Scam Email(s) from Alpedro J. Johnson to Dawn (South Africa) part2

 

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Letter 21

My Love,

It is my intention to tell you what an amazing woman you are and that you fill my life with joy and satisfaction and my heart with love and happiness. I am sorry for getting back to you this late. Thanks for all the time you make out just to inquire how I am doing. I sincerely appreciate. Before I met you I had started to lose my faith in love, and I was not sure there was someone out there for me. Now I am positive that there is no one in the world that could complete me like you do or even come close. Love seems more real and true than I ever thought it could and I just want to say thank you, because you have won me over completely and my heart is yours forever.

The fact still remains that I will always respect your judgment and decisions.I respect people's thoughts and opinions and if you are unable to go to New York with me, it is fine and completely understood by me.Once again,thank you for trusting and loving me.Therefore,I totally respect and accept the opinions which you had expressed in your email to me.

I was unable to reach a consensus which will suit me with the direct source/mine owners.A conference call was held with the buyers in New York, they have agreed to purchase the tanzanites at US$569.00 per carat.The uncut diamonds will be purchased at US$304.00 per carat.They had also been provided with the full manifest which they had verified with the Ministry of Mineral Resources Authorities.

The mine owners had made it clear to me that they will not sell less than a specific quantity as they have a standard quantity which they will sell.In view of this,for the quantity which they will be selling to me it will cost me US$915,000.00.At the same time,I am purchasing directly from the source at the mine and this is a very low price.Again,their conditions must be met or they will sell to other buyers.I cannot afford to pass up this opportunity,else,the time and effort put into this venture will be wasted.

I have been engaged in talks with my bank both in the US earliest this morning and made forex arrangements which took ages for completion.My forex application was for an equivalent of US$890,190.00.This amount will be transferred to the source/mine owners on Monday in order to ensure that they sell to me and no one else.Besides,I and the buyers have reached an agreement as regards their offer.On the basis of this agreement,a profit of of US$585,690.00 is to be made from this transaction.I am therefore going to speak to someone who intends to loan me some of the outstanding balance as the mine owners will not release the diamonds and tanzanites to me without full payment as agreed with them.

I intend to bring you along in my business as a partner if you so desire.This is of course, still, your decision to make.However,you as my partner,we can both be engaged in our business and love lives.

I have to go now as I intend get on the telephone and speak with the person who has agreed to loan me some of the funds outstanding.

In all my dealings, this is the most lucrative ever.I love you and you are always in my heart.Thank you again for your wishes and love for me. It is my intention to believe that your day has been nothing but pleasant.

Loving you always,
Alpedro

Letter 22

Honey

Thank you so much for all the pain and time you make out just to write me. It does mean a lot to me. Thank you so much for your concerns and making efforts to call me. I couldn’t wait to write you. We may not have seen each other but our love is getting stronger and it means everything to me. You are the one who always make me feel better about myself and makes me laugh at all the crazy stuff we write and talk about that no one understands but us. I'm glad I found you and I hope we spend a lot happier times together in the future. Thanks just for being there for me I love you more than words I could say and I do not know how it all happened. The sweetest of it all was that we met at the right time which is my birthday season.

I know I can't give you the whole world, but I can promise you I will always love you. My heart is yours, and even though I know sometimes I'll make mistakes as a human being, I will never hurt you. I'll be right beside you as we chase our dreams together, and you will never have to wonder if I still care. I think about you all day long and since I'm not near you my mind is consumed with thoughts of being close to you. When you'll be near me I will feel like everything in the world is right, and I know I don't have to ask God for anything more because as long I have you in my life I have everything I could ever want. All I want to do is spend the rest of my life making you as happy as you have made me. I am sure that you feel the same way that I feel because that's what we deserve.

Before you came into my life, I had given up on ever finding my soul mate; the one person who could set my heart on fire with just one letter is you. I thought that was the stuff of silly, dime store romance novels. Was I wrong!!! When you came into my life that first day sparks flew. Every time you write or call me, my fears stopped. I find myself thinking of you constantly throughout the day, wondering what you are doing, what you are wearing, how lonely are you all alone, how you are feeling, are you taking time to eat and take care of yourself. I lied in bed last night and wondered how you will react to me when we meet. Will you like how I look? Will you like how I smell! I think about how that first kiss will be and how I will resist tearing all your clothes off and devouring you. I think of how I want to put my tongue in your mouth and kiss you and kiss you and never stop. I want to feel the wetness and strength of you when you hold me. The things you say in your letter make me feel real good. For the first time my darling you were a woman telling the man she loves what she enjoys. It was not veiled in priestley prose. It made me feel so relived and so very sexy to think that you will even enjoy sex with me as much as I will with you. I want you to have the best and biggest orgasm with me. I want you to have loads of stamina so we can make love for a long time before climaxing. I want to suck you as you will me. I want to suck and lick the lips between your legs until you scream and come. And I want to put my penis in your wet mouth and also suck you till you explode. And then the most beautiful moment will be when I slip inside you when your very wet, You wrap your legs around me and I push my penis deep deep inside you. I cannot wait to penetrate you. I want it so badly. And I can't wait for you to come and let me feel your hot juices and hear you scream my name. And I want to hold you afterwards and stroke you and I want to stay this way while we sleep together. And then we will start again.... Think of me as you relieve yourself my love.

I fell in love with you the moment I read your letter, but I was so afraid of letting you in and being hurt. I'm so glad you didn't give up. I cannot imagine what my life would be without you. Falling asleep in my arms every night and waking up beside me each morning is how I want you to spend the rest of your life with me. You are my everything... I love you so much. Every day that goes by, every time we'll make love, I’ll fall deeper and deeper in love with you. I know there will never be anyone else for me, for everyone would pale in comparison to you and what you make me feel. Thank you, Sweetheart, for healing my broken heart. Thank you for making me believe in miracles once again.

I know that sometimes you feel that I might want to give up on this relationship, I admit that is true, especially considering our past situation and fears, I sometimes feel I should give up on you and concentrate on my business, But I realized that not even the profit that will be realized when I finalize the deal can make me as much happy as you have made me in a very short time. I would remember the time when I asked God before we met, to give me someone I could love with all my heart and would love me in return, someone I can grow old with to spend my happy and lonesome memories, someone who I can call mine and give myself into, and someone whom I can spend the rest of my life with through all ups and downs, for better or worse. And that's when I always realize that God gave me you; the answer to my prayer. And I thank Him that for all the millions of men out there, He leads you to me. How I wish that there is nothing holding me here at the moment, I will definitely jump on a plane and come back to you.

Unfortunately, my discussions did not go so well and was not as fruitful as I had anticipated,I was only able to obtain the sum amount of US$15,000.00 of the $25,000.00 outstanding. Apparently,I could not get more and now I must try to see how to raise funds amounting to US$10,000.00 which might really prove difficult for me at this time.I had already exhausted my resources and put in all I had.The forex took some time,but finally,it will be sent to the mine owners tomorrow.

I am having rough time here trying to make contacts to get the money required to pay off the owners. So far I have not been successful in raising the entire amount; I still need US$10,000 to complete and this is really disturbing me and stressing me real hard. I know I have made a promise to share everything that happens in my life with you no matter how good or sad it may be as that is the only way to be faithful and honest to a long lasting relationship with you irrespective of the drama and attitude you always put up recently because of money. Besides, despite the stress I am undergoing right now, I just wanted to write you and let you know how much I do love you and how close we have became in such a short period of time. I cannot get you out of my mind. This is the only confidence I have that made me open up my life and difficulties to you. The outstanding amount has really affected me as I do not have all the money required for the payment to get my Diamonds released by the mine owners. I am really worried and very much disturbed my love. This is really eaten me up as I do not know what to do and who next to talk within this sudden period of time for a short term assistance or loan. I could get back the money to the person as soon as I get back home within few working days. I will really appreciate it as it will go a long way in solving my distress right now. I don’t know if I am doing the right thing by telling you but if you are this important in my life right now and I feel this great peace of knowing you, then there is absolutely nothing I will not share with you.

Once I am able to offset the outstanding payments,it will be ensured that delivery will coincide with my date of departure from here.Besides this,all the needed paperwork will be in my possession to assist with clearance and receipt at the customs.So this part of the situation will be effectively taken care of in the best suitable way.

It has been very difficult for me; however, I was able to achieve something at the least, not enough, but an accomplishment considering the situation.

I promise that whatever struggles we have to endure in our relationship, I would still hold onto our love because I believe that this is just the way of God to teach us to be strong and faithful to each other. That after this trial we will still be together and start our new life together with a better future ahead of us. I thank God for you and thank you for being you. I love you now and I'm sure I'll love you even more tomorrow....

Just know that I love you always.No matter what or how,I wish to be with you all my life.I will try to get some rest. I hope to lay down shortly and of course will have thoughts in my head and visions of you,but I have no idea if I can get through it.I am very tired and seriously hoping to get some rest.You are always on my mind,my love.However and at this point,my inability to find a way through this pending problem is making my heart ache and causing me distress.

I will love you forever....

Yours
Alpedro

Letter 23

Hello My Sweetest Love.

You know that's my favorite hello for you.. I just noticed tears dropping from my eyes this morning after reading your mail. It is 07:40am here right now. Where have you been? Why did I not meet you long ago? I had just tears of joy, fulfillment and assurance that I have you all my life. People around me will notice that there is something really that makes me too exciting despite the challenges and difficulties I am having in completing the money for the mine owners. Thank you so much for the lovely words of encouragements. Ever since I first got a glance at that warm email, I've never been able to forget it. I had a strange feeling that first day that you were the one for me. It sounds corny, I know, but that's the only way I can explain it. Thank you so much for your lovely words. I love reading that because it’s like a music and food to my soul. I am happy you are supportive. Life is what we make of it. We do not need to live our lives as if we do not have tomorrow. Our tomorrow is sure.

You're so perfect. We clicked so well from the start. Remember my lonnnnnng letters that would run with the sun rising. See baby, we don't just have many things in common we have EVERYTHING in common. You're my twin, my heart, my soul, the missing part in my life, and my inspiration to succeed.

Honey, I picture us married together someday. I love everything about you. I love it! I will love it when we die laughing at the most random things. I can be myself with you and you still love me. You deserve the best, sweetheart, and I want to be the one that gives it to you.

We have both worked hard and sacrificed a lot in our individual lives and I know we can both provide each other with the best. I want to keep my friendship with you baby because I know you would be my best friend. We are so into each other and I love that. So on that day, when the old year has ended and a new year has began, I would want to start off this new year as your best friend and wife with the one thing I've wanted to say to you...baby, I promise to love you forever.

I love you so much my Love. More than you will ever know. I am consumed by your thoughts. I think about you all the time and I mean ALL the time. I fantasize about us kissing for the first time and how I am going to feel in your arms-

You are so "The Woman." Let me tell you why I think so. When I will be near you in my thought, my heart tends to beat a little faster than usual and I forget everything that I was about to say. Your words sends shivers down my spine and when you show me you care about me, sparks flash before my eyes. Only "The Woman" can make my palms sweaty and the gleam in my eyes last all day long. I smile more and it's because of you despite the business stress at the moment.

You make me feel special and wanted and for that alone I am thankful. You are my inspiration. I can turn to you when I have no other and it feels as if the world is out to get me. I feel protected with you. You have stolen my heart and I am not even upset. This was a robbery waiting to happen, one that I am glad for. I just ask that you cherish it for it is my only one. So you see, Baby, only "The Woman" can make me feel like you do, happy and safe. I love you so much!

Regarding the outstanding amount for the mine owners which you know about, uncut diamonds is not what you can decide to leave some and take part as the Diamonds are still rough. You buy with a certain quantity of allocation and you must have to take everything allocated to you within a specific time frame or the owners will sell to other buyers. And it is not good to involve my buyers from New York as that will expose my Source. The only thing left for me is to look for the balance. Remember that I am not home at the moment and I have to depend on people to assist me. As it stands right now, I cannot afford to have come this far and still lose out after a successful business negotiations, It will do more good for me to finalize the deal and be on my way back with my merchandise. I have been very worried and stressed after we summed the whole amount I realized and would be transferred to the owners and still encounter some shortages and I cannot even do or generate any more funds again because I have exhausted my whole resources and avenue to raising money from here in Madrid.

Honey, today turned out to face me with so much challenges and stress. I am so sad and stressed at this points having come this close to successful deal. I have not encountered this kind of disappointment in my business life before now. I did have encountered loss in business but seen myself as being incapacitated is a major thing that breaks my heart. I have been thinking a lot of things and my continued staying here will add more pressure to me because of daily hotel bills and other expenses. I have not been able to eat since last night. I am heartbroken, down and demoralized because there is no way to my positive motives. I have been thinking of ways forward now with no way seems coming. I know that business is a phase of challenges but not been able to face the challenges is another problem. I have put everything that I have here but still in shortage of about $10,000.Presently I am so confused and worried because it is now countering my whole plans. I was not able to write you last night because I was crying deep in my heart. My love I know that this amount might be so much money and especially at this present condition. But I am willing to add interest when I pay back provided I can get a short term loan to support and complete my business deal and be on my way back. I still need $10,000 to complete the amount I already have. I have done everything possible to see if I can get any help in this foreign land, yet nothing. I was given the mandate to try and pay up the complete amount. I am seriously depending on God and best friends like you my sweetheart to just come to my rescue. How I wish I am back home right now, this little amount won’t pose a big problem to me. I am really shy to ask for the sake of being turned down because I do not know how to beg for something I know I can afford. Please I will appreciate if there is any way you can assist me in this regards no matter the amount as I know it will go a long way in making it easier, I need this money immediately. Any amount of support you have can help. I will repay you back within 10 working days. Please honey I need your help right now. I know you are praying for me but please I need more than moral support right away before things get out of hand and make me over stay my time here.

I can be myself when I will be with you. I guess your idea of romance is dim lights, soft music, and just the two of us. I hope you will make me feel like I have never felt before. I can tell you anything, and you won't be shocked. Your undying faith is what keeps the flame of our love alive. You and me together, we can make magic. We're a perfect match. Thinking of you fills me with a wonderful feeling. I feel aroused whenever I think of you. Your love gives me hope that the best is still ahead. You never give up on me, and that's what keeps me going. I love you because you bring out the best in me. Every time I remember you, my heart skips a beat. You are simply irresistible. You're the one who holds the key to my heart right now. You always say what I need to hear. I have had the time of my life and I owe it all to you. And, of course, I know you're intelligent, because you were smart enough to fall in love with me. :)

I know this may sound cliche' but to be honest you have changed my life. From the moment I met you I knew you were a gift from God. You constantly shower me with unconditional love and you always understand my shortcomings without criticism. Just remembering you is enough to make me happy. My life is now full of promise, every day is worth looking forward to, and it's all because of you. You made me become a better person. I never thought I could love someone the way I love you now. I know you hear this all the time, but I want to tell you again and again that I truly love you and my life would never be the same without you. I miss you every day here.

I love you more than words could ever express. From the moment I saw your profile, I knew I had to have you. Although I was only a different man, you taught me how to express myself as a true man. You taught me everything I know about loving someone. You molded me into something rare and beautiful. In this time of our relationship, our love has only grown. When people look at me and our relationship, they will be jealous because we are an example of pure love, not fleeting lust. When you will touch my body, my heart will seem to explode and this is just one of the many reasons why I will love you forever. Beauty in my opinion is beyond what people can see. I am capable of seeing inside your heart and understanding that you are a wonderful person to be with. I hope you will treasure me as I have treasured you.

Thanks for your Love and Care... Yours Forever...
Alpedro

Letter 24

My Sweetest Love!

Thank you for always checking on me and I really appreciate your efforts to assist me. Honestly, it has been very tough for me trying to raise the outstanding amount to balance the mine owners. I am very glad that you could assist me with R15, 000.It is greatly appreciated. Unfortunately, I am still short of equivalent of about R30, 000. So I am still stuck here in Madrid desperately looking for the outstanding R30, 000. I am really very sad and stressed out. I understand your concerns and willingness to assist me during this difficult time. I know despite the fact that you had raised R15, 000 for me, you are still making efforts where you can to raise more money for me. It has not been any easy for me due to extra hotel bills and expenses that I have to be paying while I wait to get hold of the outstanding to complete my deal and be on my way back home. It is important that we stick together as a couple and family during this time as all we have is each other. I want to come back to you so that we will be together and our joy would be complete. I have not seen you but what I feel for you is very unique. I needed to write you an email this night as I have been saying my prayers. I have tried so many times to put into words what I feel for you. It's so hard to describe such an intense emotion. I knew from the day we met, that you were meant for me. Loving you comes so easy to me. Sometimes, I lost words to describe how I feel. You have become the wind beneath my wings, the cream in my coffee and the flowers in my garden of life.

After these weeks you still make my heart flutter. Sweetheart, we've laid our sorrows in each others’ hands and we've guarded them with tenderness. We've trusted our grieving of those we love to our hearts and we protected it with our gentleness, like delicate breezes touching the water.

We'll cry in each others’ arms and shall hold each other until the tears subside.

With unbending confidence even through the worst pain, we have given each other strength beyond compare, and we have hung together in the toughest of time right now.

We will stand together in the best of times and continue to share a love, devotion and care that will span far more than our lifetime. Holding each other through darkness of night and waking to the brightness of day - knowing that God is where we are - we will know peace again.

Let me start by saying that I thank God every day since I found you. You came into my life when everything seemed so dark but you provided the light to find my way. I've never been so certain of anything in my life like I am of us. You have totally changed my outlook in life and I thank you for that. I never thought that someone could love me like you do, but guess what? I love you that much too. I feel as if I'm walking over clouds just thinking about you. You make my life complete irrespective of the business challenges which will soon be over.

I know it has been said we could do foolish things while in love, but you know what? With you I wouldn't mind being a fool for the rest of my life. I love you so much and I know you love me too. I know that others looking into our relationship might think that we're saying too many foolish things too soon but they just don't know how we feel about each other. There's nothing foolish about the things I've told you, I meant every word I said. I love you. I would do anything for you just as I know you will do same for me, I love you so much. Today I promise you that I would do anything in my power to make you a great person, outstanding friend and loving partner and wife for me.

I want you to know that you are not alone anymore. I am with you all the way. I want to assure you that we will take good care of our future and retirement age together working together as husband and wife. I cannot imagine how happy I feel knowing that we will be doing our first business trip together when we go to New York with you by my side as my wife and partner. Wow! it feels great knowing that I' m not alone anymore. I appreciate the fact that you want to assist me in difficult times. At this time, I need all the money I can get to add up since I cannot get the more money from here. It is a loan which I will repay immediately I come back.

I want you to know that you are my one true love, the one who fills up my life with passion. Baby I love you so much. I thank God for sending you to my life, you are the biggest blessing. The day I met you I knew in my heart you were the one for me. You are my brightest light, the one who makes my life full of beautiful things each day. The footprints of an angel are love, and where there is love, miraculous things can happen. Our union is a miracle of God; He is our little piece of heaven. Honey, my love for you is higher than the sky above, deeper than the deepest sea and lasts through all eternity - it has no limitations as I know I feel good about us already.

There are so many expressions of our love: I hope to feel the gentleness of your touch soonest, Sometimes I wonder the way your lips will make me feel pressed against mine, how you'll rub your thumb over the back of my hand, the way my knees will buckle when you look into my eyes, how a smile will light up my face whenever we speak to each other, how my body will respond to yours when we'll make love, how happy I will be when I am with you - you have made me who I am today.

There was a huge void in my life until you came along. I thank God everyday for leading us to each other. You complete me. I think back to how empty my life was without you, and I am so grateful that you are there for me.

I can't wait to spend forever with you. You are my life, my love, my soul mate, my heart, and my reason for breathing. I love you with everything I am.

From the moment we communicated with each other, our hearts knew what our minds couldn't comprehend. I have never felt such an unexplainable love that we share. I could never find enough words to express my love for you. The feeling is so overwhelming that a moment without you is like a thousand years with the sun. I want to give to you the joy you have brought to my life. You are my living breath, my life, my love, my soul mate. I love you with all my heart.

Never in my wildest dreams did I think I would meet a woman that could captivate and win my heart at "Hello". Every moment from when I wake up till deep in the night, there is no place on earth I would rather be than holding and kissing you tenderly.

You are a special woman with unique and intriguing qualities that drive my desire for you far beyond any imagination. Never in my life until the day I met you have I wanted to be what you don’t want me to be, I wish to share everything, offer all my love unconditionally, and grow old with someone to one day reminisce of the years we shared together. Just the thought of offering my total heart and spending my life cherishing every moment with you, brings these incredible emotions to me I have never experienced before.

Sweetheart, I know you have tried very much for me already. Please I am still depending on special friends like you as my loving future wife to do your best and bring me back home to you where I belong. This remaining R30, 000 is posing a big problem to me and has taken my joy away. I am very sad.

Thank you so very much for your love for me. I am most grateful.

Yours forever
Alpedro

Letter 25

Hello My Love

I am wishing you a pleasant day today as my prayers are with you always. I am most grateful to God almighty for bringing you into my life as my partner to love and to cherish for the rest of my life. It was really sweet to speak with you last night. You are a blessing to me and I keep thanking God each day for the gift of an angel like you.

Sweetheart, It is important that I drop you this few lines before going in for a meeting in regards to the VISA requirements. Please know that it does not have to be that long if we go the American Embassy together as couples. You are my future wife. There are visa exceptions for US citizens. So you will be accompanying me as my spouse and fiance. Therefore, the Visa application will go throw in less than 5 working days since you are traveling with me. However, we would be discussing more on this upon my return.

Moreso, herein below is the account details for you to deposit the money you wish to assist me for the mine owners. I am glad that you are not relenting in helping me complete this deal. I am forever indebted to you. Know that I will definitely reimburse you with all the loan and interests it may accrue immediately I come back. All you will be required to do is to deposit the money in the provided account below and the funds would be made available for me right here to pay off the mine owners.

Below are the bank account details.

BANK (FNB)

ACCOUNT NAME : CERILOG

ACCOUNT NUMBER: 62052794651

BRANCH CODE: 270352

Furthermore, I will need you to send R5,000 to my domestic worker, I have an urgent export documents I need her to send to me here. I have called the person in charge and inform him that my fiance will be providing the money to my domestic worker to bring to him for the documents. Please see what you can do in this regards immediately as I do need the documents to be ready immediately so that I will not have delays in completing the shipment here as soon as the deal is finalized.

I am so sorry I am stressing you but please understand that I have taken you as my wife and we are in this together for the betterment of our future and family.

I am sure you still have the account details for my Domestic worker. Do confirm through sms to me as soon as you send the amount to my domestic worker.

I will be going in for a meeting right now.

Loving you always
Alpedro

Letter 26

My Dearest Love

Good Evening. I hope you had a pleasant day and try as much as posssible to make it a positive one? My love, reading all your emails expecially the last email, you write such beautifully. You are so good with words that it comes alive in my mind and in my soul. I was very joyful just reading and imagining the things you described about us together. Please always know I have you in my heart always and I promise I will always love you as your wife and best friend. I can understand our frustrations together at the moment becuas eof the outstanding amount to complete my deal here.

You are always the only thing and person that makes me happy anytime I remember you because of the fact that I have a woman who is my true soul mate. You have given me new life - a reason for life - a purpose.. You are so important to me.. You have given my heart and soul the essentials to lift myself up out of the misery and live – you always find a way to give me back my happiness. My Love - I am filled with ecstasy and well, it is like I am in seventh heaven again - you have given me this just through your words. You have reached through the many miles to save me from myself. I don't know that I even knew how full of grief and sorrow I was. Honey, God does answer prayers. I thank the Lord several times during the day for you and ask him to guide our steps so that we will fulfill his wishes for us.

I find myself wondering if you would have seen me walking on a street, or sitting in a restaurant, if you would have loved me the way you do. Thank you for looking beyond that into my heart - into the internal person. You are so good and honorable. There is a reason we met - I don't know what it is, and I may never know, but God knows.

Do you dream? Silly question, of course you dream. Everybody dreams. What I should ask is if you remember your dreams when you wake up in the morning. I don't remember them so much anymore, but sometimes one is there. I introduced you to my friends as my newly wedded wife last night in my dream. "Yes, I will always love you. You will always have a place in my heart. The kind of love I feel for you is eternal soul-melding love. A love given to us by God - a true forever pure love." I don't remember anymore after that. I will always have love for you only. My Love, the love I feel for you is a pure love - an eternal love that will last us through the times.

One thing that I have always wondered, and might not know until I die, but what happens when we go to Heaven? You will be once again with me- the True love of your heart. How does that work? Have you ever thought about that? I want to walk in Heaven holding your hand - and holding you dear to my heart. I suppose that is being selfish on my part.

I will be glad when you will write me and tell me that you are rested.. I can tell - even across the miles - how exhausted you are becoming trying to see what you can do to come up with the money. I am not relenting myself, I have sent out request to people I know hoping that someone will find it in their heart to loan me the money. That’s the only thing I can do for now. Nothing else because every money I am worth is all tied down in that in this venture. Anything I say that puts more stress on you - I am so sorry. I don't know if my words hurt you. I don’t know how I make you feel? I am sorry that I got you involved in my difficulties. If i had a choice, I would have spared you. But thanks anyway for all your supports.

These days, I really cannot sleep because I am afraid of the morning as I do not know how to confrnt the mine owners considering the fact that there are other buyers putting more pressure on the owners to sell to them which I cannot allow that to happen after coming this far.

I hope you will feel a lot better by now. We will chat later on phone.

Loving you always

Your husband
Alpedro

Letter 27

Hello my dearest Love

I wish to also thank you for your patience and efforts and I cannot thank you enough for what God is using you to do in my life. To tell you the truth, you are the only reason why I am still pushing and talking with you over the phone gives me great and unimaginable strength. If not for you.I try each and every time to hold on just for you. I know how much you want to be with me but I want to be with you more, my love. I know you really have an uneasy life right now because of your finances just as I am going through a lot aswell, but if it cannot be altered,I do understand until we are able to get money somehow to eable me complete this deal.

I appreciate the fact that you are certainly helping me in time and I am sure everything will proceed accordingly once the outstanding payment has been made available to the mine owners as at when we have the money.However, I will communicate with them on Monday and update you with all the relevant details if anything changes.

I await now in hope and fervent prayers the completion of this challanges and we can finally be together as this is the only obstarcle standing between us for I want to feel your tender touch, kiss, and most of all,your hands as you caress my body.I want the whole world to know that I love you Dawn my dearest wife, and nothing will ever change that.There is no other woman for me and there is no other man for you; we were created for each other,to ease each other's pains and sorrows and replace our sadness with love and happiness.

Therefore,I do not have to wait for a good laugh anymore, pray for a miracle, wait for an angel,crave for love's passion, envy others' romance or wonder if someone will ever love me.You are there; I am done.

I am so thankful and blessed that you love me as much as I love you. I love you more and more everyday. Thinking about our future fills me with anticipation and excitement. We make the perfect team and our future will be perfect as well.We have so much to be thankful for and we will just continue to lean on each other, loving and supporting one another with all of the love we have, and we will be just fine.

Our life together is already amazing, and together it will only get better and better. I will forever be grateful that you came into my life. Together we are perfect and I will enjoy spending the rest of my life with you. I love you more than words can say. So,I can be myself when I am with you.You make me feel like I have never felt before. Our undying faith is what keeps the flame of our love alive. You and me together, we can make magic. We certainly are a perfect match. Thinking of you fills me with a wonderful feeling. Your love gives me hope that the best is still ahead. I love you because you bring out the best in me. Every time I look at your picture, my heart skips a beat. You are the one who holds the key to my heart. Besides supporting me. I owe you my unconditional love and of course, I know you are intelligent and confident woman and still trying to do your best to see if you could raise more short term loan.

I am grateful for us to have wandered into one anothers' world so softly and unexpectedly. Nature took its course on our hearts and joined them in a way never imaginable.I want you to know that from the very depths of my heart, I love you. And I love everything that creates you, from your hair,to your forehead,that I wish I could kiss while you sleep; from your eyes, that sparkle, to your nose,that I wish I could rub my nose against; from your lips,that I just know were made perfectly to fit against mine,to your chin,that I would love to place my finger under to pull you close for a kiss; down your neck and to your heart,that in my own, I claim as mine, and down past every inch of every part of your existence.

Therefore,I pray more than anything that you and I continue to grow together, love together,be patient together, work together, learn together, and laugh together, forever. I sincerely feel that between the two of us, we have the kind of love that some people never get a chance to experience. I promise to love you as much as I can, as best as I can, and for as long as I can. And no matter what, it's very important to me for you to know that you are an irreplaceable spirit that will always be a part of me.

Sweetheart, I may not always be able to write you at this time of distress. Please be patient with me and and always know that I desire to write you each and everyday but I am not able at the moment. Only your thoughts keeps me going and hoping that tomorrow will be better.

Loving you always
Alpedro

Letter 28

My dearest wife Dawn,

A very pleasant evening to you at your end and it gladdens my heart to hope that you slept well and had a fulfilled day.I am further glad that your understanding and fervent patient towards me is really divine.Thank you for being very patient as regards my not writing you promptly,know that I am terribly sorry as you know my situation and reasons.I certainly am not the type that would ignore someone and understand the essence of communication in a relationship. Sweetheart,do understand that I completely am aware of the pressure,stress and difficulties you are having at the moment.This is of course in relation to our situation,me and handling the issues at home to raise more money for me. It is too much for you but you are coping with all of it well and I thank you.However,I am terribly sorry that all of this is happening just because of me. I am not an ingrate My love,soon enough we will be together and these unbearable situations which we are having will be no more.Further,we will no longer have to deal with the issue of you not being able to reach me by telephone as our conversations will be face to face. Things at my end here is really terrible. I had to ensure I come out here tonight just to write you.

Sweetheart, you are a strong and capable woman and I truly understand how getting through each day is difficult for you at the moment,it is the same for me as well.Do understand that you are never pushing and I will want nothing more than to be with you.This is the more reason why I am doing my utmost best to concentrate,though this is extremely difficult and have our matter finalized at my end.A great deal of the money has been effected.It is just remaining R22,000.

My love,I am not particularly sure that you know how much effects that you have on me.It is really amazing but I must admit that my longings for you is so much.Recently,my thoughts of you have been making passionate love to you.It has been a struggle for me to cope with this issue and I am not sure how I will be able to manage,if you leave my sight for a second upon being with you.I cannot in any way let you out of my sight,I want to be with you everywhere,holding,kissing and loving you the best way that I can to make up for the past months we have been together.I will have you and by being with you,these unbearable feelings will be no more as well as the stress that we are having at the moment.I am sure that you will be getting adequate rest as I had continually advised you.

Do let me know how you are feeling at the moment especially as concerns health and dance lessons.Are you doing any better presently? It concerns me my love.On the other hand,be assured that we will win this race and indeed we are both closing in on the finish line,soon,I will have you by my side and not these pillows.Sweetheart,love comes from the heart and inner soul.It is something that comes from deep inside,therefore,I want you to know that despite all these challenges,our love will prevail,our future is bright and my love for you shall never cease.I love you with all of my heart and inner soul;you are my precious red rose who holds the key to my heart. I really wish that there is something I could do even if just to sell something to raise this outstanding balance. Then buy it back when the business is concluded

It is my intention to believe that you woke to a glorious day which will be nothing but pleasant for you.I want you to go about your night rest knowing that you are loved by me.

Loving you always,
Your Husband
Alpedro

Letter 29

My dearest wife

A very pleasant day to you at your end and do understand that at each and every opportunity that is afforded me,I will ensure to have an email sent to you.Therefore,do bear with me if I am unable to do this for all I want is your happiness.Be assured that upon being together with you,every morning as we wake,I will always give you a good morning kiss and once we are up,the first thing that we will do is to say our morning prayers.We will build a harmonious family and God will be at the center.I hope that you slept well and woke refreshed for the challenges of the day.On my part,I slept well with thoughts of you on my mind.I am missing you so very much,my love.Be further assured that I will always comfort you and give you strength on days when you may not be feeling great.We will have and give each other strength and encouragement for we are one.I am a part of you as you are of me,together we make each other whole.

I know it has been very difficult for both of us during these months being committed together especially when you are away from me and I am from you.I love you so very much and I have been thinking how I will be able to avoid not letting you out of my sight for a second upon being with you when all these trials are over.At the moment,I have not resolved this issue and have no idea of any coping skill to employ.On the other hand,I am giving a serious thought to the issue you raised.It is obvious that you sweetheart, are the best for me.You,my love are my new family,a family which includes just both of us and our kids. In our family,we will endeavor and work hard at making our children the center of attention,no matter what.We will do our best to give them the adequate family that they rightly deserve.Above all,we will place all things in God's hands so that HE will lead and direct.

Thank you for sharing your problems and thoughts with me, indeed, nothing is impossible with God.If we truly believe in God then there is no need for us to doubt about anything,rather,we are to have deep rooted faith in HIM,knowing that HE loves us and will always lead and guide us through anything.Romans 14:23 says,"But he who doubts is condemned if he eats, because he does not eat from faith; for whatever is not from faith is sin."John 20: 28-29-"And Thomas answered and said to Him, “My Lord and my God!” Jesus said to him, “Thomas, because you have seen Me, you have believed. Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.”Romans 4:20-"No unbelief or distrust made him waver concerning the promise of God, but he grew strong and was empowered by faith as he gave praise and glory to God." 1 Peter 1:2-"according to the foreknowledge of God the Father, by the sanctifying work of the Spirit, that you may obey Jesus Christ and be sprinkled with His blood: May grace and peace be yours in fullest measure." However, we are at times bound by those tendencies which make us human but it is so vital that we trust and believe God wholeheartedly.

My love,you have such a kind and compassionate heart and I am always amazed at the tender care and love which you continually show me irrespective of your challenges.It gladdens my heart to know that I can always count on you. Above all,God watched over you and ensured that you never had terrible days by way of any kind of accident or illness.Thank you for taking such great care of yourself and as I had informed you,God will surely reward you accordingly.Therefore,do not be discouraged while working patiently towards the successful conclusion of these challenges,for it is God's intention that you do what you are doing.HE has bestowed you with a wonderful gift and you have so much to offer the world.At the moment,this may not sound entirely adequate to you but I can tell you that I am able to recognize this and know that you are truly gifted.You are a wonderful and special woman and I thank God for making you mine.I pray that today becomes an even greater success and that everything works out and according to your schedules.

Following my advice yesterday over the phone after reading through all your struggles and the sudden pressure Wim is giving you. I want you to understand that he is just doing that just to get back to you because you refused to sign over your property as surety for his money. All that points out that he had his plans prior to the incident, hence he offerred his money for completion of the bail fees. coupled with the fact that he charges you R3, 500 per hour, He had in mind to con you into signing off your property and using the trick to put you in outrageous debt thereby making it impossible for you to pay him off because by the time he adds his attorney fees for representing your son, You will be way too indebted to him and he will keep your property for himself. He is just a tricky lawyer preying on his clients thereby stealing their properties in pretense that he is helping them.

Now considering the situation, I want to suggest that you do everything possible to cut yourself loose from this man. He is dangerous with his covetousness. We have to try as much as possible to pay him off and get him off your back. These are things we do for our kids even though sometimes they do not appreciate. My suggestion in this situation is that you revalue your property and know what it is worth. (How much do you still owe on the property?) Then go to your bank and and apply for a bond against the house to enable you borrow money from the bank. You will have to keep me informed of every step and how much you can borrow against the house. It is however going to be a short term though. I will pay off the loan immediately I come back.Therefore; I need you to let me know whatever transpires. With this, we can work out modalities to pay off Wim and shame him without him inflicting any more distress on you.

Concerning your son, you have to know that there comes a time when you should stand on your ground and say enough is enough. I know you are kind hearted especially with a motherly feeling and emotions.But I think he is old enough to make his decisions. God knows that you love him and have given him every support you could as a mother. The decision to be responsible lies in his hands. No amount of change that you desire for him will amount to anything if he does not decide to be responsible by himself. You have to come to a point that you will let him be what he decides to be without having a remorse. He may probably not change if he keeps having this feelings that my mother will always come to my rescue. You have to allow him face and be accountable for his actions. And only then would he change his habit and be responsible. I hope you do not hate me for this advise but if we are going to be partners and husband and wife, I will have to at least tell you what I think you should know.

On a lighter note,sweetheart,you do know that not a second goes by that I do not think about you.The thoughts of you consume me all the time.When I thought of you being in the shower,well,you know what the outcome is and all my thoughts were just the two us being in the shower together and making passionate love.I thought of how we will hold each other,kissing and exploring every bit of our bodies.Indeed,we had been put through quite a test but we will receive our ultimate price of being with one another.James 1:2-4"Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything."In view of this,if we read carefully and understand the above scripture,we will know that after every trial comes joy.We will never lack anything.Therefore,whatever the situation may be,it is vital that we keep faith and endure.

Sweetheart,as I had informed you previously,do know that my resources are depleted until I conclude this deal.However,I am coping well enough and doing my very best.Therefore whatever decision that you can manage and as concerns this will be alright.I completely understand the immense efforts which you are making and how difficult it is for you at the moment,considering all the responsibilities which you have presently.Do understand that as soon as these issues are sorted out and arriving at your location,we will celebrate without measure,It saddens me that you are going through so much and trying your very best to cope as well as handle it as well as you can.However,God is with you and will see you through it all.My prayer sessions are not done at a church but are some hours which I personally dedicate to God,reading the scriptures and praying by myself.

Well, I have to try and forget these issues at the moment. You do understand that at times,love is an emotion that cannot be explained.My feelings for you are such that I am unable to explain them as much as I try.On the other hand,I have never had such a feeling that is so right and that is what is important.When I close my eyes,I see you,feel you,taste you and hear your sweet voice saying,"I love you" in my ear.They are the three words that send a warm tingle in my heart and the rest of my body.You are my true love and I had give you the world if I could.I love and miss you so much.We will overcome all challenges and our love will eventually prevail.

It is my intention to believe that you woke to a glorious day and it will be nothing but pleasant for you.Do go about your day knowing that you are loved by me.Above all,be blessed today so as to see the love of God all around you.

Your husband
Alpedro

Letter 30

Honey

I hope you had a pleasant day. I am sorry I was not able to talk to you this afternoon. I suddenly had a call from the mine owners that they wanted to see me. So I had to go but I am glad they just wanted to hang out with me for the evening. I have not been able to control the joy I feel knowing that you are right there waiting for me. I do hope that I will be able to get the needed outstanding amount to so that I can conclude this deal and come back home to you.. I am already finding it very hard as I have run short of my upkeep and hotel expenses. I am really looking forward to when we will be together. Thank you so much for all the love you show me. I cannot have enough of you as they keep me going just thinking of you. I am so happy that I will have the opportunity to spend time with you when I return back home. I am praying for every of your efforts to be crowned with success next week when the bank gets back to you.

Throughout this long days for me here, the thought of you has filled my heart. Here is to a woman I thought I'd never know. The one who stole my heart so innocently, but with care and grace and perfect love. The perfect thought is us together forever. The sweetest word is your name and the greatest thing is your love. Every silent prayer that has left my mind, all the empty words that have left my mouth and chased my lips, and all the lonely tears that have escaped my eyes have made me who I am, one to love you more. All the times I felt I've found the one, and all the times I've mourned over a bleeding heart, all the times I've given it all I've got and as many times as I have found my face in the mud. All the women who just wanted my body, all the pieces of myself, all the things I've wished I've done, and all the things I wished I hadn't helps me love you with purity and certainty. I love you so much, those five words I tell you so much can't have more meaning than anything else ever possibly could. I love you with all my faults and all my achievements. I love you with all that I am. I love you for who you are. An honest woman. I hope in the quietest of the nights when I will whisper out to you, you will know just what to do. You will listen to hear my voice echoing how much I love you.

I found tears dropping off my eyes after reading your mails to me again. Thanks for giving me the opportunity to love again. knowing you care for me excites me. There are no words to express the gratitude I feel in my heart that our hearts have come to dwell together, as one. You are my life, my heart, my soul. You are my best friend. You are my one true love. The day we met was fate. Our lives’s intertwining was fate. You are my destiny. I love you more today than I did yesterday, and I'll love you more tomorrow than I do today. Love is the only thing that makes life worth living. Your love. With all my heart I am forever yours.

I don't think that I tell you enough how much you truly mean to me and how much I love you. I am proud of your achievements and impressed by your strong will. Although I don't constantly say it, I am proud to see you develop into who you are becoming. I love you dearly and you constantly remain in my sweetest thoughts.... Never doubt how much you mean to me and nevertheless how much I love you. I will remain faithfully yours until the end of time

Each night before I sleep your sweet thoughts echoes through my mind. As I rest my head on my pillow a smile seeps through my soul, knowing that you, and you alone have made me whole.

Without you I would simply be surviving, but with you I am living life to the fullest. Because of your love my spirit has been rejuvenated. I have been able to face my business difficulties with excitement. The simplest pleasures in life bring me so much joy that it is hard to find the words to describe them. A walk in the park just me and you will become a reality based metaphor... it is our journey together hand in hand forever more.

Even in our moods, regardless of the irritations of daily life we will manage to make each other laugh. The difference between you and I are very few, yet they are there. But we accept those differences, embracing them because they are part of something we love about one another.

It isn't about looks, nor money but the simplicity in life that we find so attractive. Knowing we could survive anywhere as long as we are together.

Love is not a job, love simply is. Unconditional love is what I offer you, and with you I receive the same. You are my heart of hearts, my soul mate, friend, lover and partner for life. I will love you forever and a day. Thank you for being there, loving me and knowing what my true heart wants.

Love is huge. I will work hardest to reach it. My love is only for you. I will present it just for you - just for you. When I will meet you, my heart will shake. I haven't been able to escape you. I will hold you all my life, it's my promise. I want to show you how very big my love is for you - everyday, every night, every time, all my life.

Since day one we've shared something incredible, something that most people only dream of. I had been searching for someone like you to share my life. You have made me the happiest I have ever been. You are sincere, caring, loving woman, and I wouldn't trade you for the world. I am so thankful and blessed that you loved me as much as I love you, and that you intend to make me your future partner.

I have cherished every moment since the day we met. I love you more and more everyday. Thinking about our future fills me with anticipation and excitement. We will make the perfect couple team. We are going to have an amazing life together as a family. All of our dreams are coming true baby.

I just love the thought that I will be coming back to be with you and want to thank you so much for making it possible for us to hope in such a wonderful world! Don’t worry about that we will be tight on money, I know that we can make it through and get to that place where we’ll have all we ever wanted. Please honey, know that every cent you have given out for my sake will surely get back to yoy.I trust myself and my business to sustain us. Look how much we have already! We have so much to be thankful for! We will just continue to lean on each other, loving and supporting one another with all of the love we have, and we will be just fine.

Our life together is already amazing, and together it will only get better and better. I will forever be grateful that you came into my life and made all my dreams come true. Together we're perfect, and I will enjoy enjoying spending the rest of my life with you. I love you more than words can say.

The way I feel for you amazes me daily. I have never loved before, not like this. Even after all this time, my heart still skips a beat when I think of you. It is so comforting, to hope to look across the room at you someday to find you looking at me, and somehow I will know what you are thinking. This is a magical bond we share, and I treasure it in my heart.

Your kisses, whether tender and gentle or rough and demanding, will be consuming. Your touch will be like fire and surprisingly, I will find myself time and time again, completely surrendering to your love. For me, there is no control, not when it comes to how I feel about you. You are the world to me baby, and my world is brighter, since our paths have crossed.

As we travel on our journey, hand-in-hand, there is no obstacle we cannot get past. With you, I am strong. With you, I am happy. With you, life is good. I love you and want you beside me, always.

Totally In Love and Yours,
Alpedro

Letter 31

Hello My Love
Hope you are doing great and this mail finds you well. I have missed you so very much and feel very bad that my phone is disconnected as a result I cannot call out or receive calls anymore until my call bills are sorted out. How are you coping my love? Please let me know as soon as you can.
I do not have much time and access to internet but needed to drop you this few lines to know how you are dealing with life and any update on the sale of the flat yet in regards to the last person that signed the papers.
Waiting to read from you and loving you so very much.
You’re Husband
Alpedro

Letter 32

My dearest wife

A very pleasant evening to you at your end and do understand that at each and every opportunity that is afforded me,I will ensure to have an email sent to you.Therefore,do bear with me if I am unable to do this for all I want is your happiness.Be assured that upon being together with you,every morning as we wake,I will always give you a good morning kiss and once we are up,the first thing that we will do is to say our morning prayers.We will build a harmonious family and God will be at the center.I hope that you had a fulfilled day even after I spoke to you this afternoon and refreshed for the challenges of the day.On my part,I am well with thoughts of you on my mind.I am missing you so very much,my love.Be further assured that I will always comfort you and give you strength on days when you may not be feeling great.We will have and give each other strength and encouragement for we are one.I am a part of you as you are of me,together we make each other whole.

I know it has been very difficult for both of us during these months being committed together especially when you are away from me and I am from you.I love you so very much and I have been thinking how I will be able to avoid not letting you out of my sight for a second upon being with you when all these trials are over.At the moment,I have not resolved this issue and have no idea of any coping skill to employ.It is obvious that you sweetheart, are the best for me.You,my love are my new family,a family which includes just both of us.Above all,we will place all things in God's hands so that HE will lead and direct.

Thank you for sharing your thoughts with me,indeed,nothing is impossible with God.If we truly believe in God then there is no need for us to doubt about anything,rather,we are to have deep rooted faith in HIM,knowing that HE loves us and will always lead and guide us through anything.Romans 14:23 says,"But he who doubts is condemned if he eats, because he does not eat from faith; for whatever is not from faith is sin."John 20: 28-29-"And Thomas answered and said to Him, “My Lord and my God!” Jesus said to him, “Thomas, because you have seen Me, you have believed. Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.”Romans 4:20-"No unbelief or distrust made him waver concerning the promise of God, but he grew strong and was empowered by faith as he gave praise and glory to God." 1 Peter 1:2-"according to the foreknowledge of God the Father, by the sanctifying work of the Spirit, that you may obey Jesus Christ and be sprinkled with His blood: May grace and peace be yours in fullest measure." However,we are at times bound by those tendencies which make us human but it is so vital that we trust and believe God wholeheartedly.

My love, you have such a kind and compassionate heart and I am always amazed at the tender care and love which you continually show me.It gladdens my heart to know that I can always count on you. Above all,God watched over you and ensured that you never had terrible days by way of any kind of accident or illness.Thank you for taking such great care of yourself and as I had informed you,God will surely reward you accordingly.Therefore,do not be discouraged while working patiently towards the successful conclusion of this challenges,for it is God's intention that you do what you are doing.HE has bestowed you with a wonderful gift and you have so much to offer the world.At the moment,this may not sound entirely adequate to you but I can tell you that I am able to recognize this and know that you are truly gifted.You are a wonderful and special woman and I thank God for making you mine.I pray that today becomes an even greater success and that everything works out and according to your schedules.

Sweetheart,you do know that not a second goes by that I do not think about you.The thoughts of you consume me all the time.When I thought of you being in the shower,well,you know what the outcome is and all my thoughts were just the two us being in the shower together and making passionate love.I thought of how we will hold each other,kissing and exploring every bit of our bodies.Indeed,we had been put through quite a test but we will receive our ultimate price of being with one another.James 1:2-4"Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything."In view of this,if we read carefully and understand the above scripture,we will know that after every trial comes joy.We will never lack anything.Therefore,whatever the situation may be,it is vital that we keep faith and endure.

Sweetheart,as I had informed you previously,do know that my resources are depleted.I am doing my very best to manage the little resources which I have at the moment.However,I am coping well enough and doing my very best to stay strong for you as you are doing for me.Therefore whatever assistance that you can manage and as concerns this will be alright.I completely understand the immense efforts which you are making and how difficult it is for you at the moment,considering all the responsibilities which you have presently.Do understand that as soon as these issues are sorted out and arriving at your location,we will celebrate without measure,It saddens me that you are going through so much and trying your very best to cope as well as handle it as well as you can.However,God is with you and will see you through it all.My prayer sessions are not done at a church but are some hours which I personally dedicate to God,reading the scriptures and praying by myself. I am hopeful that the funds you are expecting will go through quickly so that I can sort out this deal and come back to you.

Well, I have to try and forget this issues at the moment. You do understand that at times,love is an emotion that cannot be explained.My feelings for you are such that I am unable to explain them as much as I try.On the other hand,I have never had such a feeling that is so right and that is what is important.When I close my eyes,I see you,feel you,taste you and hear your sweet voice saying,"I love you" in my ear.They are the three words that send a warm tingle in my heart and the rest of my body.You are my true love and I had give you the world if I could.I love and miss you so much.We will overcome all challenges and our love will eventually prevail.

It is my intention to believe that you woke to a glorious day and it will be nothing but pleasant for you as you rest tonight.Do go about your night rest knowing that you are loved by me.Above all,be blessed today so as to see the love of God all around you.

Loving you always
Your husband
Alpedro

Letter 33

Good morning My love. I hope you had a great night rest. Just checked my mail to know if you had written me again after my last email last night. I guess you are still very busy and have not had time to read your mail. I really do not want to sound unreasonable because of your present financial stress. But Please let me know if you can spay any amount for me when you receive your salary. Please let me know and do not do any deposit without my confirmation to avoid the repeat of what happened last month.

Loving you always
Your husband
Alpedro

Letter 34

Dear Dawn

I have decided to write this letter because I have come to the conclusion within my heart that I owe it to you. Reading your short email, please note that you are not under any obligation to write me anymore if you do not want to. I was very very tired last night when I got back to the room but because I was very tired and promised you that you will surely read from me last night, and thinking you understand my heart and feelings towards you, I decided that I should forward to you the same email I wrote you earlier and probably today then, I will have time to write you a proper email.I perplexed about your recent and shock mail to me. I feel bad because I asked you for money again without knowing you were thinking about me. I am not interested in your money but rather the heart. I must confess that your recent mail really hurts me although you tried to be mild in telling me what you think. How could you consider my believe in you as a possible game? This is the highest discredit I have ever experienced in my entire life. But I honestly understand the need. However, I wish to thank you for your e-mail which I find reasonable in its entirety as well as understanding your concerns since we have not met each other. Obviously, we are all aware of the various activities which are continually destroying the genuine intentions of emotional and business relationships of honest men and women of this generation. On the other hand, I am appalled by the fact that you could considered my intentions towards you as a possibility of a game or joke. How could you ever write this to me when all I have been thinking is how to involve you in my life and business so that we could work together as partners, as if I chose to travel for pleasure. I have the very best of intention in expressing what I felt about you although I have not seen you face to face. That I express myself to you is a sign that I have come to accept you in my life. Being religious has nothing to do with how I express myself to you. No one has ever opened up and told me her history like you did telling me everything that happened in your life. I feel very bad that you could treat me with such discredit. I do not need your money and would not want you take a swing of your hard earned money. I would not have been upset but not just because I am facing little challenges and told you about it does not make me a begger. Please keep your money. It hurts me that you will associate me with such a discredit and thoughts. I don’t know what else or rather how honest someone could be to me if you think that it was not enough to trust and believe in you. You know that I was not embarking on this trip for a joke neither am I here right here in Madrid for pleasure. I have been extremely busy trying to see what I could do for myself even without you. It was impromptu and there was nothing I could do. If I had a choice, I would have not informed you especially under such circumstances. It is an urgent business call that needed my swift attention. I will curse the day I will wake up and I think evil against anyone. I know things that happen these days’ gives someone reasons to wonder. But I have every reason to love you and commit myself to you. All I seek was only that one woman that will love me for whom I am. How could you hurt me like this by associating me with possibility of a Joke after everything I shared with you? That I forwarded you the same email I wrote you earlier does not make me a lesser me. In most of your letters to me, You had copied and extracted some thoughts and writings from various romance extracts and write up, but I never judged you because I do understand that that is the only way you wish me to understand how you fee about me. And if I can understand that, why was it it difficult for you to understand if the message I was trying to pass to you portrays the love I have for you. Why are you judging me when I never judged you? I have even tried to spend the last penny I have to call you from a public phone yet you chose not to answer my calls anymore.

I told you why I chose the internet as a means of finding my soul mate. We are all aware of the potential dangers’ posing on the world today but that doesn’t mean that everyone is the same. There are still honest individuals just like you who sincerely seek for certain things and honest relationships in their lives. This is absolute embarrassment to my reputation. If I had business difficulty and told you about it, was it not what I was supposed to do? What did I do wrong? Did I offend you by loving you? Or letting you know everything that happens daily in my life. I thought we promised each other to be open and honest no matter the circumstances. How could you ever suddenly start to norture negatives thoughts about me? and that my heart which I usually pour down to you may not have meant anything to you. So it has been a game to you all along? Yes, I have tight financial challanges right now for my diamonds which I have been making contact to try and borrow some money from friends and well wishers. Was I wrong in letting you know as my lover and partner in love? Before I told you about the challenges I was having in my business, remember it was you who asked me that I should always be honest to you and that I should share everything that is happening in my life with you and that I should not hold back. I never intended to tell you if you were not important to me. I was trying to be honest to you to ensure that you know everything that was happening in my life no matter how good or bad it was. That’s how good friends are always at all times. I do not have to choose what I share with you and what I should not share with you. If suggesting for financial assistance was the wrong I did, please I beg you in the name of God that I serve to ignore that I even told you about my challenges. I do not need you to sort out myself. I only informed you because you made me understand that you will listen and share in my problems. Sometimes in business you encounter challenges that are more than you can handle but never impossible for you to come out from. Although sorrow may endure for the night but joy certainly will come in the morning. I have been alone for a very long time as a widower, that’s was why I put all my thoughts on you on meeting you. Do you know the stress I have to go through just because of these recent difficulties? I think I will have to blame myself for thinking about you all the time since I met you and sharing my problems with you. What can a lonely heart do? Getting to the point I think of you often. If you do not want me or have doubts all along, why did you not just do me the courtesy of asking me to move on with my life and never bore you with my love or problems. That I am experiencing stagnancy or difficulty in my business at this moment does not make me poor or a pauper. That I am trying to get my stones out from the Mine Owners to avoid them selling to other buyers does not make me a wretched man. Have you never seen even billionaires that once in a while encounter difficulties in their businesses? In my case, no tragedy has befallen me. My only difficulty was that quantity found was more than I had budgeted and it is really a good deal. Does this make me a wretched man or beggar? I have worked all my life to get to where I am in business and not even evil wishes from anybody can pull me down. I may have needs for assistance but definitely without you, I can solve my problems. It might only take time. It is more painful that you misunderstood my concerns towards you. While I have trusted you with all my heart without even seeing you. Don’t you think I should be the one that should be concerned as a man? When I say we have been through some ups and downs, I meant in our individual lives. With what we shared with each other in our past relationship and how it all ended, do you still feel that we have not encountered both positive and negative experiences as individuals in our separate lives and previous relationship? What an insult to me? Why do you deliberate hurt me after making myself vulnerable and open to you? Do you know the pains and time it always took me to write a letter to you? Why have you deliberately add more stress to my situation? I took pain to write you and all I get is this?

I don’t know if I should cry or not after reading your mail. You are the first woman I opened my heart for almost 3 years my wife passed away. You have discredited my personality and my intentions towards you with your recent thoughts towards me. I am not a stupid man. Apart from the fact that I am going through lots of stress right now, I still have you in mind. I want you to know that I am not a hungry man and not desperate. I am only a man looking for my soul mate. This is painful to me. I hold nothing against you but I appreciate the fact that you were honest to me at least to inform me of your thoughts. This is my first and only online dating attempt I have ever made in my entire life. And since I met you, I honestly do not know what this was all about. If you are full of doubts about me, Why don’t you stop than leading me this far and hurting me so badly. Did I do anything wrong by loving your personality and trusting my instinct that you will be a perfect woman to love and take care of me for the rest of my life? If you were in difficulty, don’t you know that I would be the first to come to your rescue considering how we have fallen in love with each other? I remembered couple of women that were interested in me but I declined because I felt that I have got you and I am satisfied so far with you.

I already gave in my 100% to this relationship believing that God's hand was in it. I am so hurt by this. If trusting and believing in you was such a bad idea to you, It them means that you do not even understand the kind of person I am.. I thought we had something going on between us. Why would you entertain such a thought towards me? I have been honest to you and there is nothing about me that I have not opened up to you. I don’t know what else to prove to you. I came on the site to find love and I did not have you in mind before registering with the site. If by God’s Grace we happen to find each other, I have no regrets. You have made me so happy in this couple of weeks and that was all I wanted. Thinking about you gave me hope. I felt something special between us. I never knew I would be hurt like this. I am praying that I will get through this. I loved you with all my heart in faith despite the fact that I have not seen you. As a Christian, Faith is the yardstick for which we can work closely with God. We have not seen God but we all believe and trust in HIM. It is in the same faith that I have trusted you. I was willing to go extra miles for you just to ensure that the desires of our heart were satisfied. But right now, I really feel terrible. If only I'd find the peace to get over this. I never knew that you will even think of me this way after everything I have shared with you. We shared our minds, hearts, and souls with each other. We shared a feeling so deep that simply cannot be put into words. Why are you adding this emotional pain to me regardless of the stress I am going through already with my business?

What I had in my heart for you was what I sometimes could not understand. To you it is a very simple issue but to me, I doubt if you trust me even a little bit for you to even believe that I can hurt you. People say that time heals everything. But the truth is this is much for me to bear. I still cry as I write this mail because I cannot help it. I want to stop but I don’t know how, and I still wish that you were here with me and I will look at your face to tell you how I feel right now. I hope and pray that I get over this. The first thing I do whenever I have a little time is run to the computer to check my email to know if you have written because I long to read from you. What did I get in return? This? I loved you and wanted us to have the best of life. I never knew loving someone could hurt this bad. This has hurt me in ways we promised we never would. I can always forget about everything. My intent was to meet you one on one when I return to share our minds in person and determine where this is going.

I really don’t know what to say to you. I gave you my heart and trust. I was ready to embark on a journey with you because I already gave you all my heart and soul. I want you to know that God also have a way of telling us things that we ordinary cannot hear. Yes, I can see that you are doubtful about me and that has really hurt me. I do not want to be a burden to you and I do wish that you will find what you are looking for. I can see doubts in you about me. I would rather suggest that maybe you will find a better person than me. I do regret this but I think that’s what’s best for both of us. This idea of meeting someone you cannot really see maybe is not in you and you think it is impossible while many people I knew had met their soulmates through the same online means. I will advise that you search around what you can see around you and God will bring the person to you. I must commend that I have been very happy ever since I know you. When I read your letters, I feel alive. You brought to me a happiness that no one else ever could in a very long time. You brought to me a love I have never known. I could not imagine what my life became after I met you. You touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend. I would have loved being with you and I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. I meant every word of it.

Every day I woke up thanking God for you. You have given me so much to hope for, If I don’t find the happiness I seek in you, Maybe there is someone else out there that will accept me for who I am and I don't know if I will be able try again. You have been my guiding light in this few weeks. You have been my comforter and hope. You were my rock. Sometimes I felt lost and out of touch, but when I remembered you're there, I feel safe. Your letters soothes me. I could sit here and try to tell you just how I feel, but I can't find the words other than I am ecstatic we met and have loved for us to get together after all we've gone through in our individual lives.

Please be assured that I will not stop loving you. I will love and remember you. All I wanted you to do is to show me how much you cared about me. I want to tell you that what I feel for you will be undying. It is a feeling that is strong and enduring and will stand the test of time. I truly feel blessed that you once became a part of my life, and I couldn’t wait for the day that we can join our lives together. I wanted to lie next to you at night and fall asleep in your arms. I wanted to wake to your beautiful smile. I wanted to share in your joys and sorrows. I wanted to be you’re everything, because you were everything to me.

I promise to always love you and always hold you in my heart. I will always be here for you if ever you need me, and I will always remember you no matter what life brings us. You were my soul mate, and I vow to have you in mind despite everything. Take care of yourself always. Let me try and concentrate on how to raise the required amount needed for me to sort out my merchandise.

God continue to bless and increase you in every way you desire
Alpedro

Letter 35

My dearest wife

A very pleasant evening to you at your end and do understand that at each and every opportunity that is afforded me,I will ensure to have an email sent to you.Therefore,do bear with me if I am unable to do this for all I want is your happiness.Be assured that upon being together with you,every morning as we wake,I will always give you a good morning kiss and once we are up,the first thing that we will do is to say our morning prayers.We will build a harmonious family and God will be at the center.I hope that you had a fulfilled day even after I spoke to you this afternoon and refreshed for the challenges of the day.On my part,I am well with thoughts of you on my mind.I am missing you so very much,my love.Be further assured that I will always comfort you and give you strength on days when you may not be feeling great.We will have and give each other strength and encouragement for we are one.I am a part of you as you are of me,together we make each other whole.

Letter 36

My dearest wife

A very pleasant day to you at your end and do understand that at each and every opportunity that is afforded me,I will ensure to have an email sent to you.Therefore,do bear with me if I am unable to do this for all I want is your happiness.Be assured that upon being together with you,every morning as we wake,I will always give you a good morning kiss and once we are up,the first thing that we will do is to say our morning prayers.We will build a harmonious family and God will be at the center.I hope that you slept well and woke refreshed for the challenges of the day.On my part,I slept well with thoughts of you on my mind.I am missing you so very much,my love.Be further assured that I will always comfort you and give you strength on days when you may not be feeling great.We will have and give each other strength and encouragement for we are one.I am a part of you as you are of me,together we make each other whole.
I know it has been very difficult for both of us during these months being committed together especially when you are away from me and I am from you.I love you so very much and I have been thinking how I will be able to avoid not letting you out of my sight for a second upon being with you when all these trials are over.At the moment,I have not resolved this issue and have no idea of any coping skill to employ.On the other hand,I am giving a serious thought to the issue you raised.It is obvious that you sweetheart, are the best for me.You,my love are my new family,a family which includes just both of us and our kids. In our family,we will endeavor and work hard at making our children the center of attention,no matter what.We will do our best to give them the adequate family that they rightly deserve.Above all,we will place all things in God's hands so that HE will lead and direct.

I know it has been very difficult for both of us during these months being committed together especially when you are away from me and I am from you.I love you so very much and I have been thinking how I will be able to avoid not letting you out of my sight for a second upon being with you when all these trials are over.At the moment,I have not resolved this issue and have no idea of any coping skill to employ.It is obvious that you sweetheart, are the best for me.You,my love are my new family,a family which includes just both of us.Above all,we will place all things in God's hands so that HE will lead and direct.

Thank you for sharing your thoughts with me,indeed,nothing is impossible with God.If we truly believe in God then there is no need for us to doubt about anything,rather,we are to have deep rooted faith in HIM,knowing that HE loves us and will always lead and guide us through anything.Romans 14:23 says,"But he who doubts is condemned if he eats, because he does not eat from faith; for whatever is not from faith is sin."John 20: 28-29-"And Thomas answered and said to Him, “My Lord and my God!” Jesus said to him, “Thomas, because you have seen Me, you have believed. Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.”Romans 4:20-"No unbelief or distrust made him waver concerning the promise of God, but he grew strong and was empowered by faith as he gave praise and glory to God." 1 Peter 1:2-"according to the foreknowledge of God the Father, by the sanctifying work of the Spirit, that you may obey Jesus Christ and be sprinkled with His blood: May grace and peace be yours in fullest measure." However,we are at times bound by those tendencies which make us human but it is so vital that we trust and believe God wholeheartedly.

Thank you for sharing your problems and thoughts with me,indeed,nothing is impossible with God.If we truly believe in God then there is no need for us to doubt about anything,rather,we are to have deep rooted faith in HIM,knowing that HE loves us and will always lead and guide us through anything.Romans 14:23 says,"But he who doubts is condemned if he eats, because he does not eat from faith; for whatever is not from faith is sin."John 20: 28-29-"And Thomas answered and said to Him, “My Lord and my God!” Jesus said to him, “Thomas, because you have seen Me, you have believed. Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed.”Romans 4:20-"No unbelief or distrust made him waver concerning the promise of God, but he grew strong and was empowered by faith as he gave praise and glory to God." 1 Peter 1:2-"according to the foreknowledge of God the Father, by the sanctifying work of the Spirit, that you may obey Jesus Christ and be sprinkled with His blood: May grace and peace be yours in fullest measure." However,we are at times bound by those tendencies which make us human but it is so vital that we trust and believe God wholeheartedly

My love,you have such a kind and compassionate heart and I am always amazed at the tender care and love which you continually show me.It gladdens my heart to know that I can always count on you. Above all,God watched over you and ensured that you never had terrible days by way of any kind of accident or illness.Thank you for taking such great care of yourself and as I had informed you,God will surely reward you accordingly.Therefore,do not be discouraged while working patiently towards the successful conclusion of this challenges,for it is God's intention that you do what you are doing.HE has bestowed you with a wonderful gift and you have so much to offer the world.At the moment,this may not sound entirely adequate to you but I can tell you that I am able to recognize this and know that you are truly gifted.You are a wonderful and special woman and I thank God for making you mine.I pray that today becomes an even greater success and that everything works out and according to your schedules.

My love,you have such a kind and compassionate heart and I am always amazed at the tender care and love which you continually show me irrespective of your challenges.It gladdens my heart to know that I can always count on you. Above all,God watched over you and ensured that you never had terrible days by way of any kind of accident or illness.Thank you for taking such great care of yourself and as I had informed you,God will surely reward you accordingly.Therefore,do not be discouraged while working patiently towards the successful conclusion of these challenges,for it is God's intention that you do what you are doing.HE has bestowed you with a wonderful gift and you have so much to offer the world.At the moment,this may not sound entirely adequate to you but I can tell you that I am able to recognize this and know that you are truly gifted.You are a wonderful and special woman and I thank God for making you mine.I pray that today becomes an even greater success and that everything works out and according to your schedules.
Sweetheart,you do know that not a second goes by that I do not think about you.The thoughts of you consume me all the time.When I thought of you being in the shower,well,you know what the outcome is and all my thoughts were just the two us being in the shower together and making passionate love.I thought of how we will hold each other,kissing and exploring every bit of our bodies.Indeed,we had been put through quite a test but we will receive our ultimate price of being with one another.James 1:2-4"Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything."In view of this,if we read carefully and understand the above scripture,we will know that after every trial comes joy.We will never lack anything.Therefore,whatever the situation may be,it is vital that we keep faith and endure.

On a lighter note,sweetheart,you do know that not a second goes by that I do not think about you.The thoughts of you consume me all the time.When I thought of you being in the shower,well,you know what the outcome is and all my thoughts were just the two us being in the shower together and making passionate love.I thought of how we will hold each other,kissing and exploring every bit of our bodies.Indeed,we had been put through quite a test but we will receive our ultimate price of being with one another.James 1:2-4"Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything."In view of this,if we read carefully and understand the above scripture,we will know that after every trial comes joy.We will never lack anything.Therefore,whatever the situation may be,it is vital that we keep faith and endure.

Sweetheart,as I had informed you previously,do know that my resources are depleted.I am doing my very best to manage the little resources which I have at the moment.However,I am coping well enough and doing my very best to stay strong for you as you are doing for me.Therefore whatever assistance that you can manage and as concerns this will be alright.I completely understand the immense efforts which you are making and how difficult it is for you at the moment,considering all the responsibilities which you have presently.Do understand that as soon as these issues are sorted out and arriving at your location,we will celebrate without measure,It saddens me that you are going through so much and trying your very best to cope as well as handle it as well as you can.However,God is with you and will see you through it all.My prayer sessions are not done at a church but are some hours which I personally dedicate to God,reading the scriptures and praying by myself. I am hopeful that the funds you are expecting will go through quickly so that I can sort out this deal and come back to you.

Sweetheart,as I had informed you previously,do know that my resources are depleted until I conclude this deal.However,I am coping well enough and doing my very best.Therefore whatever decision that you can manage and as concerns this will be alright.I completely understand the immense efforts which you are making and how difficult it is for you at the moment,considering all the responsibilities which you have presently.Do understand that as soon as these issues are sorted out and arriving at your location,we will celebrate without measure,It saddens me that you are going through so much and trying your very best to cope as well as handle it as well as you can.However,God is with you and will see you through it all.My prayer sessions are not done at a church but are some hours which I personally dedicate to God,reading the scriptures and praying by myself

Well, I have to try and forget this issues at the moment. You do understand that at times,love is an emotion that cannot be explained.My feelings for you are such that I am unable to explain them as much as I try.On the other hand,I have never had such a feeling that is so right and that is what is important.When I close my eyes,I see you,feel you,taste you and hear your sweet voice saying,"I love you" in my ear.They are the three words that send a warm tingle in my heart and the rest of my body.You are my true love and I had give you the world if I could.I love and miss you so much.We will overcome all challenges and our love will eventually prevail.

Well, I have to try and forget this issues at the moment. You do understand that at times,love is an emotion that cannot be explained.My feelings for you are such that I am unable to explain them as much as I try.On the other hand,I have never had such a feeling that is so right and that is what is important.When I close my eyes,I see you,feel you,taste you and hear your sweet voice saying,"I love you" in my ear.They are the three words that send a warm tingle in my heart and the rest of my body.You are my true love and I had give you the world if I could.I love and miss you so much.We will overcome all challenges and our love will eventually prevail

It is my intention to believe that you woke to a glorious day and it will be nothing but pleasant for you as you rest tonight.Do go about your night rest knowing that you are loved by me.Above all,be blessed today so as to see the love of God all around you.

It is my intention to believe that you woke to a glorious day and it will be nothing but pleasant for you.Do go about your day knowing that you are loved by me.Above all,be blessed today so as to see the love of God all around you.

Loving you always
Your husband
Alpedro

Letter 37

My dearest wife

Hope you are had a restful evening at your end. How have you been able to cope with the present situation? I have been praying for you on a daily basis as that is the least I could at this moment while we wait for our expectation to be complete.

I pray that you are somehow having a wonderful night rest these days and making the best of it.I have read your email and did understand from it why your spirit had been low especially with the financial challenges I am still not in position to access internet or come online but had to try today to check if you had written me and then respond to your mails. In view of this,I wish to share with you the following scriptures and know that God knows all things and definitely has a reason for allowing things to happen the way they do.It is of course hard when you loose and incapable of footing your monthly bills ,you have every right to feel the way you do about the whole situation.However,I am greatly saddened by my inability to be with you and comfort you physically.But I do want you to know that I am always with you as is my love.You came into my life and moved my soul.I am always with you in all ways and your pain,loss is also mine. The fact remain that above all,God is with us,my love.Psalm 30:5,"Weeping may remain for a night, but rejoicing comes in the morning."Psalm 34:18,"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit."Psalm 71:20-21
"Though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter, you will restore my life again; from the depths of the earth you will again bring me up.You will increase my honor and comfort me once again."

Isaiah 51:3,"The LORD will surely comfort Zion and will look with compassion on all her ruins;he will make her deserts like Eden,her wastelands like the garden of the LORD.Joy and gladness will be found in her,thanksgiving and the sound of singing.

Isaiah 54:10,Though the mountains be shaken and the hills be removed, yet my unfailing love for you will not be shaken nor my covenant of peace be removed,says the LORD, who has compassion on you.

Isaiah 66:12-14,For this is what the LORD says: I will extend peace to her like a river,and the wealth of nations like a flooding stream;you will nurse and be carried on her arm and dandled on her knees.As a mother comforts her child,so will I comfort you;and you will be comforted over Jerusalem.When you see this, your heart will rejoice and you will flourish like grass;the hand of the LORD will be made known to his servants,but his fury will be shown to his foes.

Lamentations 3:31-33,For men are not cast off by the Lord forever.Though he brings grief, he will show compassion, so great is his unfailing love.For he does not willingly bring affliction or grief to the children of men.

Romans 8:31-39,What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us? He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things? Who will bring any charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies. Who is he that condemns? Christ Jesus, who died—more than that, who was raised to life—is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us. Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? As it is written: " For your sake we face death all day long; we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered." No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Sweetheart,it is a good thing that I have been able to encourage you prayerfully and overcame the devil by going deeper to God.The word of God is comfort and for while, you have been sad as a result of your finances and me suffering all forms of hardship,know that soon it will be the time for joy.I hope that by sharing with you these scriptures,you will find further comfort and the strength to understand that there is no more need for sadness.In view of this,I wish to finally share with you this scripture,Revelation 21:4,He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.My love,do not be saddened anymore and let your heart not be troubled.

When I came out this morning, I felt in my spirit that you love me so dearly. I know it must had been hard for you as it was for me.My love,I have only one happiness in life,it is to love you and be loved by you.A part of you has grown in me and so you see,it is you and me together forever and never apart,maybe in this distance,but never in heart. Part of the reasons I wanted to speak with you over the phone was the fact that I desperately need to send R8000 in South Africa and was believing that you could assist me immediately. Please let me know if you can so I can tell you who to give the money.

I will be here. I hope to read from you soon. I would have called but I do not have enough money for international calls.

Loving you always
Your Husband
Alpedro

Letter 38

Hello My love

I hope you are having a great evening. Please accept my apology for not have written you. I have been having difficulties affording internet access since I do not have any money on me. Please do bear with me and know that I will always write you if I could.

I want you to know I love and miss you so very much. i do wish this will go away so I could be back to your arms for you to spoil me as much as would want to.

Loving you always.

Alpedro

 

   

   

Created: 2013-08-13    Last updated: 2013-08-13    Views: 29