Hello! I must say I feel glad and more relaxed writing to you here. Getting to know someone does require some concentration and most importantly some willingness from both parties and as we have tried to initiate a contact from the site. It would only be fair enough that we try to know each other better and see how we get along. I would be as open as possible as we get along and hope you do the same. They say the best relationships start from friendship so I would rather follow this assertion with a positive outlook. I live in Etterbeek, Brussels. I was born in Stockholm, Sweden but studied in the U.K. Writing to you feels so cool and smooth and I must confess I am getting more intrigued with a keen interest to tell you more about myself. I was told about the site for one basic reason: finding someone Special, Loving, sincere with herself, and committed to a relationship positively. One who is also willing to love as well as be loved. I totally believe we have started out being open and honest with each other and in this light, I am happy that a great friendship which I believe will hopefully turn out into greater happiness will emerge gradually. Even though I have been working from home for the past couple of weeks like I often do (Until I have a field Project), I am very keen to begin a lovely friendship as I have been alone for too long and am now ready to meet someone special again. Erik Orjan Bjorn is my full name and I'm widowed, I have a daughter who's 25 and studying for her Masters in Psychology, my relationship with my daughter isn't so great, I'll tell you about that as time goes on...I relocated back to Belgium only a few months ago as I have lived majorly in the U.K although with an extensive work rate in different countries and regions across Europe. I have had the opportunity to see different countries and cultures across continents, but travelling and exploring remains a vital part of my Interests and hobbies that I intend to share with someone special. I was listening to Sting's Fields of Gold as I was writing this message and then I thought why not share it with her, so here it is, hope you will enjoy listening. https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=KLVq0IAzh1A&feature=share Best, Erik.

Hello Beautiful, Thanks for taking the time to write to me and to also take up the challenge to write in English with me that is something I appreciate about people who like to take on challenges. You have a great personality that really makes me want to know you more, how you express yourself is effortless and charming and I love it. I am sorry that I may have taken too long to respond reason being I have just been carried away with work. It's good that you and your Ex made such difficult and thoughtful decisions and now it's slowly paying off. I may have never experienced a divorce but I can tell it won't be easy for the first couple of months leading to years because having shared many years with someone is something deep as some part of you will be with him and verse versa, but at the end, it's for total happiness because when we grow older all we desire is to be happy nothing more, happiness will be all we chase after. I can understand why you don't have children and I am not spooked or bothered by it, I am also a career man so I know how demanding having a successful career and raising a child. In terms of my music, I love Opera, RnB, soul, rock, blues and generally I enjoy listening to good music. And please your message was long and detailing and I love it so please don't feel bad about it. I am grateful and humbled to be the offspring of very Caring, Loving and Passionate mixed parents. Dad was Swedish from the very heart of Stockholm while Mom was English from the U.K. Both are passed away now and of blessed memory. Just like my parents, I have lived in about 4 different countries at different points in time. I speak a few other languages but my English is more fluent because I was schooled in the U.K. I got the best care, the best love from my parents and I forever promised them to continue from where they stopped and to love the woman that will be in my life. I was faithful in my past relationship and will be faithful in my next. I am not seeing anyone right now. It feels really good to know that you are selfless and caring and loving and trusting, I am a man that loves with all of his heart and might, I dedicate myself to my partner in loving her and showing her all that I am, I do not keep anything from my partner. I believe in transparency because it is very important in a relationship. It's beautiful to think about someone in a special way and I especially think about you. I truly hope that we can both give each other the happiness we both deserve. I am an old-fashioned man who has always longed for that ''Love of my life" and has no desire to live my life alone. I am a very touchy, feely person but in good taste. I believe in being able to show someone how much they mean to me and I love the same in return. I am very much a family person but know that I am in my final chapter of this life here on earth and it's finally my turn to take care of me and my partner that comes along my life. I have learned many values of life. Thankfully, my teachable spirit always gives me an open mind to the knowledge and wisdom of others and the ability to learn from not only my mistakes but also others. I have a nurturing soul, and I am very attractive to a woman that shows interest in my interest...for it comes naturally for me to do so for her. I want a loving relationship with strong moral values, high life energy, to be able to give and sacrifice, be able to trust and be trusted, and most of all to love and be loved back in return. As a very good learner, an attentive listener and a good contributor and communicator and with much managerial and interpersonal communication skills, I believe that I am now fully ready for a new relationship, to meet someone special and to be positive about whatever comes out of a great Friendship. My friends say I come in very handy but I think I am just being myself which is easier and natural. I work Independently as a Petroleum Geologist/Consultant, I specialize in interpreting the structural setting of ore deposits, in drilling, sampling, and assaying techniques this enables us to help our clients find, delineate, and estimate the size and quality of their mineral deposits effectively, we are also into the exploring of raw materials and maintenance of oil rigs and refineries. I work from the comfort of my home when I'm not having field Jobs but its never the same every day so I love and am totally happy with what I do although I'll be retiring later this year to have more time to myself (And the woman who will be in my life) for leisure, relaxation and a sweet Romantic Happy Life. As much as I want to share more, I wouldn't want you to have the impression that I'm talkative. I also look forward to reading from you too. Kisses and big hugs. Erik.

Good morning Renata; One thing I love about your message is the honesty and precision in it, I could feel how easy flowing it is to read your message and it does truly make me smile too. You have a remarkable personality which every man would desire from a woman. I need you to understand two things, you are a beautiful woman and an intelligent woman too, don't think I am above your values as a person, we are two individuals and neither of us is above each other. I like to treat everyone as my equals this is a character I have both in my workspace and my relationship, I don't ever see anyone beneath me. Your English is very much above average and I can understand everything you write and say and your words are also very well put together, I don't agree that I write more romantic words than you because when I read from you, you blow my mind away with your simplistic romantic nothingness of charming words and expressions of what you desire, when I read from you it's like I am hearing you speak to me, it's like you are talking and not just writing an email. And I also promise that when we do become lovers I will take up a private lesson to learn Dutch so we can also have good communication skills in that aspect. The reason for my being retired is to be able to share and build a new chapter with a lover and if a certain Dutch woman becomes my lover it will be an honour to be hers too. I am sorry for what happened to your work but that is not important what's truly important is that you are happy now and in a good mental and physical and emotional state, you are doing what makes you happy and helping people that are above anything any man would wish for. I understand how long my messages could come across sometimes but this is a friendship that I believe we have to really understand the depth of each other and understand basic knowledge that is expected of both of us. Being open and sincere to myself and others has never been a problem to me and probably this is why I come across as being very detailed. I love the fact that you are also an open person as that will ensure we are on the same wavelength. My Relocation back to Belgium was basically to settle down and find someone who would fill the space and vacuum meant for someone special as I do not think I am one of those built to be alone. I became widowed 4 years ago and have gotten through it and totally believe now is the time for me to deny myself of Loneliness. I am very Financially Independent and have been blessed with so much to be grateful for but I still miss the affection, love and warmth of a partner. Before moving back, I lived in the United Kingdom having previously also lived in Turkey, Spain, Saudi Arabia and Germany due to my Job variations. This has also given me the little opportunity to understand 3 different languages I really can't speak them but I can understand a few spoken words. I would not be doing any further relocation other than to fully decide with the woman who will be in my life where I will permanently live within any part of Europe. I currently like it where I am living but have deliberately left my relocation possibilities flexible so I would have no problems doing that later on if need be. I hope to read from you soon. Kisses and big hugs, Erik.

Hello again,
How is your day going? You are such a beauty with your words, I am just happy that we both are looking for a long-term relationship which I will like to call a life-long relationship, I was literally smiling when I was reading your email, you left me blushing and daydream, I haven't felt this way in a very long time. And I have to agree that you are much better at expressing yourself in the email than I am, I thought I was, but after reading from you this morning I can tell that you are a natural when it comes to writing. Thank you for your condolences and thoughtfulness and compliments for me it will be an honour that we can build a friendship that will develop into a beautiful relationship with each other. Also, I don't need you to be perfect and I am thankful that you are not perfect, I don't want a perfect woman, being imperfect shows that you are human and you have room to learn and grow for me that is all that matters, I enjoy sports and it's okay if you don't too, I don't see that as a deal-breaker. Although for me, a dealbreaker is being healthy and eating and living healthy which you already do, you have a training routine and you stay active, listen to music which is a mental exercise and an emotional one. I don't play any instruments but I love the Paino also an amateur but I love it, and no I don't sing, you wouldn't want to hear me sing hahaha. I think you will enjoy reading the book it's quite an interesting read. Also please know that your financial status is not a problem for me, yes having a good financial background is good but it's not the ultimate goal for me. I want to be happy and that is my ultimate goal. I am so happy to know that we both share the same desire. Life is not a bed of Roses, but we should not deny ourselves the determination to pull through challenges and obstacles. I hate to sound pitiful but I have had friends and family who did not support me when things were really rough and tough. I was only supported by my late wife. There was a time we almost did not have anything to eat but through determination and harmony, we still pulled through. I am really grateful for life and all I just want is to be happy with someone else, change their emotional status for the better, complement them in any way that I can, and be the best that I can be. Family means too much to me and although mine is a very small and disunited unit, I am always happy for those who have it right. My loyalty, sincerity and honesty matter a lot to my relationship and I want to get the same as much as I give in abundance. Could this be asking for too much? Having written so much, I would like you to give this friendship great commitment, trust and time. Everything good has to be given effort and willingness and no relationship would work without these. I am very much willing to give this my trust and just like I said before, I am not seeing anyone else and would give you my words that I am willing to make this work if you're also interested. Please share more about your Ideas and thoughts about relationships, what makes them thrive and how you manage your daily life with your intentions with someone special. Hope to read from you soon, Erik

Dear Renata,
Whenever I open my email and see your name in there I am filled with happiness and smile because I know I will be reading yet another interesting and insightful message filled with passion and decorated with honesty. I'd like to believe that we are already friends as we became friends the very first day we exchanged Hello to each other. Now we are working towards building a relationship, I want you to know that I am also a very committed and devoted lover and a selfless one too. I believe it's essential for us to be vulnerable and open otherwise we can't truly know each other intimately. Thank you for your empathetic messages and care it shows that you are of a kindred spirit. I love the fact that we relate to our past struggles which are truly amazing. I honestly believe with strong confidence that you are one I'll love to build a life-long relationship with. You honestly have the needed traits every man would desire from a woman. You answered my last question even without you knowing it hahaha. I rate your English above 5 which is above average, your use of English is well collected. I am flattered that you already inquired about an English class that is a kind gesture from you which I found to be very polite and thoughtful. There comes a time in our life when we realise who really matters, who never did and who always will. The stages to this true saying is always tested by time, actions and speech. I am not perfect and do not hope to be but even in my imperfections, I know that I should treat everyone I come across with utmost respect, undiluted love, sincere honesty and Kindness. Because I did not have it so sweet in my early years but that has not overshadowed my brain in knowing and doing what is right. I would be proud to say that I am a man of my words, a great listener, a Faithful lover when in a relationship and a hardworking and decent man who knows the value of a relationship and sticks to one woman. I am as playful as I am hardworking and though my expressions may seem too deep, I do not joke with my fun times. This however has been greatly affected over the few years that I have been alone but I am totally ready to share and learn more fun with someone special again (You). Thank you for your sweet and romantic words, I believe our meeting was made possible by fate and I believe if we both work together we can achieve a beautiful relationship, our dreams can come through because we both share the same desires. I am a very selfless lover and I am readily available to sacrifice for my partner because I believe that is what true love is all about. You can drop me your mobile number so we can text via Whatsapp sometimes. Knowing more about you as the days grow means so much to me and it would be beneficial to both of us. Just like I had in mind, you're a faithful and honest person as well who just wants to be respected, loved and cherished. These things are one of the most important aspects of a relationship that so many people overlook. I love corrections and like to be told immediately I have done wrong. It doesn't cost me anything to apologise or say sorry. Pride is not an attribute that I admire and I would not think it does any good to a relationship. Our strengths and weaknesses are areas where we need to help each other grow. I adore a relationship full of Selflessness, Trust, Commitment, Honesty and Openness. I'm more of a giver than a receiver and like to pamper the one who is in my life. "To love deeply in one direction makes us more loving in all others" Respectfully yours, Erik

Hello Beautiful Renata, I sat on my chair this morning, with a cup of coffee by my right-hand side, my both hands were on my chin and all through reading your message, I couldn't resist smiling, it's like I can feel your soft voice speaking to me again as I read your email, I am very glad that we both share this amazing communication skills which I found to be very beautiful and rare. Yes on my profile, I made those two traits because let's just say I am a perfectionist so you can easily find calm and hyperactive in someone who is a perfectionist but please I am only a perfectionist when it comes to my work, I don't apply it to my relationship because that is no longer fun, humans are not means to be perfect, we are meant to be humans, make mistakes, learn and grow and become better. I also haven't been on the app ever since we started communicating, I didn't see any reason to be, I have emailed for my profile to be suspended as well because I believe we should give each other a chance because I strongly believe that we are capable of having a life-long relationship together. You flatter me and made me blush when you said you already took lessons, I am dumbfounded and perplexed all at the same time. You are just amazing and wonderful and yes, I am sure we can text and speak via Whatsapp and still be able to write via email too. Financially, I am in a very stable state and do not have any debts owed to anyone right now. Having completed the sale of my two houses in the U.K a few months ago, I was only lingering in buying a house here as I would not like to take all of my interests into heart alone without consideration of the woman who will be in my life. I had no awareness where the woman I would meet would be from within Europe or outside so I was just taking my time in buying a House here as there are several decisions to make when "We" eventually decide to be together. I am also believing that I will win what I would describe as the biggest project of my career soon and I have to confess that it's quite a large project in terms of its entire scope and profit. Not that I am trying to brag but being consistent in what I do and dusting off the bad challenges of the past has given me a great reason to push harder in life and I am happy that I have not let these things weigh me down. As I get more involved with the Job I will carry you along and let you know how things go. This is just my style and I hope it is comfortable with you that I share all of these things. Sometimes in life, you find a special friend. Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop. Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is forever friendship. When you're down and the world seems dark and empty, your forever friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times and the confused times. If you turn and walk away, your forever friend follows. If you lose your way, your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. Your forever friend holds your hand and tells you that everything is going to be okay. And if you find such a friend, you feel happy and complete because you need not worry. You have a forever friend and forever has no end. Everything being equal, I am hoping to be this special friend and from the very first day, I was never looking back again... "I don’t want to be your favourite or your best. I want to be your only and forget the rest" Love, Erik

Hello my dear Renata,
You always write from your heart. This is one thing I have noticed very well because we are very much the same in that aspect I don't know how we both feel the same way, but I also I'm not naive to know that when one's heart is open and ready and the right one comes it is very much easier to know, we attract what we believe, one thing I have come in terms with is that happiness is free, and true happiness comes naturally. Like you, I have also come to an agreement that wealth is not tied down to how happy we are in life this is something that I have discovered myself for the longest of time. Well, to best explain the contract to you I will entrust you with a copy of the contract document that was signed in July as the pre-approval. I meant the last sentence of my previous email to you Renata, I really want us to be a special friend for each other. I have realised that we humans tend to always doubt or fear when things are beautiful or fairytale-like, I myself am guilty of that too, I also questioned how is it possible that a woman can say these beautiful words to me and say she wants to devote herself and time and heart to me, a man she hasn't seen yet, but guess what? that was just me trying to deprive myself of something beautiful just because I thought I didn't deserve that or it couldn't be real, and what if it's real? what if you truly care about me despite not seeing me yet? I have a choice to believe that, to believe that you truly care and are honest and I choose to believe that because I choose to be happy, so you see now that happiness is a matter of choice. Renata, we all have puzzles and shadows, no one is perfect, I am not and neither should you be perfect and who says you need to be perfect to love or fall in love? Love was not made from a perfect state, True love comes from imperfections, flaws and idiosyncrasies. Why do you try to discredit yourself and try so hard for me to think you are not good enough, no matter how hard you try Renata the choice is mine to make and I have already decided to see you as a special being and that is it for me. These are my flaws; 1. I'm a perfectionist which I did mention in my previous email, I am not a perfectionist in my relationship but in my work. 2. I am not brave, I struggle with fear because I am someone who wants to always be in control of how my life goes and my job goes and this sometimes makes me get depressed and I struggle with that a lot. 3. I don't give myself compliments and I don't know how to receive compliments because I think I am not good or better, I believe I am not where I should be I think of what I don't have than what I have. 4. I struggle with anxiety and depression this started when I lost my wife 4 years ago and sometimes my anxiety kicks in when things don't go my way. And this is all the few I can remember and even more. So you see I am not perfect and I have never made myself to be, I carry my burdens on my shoulders and wear them, we all have our demons and shadows but honestly, they don't define us, I am a human just like everybody else and my flaws and insecurities are what makes me who I am and I am not ashamed of them but rather I live with them and control them and so far I am still alive and active. Also, I need you to understand that your financial situation doesn't hinder anything from our relationship because when I said I wanted a partner to the universe I asked the universe for a woman who knows how to love and who is selfless, someone who is rich in heart and soul and by the way, you've done amazingly well for yourself and I am very proud of your achievements thus far. Permit me to ask the following questions that will help us get closer and better.

1. Is there anything you're really passionate about?
2. What’s your idea of a romantic vacation?
3. Would you ever say sorry to me even if it’s not your fault?
4. Do you think confessions make a relationship stronger?
5. In a relationship, what would make you feel happier, sharing or sacrificing?
6. What do you find sexiest about a person of the opposite sex?
7. If someone attractive exchanges a glance with you at work, would you tell me about it?
8. If you’re having a bad day, would you want me to leave you alone or spend time with you and cheer you up?
9. What’s the single most important thing for a relationship to be successful?
10. How do you vent out your frustrations in a relationship? "Just be you and wait for the people who want that" Love, Erik

Dearest Renata,
You got me teary when I read your email, I don't have the words to say as for once I happen to be short of words and speechless. I am so sorry that you went through such a past, I feel really sad that you went through such. Thank you so much for your words of encouragement and compliments, I haven't felt this way from just reading an email, each time I read your email it is like we are sitting close together and having a heart to heart conversation. Reading your answers sure made me smile, I feel like I'm reading a message from my very own soulmate. Your answers are beautifully picked and crafted. I started writing my answers this morning and finished them this evening. Your words are very beautiful to read and they charm me very much. I have answered my questions also. 1. I am passionate about happiness, my love life with someone special, loving them unconditionally and giving them the best that I can reach at every given point in time. I am a fierce lover and a very generous person with lots of love and care. One of utmost importance to me is that my partner is not only happy but is excited for every moment we share. In happiness and love, so many things are achieved, so many Milestones are reached and stepping stones are crushed together happily. 2. A Romantic vacation for me is not specifically about a certain location. There are several ideal places to enjoy a romantic time out for days or weeks. This largely depends on the weather, mutual interests and choice. What we really admire today might not be what we would like tomorrow and then a change in choice and interest. What I believe should matter the most alongside other factors is the ability to enjoy the chosen locale to the best of both parties pleasure. It must NOT be a one-way decision and in this regard, I am always happy for my woman to make the choice and I am often satisfied with that. 3. In my previous email I talked about pride and how much I detest it. Saying sorry for me is a humble way to swallow one's pride especially when one is wrong, However, when the situation gets tensed and the other party refuses to apologise, I would apologise and make you know I was not at fault but of course, this honestly cannot happen every time lol. Sometimes however there would be the need to stand your ground and ensure the other party sees the fault in their action and words and that would challenge them to avoid making such next time. 4. Yes I strongly believe that confessions make a relationship stronger especially when the love is genuine and sincere. No two lovers should bear grudges and hold anything against each other especially when the subject matter is in the past. Practically, we know that it takes some years to fully understand anyone totally but the willingness to let go of any important and necessary information to your partner is very vital. It assures you of total trust. 5. In my past relationship, I have shared and sacrificed so many times even with friends that backstabbed me. Because I put people first, I most times have no problem sacrificing for my loved ones and when they need to share arises as well, I can cope without hassles. In fact, I believe that if you can sacrifice wholeheartedly, sharing would not be a big deal. We cannot sacrifice everything to be sincere but a reasonable proportion to everything will be accepted by an understanding partner. 6. What I find sexiest would be honesty, openness and a very supportive partner in every aspect. Affections and feelings are not destinations but rather steps in building a relationship. While you now have someone special, what keeps them sexy to you is all of the attitudes and emotions they portrayed while trying to get them to become yours. We have grown past the age where beauty is everything needed in a relationship. We are now very mature adults who must strive to remain happy by being honest, supportive and loyal in every way. 7. One of the best managerial skills implies that you don't mix pleasure with business and this is one strength I have held on to for a very long time. I have met rich clients and sometimes they show glances at me but because I am aware it could jeopardize my work, I just shove it off with wisdom. I really don't need to tell each other about glances received as that might spark unnecessary jealousy. Understanding solves many problems, and when trust is intact, we all know how to deal with different situations and flirts. 8. A bad day is better shared with someone special. if you value their opinion, suggestions and feelings, It would be proper to let them know how you feel and they could just be the best solution to the problem. I do not hide my feelings and don't pretend to do so. I feel bad about something or someone, I open up quickly and get it resolved. As much as I like to pamper and care, I also like to receive lots of it :) 9. I still do not know if there has to be just one most important thing but Honesty, Love and Understanding for me go hand in hand because, with those two, a lot can be resolved. When you know your partner is honest and sincere in everything, you do not need to cross-check or verify things they say or do because you know they never lie to you. It's the same with understanding your partner. Sometimes speeches in high tones could hurt us but when you understand your partner, you would know that they did not scream to piss you off but rather they felt hurt and involuntarily had no choice but to express themselves that way. Love as we know covers everything else so the presence of love in any relationship is more than half a success already. 10. I talk about everything that does not go well with me and I let it all out. Grudges prolong the death of a relationship and I have never seen any relationship that did well with drudges. If you do or say things that aren't comfortable with me, I sit you down and settle it right there with respect, love and maturity. We really deserve happiness after having to be through so much in life. At this stage in life, nothing should withhold us from genuine happiness and inner peace of mind. "Life is short. Forgive quickly. Kiss slowly" Love, Erik

Hello Beautiful,
How's your day going, hope everything is going well?
As I get closer to the expectations of the Big project, I take a look back at the lonely and idle past few Months of my life and realise that I have not shared so much with anyone as I have done with you. Not because I have not tried to make friends but because I have always kept to myself and I could even conclude that I have no friends around here. I enjoy our conversations and the way we continue to relate with each other till we can meet. I know fully well that the chemistry between us will be so strong and attractive. I do not like to sound conclusive or to flatter you in any way but I am very happy and internally pleased from the very moment we started to keep in touch. I remain that person who continues to believe that a good person is a good person irrespective of how or where you meet them. There are so many unserious and game players out there on the street just as there are on the internet. I am proud to say that I found you very different and unique and whatever comes out of what we have started, I will be able to smile and point you as a true friend, a lover and a wonderful companion. Your answers are unique because it was written by you and from your heart, to me your answers beat mine and don't argue this remember it's my opinion haha. I have learnt so much from you too, you might think I am bluffing but I am really not, I have learnt to accept compliments one thing I have struggled with, I have learnt that our scars and fears and imperfection are what makes us who we are and you've made me come to terms with this. If we were to be together right now, I will repeat all of the things I have typed from the very first day and let you know that I am not just someone who wants to type things to please you but I want to be able to show them in person, to act them out and to make you see reasons why I am different from the rest. I really don't need to be told that I am a good friend, one true companion and an honest individual. I don't do anything for later benefits neither do I expect a reward for showing who I am. I am naturally passionate and loving because that was how I was brought up by my parents, they loved each other and I saw how my father respected and took care of my mother those were my childhood doctrines I was groomed to be a loving and compassionate companion for without genuine love the world will become a scary place, and despite how crazy the world is and people are we shouldn't shut the door of love in our hearts, no matter the pain we've gone through in the past we should always open our heart to love because honestly, a life without love is not a life worth living.
Erik.

Hello Beautiful,
Thanks for yet another well-written email from you again. Firstly, thanks for telling me about your day that I love, and please my dear, I don't want you to think about trying to sound like me in my email, remember you are special just the way you are that is why we are here, I don't want you to sound the way I sound on my email, I want you to sound the way you sound, that is what makes the relationship better, be yourself and every other thing will follow. It's beautiful to read that you are selfless, accommodating others at the expense of your time, it's always important to give others your listening ears and time because those are the two things that can't be bought back so they are very priceless. My presentation is going very well, I am getting more confident that I will finish it this weekend. Prior to your questions of how I am able to make an estimated cost for the project well, it hasn't gotten to that phase yet for me, but when it does, I will always adjust to the new estimates, it's easy if you write the companies and ask for their current estimates and once it's submitted and signed an invoice will be sent out and you will be given 2-3 days period to make the payment else the invoice will be rendered void so that is how it works but for now that is not a problem as I still have a presentation to finish and I still have to travel to Turkey and then go for the interview where I will submit my presentation and have to convince the board and directors why I should be awarded this contract fully. And no, my darling, your question was not close to a stupid question in fact I was smiling when you asked it made me love that you are paying attention and curious enough in my work I love it. Congratulations on becoming an English Guru hahaha, you have no idea how happy you make me feel with this commitment, I am just lucky to have a woman like you in my life and I can't wait for what our future will be like together. I love crosswords but so many things I haven't done since I have been alone, life alone is no fun, I used my work as a coping mechanism for a very long time. You've outdone it again with your last question, seeking permission is a lovely and respectable gesture which I take as a very big compliment that you respect us that much I am indebted to such a kind gesture, and yes you can tell your friends that you have a knight in shining armour who is bound to defeating the dragons in the dungeons to save you from the castle of singlehood, you don't need to give them any details that are not necessary. On the other hand, work is not everything my life is centred on but I have just been too occupied with this Project. I have never handled anything so close to this and it's really requiring so much from me in all aspects. I know that it may have slowed our communication a bit but I still try to keep in touch and communicate when I can. I do not have a specific communication time so whenever I receive your message, I am more than happy that you thought of me. I also do the same and although I have been limited in that regard because of the Project I am embarking on, you will get to know and discover that I often have long weeks and months to myself to show you all of this affection and feel physical. Love, Erik

Hello Beautiful,
I keep thinking about the future, about life, and what I want out of it. I keep thinking about us and what this relationship means to me. I keep thinking about these things and I realize they go hand in hand. This relationship is my future, it's what I have always wanted out of life. Someone that will come and whisk my heart away within the shortest possible time and that you have done...I want to grow old with you. I want to experience this crazy love forever and ever and I really think I'm going to get to experience it only with you. I want us to walk through new houses picking the one that would be just right for us. I want to see you walk around our house in a big t-shirt with your hair down and catch me staring at how gorgeous you are. I want you to pull the covers off me at night and then I have to get even closer if it's possible to keep warm. I want to see you laugh like crazy at me when I do stupid stuff. I want to rub lotion all over your body because you laid out in the sun too long. I want to hold you when you cry and smile with you when you smile. I want to fall asleep every night with you in my arms. I want you to fall asleep on my chest listening to the beat of my heart and know it beats only for you. I want you to be the first thing I see when I wake up and the last thing I see when I go to sleep. I want to see your rough morning hair, (I know it will be so cute.). I want us to go see horror movies and you have to scream holding me tight to you. I want to sit on the beach with you and watch the sunset, and I want everyone to see and envy the love that hopefully we would share.