My darling Chantal,
I did enjoy our conversation. You are already a part of me and you do have a glorious voice that I like so much.
Yes the line was a mess but I am glad I got a chance to talk to you. I tried to call back but no luck. I will try later.
I have just woken up in the middle of the night and I just want to write you a letter before I continue arranging the slides for my presentation later.
The presentation is about Human resources and developments.
Yes I want us to spend some time together my darling and I don't think it's pressure in anyway. I just cant stop pouring out my feelings to you.
I try to put this feeling into words, As time continue to pass, my feelings for you continues to grow for you my Lovely. I would like to meet your family and the wedding could be a good way to meet them and connect with them. I have no close friends or relatives and definitely I wish and hope they would accept me. So it is also not easy for me too.
I was thinking so much about earlier today, when I am going to meet you.
I am getting butterflies in my stomach just at the thought of meeting you... holding you... pulling you closer to me and kissing you.
I have no other words to describe the way you make me feel. No words!
I feel so happy when I get message from you.
I will be the most outstanding man in your life. When I say you and me - I mean the happier we are in our little world (everything that surrounds you).
You make me feel alive. You bring to me a happiness that no one else ever could.
You have touched my heart in ways i never have felt before.
Now you have become my guiding light and my comforter. I could sit here and try to tell you just how I feel, but I can't find the words... all i know is I want to be with You.
Honey, i want you to know that the feelings i have for you is a feeling that is strong and enduring and will stand the test of time.
I truly feel blessed that you have become a part of my life, and I cannot wait for the day that we can join our lives together. I want to lay next to you at night and make you fall asleep in my arms.
I will stop for now and then round up with the slides for the presentation.
I send you hugs and kisses.
Chantal, first of all, I didn't say to you that I arrived, I said I arrived in Heathrow (UK) which is my first stop over. I arrived Istanbul safely just this morning Istanbul hour. At first the weather was like a 1000 hair dryers blowing on you, with some people throwing hand-fulls of fine sand at you and then it slowly adjusted.
I hired a translator and he was at the airport to receive me.
I have changed hotels 3 times and have just settled in this evening. Now I have internet and I can email you.
The hotel room I paid for had some amendments to be done and even though the management offered me a 20% refund and a single deluxe room, I just couldn't take it because it was not up to standard. So I took my money and I had to get a new room.
Listen Chantal, I cannot always be by my phone 24/7 just as you cannot always be by your phone. I have called you several times and you did not answer but I never complained but if you call me and I don't answer, then you complain, what is that? And yes I was having a bath when you called plus my phone was off. It is different thing if my phone was ringing and I didn't pick up but my phone was off. I did not go on cougarlife.com. I only went there now and yes I took off my pictures yesterday and not today.
Please if all I do is make you sad and we haven't even met please let us slow down, think about it. I am a man that DISLIKES stress and drama.
What are you feeling down for? I had to travel for a 3 weeks trip, my phone was off and you are upset? My goodness, that is crazy!!!
Okay it would take a miracle to make it work. Good.
Take care then.
Ok darling but what's the matter? What sort of appointment do you have at the doctor's... I am worried about you my darling.
I send you hugs and kisses.
Do you like it?
Baby don't speak so much to the girls before they start to bring up different expectations. Did you receive the Teddy bear also baby?
I love you
Hello my darling Chantal.
I have just returned from the construction site. It had been a hectic day even though it is the early stage of the project.
It is good to know you can have some time off.
I daydream about you a lot. I believe that our love is blessed, It is a union of two spirits destined for everlasting happiness. You have truly become the star of my life, the reason I live, the reason I breath. You give me joy to live, the peace of mind that comes from sharing and caring, and that shoulder to lean on in times of stress.
I will hold you all my life, it's my promise. I want to show you how very big my love is for you - everyday, every night, every time, all my life. I love you!
I never thought that I could find the kind of happiness and love that I have found with you. You are a dream come true and I'm really glad that fate brought us together.
You mean everything to me And I know that with every day we are together, the love just gets stronger and stronger.
I will have a shower now, a quick sandwich and call you afterwards.
Yes I want you to come over. I also said in my letter that: "it is good you get some time off"
Why will I say that if I don't want you to come??
My darling Chantal,
I have just returned from yet another hectic day.
I am feeling so down today and tomorrow I will see the doctor by 9am. I want to be with you now and forever.
I miss you so much, I wish you are here to hold me and kiss me, I wish you are here to pamper me but I can feel your love from the distance in between us. I am strong for us and I can't wait to be with you finally my love. The single thought of you, gives me this sudden urge to be with you and to enjoy the sweetness of your soft skin and your exhilarating odors. I mean, the smell of your breath and the exciting aromas harbored between your beautiful, gorgeous tights. I want you with me as soon as possible. I have so much imaginations. I want to kiss you starting with the back of your neck, only to stop at the precise moment when you hold my head, keeping me from reaching your knees. I adore you. I want to be with you and celebrate you presence with simple caresses; the kind of caresses that would go unnoticed if they were done in the middle of the street, in broad day light, but gain a different meaning and dimension when they are done by the candle light or in the semi-darkness of the bedroom. I want you at all times.
I am feeling so weak but I will get a shower and give you a goodnight kiss as always.
I love you.
Thanks hun, yes the pressure is just too much. I am laying on the bed while watching soccer.
Take good care my love.
Hugs and kisses
I have just returned about five minutes ago and first thing I did was to go straight to my email.
The technicians are not yet done fixing the Cranes but there's been huge progress. I am glad I had to contact the specialist and they brought in their own technician. Yes it costed me more but at least they got the job done.
Honestly I don't think I would ever return to this country again for whatsoever reason. Right after I leave here, every single thing about Turkey would be done and dusted. I don't mean to sound pissed or frustrated my darling but this set of workers are the worst set I have ever had in my 10 years working experience. It is my first time here.
I was suppose to supervise a project in Singapore but I turned that down and decided to take the offer here because I have never supervise or sold a design to a Turkish contractor and I thought it would help in boosting my career based on experience. Well, I can't deny it has but the experience is definitely not worth it.
It is chaos here my love. All I have is you. Your body lightens up mine. I want to smell all the pours of your skin, as if you were a garden in bloom and my lips had taken the shape of a hummingbird. My darling, loved and adored one, I miss you so much. In your body, I want to sense the smell of nature, like the force and the energy you can sense in the woods after summer rain.
I have visions of you on top of me, riding me, making you moan with please in the most passionate way. I will keep you safe in my arms.
You are my life. I can't imagine my life without you in it.
I love you so much.
Love of my life,
I got admitted in the hospital and I am here now for the 2nd night.
I am sorry I have not contacted you but I was rushed directly into the emergency Intensive care Unit.
I was throwing up a lot and I became unconscious... I must have lost a lot of body nutrients. I was rushed to the emergency section by my translator. I took medication and meal through the aid of IV. I only started recovering this morning in which my translator brought my computer and I just connected to the wireless now to see your lovely letters. The doctor said that my illness is somewhat serious and are symptoms of pneumonia. He put me on celltep and steroid medication for my blood pressure.
He said asides the steroid medication I could have an antiviral medication and hope it doesn't complicate my current treatment within one week because it cannot be predicted with certainty.
I have sudden weak of the bone and the chronic lung which made me use oxygen mask. I am also using the pulmicort inhalator. I don't have asthma or diabetes mellitus. The complications could tend to cause by virus affecting my lung.
I have also had exhaustion and this has caused shortness of breath the feeling that it is hard to draw air into my lungs or breath it out.
My Love I want you to know that I will be fine and I probably might be having an operation if it doesn't go well.
I just wish you are with me but I can feel your love with me daily and assuring me that everything will be okay.
I feel you in my pillow, my sheets, my blanket, rubbing around my skin.
You are the most beautiful thing that ever happened to me is to be part of you and
your daily life. I would climb mountains just to hold your hands.
we are two special persons, sweet and loving but strong and willing, for
passion and true love our two hearts become one, to live a special life in eternity, in that special world, JUST YOU AND ME.
I honestly desire you, I honestly love you!
Created: 2013-05-24 Last updated: 2013-05-24 Views: 14