Hello, My pleasure meeting you on zoosk, Thanks so much for leaving me with your email. I thought I should write you a quick email before leaving for my meeting.
My English might not be as good as yours as English is not my first language, Let me start by telling you some Basic but important things about me. I am a Private Contractor in the Oil & Energy sector and a Business Man. Explaining the details of what I do would have to be in another email. Have been widowed for 6 years plus now. Yes, I am proud of my daughter as I have only one daughter 24yrs old, she will be 25 in June as it's a new year, I will talk more about it in my next email.
I used to smoke but I quit 1 year ago. I drink occasionally. I'm always very direct and straightforward, I'm 186cm in height, and I live alone in Vaucluse presently.
I am a very spontaneous person. I tell you whats on my mind when I feel it and this has made me a very honest person naturally. I'm also a very optimistic and open-minded person. Being Optimistic and Open minded has always attracted people to me Naturally. I'm not the kind of man who bases his feelings on the Outer Beauty or physical appearance. I believe in the Beauty on the Inside because I learned long ago that it is much better.
I have only been on this dating site for about a month, My membership on the dating site will expire soon, I do not think I would be needing it anymore, so I have decided to end my account soon as it expires. I still know very little about you due to your profile and would love to know a lot more. I'm new to internet dating, however, I think you are sincere. So now it's your turn. Tell me anything about yourself that you would like me to know. Your job and maybe something you are proud of about you, What you've done for yourself that makes you proud, The position you are in life today, What you have been through in the past and your aspiration and ambition.
How long have you been on the dating site and how can you qualify or describe this form of meeting?.
I'm an open book, so don't hesitate to ask me whatever you want to know about me. I attached some pictures, You can send me some of yours too. Thanks. Bye for now.
How are you Sharron, Thanks so much for telling me little about you. I really appreciate this communication with you and I will say it is a sign of will, Well I am not very good at talking about myself in written But I will try as much as I can to talk about myself in other to give you a good pictures of me even before we meet and sit together, I have decided to tell you my life's story from the very beginning, I hope it won't scare you away.
My first language is German. I am Anthony Werner, I was born to a loving couple, by an Austrian father and an Australian mother. My father was an international businessman who met this Australian orphan whose only family were close friends. My mom once told me there was something about my dad that no woman could ever resist and she once said she sees same in me. lol. My parents met in Sydney. They got married, had only one son (me) and decided to keep it that way. We stayed in Sydney for 2 years and then moved to Vienna, Austria as my dad tried to pursue a career there as a professional antique collector.
One fateful night in 1980 my father went to sleep and never woke up. A few months before I graduated, while on a class tour of the University of Vienna, I met my late wife at the University of Vienna, she was a very sweet woman and I couldn't think of anyone else I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. About a year later we got married and we moved to Oxford, the United Kingdom due to work-related reasons. We had difficulties having our first child until 1993 when we received the blessing of our only daughter Michelle who is 24year old and will be 25 years old in June and She's studying Bio-Medical Science at the University of Oxford with a view of then going on to do Medicine.
Late in 2004, I lost my mom to the cancer of the colon. This was a very miserable time in my life and I thought the worst had happened to me but the worst blow came in September 2011 when my wife was involved in an auto crash which claimed her life. I have been a widower since then and although I have been involved in some relationships over the last few years, nothing really ever came out of it. I believe that every encounter has its purpose. I do not live in the past and I have always believed in LIVING in the NOW! Today is a gift that is why it is called the PRESENT! Moving back here in Vaucluse has been very rewarding for me in different ways.
I can't really say I'm living the dream but I think happiness is actually something we give ourselves. I like to travel and exploring the world is something I hope to do for the rest of my days. I was born into a Christian home and as time went by, the conditions surrounding me made it imperative that I experience other ways of life while growing up. I do not regret any of this and it has brought me to the level of understanding of the human world that I have today. I'm interested in many things including history, humanity and world cultures.
Sometimes I hike in the mountains and by the sea. Nature is a healing and uplifting influence upon my spirit, and in its beauty, I feel connected to the universe. Also if you will permit me I will be there for all the time and give uplifting that will make you forget all pains. I consider myself a practical individual who is complex at times but grounded in values that are universally good.
I am not perfect and I believe no one is. But my sincere desire is to learn how to improve my imperfections in order to become the best I can be as an ordinary functioning human being. I approach life with a sense of openness to new experiences and adventures with humor and wit. I'm willing to try things previously untried while engaging all my faculties to absorb all that I can because I happen to have an insatiable appetite for understanding the mechanisms of our reality and human behavior as a whole.
In this regard, I have traveled extensively around the globe - Europe, Turkey, Japan, India, South East Asia, The Middle East, South America, around the US and the Caribbean Islands. Shortly before I moved back to Vaucluse NSW, I was on a 2-week cruise around the Caribbean (my 5th around the islands). Travel; which gives value to time spent on this planet is continuously giving me new perspectives that are filled with exciting experiences and much spiritual and cultural enrichment.
I hope you understand everything I have said so far. I look forward to learning more about you. Please tell me about your ideology of life my dear.
Bye for now and enjoy your day.
Good Afternoon, Dear Sharron, I thought I wasn't going to hear from you anymore, Thanks so much for your email and telling me more about you. I am sorry to hear about the accident you had on your lip, The photo looks scary, I am glad you are back and better now, You should have notified me to let me know you are having a surgery and I would have been sending my prayers to you.
It feels really good to read from you, I have to sit comfortably to read your message. It's really amazing to hear from you, Your email is always indeed a treasure, Thanks for our open conversation, I really appreciate it.
We've all gone through a lot in life one way or the other, Everything we all went through is a lesson to make us stronger. Everything good or bad comes to an end and every end has a new beginning. When the sun rises there is an opportunity to do better what we did yesterday, Past is past, I believe there is joy in every situation if you know the right angle to look it from, What doesn't kill one makes one stronger. Here we are together, we can make tomorrow beautiful and better than ever if we stay positive, Tomorrow is always better.
Getting to know one another take a whole life, I wouldn't mind taking this walk with you, I have good feelings receiving your emails, I don't know what it's But I know it's good nature.
I had a very busy start this morning, I am having an Impromptu phone conference business meeting right now, I will leave you with this short note till I read from you.
I really look forward to meeting with you for a coffee anytime next week, I guess I have open scheduled for next week or what do you think? And where do you think? Please choose a nice restaurant close to you, I can come close to you where ever you want just to meet for a coffee or tea or meal, Distance is nothing to me. I will leave that for you to decide.
Take good care of yourself for me and keep smiling.
Hi, Dear Sharron,
How are you doing? You take too long to reply, I check my email every day hoping I will find one from you until today. Well, your past email is been meaningful and helping me to get to know you better, I won't be able to write a long message right now as I am a little busy, I received a call back letter on a contract on Friday morning, that was why I was summoned to a meeting yesterday Saturday and also a phone conference meeting and the conclusion was that I will be traveling for 21 days for final rig renovation.
This is a million gain project. Honey, I will be traveling to South Africa for this project. However, I will be leaving for the business trip later today.
I am sorry that this is a short notice But it's impromptu, I was really hoping to meet you for lunch soon just to get to know you better but Due to this business trip it would not be possible for me to see you within the next 2 weeks and few days approximately. I thought about this and I realized it was an opportunity for us to get to know each other very well before we even met physically. After my last project in South Africa, I am quitting field works. Any other job would only require my attention from my home office wherever I go. I want to spend the rest of my life having fun.
I attached a copy of the letter to this email for you to understand much better.
Have a wonderful day.
Looking forward to hearing from you and I will be able to write you back soon as I arrive in South Africa.
Good Morning to you dear Sharron, How are you doing? I was hoping to meet you in few days before I left, God knows best, Everything happens for a reason, I know this wait will be worthwhile. I just felt the need for me to attach the letter just for you to understand better because I do business/contract and it's always good to be accurate with time and scheduled. I apologize for the short notice before I left. I arrived Cape Town, South Africa safely, Thanks for your care and concern, I was thinking about you all through the flight, I could have written you earlier since I arrived But because I had to visit the Minister of Energy in the administrative capital city Pretoria before getting to Cape Town. I also took the opportunity to do some sightseeing and learn more about the history of the country by visiting the Hector Peterson Memorial and Museum which is dedicated to the freedom struggle during the apartheid era. I also visited the Late Nelson Mandela's former house in the township of Soweto. Nelson Mandela has been someone I always admired, he is one of the most selfless fellows that ever existed with power. He is one of the few true heroes I read about, I noticed that when people who met Mandela want to talk about him, the first thing they say is ''After I met Nelson Mandela my life changed forever'' or ''Nelson Mandela is the greatest man I ever met''. I sometimes consider myself ambitious because I have a lot of dreams I wish to achieve before I die.
You can imagine I must be extremely tired, before getting to my final destination which is Cape Town.
I have been busy settling down here in Cape Town. Business culture varies from place to place, but this is my first entirely independent business trip. My journeys in the past were usually on contract with other company assignments. However, I always take the time to enjoy where ever I find myself on the planet and also try to learn some things about the culture and people there. Life is simple, for those who take it simple, I am quite contented with where I am today. I don't like to complicate things as there is joy in every situation if you know the right angle to look at it from, but because we live in a monetary system we spend most of our lives trying to acquire wealth and secondary needs while our primary needs and goals are left unseen.
I worked very hard, for a very long time to make sure I acquired a lot of wealth, but in the long run, apart from the money to acquire some luxuries, for what purpose would you need more money? To be realistic, except if you just want to be known as a rich person. Wealth means nothing if you have no best friend to share it with. I know I have spent more than half of my lifetime on this planet already and this realization has made me start to re-assess what my main goals in life are. What could be more important than a happy ending?
A man needs to live his life full of joy and happiness and no matter his achievements he has no happy ending if he has no crown to complete him and that is a woman to call his own wife and best friend. A woman who knows that even while arguing we still need to hold hands. A woman who I can call a partner in crime.. lol. A woman who I can tell anything. I think it is time for me to find this woman or die trying because I embraced my work for so long trying to get over my late wife, that I worked so hard but now the time has come for me to move on and find Love and Happiness again.
I have been single for 7 years plus now but didn't really take note until the 1st of September when I remember my wife and took a min silent in respect of her. I only summon a courage of signing up on the dating site and I met you.
My daughter told me that just because something good has ended does not mean something better cannot start. Why am I telling you about the kind of woman I want? I don't want to become really attached to someone who might not be looking for the same things I'm looking for in a relationship. However, I want to let you know that I am enjoying getting to know you.
I wish I could write you a longer message now but I have to sort some computer and paper works in preparation for Tuesday work as I will only be starting tomorrow Tuesday. I look forward to hearing from you soon.
How are you doing dear Sharron? Thanks for your messages. It's Tuesday night over here as I just returned from the first day of work. I hope you are doing great and I hope everything is well with you?
As you know, I have taken my profile off the dating site as I am still getting notifications without a subscription, I don't want to receive any notification from them again and I am happy that we are getting along so well. I trust you are doing ok over there? As for me, Cape Town has been great so far, I am indeed enjoying the weather, I checked the time difference between Cape Town South Africa and NSW, I realized that Cape Town is 9hrs behind of NSW.
I am glad that my email found you well and I look forward to where we are going to. And as for me, I love expressing myself, Just like I told you in my first message to you, I am an open book and I cherish honesty and I pride myself on my honesty.
Thanks for sending me something to laugh about. My birth date is 21 Oct. 1952. You are months older than me. Yes, I was able to sleep on the plan, I am totally fine and good to go. So sorry to hear about your husband loss. My daughter signed up the Zoosk for me at first and I didn't make use of it until this year that I met you, I only went on there 4 times.
I think it's time for me to explain more about me as I like you to read something from me whenever you open your email. Most of my expectations/aspirations are to achieve my goals in life and be with my partner to walk together in our old age, To grown old together.
I worked as a contract engineer for Hydrasun Group Ltd based in Aberdeen, Scotland for 12 years, for the last two years with them, I worked in the sea on a jack-up rig platform. I used to wake up by 6 a.m every morning to catch my chopper down there, I would have to work from then till very late in the night. I had two colleagues/friends I used to work with, Andrew and Brian. Brian got married for the second time in 2014. He found his woman on the internet and to be sincere they seem to share true love, he changed my point of view towards online relationships.
Presently I am an independent contractor of international repute(Self-Employed), I specialize in the oil engineering sector and mining. What I do basically supervise the construction of oil rig platforms ranging from America and Northern Europe to the middle east to far east Asia, this is my first time of working in an African nation. I also handle rig renovations and maintenance. I sometimes dabble in supplying construction materials to other drilling construction companies overseas. The present project I am working on here in Cape Town is a contract to reconstruct and renovate two semi-submersible oil rig platforms in the Saldanha Bay area. I intend to quit field operations after this contract and continue future jobs as a supervisor from my home office, while I let my colleagues handle the field operations.
I really appreciate our conversation so much that I anticipate your message in my email, To be honest, I like to be friends with potential partners before thinking about getting serious.
All my life I have been a successful career man.. I am sometimes competitive. I set my professional and personal goals and I work hard to achieve them. I believe in a balanced life, I work hard and play harder nowadays. I am blessed to be able to travel. I love to pamper and be pampered by my woman.
I am very affectionate and romantic. I am a natural pleaser and would do anything reasonable to please my woman. My two top Love languages are Physical Touch and Verbal Affirmation. I touch to convey my feelings and I verbally affirm my intimate feelings. There is more to physical chemistry. There should be emotional, spiritual chemistry. In fact, by talking on the phone we can discover if we have the verbal communication chemistry. My love-life is very important but I am very cautious because I do not want to get hurt and that's another reason why I also like to be friends for some time before moving to the next level of being intimate partners.
I am very receptive, sensitive and reflective. When it comes to finding a partner, I am looking for a woman who has lots of integrity, someone who is expressive of her feelings and believes in Open Communications. I believe honesty is the best policy. My dad used to tell me that if you tell the truth, you do not have to remember anything. The truth will always set you free in the long run. I seek a seriously inclined woman of substance who is sincere about making this online process work for a mutually exciting experience. Someone who is unattached and emotionally available to share and expand life with as: partners, companions, friends or lovers - someone with whom I can communicate with words, touch and even our silence - looking forward together in the same direction, while creating our own bubble in which to cuddle and escape from life's daily annoyances; mutually growing in a comfortable way without sacrificing either of our individuality, with respect for each others cultures and beliefs; still exploring our amazing world with the excitement of discovery - and each others minds and emotions to whatever degree.
I have gone out on a couple of dates ever since I lost my wife, but nothing that was really serious came out of it. They were 2 who were very emotionally unstable but said they were ready for a monogamy relationship, but yet they are still dating 2 men. I guess the connection just wasn't there. I would only want my relationship based on honesty and sincerity. I am tired of women who want to play games. I do not believe in one night stands. Sex is beautiful when you are with somebody you really care about and have a very strong emotional connection with. I am a very happy person and living life to the fullest. I do not need a woman, I want to be with the right woman who will be crazy about me and who I will be crazy about her. Somebody that I look forward to being with every day to share my joys, my sorrow, and my pains.
I believe in teamwork/cooperation and that together humans make short-term and long-term goals. I take care of myself by living healthy: moderate eating, regular exercise and staying positive, happy and thankful every day. I once read a great book ''The truth about love''. It is very informative in the three stages of love: Chemistry, Compatibility, and Commitment! So even though I want to be friends at first, I am not just looking for friends, I am also looking for the Love of My Life who I want to grow old with graciously.
Looking forward to your email.
Good morning to you dear Sharron, I just relocated to Australia about 8 months from now, I am still very new around. It's Wednesday night here, I am in my room and I am about to sleep, and I thought I should write you.
I have to thank you again for expressing yourself the best way you can in each of your previous messages, I cherish what we have right now and I look forward to where we are going to. Time is how we spell love.
Transparency is very important in a relationship and marriage. I truly believe in honest communication, It's the key to every successful marriage/relationship. Every time I read an email from you I get more interested in meeting you physically. I can almost hear the cheerfulness of your personality in the words you write to me. Like I told you previously, I am a very positive person and try to remain that way, no matter the circumstances. I understand all you have written and I just wish I was sitting in front of you sharing thoughts together.. I sometimes consider myself ambitious because I have a lot of dreams I wish to achieve before I die.
Let me tell you what having a good time means to me, I like to go skiing in the winter, two places I usually go to are Kirchberg and Kitzbuhel in Austria. Now that I'm in Australia, I intend to visit some ski resorts like Ski-in Ski-Out Chalets and Selwyn Snow Resort and much more. I like to read all kinds of books ranging from nonfiction to biographies, I also like super thrillers and espionage stories. I have a whole lot of other things I do to catch some fun but it greatly depends on who I'm with and where we are. Sometimes I go to see a movie at the cinema or maybe just listen to some good music ranging from jazz to soft rock and I also like soul music.
I also enjoy taking cruises, shopping, hanging out at the park or museum. You can also catch me taking long walks at the beach but it's usually always lonely when you don't have someone to share that time with, someone to hold hands with & dig our feet into the sand, to listen to the waves crash on the shore. To feel the sun on our faces. Someone willing to travel to new exotic places and appreciate the things we've got, even if it's not a lot. To feel the wind flow through our hair. To feel heaven as if we were there because that special someone is next to me and there's no other place I would rather be.
In my short journey in life, I've noticed public opinions about relationships usually do more harm than good. For this reason, I like to keep my relationships private because when both partners sit down and talk about their differences they usually find better solutions together. I have been single for a couple of years now but didn't really take note until I relocated to Vaucluse. Michelle and I are very close. She is practically my only true friend and I have always tried to be there for her just like her mother would if she was still alive.
I have reached a level of understanding in which the qualities that attract me to a woman usually have nothing to do with her appearance. I'm not the kind of man who wants a woman for just sex or her body. True love and compassion cannot be based on physical attraction (or lust) alone. This is one of the important reasons why I do not date often. I do not have a problem with age, younger or older than me. I feel as long as we have a connection and the person is mature enough to understand that Mental Happiness is far more important than physical happiness, major physical differences do not matter so much. Making the world a better place is an enormous task that can not be accomplished by any individual or group alone. It can only be accomplished by the cooperation of all human beings.
Till I read from you again. Please take good care of your lovely self for me.
Warm regards and keep smiling.
Good Morning, My Sweet Sharron, Yes, everything is going as scheduled with my job, Thanks for your care and concern. I love the way you address your answers, I really appreciate this wonderful union and open heart. There are so many things we take for granted in life, today I realized just how reading messages from you has become a part of me lately. So I say thank you so much for all you've shared. I appreciate it very much. I love reading from you, I so much love the way you address your messages and the way you express yourself, thanks for sharing about you with me every day.
A relationship takes two committed individuals to make it work, We are simply running the same pace. It takes a huge commitment and tolerant to make a relationship and marriage successful, Which I have learned and experience while growing up with my parent and I put it into practice with my marriage with kara, it makes it beautiful. I am really ready for this again, I am really ready to be happy again because Having a wonderful partner bring so much happiness and success in our life.
I am not good at casual dating relationships. I was married for 30 years, she was my everything and it took me time to come to terms that she was no more, but I am happy all that has been put behind me. I understand what it means to have a good relationship, I understand how to treat a woman very well, I know the nitty gritty of a good marriage. I believe in treating my woman equally and I will always make you feel equal to me. I never made any decision without the consent of my wife... equality is something I believe so much in. My mom once told me, Anthony, if you want to have a good marriage you must treat your wife with respect, make her your best friend and most importantly make her feel equal to everything. All this I applied during my marriage with Karalyn and I was a happy man all through our marriage.
When you give a woman a house she will give you a home when a woman is happy, her man will surely be the happiest man on earth, 95% of women will always reciprocate the good love you have shown to them. But when you give a woman crap be ready to get crap as well. All these I learned in my marriage with Kara. I learned that you cannot complain about everything and in some cases, you have to inconvenience yourself for your woman's happiness. Not every man has that patience and tolerance to understand some of these details about their woman. Marriage to me is beautiful when you pay attention to some details.
I have been hoping, praying and searching for someone that would compliment me and feel like my soul mate, if at all she's out there. I will not settle for anything less than true love and happiness. I want a full, healthy and happy love with my best friend and lover. I am a hopelessly romantic, passionate, hands-on, sensuous man. I believe that God puts people into my life for a reason and I attempt to understand that reason, whether it be friendship, professional association or that they have something to offer me or me them, such as a connection to someone else. I believe that God makes himself evident to me many times during the day, but I have to pay attention to his gifts. All that being said, I believe, that in God in time, I will find my soul mate and she will find me. I believe that every true relationship should be based on honesty and trust. So are you ready to trust? Do you have the belief that we can make this relationship a reality?
And here's what I consider to be my three greatest assets and conversely my three greatest weakness;
1. Sense of humor
2. Ability to express me truly
3. Great capacity to love
1. A certain degree of impatience
2. I tend to live in the moment (this is a weakness that I really don't mind..lol)
3. I could easily get frustrated with processes that are energy and resource wasteful, I sometimes subconsciously have high expectations that I will be treated as I treat others, and this can result in great disappointment for me sometimes. I have been working on eliminating number 3, especially now that I am older and understand humans more. I insist on not losing myself in a relationship and that my partner does not either; however, I do need to know that my partner misses me during the day, looks forward to seeing me at night, enjoys spending time away from work with me, and trust me when I am out. I am thankful for what I have and live life with great expectations. I am positive and I look at trial times as an opportunity for growth. I am someone who is naturally very committed to his partner and always try to bring her honor. God has already made a choice for me. I am just trying to find her, and that's why I am here with you, One thing I also know is that I'm still in the learning process of discovering all I require in a partner.
Thinking about you more every day.
Good morning Lioness Sharron? Thanks so much for the beautiful picture of you and son. It always good to hear your wonderful voice in the morning, I love it when we talk and laugh on the phone. I appreciate our union, I believed It has been ordained by God from heaven that we will be together and keep one another happy, Not for a night or two but until the end of time. I miss you, I don't know how this happen But I love the feelings, It's amazing, Meeting you finally soon will be a blessing, I honestly can't wait to see our future happening together as a couple. I have to admit that you make me feel special like no one else whenever I think about me and you. I look forward to sharing many special moments with you.
You noticed I emailed you late on Wednesday night for you to read on Thursday morning, Well, While working yesterday Wednesday till late night, I noticed some fault and this is a result of the accident that took place on Monday, I am still happy this accident didn't take life's But yet seems like it has cost more damage. I noticed this fault at work yesterday night which was Wednesday night, But I thought it was little, I got to work this morning and it's been a long, hectic and unexpected day for me. After some diagnoses in the morning I found out that some equipment is weak and could be broken any soon which might take lives of people that might be mining on the site in future at that period, So it will be very unprofessional for me to be selfless and cruel to leave it this way. This equipment needs a replacement immediately which will slow down my job a bit. I immediately called for a meeting and I had a meeting with the Government officials earlier in the morning regarding an extension date on my project as we were scheduled to finish today 12th. And since we can't proceed with final installation due to this weak equipments.
I can only get the best product in Germany, the equipment is needed to be fixed before the final phase of the project hence we were unable to make the completion today Thursday. So the government has extended the completion date until Thursday 19th April. and I am relieved about that, My flight is in pending and I will reconfirm it by next week to get another date. I am so sorry if you feel a little disappointed, I thought about you all morning while I was running around, And I said to myself that this wait will be worthwhile.
This contract is worth 14.9Million USD and I have invested all my personal fund on this contract to get it to this stage because I haven't been paid upfront due to the contract agreement signed Which was not a wise move "Business-wise" But I thought I could handle it But business could take an unexpected little twist sometimes.
I have immediately placed an order and paid for this equipment's in Germany this morning which is a huge amount of money and unexpected expenses out of my budget. (Adapters and Saver Subs, Wear Bends, Deflector Boxes, RC Drill Rods/Pipe, INLOK RC Drill Rods, Blow Downs for RC Drilling, Inner Tubes for RC Drilling, Drill & Blast Rods and Subs). This equipment's need to be ship from Germany to South Africa ASAP. This shipment needs to get here by Express Overnight Shipment from Germany for me to be able to meet up and complete my project on or before Thursday 19th.
The only pressing issue is the shipment fund and Importation duty charges, I actually thought I had enough funds in my reserve to cover the charges But my account officer contacted me to give me a financial report on my account which is way below my expectation. The little problem I am having with this today is that I was told I will have to pay the shipment and importation fees immediately for my equipment to be ship overnight and the total cost ?11,970, I was able to make payment of ?6,000 upfront for the shipping fund Which is what I have left in my reserved, I need just ?5,970 more to go So that my equipment can be ship.
Since I am only getting paid upon the completion of this contract, This has put me in a tight corner. Right now, if I could get a quick loan of about ?5,970 my problem will be solved, I need this to be paid to the shipper in Germany.
I could have been able to cover up this But as you know, I have spent over $50,000 to cover my men at the hospital which was out of my budget, But life matters a lot.
I have thought about this so much before writing you this email But I have to swallow my pride and open up to you and trust you, I have shared confidential details about my contract with you because I trust you with all my heart and my situation, I feel very comfortable with you and I feel like I can share anything with you. I am so much looking to return home next week Friday or Saturday the 21st and this can only happen if I am able to get things sorted on or before Wednesday or Thursday next week. This weak equipment is unexpected and this is due to this dreadful accident, this is impromptu and What I need is a little amount of money But it's more than I can lay my hands on at this point in time, This has left me in a stage of a dilemma.
I feel very attached to you and I thought I should share my worries with you, I am coming out plain to you with an open heart. We all need somebody to lean on in good and in the bad time, sickness and in health. I know you have a beautiful heart, Darling you must understand that I wouldn't let anything come between us and I can't risk our relationship for whatever I may need, Not even at this stage we are, This happens to be a great test. But if you have the heart and you want to give me a hand, let me know how best you can dear and be sure I can be able to repay you ASAP, I will pay you back soon as I complete my job by next week Thursday and get my payment.
Like I said before, I have thought about this before writing this message to you, Please see this like you are doing something from your heart to someone you care about Who is in need. I am writing this message with a heavy heart because I am a little stressed, Please see this as if you are helping someone in need out of the tunnel. Darling, It doesn't matter if you can or not, I am just at my wit end where I need a hand, All I am just trying to do is to make sure that I get the equipment cleared from the port then we can complete the project on time before it's late and if I don't make the necessary payments within the next 24 to 48hrs, I won't be able to meet up with the deadline and this will put me to shame and incompetent. This simply means the longer I stay here the more complicated things become for me.
Text me anytime you can darling, I am available to talk to you anytime even before you go to work. Take good care of yourself my darling and know that I am thinking about you. I will wait to read from you darling and I am also looking forward to hearing your wonderful voice.
Hugs and kisses.
Created: 2018-04-20 Last updated: 2018-04-20 Views: 239