Wow I wasn't expecting my Cousin to email you on my behalf, that is very sweet & lovely. Let me start by saying my name is Keith Brown, I am 56 years old, Height 5.10, Body Average... I have to introduce myself to you in order for you to know whom I am & what I do for living. I'm a Petrochemical engineer, I guess I should start by making you know that I am still new on this kind of dating as well but just needed to try something new maybe it will help, I am a dual citizenship. I am looking for a serious and long term relationship with one special woman. I want a woman who is matured and also independent. A woman who I can say, she is so kind and generous, A woman who tells me, "honey you can do it". no matter how the situation may be. A woman who I can connect with emotionally and shares the same interests with. I don't need anyone to take advantage of my weaknesses or my strengths; I need someone who appreciates the good things of life and love. I would love to know more about you ahead to see when we can both meet and see if the chemistry is there. So tell me more about yourself. I mean those things you do like and want from a man you will want to be with for the rest of your life....... What do you like doing in your free time and what do you also do for living and your profession.
I got motivated by what you said on your profile and have always believe we are all looking for the same thing here. No one will waste time on here while there's a lot of things we need to do. Much about me, I want someone who will walk through fire for me and I would do the same for them. (Not literally... but you know what I mean). I believe relationships take work too. I think it is easier to walk away than to stay and work it out. Personally, I think that if two people both want it to work they need to always make a conscious effort to be thankful every day for the person that came into their life. I look forward to receiving an e-mail from you and I have attached three photos of me for your own better viewing so you know whom you are communicating with.
I have residence in Newark and Seattle WA, thanks for the kind words about the loss of my wife, I don't have any children, my wife was pregnant when she had the accident, I like the way you write, you are expressive and very beautiful, I like the picture you sent me and you have beautiful eyes.
It's nice to hear back from you, I hope we'll be able to start getting to know each other now. I should tell you that I am very open-minded; I don't accept anything just because everyone else believes it and I don't close my mind to an idea just because it is strange or unaccepted by the general public. My Age 56 years Old, Height 5.10, Body Average... I was born and raised in Berlin Germany. I Moved down to USA 26 years ago and have been more comfortable with my life in the States because it's a nice place to live in the World. As part of what I do for living I guess I have to explain what Petrol-Chemical Engineer is; The Industry is a wide course because we base working under OIL GAS Companies with Different categories of Fixing Gas Turbine repairing of Gas Plant, Drilling of Oil Wells and Running of Pipelines. Thank you for the compliment on my pictures, you are beautiful, you have a beautiful heart too. I understand what you mean, the type of man you are looking for today, I need you to know that I'm financially secured too. I'm so sorry about the accident you had a while ago, that is quite awful but I'm glad you are still recuperating well, you are a strong woman and I wish I could be there for you right this moment as you go through this tough phase of recovery. I haven't dated for 8 years since the death of my wife too.
More about me, I lost my wife 8 years ago to a fatal accident while she was coming back from work, it is a very terrible and sad story to start explaining but God has reasons for everything and ever since have been alone and never had a serious relationship but right now I am ready to move on as I am tired of being single because I want to feel that love life again. I'm caring, nice, loving, understanding, romantic, God fearing, faithful. Now comes to what I want In a woman, Well for me I don't think beauty really matters but what matters most is true love and understanding which am I am looking for and hoping I will find my soul mate on here. My hobbies are reading, watching movies, swimming, hiking and climbing, traveling, listening to soft music's, long driving, soccer, I hate delay that is sluggishness and procrastinating, I dislike lies. I love someone who is trustworthy. I love nature; well I believe that is one of those things in life because life is all about ups and downs. I like to meet new people and get to know new things in life and I believe that's what life all about. I do like to travel and look forward to being able to travel all over the world some day. Won't be for awhile, but before I get to old. Smile... Need to find a travel partner to enjoy it with. Smile. Have you ever travel long distance before? Where have you traveled to? I've been to all about the Calf Coast, Chicago, Texas, New Zealand, Washington state, Montana, France, Wyoming, Colorado, Michigan, Australia, Spain, Italy,Only been to Mexico and St. Marten once and I Look forward to seeing more of the world.
I should tell you that i like every different types of music, music is my greatest joy and passion in life, second only to love itself. And, the music I love is very different than the music most people like these days. My great dream for the future is to find the Woman who will be my best friend, my lover and my partner in all life's adventures, at the very least. I want someone to spend all my time with, sharing all the pleasures I've discovered in life, and that's a lot, believe me. I also want someone who is very affectionate, because touching and hugging and caressing are a basic part of my spirit. How has life been treating you without a Man? What exactly are you looking for in life? What do you expect from me? Tell me about your past love life. Have you ever dated online before? whats your experience like?
I am very considerate of other people. I must admit that I do have my days. Smile...I keep writing Loyalty? What do I mean? I think loyalty is very Important In a relationship. Also trust and respect. Well I think It Is awesome you are feeling comfortable enough to share your thoughts and feelings with me. It touches my heart, I was listening to this song while working this morning and the chorus goes something like this "I want to build a fire like this, one that will weather every storm In life, I want to build a fire like this, always be there when I look In your eyes, I want to build a fire like this...." Anyway, the singer is expressing what he sees in the relationship between his mom and dad who still have the fire between them after being married for over 50 years. I really like the song; it makes me think about the type of relationship I want to be in.
Well, I should talk about distance, this should not be problem, I believe if there is true love and understanding it will surely work out and nothing can come between two lovers. Do you believe so? Because I can relocate for the one I love, I'll close this email now and I will talk to you later, I hope to hear from you soon and you take good care of yourself.
How are you doing this great day? Am sure you slept well to behold this beautiful day, I'm so happy reading from you also because your letters always make me happy. Before I go on I must tell you that we are indeed a good match and for this to be a perfect one we will need to keep knowing ourselves for just some little time until we meet, always be honest and truthful too, with this, we will be fine and better when we meet face to face. Am sure you agree with me on that. I know you have traveled a bit like me but don't forget we will still travel together especially to Paris or perhaps Santorini, Greece but let's see what makes us tick first and from the look of things I can see we going be fine. I can take care of other things as a man should, am an open book and am not out to look for someone to put my burdens on, I understand my priorities as a man and all primary responsibilities with the house and everything and am set to settle down, we just need to know more about each other you know.
Indeed 8yrs is a long time, there has been healing through the years and I have come to terms with the grave loss, I'm ready to move on, find love and live a happy life with someone special whom I can share all of myself with. I've never taken drugs, smoked or any harmful substance, I only drink alcohol occasionally so I'm sorry to hear it plagued your marriage in the past, I can only imagine how tough and painful that would have been for you, seeing someone you love go through such crisis can really break a person, thanks goodness that he's now sober and is co-parenting your beautiful daughter. It is also awful to hear that you cheated on him towards the end of your marriage, but I do understand that you are only human, you went through a lot and this is one mistake you regret too, I do appreciate your honesty, I know how difficult it must have been to open up to me about all of this from the early stages so I congratulate your courage and sincerity. Forgiveness is one of the greatest acts of mankind, it takes only a strong person to forgive another so equally this tells me how strong you are. Also you have talent in your gene, that is great, you where a great swimmer and your daughter now a good singer, I can't wait to see her when the time is right and hear her angelic voice and possibly in February we can all go to the Hamilton on Broadway together. You have tried dating online twice already and it didn't work out, well third time lucky *smiles* I know we will be a success, I can feel it already. I'm also glad you are fully recovered from anorexia, you truly have been through a lot and deserve only good things and happiness. The fact that you have been completely honest to me about your past makes me admire you more and also yes we can exchange numbers so we can put our voice to the emails.
Now, since its all about knowing more I thought it would be helpful, if I also share some of my interests and passion, I will go first. This will give you an idea about the man you are communicating with and probably spend the rest of your life with. smiles.....
I tend to have a variety of interests, such as the following: I enjoy the outdoors. I love spending time by the water (lakes and oceans) as the water grounds me and provides me with inner peace. I also enjoy a nice sunset especially by the water (romantic). I enjoy walking, swimming, playing like a kid when am with my partner. A swing is always lots of fun especially if someone is pushing you I have a playful spirit. I enjoy quality time spent with the one I love. I enjoy a good movie, all types of music, reading, some sports especially golf playing, and different types of foods. I am open to trying new things and fun. The bottom line is I am active and have a tremendous amount of energy to expend.
Passions: I have a few passions in my life and I would have to say that I am passionate about my career, about developing relationships (in general), and I really look forward to being passionate and having a passionate intimate relationship someday and hopefully it will be you and I in that picture. I tend to be passionate about all things that are attached to the heart, my heart. Generally, this is my love and passion for humanity and for those that will come into my love life. I love to show concern on anything that bothers my partner and love ones because their problem is my problem and when they complain and feel pains, I also feel pains so we should be out to care and help especially for each other.
Probably in our next messages we can talk more about our likes and dislike and get to know more about each other as this conversation are vital to me when it comes to a relationship, it helps build us and call for intimacy.
Hugs & Kisses.......................................................
My dearest, how are you today?? I must say a big thank you for sharing more about you with me. I had a huge smile on my face going through your email. I really appreciate you for your honesty and sincerity. You sound like my kind of woman. I like the more I learn about you, the more I find a lot of interest in you. You seem to me like a real woman who's got amazing womanly qualities in her, someone with a great charisma, a woman that can relate to any situation and make good, positive result out of nothing, reading your email gives me this strong impression that you've got a pure and lovable heart. I won't be mistaken if I say you are everything that defines beauty. Also I have come to realize that we spend the most of our life seeking for the secondary needs, while our primary needs are left unseen. We have worked so hard and attained some material things right?.. But you know what I feel sweetie, this things means nothing if you don't have that special person in your life to share and enjoy it with. I believe we are not getting any younger, and the experiences I have gathered so far and with my late wife's passing away, we should live each day to fulfillment, happy, laughing, enjoying every moment and appreciating life as it presents itself. There are a very few of us who believe in simplicity, and for everyone who does, they are sure of finding happiness in everything they do. As I always say, money can buy a good bed, but not a good sleep, it can buy the best diamond watch, but can never buy time, so it's good to be happy and create an inner peace and satisfaction. I am a man that never follow the crowd or get easily influenced and please know that I am a man that would give up all that can be bought for that which can't be. I want true joy and happiness, I want you to be my woman and have power over my mood and lonely life, and I want you to make me smile in all weather. I am glad that I could get your attention so far as there is something about you that makes my heart beat. You have a special thing in your heart, and I intend to find out what it is. It could take a lifetime to figure, but I don't mind.
Sometimes life takes us places we least expect, I am glad that life brought me in contact with an amazing soul like you, Let me give you an insight of my life. I have always been a one woman man. I dated my high school girl friend right to my university days and we eventually decided to get married immediately I secured my first Job. If I could gift wrap the Globe, I would have gave her the world. She was my everything. I never cheated on her and we had a lovely marriage, we understood each other very well. Do you know what hurt most, I always told her that I will always be there for her, be her superhuman and I couldn't do anything to save her from the accident, I still beat myself up for that. I vowed to remain single after her demise, But is been 8 years now, I am ready to move on. I could go through as many joys of life as I could and only a few could compare to the feeling of laying next to someone special at night and waking up to a good morning kiss! I'm a part of a clan of positive thinkers who still believe that one day the world might change to be a better place. I have been places where I have gotten to appreciate the life I have and I try to give back as often as I can. I cannot judge you based on your past because you aren't that person anymore, your insight about life is different and what you said about making our relationship a priority, putting in the handwork and commitment is spot on, I really like the picture you sent me yesterday, your eyes are so beautiful, I'm charmed, you are beautiful and your hair is amazing. I did tell my cousin that you emailed me and thanked him for ushering such a beautiful woman with a good heart my way.
Well, I am here for a serious relationship and a woman to spend my life with. Oh, I really miss elementary & Jr High School -life was so easy then.... In elementary school- to get a date all a guy had to do was to walk up to the girl he likes during recess and kick her or pull her hair so hard that the whole school hears her scream...lol (the harder the kick, the more you like her). Then the principal calls both parents to his office, the fathers shake hands and the mothers exchange compliments on scarfs and you apologized to her and next thing you know BAM her family is having Sunday lunch at your house and the girl of your dream is sitting across the table from you (easiest and cheapest lunch date ever; you are not even paying for the food).hahahahahha.
In Jr high school - to get a date all a guy had to give a note to his best friend Julian; he would give the note to Mary her best friend and Mary would give it to her and she would meet you at the lockers and BAM you were dating!.....Good times. Things kinda went south from Sr high school and college. I wouldn't kick you in the knee now (I wouldn't want an assault charges on my hands, lol) and My best friend Julian is no longer with us but - you want to meet at the lockers? Hahahahaha ....Well, I must say I like you after reading your profile and viewing your lovely pics and I hope and wish we take this to another level.
I got your number too and I will call you today, do tell me when is the best time to call, here is mine please save it to your contacts. 425 354 5412
Hello My Dearest,
Nice to hear from you again. I derive pleasure in reading your messages as I am finding this more interesting. It was amazing hearing your sexy voice on the phone last night, it sounded like music to my ears. Plus, you have a lucid expression. Well, to tell more about me, I would say I am a highly optimistic person with a great sense of humor. I’m easy-going, I’m a social drinker but, don’t smoke. I’m a critical thinker though slow to drawing conclusions. Above all, I am a serious minded person and a go-getter. My wife was involved in a car accident and she was pregnant at the time too, I knew ahead of time that she was pregnant too but like I said over the phone last night, I want us to create our own memories so let me talk about relationships.
Talking about a relationship, some people think it is the female or the male that builds it, but I am from the school that says it takes two to tangle. The success of a relationship should be the product of the collective impute from both parties involved. Effective communication is important. In a bit to get this, time must be sacrificed. Though people are always busy with work and stuffs but, we should be able to make out time for the one we love. For it is through effective communication that we can understand one another very well, know our strength and weaknesses and be able to identify our individual moments, so as to know when to give care, counsel, encouragement and support where and when needed. I hope that we can operate from high level of patience, understanding, and tolerance and be humble enough to admit our mistakes when we offend one another and on the other hand, be kind enough to forgive, forget and let the relationship grow, because, none is perfect. I wish to meet a lady with like-mind to share dreams with and encourage one another in our pursuit of interest as well as end up making a happy home; God being our helper.
You can ask me anything you wish to know and I will answer you. I hope you reciprocate the same until we will finally meet by the grace of God and I hope we will not depart again afterwards. I have this conviction that things would be much easier between us because, our meeting is purposeful or don’t you think so? This is just how I feel and I know we would be just fine.
I like to have intellectual conversation because; it helps me learn from others. Other times I love to joke around. I think laughter is healthy. I love to watch comedy shows. I like to cuddle with my woman and let her rest her head and sleep on my shoulder. I want her to have a peace of mind. I also like to get naughty and make sweet love making sometimes, When I’m upset, I say it immediately and forget it. The heart is too valuable to keep record of wrongs. I dislike fights, especially for petty reasons. I'm a good listener and I like to compromise and talk things out. Overall, I'm easy going and I love all cultures in women. Sometimes I think women should be rulers of the earth.
I am happy, so I give out happiness to all because; I understand that you must first give it out to get it back. If you don’t give you can’t get. This applies to all areas of life. People say I am funny but, I don’t see my being funny. I love animals I love to have great fun, laugh, and kid around and forget about any worries because, life is too short to be in too much thoughts especially when I see on TV all the unrest going on around the world, it looks like the world is ending this night. Most importantly is for one to be at peace with his creator. I think it's a pleasant way to be for a good life. I enjoy all kinds of things that I like to do with my special one such as picnics, beaches, cozy restaurants, parks, theater, movies, shopping, some singing, drawing, painting, music, massaging, pampering, warm conversations, hugging, sunsets, nature, etc. I also have interests in science, home design, space program; computers are fun, 16th century French architecture etc. I have a very warm and compassionate heart and a passion for life in general. I am seeking my one and only woman to share our souls as soul mates. She will be my love, my world, and my greatest joy. We have more to talk about because I really enjoy your letters. I will look forward to your email.
Thanks so much for your care .Have a wonderful day. Take care and stay blessed.
Amy; My Queen,
It was actually nice hearing your voice, believe me your voice is more like music to my ears, It was more of what I was expecting, sexy and calm. We really need to see very soon darling, You got me going out of control now. It's very visible to see how much I have gotten addicted to you... Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, now i find myself gradually falling in love with you which is beyond my control! I think about you all the time and even when I tend to concentrate on work your thoughts keep coming in... it's like they are beyond my control... I have been thinking about you. I get a good glow on my face just waking up each day to read or hear from you. It's so clear on my mirror to see that something had been missing from me because now I know I am waking up to hear or read from someone special, and I see a lot of good things ahead of us trust me.
I just want a partner that can share mutual respect, trust, sincere concern, and of course lots of love & affection. As far as roles in the relationship are concerned, I do not expect to be waited on hand & foot, but on the other hand, I do not want to be neglected either. I don't even mind if we have our own space every once in a while to do our own thing either by ourselves or with other friends, but we would always keep our relationship as the highest priority. Any disagreements should be resolved as quickly and as amicably as possible---in other words, we should definitely be in at least a truce before bedtime.
I should tell you that a relationship Is based on trust honesty and sincerity because without these things nothing Is ever going to work out and I should tell you that I am a man that walk with God's Intervention not that I am too religious but I do things the right way at the right time they are suppose to be done...I just want to be loved and I will love back In return.. I am chivalry person. I would consider myself a very passionate person not afraid to show my feelings. I couldn't help but notice your beautiful eyes and that is interesting because my whole life I have been told what beautiful lips I have. I should have thought of what kind of kissing could go on between the two of us!!! Smiling...Smiling.... I asked you about What True Love means?? And I also think I should express what True Love means to me...
Love is any of a number of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection, true love true love waits, true love endures, true love believes, true love trust, true love will walk through fire, True love means understanding. One trusts another more than him/herself and feels ready to satisfy every little need of a partner. True love isn't supposed to blow your mind, yet it doesn't tend to get and to possess – It's a very special state of a soul. It's said that two persons truly in love aren't looking at each other but in the one direction, and this is rather reasonable because they don't say nothing "this is yours and this is mine" and share everything: friends, interests, problems and etc. One has his/her own identity but sees him/herself only as a part of the other
I love your name baby, it is such a beautiful name, sounds like victory to me. It is a true miracle that we met. I believe that two people are connected at the heart and it doesn't matter what you do or who you are or where you live there are no boundaries or barriers if two people are destined to be together. You can never control who you fall in love with, even when you're in the most sad confused time of your life. You don't fall in love with people because they are fun. It just happens because it is destiny
Some think love can be measured by the amount of butterflies in their tummy. Others think love can be measured in bunches of flowers, or by using the words "for ever". But love can only truly be measured by actions. It can be a small thing, such as peeling an orange for a person you love because you know they don't like doing it. The more connections you and your lover make, not just between your bodies, but between your minds,your hearts and your souls, the more you will strengthen the fabric of your relationship and the more real moments you will experience together.
Love isn't something you find. Love is something that finds you. Let us always meet each other with a smile for the smile is the beginning of love. A flower cannot blossom without sunshine and man cannot live without love. The love we share is real. May it never die.
Loving you with all I am,
I am just here laughing and smiling, filled with endless joy to have been blessed with such an amazing soul as you. You reflect joy in my life and you are the pure definition of beauty. No one realizes the beauty of love, until you're caught in it. Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it but baby knowing you expose me to wonderful thoughts and feelings and made me understand that self sacrifice is the greatest expression of love. The greatest gift to my heart is having my heart set on you. You're a song written by the hands of God, If I were blind, within my heart I could still see the beauty that is in you. baby a friend told me a long time ago that when you love a woman, you see your world inside her eyes. Our imperfections are what makes us beautiful and i am willing to grow old with you and love you for the rest of my life. They do say love comes and goes, and to that I disagree. So, here's my heart, take it and don't break it.
When I tell you I love you, I don’t say it out of the habit. I say it to remind you that you are the best thing that has ever happened to me. We go into the relationship together and work through it all together so when you love someone, you pick up the little things and magically turn them into something special. For me, you are the queen, the rest is just the rest. I would give up anything just to be with you. God's gift to me is you and you are the air that I breathe. You made my life easier with the softness of your heart and I'll love you forever.
Love isn't about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It’s not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end. If you find someone willing to go through hell just to keep your relationship alive, then never ever take their love for granted. I don’t let people in often and I mean what I say. If I tell you, you’re my friend that means a lot, if I tell you I LOVE YOU I know that it isn't a phrase or expression and know that I actually love you in the best and most honest way that I can.
I'm totally drunk with joy and happiness when i hear your voice and also when i think of you. I know that you are not perfect and nor can I claim to be either, but please believe me, when I say that I want to be by your side, to hold your hand, to treasure you in the morning and in the noon-tide, to be next to you, to be held close to your heart now and for the rest of my living years, to comfort you, dry your tears and calm your most frightening fears, to fight your battles and show no shame to scream my love for you out loud all over the land. I can imagine when I set my eyes on you and behold your beauty in my face and heart, Oh..I will hold you so close that the spirit in us will glorify God.
I Love you with the breath, the smiles and the tears of all my life. "I found myself having this thoughts this morning when I woke up while reading your letter """ Imagine scented lavender candles burning in the bathroom and bedroom. We are both naked, bubbles floating all around us, I am in the back of the tub with you leaning against me, I am massaging your neck, shoulders and breasts with my hands all the while telling you how much I love and adore you. I stop talking and start nibbling on your neck, as the other hand continues to slowly massage and twick your breasts as one slowly dips below the water and goes between your legs and starts massaging your clit and pussy. i can feel and hear you start out with a low moan as you get into our love making. I tilt your head backwards so I can start to give you some warm and passionate kisses on your beautiful lips and our tongues start to make their own love to each other. I slowly move us to the center of the tub and turn you around so you are facing me and sitting on my lap and slowly penetrate you and we slowly make love kissing and enjoying the rhythm of our bodies until we both cum in a great orgasm together.""""
There is something I need you to know baby. To love someone is madness… To be loved by someone is a gift… Loving someone who loves you is a duty… But being loved by someone whom you love is a beautiful life. I will not stop loving you.I dedicate this song to US. I Want To Spend My Lifetime Loving You - Marc Anthony & Tina Arena http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yo4AWDELNiY
How are you? I am so happy to read from you, when I talk about you I can't stop smiling. My focus is so all over the place right now and I am trying to reel myself back in. I can see myself just melting in your arms and that makes me feel good. I am so overwhelmed right now and I have this flood of emotions that have just over taken me and it is all because of you, your gentleness, your kindness, your heart, and your love. I've been telling you thank you and I have been telling God thank you. You are a rare gift and not many people will find this. But I am so, so, glad that I have it with you. You know that thing that you just can't explain and all you can say is God, because you know that it was his doing. This is an event where purpose has met time and for us that means a life dream fulfilled.
I slept with the thought of you yesterday and woke up to read a message from you as first thing. I am feeling on top of the world. Inside of me there is a place where my sweetest dreams reside, where my highest hopes are kept alive, where my deepest feelings are felt and where my favorite memories are safe and warm. I find that you're on my mind more often than any other thought. Sometimes I bring you there purposely just to make my day brighter. But more often, you surprise me and find your own ways into my thoughts. There are even times when I awaken, I realize that you've been a part of my dreams. Then during the day, when my imagination is free to run, it takes me into your arms and allows me to linger there knowing there's nothing I'd rather do. I know my thoughts are only reflecting the loving hopes of my heart because whenever they wander, they always take me to you.
To say that I am in love with you is beginning to sound boring to me. I think I am losing my mind. I see you in everything I do. could you imagine that I didn't have anything to eat yesterday evening before sleeping and here I am, very strong? I just give God all the praise. He said he will have mercy on who he will have mercy on and he counted me and has shown me his mercy by leading you to my path. Just a few weeks ago, I said to myself that I wish that I can reach the end of the road because, everything around seems meaningless even with all the material comfort, but since you came along, I wish the road would never end because I would rather be lost with you than to reach the end without you.
Baby, to me this is not magical because, magic only last for a moment; this is a miracle from God to us. Though it seem to you that I brought love back to you, but you don’t need to thank me because I was like a gas without a spark of light to blow it up. Thank you for igniting the fire in me. I was equally cold before until you came in. this is what you get when two positive minds meet; success is always assured. Only the most special things in my world get to come inside my heart and stay. And now, I realize how deeply my life has been touched by you. I want to tell you that the love I have for you is undying. It is a love that is strong and enduring and will stand the test of time. I truly feel blessed that you have become a part of my life, and I cannot wait for the day that we can join our lives together. I want to lie next to you at night and fall asleep in your arms. I want to wake to your beautiful smile. I want to share in your joys and sorrows. I want to be your everything, because you are everything to me.
I promise to always love you and always hold you in my heart. I will always be here for you when you need me, and I will love you no matter what life brings us. Please do keep me in your prayers with regards to my contract meeting today, it means a lot and it is a huge one, this will certainly be our first big win together. I love the song you sent me, it is beautiful and I can't wait to dance to it with you, slowly and kissing tenderly, that will be so amazing. The greatest gift I desire is you and I have you in my life already, I'm presently in New York and if I get this job, I will have to leave immediately so time wouldn't permit you to send me a gift or card just yet, notwithstanding the gesture and intentions is what counts, you have enveloped me forever!!!
Hoping to read back from you soon. Baby I am really falling for you...I can’t stop thinking about you and can’t take you out of my mind...I don't know what you have done to me but I must confess I love it because it makes me feel good and I thank you for that and thank God almighty too.
How are you doing my love? This life is not a bed of roses, no one promised us life would be a good place for us to dwell in, it can only be fair if we come across good people, You have been such a good woman since I found you and your love has worked magic with my life, I am so grateful for that and I will forever be indebted to your kindness and support, you are so good to me and I will never break your heart, you are a wonderful person, an Angel of peace and I'm proud to have you in my life, I do touch myself when I read your erotic emails, it keeps me going, I saw your voluptuous boobs too, it's so succulent, so juicy, I just want to put my lips there and pleasure you, I will send another letter with this regard.
When one loves somebody everything is clear; where to go, what to do, it all takes care of itself and one doesn't have to ask anybody about anything. As love is the most noble and divine passion of the soul, so is it that to which we may justly attribute all the real satisfactions of life, and without it, man is unfinished, and unhappy. Love, that divine fire which was made to light and warm the temple of home has brought new look to my face and chased away the dark side of my heart and each time i think of love, you are all I think of.
The good news is that, I was provided two contracts in Asia and South Africa, Cape Town By Caltex with Techron. They want me really bad but i have to accept one, there was a little confusion deciding because the job in Asia will last about 10 weeks with contract sum of $7.9 million while Cape Town for 2 to 3 weeks with contract sum of $6.2 million, I have decided to take the job in Cape Town, South Africa because the period at which the job will be done is very short compared to the job in Asia and presently Asia is plagued by too much unrest and terrorism
I believe this has come through for me because you came into my life, you are indeed a blessing to my life, please i want you to know that this will not disturb our communication/relationship in anyway. Knowing that I have your heart delights me, it makes me feel complete and by the way, I know they say Love ceases to be a pleasure, when it ceases to be a secret, but I just can’t hide the way I feel about you, I love you more than life itself and I will do anything to make you the woman in my life forever, The Bible says Love is the wine of existence. When you have taken that, you have taken the most precious drop that there is in the cluster, I have drunk from your wine of love and I will forever be intoxicated by it forever baby. I am so happy to have you in my life, now i know even if I didn't get to know you from where we met, I would still cross path with you because we are made from heaven....Huge smiles.
I could remember telling you that I am an open book, I feel so peaceful sharing my feelings with you, I know I am a free man but I never knew I would be this free and open minded to tell you everything, I guess your love must have opened my eyes to see more so my heart could think more, I love you for being specially made from heaven, I feel at peace when i think of you and you are all I think of and dream about in a Woman. If two people are in love they can sleep on the blade of a knife, you have proved that to me because you care about me and you are always supportive of me, I appreciate you checking on me throughout this week as it was very hectic for me. Thank you my Angel of Peace.
I will wait to hear what you think because I believe your opinion matters a lot regarding this issue, i don't know how this sounds to you but i know i see you now as a family so you can tell me what you think as i feel you are part of me, do take care of yourself and enjoy the rest of your day, how i wish you were here to hold all through today in celebration of my new achievement, i know it will soon become a reality and we will be on the together soon, I will be traveling tomorrow to Cape - Town, South Africa tomorrow by 10:40AM in the morning.
Talk to you soon. Here is another song I love so much and I want you to hear it darling, Thanks so much for being a great impact in my Life. Feels Like Home" by Chantal Kreviazuk: https://youtu.be/Am7EI5tdaX4
Love You FOREVER,
I woke up this morning thinking so much about you and your letters was amazing, I'm already looking forward to you picking me up from the airport, I can wait to go inside you, I can't wait for you to pleasure me too. I am going to miss you but I promise to always communicate with you via email, you are the best thing that has ever happened to me since the death of my wife. Sometimes I feel like taking you away from the whole world and have a place where all we have is “US” I can no longer stay alone, I can’t sleep alone; I need your cushion of love, the first thing I want to do after waking up is to kiss you my love. My imagination of both of us sharing the bond of relationship carries me to a dream of building a home which I want to gift it to you; where we make memories of just you and I.
I was up early so I can check for what and what I need to take along, we will have a lot to talk about and for sure with some kisses and saying we love each other a hundred times and more...smiles. I must write at least everyday because i will need you more while am away so I don't feel lonely in another man's land..smiles. baby check your email all the time because my message will be sitting there waiting for you to read.
You entered into my life as a candle light in the dark; you showed me the meaning of love with your words and cares. The days that we have spent with each other have instilled a new bright life in me; I was someone who would never surrender my feelings to anyone. But your love, your compassionate way of caring for me has made me fall in love with you. You alone make my life worth living; the first thought that comes to my mind after waking up in the morning is to plan the day on how I can take time to meet you. I love day-dreaming because that always gives me good instinct that everything will be fine and we both miss each other. Thank you for your support and love you've shown, now I am satisfied that you are the woman of my dream and I am happy that I am a very lucky man.
I love you and you love me, in my heart you'll always be here or there, near or far, my love will be wherever you are. I love you with everything that I am. My whole soul can't wait to be with you. rest assured I will be thinking of you through all the period that I'm away.
It was amazing hearing your beautiful voice this morning, it sounded like music to my ears and I will be thinking of you through this long flight. Wish me a safe trip. Do expect my email once I arrive my destination.
Love you Forever & Always!!!
It's about 5:00 PM here and am just about to leave the airport, I visited the site today, did an induction, and I'm fully set to commence the project from on Monday. I love you because you make me look forward to each day. You're my everything, a dream come true. There are no words to express what I feel for you. There are no songs as beautiful as the music that fills my soul whenever I read your emails. There are no roses as lovely as your smile even if I can't see you smile right now but I know deep down in my heart that you always smile whenever you hear from me. Nothing moves me like you do. There are no days brighter than the days I spent reading your letters. You're my light in the dark. There could never be words strong enough to express my love for you. I love you with my body, soul, and mind. Thanks to God for bringing you into my life because you really make me strong.
It is truly a beautiful country and the weather is quite friendly too, it was warm today, I wanted you to come on this trip with me but I'm glad you didn't, I wouldn't want to allow you go through any stress, especially what I'm faced with right now, I feel terrible, I feel violated, this is certain not a good start to my trip down here, I've never been in a situation like this before when I lost my luggages.
I hope that you are doing great today as I always think of you every time, as I speak to you, I am writing you these words with a heavy heart as I am in a fix. After complaining to the luggage desk and airline of my two missing luggage just as I told you yesterday, the lady at the luggage desk collected my baggage tag receipt which contains the tracking numbers required to locate missing bags and told me to come back. This is after I have used the Self service baggage kiosks that showed me “Bags miss-routed - will need to be sent back to the correct destination” so, I had to come back to the airport being today, but to my surprise, the bag had been tampered and I could not find my apple laptop, phone and even my wrist watch. Infact all the gadgets are missing, including one of my work tools parameters, maybe I did not lock the bag where these gadgets and tools are and am sure that was the reason who ever saw the bag took those things. The worse is that I should have held my gadgets into the flight but, I don’t like having phones or laptop on inside the flight.
I am thinking of placing law suit against the airport to have them indemnify me to the tune of what is missing but, as I speak, I can’t even find my cards and I look so helpless, I can't place a law suit right now because it was investigated that I did not lock the bag and it's my fault, they are also saying maybe my bag was tampered with when I was on transit. It took me about 30 minutes to get here and send you this message and I have to go to the airport here before I can find a local library to send you this message. I just have to speak to you because; you are the only one that can make me think less now and I don’t want to do anything stupid. I hope you can talk to me. I will wait a while before returning to the guest house because; the distance here isn't funny at all and very frustrating and I need to be hearing from you at least everyday because it keeps me going now that I am here but no laptop which also aids my job and also some of my work tools.
Rest assured my love, I'm never going to Africa again, there are lots of things wrong with this continent, I'm not the one to judge though but they have potentials too all they need to do is get better security in their countries that's all. Also I thank GOD for life! I only lost cash and material things, I have you in my life too and that is enough for me to rise above this sad experience :( Maybe I was unlucky. Your letters was very soothing to me and I want to read from you again, this will make me whole and better knowing that I have your love. Please baby keep me in your prayers as I will need it. I was keeping Africa as one of our traveling destinations when we go on series of vacation but I don't think that is still on the list. I am taking that thoughts out of my head. I will wait to hear from you again. I love you and I miss you so so much, You are always on my mind and I can't wait to see you in several weeks time.
Affectionately Loving you.
It has been a very long day for me but through it all I never stop thinking about you. I just want you to know that I truly appreciate you for your love, Your time, Your emails, everything about you makes me happy. There's no doubt you are that special woman I have wanted all my life and my life wouldn't be meaningful if you are not in it. My fingers dip below your waist, traveling at a sensuous pace. The lower I go, your anticipation builds. Your heart beats faster bracing for the thrill. My touch has you moaning, begging for more. My hot passionate kisses; you simply adore. you feel it, I feel YOU, as you crest on high. Only I can take you on this incredible ride. Baby, do it again, and again and again, I never get enough of this delightful pleasure you scream. As my dick gets bigger in size I know what you want, no need to hide I just want you to rub your butt right on my dick, afterwards, you spit on the head and go all the way down, then rub your tongue all the way around, you love to suck on my big fat dick, you suck it real fast then go real slow, up and down that's how you go, I want to cum all in your mouth so you can swallow all my sweet cum, but before I reach climax I stop you, lay you on the bed and start eating pussy, you want me already as my rock hard cock is brushing on your thighs, I let you take the lead as you fuck me at a different pace, it felt so good and we couldn't help but to cum soon afterwards! Again darling this are the thoughts I've been having of us. I can't wait to be with you soon.
My sweet Amy, you write the sweetest things to me and you have no idea how it melts my heart, I had tears in my eyes as I read your emails. You are so compassionate, I have never found the qualities in anyone that I have found in you, you are the best! When I see the sun, I see YOU! I see you in everything these days. You are my ray of sunshine which has brought so much happiness into my world. Even when the sun is not shining I still see you. My love for you is everlasting and has no end and I can't wait to join our lives together.
Today has been a bit awful for me, after speaking to both my friends yesterday and today, I've been quite down and sad but thoughts of you gives me life. You are very special to me and It wouldn't be nice if I hide the truth from you. I know already in my heart that you are my wife to be and a best friend. Darling I want you to know that things are very ugly for me here at the moment and I have tried my possible best to handle it all by myself. I am not happy with the outcome of my meeting with the custom agents yesterday, I couldn't come up with the custom demand to clear my goods. The amount of money they are demanding is way too much and beyond my budget and I have already spent so much money in the cost of shipping the goods down here, now the custom are charging me so much for the clearance of the goods. I have already invested so much money on this project and I don't have any extra money to take care of the charges due to my present circumstances.
It's really disturbing my mind state because If I can't clear this goods between now and the weekend it's terribly going to affect my plans to and this job. It may lead to me staying here more than my estimated period, and this may lead to extra accommodation charges. I just want to get things done on time and return back to you. I have to admit to you that my heart is no longer here, My heart is out there with you darling, I just want to finish this project as soon as possible and return back to you. I'm already thinking of returning back home before the end of the month so I can be with you, make love to you and never want to spend a day without you, but from the look of things it's going to be a long walk to freedom.
Too many unforeseen expenses especially the custom duty charges, it's way beyond the amount I thought it would be. If I had know that this country's duty charges was this expensive, I would have saved a large amount of cash aside for precautionary motive or just buy everything here, but this project has cost me too much money already. So far I have invested more than three hundred thousand united state dollars in parts on this project already and we are still at the starting stages, I made all preparations but anticipate the customs excessive cost and the airport stress. Without these materials we will be unable to proceed further with work by next week. I tried to ask the company for upfront payment so that I can be able to clear my goods but they turned down my request and insist that they can only pay me when the project is completed as agreed in Contract terms and Conditions. I am so tired and I don't even know what to do anymore.
Darling the world seems to be against me right now, You are the only one who's cheering me on, you are the closest person to me. Darling I wanted to ask you a small favor but I was too scared to ask because I don't have any clue of your financial status and I don't want you to feel like am taking advantage of you or your kindness. I do look up to you as my better half, My wife to be and a shoulder to cry on. I do believe we are in this together. You are the only person in my life right now that I can trust and share my problems with and I hope you don't see me as a burden. I sincere hope I can lay my trust on you and share my problems with you, Instead of relating my personal issues with fake friends. I asked a friend of mine who is in the same line of business with me for financial assistance earlier and he insulted me of being greedy and always wanting it all for myself. He even went as far as telling me that I should have let him have the contract since I know I don't have enough resource to finance it. I felt so bad and ashamed that I even asked him for assistance in the first place.. At this point, am so stressed out and you are the only one I know that I can trust and rely on right now, because you have proven to me that you will always be there. Not some friends that is hating on my success.
Darling I will need a little favor from you. I don't know if there is anyway you can be able to assist me with a small loan so that I can be able to clear my goods this week and as well keep this project going. I will be paid the sum of 6.2 million US dollars soon as the project is completed and I will be able to pay back the loan even with a 10% interest rate if possible. I promise you baby I will reimburse you as soon as I receive my pay check and get back home. My sweet love I really need your assistance on this. Please my love just let me know if you will be able to assist me. Understand that I don't just see you as my lover anymore, I see you as my wife to be and My best friend. Darling let me know if is okay so that I can send you the banking details to use. I really need your assistance my Love. Let God be my witness. Lets do this together. Nobody is willing to assist me and it's making me sick to my stomach because I might lose all the money I have invested on this project if I can't finish up as agree in contract terms
Please get back to me ASAP.
Love you more and more...