Good morning my Sweetheart, How are you this morning? I hope you had a good night rest.
I haven been thinking about your Mom and I am really sorry about the situation I know how much hurt you must feel and I wish I was there to give you a hug and make you feel warm, please if there's anything I can do, please don't hesistate to ask..
And again, I am also sorry about not being there this weeekend, I want this more than anything and I hope you will find a way to understand.
I woke up this morning feeling you so close and I was really happy that we got to talk, I put the phone down genuinely happy.
I do not know what I have done to deserve a woman like you, but I must have done something right. I have never connected with someone on such an intense Level...
I don't know how to explain this feeling without denying a little form of madness, I am completely blown over the the moon and this is the best Feeling in the world. I can't explain it, yet I feel it so strong. I can't explain how you come into my life in this short time and complete me, you make me so happy and I wouldn't trade this for anything else in the World.
I have completely and totally given myself and all that I own to you. I know words are easy to say, people make promises they don't intend to fulfill but not me, I am a man of integrity and of core values, Mama raised me well enough to say only the things that I truly mean and mean the things I say..
I keep falling deeper and deeper for you, every night after I hear your voice just before I go to sleep, I just lay in bed, thinking about you..tossing and turning in bed, thinking to myself four words 'HOW DID THIS HAPPEN' for the first time in my Life, I have lost control of my emotions and I find myself so vulnerable in such a short period of time...
.......but I love the way I feel baby, there's surely no going back on this one. True undiluted, genuine Love is what I feel for you...
When I talk to you and read your emails, I can almost hear you speak straight from your heart and I know that you mean everything you say. I can see a woman full of love, so ready to love but has been suppressed, has been denied of the act itself.
But I am here now, We are going to be so happy together, Live together in Love and happiness and people will always talk about us and how much we love ourselves.
The more I get to know you, the more I realize that you are a very special woman and I am a Lucky man, I am so glad that I found you..
You are so sweet and loving, I'm constantly thinking of you now, of how our life will be together, I want to learn to communicate more, I think we are doing very well but I think I can do better. I want us to genuinely be besties, there's nothing as sexy as falling in love on the firm foundation of Friendship, When you fall in Love with your best friend, nothing Can go wrong. There are no surprises.
Love for me was scary, I compare it to a River, that I almost drowned in. After my divorce, I gave up on Love, I couldn't understand how things got so bad fast,I was really hurt, I stopped work, I stopped living basically, I felt Like I was drowning, In-fact I began to see Love as an ocean that almost drowned me, I didn't even want to think about it, I didn't want to love anyone else, I didn't even know how to start....I became scared of Love, I pitied those in Love and feared that one day they will drown too, just the way I almost drowned. but Here I am now, ready to swim with you again..
Give me your hands baby and I will take you to some place we can be both be happy and you never imagined..
Again, I know how easy it is to say words, Words are cheap so any one could afford to throw it around, but I look forward to the future where I will only use these words to complement my actions...
This song represents exactly how I feel at the moment. I hope you like it...
I would send this off now and I will talk to you when you wake up.
Created: 2020-03-23 Last updated: 2020-03-23 Views: 340