Hiya:) How are you doing? You have a interesting profile. Btw I Hope your heart is profound as your profile..i am interested in you but I hardly get on here and will like to chat with you. Here is my Yahoo handle Martinstanger1 perhaps you can send me a text:), my number is 6/7/8/6/8/5/8/4/2/0 . I hope to hear to hear from you soon. Best Regards
Martin

My flight to Pretoria, South Africa was smooth and I am getting straight to business and hope to return to the States in two weeks. There is a 99% prospect that everything will be fine with the contract, because I carefully worked on my budget plans, management and so on. Once everything goes through, some prospective expatriates workers will start flying in from around the globe to work on the project. I will have about 2-3 weeks off before going back to South Africa and we can both have a mini vacation during this period, perhaps somewhere near you or anywhere that pleases you, after which I will be joining the workers to begin my on-site construction. During the 3 weeks off they will begin to lay structural works and all necessary logistics before my return back to South Africa.

I am so grateful for your letters as well and I am more than very happy that the connection we have is growing. I promise to stay with you, be with you no matter what. You caught the attention of my heart which made me pause and I could not stop thinking about you . I don't want to know anything about the kind of lifestyle you have lived before but I assure you all I want is to make sure you are happy, that's why I always take my time to write you these beautiful letters, you inspire me to:). It has never happened like this and I have never fallen this hard for anyone since I lost my wife and I am convinced this is destiny. They say beauty is in the eyes of the behold and I tell you today that your beauty that I saw on that the website made my heart to pause and then pause again to look at you and it was as if there was a force that compelled me to write you immediately. Though the real beauty of a woman is not in her facial mole or the cloths she wears or neither is it in the way the figure of her body is, but the real beauty of a woman lies within her; that's where real beauty is. I have a strong faith that that kind of beauty is in you. That force that guided me to contact you tells me that you deserve all the happiness in the world and I am willing to do anything to make you happy. I don't want to know if you are bad or good but I want to tell you that if you are bad I will change you and if I can't change you I will live with you that way, LOL. Your smile seems to be like a sunshine that shines upon a sad face and makes someone smile and happy. Your smile brings sunshine to a sad face and I hope you feel the same way about mine too...

I want to tell you, I would do everything possible to make these dreams come true? It is like a rigger waiting for a trigger. Would you be my trigger? hehe. I just need a woman to hold me before I am old. Apparently I have come to realize that we spend the most of our life seeking for the secondary needs, while our primary needs are left unseen. We have worked so hard and attained some wealth right? But for what purpose? To be realistic, except you just want to be known as a rich person, wealth means nothing if you have no best friend to share it with. All the millions are useless indeed. How much do we need to eat? How much do we need for shelter? How much do we need for daily fun? Excess and excess leads us to vanity. But for few of us who value the simplicity, we sure would do well in finding happiness. As my mom always say, money can buy a good bed, but never will money buy sleep. It can buy the best diamond watch, but can never buy time; it can buy piles of books, but can't buy knowledge. It can buy food, but not satisfaction, Money can buy sex, but can NEVER buy love. That is why, I refuse to follow the crowd, and so as my own woman, I would give up all that can be bought for that which can't be bought. I want true joy and happiness. I want my woman to have power over my moods; she can make me smile in all weather....

There are so many things I'd like to say to you. But that would take me all day. Now I wonder where to start. Guess I'll say what's in my heart. There is one thing I know that's true. I'm so blessed to have a friend like you. Thanks for responding to my emails.. Showing me how much you care by writing to me faster than expected, to tell me all about you which made me happy and gave me joy. As my new life starts to unfold, I am learning how to take hold. There are times we don't know what to do, But I want you to know that we should be those kind of friends that when we look left and look right no one to talk to or share words with we should turn to each other and encourage each other, motivate each other ...gossip about each other to each other, make each other laugh and smile. I want our friendship to be one of a kind, one most people will never find. I never knew from the start, just how much you would touch my heart. I'm so glad you came into my life; you have filled it with so much delight.

The connection we have was not planned but I want it to be there each time we need each other ...So while we wait to see if this is right, I want us to enjoy the way we communicate to each other. We should always be our best friend...

Women make a home and a home cannot make a woman ... I want a perfect woman who can give me a home, a perfect friend that we would both understand each other. wealth means nothing to us because life is simple but difficult to understand...Like my friend will say; with all the wealth if you don't find happiness the wealth is useless, and what brings that happiness is a woman you can always look into her eyes and tell her you love her and she will do the same to you... I know that you will be that woman that I can wake up and ask how your night was and you will return it and say your night was good with me laying be your side... And I will say the same....

I hope we'll be best friends until the end and if faith has it we would think of a stronger relationship that will lead to marriage. Again I am real and I for real and I mean it from the innermost part of my heart...........Well never rush in love for it never runs out. Let love be the one to knock at your door, so by the time you start to fall, you know that your feeling is for sure.

Much love from my heart to you

PS: Honey please understand my feelings i do not mean to run this whole thing too fast, i am just being myself.
Martin