In care of Edward Kelly
P.O.Box 795, Akure, Ondo State,
Nigeria. zipcode: 23434 Richard Meyer

Hello babe...I don't know if you will get this..I tried talking to you after getting your messages but it seems your friend block you from seeing my messages..I want you to know that I'm worried about you and I don't know what to do...I love you so much babe and I want you to know

Dear Gina,
Babe.. I am sorry that I was an ass to you today..I am sorry for that and I hope that you will forgive me...I will write you whenever I have enough time to enjoy talking with you, okay? I just want to explain exactly why I was acting so stupid and pissy to you today,I know I probably shouldn't but I have to be true to you...To get down to it I was just so cared and worried that you will not have the same love for me when I come home to you..Babe, I know that I shouldn't have acted like that and that is why I am truly and deeply sorry for making you hurt on both the inside and on the outside but you must believe me that my love for you will either stay the same or grow to be more because without you I am lost.
I should have told you all of this before but I did not want to see you cry anymore and or be hurt with me watching because I can't even stand to watch that...So for all the pain that I have caused to you I am sorry. Believe me,Babe.. I do love you and I never meant to hurt your feelings...I am very sorry for that but right now I can't stop thinking about how much I actually love you. I don't know if you have been thinking about it or not my guess is that you probably have and you might have even cried about it..to tell you the truth if I could cry about it I probable would because I get watery eyes just thinking about how beautiful you are and how happy I am with you by my side.
I love you,Gina..with all of my heart and much, much more...I love you so damn much. It hurts me so much to sit here thinking about you and knowing that I will not be able to talk to you again..Babe,even after talking to you twice today I came back to my room set out our picture and still I became emotional just looking at your picture and thinking about you..You know what,Babe? I can't even begin to say how much I actually do miss you. My heart knows and can barely stand being away from you but as soon as my brain hears from my heart there is no hope and I just start thinking about how much fun I have had with you even though I never really showed it I really did have fun...I just wanted to thank you..You know I don't think you realize how much you inspire me..I am so proud of the person you've become and are becoming..I understand you've been through a lot and you've made not the best of choices, but I can see that you have grown...Though truthfully I've always known from the very first time I met you to now, that you were a strong person...You are so full of wisdom about life that when you speak it really makes me think that I could stay there forever just to listen to your open mind..for it is peaceful and inviting...Gina,you have become my awakening,you have helped me see things in a brighter way..In a happier,enlightening way..For I was once drowning from my own fears, completely cynical about love..about hope ..I used to think that no one understood me and could ever...
I thank you for all the fun times we spent together even if they were short lived...Now over the days I have come to this conclusion you must have been an angel sent by God to help me grieve and become a strong willed man because no one has ever been able to help me see the light...Clouds of darkness shadowed over me no matter what any other soul would say..but you make me smile with just your presence. You don't have to say a word; everything's okay when you're beside me...You know I thank God every day for the amazing people he has brought into my life because each and every one of them has changed my life in a very beautiful dramatic way...And I believe people are brought into your life for a reason..a way in which to guide you and help you see yourself. I like to call all those wonderful people my angels, my earthly angels.Gina, you are one and I thank you once again from the bottom of my heart...And though we may never be, just know you will always live in my heart. Love always, Richard

I have been thinking to myself a lot lately over what went wrong and what makes me feel terribly awful. I have to accept that lies and falsehoods won't lead me anywhere, but I guess I was just really head over heels falling for you! I might have done many silly things but I just couldn't help doing such stupid things just to win back your attention.
I know that I have hurt you for what I've done and I am asking for your forgiveness and hoping that we could start all over again. I really cherish those moments when everything was going great, and you're so cool. I could hardly take the reality of losing you. I really want you back.
If loving you was wrong, I don't want to be right and if living without you is right, I would rather be wrong all my life. I love you and I always will...I sit here in sorrow, wishing I could hold you. I've realized that I've tried to replace you over and over since I made the foolish decision to leave you. But, no one can make me laugh and smile like you do. You are the only one that ever made me so happy. No one could ever take your place. I feel as if my soul has stolen my heart and left me to cry myself to sleep each and every night with guilt in my heart of how I hurt you. I guess you just don't realize what you have until it's gone. I was so stupid to leave you. I know sorry is just a word, but for what it's worth I am very sorry and I beg with every ounce of my soul please forgive me

How are you babe...i just thought of sending you this email to let you know that am very sorry for hurting you... We've had our downs but with plenty more ups and I am so sincerely and utterly devoted to you...I'm sorry for the times I've hurt you but I'm glad of the times that I've made you smile...I want to thank you for your trust again for understanding all my tantrums and of course for loving me and accepting who I really am...Thank you for the patience even though sometimes I'm stubborn and childish...You know I can't imagine my life without you...We are both birds of free spirit but we fly together forever...It is you who I am so sure of spending the rest of my life with..to love and to cherish forever and eternally..And as fear can stop you loving,love can stop your fear..I believe this to be true When I look towards our future you are always pictured there and I worry and I care for you. This is meant to be Karla I have no doubt whatsoever in my mind..I have previously thought that I have been in love, but then you came along took my hand and educated me further into learning as to what love really is...I love you so much Richard