Hello Vanessa,

How are you doing and how was your day ? So nice to meet you! I am quite moved that you felt compelled to express your interest - thank you. I was really happy to hear back from you. What I am looking for in a relationship?....the best part of a relationship is to have my best friend who knows me and I know her well because we take the time to build trust, understanding, respect and knowledge and our communication is brilliant and honest and often.

I want to have a connection so deep as a friend and a lover that I could not imagine my life without this person... -- timing is everything and character is so important. I think two people should share the same values -- such as honesty and integrity, thoughtfulness and kindness. I also wish to have someone who takes care of herself inside and out....what we think we become.. so having a healthy mind and spirit will lead to and sustain a healthy body. I do care for myself and take of myself well,I then have the energy and abundance of spirit to care for those around me. I believe I have a sense of style - my own mixed with classic design with a touch of elegance. I am comfortable going to the opera in a suit, a garden party in a pair of jeans on a picnic or lazy Sunday. My clothes fit my mood and I love looking pressed and sharp - neat and clean makes me feel good on the inside and allows me to carry myself with great confidence. I like a woman to have her own life too. Friends, interests and sense of adventure and style. I have plenty of my own ideas ;) opinions, beliefs and thoughts - I respectfully share all things and love to explore life -- and would like to share all of me with someone very special. I like that you wish to have someone considerate of others and gives more than takes.

I dislike selfishness and I believe the more you give the greater the abundance that comes to you - especially when you need it most. I also want someone for whom I can share my deepest thoughts, fears and aspirations... I would like someone to know me because she cares to ask and wants to see me for who I am on the inside ...not just my physical self... as the outside fades....the seasons take our youth but can bring us rich rewards of lessons learned and appreciation for all the things that matter . There is just such a sensual grace and beauty when a couple glides across the floor. One thing about me that most women like is I am not a guy that has to be dragged to something my partner wants to do. I feel if it something she wants to do and she wants me there then I am going to be there. Yes, not only will I carry your purse and bags at the mall I will be cracking jokes and bad puns to make you smile.

I want someone to grow old with -- to hold my hand, laugh, cry and be there for me no matter what - and I for her. Through the tough times.. that is a true test -- I will always be there for the people I love -- I would lust like for someone to stand with me -- I am a very strong man -- but it would be nice to have one person I could lean on now and again... I have so much love inside as well... and could share so much... On line is different - not really a natural setting but when we get to our age and busy lifestyle -- So here I am and happy you found me ;) I am fairly new to this on line dating and you`re the only woman that have been in contact with me through my personal email though i received some emails from some other ladies on the site but they don't seem to be ready for a serious relationship that might lead to commitments.

How about you -- any other men you are speaking with?

I love to travel, eat, sing, listen to music - concerts, go to the theater and opera, anything outdoors such as roller blading and kayaking to hiking and para sailing ;)

I love heights and speed ;) Summer is my favorite time of year and you can always find me at the beach! I love life in general and am in a wonderful transition -- I am looking forward to the second half - hopefully to share with someone special and we can have a nice moment together. Whew...........my goodness... I hope I did not bore you. ;) How about you? Your turn..... What do you like in a man ?
Are you single or divorced?
Do you have kids ?
What you do for a living?
How many hours a day do you work?
Whats your bad experience in meeting a man on the Internet?

I shall have more questions for you next time... I have attached some of my pictures for you , i'll be looking forward to read back from you. Have a wonderful day night rest.

Kisses and Hugs Ben

Hello Vanessa, How are you doing and how was your weekend? Thanks so much for the E-mail. You really sound so nice and wonderful. I like the honesty with which you told about yourself . I am glad to know that you are nice and you sound it too,i would like to get to know you intimately over a intellectual, empathetic, and attentive conversation. It would be my pleasure to really to get to know everything about you. I'll like us to share our past and present life experiences with each other and be able to express our mutual feelings to one another and get to see if there will be Chemistry. So here's more about me...I have been to myself without no woman since for couple of years now, and I am interested in meeting the right person. I am a very strong-minded, intuitive and compassionate person, with a great sense of humor and positive attitude on life. I have spent a good amount of time living by the work hard, play hard rule. I am looking forward to meeting new woman, sharing what I have to offer, and waiting for my next great love to come along. I am very affectionate and thoughtful within a relationship, and love to have fun. I have been very fortunate for all of the wonderful things that have gone on in my life. I am also very much financially independent, have a career that I enjoy, and that's a blessing in this economy. I am looking for a woman that is compassionate, loves to talk late into the night over a glass of wine, and can make me laugh a lot. I think laughing is one of the keys to good health. Also, I am looking for someone who is ready for a relationship with the right person...someone who is quite independent, a good communicator, and understands the demands of parenthood and career. I know what I want and sometimes wonder if I will ever find it? I love to laugh and have a very dry sense of Humour. I am very respectful and treat all people with the greatest respect, I miss good manners and hate people who have no values in life . Both of these are high priorities in my life. I have been single for a long time and know my self inside out. I recognize my strengths and weakness in life and never afraid to admit them. I am a strong confident independent man, I want someone who will look after me. Not that i cannot look after myself but miss someone telling me its going to be okay when I may doubt life. I like eating out, cinema walks in beautiful unspoilt countryside, I love to hear bird song and have to admit to being a morning man. I miss contact in life and don't refer to just sexual. I miss holding hands and most of all a HUG at the end of the day. I want someone who will value, appreciate and recognize that everything I have to give is priceless. I like going to park for fun, listening to music, and i also love to meet different people on different topics, I do love face to face conversation, because that makes us know the real feelings we have for each others. You sound like all i want , you are my perfect match . I am really going to put a lot of effort into writing this letter to you in hopes it will provide you with a good understanding of who I am,what I am all about, and what has made me the person I am today. The reason I am going to write a letter rather than just send a message is because I am serious about wanting to establish a quality friendship with you, and because of the fact I rarely contact anyone on line, so when I do you can be rest assured I am serious about my intentions. Am looking for a woman that will be able to listen to me , communicate her feelings to me ,make me laugh, hold and comfort me in need,stand by my side, respect me,passionate lover in every way, support me in everyday, love me and only me, make me smile, protect me when needed, romantic time to time ,conservatively, and treat me right. I know you will think what is a guy like me doing on line-yes the reason i went on line to find the special person who deserves all the love and passion that makes up my heart and soul is because i do not have the time to meet others out in a public setting. I am very much a man of substance and i am very unique in todays society because i live my life through my spirituality and through the word of God and because I have such a strong understanding of what I feel my role in life is suppose to be. I am a man of integrity and my word is my honor! I have very high standards for myself and my life is all about providing love, peace and happiness to others. For you to get a better understanding of me picture a waterfall in your mind and instead of all the water overflowing it is all the love and passion i have in my heart to give to others who are deserving, as the love and passion has an endless flow coming out of my heart. I like what i have been able to learn so far from the little you have said about yourself, and it is nice to know that we are very alike in some values because i see myself as the same. Relationship can mean two things:
1, it can mean that we have a connection, which i think exists between two hearts that understand each other, and merges together.
2, Relationship could also mean to be romantically and sexually involved and i think that we could discuss and get to learn more about each other when we get to that level. So, i think at this point, given the amount of time we have e-mail one another, we definitely have a friendship forming based on some external and internal similarities that are developing into a relationship that i hope will bring us a little closer with good intentions, and the potential exists for the relationship to evolve into something more significant. Well, let me try and answer the questions i asked for you too now : What do you like in a woman ? Sincerity, truthfulness, emotional stability, selflessness, says what she means and does what she says, cautious, open minded, willingness to go to any lengths for the relationship, honesty, trust, integrity, giving of her heart Are you single or divorced? I am single as my wife of nearly 11 years passed away February, 2011. When she turned 45 she developed breast cancer and we fought for her life for 3 years and she died of pneumonia and i have been single ever since then, haven't had any relationship. Do you have kids ? No i don't have kids but it doesn't bother me if my woman has kids. What you do for a living? I think i told you already that i work as an Architect. How many hours a day do you work? I don't have exact hours i work a day because i work for myself so sometimes i work when i have to design a new building plan and i work from home. Whats your bad experience in meeting a woman on the Internet? I am new on this on line dating stuff so i don't have any bad experience yet. You are the only woman am talking to right now, I have never done online dating before - A friend i work with recommended the site for me because he met his fiancee there so i thought i should give it a trial too to see where it would lead me. I must admit I was rather scared and nervous in a way i still am, this is all new to me. I am searching for someone i can have a happy home with for the rest of my life . I am tired of being lonely It's really kinda hard to get someone to trust, be Faithful, Loyal and caring. I have been waiting and searching for my dream woman someone i can trust and i really hope you are the ONE :). At the moment am not seeing any woman right now. I would love to know everything about you to see where it would lead us, you seem to like a nice woman. You sound so nice and posses the qualities of the woman i would like to meet...And i do hope to speak to you soon. I would want you to tell me more about yourself & your family background. Your past love life and everything you feel convenient to share with me. Did i told you i am originally from Queensland, Australia? Relocated to US a long time ago with my parents when i was a teenager :). I still have an accent but not very bad one hope you will like my accent and will be able to understand me? People make fun of my voice, and tell me it doesn't match me! I guess it's typical Aussie accent mixed with the American accent, but rapsy and deep at times! I am the best friend you could ever wish to have & feel free to ask me anything. I will always be Happy to give you a response with Honesty. Send me your pictures soon! Take care of yourself and have a good night rest. Hope to read back from you soon. Kisses and Hugs , Ben xoxo

Hello Honey, How are you doing and how's your night? So nice to hear from you, your messages always put a smile on my face. Sorry i wasn't able to write you last night, was too tired. How's your week been? Busy like mine i guess lol. I just got awarded for a new Project so that's been getting me busy, i have to travel for my work Presentation soon so i can start the project. I really appreciate our communication and find you very attractive. I must confess i never believe such a wonderful lady like you will be on the site but am glad i joined and since i found you i make a smart decision by removing my profile from the site. I'm not looking for a One night stand woman, I'm looking for a Woman that would be ready to spend the rest of her life with me as I'm ready to do for her. Hmm, I said to myself i already have interest in you and want to see where this will lead us too. I'm not a game player, I'm ready to give out my Heart to the right woman that captures it. Its not all about Sex of intimate times but its all about the commitments to be together forever and also be there for each other during the good and bad times of life. I want to be a good reason for my perfect match to be Happy. I want to be able to show her in many ways how much i love and care for her. I just want to Love and be loved back in return. If i am to talk of first date, A nice dinner, or maybe a nice lunch in a safe environment. Romance, romance, romance....I love candles,And would love to present little gift to see the expression on her face when she gets the gift , or flowers. I will love to get a gift from her as well nothing expensive it could be a poem you wrote, or just something to let me know your thinking about me. Hope my questions aren't too much for you? I'm just so interested in getting to know more about you. I will like to know what your days are like. Let me ask you a question, what are the things you must do on daily basis? I start my day with a cup of coffee (black please and NO sugar) Brush my teeth, wash my face, Thank the Lord for giving me a new day and so many blessings (that should be first I guess, but I do it as I am taking my first sip of coffee), get dressed. Work, work, work, I work from home, do some exercise,cook and then clean my kitchen. Odd chores around the house. Watch tv and come online now to read your email and respond back, its now part of my schedule i guess now you are part of my day and will like to see where that leads us too. I want someone I can take care of in many ways. I have a heart full of love to give. Respect does play a very important part in a relationship that will work, and chemistry is a given. I love being close, holding hands, being romantic and affectionate whenever it is needed. When I love someone, I love very deeply, it takes a little bit for me to get there, but once I do, it's over, I'm yours. haha Trust is very important. Did I say that? I really want to find my last first date, I want someone I can grow old with, take care now and forever, someone who will never walk away but always stand by my side. If I love you, I love you forever. It's for life. I know I don't want to be alone next New Year's Eve, I either want to be engaged or married. I know I am not meant to be alone because I have too much to offer and too much love in my heart to share with the right person. I want to share all there is in my heart and in life with someone seeking the same for herself. I think you are extremely wonderful & sincere by the way, I don't think I would have a problem with chemistry at all. .I'll like us to know each other more better i find you so much very interesting to be with. I lost both parents already...Lost my dad when i was 29 and mom died 7 years ago. Life is just too cruel sometimes...It's ok happy times are ahead. I love it here now and i want to spend the rest of my life here cause i don't have any close family back there in Australia, I only have distance families over there. Looking for the woman that i would spend the rest of my life together with and if i could find the woman of my life i can relocate to whereever she wants us to stay in the future as i don't have any problem about relocating. Your cancer history is not too much for me, i am happy to know more about you. Well i guess i better stop here for now and hope we get to talk later. I would like to have a conversation through the IM in order to share more of our stories together, try to set a Yahoo Chat Messenger up so that we can always chat in the evening when i am off from work. What do you think?? I added you on my yahoo messenger already. I will be thinking of you. Have a nice day ahead sweetie. Wet Kisses and Hugs,
Ben xoxo

Hello Sweetie, Good evening, how was your day? You really struck my attention. I sincerely appreciate your openness and honesty. So nice to know everything about you. You sound so very interesting and very honest person to be with. Thank you for the beautiful email. I know it would be nice to meet someday:) ... I am so much nicer in person, when you can't see someone's expressions, smile, and reactions, don't you agree? I don't like to act or portray myself as pushy or too forthright. I am not that sort of person, but I will tell you that I am very ready for my Mrs. Right to come along. I am over being alone, not having a wonderful companion to be with when I go out. I want someone to love, nurture, without smothering them, and I want the same for me. I have become very independent, but ohhh i miss the touch, the feeling of complete exhilaration that comes with waking up each day knowing that you are loved unconditionally, the feeling that you cannot wait for your working day to end, so you can once again be with your loved one... I miss all of that exceptionally ... I really do. I am looking for something permanent and I know it takes time and a lot of good effort to form a good relationship. I want a woman to be my best friend at all times, my sweetheart, love of my life, my partner and my soul mate all wrapped up into one lovely woman. I would be all of that for her and more,I would love her with all of my heart and have nothing but good feelings for her she should be a very caring person, with a lot of good feelings, be honest, reliable,pleasant personality and have a sense of humor. You are beautiful You sound great to my hearing ...Well we'll keep talking this way till God's perfect time for us to meet each other. I'm so interested in developing a mutual relationship with you. You posses all the qualities of the woman i would like to meet and also be with for the rest of my life. As an Architect i work for my own firm, i get project from firm or individual, commercial or private. Ultra-modern buildings plans, i design prisons, schools, hospitals plans, do the land measurement and draw a plan, make scales and vision of what to be build in plan, draw the sketching out put it into auto architect book which is the building plan. It is what the building Engineer will use in building......as all measurement and land scales needed is drawn out . Some people require or most people require for a model its called prototype, it is a small building that shows what the house will look like when its finally been built. I hope you understand it a bit of what i do for living, if we could meet finally, i will explain more better and try to show you some paperwork. I believe through this epistle you will understand me. I want to take you as a flower in my hand with which I'm charged with for responsibility to look ever after and to keep fresh. I will so much appreciate it if you are mine and mine only. I don't have any brothers or sisters since i am the only kid for them. Do you get to see your family often. I don't have any close relatives? Whats the name of your Dad and Mom? How many Sisters and Brothers do you have? I don't have kids, it doesn't bother me that you have kids - with yours i'll definitely be convenient with them and love them as mine... Tell me about your family? I have sit down and think about our conversation from day we started from ZOOSK , I know we haven't been talking or dating that long, but I want you to know that i want a relationship with you. I test your quality and realized its 101% of a good woman someone can spend the rest of his life with. I'll never forgive myself if i don't show you how you meant to be treated. You are more than a queen and need to be treated more than one. From the first time i met you online and exchanged and email with you, I knew that I wanted you in my life cos you sound much special, whether as a friend or something a little more. I prayed for a long time to find someone like you. Someone to make me smile and someone who I know truly loves me. You're in my thoughts, my dreams since i met you. You are attractive, generous, honest, humorous, intelligent, kind, lovable, loving, passionate and a wonderful woman. I promise you that I would do anything in my power to make you a great person that you are. I want to give this a try and i surely know its going to be the best we have both been looking for. I see things coming perfectly in my view, give me a chance to love you and make you feel loved, give me a chance to make you smile and never want to cry. Give me a chance to let you feel the way you're meant to feel. I've always been happy ever since we started this conversation and you bring a lot of Happiness into my life anytime i read your emails. I'd normally go back into my emails to go through your emails over and over again. You're such a wonderful woman blessed with a big heart for the right man. Everything about you is beautiful. I need you to trust me with you heart and don't ever get scared of anything happening to it . It's in the right hand, I'm not perfect that is why i will keep this relationship am about to start with you in God's hands. He knows best, I want to love you and be with you till eternity no matter what it takes. Let me show you what i can do, Let me know what you think and what you want in life and we would see how we can move on together in life. I just want you to know that I'm not a player and will never break anyone's heart. I mean all of my words and I'm so in search of Love but not lust. I just want to be Happy for the rest of my life with the right woman. I'd hope you have a pleasant night rest i will be hoping to read from you later. Thinking of you! Wet Kisses and Hugs
Lots of Love, Ben

Hi Honey, Good morning, how are you doing? I sent you a text message earlier this morning but i guess you're still busy at work as its Monday. The internet was just fixed not long ago and i am glad that i could respond back to your message. I missed you so much baby! I have been thinking about you. I will respond back to your last message later tonight. I just got back from the Project site not long ago. Write back soon. Ben

Hi Darling, How are you doing? I hope this day brings you a lot of joy. Thank you for the beautiful email, i really appreciate the time you took writing me that long email!. I had a nice flight and i will be careful while i am over here, i am sure your prayers will be answered over me. I just can't wait till i get back sweetie. I have discovered new things and a new me. I am actually growing a true feeling inside my heart which I just cant explain, but I know it's there waiting for you to come and uncover it. You are such a great writer with good expressions. I loved your last two emails. Sweetie with each day that passes the excitement of meeting you builds up inside of me. I can hardly wait for the day we do meet. You have made something come back alive in me that I thought was dead. When I think of you I smile, which is all the time. When I read your messages I smile then too. So basically you just have me smiling all the time. (I am still a kid with a new toy can you tell Lol.) With amount of email we have exchanged, i think we are developing feelings for each other which i am happy about. I so much love to hear from you. Actually the first thing I do in the morning when I wake is I get on the computer to see if you have left me an email. I know what I want in a woman. I want someone I can hold hands and grow old with in life as our feelings grows deeper and stronger as time goes by. I want someone to treat me just as loved and as special as I treat them. Is that you? I can't say that you are one in a million because I would be lying, so to tell the truth I must say you are one in a lifetime. Hope your having a great morning? I do think that will we get along just fine! If we continue to communicate and let each other know our Wants, Desires and most of our Values. I figure if you want to know me then I need to be open with you and tell you just how things are/were. With a leap of faith I am going to put my heart in your hands. Can I trust you not to damage it.? I have only had a small number of women in my life, "I'm one woman man". You are really amazing. I have known you only a short while, but in that time you have brought me so much happiness. A happiness I haven't felt in a long time. I'm not going to say I love you, you should have no doubt in your mind that I do like you. Inside of me there is a place where my sweetest dreams reside, where my highest hopes are kept alive, where my deepest feelings are felt and where my favorite memories are safe and warm. I find that you're on my mind more often than any other thought. Sometimes I bring you there purposely just to make my day brighter. But more often, you surprise me and find your own ways into my thoughts. I know my thoughts are only reflecting the loving hopes of my heart because whenever they wander, they always take me to you. Only the most special things in my world get to come inside my heart and stay. Now, I realized how deeply my life has been touched by you. I would want to receive love and trust from you when you truly mean it. All I ask from you is to show me you care and not hide anything, to also have trust in me the way I do in you. I couldn't really express in words what I'm feeling right now so i decided to share with you SOME of the images and thoughts that have been running through my head. I just want you to know i haven't found any woman i wanted to spend the rest of my life with, if it could be you, that means my life has been completed, cos I'm an incomplete man without no woman to care and love.. I want you to be my woman, I am willing to share anything with you as my woman, the one and only one i want. Not that you are only perfect for me, you're the perfect woman and i hope we can and will be good to each other, i am willing to make anything to make you as happy as my woman...I will always be there as your man. Please have faith in us that we can make it through anything, together forever and always, just give us a chance, and you will see the love and care I have for you. Well i just want to leave this for you to let you know how i'm feeling about you, I think it might be the things that everyone noticed and admires about you, qualities, capabilities and a wonderful smile obviously connected to a warm and loving heart; these things set you apart from everyone else. But it may also be the big things ... the person you really are that I hope to know more someday. And it might also be the little things ... the way you put your words and all your actions. Are you still searching on Zoosk? So sorry i couldn't respond back to your email till now, just been busy. Just got back from work so i decided to write you back, the meeting went well and i will be starting my work very early tomorrow morning. My 15 days of work as started counting from today. Baby, I really can't wait to be with you and i want to have you in my arms forever, I want to make you Happy. I will be looking forward to chat with you when you get back from work in the evening. Hugs & Kisses,
Love Always , Ben

Hello Darling, Good morning, i know you're fast asleep right now but i want you to know i am thinking of you! Baby you've to forgive me, i slept off last night before so we couldn't chat. I got up 6am, got ready for work and now writing you before i go to work because that's how we do lol. How was your night? I am not sleeping that well these days. Not sure why, just can't stay asleep. Maybe thinking of you? Lol. I still miss you and i hope to meet you soon, i believe in life we receive a wonderful opportunity, and that is to love, love comes in many forms. I am glad with all that i have learn about you so far. I think you are sweet and caring . I think you are that kind of woman that i have spent a long time seeking out for. I truly feel blessed that you have become a part of my life and i cannot wait for the day that we will meet and join our lives together. I want to someday be able to sleep next to you at night and wake to your beautiful smile. I want to share in your joys and sorrows. I want to be your everything, as i would love to have you be the same for me. I want to share everything with you , my thoughts, hopes and dreams. Thinking of you makes my heart feel full. You are like a source of inspiration to me. I will forever be indebted to you for this new joy which you have brought to my life. So, to repay you. I promise you in my heart that so long as you don't ever break my heart. You have brought out a part in me that i put away a long time ago and thought I'd never be able to find again. To be honest i never thought i was going to meet a lady like you online but i am glad i put up my profile on Zoosk and thanks to man that recommended the site for me. Did i told you i don't have any friends except from the ones i do work with and they don't really know about my personal life. You can have your own friends, it doesn't bother me at all. I want you to be friend, lover, confidant, wife, how's that? Have you told anybody about me? I told my friend about you already. Honey i would love us to go dancing sometime, when i get back lol. It would be nice to have you in my arms dancing to a slow song playing. I just wanted to do something simple to say I love you and to put that smile I love so much back on your face. Ever since you have entered my life, I've been flying on Cloud 9 and I have not come down yet. I tell you this everyday, but you are the most beautiful person I know, inside and out and I see that more clearly with each passing day. I love everything about you, about us. You have made me so happy, the happiest I've ever been. You give me the most amazing feelings inside, the feeling of being in love with you. I still don't know what I did to be so lucky to have you in my life, my dream come true... I am so thankful though. In this short time that we've been together, we have grown so much and I can't wait to see what the future holds for us. I love you, Vanessa! With all my heart and soul, always and forever! I love you so much and I know you love me too. There's nothing foolish about the things I've told you, I meant every word I said. I need to get ready to start going to work now. My love it would be nice to always have a text from you every morning before you go to work, that puts a smile on my face and gives me the hope that you're still mine and when you get back from work you can text me and respond back to my email. Take good care of yourself for me and know someone is over here thinking of you! Have a wonderful morning and nice day ahead Lots of love,
Your Ben

Hello Love, I hope you're having a nice day at work? How's your flu :) Wow i got everything about everything you do at work, you're really a strong woman and i love that you love what you do. Aww how nice to hear you won't sacrifice me for them. You will always have my attention too even though i am at work. It's the end of the day and I was thinking about you, as usual. I want you to know how much I sincerely love the times we've spent sending emails and talking. It means so much to me. It truly seems like I've known you forever and I honestly can't imagine life without you now. There will be no looking back, no second thoughts and no regrets. I want you and need only you ... and that love will only grow stronger. Do not be scared my love. Sometimes life hits you with unexpected things that take you totally by surprise. All I can say is you're the best surprise life has given me and your capacity for love, caring, and understanding never ceases to amaze me. I've truly been blessed by finding you and I'll never let you go. I still miss you and i hope to meet you soon, i believe in life we receive a wonderful opportunity, and that is to love,love comes in many forms. I am glad with all that i have learnt about you so far. I think you are sweet and caring . I think you are that kind of woman that i have spent a long time seeking out for. I want you to know that the kind of love i feel for you is the undying type. It is a kind of love that is strong and enduring and will stand the test of time. I truly feel blessed that you have become a part of my life and i cannot wait for the day that we will meet and join our lives together. I want to someday be able to sleep next to you at night and wake to your beautiful smile. I have known you only a short while, but in that time your love has brought me such happiness. A happiness I haven't felt in a long time. My heart skips a beat every time i think of you. My heart has reached a whole new level of love and I owe it all to you. Thank you for letting me know what true love was and how it was supposed to feel. You're basically all I think about, Vanessa when I'm not thinking about you, whatever I'm thinking about has to do with you. You're my everything, my existence, my love, my mental status, everything, and I want to thank you for being the person you are ..., Vanessa. I love you! I hope you enjoyed yourself at the concert??? I wish i was there, it would've been a special one for us. We've alot of things to do together when i get home and i hope you're ready for that. In my previous email, i asked if you told anybody about me already. My friend knows about you already as i already told him. Honey i might not be able to write long emails for few days because i have to get busy so i can get the Plans ready and i hope you understand that. We can always chat whenever you get back from work though but you might miss emails from me. Honey i text me when you get back from work! I just want you to know i love you. Wet Kisses and Hugs
Bengie

Hello Honey, How are you doing how was your day? I know you're currently at work now but i just want to let you know i love you so much. I am almost through with work over here, i had a meeting with the Govt officials today because i have to finish up the project this weekend. I want you to know what's going on with me as today has been a really sad day for me. I've met with the Board of director & Delegates that Benin Government sent to have a meeting with me and its been an Hectic day for me so far. They want me to pay Tax on the contract and i have been given a deadline as it is. I really need to come up with the money else their is going to be a huge problem and i don't know what to do because i stand a risk of loosing everything i had put in to the project I.e my Money, Time and Energy will be gone if i fail to come up with the Tax charges before the week runs out. Right now this is the only issue bothering me as i have put out all i had in executing this contract. I really don't know what to do right now because i am in the middle of the sea now and their is no way back for me. I really hope i could get help somewhere but all my hands are tied at the moment. God is my only Hope right now and i don't know what to do at this point & I'm counting on you honey. I miss you so much like crazy and i really cannot wait to get this Job done and come home to be with you my sweetie pie honey bunny. I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, and I MISS YOU!! You are my woman, the one that appeared right out of my dreams and I will always love you. You make me feel the warmth from loving me from a far. I know that we will be together soon, yet i can't help or stop myself from having sexy dreams about you. You are in my thoughts, prayers, and dreams every night and every morning. I wish we was married and living together right now. So we could sit down and talk to one another, hold you in my arms, kiss and snuggle together. I will be looking forward to read back from you when you get back from work. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me and i love you! Lots of love , Ben