How are you doing Honey? I hope you are doing well and thanks for staying with me ... you put a smile on my face reading all these from you. I like your honesty and I must say that I am ready to maintain communication with you and would be so happy if I can hear your voice.... or what do you think? I am very pleased to let you know that I had a safe flight here. Iraq, however, is very dusty. I had to check in on the field. the place is not 5 star, but I can still consider it to be a bit comfortable. I could hardly sleep last night. I was just thinking of you. I wonder why, you're a stranger to me and I feel like I've known you a long time. That's crazy, but it feels wonderful too. I need real love, but I know it's all about timing and opportunity. Maybe I'm hopelessly romantic, but this is just me naturally.
I bet, you must be a caring, loving and a great person and I will really like to meet you once am done here. How I wish I had gotten to know you earlier, I really appreciate the constant communication and I promise to be honest with you in the process of knowing each other better, but I must confess ... you are an amazing woman with such great qualities any responsible man would die for and I must also confess that there is something very special about you that I am still yet to unravel.
You really made my days back in San Antonio by constantly texting me, you had all the time to text telling me little things about yourself, will love to know more about you.Thanks for telling me things about yourself ok, but would still want to know more. I'll be asking you many questions now hope I'm not asking for much, I'm sorry OK!!! I want to know you better and I came to a conclusion that asking questions will help us to know each other well.
Favorite food ?......
Favorite song ? ....
Favorite movie ? ..........
favorite pet? ........
Favourite Colour ? ......
favorite pastime? ........
Favorite book ?........
Favorite Web Site? .....
Favorite drink? ..
Do you really like your job?
Do you have bad habits that you will want to hide for any man or me?
What is your favorite flower?
What do you like to do in your spare time? ...
Where would you like to go on vacation?
What do you want, if you had one wish ?.
Do you like gold or silver, or both?
Do you believe in the long fighting?
How have dating sites been treating you so far? ..
What do you like and dislike? ......
You have your own home or you rent?
Hoping to read your answers to these questions as well and waiting to read from you soon, until we meet the Lord shall bless and keep you. His light will always be with you. He will keep you safe from harm and protect you from all errors. He will give you peace. He will guide you on your way. Bring joy to every new day. I'll be waiting to read back from you and send my greetings to the children and friends.
Lots of hugs and enjoy the rest of your day
Your best friend and love,
Time will tell Judi,
How are you doing today my queen? hope you had a good night rest.. been so worried about you wishing i was around to help you out with things and probably massage you to ease off the stress of the day. Thanks so much for keeping up the communication as i understand that an effective communication is the major key to every successful relationship.
I understand that the love I have shown you is very sudden, fate decides who you meet in your life, but it is your heart that decides who gets to stay in your life, do not be angry with me that I have to tell you how much I feel for you. I believe you are so special to be with, I know it may still take some time to love me in return, but I hope it would not be for long because I can not wait for you to let out the skeptical mindset of yours and be free to share true love and affections with me. Sometimes life hits you with unexpected things that take you completely by surprise.
I know I'm not expecting an equal measure of love from the beginning of the relationship. I know the fact that love needs time to flourish. I do not just say 'I love you' because I feel like saying it, not even because I want to hear you say it back to me Time will prove my love for you and cement my place in your heart forever. For the time will give me credibility and the inevitability that I need to convince you to want to spend the rest of your life with me. I feel distance has negative part in our communication, but distance does not matter if you really love the person, what matters most is your honesty and trust to the relationship work.
I'm not trying to use love as an excuse to control your emotion and believe, or arm-twist them to do my bidding. Sometimes I feel I'm not good enough for you that is why I have to express myself in this way. Well, I think I'm just about to do so. The light of my love for you not only ignites itself in my head at night ... it's just that my heart has been yearning for true love. Please forgive me; I'm sorry if as I show my love for you gets you out. I hope you understand me. I will be retiring from the military soon. I have plans to come to know you so we can discuss everything about how we live together as husband and wife. I'm madly in love with you.
Answers to ALL my questions
Favorite food? ...... Chicken, fish, pizza, salad, steak, pasta and sea food.
Favorite song ? .... Music slow, classical, salsa, rnb, slow rock, blues, gospel, country and reggae.
Favorite movie ? ............. Romance, comedy, drama, suspense and action
favorite pet? ............ Dog
Favourite Colour ? ......... Black Blue and Red
favorite hobby? .......... Listening to music, participate in sports, reading, traveling, writing, art work.
Favorite book? ............. Entertainment magazines, Stephen King and John Grisham Books
Favorite Web Site? ..... Google
Favorite drink? ..... Juice, milk, Pepsi, coffee, water and wine without alcohol
Do you really like your job? not really
Do you have bad habits that you will want to hide from me? No
What is your opinion about religion? God is love and is perfect and also I respect all religions.
What is your favorite flower? Red rose !!!
What do you like to do in your spare time? ... I go to the movies, concerts, shopping, sometimes have a look around in the park and when there is nothing exciting out there, I stand at the door, watching movies, reading novels, listening to music to relax me, listen to news on TV or cook because I like to cook.
Where would you like to go on vacation? Dubai and countries I've never been, but it depends on my partner.
What do you want, if you had one wish? .... Love
Do you like gold or silver, or both? both
Do you believe in the long fighting? yes off course helps two lovers
How has the dating site been treating you so far? ..... I am new, I never had any
What do you like and does not like? ...... I like people to be honest, I hate people who play games and are not honest
Do you live alone or you live with someone? Alone
You have your own home or rent? I inherited an estate in Scotland and a house in USA and Australia from my late parents, but ready to buy one when I find the right woman of my life.
Hope i have been able to answer properly, if there is anything else you need to know just ask and know that i would be willing to answer.. Also as you know phones are not allowed on camp however i can see some of my colleagues here have phones still wondering how but will find out.
I'll be waiting to read more from you soon. Until then, be blessed and safe. and please send me more pictures as i already have one of yours saved as my desktop background image so i can see you and kiss you all the time... lol,
Believe in me
Hello Judy, I hope you're doing just great? Can you imagine the butterflies in my stomach to finally be able to respond to your mail; My heart is filled with positive thoughts of you, you really make my day. I'm missing and thinking about you, my dear, you have been in my mind and thoughts all these time, my dear, my feelings for you seems to be stronger, I just can't stop thinking about you. WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME!!!!
I think we said to each other more about ourselves and it has been a great pleasure to share so much with you this way, It seems we have so much in common and looking for the same in a relationship ... LOL You're such a nice woman and I really admire that. Although we never met, I feel like I know you well. I knew from the beginning that there was something special about you; you touched my heart and would not let go. I'm pretty much a trusted person, for the most part, however, I find myself having people who abuse and make a fool of me ...
The reality is that I have been waiting for love for a long time ... For this to happen, we must be compatible, emotionally, intellectually, socially, spiritually, physically (call me superficial, but looks do matter) and, yes, sexually ... even with all this love must exist and must be that ever elusive "spark ..." in essence, I seek the proverbial "Total Package ..." instead of "settling" for someone I could be happy with, I seek someone I can not imagine living without (a subtle but important distinction) for a life full of passion together (both inside and outside the room), intensity and bliss..I think I'm looking for a woman who can love me as I am (good, bad or ugly) ... Someone who can relate to life and its ups and downs and will want to share them ...
I want my partner to be able to work together to achieve the goals that we both set ... I would like us to be able to grow as individuals and as a couple ... I want our relationship to be secure so that we could feel comfortable and trust each other totally, no doubt! I would like to be your everything and you mine ... I want the whole package ... A friendship that grows in loving / caring / will end in a passionate relationship that one can only dreams about ... I don't want to just live with someone; I want someone I can not imagine living without ... Hope that makes sense ... I guess I'm looking for my missing piece to my puzzle .... I'm in a great place in my life now and I want to share it with a partner at all levels. I agree that there should be a physical attraction and ... I always say it's what is inside that counts and that always makes a person attractive on the outside, well ... I want to be with someone that I miss when we are not together and I can feel the electricity running through my body when we touch ... Someone who likes to cuddle (I know this probably sounds corny), hold hands, hug, kiss, for no reason, I want to be 80 and as couple still walking down the street and holding hands ... I love it when I see it ...
I don't have a special physical "type" that appeals to me ... Rather, I tend to look at the whole package, especially personality ... I'm not the jealous type by any means ... I hope I do not bore you with all this information ... I know what I want ... I did not date for a few years after the death of my wife all because I wanted to make sure I knew what I want and that I was in a good place in my life and ready to share it with a partner .. I'm there! ...
Now back to your questions:
Last relationship, details – what was it like, what didn't you like – something along those lines>>>my last relationship was filled with love and understanding,death ended what was going so well in my life as at that time and there was nothing I didn't like about her but that doesn't mean she was perfect...happy I met you now and would never let you go for any reason.
Rank?>>> just call me Serg.Bradley Cooper
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? >>> would love to change my job and life style right away and leave a normal life to share with you Chloe and the kids till my life shuts down.
The pic of you without a shirt. Who did you take that picture for? >>> I just took it when I was home and bored after Chloe left to England back in Australia home alone before I went to fort Sam base in San Antonio...you are the only opposite sex that has seen it to be honest.don't know if anyone else has,cos I don't usually lock my phone.
Around 1 months time, will you be walking into my office or ringing my doorbell, in uniform – so we can pick up where we did not start?>>> would love to more than anything in the world Judi,you are the main reason I am so so so inspired to stay alive and get back safely
Why don't you like your job? Just FYI, it's the reason I kept talking to you. So it can't be all bad.>>> being in places like Iraq when I am supposed to be with you and Chloe is a major bummer on this issue,trust me I would have been better with another job with you and Chloe. I love you both dearly
What sports do you play?>>> I play soccer,very good at that, I play badminton, table tennis and lawn tennis. Then I pertake in some athletic sports but not on a public platform if you understand me...
Honey please keep praying for me OK? I want to leave here in one piece to be with you and I know and trust in your prayers for me cos I feel what you feel for me,we are two connected ends that are separated temporarily... How ironical.
I miss you more Judi, enjoy your whole day.hope to read from you soon enough...
Your love and best friend,
Sorry I forgot...the pictures you sent me are mind blowing and a muse to me in this ugly situation here in Iraq. Thank you for staying with me Judi.I promise to make you happy when we finally meet and start a new life afresh.
Thank you my love
My world, my sweetness, I love your productive mind, understand my heart is saying yes to you and I have followed my heart. Nothing will stop me from meeting you, distance will never be a limitation to the two hearts who chose to stay together. I just want unconditional love from you. I will treat you as the queen of my life. I would like to see us as one big family. I dream of us walking hand in hand by the sea. May God allow this to happen and that dream come true. So sorry i couldn't make it early enough to talk to you.
Talking about our future and sharing our love for each other are some of the dreams I'm wanting. Again, I am always open and faithful, if I do not like a woman, I tell her directly. I think you're lucky, my dear, for you are the only woman I entertained since the death of my wife. And that is why I love and trust you. This has always been my prayer until the day I found you. The day I met you, I knew in my heart that you are the one for me. God knows why he chose us to be together.
I really thank you for coming into my life. I need a woman who is loving, honest, loyal and ready to give all of herself for me as i am willing to give all of me, a woman who can accept my love and preserve it in her heart. I want to give you my love, and make our home a place where you always feel warm and welcome and we have a relationship in which we accept the other for who we are and always find sweet dreams in the arms of one another. All I want is that we love each other for the rest of our lives. I offer you a life of love.The situation here in the war zone is very dangerous still need your prayers.
Thanks for the pictures...your crudeness and simplicity sweeps me of my feet every time I imaging what kind of picture other women would have sent compared to all I have seen from you.you are my bustop till the end of my days and I pray God keeps me alive for you and the kids for us to have a shot at being one family living in peace and harmony.we could buy a house if you want us to or move to any part of the world you wish when I am back,its your choice and I would do anything to out a lasting smile on your face when I am done with all these pandemonium and chaos and finally have full access to all my bank accounts and properties. Let me know if you would love to be in a new house st we start a new life soon Judy...I love you sincerely,I am 100% sure of this and it keeps me going down here and gives me more reason to stay alive to return after all these ends...
ANSWERS TO YOUR QUESTIONS
First of all I apologize for using the word "dear", really have no explanation for that but noe that is duly noted.I am sincerely sorry if that put you off Judy my love and my sweetness...
Waiting to read from you.
Hugs and kisses.
My Rose Red
Good day! How was your night Judy? I woke up thinking about you and I ran to my computer to tell you good morning, but the network has been bad and just started working now. You give me hope, my dreams are fulfilled, you give me a reason to be strong. You complete me in more ways than you can imagine! If I did not find you, I'll still be looking for you. I am very proud and honored and very happy fully knowing that one day you could actually be my wife and I your husband (Hopefully ''if things work out between us''). The love I feel for you is quiet often difficult to put into words. I promise you, I will go any distance to show you how much I need you in my life and how much you will always mean to me. The love we have is infinite and will never be in doubt or destroyed ... I love you! I really feel blessed that we gradually become familiar, and I can not wait for the day we join our lives together. While we are in contact with each other, you never have to be alone; I'll be there to calm your fears. I'll be there with happiness and tears. And as sure as the sun rises, my heart will be true, because for as long as forever, I love you.
I can not wait to spend forever and travel the world with you. You are my love and will always be my love. You will always be the love of my life. Every time I think of you my heart misses a beat ... I hope you still think of me as well. I love you with everything I am, everything I was and everything I will ever be. I can not wait to be with you, to see your smile, look in your eyes, feel your sweet touch, hear your perfect words and kiss your perfect lips. The way I feel for you some people call it crazy, but I call it true love. I really love you. I love you with all my life, my whole life and nothing in this world can take it! I love you more than I could explain. More than I can understand. You touched my heart in ways no one could ever understand. I give you my life, my heart, my mind, my body and my soul ... I belong to you now and forever. Now that we're together I promise to always be faithful to you, to love you and trust you. I love you more than anything in this life can offer me ... You're the one for me. I LOVE YOU! Red rose. I chose to call you my red rose ....
I prayed for a long time to find someone like you. Someone willing to fight for me, who always make me smile and really loves me. You are in my thoughts, my heart, and every time I breathe. You are in my soul, my world, my everything. You're the only one I've been waiting for and I finally came across you. I pray every night that God should keep it for me. Without you I would not be complete anymore. Today I stand before God and our future family, promising to be your partner for life. Heaven made you special to me, every day that passes makes our love for each other grow stronger. Nothing can separate us forever. Our desires will continue to stretch at any distance on every mountain and ocean between us. Nothing can come between us, and nothing will stop me from meeting you. You are my future and nothing can stop us from our destination. I miss you more every day. I'm here with open arms, where you will arrive soon.
Well i really dont know about you but i have thought about our first meeting so many times, i am going to run to pick you up and spin you around before i look you deep into you eyes kissing you passionately then tell you how much i miss and love you...
Please take good care of yourself and the kids for me and tell them I said "I oblige"...
God saved my life Judy.
My darling, I miss you so much. How are you doing? Yesterday, God saved my life, I escaped death during a patrol check, but thank God, that he saved my life when a suicide bomber blew up 20 meters to the military truck I was driving. God loves me; God saved my life because of you and my daughter. It was a big shock, I felt death close to me, after I was immediately taken to hospital for a medical examination and there were no injuries. I'm just leaving the hospital, back to our camp. My love, do not worry, I did not get hurt in this dangerous incident today. I'll try to be more careful now. The only thing I need from you is your continued prayers, until I leave the war zone to meet you,Chloe and the kids.
Nothing will stop me from meeting you. Now, you are an important part of my life and I look forward to the day when we will be together and never separate. I like you, for your kindness, for your caring and tender nature. Please always keep our conversation between us till we meet.
Our approach is very special and divine. You are sincere, affectionate, kind lady, and I would not trade you for the world. I'll take care of you through a lifetime of beautiful tomorrows. I want you to know how pleased I am to be part of your life. You mean the world to me and I would do anything to make you happy, without thinking twice. Today I promise you that I would do anything in my power to make you a great person, will be a great father and loving husband. Honey, I love you with everything I have inside me. You are my soul mate, my best friend, my inspiration and my love. I love you, not only because of the beauty, but for all of you. I miss you so much! I need you, I'm anxious to see you, hear your voice and behold your beautiful face. By far my heart is set that particular day we will be together under one roof. I love you, you are my choice forever. I promise I'll love you till eternity, because you are the best thing I have.
Keep praying for my safety here in the war zone.
A colleague in the journalism department sent me a video of what happened yesterday,I attached it here...have a wonderful day Judy, I miss you more than words can say.I pray I'll be with you soon.
Meeting with my G.C
Hello my Sunshine, how are you? we had series of meetings yesterday with our commander General on the last attack we had, it went well thanks to God. Thank you for your kindness, I hope you have a good day; I miss you and wish you were here with me. I just returned from a training session and now want to rest a little bit, my dear, I've missed you so much and i'm so glad that we make each other happy. , I want and desire you my love, both physically and mentally ... Thank you for your emails,they keep me going all day and my heart is filled with joy when I read your emails. Your words make me happy and they comfort me. I LOVE YOU ABOVE ALL.
Honey, you would not believe that I had a dream of us. I slept, my hand was looking for you, but you were not there. I turned my head, and fell asleep, when I met you in my dream honey, I held your hand and you held me and told me. This is the moment you have been waiting for I just smiled. It would be typical for me to do. I did not know you saw me blinking, to get an insight of you. I opened my eyes and realized that I was dreaming. Smiled. I turned my head to the other side and slightly fell back to sleep. Within minutes I felt you next to me wearing a robe. I hugged right at you, like two spoons. This may be only memories, but I still woke up with a smile.
I just wanted simply to do something, to say I love you and put that smile I love so much back in your face. I want everyone to know how much you mean to me. I tell you this everyday, you're the nicest person I know, inside and out, and I see that more clearly every day that passes. I love everything about you, about us. You do something to me that no one else has, you made me so happy, I'm the happiest I've ever been. Give me the most incredible feelings inside, the feeling of being with you in love. I do not know what I have done to be so happy to have you in my life, my dream ... I am very grateful. In this short time we have been together, we have grown so much, and I can not wait to see what the future holds for us. I love you, my love, with all my heart and soul, forever and ever!
Please be sure to pray for me and be good with lots of love and kisses.
Honey i would really love to be in touch with you more often and with news of our soon coming trip to Northern Iraq where there would be no internet access unless i have a mobile device, i think it would be important you send me a mobile phone as that's what most of my colleagues partners and family are doing to be able to reach them, some even got care packs, unfortunately for me you are like the only family i have. I do believe communication is the key to every successful relationship and i would not lie to you, being in touch with you like this gives me a thousand reasons to survive, i cant imagine a day without your messages. It will also provide me the opportunity to hear your voice. if this would be possible i could provide details of how you could send through to me.
Waiting to read from you.
Sweetheart how are you doing and how is your mom now??? The picture of the place you sent me looks good,I love it,and just got another nice one from you this morning.I am so sorry I could only reply you now.been thinking about you and missing you.you never left my mind for a second I cross my heart.
In my last mail I told you that we would soon be off to northern Iraq and will be there for the rest of my mission here and the only way I could reach you is through a phone cos of the lack of internet access issue that we would be facing there and thought it would be best for you to send me a phone so we can hear each other's voices and communicate more.we will be leaving on Tuesday please let me know as soon as possible so I would know where I stand with communicating with you.
Hope to read from you soon
So sorry I didn't answer your questions I was a bit carried away by my worries about being far away from the two most important people in my life presently. I do have a house and a building I inherited from my parents in DC but I have never been there cos my job had never really permitted me to be at different place I have been wanting to be,about Chloe like I told you before she is my only child and will be 6 by April,she is presently with aunt Yun in England. Aunt Yun was my childhood nanny who brought me up as a child back in the years and she is really old now but still looks after Chloe for me just as she did to me when I was a child...all I want to do is relieve her of the stress and spend more time with Chloe and you when I leave here and retire to live a normal life with you hopefully God spares my life...
About getting someone's phone to call you no one would do that cos everyone here went through the same process I am going through now to get theirs from their loved ones and also for personal security.if I had a phone i would not share it too...its only when we get to northern Iraq we would be given the freedom to use our phones,in here presently communication stays this way till we are out and if I don't get one we might loose contact till I leave here cos that's where we will all be till our mission ends
So Judy are you gonna send the phone? If you are tell me on time so I will give you details on how to get it here.
Can't wait to hear your voice...
About the phone, It has to be a Modern smart phone and i need just the device with no contract as i will get a local sim here, will explain why below
Explaining this maybe quite complicated for you to understand, will try. We had a situation recently where these terrorist infiltrated our systems with a virus called ''RAT'', they where able to get access into cell devices accessing vital info and also view the vicinity through mobile and cctv cameras, so all systems have been replaced, apparently modern devices such as the new iphone or samsung are not accessible due to upgrades in the operating systems, moreover i can keep using the mobile when i get back home. i will need to get a local sim here, i just need a New model device Iphone or Samsung. I can repay you once i get back if you like.
JUST A SUGGESTION TO MAKE THINGS EASIER FOR YOU.
I Cant receive packages directly here, so you will have to send to the state first which may take a longer time than we have. I don't know how soon it would take for the phone or pack to get to the state but what i do know is that the next troops would be here within the next few days which was why i spoke to my friend in admin if she would be kind enough to receive funds and get a good smart phone then hand it over to one of the soldiers deployed here, which means you will have to send the funds for the phone to her. I do not want a situation where you send the phone and i don't get it on time as you know we leave to northern Iraq soon. Just a suggestion though so let me know what you think and if you insist on sending the phone please ensure it gets there on time before i leave, however i believe my suggestion will lift up a whole lot of pressure on you and will make the phone get here faster.. if you insist with sending the phone, i would get the mailing address from my friend soon.
Good,my friend just replied and told me to ask you if you know any western union or money gram outlet as she says sending through the bank would take a longer time than i have but sending through western union or money gram would make things faster as i can pick funds up within 5 mins after you send, provided you have given the details to pick up, while bank would take about 3 days to reflect...so do you?
I just looked up an iPhone that I am sure will be functional to reach out to you when we get there and its 900USD...I do not know your financial status presently but I insist on paying you back when I leave here and get to you, all of this is just for us to stay in touch and feel closer to each other from this distance because communication is the key to every relationship and I never want to risk loosing you,still can't wait to hear your voice and see your face over the phone,Chloe will be glad to have you too I am pretty sure of that and I appreciate staying with me all these while since I met you online Judi.
I just got details from my colleague and apparently the next troops coming here will be heading in from Mexico, the western union details to receive are below
Name; Antonia Piera
Address: Leon Tolstoi No.22, 11590 Mexico City, Mexico
That is all you will be needing to make the transfer through western union, ensure you send payment receipt as soon as funds has been sent.
Sounds good...but that will take longer to get the phone down to me before we leave for the north in 2days.I sent you details of who to send the funds for the phone to for them to have the phone down to me as early as tomorrow evening here as she said,that is if the funds get to her today,can't wait to hear your voice my love...
Get back to me as soon as possible and be safe.
Judi have the phone returned cos the purpose you had it bought isn't forthcoming as we can see...sometimes you make me feel you ignore reading details of emails I send to you.I took my time to explain and explain how we make this work and you still went on to do it your way.everything I told you was to ensure I had the phone in time and now you just made me feel you don't really care if we don't talk for weeks or months,well I never felt that way about hearing from you and it hurts for you to send the last email you sent,you just indirectly showed me that you can't listen to me and also made me feel stupid.was only trying to show how real I was in love with you and let you hear and feel me closer to you cos I wanted the same but its obvious you think we are a joke.
Bye if you say so
If you insist...I can give you and address to send the phone to in the states.you really need to be real with me if we are gonna be together Judi, I respect who you are but you have to be attentive when I communicate with you cos that's the real essence of communication and this is reality.
Get back to me as soon as possible and I still and will always love you