss, Luis.

Dearest Jane, I did forget to let you know in my last email that I am in the middle of traveling to Pretoria Central, South Africa in pursuit of a contract bid. If I win the bid, I hope this will be my last field project. I have decided that after this project, I will retire and run things right from my home office and behind scenes, I have also invested so much time and energy to ensure that I was shortlisted to be one of the private engineering contractors that will bid for the project. It is an electrical installation project of South African Govt, business housing Welkom, Pretoria Central by a South African Government. Below is a link of the South African Govt, business housing project that was completed and now needs electrical installation: http://www.southafrica.info/about/social/housing-220612.htm I will be on my trip to South Africa tomorrow and hopefully will be there for two weeks. But I want to tell you that distance make the heart ponder and make relationship to grow stronger and the good part of long distance relationship is that when we see, we grow stronger and talk as if we have known for years; we stand better than people that have been married or dated for years... But all the same, provide me with your cell phone number and I will call you. Hope to hear from you soon, Kiss Kiss, Luis.

Good morning sunshine,am getting my stuffs ready now and I should be at the airport in some minutes,I'll miss you and believe I'll write first foremost when I get there,keep the flag flying in the sky,keep my thoughts in your fragile heart and I'll do the same thing.

Dearest Jane in heart,

My flight to Pretoria South Africa was smooth and I am getting straight to business and hope to return to the Canada in a week or two. There is a 99% prospect that everything will be fine with the contract. Once everything goes through, my engineering laborers will start flying in from around the globe. I will have about 2-3 weeks off before going back to South Africa and we can both have a mini vacation during this period, after which I will join my engineering laborers to begin my on-site construction. During the 3 weeks off my engineering laborers will begin to lay structural works and all necessary logistics before my return back to South Africa. As an International engineering supervisor I have a close relationship with the engineering laborers and they all like me because after work I talk to some of them and give them courage , Patel one of the Indian laborers seem to be a funny guy , calls me Daddy and that makes me laugh… lol I am so grateful and I am more than very happy that the connection we have is growing. I promise to stay with you, be with you no matter what. I have decided never to allow people get in between us, because that is the no.1 problem of all relationships. Because of the medium we both met (internet) people might want to discourage us and this is due to lack of their faith, but our faith is high and for this reason let’s keep our relationship “private and confidential” within us until we are together. This will really help us build an everlasting relationship... I want you to know that people come into our lives and walk with us a mile, and then because of circumstance they only stay a while. They serve a need within the days that move so quickly by, and then are gone beyond our reach, we often wonder why. God only knows the reason that we meet and share a smile, why people come into our lives and walk with us a mile because the bible says in Proverbs 31:10-11 that when one finds a worthy wife, her value is far beyond pearls. Her husband entrusting his heart to her, has an unfailing prize. I want you to know the nature of my job allows me to travel around the world and I have been to over 22 countries in my life meeting different people from different places, but your picture caught the attention of my heart which made me pause to look and I could not stop looking . I do not want to know anything about the kind of lifestyle you have lived before all I want is to make sure you are happy, that’s why I always take time to write you this beautiful letters , something that will lead to something great .It has never happened like this and I have never fallen like this for anyone since I lost my wife, I know and I am convinced this is destiny. But I tell you that my eyes are the windows to my heart and my heart the doorway to my soul .They say beauty is in the eyes of the behold and I tell you today that your beauty that I saw in that website made my heart to pause and pause and pause again to look at you and it was as if they was a force guiding that did control me to write you immediately. Though the real beauty of a woman is not in her facial mole or the cloths she wears or neither is it in the way the figure of her body is, but the real beauty of a woman lies within her; that's where real beauty is. I have a strong faith that that kind of beauty is in you. That force of you that guides me and told me to contact you tells me that you deserve all the happiness in the world and I am willing to do anything to make you happy. I don't want to know if you are bad or good but I want to tell you that if you are bad I will change you and if I can’t change you I will live with you that way, LOL. Your smile seems to be like a sunshine that shines upon a sad face and makes someone smile and happy. Your smile brings sunshine to a sad face and I hope you feel so about my smile too... I want to tell you that what wouldn’t I do to make my dreams come true? It is like a rigger waiting for a trigger. Would you be my trigger? lol. I just need a woman to hold me before I am old. Absolutely I have come to know that we spend the most of our life seeking for the secondary needs, while our primary needs are left unseen. We have worked so hard and attained some wealth right? But for what purpose? To be realistic, except if you just want to be known as a rich person, wealth means nothing if you have no best friend to share it with. All the millions are useless indeed. How much do we need to eat? How much do we need for shelter? How much do we need for daily fun? Excess and excess leads us to vanity. But for few of us who value the simplicity, we sure would do well in finding happiness. As I always say, money can buy a good bed, but never will money buy sleep. It can buy the best diamond watch, but can never buy time; it can buy piles of books, but can’t buy knowledge. It can buy food, but not satisfaction, Money can buy sex, but can NEVER buy love. That is why, i refuse to follow the crowd, and so as my own man, I would give up all that can be bought for that which can’t be bought. I want true joy and happiness. I want my woman to have power over my moods; she can make me smile in all weather.... There are so many things I'd like to say. But that would take me all day. Now I wonder where to start. Guess I'll say what’s in my heart. There is one thing I know that's true. I’m so blessed to have a friend like you. Thanks for responding to my emails.. Showing me how much you care by writing to me faster than expected, to tell me all about you which made me happy and gave me joy. As my new life starts to unfold, I am learning how to take hold. There are times we don't know what to do, But I want you to know that we should be those kind of friends that when we look left and look right no one to talk to or share words with we should turn to each other and encourage each other, motivate each other ...gossip about each other to each other, make each other laugh and smile. I want our friendship to be one of a kind, one most people will never find. I never knew from the start, just how much you would touch my heart. I’m so glad you came into my life; you have filled it with so much delight. The connection we have was not planned but I want it to be that it should be there each time we need each other ...So while we wait to see if this is right, I want us to enjoy the way we communicate to each other. We should always be our best friend... Women make a home and a home cannot make a woman ... I want a perfect woman who can give me a home, a perfect friend that we would both understand each other. wealth means nothing to us because life is simple but difficult to understand...Like my friend will say; with all the wealth if you don't find happiness the wealth is useless, and what brings that happiness is a woman you can always look into her eyes and tell her you love her and she will do the same to you... I know that you will be that woman that I can wake up and ask how your night was and you will return it and say your night was good with me laying be your side... And I will say the same.... I hope we’ll be best friends until the end and if faith has it we would think of a stronger relationship that will lead to marriage. Again I am real and I for real and I mean it from the innermost part of my heart...........Well never rush in love for it never runs out. Let love be the one to knock at your door, so by the time you start to fall, you know that your feeling is for sure. Here is my new Number now +2348141662167 Please listen to this music by copying the link below or click on it and paste on another page .. SONG 1
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wfd4mDYqyaQ

SONG 2
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X3ZEekN2hfE

SONG 3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wngb5Mq1SQY Much love from my heart to you

PS: Honey please understand my feelings I do not mean to run this whole thing too fast,I am just being myself, Luis.

Dearest Jane, I am extremely excited whenever i get to see i have an email from you. Thank you for your swift response, you are sweet.
I feel this immense urge to confess how good it feels to desire you in my heart. LOL. And how great all the affection that surrounds us is, even when you’re not right here by my side. LOL. My joy and laughter is endless. You know, knowing you and looking at your picture on your profile which is my screen saver on my computer, and my desire for you is the best feeling I’ve ever experienced in my life. Even though I do not know you too well; you may be wondering why? And please note I am sorry if you feel I am been too forward. With you I feel happy and strong. I feel free, I feel safe to make decisions, take directions, knowing that I’m only doing what’s best for us both LOL. I love sitting all alone in front of my laptop writing you; it’s a sweet feeling, a quite feeling that keeps me going. My sweet and adorable creature, may this pure and reciprocated feeling last forever, fully and intensely....Remember my first email to you said you look beautiful in my eyes and that is what you still remain in my eyes ....You will always remain beautiful in my eyes even when we grow old ...

I want the kind of friendship and relationship that we can be ourselves when we are with each other. Our idea of romance should be dim lights, soft music, and just the two of us. We should make each other feel like we have never felt before. I can tell you anything, and you won't be shocked. Our undying faith should be what will keep the flame of our friendship alive. You and I together, we can make magic. We're a perfect match. Thinking of us should fill us with a wonderful feeling. Our hearts should give US hope that the best is still ahead. We should never give up on each other, and that should be what keep us going. We should desire each other because we bring out the best in us. Every time we look at each other, our heart should skip a beat. You and I should be simply irresistible when we are together. We should hold the key to our heart. We should always hear what we need to hear. We should have had the time of our life and owe it all to each other. And, of course, I know you’re intelligent, because you were smart enough to write back to me when you got my first letter ...This is exactly how I want our friendship and relationship to be ...I want you to know that When the world no longer seems to care, there is still comfort in the eyes of a friend, that's the kind of comfort I want you and I to have together..My pastor will always say if you can't be stupid for love then don't fall in love .... Quote me anytime and anyday “I will be stupid for your love” My Angel, I would be stupid to let you slip off my hands, really I just see in your face that I can live with this woman, not the beauty part alone, but the depth of your soul.
As I could remember, as a kid I was a very cute one, LOL. One whom many bullies would target, but only to realize there is a tough side to me. I could make a sober person dance. I could affect one with my smile. I grew up having older friends. Many would confide in me. To tell you, I am a type that doesn't judge. No matter how dirty you may be, just come clean to me, and I will give you support ...Do you judge people by their look?

There is no Mr. Right until we make him right. A relationship is never about how much at the beginning but how much we could make it grows into. My old friend and pastor would tell me, if you aren't ready to feel or look stupid, then don't fall in love, LOL. But sincerely that is the bitter truth. When my wife die, he told me that the fact that if something good doesn’t end, something better can’t start. Can you prove that right? I have come to realize that , let a man write a better book, let him preach a better sermon, let him sing the best of songs, let him gain wealth beyond dreams, he is reduced to nothing except he has a woman to call, his wife, his best friend and co pilot.

My usual saying and I am known for It, Is that, Life Is simple, for those who take It simple
I have a house but I have no home, LOL. Let’s come to think about it, that is not really funny… And now my question to you is; would you stand by me to build a home? Would you smile at me when I look tense? I don't need a super model; I rather need a very good friend who knows when I am tensed just by looking into my eyes, I mean a super woman. The whole world may be mad at me, but if you are smiling at me, I would care less.

I have a proposal for you this wonderful day. Because I know you at least care about me, after all you wake up to check on my mail and know if I am still alive, LOL. That is something. So I want your help today. There is this woman, whom I just met, and I could be scared about how she has gotten my attention so soon, but I would be stupid to submit to fears. I noticed that she already has a place in my heart. Who could ever think of hurting such a woman who only wants your happiness? I want you to help me find her and tell her, I am not known for fears. I know a journey of a thousand years start with a single step. A man who wants to fly must at least learn to stand on his feet! Tell her if she is willing, I would love to take her hands. I am a man who gives nothing or everything. Once I have her hand, I can promise her forever. Tell her I know this is not going to be a kid walk. Tell her I know there are times we would argue in future. But tell her I would teach her to know that even while we argue we would still be holding hands, because there are many sides to a coin. Tell her life is short, but we can make paradise out of it. Tell her her worries have become mine, because I do not really know how she has done it. Tell her, that coming across her was by chance, communicating with her was by choice, but then falling for her is beyond my control.

You know where to find her my dear, just go to your dressing mirror and you would find her staring back at you, LOL. Please look into her eyes and speak this to her for me.

Please I want you to spend a moment to listen to this song, you can either click on it or if that doesn’t work copy the link and place in a new page:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7UJIM4YcnH8&feature=fvsr

Kiss Kiss,
Luis.

Dearest Jane, I want to tell you that at this stage of our relationship and friendship we are planting a seed in the soil, a seed of a long lasting friendship that no man born of woman can destroy. And as we plant this seed into the soil, it becomes the soil of our unpredictable life and long lasting relationship; hoping for each seed to blossom throughout the darken night, without the knowledge of knowing what this our lovely and caring seed will form into; but to you and I a rose I wish upon a star for this precious seed to be. I will pray so that our rose will be a rose filled with love and beauty with gracefulness and charm; a rose that would be viewed as a quantum characteristic that accounts for the existence of love and true friendship...

Something tells me within my heart that it took you and I time to search for the perfect seed. And that we have been waiting for the one that will speak the language of love back to us. The seed of desire and love that will blossom into a perfect love for you and I to call each other our own; The petals on that rose Will be the petals that present OUR life such a life we will live, for all we long for is to find the perfect love to call our own... Such beauty, such desire Such sweet scent we would hold proudly...Do you think we have found the perfect match and seed lol ....I am not a kind of person that get tensed or upset about things and if I get upset let us talk about love and cover it up and everyone will be happy , if you get me angry I will jump on you and kiss you lol

I want you to know that many roses, their petals fall out of their place but I am hoping ours will always be invigorating. I hope we would not have to say good-bye soon for I will hold a promise today to watch you grow and to admire your beauty as you blossom through this quiet and lonely night lol. I will listen carefully and watch your sweet body grow with mine....Let me tell you stories about the nights I spent being lonely and about how beautiful the past nights used to be when I gently fell asleep under the shimmering stars ...I will also tell you about the feeling of being loved a lifetime ago, and I promise to show you my heavenly garden as soon As you decide it’s me who you want for yourself , but today I am here in spirit to guide you and I am here to protect you even though distance separate us ... My plans for our relationship together is I want to see smile upon your face someday because my heart tells me that you deserve all the happiness in the world ...I want to see us smile the kind of smile that is impossible to replace. We should be able to be comfortable in our arms; we should protect each other from all the world's harms. I will be able to hear the beating of your heart, creating a song hitting the top chart. I know that day will come when I will show you I am true, so you won’t regret the things you knew. Someday I will hide nothing at all, I will tell you everything about me, at least I will be able to give you a MapQuest and a key, to guide you so as to open a door in me, a key that no one except you will have... That time will come when we will take a journey with each other, a journey that will last long after we both say 'WE DO' in a crowd of only 300 people...LOL My Rose I wish you would become, for today my being is yours to keep lol ... Tell me what you feel about the seed we are planting together, will you water the seed for us lol… It would be nice spending some quality time together on our first date,with that we can learn alot about one another.I haven't had radish cake before,but with you we could try some many things.and I'm not a serial killer babe,I cant even hurt a fly.Oh well,I'm 44yrs old and am gonna be 45rys old on march 28th,your is wrong about me being older than 44 that I'm anyways everyone has freedom to speech and to do whatever they like.I can understand how they think of online dating scene,I know so many people can be so despirate and claim who they are not,but my dear am too old for headgmaes,pranks people play online,I need a real and everlasting love in good condition of health and wealth.I should be back home in a weeks time,I guess I cant wait to finally meet you Jane. Please click on the link below or copy and paste on a different link and listen to the song below honey it especially for you... I know you will love this song badly, I sincerely dedicate it to you my new and everlasting love. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z9n9kieOw_Q Much love and kisses with hugs,
Kiss Kiss,
Luis.

Dearest Jane in heart, About my previous letter to you stated Jocelyn,its a slangs in Spain,it meants someone dear and close to your heart,its a sweet compliments though,I can understand how you feel about going out with your friends,I can tell the whole scene would look strange to you,LOL...I have alotta work to do at that,Oh well,I love soccer but I'm a Barcelona bigtime fan,I really dont like the one they play in CA,baby you tell me where you would like US to hangout,your wish is my command,I believe you know what you want and how to get it.so I believe you know better places that will be convinent for you and I,so think deeply and let me know whatcha think.looking good all the time is a good business,am so good at dressing up,I love to love stunning and shinning all the time...lol. I have some other questions for you as I am making you this proposal. Do you desire me?
I now propose a relationship to you through prayers and full endorsement from God to make us know each other more than we do realize our potential ...I propose to you a relationship that will start with mutual understanding, trust, love and honesty ... Now here are more questions for you again 1) Do you believe in a long distance relationship before meeting ?
2) Do you talk behind peoples in their absence?
3) Do you talk about your relationship to people?
4) If you do talk about your relationship with people don’t you think you may get discourage about online dating? (Just like I have been discouraged by my associates)
5) Do you believe in keeping relationship like ours confidential till we meet to avoid people poisoning our minds?
6) If you have answered to all this questions, will you be my girlfriend? I want to be yours...What do you think? I will await your email reply because I can’t control this feelings I hold anymore for its too powerful for me to stand it and I feel like the sensation and force surrounding you is pushing me to you ...I believe that we have been connected in spirits together and that we are eternal soul mate ... It’s me your one and only…. P.S Dearest, i will try and get a picture for you but have been busy from one office to another, from one meeting to another, from one presentation to another, one city to another, been so stressful, I hope you understand. Kiss Kiss You know I will always have a song for you my love… http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kybeq2dWBf8 Kiss Kiss,
Luis.

I would be home before you leave,so we can make a plan once I get there.

Dearest In Heart, I am sitting all alone and thinking of the things I will be doing with you and here are a few things I wish to do with you at some point in this lifetime: Be your best friend. Get caught with you in the rain. Dance with you in the rain. Stargaze on a clear night. Watch the sunset together. Spend all day with you doing nothing. Moonlight walks on the beach on the Caribbean island. Be more proud of you than I already am at this very moment. Go on a carriage ride through the park. Do a crossword together. Go to brunch. Have a disagreement (it could/will only make us stronger). Go for a twilight horseback ride. Watch good and bad movies together. Spend the rest of my life with you. Have our picture taken together. Eat ice cream with you. Make love to you passionately. Go to a museum together. Talk to each other using only body language. Give you space when you need it. Accept you totally and completely - flaws and all (I already do). Discuss current events in a heated debate. Have you see the error of your ways from aforementioned heated debate and make mad, torrid love to you, in the midst of all that passion. Carve our names into a tree/table. Go for a walk at dusk together. Be one with you. Send you a singing telegram. Spend all night thinking of 101 sweet things to do for you. Hold you and gaze into your eyes and realize how much I love you...and tell you. Gently run my hand across your cheek and look into your eyes. Blindfold you and take you somewhere romantic. Spend my life making you happy. Spend my life making our family happy. Feel your heartbeat. Go skating together if you can, I love scuba diving. Give you a back rub just because. ALWAYS being honest with each other. Go hiking/camping together. Have our first fight, make up, and feel a stronger bond, because we successfully weathered the storm - together. Laugh at someone together. Share a plate of spaghetti. Give you a stuffed animal just because. Go on a fun vacation and bring back the kind of memories movies are made of. Go on a road trip across America. Count thunder together during a thunderstorm. Envelop you in my soul. Cook your favorite meal/meals. Know you better than you know yourself. Go to a Renaissance Fair. Plant a tree in our yard together. Look over at you during an office/cook out/family party and have you know without me saying a word - that I love you. Be able to say "I love you" in 89 different ways - in 89 different countries. Hold you when you're at your saddest, and comfort you when you need it the most. Be the one you come to for that comfort and holding. Wipe away the days' stresses and issues, with just one hug/kiss. Grow old with you. Listen to the beautiful music I have just for only you ... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FwOm2Pm-Jwg Love Always and Kisses to you
Kiss Kiss,
Luis.

Dearest Jane, Thank you for your email my sunshine and I appreciate you so much I must confess, I wish I could put all my thoughts into words. I believe we are so compatible with each other which is very true. I keep thinking about the future, about life, and what I want out of it. I keep thinking about us and what this relationship means to me. I keep thinking about these things and I realize they go hand in hand. This relationship is my future; it's what I want out of life. I want to grow old with you. I want to experience this crazy love forever. I want us to walk through new houses picking the one that would be just right for us. I want to see you walk around our house in a big t-shirt with your hair down and catch me staring at how gorgeous you are. I want you to pull the covers off me at night and then I have to get even closer, if it's possible, to you to keep warm. I want to see you laugh like crazy at me when I do stupid stuff. I want to rub lotion all over your body because you lay out in the sun too long. I want to hold you when you cry and smile with you when you smile. I want to fall asleep every night with you in my arms. I want you to fall asleep on my chest listening to the beat of my heart and know it beats for you I want you to be the first thing I see when I wake up and the last thing I see when I go to sleep. I want to sit on the beach with you and watch the sun set, and I want all the people who pass by us to envy the love that we obviously have for each other. I want to see you walk down that aisle and I want to take your hand for the rest of my life. I want to spend all night, and maybe the next day, making love to you with an undying passion (sorry to be so blunt). I want to be 70 years old and still make out with you like a little schoolboy. I want to cook a meal with you and us totally ruin it and end up going to pick up a to-go or dinner somewhere lol. I want to sit there talking to you for hours about nothing at all but in the same time everything or maybe we won't talk at all and just grin at each other realizing how lucky we are. I want you to get mad at me for doing something stupid, and I want you to burst out laughing when you try to yell at me. I want to lay with you in front of a fireplace and keep the heat going long after the fire goes out. I want to take trips with you to places we've never been and experience them together. I want us to go skinny-dipping in a hotel pool and get caught and streak back to our hotel room waking everyone up because we're laughing so hard. I want us to go and pick out the hot tub we want with the biggest grins on our faces the whole time. I want the sales rep to get embarrassed when we sit in them and make sure we have enough room to do the things we want to do. I want our friends to come over and get totally jealous because they don't share a love like we do. I want to be walking into a store with you and trip and fall on my face and turn around to see you rolling on the ground laughing at me. I want us to run outside in the rain and act like total kids getting completely soaked, and when we come back in stripping down to nothing as we stumble into the bedroom, or the kitchen counter, or the balcony, or the dining room table, or an office desk, or the shower, whichever one we feel like at the time. I want it to take your breath away every time I say, "I love you" because you know it's coming from the heart. I want us to sit down with a box of strawberries, a bottle of chocolate syrup, and a thing of mint chocolate ice cream; well, I'll let your imagination finish that one. I want to love you and be with you for at least forever if not a little longer. I couldn't really express in words what I'm feeling right now so I decided to share with you SOME of the images and thoughts that have been running through my head. I just want you to know that I had never found someone I wanted to spend the rest of my life with until I met you. I am really crazy about you; everything about you. I guess it’s your turn to share some of your wants with me as well. Please take some time to reminisce over the songs I am sending to you , Song number 1)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hy0pZ_JvL4k Song number 2)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iOcCgh6qqO8&feature=related Love always,
Kiss Kiss,
Luis.

My Dearest Jane in heart, I tossed and turned all through the night, having night sweats, migraine headaches, my blood pressure up and, thinking what next.
My life is about to change for good but this problem I share with you is strictly confidential between you and I and I am still afraid of sharing this problems with you for I am afraid it might be the end of our good happiness and mutual love plus understanding but I don’t have a choice... I am not a kind of person that knows how to tell people my problems, but you are the closest person to me right now....I feel disappointed in me but this is for the betterment of us ...I have tried all avenue but all to no avail, it’s you I am counting on because you are my best friend and my only true love... Just to let you know, you make my heart pound so fast and I can't even catch my breath. You give me goose bumps all over my body and you are all I think about. I have never had a love like this before and I have never felt this way. I want to keep you forever in my heart... Honey look at the amount of people that I was in this bid with, from 20 people to 4 left. And now yesterday I defeated all of the other 3 and I am at 99% chance of winning the contract ... However , after all contract meetings and presentations I am about to be awarded a US$39M contract which I am getting 25% of the US$39M as contract commission ...Honey I will no longer be afraid of losing my home in Barcelona, SPain which I am about losing, because I did take a loan some time ago....I will remember that there was one woman called my sunshine , my baby doodle , my motivator , the woman that mended a broken heart ...The woman I will love forever till death do us part ...
I also have a foreign account in Philippines, PS BANK. I have more than $450,000,00USD but right now, my passport is with the South African Government, We had to submit it since the beginning of the contract and they will give it to us once the contract has been awarded to any of us or once any of us have been remove from the list of the bid. Honey, I can give you my bank login in Philippines, I want you to check it out yourself. I wish am able to get to Philippines and get much money as I needed but my account officer said I need to come over as a person because some month back someone hacked into my bank account and transfered over $150,000.00USD. The bank is where I kept money. Honey, my heart is broken; the government of South African requires a CONTRACT CLOSING FEES OF US$35,600.00 to finally close the contract. I never envisage that the contract closing fee could be that much. I am low on cash, what do I do? Honey I am very upset as I type this email to you and I have 3 working days to raise the money. At the moment I have about US$32,400.00 in my suite case and I will need US$3,200.00 to balance it up and have the deal closed. I have never done a contract this big in my whole life as an engineer and never did I think the contract closing fees was going to be this much. At the moment, I do not have a means of raising that amount.

I need a total of US$35,600.00 to close the deal ... The CONTRACT CLOSING FEES include the following as mentioned below: 1)Recording Fees, paid by the contractor , charged by a governmental entity for entering an official record ... 2)Document or Transaction Stamps paid by the contractor , charged by a governmental entity as an excise upon the transaction and contract payment check . 3) Survey Fee for a contract survey structures paid by the contractor to confirm lot size and dimensions and check for encroachments. Required by institutional/commercial lenders... Once I am able to pay the contract closing fees of US$35,600.00 the contract will be awarded to me and a check of US$39M will be issued to me...I've made an upfront payment of what I have at hand and they are non refundable. Sweetheart, I can’t wait to have this whole thing sealed, because as you already know, I am retiring (working from home) after completing the contract. Honey I need your help here...This contract is for the betterment of you and I ...I need your help so that I can raise the US$3,200.00… I will be glad if you can assist me to finalize this because I know you want the best for us and this is my moment, please don’t let this opportunity of a life time pass us by...Please kindly assist me with money so that I can close the deal immediately, and in about few days from now we would be celebrating together. I know that now the miles separate us, the bond we have is far stronger. You are the very one I have spent all these years looking for. You make me smile. You make me laugh. You make me whole. I cannot describe the giddy feeling I have when I have thoughts of you or even when you cross my mind. I am so amazingly happy and content and forever I want to spend my life with you, in your world, in your family, and in your arms. Here is a song for you...Please listen http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DcJac6OykfM I love you with all my heart,
Kiss Kiss,
Luis.