How are you doing today and your family...??
I just want you to know that I very much appreciated receiving your letter every moment i check my mail!,Your answers are great and i feel comfortable in your words,.....
you sound like all i want , you are my perfect match . You are a very special person who I SERIOUSLY want to explore the possibility of building a long term friendship with, that will in time turn into a marriage and family. That is my dream, and I hope to make it come true with you!. In my heart I feel you have all the qualities it takes to make me very happy...I'll like to tell you so many things about me, so i'm gonna put enough effort in this mail...
About my family its a long story to tell and touching that make me share tears whenever i remembered the past.I will keep this short,i came out from a good combination of two,my Mom is from Spain while Dad is a Italy.I am the one and only child of my parent, i will count it ,I have a big Family because i don't know much about my Moms family in the Spain while my Dads part is very small...Unfortunately i lost my parent same day, same time, same moment by a car accident, this happened about 8 years ago, since then i have started to live my life by myself and not depending on my family, although i still miss my Mom because of the courage and advises she use to give to me about life , but i am glad i am whom i am today.
I'm sure you'll be wondering what a guy like me is doing on a dating site,Well.... I was cheated, My Ex and Best Friend cheated on me and i just have to let go forever and ever...Its happened one Saturday i was to travel for a business trip to Illinois in Chicago, and she dropped me at the airport and left...But suddenly i couldn't make my flight that day cause, my flight was re scheduled to be the next Saturday and i have to go back home, to get her informed that flight was re-scheduled....Getting to home, i couldn't find her in the sitting room so i have to check her in her living room, on getting there...I couldn't stand what i saw!!! I CAUGHT HER MAKING LOVE TO MY BEST FRIEND. All i was mad and crazy...don't know what to say or to do..So i just started crying and she was trying to make me understand that its the work of Devil and not his intention, and ever since then i was single, lonely and far from sex for 2 years plus till date. My reasoning which I understand is very strange in today's world, but my belief is my heart and soul, and the passion that is in it is very unique and special, so I made the decision and made a promise to God that I would not be sexually active for the sake of just wanting sex, or to have sex for someone else's own self gratification. Knowing the passion that is contained in my heart and soul is very unique, I made the decision to abstain from sex because I want this special gift to be shared with the person I am dedicating the rest of my life to, as her Husband.
But now i think, i should try and give it a trial again, Am presently looking for a woman hat will be able to listen to me , communicate his feelings to me , make me laugh...It is very important for me to build a life of stability, security, and opportunity for the special person I hope to share my thoughts, feelings, experiences, dreams and fantasies with, and I also do enjoy my job. Professionally, i have once been an accountant for a gold company in London before facing the Carrier i have always prayed for.I do travel outside of this country to buy Art Sculptures , craft, beads etc and ship it to the Clients that's requested for it. this have make me travel alot, i have been to different European countries ,twice in England, and I am presently in Africa (South Africa ) just for some few weeks,is not just a visit ,am here on business trip, am here to buy gold,sculptures and some paintings , it is cheaper down here compared to other part of the world,I inherit this business from my late parents , it has been an interesting business.My goals and dreams are to live a good life,and maybe meet someone that believes in unconditional love.I've got a great sense of humor,I am more conservative politically than liberal...I work hard, and know how to have fun..
Honey in me you are going to find a man that was blessed with an over abundance of passion to give to the ones I share my heart and soul with. For you to really know me you will have to experience me, as the love that makes up my heart is like a waterfall, where the water never stops flowing down. In this case my heart is the waterfall, and the love and passion that flows endlessly is representing the water. I am a very unique person for many reasons, but one of those is the fact that I can never get enough of romancing that special someone.
Thank you again for giving me the opportunity to build this special friendship with you!. You will be rewarded for it through the passionate love that makes up my heart and soul!. I am so excited to be able to do what I do best and that is romance you with all the passion that makes up my heart and soul!. My special friendship with you is something I want to make permanent and eventually build into a family to call our very own!Directly from my heart to yours!
Your Future King! (I hope!)
How are you doing today?My day has been fine and awesome.I had to take a long walk down the road and seeing some wonderful creations.It feels so good baby.Its fun being here but it would be boring at times.There are realy great site seeing here in South Africa.
I am so glad knowing fully well that you believe that this can work.And I'll put the whole of my effort to it and see that it goes through and we can live happily together.
Can you leave me with your number so i can give you call sometimes.
I hope to read from you as soon as you have the chance to write back okay.
Take care for me and stay out of trouble okay.
Toni Hernandez Cares.
Note:Do you have yahoo messenger so that we can send an instant IM?
Hello Sweetheart ,
It's so cool and calm hearing from you,talking on phone and getting to read your emails,How are u doing?How is your day going with u,Hope u are having a very nice and a great delighted moment going on with u, am sorry i ve been busy i really like all the emails you wrote me i really do appreciate the kind of person you re ,I am young but I have experienced the joy of love and pain of hurt in my last relationship with my ex,I had to walk away to save myself from walking into more than i could handle,I may be nothing more than a romantic idealist at heart and a down-earthed guy,I cannot help it.But people either move me inside,deep in my soul,or they do not.I write you because you did.You touched me with your words and made me feel safe.I feel so cool and calm when ever i see your mail,how we will have a good time together,but did not know where to start from,I know we have many miles separating us but i know we will make it through someday.
I have never seen you,but i know that you are perfect for me.We are perfect for each other,in every way.Cause i don't want to be hurt again and be cheated like my ex did take advantage of me and took me for granted,A commitment in a relationship to me simply means a promise made between two people to be together forever and be devoted to loving each other,be loyal to each other a commitment to love no other person,being totally devoted to each other,a promise to be loyal and truthful to each other in the relationship,A commitment a devotion a dedication to something strong that becomes a part of someones life,a part of someones soul,body ...and mind.A commitment of a heart to stay true to a heart,a bond of togetherness ......Looking at what i have written so far someone would think that a commitment is something easy to do but the truth is that commitment is far more stronger that anything except the power of love because i would say that commitment and love are equals when it comes to the true human feelings ......i would say a commitment would be the end chemistry of Love ...... A commitment is like embarking on a quest of a journey to the deep corners of the earth searching for something you believe in so much that no obstacle can stop your from doing so .......A commitment when you fully in love to someone you Love and with no mind of doubts fully with Trust and Open Minded,understanding,Considerate,Caring to each other..to always be with the one u love forever through hard and tough times,in sickness and in health ,for better for worse ...A commitment to be a good respectful man to his wife ........Cos with every strong and happy family is the help of the support of the wife and husband,it would be part of their daily lives ....Two souls joined in heaven above,Two hearts bound by love,I see the stars in your eyes,My fire in the dark of night,My strength and guiding light.A deep love we hold never to die never again to be alone.Closing my eyes I hear what you say the oneness we became through all the hurt and pain never changing your loving ways together never to part.of love a gift from God above,Deep inside our hearts forever as one.Now the question now is are you ready for this commitment?For my Heart has opened up to you and waiting for you to come take me as i am ..........What is love?you ask It's a feeling in both mind and body A passion,a chemistry one might say longing to be near,close,Long talks about nothing,Laughter and sharing eyes filled with devotion,Not wanting to imagine life without the other,Doing nothing together and having the best time.Well I think,you know the answer already Listen to your heart with open ears you will hear the answer...it is very clear....
I sit here and realize how strong i have become,with such confidence i feel that i finally found that one.This feeling is so strong i am powerful when he's present.It feels like a day of Christmas after opening my first present,The joy that he brings is the most wonderful thing,It's like December and April or Christmas in Spring,I want to you to love me as a royal King and i will treat u also as my royal Queen ,my soul she uplifts,and she LOVES me back,for me that's the greatest gift.i am wanting from you,
My Loving Prime ,
Hi sweetie! I didn't have the courage to approach you in person because of the distance between us, so I hope you consider my letter. I have so much inside my heart that it keeps me from breathing sometimes. I know we just met but these feelings that I have for you keep growing and growing every day. Now i can say that i feel that I am in love with you i read you last letter and am so touched and moved about that i read i hope the kids are doing ok i really love kids i cant wait to meet them too,Prime i am so happy you left and move on so i can meet you, i feel so happy that i can meet some one like me some one who wants love and ready to give 100 % to see it work, love its like a muscle string the more u pressure it the more it gets tougher, i want you to know i will be always honest and loyal to you and the kids, bit for these few day we started talking I sleep, thinking about you and the next morning I wake up smiling.
Sweetheart, do you know what it is like to look up into the velvet night sky, and yet not see the stars? Do you know what it is like to see the song birds sing their sweet music, and yet not hear their sound? Do you know what it is like to feel your heart inside you, and yet not feel it beat? Do you know what it is like to be in a crowd of people smiling, laughing, sharing their love together, and yet be all alone with no one around? Do you know what it is like when the light of your life has been extinguished, and you are left in absolute and complete darkness, frightened and alone? Do you know what it is like when the one you love so deeply and dearly is so far away? Your heart cries out their name and yet there is no reply.
All you want to do is hold them in your arms, and you cannot. All you desire to do is to kiss their sweet lips, and you cannot. You long to hear their soft sweet voice as they whisper words of love to you, and you cannot. You just want them near, and they are not.Their absence brings with it frustration and sadness. You curse God that you cannot be with the one you love, and yet you thank him completely for bringing that person into your life, all the while knowing that no amount of dreams and hopes and prayers, can, at once, change the situation - the situation that is in the hands of the God that you curse.
So, what do you do in such times? How do you keep your wits about you? How do you maintain some semblance of normal life, when all you can do is think about is the person that you are so in love with and that you would do or give anything just to be with? You feel lost somewhere between the cruel reality of life, and the dream-like fairytale that you wish to live in, and the only salvation is to be found in the arms of your beloved and that cannot happen.Friends cannot comfort your soul. Thoughts only make the pain in your heart worse. What do you do? You think about them - oh my God, how you think about them endlessly! You pray to God for the strength to see it through this situation, knowing that someday you will be with that person forever. But is that enough? No. Not always. Until you are in their arms, nothing really helps.
The mind is a whirlwind as your thoughts are tossed around like matchsticks in the wind. But the one thought that is all constant and eats away at the core of my soul is a simple one: "When will I hear from you again? Will I ever hear from you again?" Such silly thoughts are these. But time can cause such thoughts to occur. It is only human. I am only human.And so, I wait. For how long? Only time and God can tell. And as I wait it seems as though the hands of the clock move in reverse instead of forward. Each second that passes seems as an eternity away from you. Time takes you further away from me instead of bringing you closer, and time is something that is beyond our control.
Oh to be an angel, and have wings that I may fly into your arms at this very second. To taste your sweet kiss and feel your warm embrace. To love you, to have the pain of needing you, vanish in your arms, as would snowflakes on a summer day. And to know that we would at last, be together for all our days. Days spent lost in sweet heavenly love, such as we have never known.Oh God, my darling, how is it that love can be so wonderful, and yet hurt so badly? Such pleasure in knowing and feeling your love for me, and such mortal pain in being apart from the one that I love so deeply, so dearly, so passionately.
Darling there is an old saying that applies to being away from something. It goes, "Out of sight...out of mind." But, my love, every "old saying" has an opposite meaning. In this old saying it is also said, "Absence makes the heart grow fonder," and just when I think it is not possible to be more in love with you, a second ticks off the clock, and I discover that I am more in love with you then ever before.
I care alot abt you and what i mean is that i want to be with you soon i dont drink or use any drugs am sorry no insult to your ex just letting you know for sure u wont feel anything like that when you are around me.
Do i love you???? Don't you know by now? Sweety must I show you how?, do I have to say?, Well Yes in every way.
Sweetheart as soon as i am through with business i would be booking my flight,I will send you the flight details so you can come meet up at the ariport. Dear you are really going to be in for a big surprise as you get to know and understand me as my words mean nothing compared to my action and also i am going to attach my picture so u can have a better idea who i am, i also have one question i hope taking care of the kids has not been too much for you, i mean the expenses and all that, i dont know if i ve asked this question before but do you work ? if yes what do you do ?well for now i will say bye love talk to you soon have a nice day i know its morning there but here am about to sleep ur lats letter made my day i read it three times, take good care of your self and the kids bye for now kisses .
Be happy my love. And never doubt that with each breath I take, I love you more.
With all my love,
This is me ! I need to know I can trust my heart with you fully ! I want this soo much ! I want you so much ! Please let me know that it is safe to love you!
my Loving Prime,
i am so sorry not writing you this late i ve been busy with business, honey am real, i am just pouring my heat out to you am sorry about that i was going to give you my mobile number so u can always text me and call me when u re free but i forgot to complete the numbers,its+27813134464, i will be waiting to hear from you honey i am dying to hear your voice am real Prime , i ve been dreaming about you and now that i found you, i want you to be sure am real and all you want from a man i am, i love you Prime u sound so perfect for me too but i dont care i will be happy for the rest of my life i will always love you,all i need its to be home hold your hands look into your eyes and tell you how much i love you and want this to happen, i cant wait any more i should be back next week everything its working in place i am buying enough of things, u re the only family i ve no friend not siblings just you Prime, please be safe for me i will write soon i want to get in the shower and start the day now, i really wish you can join me in the shower,it will be so romantic hehe, bye for now my lady i will wait to read from you again or your sweet voice bye for now.....
Hey, there is so much I want to tell you, a lot has been running through my head lately. I'm having trouble putting my thoughts into words so you will have to bare with me through this.
I keep thinking about the future, about life, and what I want out of it. I keep thinking about us and what this relationship means to me. I keep thinking about these things and I realize they go hand in hand. This relationship is my future; it's what I want out of life. I want to grow old with you. I want to experience this crazy love forever and ever, and I really think I'm going to get to. I want us to walk through new houses picking the one that would be just right for us. I want to see you walk around our house in a big t-shirt with your hair down and catch me staring at how gorgeous you are. I want you to pull the covers off me at night and then I have to get even closer, if it's possible, to you to keep warm. I want to see you laugh like crazy at me when I do stupid stuff. I want to rub lotion all over your body because you laid out in the sun too long.. I want to see you and me chasing our little kid around the house, all three of us laughing our heads off and having fun. I want to hold you when you cry and smile with you when you smile. I want to fall asleep every night with you in my arms. I want you to fall asleep on my chest listening to the beat of my heart and know it beats for you I want you to be the first thing I see when I wake up and the last thing I see when I go to sleep. I want to see your bad morning hair; I think it will be so cute. I want to sit on the beach with you and watch the sun set, and I want all the people who pass us to envy the love that we obviously have for each other.
I want to see you walk down that isle and I want to take your hand for the rest of my life. I want to spend all night, and maybe the next day, making love to you with an undying passion (sorry to be so blunt). I want to be thirty years older and still make out with you like a little schoolboy. I want to cook a meal with you and us totally ruin it and end up doing take out. I want to sit there talking to you for hours about nothing at all but in the same time everything or maybe we won't talk at all and just grin at each other realizing how lucky we are. I want you to get mad at me for doing something stupid, and I want you to bust out laughing when you try to yell at me. I want to lay with you in front of a fireplace and keep the heat going long after the fire goes out. I want to take trips with you to places we've never been and experience them together. I want us to go skinny-dipping in a hotel pool and get caught and streak back to our hotel room waking everyone up because we're laughing so hard. I want us to go and pick out the hot tub we want with the biggest grins on our faces the whole time. I want the sales rep to get embarrassed when we sit in them and make sure we have enough room to do the things we want to do. I want to hold your hand and let you scream at me while you bring our child into this world. I want our friends to come over and get totally jealous because they don't share a love like we do. I want to be walking into a store with you and trip and fall on my face and turn around to see you rolling on the ground laughing at me. I want us to run outside in the rain and act like total kids getting completely soaked, and when we come back in stripping down to nothing as we stumble into the bedroom, or the kitchen counter, or the balcony, or the dining room table, or an office desk, or the shower, which ever one we feel like at the time.
I want it to take your breath away every time I say, "I love you" because you know it's coming from the heart. I want us to be sitting there and watching our child take their first steps from my arms into yours. I want us to sit down with a box of strawberries, a bottle of chocolate syrup, and a thing of mint chocolate ice cream; well, I'll let your imagination finish that one. I want to love you and be with you for at least forever if not a little longer. I couldn't really express in words what I'm feeling right now so I decided to share with you SOME of the images and thoughts that have been running through my head.
I just want you to know that I had never found someone I wanted to spend the rest of my life with until I met you. I really am crazy about you, everything about you, my mobile phone number is +27 .