Beginnings are usually scary and endings are usually sad or happy depending on our faith and how we prepare for and build our future but i have no doubt as to how happy our ending will be together. It is everything in between that makes it all worth living for. Love is an untamed force. When we try to control it, it destroys us.
When we try to imprison it, it enslaves us and when we try to understand it, it leaves us feeling lost and confused which is why i have chosen not to ask questions about my feelings for you.
It has only been a few weeks; Although a relatively short time, but i have become quickly accustomed to our daily phone conversations.
You had me at Hello! Your loving, caring and affectionate nature stole my heart. I enjoy much of you being funny and goofy at times but most of all your sincere, kind and gentle way to reach me melts my heart. Learning more about you from our conversations, i got more comfortable to open up my heart to you and picture my future with you in it. When i was asking for a woman, i asked for the holy grail. A woman that takes life so lightly and does not have it all in her head. A special woman which is exactly what i got. You!
In a short while you have become my source of joy, happiness and smiles and i am happy that you truly feel the same way too like you always tell me. The thought of you brightens up my day. You are my last thought as I go to sleep, and the first as I awake. I long to feel your arms around my body as i lay in bed. My body craves your caresses,touch and nearness. I long for the moments we can be together, to see you naked and magnificent in our bed. I need to hear you moan, whimper and cry out as I bring you to completion, to hold you and gently touch your face afterwards.
You have invaded me, my mind, body, and soul. I need you now and forever! You have become necessary for my very existence. Patience truly is a virtue like you always try to remind me but then without further ado i want to forever make you mine.
I will be leaving for Turkey (TRNC) on Tuesday, As i have limited time. I want to make sure i'm done before the 5th so we can spend it with you. It will be a very busy period but i will try to make sure i reach you everyday or more. You will always remain in my heart. I LOVE YOU.
20-2 Hindsley’s Pl
Forest Hill, London
Baby this is my contract award
I love you
My love, how are you? You are so so cute and loving.
My trip was good though long but i enjoyed it because it was a Turkish Airline...Nice airline and good services...
Baby i am sorry i have not been able to call you, i arrived here late and took me over 2 hours to get my luggage, i have not been able to locate a call center because of the time and the county we are and i have to rest for the meeting with the company tomorrow morning.
I haven't really seen the country Northern Cyprus but so far looks historical as they say.
My love the problem i would face here is the language but i have my translator that will help me in translating their words so i understand. I am looking at getting 15 workers plus the translator making it 16 for a start. I will have to be paying them i think daily and i have arranged to get oil tanker trucks that i would be needed to start work and they will be getting here by tomorrow, then i can commence work.
Baby you have been in my thoughts all through my flight till now and i wish to tell you that i'm missing you so much and care about you so much. I rushed to check my email to see if i got any email from you. You never just leave my thoughts for one second, I just kept on looking at your picture almost all through my journey. I can't stop being happy for having such a woman like you. You have me and i have you. Sweetie please dont hesistate to let me know anything that is going on with you so i can be sure of your safety, health, body and soul.
I will let you know anything and everything about my stay here and how well the job is going and hope youwill let me know your movement from time to time as that will close up the distance and make us will ourselves more. I will get a Turkish number tomorrow morning and do an internatinal plan for easier communication.
My kisses and Smiles coming your way...
Thinking about you and wondering how you are doing always.
I love you and miss you so much.
20-2 Hindsley’s Pl
Forest Hill, London
Baby are you there? Get a gmail account so we can chat.
I LOVE YOU.......
Baby my gmail account is email@example.com. chat me up, I'm up for a while.
Good morning to you my sunshine. Are you better now? I am so sorry for my late reply, i have been very busy trying to make sure we start work which we have. I know its very important for us. Lucky for us they do'nt observe christmas holiday so we will be working on Xmas they which makes it even better for us because of the time frame. I'm sorry about your day yesterday, don't worry today will be a better one. i always pray for you and will never stop.
Sharon you are my Sunshine! You must wonder why i call you sunshine,.Can't get the picture of you off my mind. I felt like giving a hug,lol. Just as the sun, lights up the earth, you light up my life. The only one i have met, with a heart so bright. Just seems like yesterday, you came around my way, you changed my whole scene right away, with your outstanding personalty.
The only reason this was possible is because you must have portrayed yourself well and you have been Yourself. That is good, because if i ever fall in love with you for beauty, I wouldn't walk more than miles to see more beauty, If i love you for wealth, I wouldn't walk more miles to see more, If i love you for smiles, I would see more in tv,lol
But the only thing i can fall in live with you that cant be gotten by anyone else is being YOU! that is absolutely what no one can ever be. Like i said, it takes a life time to try knowing the reason why you feel the way you do with some people. the answers are never there,. trust me, the day relationships starts falling is the day people can figure out the exact reason they have loved each other. Life is boring if perfect. Life is worse when there is nothing to change about anything.
I miss and love you so much. xoxo
ohhh my baby, you spark my world. i just woke up now after a nap from work to see this. had a dream about us my love. I just can't wait to come back into your arms. Now you make me feel the Christmas eve even though its not acknowledged here. I can't just stop looking at this picture. I can't stop thinking of the way i will handle you when i come back. You are my world and nothing on earth can change that. Happy Christmas eve my sunshine. I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK.
Good morning my Sunshine,
How are you doing today i am missing you so much. Thank you very much for all the beautiful words and encouragement you give me. I am so happy you are having a good time with your family. Yesterday we had a bad weather and while we where talking yesterday my laptop fell from the table, i'm messed up at the moment.I have taken it to the technician this morning because all my works are inside. I will have to work manually with the measurements and every other thing. I feel very sad. I will be going back to check on it by 4 this evening. I am using a public computer to write you now. I want to apologize for making you worry for me as i did you too. I know i will see you soon. I CAN'T WAIT
My special one, if you ask me to put it into words the feeling of appreciation in my heart that you’re mine now, I wouldn’t be able to, because I found no word to qualify it.
Fate brought you to me and as our lives entwined was just by fate too.
Having found you and loving you makes my life worth living, since I now live for you, my love. You’re my best amongst the rest; you’re my inspiration; you’re my prime joy and my best friend forever.
And I will always love you better than I did yesterday and today.
I am glad you love the picture, thank you.
LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK.
Good morning my sunshine, hope you had a beautiful night rest holding on to me so tight. Reading from you my love makes me so happy and feel so loved, it has been my helping hand here. You are everything to me, i just love you so much. I can't wait to come back into your arms, you are the best thing that ever happened to me. You know, God gave us two arms, two legs, two eyes, two ears, but only one heart so we can find the other pair lol. And as i have learnt that Love is the soul recognition of it's counterpart in someone else. I loved the fact that i got this much mails from you. i feel special. You do not need worry about ma , what she has always wanted for me is what i am having right now, trust me, i am a warrior.
What a wonderful way of life it is to find joy and happiness in someone else. I would ask you some few questions which requires a min before you answer each.
Do you believe in Love, even amidst this crazy world we find ourselves in?
Do you believe that happiness has value more than every material things we may get in life?
Do you believe that you have a good heart ton care for people unconditionally?
If you found a hundred dollar bill on the road and see a hungry orphan, would you feed him?
If you get into an argument with me, and i pull you close to kiss you, would you still kiss me back?
Would you love those close to me as i would love all those who matters to you?
If i bring you breakfast to your bed would you kiss after saying thanks?
Do you love to run away with me sometimes where we would be out of business environment to spend quality time together?
Do you believe the world should concentrate more on peace projects than war fundings?
Do you have faith that every man is the architect of his own destiny?
Do you believe that Life without Love is like a harp without strings?
Do you know that, You can’t make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the person to realize your worth?
If God is the DJ, then Life is the dance floor; Love is the rhythm, and You might be my rythm?
If you have said yes to all these and you say no to my next question then you might not really know what you want then,lol.
WOULD YOU BE MINE TODAY , TOMORROW AND TILL END OF TIME?
WOULD YOU BE THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEED YOU MOST AND LEND A HELPING HAND WHEN I NEED IT MOST?
I am free for awhile now because the Rock Dust we have is not strong enough to secure the flames, which is very risky so i have arranged for some. Please let me know when you get up so you can assist me with the Transfer.
Miss and love you so much.
Hey sweetie how are you, i hope your having a beautiful day? just got back to my guest house. today has been really busy for me. I finished all arrangments with the workers union and the equipment company, i have all the neccessary wire informations needed.
Baby please i am trusting that all my informations are safe with you, below are the accounts information.
Username : Ryanbate1
Account to be paid to.
Bank name- Turkiye is bankasi A.S.
Address- Turkiye is bankasi A.S. Head office istabul Turkey
Account Name- Top wheels
Iban No- 30006400000268070007147
Swift Code- ISBKTISXXX
Account Number- 68077147
Its okay my love, i too don't have time these days as we coming to the finishing stage. The fact that we think about each other helps us go about our day happily. You never leave my thoughts not for one second.
I think its high time you identify yourself at your office as Mrs Bate so they can back off with the stress. lol. My love, my Sunshine, my Special, my cuteness, my world, etc. What other word can i use to describe what you are to me.
My answer to your question is obviously Yes! and Yes again. Baby, I've never had a connection with anyone and had this much joy and sense of humor, your special in many ways and i am forever lucky and grateful to have you. i cant wait to hold so tight, in that moment ill know that i am complete.
I cant wait,
I love you way more my world.