My Love Cass,
You are probably going to work now or maybe you are at work.
I am a lunch break and I am taking time to write you as always. You are special to me. You are my everything.
The project is very tough my darling. We are still trying to repair the cranes.
I see you had a rough and scary day yesterday. It sounds disastrous but it is good you had your friend with you. It must have been a long drive as well. Please take care always.
How are you feeling today?
I miss you, you are already my heart and I really want to be with you. I can't wait to be with you.
I know Having you close by makes me feel capable of walking all the paths life puts before me, for there’s no evil that can resist a heart filled with love and inflated with the optimism and hope only a great love can bring.
I know that all tracks I walk by your side will be good ones. I know that all steps I take next to you will be the right ones towards absolute happiness.
You make me look at the future with the certainty that happiness is possible and that we should not fear any obstacles because we will always find a way out of any difficulties if we keep our hearts filled with love, a love that means solidarity, companionship and faith in life. You convince me of that. That and a lot more, because there’s nothing better in the world than to feel loved and wanted…
Take this letter as a confirmation of the immense love I feel for you and for your noble spirit, strength, feelings and beauty that are kept in their essence.
I am thinking of you always. I am sending you lots of hugs and kisses.
I have to go back now.
I am not copying any blog.
Yet another long day but with thoughts of you every single minute of the hour.
We still have trouble fixing the cranes... The technician bought the wrong parts and had to change it but the dealer refused to accept it because it was opened. How careless is that. These set of men I work with frustrates me a lot but I slap them in the face with patience. Thats the best way to handle them.
I miss you a lot today my darling. The pressure was just too much at the construction site.
Anyways, hopefully by tomorrow we will be done with fixing the cranes.
I will get some rest now.
Hello my darling,
I have just returned from the construction site. I was throwing up a lot today at the construction site but the laborers tend to care less. I am feeling so down today and tomorrow I will see the doctor by 9am. I want to be with you now and forever.
I miss you so much, I wish you are here to hold me and kiss me, I wish you are here to pamper me but I can feel your love from the distance in between us. I am strong for us and I can't wait to be with you finally my love. The single thought of you, gives me this sudden urge to be with you and to enjoy the sweetness of your soft skin and your exhilarating odors. I mean, the smell of your breath and the exciting aromas harbored between your beautiful, gorgeous tights. I want you with me as soon as possible. I have so much imaginations. I want to kiss you starting with the back of your neck, only to stop at the precise moment when you hold my head, keeping me from reaching your knees. I adore you. I want to be with you and celebrate you presence with simple caresses; the kind of caresses that would go unnoticed if they were done in the middle of the street, in broad day light, but gain a different meaning and dimension when they are done by the candle light or in the semi-darkness of the bedroom. I want you at all times. Sometimes I wish I could have you glued to me, well kept in my body like a tattoo or a piercing. I would like to feel you very close to my skin, making my hair stand on end at every hours of the day, as if I could feel the warm breeze of the sea.
I want you more and more. I often have erotic memories of you.
your body lightens up mine. I want to smell all the pours of your skin, as if you were a garden in bloom and my lips had taken the shape of a hummingbird. My darling, loved and adored one, I miss you so much. In your body, I want to sense the smell of nature, like the force and the energy you can sense in the woods after summer rain.
I have visions of you on top of me, riding me, making you moan with please in the most passionate way. I will keep you safe in my arms.
You are my life. I can't imagine my life without you in it.
I love you so much.
I have just returned from work and yet another hectic and rough day.
It is always difficult to tolerate this laborers and it is starting to take a toll on my health.
Thank you for your email explanation. I am sorry to hear about your previous relationships gone sour and plus how your step-father's behavior It's a pity you didn't grow up with love around you but I think this had made you the strong woman you are today.
But please do not lie to me in anyway because it is something I would never tolerate.
You are attractive to me and if you could remember in my email I sent you on badoo.com, I told you that the inner beauty is what matters the most to me.
Yes I get crazy offers from women and I even get stalked but I never let this affect my life in anyway. I like you for who you are but when you confessed to me that you sent me someone else's vagina picture, I was actually mad at myself, and when I confronted you about you, you gave a vague answer saying: lol, but it looks like my pussy. ??? And it was more irritating because I never asked you to send but you felt you had to do it. I prefer to talk about issues so it could b clear instead of lies or pretends. Anyway, it was good you later said you are sorry. Just please don't lie to me, it is something I do not tolerate.
I do like you a lot and you know that. I follow my intuition and I want us to focus on a true and honest relationship based on the foundation of Trust and Desire. We are both mature and we both have our past experience in which made us who we are today.
Even now, I’m finding it difficult to write down everything you have given me. How can I begin to write down the love I have known? So let me describe the gift you have given me, because mere words aren't enough.
I know that in every age, in every place, love is certain to be there, so there’s no reason to tremble because life on earth is but one brief moment, a moment truly worth living for. I have found that out by being with you. Having you in my life has brought me more happiness than a lifetime could bring. You've touched my life so deeply in your own way that you've helped me become my own self.
I feel like I've searched my whole life and I have finally found the one meant for me, Now I have found you, I will keep you in my arms forever.
In heart, and through the bind of love, you will always be my family, for my love was bound to you. Meeting you has made me realize how precious and fragile love can be. I would give up everything for one moment with you; for one moment is better than a life time of never knowing you. I can’t begin to imagine life without your touch and warm embrace but I know that some day the miles between us won't matter because soon we will be together.
I want you to know that what lies behind us, and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.
I know that life seems to be a struggle after another. Our scenery is constantly changing, but there is one thing that remains constant…my love for you.
Thanks to you I have conquered the world’s greatest challenge-Love and I will always be grateful for this extraordinary gift and that is you... You are my gift.
I love you with all that I am, all that I was, and all that I ever will be.
With everlasting love.
Hello my lovely heart Cass,
I am so glad when ever I get message from you. It is a bonus blessing for me.
You are always on my mind. It is hard to be far away from your deepest heart loved ones but this distance only separates our body. Our heart can never be divided. I love you with all my heart. Every loving you you give me assures me how much I am appreciated by you.
I know you are worried about me and I am sorry I have to put you through this as well. If anything would ever happen to you, I know I would feel the same way... I would be more stressed up than ever.
You are forever the love of my life. Each day is better with thoughts of you. I just can't wait to be with you, to hold you, kiss you and keep the flame of our love burning so high.
I am still under my medication. The celltep med is for implant and also works as immune booster. There is a small tumor developing in my lung. The doctor said I have to focus on my blood pressure level first. I also have to get daily nutrition therapy. This is all getting rough for me and it is no doubt the roughest period of my life having to go through all this.
I know after the rain always come the sun and it will shine.
I love you my darling. You are my life
Your one and only....
I was put in an induced coma. It is not easy at all with my health. I do not know what to do as I am still in the hospital and I am just in constant tears... Yes real men cry too and I am not embarrassed to let you know I have been crying. Maybe you won't understand this, but sometimes when I miss you most, it's hardest to write and you always know when I make myself Just the ache of it all and I can't tell you. Things could not be any better than having you in my life. You are my inspiration and my shoulder to cry on, you're the one who stands by me through everything and most of all, you make me know that I am loved. There is no one that completes me the way that you do. You mean everything to me.
If we were together, you'd feel how strong it is. you're so sweet when you're melancholy. I love you. From the very first moment, I knew that we were destined to be together.
there's nothing in all the world I want but you and your precious love All the materials things are nothing.
I feel like you had me ordered and I was delivered to you to be worn--I want you to wear me, like a watch charm or a button hole bouquet to the world. I have no doubt you are the woman Heaven has made especially for me. You were the very person who made me feel that I am worth loving despite of who I am. You made me feel special in every way.
Not a minute passed without you clouding my thoughts. I hear your voice in the blowing wind. I picture your face in the beauty of the daylight.
I'm not being romantic or anything, I never had been. I'm simply proclaiming the truth in this letter that you are my life and I need your help.
Even though my health situation is not the best and it seems chaotic and out of bounds, as if too destructive to fix, but when I think of you and there's still someone who would love me after all... I feel much stronger. You have been there for me through thick and thin and I thank you for giving me that opportunity to get to know you and for always being there for me. You mean so much to me, it's so unbelievable that I have someone such as you. Things have been so hectic that I could not have wanted anyone to be there for me but you. You have been the stability in my life and this is just a note to let you know that I love you.
You are my weakness, as well as my strength. And now that we are apart, I'm holding on to the love that you send to through the distance that separates our body.
There is nothing that I would not do for you and there is no one else I would want to share my life with. I do not know what to do babygirl. I need your help. You are all I have. Abba has tried all he can but I need to sort out the tax with the Burea of International Revenue (BIR) before I leave and Abba could not loan me the entire amount as he has been helping me out with the med bills initially and to include the inhalator. I just don't know what to do but I need to get out of here baby. You've trusted me with the dearest heart of all and it's so much more than anybody else in all the world has ever had. My ticket is all sorted and arranged plus it is an open ticket. I cannot afford to miss it and it is basically the only opportunity I have. Please can you be online tomorrow morning? I want to discuss with you. You are all I have.
I have never met anyone as wonderful as you. I really miss you.
You are my queen, my precious, and my life. I love you for who you are and what you make of me. there has never been anyone in my life whom I could have depended on through the tough times in my life.
No one can replace you and if anything happens to you, I don't know what I'd do without you. You are the one person that I love dearly. You are my life and everything revolves around you. You seem to hold my whole life in your hands.
I love you,
My darling Cass,
I got admitted in the hospital and I am here now since Saturday morning. I was throwing up a lot on saturday morning and I became unconscious... I must have lost a lot of body nutrients. I was rushed to the emergency section by my translator Mr Abba. I took medication and meal through the aid of IV. I only started recovering this morning in which my translator brought my computer and I just connected to the wireless now to see your letters. The doctor said that my illness is somewhat serious and are symptoms of pneumonia. He put me on celltep and steroid medication for my blood pressure.
He said asides the steroid medication I could have an antiviral medication and hope it doesn't complicate my current treatment within days because it cannot be predicted with certainty.
I have sudden weak of the bone and the chronic lung which made me use artificial oxygen medication. I am also using the inhalator. I don't have asthma or diabetes mellitus. The complications could tend to cause by virus affecting my lung.
I have also had exhaustion and this has caused shortness of breath the feeling that it is hard to draw air into my lungs or breath it out.
My Love I want you to know that I will be fine and I probably might be having an operation if it doesn't go well but every thing will be fine and I will be okay, however I made it clear that I do not want to go through any surgical process here due to complications of not being able to understand and no sufficiennt Health insurance incase they mess up, so basically I am not confident about it. I just wish you are with me but I can feel your love with me daily and assuring me that everything will be okay.
I feel you in my pillow, my sheets, my blanket, rubbing around my skin.
You are the most beautiful thing that ever happened to me is to be part of you and your daily life. I would climb mountains just to hold your hands.
we are two special persons, sweet and loving but strong and willing, for passion and true love our two hearts become one, to live a special life in eternity, in that special world, JUST YOU AND ME.
I honestly desire you, I honestly love you!
You are my life.
I love you.
Created: 2013-04-24 Last updated: 2013-04-24 Views: 16