Dear Tatiana Pavinska
I need to begin by saying I?m almost dying, I miss you so much. You know, it?s sunny and warm here, but my heart only has light when it comes to my memory the light in your eyes and the sparkle in your smile.
When I think of the hours and hours of flying that separated us, I get the feeling I will suffer hours and hours of insomnia. I need you so badly by my side, I need so badly to feel your caring touch and the sensuality of your kisses, I need so badly to feel your presence, that in some moments, I think that your absence will slowly bring me to some illness.
I can?t wait until this tormenting is over, I can?t wait until I have you back, really close to me, hugging me, receiving my care, kisses and hugs.
Without you by my side my days are real sad and my nights are terrible. Hours can go by, and I?m still trying to sleep so time will go by faster, so the moment when we meet again will be sooner. I feel better when I dream about you, and that way, I always dream about you. I dream about you, even when I?m awake and I always ask God to make the universe clock faster so you can be quickly by my side.
My love, even far away, even in another hemisphere, don?t ever loose the certainty that I love you and my biggest desire is your brief return.
With a lot of Love and Passion,
I hope you will understand this message
I want to tell you more about my contract agreement with the ministry of works here. I am an independent contractor engineer to plan, develop and design an oil platform at the South China Sea offshore northwest SIngapore. I have invested a lot of time, energy and funds already on securing this project. It's a multi million project and with this we can have all the time in the world to show you my true love and we can be very sure of a very happy family life together forever. I signed the contract on agreement that I resume work with my personal fund. The contract value is 5,022,181.57 pounds. The ministry of works will release complete funds to me on completion of the contract. When I started the project It was very difficult as I had problems with the bank I was able to get the whole materials and equipment needed for this project which costs about 1,087,500 pounds and I made a cash payment of 972,500 pounds. I tried to withdraw the remaining balance which is 115000 pounds with my credit card from the bank here but I was denied access. I went into an agreement with the equipment supplier to pay him the remaining balance when I fix my bank issues or after completion of the project. I am very glad cause everything is going well so far I also want to use the opportunity of vacation to show you more love and also fix my bank issues together with planning our engagement. I am in love with you baby. You make me do things I have never done. I confide in you so much that I can share my deepest secrets and feelings with you.
Please pray for the Ministry of works to approve this vacation and also pray for this project. There was just something about you that stimulated my Interest to know more. I keep looking at your pictures, You are such an elegant looking lady, Your beauty melts my heart, a special kind of beauty. I am in love with your cute lips and your beautiful smile. I love your height & your Dress sense is Impeccably smart. I am very attracted to not only your look but to your mind. I just want to let you know that these last few months that we have been communicating gave me new hope and confidence. Finding love and trust was a gift from you to me. Relationships should never be taken for granted, I so much believe in you and our future together. I realized that my body and soul wants to be with you. It feels so great to feel for you and to be loved by you from a distance. All I dream about is to make you my wife. I just want to be with you. We will laugh together, we will smile together, we will cry together, we will share our sadness and happiness. My life is wonderful because you are with me, you make me happy even if I feel sad and low. Your smile lightens up my life and all the darkness disappear. Your love has made me crazy. I will love you till the end of my life. And I want to be with you all my life.
Lubim ta my Queen