Scam Email(s) from Frederick Jansen to Amy (USA)


Letter 1

Hi, It's Freddie from the ourtime. I wanted to make sure I got the right email so I can send you a proper message. Hope to talk to you soon

Letter 2

Good evening Amy,

Firstly I'd like to thank you for giving me your email, I really appreciate it. How are you doing hope you having a lovely evening? I am happy that you responded to me. This is actually my first time trying out this internet dating so please forgive any form of awkwardness that may be perceived. Please kindly tell me what part of town you live as I need to be sure with regards to our meeting. I am having a busy day at work with the project I am busy with as its approaching completion.

My full names are Frederick Jansen, 62years old, am the only child to my parents, my dad is late but my mum is still very strong and kicking. My dad is originally Dutch and my mum Irish but lived in Granada Spain most of our lives, I recently moved here from Granada, Spain and have been living here more than two years now. Work wise I am self employed Construction engineer, and recently have adopted interior design so that I can give whatever property I build the kind of character the owner wants for it both on the exterior and interior as well. I was married got divorced and she is late now so its just me and my daughter. I have a daughter she is 25years and is in a law school at the moment in Ireland, as she is going to be an attorney any time soon, I am really happy with the woman she has become amidst the lost that we both suffered.

I am not into games so am looking for a serious relationship someone that am going to spend the rest of my life with just like you, someone that can be my best friend, share great laughter with and take on various adventurous activities.

Things I like to do, swimming, playing golf, lawn tennis, watching sports, taking long walks, I love the beach very much, also my favorite food will be italian and seafood. I hope I haven't bored you with everything I have said to you, looking forward to your next email. Please see attached recent pictures please kindly send yours too so I can have them on my computer thanks. Hope you have a lovely weekend


Letter 3

Good evening Amy,

Thanks for your lovely email and sharing more about you I really enjoyed learning more about you. Your pictures I must say are a breath of fresh air thank you for sending them to me they are very beautiful and breathtaking. I must say you are a very beautiful and attractive lady any man would want be proud to have you as a life partner. I'd like us to give each other a chance to see where all of this lead us.

Here is how my daughter describes me. "She said that her Dad is like one of those books that sits on a shelf in between all the beautiful ones, when you first see him the cover might not tell you much, but if you dare to open this book it will be one of the best books you will ever read, and you will never would want to put down". I like people to be honest. I do not like people who play games I believe life is too short for that.I am looking for someone who can be a friend, and a partner if that is meant to be. Who can see the beauty and challenges of life for what it could be.

You know Sometimes life takes us places we least expect, I am glad that life brought me in contact with an amazing soul like you, Let me give you an insight of my life. I have always be a one woman man. I dated my high school girl friend right to my university days and we eventually decided to get married immediately I secured my first Job. If I could gift wrap the Globe, I would have gave her the world. She was my everything. I never cheated on her. Do you know what hurt most, I watched her suffered several months in the hands of Cancer and I couldn't do anything to save her. I vowed to remain single after her demise, But its been years now, I am ready to move on. I miss cuddling in the middle of the night, Sometimes with the rain falling. I have been so out of love. I am not a one night stand man. I enjoy it most when my feelings are involved. Am so looking forward finding the right woman and starting a new Life again. I want you to know that am not looking for some-one to complete me, I am looking for some one to share my everyday Life with. It has been so lonely for me all alone. I need some one to cuddle every night before I sleep. I need some one that will love me genuinely.

I should tell you that i like every different types of good music. My great dream for the future is to find the Woman who will be my best friend, my lover, my pupil, and my partner in all life's adventures,at the very least. I want someone to spend all my time with, sharing all the pleasures I've discovered in life, and that's a lot, believe me. I also want someone who is very affectionate, because touching and hugging and caressing are a basic part of my spirit. How has life been treating you without a Man? what exactly are you looking for in life? what do you expect from me?.

I am very considerate of other people. I must admit that I do have my days. Smile.......I think loyalty is very Important in a relationship. Also trust and respect. Well, I believe if there is true love and understanding It will surely work out and noting can come between two lovers. Do you believe so?

I will like you to know am old fashioned so I will be the one opening the door for you, making sure you wake up with smiles every now and then. I am interested in getting to know more about you, your experiences, the things you like, the things you dont like So I try not to upset as thats very far from my intentions. I would like to know what you desires are in your man. How u would like to be treated.

Hope you have a great evening further and looking forward to your next email.


Letter 4

Good afternoon Amy,

How are you doing this morning hope you had a restful night, I woke up this morning and you where the first thing in my mind and it made me smile and I can tell you that I havent felt like this in years and am so happy its happening now. Thank you so much for your beautiful picture you sent me I must say it has added sparkle to my day.

I have a very busy day ahead at work with the projec am busy with which is the renovation of a clients 10bedroom house, I have been working on this project for the past 7months and its almost done as my estimated date for completion will be the 26th of April.

Answers to your questions:

Did you and your wife divorce prior to her death?
Ans: Yes we were Divorced already before she died.

Are you a Christian?
Ans: Yes I am a Christian.

Where do you live now?
Ans: l have my house in Virginia but working in Kansas city, MO at the moment.

When is your birthday?
Ans: 22nd July

What kind of hours do you work?
Ans:7AM - 18:30PM

How long were you on Our Time?
Ans: Less than a month

Are you a patient man?

Ans: Yes I consider myself a very patient man

What are your turn offs?
Ans: Lies, dishonesty, deceitful,drama.

More about me I was married for 29years until my divorce to my late ex wife, It was really a very terrible time for both me and my daughter but I am happy its all in the past now and we both have moved on, I own my company, my daughter and Mum both are in Ireland in her hometown. I have been designing beautiful home for the past 31 years and i must say its been a wonderful experience you can look up my companys website to have an idea of my work it is Am really interested in seeing where this goes as you seem to be one of a kind and any man will be lucky to have you.

Do enjoy your day and I look forward to your email also please send me your number so I can give you a call to put a voice behind our emails.


Letter 5

Good morning Amy,

How are you doing this morning? It was wonderful to hear your voice. Hope you could feel my heart from my voice! Still trying to process everything that happened between us. If this is a dream, I don't want to wake up!! Your voice is so tranquil and so soothing, I can listen to you all day long and never get bored. Already feel like I can find comfort in your voice, find security in your strength, find my solace in your arms, and find my rest in your heart! Heaven must be missing an angel, because you're here on earth right now!!!!

Am convinced that I really want to do this because after we spoke like I have not been able to focus on anything but to think of you, I am looking forward to speaking to you again this evening as I cant get enough. Stunning voice you got there and you make me smile, i will love to hear more of it. I feel we have a lot in common and would love to continue this and see where we go from here. No one is perfect and we could only give it a trial. A Relationship is all about TRUST, SINCERITY and HONESTY, all this Paramount fact must exist in a relationship before anything can work out of it. I'm a man of my word and will always stand by my words. I'm a caring and loving man, Open minded and Upfront in every aspect of a relationship. I am a man with so much love and honesty. I am a happy man who loves to satisfy my love ones with everything i have, I am a one woman man, i am very romantic, i believe in the happiness of my woman, i really would like to get to know you better and i want you to be free in sharing anything with me as i will do just the same. I think you are my end to my search and will like to start by being your best friend and we see where this will lead to as only God knows. Since i first viewed your profile, i felt a great impulsion on me and ever since then i have been thinking about you, i thought you might be an end to my search or to say a realization of my dreams because you are just what i am looking for and you know when i keep reading from you, i feel that is coming to be true and i pray and hope it does. I hope you are for real? I will give this a total chance and i am sure it will take me to where i want in life which is to grow old with someone who really cares about me just as i will about her. Thank you for giving me this opportunity and i promise never to disappoint you. Am looking forward to your email.

Kisses and Hugs,

Letter 6

Good morning Amy,

Thanks for your lovely email and I must say speaking to you was a breath of fresh air and I want to talk to you everyday for the rest of my life. Your continuous pictures are like array of sunshine to my life I really appreciate you so much.

I would like to tell you something that I was pondering on through out the night. Ever since we started communicating, in you I see a beautiful, charming, intelligent person whom I like very much.

Would you be more than friends with me? My heart sees your heart is warm and beats a touching rhythm of enchanting attraction. I'd like to be with you more often, more seriously and even plan for the future. Would you be my sweetheart?

Do you have any idea how beautiful you are to me?
You are like the sun setting over the horizon, turning the sky red and sending rays of happiness.
You are like the colors of the flowers that embelish the green fields; like the petals dripping with the morning dew that exude grace and wonder.
You are so beautiful that your simple presence gives light to my day, like the full moon can illuminate a dark forest.
You are like the desert oasis that brings life in the middle of nothing ...
Your beauty is actually beyond mere words and I want you to know that I have been smitten by you.

Do have a lovely day ahead and I look forward to talking to you later today.

Hugs and Kisses,

Letter 7

My sweetheart Amy,

How are you doing today? You are the essence and charm of my life. You mean music to my ears, concern to my heart and add value to my life. You are worthy of all love and praise from the bottom of my heart. Your pictures are very beautiful and its like it gets even better with every passing day, your smiles are very contagious.

I have never been lucky much in life and the world has not been so loving and caring to me. But your presence has brought fragrance to my life and I have started loving life as never before. You have added a meaning to my life. It has never been like this before.

You are the loving companion I always wanted and adored in my life. You are the most beautiful woman on earth and any man would love being with you. I appreciate you have chosen me.

We will always be with each other in every mode of life, in all ups and downs and in all untrodden paths of life. I promise to give you the life you always dreamt of. We will surely make the best couple on earth. We will have several adventures of life together and even promise you the most wonderful intimate time. You too will remember me always. I love you more than any other man on earth.

I want you to promise being with me always. I cannot survive without you. You are the one whom I trust and with whom I can share the most loving and most bitter experiences of life. I long for the time you will be in my arms and we will spend hours together.

The most important thing is that when one has a loving friend like you becoming a life partner, what can be greater than that. You are the one who can understand me, know me, be with me, help me, love me ...

You will soon realize how strongly I talk from the bottom of my heart. I promise to share all the burdens of life together and have a wonderful time together. I promise to be a good and responsible partner. Hope you can have the same committed attitude towards me.

I have so much to offer you and I have been holding the feelings deep inside my heart. I have tried to open up a little but there is a lot more in the pool for you.

Your voice reveal the feelings from the bottom of your heart and I want to share those feelings with you.

Your sweetheart,

Letter 8

Good morning my sweetheart Amy,

Hope you had a good night rest, your sweet voice still lingers in my head like a sweet melody, Ohh!! My goshh!! What a sweet voice, captivating, it was really so nice speaking with you, I have gotten so fond of you. You know what? ever since I have started communicating with you, each email we exchanged tilts my chemistry towards you and now the talks... you are now always on my mind and you make it scramble and leap for joy whenever I see your message; when you're on my mind I am awake. Therefore, if love is a game i am ready to gamble with all i have.

I thought in my love story there would not be a better tomorrow but you've come into my life at a time like this and taken away all such thoughts.

It has always been my belief that if you like a woman, tell her straightaway because the female gender like boldness and being straightforward with them; this is why I told you from the onset how I feel about you.

When we started communicating, it was just the first attraction that powered my zeal but not too long I began to realize that you will be the rain to drench completely the reminiscence of the pain inflicted in my heart; you could be the sunshine to brighten up my mood; you could be the moon to set my burning desires of love on fire. Hey! I am aware that all you might demand in return is reasonable care, attention, concern and love.

Tonight before you go to bed I want you to remember that there is someone who is missing you and thinking about you and wishing you the best. I may not be there right now to share some beautiful moments with you but my words which I convey through this medium will let you know my heart is there with you because I care.

Last night when I looked up I saw a bright light across the clouds it seemed like your face, then I started praying each moment for you to become my very special someone and for your success and for you to be in good health always.

As I sit here writing, my mind wondered a while thinking of the first time we will meet, I find myself beginning to smile, all these emotions i have to express, letting go of all the past stress; what a joy that would be!!!. Love is no respecter of practicality neither morality: blatant She enters where she will be Unheeding until that her immortal fires burn up human hearts... and melts them and let contentment flow unobstructed.

Like everybody who is not in love, he thought one chooses the person to be loved after endless deliberations and on the basis of particular qualities or advantages, but i believe that is far from the truth about love; it is rather a connection that subdues every logic because you do not find love it finds you instead.

I will not hesitate to always let you know that you're on my brain, finding you was a life changing gain. I want to believe, nothing forever could tear us apart, for you are my beloved and the one that will be the keeper of my heart

Always know that you have made an impression in my heart and you will always occupy my thoughts. Most times we bask in the euphoria of physical attraction and our mind may mislead us to believe it is love but alas, it leads to heart break in the near future. So even while apart before we meet, I hope we will be able to build some strong affection that no storm will be able weaken. I never thought about myself looking for a life partner on a dating site, however, I am here and thank God it was you I found. It is not coincidence that about everything in life we share and we are feeling a connection the way we are doing. You are the woman ordained for me, and i am glad that God heard the cry from my heart and bring you around. I will cherish you and will love you with all my heart, if you permit me.

I am looking forward seriously to our meeting, i cannot wait to see you face to face, give you a warm embrace and who knows something more. Do have a lovely day ahead.

I care so much about you

I wish you the best in the rest of your day

Know that you are gradually walking into my heart

I am thinking of you


Letter 9

Good morning my sweetheart Amy,

How are you doing this morning, I am very sorry we could not talk last night I had a very long day and finished quite late I tried to call you but I am sure you where asleep already. I want to be double sure our heart belongs to each other, so I am formally asking your hand in love!!! I had closed the door to my heart and i wouldn't let anyone in; I had trusted and loved only to be hurt, and I thought that would never happen again because I had locked the door and tossed the key as far and wide as i could thinking that love would never enter my heart again.

My heart was closed for good, so I thought, then you came into my life and made me change my mind, and just when i thought that tiny Key was impossible to find; that's when you held out your hand and proved to me i was wrong; inside your palm was the key to my heart.

No wonder, whenever i read your emails I experience an unprecedented feeling and then when we started talking on phone that feeling became overwhelming and then it began to occur to me you might be the special someone for me. You know; out of the shadows of the darkest night you stepped forth like a dazzling light commanding my full attention, no other could compare; because in the words from your Heart, your eyes I see, my future and my Destiny.

You have become the reason I want to wake up from my slumber of despair, you became my undying hope, the hope that once died in my darkest moment; would you want to fill the gaps? Because inside my heart, it is like I've finally found my missing part.

I dream through wondrous scenery with you and me holding hands while walking in the park chasing on each other on the plain; have a sweet kiss before the sun walks off.

You are my sunlight on a dark and cloudy day.
My gentle breeze on a hot summers night.
My rain falling down, drenching my soul with your love

Like the waves breaking on the shore, will you wash away my pain?
Like the rain falling on the rooftops, will you awaken my senses?
Like the flowers in springtime, Will you bring me hope for a new beginning?
I want to Love You with all my heart! Do i have the permission?

How can I begin to explain what my heart wants you to know I stumble over my words and can't express what I feel You have entered into my broken soul and helped me to heal me to a large extent; could this be concluded?

If you're ready to journey down this road together with me, I promise you that I will love you beyond forever; Oooh!! how I wish that in my heart forever you would stay. You make my world revolve around a picture of a beautiful dream that in itself is more than I have ever known and more than I have seen

I have to be upfront with you; something already shifted in my heart, I cannot explain why, but it did. Iim Surrendering my HEART to you. Iim going to trust, that what is happening between us, is of GOD. Iim going to try to put all my fears aside and go with what my heart has been telling me. If you will give me the opportunity, I will take your Heart in my Hands with all the gentleness, kindness and love that I can possibly hold in my Soul and I ask you to do the same. Will you?

I realize how crazy this may seem to both of us. But, I do believe in the supernatural forces; so I feel this is not a mere coincidence? I have prayed and ask God to bring me someone that I may find peace and happiness with. I am glad that it is you that my heart becomes compatible with because you no doubt make my heart yummy!!!! OIim going to trust, this moment in time and my Heart is now in your hands.

I miss you and havenit even touched you!!!

Please do not turn me down.... my heart is in your hands.


Letter 10

Good morning my sweet Amy,

I read your email and it was so sweet that our hearts beats and yearns for the same reason. You are the most wonderful thing that has happened to me in recent time. There is one thing i have been missing for a long time before now; somebody to share my pains and joy with and would say the right words to encourage me, I am convinced you are the this person I have been seeking for.

I came up with these; i don't know whether to call it a poem or something else.... but it is for you…Read and tell me what you think.

When you find a dream inside your heart, don't let it go; for dreams are the tiny seeds from which beautiful Tomorrow Grows

A man's dreams are an index to his greatness

In life LOVE is never planned nor does it happen for a reason. But when LOVE is real, it becomes your PLAN for life and your reason for living.

Don’t think how many moments in your life; just think how much life is there in a moment.

Life gives answer in 3 ways... It says yes & gives you what you want, it says no and gives you something better, it says wait and gives you the Best!

When the time came to give my heart to someone, I made sure I selected YOU, whom I perceive will never break my heart because broken hearts has no spare parts. As for you, I assure you that you have selected the right person and i am prepared to keep your heart intact and you promised me already you will do. So I am convinced it shall remain so.

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is an encounter, love is patience.

Take care and know that i care so much about you and you are in my heart.

Love you,

Letter 11

My sweetheart Amy,

Good morning to you hope you had a very good night rest, thanks for sharing more about me as it makes me feel like I am very much part of your life, I love that statement " I get so thrilled over your voice and your enthusiasm! " It coincided with the way you make me feel every time i hear your melodious voice. My soul is filled with joy. Honey, i am taking out time from my work to write you because you are so special in my heart. Every second that passes my heart beat increases yearning for your love. You have overtaken me like fever and there are no pills to cure me of you except your love. How i long to be in your arms and you in mine.

Baby you are the best thing that has happened to me in my love life. I will ever cherish you till the end of the world.

I am writing to say i love you so much!!!!

Who can comprehend the mystery of love? Love is more than joy, more than feelings, more than thought, more than we can ever imagine, much more than we can ever desire and be thankful for!

Love is personal
Love is real
Love is the most tangible thing you’ll ever know
You lose yourself into love
You find oneness with the one you love
You are defined in love
You can never be a better you apart from love
For only love unites in such a way
as to make the beautiful even more beautiful
and to make each lover stronger and purer than he or she could ever be alone

In love, you are never alone for you are one with your beloved
you are one without being lost into the empty chasm of your own self
Love is not realizing that you are all there is
Love is realizing that you are not alone.
Love is a great thing, greatest of all goods because it renders light every burden and bears equally all that is unequal; because it carries a burden without feeling it, and renders sweet and pleasing every bitterness.

Nothing is sweeter than Love, nothing stronger, nothing higher, nothing more sublime nothing more expansive, nothing more joyful, nothing more abundant, nothing more pleasing in Heaven or on earth.

Love often knows no measure, but burns beyond all measure.
Love feels no burden, values no labours, would like to do more than it can do, without excusing itself with impossibility, because it believes that it may and can do all things.

Love watches, and, sleeping, slumbers not; When fatigued it does not become tired; when pressed it does not work through constraint; when threatened it is not disturbed; but like a lively flame and a burning torch, it mounts upwards and securely overcomes all opposition.

All The World is Meaningless without Love! The radiant sun is nothing but a big ball of fire that hovers above us.

If not for love, what could the sunrise mean?
What could everything mean at all?
Even the brightest of stars grow pale,
Even the moon loses its mystery,
Nothing hides beneath the seas, and no mountain is ever worth climbing for; and yet with love, even a candy wrapper can be put in a special golden box, even a torn ticket can be held with the highest regard.

Love means the world to me, It occurs when you sacrifice your single to become a plural,
You can only feel it through experience and can only explain it in the moments that it graces upon you.

Love possesses the magic that causes us to do crazy, unpredictable, unexplained things to impress or hold on to a person; a person with whom we can share trust, reliability, honesty, friendship, romance, kindness, patience and everlasting unconditional love.

You sacrifice your time so they can count on you no matter what moment in the day is at present. You sacrifice your emotions to the one you love, so you hurt when he/she hurt and so you are able to feel the warmth inside from mere thoughts of him/her. Someone you can hold from far away and squeeze tight from distances, I love you holds more power than just a statement; it is the root of energy that most of us can’t survive without.

Love is sacrifice of oneself, sacrificing the old you to let the new you shine through and commit to another. Love is a seed and the plant that grows out is what you create through a bond with a significant individual, which blooms over time. Love is a seed you must allow to grow, Love is…Sacrifice.

I love you baby. You are the air that i breathe and the one voice that gives me energy and strengthens my purpose for the day, and soothes me in my dreams.

Darling you are a real blessing

I love you

Hugs and billion kisses.

Your love

Letter 12

Good morning my sweetheart Amy,

How are you doing, as I write you this email you cannot imagine how excited I am and also very elated, I feel like meeting you has brought into my all the things I ever wished for, I applied for this very project dated back in April last year and havent heard anything since then but all through the night my phone kept ringing from an international number but was hesitant to answer but when I did guess what the bid I placed on this project was approved for me just in time as this project that I am doing here is coming to an end. I have attached in this email, the approval letter they sent me, honey I feel like am in cloud nine already, the minister have requested I go meet with her for deliberation on the requirements for this project and also to finalise all paper work so the project can be started in Cape town where the project is going to take place.

I sincerely apologise that I cannot make it to you as we have discussed but then am only going to be away for 2weeks after which am going to be back, in the contest of this contract I dont need to be present till its completed I only get to sub contract to local contractors there and then go from time to time to supervise I hope you do understand and I promise to bring you something special from Madrid and Cape town when I get back. I will be calling you from the airport to hear your voice before we take off.

Love you,

Letter 13

My sweetheart Amy,

I trust you are doing very well, I cannot begin to tell you how much I missed you as you where the only one in my thoughts all through the flight and one thing is sure am not going on any of this trips alone, as am sure it would have been best with you beside me. The time here is 16:10pm Tuesday evening.

I arrived Madrid safely this afternoon in time to make it for my meeting this afternoon with the Minister, made a ppt presentation and everyone was happy and I got the final endorsement with regards to the project. This means I need to be in Cape Town, South Africa by tomorrow where the construction will be taking place to do site inspection and meet with local contractors in regards to finalize the start up phase after which I should be back in Madrid to make reports and then head home to you my queen by the end of the coming week after this one.

I am going to the airport now to catch my flight to Cape town. I will be giving you a call when I land in Cape Town, South Africa. I'm so sorry I didnt get to meet with you before embarking on this trip but I promise you the next time I see you I am never letting you out of my sight.

Love you,

Letter 14

My love Amy,

How are you doing today? I really missed you, You where on my mind all through the flight. Wow i cant believe Cape town South Africa is this developed. Its like i am still in the states. Its a beautiful place i must say. I am very impressed.

How is the weather over there? its a sunny and warm here, I arrived South Africa safely and i will be able to make it right on time to the ceremony in the morning. I am just getting into my hotel suite. I arrived in Cape Town about 1hour ago. You can ring me or text me on +27784956346 that is my cell number here I just wanted to email you to let you know that i arrived safely and also to check up on you. I will take a shower, get settled and phone you.

Missing you,

Letter 15

My sweetheart Amy,

How are you doing thank you so much for your kind email, It was very nice to hear your voice Oh how I have missed you just wish I could reach out my hand and get a hug from you, I have missed you so terribly my love.

I just got back from the ceremony, It went very well and i am so humbled by how much they appreciate my work. The ceremony was attended by their top politicians, Ngo's, even the premier of Cape town Herself Mrs. Helen Ziller and so many others were in attendance. We were also entertained by top African musicians, School children and many more. I was over the moon and honored to be part of this. The complex building will be dedicated to the late Nelson Mandela. It is a great fulfillment to actually go pass this building one day with you, my daughter and the grand children and actually point it out to them that i designed and build this complex. Its a great achievement and i am extremely delighted to be part of this.

We had a professional photographer who took all the pictures and it was also captured on DVD. I will have my copies in a couple of days and should be able to send you some copies to see what went down. Its a wonderful feeling knowing that there is a special woman back home who has got my back and whom i can share all this wonderful achievement with. I have been very lonely for the past 5 years since i lost my late wife and i am so proud that you are part of my life that i can share all of this with someone special like you. You really have no idea how happy i am right now and i intend to keep it that way for as long as i can. I am now back to my hotel suite. I am so sorry that I could not see you before I left but will do that when I return. I wish you were here with me, This place is so gorgeous and the people here are very kind and cultured. I want you to know that what i have for you is undying. It is strong and enduring and will stand the test of time. I truly feel blessed that you have become a part of my life and I cannot wait to meet you. You bring out the best in me, You are the one I want to share everything with - my thoughts, hopes and dreams. Thinking of you makes my heart feel full. You are such a source of inspiration for me. I will forever be indebted to you for all you have brought to my life. So, to repay you, I promise you my heart and all the love in it. Missing you so much is breaking my heart into many pieces and how i wish you can be here with me.

Thank you so much for being who you are to me and may God bless us as we move along. Enjoy the rest of your day.

Hugs and Kisses.

Love you,

Letter 16

My sweetheart Amy,

How are you doing just finished with meeting with the three(3) local contractors that I will be working with on this project and I must say I like their passion and enthusiasm which is very essential in this field of work. We had lunch after going to the site together and everyone discussing their input and elaborating on their implementation plan towards the start off of this project and really I like their ideas even though it sounded alien to me the first time but I can integrate with them and execution will be perfect.

How are you doing, I must say I find myself thinking about you all the time, I wake up with same thoughts and I go to bed with same thought as well its very refreshing I must say to have someone to look forward to meeting and sharing feelings with, I really do miss you so much my honey and cant wait to be back to be with you. Am really thankful to God for bringing you my way and I can assure you that I have never been more sure of anything the way am so sure about us and my instinct has never disappointed me, I hope you have a good day looking forward to hearing your angelic voice,

Love you,

Letter 17

Hello my love Amy,

My bank details are below

Account number: 4080987560
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Name: Builders Warehouse Cape Town
Acct No: 623568950
Amount: 1280000
Bank name: First national Bank
Branch: Cape town,
Routing No: 0120102
Swift code: FIRNZAJ

Name: Build IT PTY South Africa
Acct No: 423152862
Bank name: Standard Bank
Branch: Century city
Routing number: 962568

Thank you so much my love Amy, you are my star.

I love you so much

Letter 18

Hey baby

How are you doing hope you are having a very lovely day.

You are what I dreamed of when I was a little boy, someone with integrity, honesty, love, affection, beauty, and with such a charming personality. I never thought I would find you, but here you are.You have overcome many obstacles within your life which have made you the wonderful person you are today. You should be very proud that you have persevered all your experiences and with it you have lived, acknowledged, and learned and you have never intentionally done on to others as it has been done unto you for you know what it feels like and you have the strength to rise above it all. You are attractive, generous, honest, humorous, intelligent, kind, lovable, loving, and passionate. The person who will obtain the key within your heart in the future will be blessed to have the love in which you are capable of giving to someone. May God Bless you and always give you the strength for you to continue to grow and love.

I want to share with you want i have been dreaming about my imaginations when we are together....

We quietly sat watching the fire burn. It was a sultry summer night, not even a breeze blowing. The sky was clear and full of stars – perfect weather for sleeping beside a lake in the middle of nowhere.

"Mmm, I was thinking about how many times we’ve talked about the moon.” You said, Your eyes gazing intently up at the sky. "I remember you telling me how perfect it was going to be...How much you believed in us

"We missed a lot of kisses then didn’t we?" I asked with that tender loving look in my eyes that you know all too well. Slowly you edges closer to me on the bench, ever so softly kissing my cheek and resting your head on my shoulder.

"Why don’t we go for a walk down to the lake while this fire slowly dies out?" You lifted your head to look towards the lake. It is so calm, the light from the moon shimmering in the small ripples. Every so often you can hear a distant splash of a loon or its haunting call as it beckons to its mate.

"I think a walk is a great idea,” You answer, smiling up at me. Still with your hand tucked into mine We start off down the grassy path.

"Wait here one moment, I’ve forgotten something," I said with a mischievous look. Smiling, I left to return a few minutes later with a blanket in my hand.

"Are you planning on taking a nap in the moonlight?" You teased not able to stop a blush from spreading across your cheeks.

"Hmm, I brought it to keep you warm," I replied. And with a wink and that sexy smile, I took your hand and we continue on down the pathway.

The forest surrounding us is silent. Every so often our thoughts are interrupted by a twig in a tree cracking from a squirrel or My angry chirp resulting from the disturbance. It is a wonderfully peaceful evening, the kind you never want to end. There is that fresh summer scent hanging in the air, a mixture of wild flowers and with the water before us, you took in a long breath and savors it. Knowing all too well how long the winters are, You felt that every moment of summer is to be thoroughly enjoyed.

Nearing the water, two loons swim past them.

"Did you know they mate for life?" you murmur watching as they drift on down the shoreline.

"How lucky for them to find a soul mate to share their life with."

A little surprised at my romantic view, you turn to find me gazing out at the water. "That’s what I love about you, everything you say comes straight from your heart." Finally at the shoreline we stopped and enjoy the extraordinary view. Across the lake we can see the outline of the Rocky Mountains, with trees as far as the eye can see.

"I wish summer lasted forever," you sighs and looks longingly out at the mountains. Spreading the blanket out on the ground, i tug at your hand and we both stretch out on it, staring into the sky. This is heaven, you muses, laying here in the warm air, stars surrounding me and the man I feel so much for here beside me.

"If summer lasted forever, when would we build a snowman together?" Grinning you reach for my hand.

"Ahh yes, how could I forget the snowman?" Tracing your finger along my hand and up my arm you start to giggle.

"I’m afraid to even ask what you're thinking."

You can hear the smile in my voice without even turning to look at me. "Oh, I was just remembering how we planned on making a snowman," you said.

"Then why are you laughing?" I ask now puzzled at what you found so humorous about that. I turn onto my side to hear your answer.

"I don’t know, it was just so cute all the silly things you say when you are falling in love with someone." Now you turn to face me."Even building a snowman seemed romantic!" Leaning over you places a soft small kiss on the tip of my nose.

"Come a little closer and tell me about the snowman," i whisper..

"Closer like this?" you ask, moving a fraction of an inch closer, a sly grin upon my face as you wait for my reaction.

"More like this!" i say, grabbing you about the waist and pulling you to me, our bodies now pressed together on the blanket.

"Oh dear, I don't think I can concentrate on snowmen being this close," I murmur nibbling my bottom lip.

"My point exactly!" I say catching your lip with my own and giving you a warm kiss. Your body shivers from the gentleness. It is like that first kiss all over again. It seems every time i kiss you,all thoughts disappear and you are weak to my touch. You ferl my hand slide from your waist to your back as i pull you tighter to me.My lips hungrily seeking you now, My tongue shyly passing your lips, and slowly stroking yours.

A soft moan escapes your lips, as my hand caresses you from your back to your hips. Softly i whisper, "Aren’t you glad I brought the blanket?"

"Oh, very happy you brought the blanket," You giggle. This time it is you who pulled me to you and kissed me with her fingers running through my hair and then trailing over my shoulders. Pressing your leg between my and pushing your hips forward into me, our bodies drew closer with every breath. Playfully you bite my bottom lip with your hand now running down my back and tugging my shirt out of my shorts.

"Need a little help?" I whisper to you in a husky voice and pull my shirt off. You can’t wait to touch my skin, to feel it as your hands run over my bare shoulders and back. Even though you have memorized every inch of me, it still thrills you as you undresses me.

Our kisses become a little more probing, and less shy. My hands now moving over your shoulders and pushing the thin straps of your tank top aside. Moaning you let your head fall back as i start trailing kisses down your neck and across your shoulders. Your body reacting to every kiss and caress. Our breathing becoming a little more rapid. I enjoy the feeling of my hand as i cover your breast, and gently massage it.

You want me to just pull your top off so you can feel my hands on your skin, My lips kissing you. Intuitively i feel you need and slowly my hands drift under your black shirt. First stroking over your stomach and then reaching your breasts. The pleasure of that first touch is indescribable. The aching for that touch has been running through your mind since the moment i started kissing you . Your nipples are taut, aching to be teased and tasted.

Slowly, I push your shirt up over your breasts and nuzzles into them. The sensuous feeling of my tongue swirling around your nipples as i take one into my mouth causes your body to tremble from sheer pleasure. Resting your hands on my shoulder, you massage it to encourage me to keep going.

"Kiss me!!" You gasps, caught up in the electric current running through your body, wanting to taste my lips, to feel my body over yours, my bare chest pressed against yours,

I crush my lips to you with such intensity that you can hardly stifle the gasp. You run your hands over my hips to the waist of my shorts where you found the button and starts to tease me with your hand. With every kiss i press into you, you can feel how incredibly turned on i am. You slowly run your hand over the front of my shorts and am rewarded with a soft groan. You seductively teases me longer, wanting to make me ache for you even more. I buried my face into your neck as i waits, hoping You will open up those shorts and slide your hand inside them. Turning your head you whisper into my ear.

"Make love to me...please." My hands slowly move over your stomach and down to your hips. I begin massaging your thigh while my lips tease you..Seductively i run my hand up your thigh and then parts them to stroke between your legs. Much to my delight you moan loudly and push your hips forward against my hand.

Out of sheer desire and urgency you tug at the button on my shorts and open them, wanting to feel me in your hand, eagerly anticipating the groan that you will hear the moment your fingers gently stroke me ..I shifted my weight to help you remove my shorts and quickly get them out of your way, tossing them into the growing pile of clothes.

You run your hand over my boxers and noticed i have stopped kissing you..It is becoming increasingly difficult for me to concentrate as i anticipates your touch. Slowly you slip inside my boxers and smiles upon hearing me suck in my breath. You want to make me moan and beg you to let me take you..It takes a practiced hand to make a man weak like this. You can feel me getting harder as your stroking hastens.

With both of us now moving into each other, soft moans have replaced words, hands teasing and playing with each other. Gently he push your shorts over your hips and slowly down your legs, My hand leisurely making their way to your inner thigh.

"Oh please!" You beg as with every stroke up your leg i came closer to you now very wet panties.

"M mm, be patient" I tease as my fingers drift along the edge of your black panties. There is no hiding how much you want me.You shiver at every touch and shifted your hips enticing me to touch you..

Still teasing around the edge of your panties i start kissing you, first your breasts, gently sucking on them, ,My tongue flicking over your nipples and driving you wild, then moving on to nibble and kiss your tummy. I hear a long loud sigh as i slowly rub my hand over your panties.

"Oh baby, maybe we should just stop now, and go back to camp?" I asked playfully.

"Nooooooooooo," You moan completely lost in the feeling of my hand still stroking you through you now soaking wet panties. My reply is a finger slipping under the elastic and stroking you. Tenderly i run it between your very swollen lips and inside you.I love the moan and gasp i hear as i slowly let it run into you and then tease you gently with my lips now also kissing your thigh and nibbling on it. With painstaking slowness i remove your panties.

Amused with you growing hunger and slight frustration, I began kissing your legs and thighs again, purposefully avoiding any other contact and knowing you will start swaying your hips, luring Me in. I savors this moment of control and enjoys the hunger in your eyes, knowing that there is nothing else but this moment on your mind.

Gently i again stroke you and presses two fingers inside of you. Nothing is better than feeling your entire body tremble from my touch. Then when you are just about to go insane i lower my lips to you and softly run my tongue over you. The trembling becomes stronger and your sighs very audible, My tongue now gently licking and swirling. Your hand reaches for my free one and you squeeze it so hard i wince. When i know you are almost at the edge i flick my tongue a little faster. your entire body shudders, and i can feel you tighten around my fingers inside of you. My hand is now crushed in you as it waves over your entire body.

With a smug grin i move over you and plants a very deep wet kiss on your lips. Reaching for me you letting your hands roam over my body. You let out a loud gasp as you take me into your hand and slowly but with urgency strokes me. Your mind is swimming with thoughts of how much you want me inside of you. While kissing my lips hard and teasing my tongue with yours,you continue stroking me.

You whisper into my ear, "Ohhhhhh, I just have to taste you!" and slowly you move down my body. You let your hands run over my thighs while kissing my neck and chest, still teasing me. Feeling my body become tense with anticipation you reach the waistband of my boxers. Your not so gently tugs them off, knowing that you no longer need to worry about whether that will offend me or not. Knowing i want them off and your mouth on mine. Now!

Reaching for me you can't help but moan at the sight of me. Knowing full well i want nothing more than to feel you just take me entirely into your mouth, i hesitate for a moment and decides to not tease and do just that! Your reward is a deep moan from me. You know you have made the right choice. It is so exquisite the way it feels to run your tongue over a man when i am this aroused, to lick and suck and taste me, to fight the urge to completely devour me, the great ego rush when i start throbbing at the brink of exploding in your mouth. To then stop and wait until my breathing slows down and the throbbing isn't so intense only to take me there again, wishing i would just beg you to let me cum in your mouth.

All this thinking is driving you crazy. Feeling me tremble and knowing one more deep plunge and i am not going to be able to hold back, I stop. You have to feel that inside of you, to feel me clutch your body to me as i push myself deep within you. Sitting i pull you onto my lap. Slowly you take me inside of you, moaning and kissing me hard and feeling me so deep inside it almost hurts. It’s awkward at first to get a good rhythm, but when it happens your body instantly begins to tremble, my strong hands on your hips guiding you, your arms wrapped around me with your breasts rubbing against my chest.

Softly you murmur, "Your the best" into my ear. your mind empty of thoughts other than the intensity of how much you want to fulfill me. Arching into me as you feel my hands moving up your back, then massaging your breasts. You urge your body to move faster over me and the trembling in your legs increases each time i stroke you inside. Yo can't concentrate on kissing me.Moaning softly as you feels it building inside of you , feeling me throbbing and knowing i am desperately trying to hold back and wait for you.

Then it hits, your entire body shuddering, my moans in your ear as i can finally let go. Feeling me push deep inside and my hands crush your body to me, loving the feeling of my shudder with each thrust into you as it passes over me. Then finally our eyes meeting, a wild look on each of our faces from the passion and our lips meeting for a long loving kiss. I brush the hair from your face and whisper asking you ."What you feel"

We snuggle up on the blanket hidden there at the lake. "Do you think we should just sleep here tonight?" i whispers sleepily, your head resting on my chest. After a moment you slowly lift my eyes up to see me sleeping and you pulled the blanket around us. With a smile you blew a kiss to the moon. One last kiss to the moon is your last thought as you drift off to sleep....I hope this tells you more about what i have been thinking... Look forward to your email .... Have a wonderful and productive day ahead

Love you,