Scam Email(s) from Richard Rokopolous Clovis to Carol (USA)

 

Letter 1

I can describe myself in two ways – simple and...
I can describe myself in two ways – simple and real. I'm very humble, not shy and like being the center of attention. I want to be with someone who's humble, compassionate and knows how to enjoy life. I'd say I'm an ambitious, sarcastic, open-minded and I get along with everybody. Someone who can hold a conversation and can express who they truly are is something I am very attracted to.

Letter 2

Hello Beauty, Thank you for writing me. I am just on your profile and I could have written it too. I thought I'd take a chance and reach out to a good looking woman whose profile appears to be in-tune with my thoughts. I'm ready to give up the life of work for play....if only I can find the right ONE. It sounds like you have had a great life and career. Me too. But now ready to enjoy the benefits we have looked forward to for so long. My go to-go Coffee order? Well, I make cold brew at home. I drink it with some Silk almond milk coffee creamer, either vanilla or caramel flavored. If I'm buying coffee it's an iced coffee with soy milk, no sweetener. You look great with some stunning photos and that has put some smiles on my face. Wish that could continue. You are as close to perfect as God allows. I am glad meeting someone here who sounds genuine. I have been looking through many partner recommendations lately and some of them even looked interesting, but yours looked special! Your personality, your interests, aura is fabulous; I enjoyed reading it and it has honestly sparked my interest. Loving your positive vibes with same to share further together. Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter. Not everyone has to be the “One". Nor is it right to try and make someone into something they are not. But there's always the ONE. So, I also think it's important to have understandings along the way, learn more about what you want and don't want and maybe also make it real as well...then happy, fun...The Special ONE indeed comes to be. Each new day is a new beginning to consolidate on learning more about ourselves to care more about each other, to laugh more than we did, to accomplish more than we thought we could, and be more than we were before. Life is either a daring adventure or nothing but better shared together joyfully. I am Richard, quick description of myself... I'm passionate, committed, faithful, honest, sincere, kindhearted, humble, independent and loving my job. Family oriented, fun, good sense of humor, attentive, positive minded, loyal to the bone, and for the record a very good listener. If u found less than these back off. I would be honored to know more about, to share more of your vibes at my regular. That's about it for now, so I'll stop here for now. Kindly drop am email line and I will be happy to write you back since I will soon leave this site because my subscription will soon expire in no time as it is also distracting my work schedule already, so I prefer we exchange emails and calls then meet when we agree for a cup of coffee.You can contact me directly through my personal email: vischard64@gmail.com. so that I can send you more of my pictures from there and write you more about me. I think you're very beautiful and adorable. Be safe and have a promising day! Richard

Letter 3

Hello Carol,

Good Morning; Its good thing to hear from you considering my delay in responding to your email. I traveled to Las Vegas to visit my mum so was not having steady internet access which affected my communication and was the reason why I have not responded to your email. My mum is planning to move back to Greece to stay with her sister (that is where she is from). That is story for another day .I am so sorry Carol, I would have loved meeting you today in Tifton for coffee at Starbucks but since I am not around, we can do that next coming Sunday. You seem to be a very nice woman and I would really like to know you more.

Like I told you when I contacted you on the dating site, I am new to online dating and was encouraged to register by my mum and daughter. She was tired of seeing me lonely all this years .I accepted her request and let myself register on the site but unfortunately have not been on the site again until I went to visit her last week .She wanted to know how far I have gone with the site but was disappointed to hear that I have not been there since then; Anyway, she understood that I have not had time as I have been away for weeks on an official assignment traveling o different states.

Let me not bore you on what brought me to the site and my business trips and rather tell you more about me which was what I promised you on the dating site when I requested you contact me via my Match Account email .I will also attach my pictures after to his email which was what I promised you when I contacted you.

I am someone that try my best to go to church on Sundays so I don't know if to say that I am religious or not .I am outgoing and active, energetic and positive. I am a bit of a clown, and playful, I love to laugh even at myself .I am a Fun loving, humble man that is neat to a fault. Oooh, I almost forgot to mention that I am a good cook .something that is a hobby to me having cooked for myself for the past ten years .You will be surprise to hear that I taught my late wife how to cook because I learnt how to cook varieties which includes Italian food from my grandma who is Italian.

It seems that I mentioned briefly that I am a bit of a clown and I am sure you will read it briefly but I will say it bold again so that you just don't read if Briefly .I have made someone to laugh and he choked and ended up in the hospital.it is gift that I got living in many countries and leaning differing cultures. I have the cure to high blood pressure; Laugh and laugh more and more when you can.

Before I left my first job, it got to a stage that when I get to the office and say good morning to my colleague they will start laughing .That was how bad it became that I decided to be serious and it became worse because they will laugh seeing me very serious. I took me years to correct them from that

May be after my professional career as a financial adviser, broker and Money manager, I will try comedy .I will give you the benefit of finding a stage name for me .Make sure that you do not get me a bad name because I will get angry and go onstage wearing your Bra .sorry, I slipped. Let me stop this email here before I say something that will make you not respond my email. I will write more later when I hear for you, at least by then, my head must have returned to correct Order. I still have more to tell you about me and I have attached a picture of me and the one I took with my mom.

Richard is my Name; My Beautiful.

Letter 4

For the past 40 minutes I have been battling with my email to send out email to you but it has been acting like it is not delivering to you as it doesn't show me SEND when it is sent like before .I just pray that this one delivers and that you received .I even tried to email my pictures to you separately earlier but cannot say if you did get it with what my email is acting now. Please email me back he moment you receive this email as that is the only way that I will know that you received my email. Thank you for telling me a little about you and for sending me the picture you took with your mum. My mum is 88 years old, how old is your mum? I can say you got your beauty from her. Hahahaha! My mum will be going back to Greece alone, I'm not traveling with her, she's been living alone here in Vegas and has been feeling lonely since her sister left back to Greece.

Let me go back to tell you more about me which was what I was about to do before I got to the point of talking Bra. Silly Me. Its new day so I will not say nonsense again .Thank you for forgiving .Yes, I am Christian and a catholic so was not supposed be saying things like that to someone that I just met. Glad to know that you are in the process of starting REC classes by September to convert to Catholicism ...I am a tall man that is short little from 5ft10 so should not be saying nonsense .May be its because I lost my wife in 2004 so have been alone since then with no form of relationship .I will now mind my word before I say them.

I said many things in my first email and my profile but there are thing I realized that I did not tell you that is important .I did not tell you that I have dual citizenship, American and Greece .I do not smoke but did not tell you that I tried it when I was in should but stopped it less than 3 months in the act because I found out it is not in my character thou I have no problem with smokers .This was over 35 years ago .I told you that I was born April 15 1953 but did not tell you that it was in my grandmother's home in Turin Italy though we went back to Greece with my mum from where we moved back to United States to join my dad when I was about 8 years old. .Those are the thing I just remembered that I did not tell you.

I enjoy soccer which is a passion I got schooling in Europe, I love seeing movies and listening to music. I like going to the beach and climbing mountains. I love exercise generally .Let it not be that i am already boring you again with my long talk and loud mouth. I don't want to sound over excited but I must confess that I am so happy to have come across you and I know that you would want us to take this slowly but I will try to be positive and consistent so open your heart and let us give it a try .I know that lot of people on the dating site are not sincere or who they say they are.

This is one things you can be sure about me. I am sincere and will tell u all about me with nothing hide. I can say the truth and not minding who it hurts. I hate lies and cheats.Like I said earlier. I am Financial Broker Representative hat has worked with the international office of MERRILL LYNCH in Scotland before joining BAIN CAPITAL- an investment company with its head office in London and branches in many countries .I worked with them for years before I resigned or will I say retired which was when I lost my late wife Angelina.

I now work under contract with Bain Capital as an International Representative .They came back asking me to come out of retirement which was after two years of leaving them .They gave me working conditions which I saw to be good enough so I accepted the job which one of the working condition is that I will now remain in united States to head the international office instead of going back to the Main office in UK.I accepted the job first and also accepted to go back UK and work with them for 6 years before I returned to United States and now work as a Broker representative and Financial Regulatory adviser. A job I love and enjoy doing.

I told you that I can make joke of anything and can be a clown but forgot to tell you that I don't joke with my happiness. I am generally a happy person and have achieved much in life professionally, financially and personally being happy .That is to tell you there is more to gain that to loose being happy. I am fun to be with because I can be very romantic. I am positive on everything that life brings me. I believe that I am where I am at this point in my life for a good reason. I am an honest and caring person who is very loyal to those I care about. I am a man that have been to over 40 countries on the process of doing my job and have seen people with different cultures, poverty and famine in countries. I have seen good and bad government and have come to realize that I am blessed to be alive and be called an American. I am much secured financially and as a gentleman with good values, I love giving which is another reason why I should be happy. I am good dresser who is comfortable wearing suits, jean T shirt and ties .I have that Italian blood and very athletic and toned. I am generally a healthy man .wow! I have really said much about me so let me cut it here and say more when I hear back from you .I hope my email did not bore you. We have shared email and photos and I will like if we put a voice to the email and pictures .what I want to say is that it will be nice if we speak on phone .If you are not too comfortable to give me your phone number at this stage to call you, then I can give you the number that I use here to call me. If my long email bored you I am sure that my voice will not bore you when you hear the missed accent I accumulated schooling in many countries .I know you will conclude like other that t it's an Italian accent but let's leave that till when we speak .Please send me your number or I will give you mine so that we can speak on phone .Putting a voice to it makes it more real than writing email to and fro. Yes, I would like to plan on Starbucks in Tifton but that will depend when I am coming back because I really need to stay and wait for mum to leave for Greece before I start coming back. However, I will not stay more than two weeks in this trip and I'll be back.

Before I conclude this email let me state some important things and please do not contact me or reply to this email if you don't like what I am going to say below below.

If you do not want to be happy- Do not contact me
If you don't want me to be loved - Do not contact me
If you do not want someone that will cook and serve you on Bed- Do not contact me
IF you want to laugh and be happy to enjoy our remaining day on earth .please click REPLY and let us find happiness together .Life is too short to waste with an angry soul .Let me stop this rambling till I hear from you-
My name is Richard.

Letter 5

Hello Carol,

Good Morning; Its good thing to hear from you considering my delay in responding to your email. I traveled to Las Vegas to visit my mum so was not having steady internet access which affected my communication and was the reason why I have not responded to your email. My mum is planning to move back to Greece to stay with her sister (that is where she is from). That is story for another day .I am so sorry Carol, I would have loved meeting you today in Tifton for coffee at Starbucks but since I am not around, we can do that next coming Sunday. You seem to be a very nice woman and I would really like to know you more.

Like I told you when I contacted you on the dating site, I am new to online dating and was encouraged to register by my mum and daughter. She was tired of seeing me lonely all this years .I accepted her request and let myself register on the site but unfortunately have not been on the site again until I went to visit her last week .She wanted to know how far I have gone with the site but was disappointed to hear that I have not been there since then; Anyway, she understood that I have not had time as I have been away for weeks on an official assignment traveling o different states.

Let me not bore you on what brought me to the site and my business trips and rather tell you more about me which was what I promised you on the dating site when I requested you contact me via my Match Account email .I will also attach my pictures after to his email which was what I promised you when I contacted you.

I am someone that try my best to go to church on Sundays so I don't know if to say that I am religious or not .I am outgoing and active, energetic and positive. I am a bit of a clown, and playful, I love to laugh even at myself .I am a Fun loving, humble man that is neat to a fault. Oooh, I almost forgot to mention that I am a good cook .something that is a hobby to me having cooked for myself for the past ten years .You will be surprise to hear that I taught my late wife how to cook because I learnt how to cook varieties which includes Italian food from my grandma who is Italian.

It seems that I mentioned briefly that I am a bit of a clown and I am sure you will read it briefly but I will say it bold again so that you just don't read if Briefly .I have made someone to laugh and he choked and ended up in the hospital.it is gift that I got living in many countries and leaning differing cultures. I have the cure to high blood pressure; Laugh and laugh more and more when you can.

Before I left my first job, it got to a stage that when I get to the office and say good morning to my colleague they will start laughing .That was how bad it became that I decided to be serious and it became worse because they will laugh seeing me very serious. I took me years to correct them from that

May be after my professional career as a financial adviser, broker and Money manager, I will try comedy .I will give you the benefit of finding a stage name for me .Make sure that you do not get me a bad name because I will get angry and go onstage wearing your Bra .sorry, I slipped. Let me stop this email here before I say something that will make you not respond my email. I will write more later when I hear for you, at least by then, my head must have returned to correct Order. I still have more to tell you about me and I have attached a picture of me and the one I took with my mom.

Richard is my Name; My Beautiful.

Letter 6

Good morning this beautiful day Carol .I am very happy this morning for the simple fact that you responded to my email .I thought that you will say to yourself,-Let me avoid this man that made someone to laugh and end up in the hospital as you do not want to end up in the hospital .It was after I sent out the email that I realized what I have said. Glad to know that your mum is 92. She looks younger than her age.

Reading my email, I know that you will notice that my English has accent even in written .Yes! You are correct, I have accent which I accumulated from different places that I cannot say exactly what accent I have .If you do not notice it now, I am sure you will when we speak on phone. My number here in Vegas is 702-825-3019. Send me your number also before you call as I don't normally answer numbers that I did not register on my phone. When is your trip planned for the solar eclipse? I should be home early next week.

I told you that I have been to many countries and seen many cultures but did not tell you that I have also lived in many countries .To be a good financial adviser and a reputable money manager, you have to live and study in many world economies . Based on this, I have done courses in China, Kuwait, Saudi Arabia, Peru, Netherlands, South Africa Canada and Australia .Each of them was a two years course which I took total of 16 years to do. This was after doing my school in Germany where I spent total of 5 years to do my master also. If you ever hear anybody from my company say that I am the best in what I do, this is the reason. I studied for it and it took me years.

Living In different cultures taught me how to relate with people easily and how to survive alone where you do not know anybody. It taught me not treat people and more especially, it showed me the true meaning of life .I know that I must have said everything I can remember by email and will like to put a voice to it .It would have been even better if we can make an arrangement on how to meet but I know it will not be possible this weekend unless next week. I will be receiving three of my company's Directors from our main office this evening .They will be flying in from Australia and will be spending 5 days here in United States.

Their arrival will occupy me for the whole weekend and early next week as it will be all company's work and processing documentation for audit. From their long arrangement, they will be going to Toronto Canada on Tuesday next week from where they will return to England. This is why it will not be easy and free for me for us to meet even if I want to but I am sure that after this busy days, I will be free for next weekend if not for the rest of the month. My job is one funny job that can be busy and hectic at times and also can be less busy at times that you will be looking for something to do. One good thing is that It gives me time or myself and there things of life which includes you my new friend.

Before I continue, I will like to ask you not to feel bored communicating online with me via email as it will make us feel more comfortable with one another when we finally meet. I know I have rambled in my first and second email to you and rambling again today which is why asked you not to get bored with my email. I have no hidden skeleton which is why I am open to say anything about me. I have nothing to hide in life and have no criminal record. I am just a simple man living a good life with a good work and good pay. Who will be in my shoes that will not be happy with what I have in life.

It was just recently that I discovered the extra thing that has always made my happiness incomplete and for this reason, I will never let you go as you may hold the key that will complete my happiness .It may Just require you to come into my life and it will be complete .I really want to know you more my beautiful .Ooh, I promised not ramble again but here I go again. Sorry let me stop here and wait for your response before I continue. My excited heart is filled with something to say so you don't even need to ask them as questions. I will share everything about me with you both by email and phone. Please get back to me as I anxiously wait for your email response.
Kind regards,
Richard.

Letter 7

My Dearest Friend that I bore with emails
Thank you for your email which I was happy again to see this morning as I checked my email. It's sad that I was not able to email you again yesterday .My directors came in like I told you so we had to travel to Dallas for their first business call. We got to Dallas yesterday and had our first meeting which ended very late that I could not email you when I got back to my hotel. So tell me what time did you plan for your trip to Georgia and North Carolina ?you need to keep posted.This morning. I woke up with intention of just going to my computer to email you and explain why you did not hear from me yesterday and also tell you that I have another important business appointment today and will need you to pray for me that it goes successfully .It then occurred to me that I have not even prayed for myself and I am asking someone to help me pray for a successful business day .with that I decided to go and pray.

As Christian, it is normal to pray and afterwards read our bible, so after praying I took my bible to read .I had no particular verse in mind and like I always do, I started flipping through the bible .I decided to share this with you because this has happened for four days in a row now that It became obvious to me that I am going into a relationship and It seems that it is a good one that has been ordain by the almighty .The very first day we started communicating via email, I prayed that morning like I do every day when wake up. When I opened my bible to read, I was attracted to. 1 Corinthians 13 and 1 Timothy 1. The next day, I was attracted to Ecclesiastes 3 and Ecclesiastes 4.Yesterday, I read Romans 8 and today again, I came to read Proverbs 3.

I will share all this bible verses with you so that you will understand why I feel that there is message and a reason why I read this bible verses that say the same thing. I did not want to mention it in my last email because you will say that it's too early to talk about love but when it happened again this morning, I could not hold it but share it with you.

While reading the bible verses I stated above down, I read to Proverbs 3:5-6” and it says-Trust in the Lord with all your heart; and lean not unto your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct your paths.

1 Corinthians 13:13 says that “There are three things that remain - faith, hope, and love - and the greatest of these is love” .What I love here is that it said that the greatest of it all is love.

1 Timothy 1:5 says that “Love comes from a pure heart and a good conscience and a sincere faith”. I have seen that we were born with pure heart and good conscience for I spent most of my 18 years on earth waiting for the maturity and courage to give my heart to someone. Then when I stopped waiting, I simply stumbled upon a stone on my path (When I lost Angelina) and stood up again when I became 63 years to find you standing there.

Ecclesiastes 4:9-12 says that two are better than one, because they have a good return for their work: If one falls down, his friend can help him up. But pity the man who falls and has no one to help him up! Also, if two lie down together, they will keep warm. But how can one keep warm alone? The one may be overpowered, two can defend themselves. For all this I see the importance of you in my life and realized that my ten years wait to find a woman were worth it
Romans 8:28 says: "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose". God is working everything for our good. He loves us unconditionally and he knows, beyond all of our imagination, what we are going through and he put us together for a reason. I am most happy for that. The Lord has to be in our relationship otherwise none of this would have ever happened.

Ecclesiastes 3:1 says, "To everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heavens". I feel like this is our season. I have already asked God to separate us if we are not meant to be. I asked him to do that before we got attached to each other. Let us now wait and see what happens in few days because it seems that I am getting attached to you that even in my sleep I think about you that I do not wait for the day to break before I rush to my computer to email you.

Let me not stay here and write bible letters without saying what brought me to my email this early morning .Like I said earlier. We have a business and audit meeting with some important business partners of our company and will be attending it with my directors from the main office in UK .Though they are the director but I am the head of the team. I am their director today. The success today will be the be added to my professional achievement .I will need or support in prayers

Let me take my bath and leave, I will return to share the good or and news with you today if I come back on time or tomorrow depending on when I close from the meeting. Thank you once again for your care and for even finding the time to email me even with your busy schedule .I appreciate and will call you today as we scheduled. Once we finish the first meeting, I will put a voice to all this emails.
I remain the man with the heart that cares
Richard

Letter 8

My Dearest Carol
This morning, when I came back to do my normal routing that bring joy to myself. I asked myself, was knowing you part of the reason why this transaction that we have been struggling with over the years came to successful end .Did meeting you contribute to it or was is just that my happiness was about to complete and it came with all the good things of life? This made me to start doing a little search about love this morning to know if being in love, finding love or falling in love has anything to do with good luck and success. This was what I found this morning while searching about love .I know many people that talk about love have never had the time to search or read about love.

It started by saying that Love requires no proof or expression but it demands to feel it. Love is only a word until you find someone to give it definition. Love is not blind... it just opens up your eyes to what others do not see. Love is a miracle that God created for two wonderful people; (and this point I claimed that it should be between You and I ).Love is a hard rock between two people and can't be torn apart. Love is a beautiful red rose given for no apparent reason. Love is a fire that reigns in the heart. Love is the only game never postponed due to darkness. Love is blind but after experiencing it for a long time you should become familiar with some particular spots. Love is like a river, never ending as it flows, but gets greater with time! “Love is an emotion so strong that you would give up everything. You just need to feel it once, to know that you are part of something special. To know that you can feel what love really is; to know, to feel, to love. Love is not measured on how long you can wait but on the kind of sacrifices you can do for the sake of love. Love is the sound our hearts make, love is the happiness we feel, love is what makes us do the strange things we do. Love is too strong a word to say it too early, but it has too beautiful a meaning to say it too late. Love is a noble act of self-giving, offering trust, faith, and loyalty. The more you love, the more you lose a part of yourself, yet you don't become less of who you are; you end up being complete with your loved ones. Love is like salted water; the more you drink the more your thirst increases. Love is like the air we breathe. It may not always be seen, but it is always felt, used and needed. Love is not love if it is conditional. “Love is like a flower, give it some time, patience and lots of tender loving care; and watch it bloom into something wonderful before your eyes. Love is like a rose, the special one grows in the winter. Love is what you make it and with whom you make it; it is what it is." If love is music in its purest form, then you are the notes on the page and the melody in my heart. Love is when the things you detest, you become in love with. And, when your views are wrong the one who you love will hear you out and understand you. Love is not sweet talks and flowers, but love is forgiving and compromising. Love is a joy that fills your heart with wonder and excitement every time. Love doesn't make the world go around; love is what makes the ride worthwhile. LOVE IS A PARDONABLE INSANITY .Love is passion and fire; it haunts and enchants the one who touches it. Love is like an image, a lasting image that will always remain in your heart, your soul, forever a part of you

After reading all this, I did not see were they said that love is what you be in and it will bring you success. That made me to conclude that it was not finding a woman to love that brought me the success, it was You and the luck that come with you that brought me the success and or that I say THANK you.

I really appreciate your email to me making me know more about you and how you interact with different kind of people with different ideas and life style,I am not surprised because Mental Health and Substance Abuse Services with plethora of psychological training tells it all about you.So through my email you can tell more about me too ..lol

I do not have much to say today rather than let you know that everything is going fine here and that we will conclude on it and do the documentation part today and tomorrow so that my directors can travel and I will then be 100% free for us . I am just 70% free now which to me is not good when you want to build a new and lasting relationship. Forgive me beautiful for the ranting again, I will end this email here so that by tomorrow I will write you more to tell you all that you must have wanted to know about me, my family, and everything you have been wanting to ask me about my children and late wife.my name is Richard, I hope you still remember him .Lol

Letter 9

I woke up this morning and said good morning to one of my directors here and his response surprised me .He said, to me, there is nothing good about the morning. I replied back; that may be for you but as for me, there are many thing good about the morning and that I am going to email you Is one of the reason everyday is a good day for me recently” .He smiled and I left to my computer to email you but I am sure he did not understand the full meaning of what I said and I did not want to explain further.

I am here on my computer and I want to transfer the greeting to you, one person I know that will appreciate it from me; Good morning my dearest Kris, because with you, there are many things good about this morning .I know that my Director has been traveling for the past two month and have missed his family and may want to return back home which is why he did not see anything good about the morning .Am so sorry for him
Talking about Family, I know you will be wondering why I have not talked about my family in detail .I mentioned I have daughter and a son and that they live away from home but did not say anything else about them .I mentioned that I have been widowed for the past ten years and never said anything about it .I mentioned that my mum lives in Henrietta California and that she is planning to move back to Greece and never said any other thing about my mum .I told you that we moved back to united states at the age of 8 to join my dad but never said anything more about it .I have never said anything about any other member of my family like a sister or a brother .This and more are things that you will like to know which I was planning that may be when we speak on phone you will ask me this question and i will tell you about them but since my stay here has been making it difficult for us to have a good phone discussion, I will use this opportunity to tell you about family and more about me.

My Name is Richard Roko Clovis. The full pronunciation of Roko is Rokopolous which is a Greek name .I was given the name during christening in Greece after we moved back from Italy .I was married to my best friend Angelina , who became Angelina Clovis and we lived together and happily for 26 years. We were blessed with two lovely Children, Diana and Richy JR.

I was not born an only son but I will say that I am the only surviving son of my parents. Because I was always travelling for my training and the nature of my job at that time my family had to move and live together, so my mum, dad and my family lived in the family house in Henrietta California .Since the house was not big enough, I later had to buy a bigger house still in Henrietta that it will accommodate everybody comfortably

In 2007, my family suffered one of the greatest lost that we will never forget. I was on a business trip to Abu-Dhabi in United Arab Emirates to meet with some of the company's Arab investors when I got a call from my Son that my wife has been rushed to the hospital by my dad .I called my dad to enquired if it was serious but he told me that everything was normal that I should relax. My father was the person that took her to the hospital so he tried to calm me down
I have known my father since I was a kid and he is the type of man that even if a house is going down on his head, he will tell you that all is normal just for you not to panic. He believes that there is always a solution at the end .With that in mind, I called my daughter to get the real situation and she told me that Mum is seriously ill and that the doctor was trying to find out what was wrong ; she was my wife and I already know. That minute I called the airline and got an Emirate airline to United States that evening Dubai time which is almost eleven hours difference with California.

On arrival to unite states that night, I called my dad but he was no picking his call so I took another flight home and landed in Henrietta Yosemite International Airport. I called my dad again from there and his phone was off, I called my daughter and she was no picking, I called the home phone and no one took the call so I headed home with the worst in mind .I was thinking that they do not know how to tell me that she was dead.

On getting home, the worst I expected was not only what happened, more that the worst happened. .Just three hours before I got home, there was call that my dad was involve in car accident and that he is in the hospital ,when my mum rushed to the hospital, he was already dead
It took my mum, daughter, aunt and my son, another hour before they could get themselves together to tell me what happened .Angelina died on my father hand in the hospital in front of my children .My father and my wife were very close .she was his friend first daughter so he was happy when we got married .even when I was away, she looked after him like he was her own father and my dad loved Angelina so much.

When she was confirmed dead, my dad could not hold it and did not want my two little children to be there in the hospital crying so he drove them home to my mum and her sister who was living with us and headed back to the hospital .On his was he had accident .When they checked, he was not drunk so I knew that just absent minded coupled with his poor eyesight. He has not been driving for three years before that .what made him drive that day was because of Angelina's condition .I lost two of them the same day. May their soul rest I peace.
After the death of Angelina and my dad .I resigned from my work to be close to my family. I was the only one they have now so cannot afford to be far from them. Thirty Months later, My company called me again and asked me if I can work with them as a Consultant Portfolio Manager from my home that it will only require me to work with the US office and only visit the main office in UK at the beginning and the end of the year. I can only travel within the years for business endorsement if there is any or investor trade request .I realized that the arrangement was not time consuming and besides, I was not enjoying it again staying at home.

I took the job and got myself into the fund management activities with major investors again. It was then that I discovered that this business is just part of me and now that my children are no longer living with me it's time to go back to active portfolio management business but it seems that this is time to slow down .Even if I am going to slow down with the work; First, I need a woman in my life because of loneliness is not a good life. I know this because I experienced it for ten years and that is enough!
I know that this story is going to make this email very long which is why I have never bother telling it in the first place but its seems I will start summarizing it.

As I write this email today, my children are both members of the US Air force, My daughter is an Airborne Electronic Analysts a Course that she is doing the third and final part and will complete by November 2017 while my son will also conclude his Air combat course the same period .Both of them are undergoing their final training course in Sydney Australia and will return to WRIGHT-PATTERSON AIR FORCE BASE, Ohio in May .I miss my children but they are happy with what they are doing and I cannot stop them.
My mum like I told you will be moving back to Greece by the end of this month. She has been enduring the empty house which started from the death of Angelina and my father, my children leaving home for school and my moving out of Henrietta. She does not have any intention of returning to United States again. I have even placed the family for sale as I don't have any intention of moving back to Henrietta again.

Mum wants to be close to her only sister who lives in Greece .Her sister has no child of her own .she was never married and did not have any child .She has always been living with us in Henrietta but after the family tragedies, there was no longer the full happiness in the house .A big vacum was created so she moved back to Greece and have been asking my mum to come home. My mum has finally made up her mind so she is going and with that, I will end this long email. Till I hear from you.Take good care of yourself and have a blessed new week.Richard

Letter 10

Hi Carol ,
I just got your email and smile about your curiosity over what you said about Kris,among my growing peers we call love" Kris" because there was a friend when we are much younger that knows much about young love so any time we had issues with our girl friends we always run to him for solution so thereafter we started calling him (KrisLove) and later we change it to Kris only so when we want to call someone my love we call the person Kris,please don't mind my old fashion way of reasoning not knowing i am in another generation.No my mum have been in Las Vegas but our home i bought was in Henrietta California,Las vegas she is with the sister.I hope you got me right now.I have to get back to my next meeting .
Take care
Richard

Letter 11

My Dearest
Hope you are having nice day with a little excitement.It was nice hearing your voice though we didn't have time to talk as i will be waiting for your return call.Carol It was a funny day yesterday but I was happy that I was able to email you at the end .I started the email that I sent you yesterday two days back and completed it in the evening .That was the story of my life so writing it was not easy .I had to stop twice to go for a walk and the second time to go for our meeting before coming back to conclude it.

After sending you the email, I went out again for our last business meeting of the day which ended late. I got back to my hotel very late and very tired so I slept off wearing my cloth and shoes. The good thing is that we are making progress and that everything is going fine as planned.

It's about a week now since I sent you the very first email and you replied me but to me it seems that we have known for a year. I really wanted a phone conversation because it will bring us into a new level on this online dating stuff. Email communication remind me that it is still online dating that we are doing but phone communication will making look like two people are communicating

Let me say here that going on line to find a suitable companion seemed hopeless for me at the beginning. Most of my earlier contacts that wrote stating that match sent them my picture as a MATCH were from much younger women so I could not understand how I could be a match to a 37 years old woman when I stated what I wanted on my profile.. They always left me feeling bewildered and asking the questions - should I be flattered or insulted? In addition, there was always the concern - "what were the motives"? My faith was restored, when I decided to write instead of wait to be written. I wrote you and you appeared I thank my "lucky star" and enjoy the wonder of it. Essentially, I was so deeply happy that you displayed the qualities I was looking for. I found out that we shared a lot of the same interests and I adored the expressive e-mails.

When I emailed you, I told you that I looked at your profile for 50 minutes and you must be wondering what I saw during that 50 minutes that made me email you. I have come to realize that lonely times make us search harder for the good times. Bad times are only vague memories and we can look to the future with optimism to happy times. To "give" and "receive", to pamper, to spoil, to guide, to care for in all ways, makes for a wonderful relationship. There is no need for anger, when there is understanding, loyalty and sincerity, open communication and the ability to compensate for differences. Life is meant to be enjoyed and thus, should not harbor hurtful thoughts and actions.

When I lost my wife, it was a big obstacle to my life that I did not wish to continue anything in life. There was no wish to date or to work. There was no joy in living because she was just a nice woman but she claimed that I was too nice that I brought out the best in her. It was when I discovered that Life is full of obstacles and to survive; one has to approach the obstacles with an open mind and a desire to overcome them that I let my daughter register me on the dating site.

I asked myself, do I want to be victorious in the challenge? Is the challenge worth the extra effort, Will it make your life better? If yes then I have pursue it with all my strength and that is what I have decided to do. As I said and will repeat again- don't see me as moving too fast; I am telling you all this so that you will understand where I am coming from and that ten years of loneliness was the maximum any man can go. Coming out of it will tell you that I am and ready for a complete new life and that the past is behind me.

They say "Love" overcomes all obstacles. But to love blindly - leaves scares in your heart. The "ups" and "downs" in people's life's can be painful but can be healed with limitless compassion. Mine is healed so let us heal yours if it is still there. As I said in my profile, if your heart has been damaged too much by some cruel evil man, I can help you fix it like i fixed that of my late wife. If you have lost a partner like me, i can still fix it like i fixed mine or let's say, we can fix ours together. When I say we can fix ours together, I know that Life isn't always a bowl of cherries. That was why I also stated in my profile that I need a woman that is not looking for someone to make her happy, but rather someone to share happiness and experience life's adventures and sometimes tribulations. You will agree with me that everybody need happiness both man and woman.

Happiness is created in many ways - mostly in what people do and say! Your words can encourage me to drink long and hard from the cup of life; to capture every drop of adventure that comes my way. I often ask myself, why we met - even if it was in such an unconventional way! I truly believe that a "path" is mapped out for us, when we are born. Are we given a purpose - are we given instructions on how to live our life and what we are to achieve? We are guided by our parents, teachers and friends and unconsciously adapt some of their ways to our life. However, there is a greater plan for us in the making.

We are tested daily to make us stronger. Stumbling blocks are put in our way to overcome and make us rise above them. Many people travel from cradle to grave without ever seeing themselves clearly, without accepting heartache and grief and without ever wondering about their past, present and future. They accept their life blindly, without questions or true understanding of their own value and potential. They become frustrated, disillusioned and bitter. We have all been given the tools to excel, feel more important, more fulfilled and more useful. You have shown me that you know how to use the tools so don't ever let anyone tell you that you will not accomplish and excel at what you have chosen, or perhaps, what had been chosen for you. What measure do they use to compare, or do they feel inadequate in their own achievements?

Success is a passion for living. Success belongs to each and every human being. It is not for the few, or the chosen ones, or the rich, or the educated. Success is for everyone. IT IS FOR YOU. Success is simple; it means having, doing and becoming the best that life affords. It means service to mankind. Success means applying your best effort to realizing your best results, leaving the world a better place. It is winning at the game of life. Success is life itself! Success is no secret; no mystery; no cause for frustration or misery. It is yours to claim.

So, was I meant to come into your life to help you see your own worth, to encourage and support and show you the heights that you have already accomplished. I have not chosen your "path" and don't know the plan decided for you, but I know you have a passion for life, so you are and always will be successful. I am grateful to you for giving me your trust, but I think you now know, I would not misguide you. When I think about you, a picture comes to mind, a woman sweet and gentle, with a heart that is one of a kind. Your light shines ever bright - your love an endless sea.... and nothing could be sweeter than the love you have for me. I see you as my inspiration, but most of all God's Gift to me”. I want to wish you a happy new day and with this email welcome you to an inspiring day of good luck and success in all you do. This letter may not be too romantic but inspiring enough to start your day .I thank God above for you, May you always find new blessings for as long as you may live.
It's me Richard

Letter 12

My Dearest Carol
This day seems that it does not want to be a lovely day for me but with you in my heart, it must turn out fine. I have always loved my job and have always been proud to say it to anyone that cares to listen. For the first time since I started doing this job, I feel like leaving it today. Okay let me say for the second time because I felt like leaving the job when I lost Angelina and I finally left the job. This is the second time and it seems that it's time to leave this job again and it will be for good.let me not forget how are doing today and i hope you had a nice night.As regards to your words in your previous email you said that my English phrase did what in google i guess i didn't get you right or are you talking about my accent? Responding to your email and talking about myself is a way of letting you know more about me and be free with me but you hardly talk much about yourself.Carol i wish you could be free will writing that will help in knowing eachother more before we meet.

If you remember, I told you that my mum will be moving back to Greece by the end of the month but now ready to move, she has confirmed that she will be traveling on Sunday.I know you must have been wondering why I have not mentioned when I will be rounding here and when will be returning home. This was because I planned to go meet my mum this weekend and spend time with my mum and then see her to the airport on Sunday before locking the house to hand the key over to the real estate people I contracted to sell it. All this plan just changed this morning.

I got an email this morning from the head office in London that I should accompany the investors and my directors on their trip to Toronto Canada since it involves the investors that we had transaction with in Dallas. Its not like I will accompany them to Canada and come back rather we will fly from there to London to sort out the shares of our Russian investors that have been slammed with sanctions. Most of their investment are dropping in value so the company's wants to merge it with some polish stocks to stabilize. This was initially scheduled by middle of March when we expect rise in polish stocks

With the content of the email I got today .It means that I will fly with them to Toronto Canada on Sunday 20th, we will spend 6 days in Canada then leave Canada on Sunday 26th Aug to London, then sped another ten days in London after which I will return back to United states on 7th Sept. 2017.

When I started this job new or let me say when I was younger, I enjoyed the travels associated with the job .It exposed me to difference countries and cultures .It gave me access to billionaire investors and enjoyed it. Then I can travel with just one day notification without minding. It's not the same enough that I am 62 years old. I must confess I feel very bad I as I write this email .I had all my hope that I will med you this coming week but with this development, its two weeks of email communication It was so bad that they even made my flight reservation without consulting me .Anyway, I think this is the last of it as I am seriously considering quitting this job as I write this email.

Let me not allow this people spoil my day when I have you. Now back to us; I want you to know that my day starts when I receive your wonderful e-mail, and ends with me sending you a reply. That is why I do wonder why you are in my thoughts all the time? The in between time is filled with romantic notions, breathless anticipation and a million and one thoughts of how our first meeting will go. Will there be fireworks - will there be balloons in the sky?

I know I am fantasizing, like a foolish teenager, but it makes me feel young and so extraordinarily happy. I must confess that I have tried to suppress the feeling of calling you my love all this while to avoid looking like I am rushing everything but each time I want to email you, it keeps coming into my mind. It is a known fact that I am falling seriously in love with you and cannot stand not seeing you soon. You have brought this change and joy in me that I believe has attracted this lifetime business luck to me. Meeting you brought the breakthrough that I have been struggling to have with the investor for almost two years. All I want you is to understand my situation and take me the way you see me.

It's not that I fall in love easily but having been alone for over ten years makes me want you as soon as possible. All that I am sure is that this I not lust or a game of days but a life time relationship. I was married to my wife for 26 happy years and she was my first and only marriage. That alone will tell you more about me.

Please bear with me if I use those words so early. It's due to the way I feel that make time write the way I do. You are an angel in disguise....you have touched my heart thus making a difference in my life. Bringing more Joy and success than you will ever know that you have done. Thank you for all your support.Richard

Letter 13

My Dearest Carol.

I have been up since morning and have been thinking about how this job has been like a remote control to my life .How someone will be in his office in London and determine how I move without considering if I had any prior engagement .How I am always given the shortest notice to make a long trip on behalf of an investor and how all this are not appreciated so much. Yes my dear i know you have will be curious but what is there is that is was my Job that brought me to Leesburg, GA as they provided me an accommodation in GA,but my family home is in Henrietta CA so that has not to be an issue.

I have always said that I love my job and have ever had any reason to complain but it seems that my subconscious mind has decided to react to the sudden change in yesterday's email .What is getting on my nerves here is that my directors has been with me for few days now and they never told me that I will be traveling o Canada with them .They made it look like they do not know but from what I can feel this morning it seems that they knew even before coming.

When they were updating on the transaction this morning, all that they said showed that it has always been planned that I will be traveling to Canada with them but why they did not have the nerves to tell me so that I will get myself ready is one this that keep me wondering if the trip is even worth it.

I concluded this morning that I will respond to the email and tell them that I am not fit to make such trip within the shortest notice and that they should learn how to consider my programme when making arrangement for them. It was when I got detail of the transaction that I realized that one of the investor that is member of his group of investors that we are going to meet with in Canada has once been under my fund management when he wasted in united State. He was really nice mans and I see it as another opportunity to work with him again and I believe that he must be the person that requested that I must come lone with the company team if he is going to be a investor with the company again.

That does not means that I did not reply there email from the company to vent my anger on their contract change of my programme at the shortest notice .I made them to know that I am putting this in writing because they next time I get a notice that is opt up to a week, that requires me to travel, I will neglect it no matter how important that transaction may be and nothing will make me handle it .I got to the extent that I had to add that its time they should fund my replacement if they do not feel comfortable with the time of my email .That email has not been replied and I know the coward that sent it will not have the nerves to respond to it.

Please do not get angry about my daily email with my work and my company problem .It's just that I wanted to share with someone I and I feel that you are that someone. I know just not right for me to conclude that whatever interest me should interest you .I think that's a mistake people tend to make, They actually think that the person they're with has to have all the same interests they do and has to find all the same things neat or interesting. I don't think that's true at all. All I need from you is to acknowledge that I think they are neat and give me the attention of sharing it with you. Because in the end, what I'm really sharing with you is my own response, my own excitement, and my own joy. The cause of it shouldn't be a question because only one person can cause it....You

Have a good day my dear .I have some work to do..Richard

Letter 14

My Dearest Carol

It's a new day so let us first thank the almighty for giving us the life that we have today. Wow! Where do I start this email;First I will appreciate the fact that email do not bore you and as you said I should feel free in expressing myself and daily activities to you.If I may ask why is that you don't tell me what happens around you daily or how you day was?is it that I am still a stranger in your life..Guess I will talk more about that in my next email. Please this email may be short because I am already preparing for my trip? If I do not send this email now, I may not have the chance email you again ., There are files that I have been preparing that I will need for the Russian stock trade so there was need for me to arrange it here before our trip.. Our Flight is in the next two hours as rescheduled today that means I have to rush this email but will email you from Canada tomorrow.

Like I said earlier, once i finish what I am doing in UK, I will be flying home direct as there will not be any need to go back to LA or routine trips to dallas .The long awaited deal has been sealed so no more monthly trip to Dallas.

I hope I am still not rushing things. Let me confess here that I feel so warm and delighted each time I read your e-mail. I am always glad to read your mail because I am sure they are from your heart. I must admit that our communication have changed my life completely. You are the one who makes me handsome and the one who makes me feel stronger. Your email to me makes me feel so important which is why you mean everything to me now.

You show your love to me every day by making out time to read and write me back. I thank God that I have found a woman like you. I understand we are very busy with our personal daily activities but we still try our very best to email and communicate to each other always. It shows how committed and serious we are. I believe we can make a perfect match .I hope to maintain our email and phone communication while I am in Canada and UK as I will be traveling with my laptop. I really can't wait to see you soon, however; knowing that you appreciate me so much is enough for now till we meet. Enjoy your day and wish me safe trip.Happy Sunday from Richard

Letter 15

My Darling Friend.

It has not been so easy trying to settle down here .I could not configure the hotel internet to my computer that yesterday so could not email you when I got here. I had to hand it over to the hotel technician before going out for our meeting yesterday. He returned it this morning which is why I am able to send you this email.I know by now you might have traveled to smokey mountains for the eclipse i wish you a nice stay over there.Are all your children staying with you ?how many are they?tell me about them if you wish dear

All my life, I use to see myself as just a Stock brooker/finance manager. I never knew that I am a super star finance manager until yesterday .When my program changed for me to come to Canada, I was so angry that the company will just make such arrangement without considering my own programme. It was when I go here that I discovered that it was the investor that insisted that they will not work with only the fund directors unless I am there.
Even the company was surprise at their request because they are aware that the investors do not know me in person so how come they are insisting that I must join them .It was after a very long discussion that I found out that one e major investor in the Dallas transaction is also a business partner to on of the investor here and was the person that advised them to choose me as their investing manager for the transaction.

Please bear with me if I use these words am about to put down so early .
It’s due to the way I feel that make me write the way I do. You are to me an angel in disguise....you have touched my heart thus making a difference in my life. Bringing more Joy and success than you will never know that you have done. Thank you for all your support.

I know I can’t hold it but confess that I am missing you already. When I was in the US with you, I knew that you were within reach so I did not miss you that much .Then I also knew that I will be going home soon and that we will meet once I get back home. Now that I am in Canada, it’s now clear to me that I am in another country which makes me to miss you. I have this feeling that I want to be with you and hold you, to gently touch your face
and cup your cheek in my hand as I look into your beautiful eyes and see
you smile. I want to snuggle and cuddle, rub your leg and stare across the couch as we talk of our feelings for one another. I want to hold your hand across the table at a restaurant gossip and watch others in the restaurant to be jealous of our intimacy and our tender affection for one another. I want to lie next to you in front of a fire and gaze into your eyes while I rub your back and tell you jokes that will make you cry while laughing.

I want you to know how beautiful you are in my eyes and because of that I am not looking further .I am no longer on the site and wish you can leave the dating site also so that we can concentrate and build this into a lasting relationship without distraction from people on the dating site. I want you to know how much I cherish and adore you. I want to give my heart to you. I want your heart, I want it all. Yes am going to hold you well and talk to you like a little baby. But since I am not with you and all that I have said above are just wishes, let me on that note also wish you a happy new day .

Richard

Letter 16

My Beautiful Carol
Thank you for your email and concern about my mum not my aunt because it was my mum that was not strong .It has finally been confirmed that we will be leaving Canada to United Kingdom tomorrow but I will not be traveling with them .The group of investors, my two company directors and our office broker representative will fly direct to Heathrow Airport London tomorrow while I will be flying direct to Athens airport .My mums illness has now gotten out of being flight induced illness. From what i read this morning, she is not getting any better and now she has personally started asking of me. She told the sister to call me this morning but the sister told her that she has already done that and that I promised to be with them by Next tomorrow morning. My son called me this morning which is unlike him as i normally speak with them on weekends. They always call me every weekend to speak with me. When i got their call, I just knew that it was something urgent for him to call me this morning.

When I took the call, he was on conference call with my daughter and they were asking of their grandma. They have called the home phone and no one took the call. I tried to assure them that she is fine and that she travelled to Greece to visit her sister but they insisted that they think that all is not okay. They told me that they have not gotten an email from her for four days in a row which has never happened. It was just today that I discovered that mum and my children exchange email every day since they left home. She emails them every day and have never failed for the past two years. Wow! Women and their grandchildren. I just discovered how they do know what is going on at home that some time they are the one that tells me. Anyway, I have told them that she is not feeling too fine after a long flight to Greece but they should not worry, that I will be traveling to Greece to be with her for two days before going back to London .I know for sure that by now my aunt in Greece will be answering lots of question from them. I just pity the old woman because her phone will not rest from today.

My children bonded so much with my mum that they can share anything. When they lost their mum (My wife) she promise to be a mum to them and will never fail to do anything for them that their mum will do for them. she tried to make them happy to the extent that’s he was almost spoiling them with her over pampering which was something that always bring quarrel between me and my mum .I am just glad that they did not spoil .They are so close that they don’t even call her grandma rather they call her the Bigger-mum which mean their own late mum is the smaller mum. Anyway, let me cut the story for today because if I continue, I will not finish it today.

When I woke up his morning, the first thing that came to my mind was to email you and let you know that it has been confirmed that our business here will be concluded today for us to travel tomorrow .The only problem is that we may have to work so late today to conclude everything. When I got to my computer, I saw your picture which I printed that I always keep on my computer. I took it and I started glancing at your lovely face. I was imagining how much I will cherish you always that I stayed there for one hour forgetting that I came online to email you. It finally occurred to me that my heart is so happy to be yours. It will be my pleasure if I can make you happy always and put a permanent smile on your face .I know that all I have said are things of email, I can’t wait for the opportunity to prove them to you. I know that time will definitely tell but no matter what happens, I will forever cherish and appreciate you. Thank you once again for accepting me for who I am and for coming into my life. A lot have changed since them. One thing I know for sure is that I am happier man since I met you, Remain blessed.
Richard

Letter 17

Good morning my beautiful princess.I will start by say that I frowned at my computer when I got here and couldn't fine your email ,it really didn't tell good on me but maybe you have been too busy to check your email or something went wrong. I woke up this morning and found myself in between two moods. I was happy that we have concluded what we are doing here and that I will be flying out today to see my sick mum, then the unhappy part is that I am not flying back to United States to see you. That is the life of a man or let me say life of a professional portfolio manager but I have come to realize that in life, a man should do what he has to do.

I have spent so many memorable times of my life this year but this period that I have been communicating with you have been something else. I don't know if I told you this already, but I really love everything about you.
The way you write, the way I saw us in dream walk hand-in-hand, the way you will lean your head upon my shoulder ... Ooh, sorry I have not told you about my dream about us few days ago. Let me leave it till we meet. Very funny dream but a lovely one

Its obvious that I'm just so glad that I found someone like you .I can't believe it started from one little e-mail, who would've ever thought I would meet someone like you over the computer - definitely not me! From the first time I emailed you, I knew there was something special about you. My first reaction was that I was crazy for doing what I was doing. Before I met you, my life was such a mess, I felt alone, like I didn't have a purpose, like a broken arrow aimlessly sailing through life but, even now I can still remember the feelings that I felt when I first wrote you ... the world seemed to slow down, my heart began to beat faster than it had ever before in my life.

You helped me find my way again; I had lost my way a long time ago. I thought that I was lost forever, but when I found YOU, I realized that I had once again found light at the end of my tunnel.

The past few days have been really hard for me not knowing what direction my life was going but I knew in the end that if it was going to be a life for us it would work out, and so far things are looking up. The last time I wrote you on my research about love, I did not mention that Love is the bright horizon on life's dark path. It shines in our face and even sometimes blinds us, but we are fortunate that love exists at all. Love is the enchanter, it is magic. It can turn what was once a lonely life into a life that is worth living, in one single breath. Love can also find what was lost and restore it to the point it was created. Such wonder and magic love is, kind of like someone I know.

As I sit here, once again, you are the one thing on my mind. I know today hasn't been the greatest; I have to find this time to write you as I will be traveling again today, yes to Greece. Luckily we are not doing anything else today than prepare for our trip. My flight will be leaving two hours ahead of them so I am getting ready ahead of them .I will email you and let you know once I get to Greece and has seen mum.

Yesterday was a very long day but I am glad we worked and concluded everything .I even missed many calls from people and I could not return because my phone is on roaming here in Canada and calls with be very expensive since I did not get a Canada number .I will definitely call you once I get to London as I will easily have access to phone to call you anytime and my American number works there when roamed. Thank you once again for being there for me.

Forgive me for not calling again since that last time I tried but I promise to always put a voice to any email I send to you the moment settle in London as my work will not be a busy as it is now. I will miss you my friend but I love the way it makes my heat fonder .Thank you once again.
Richard

Letter 18

Good afternoon My Darling Carol. This email is going to be very short because I am not happy at all. You are one person that I did not want to talk to or email when I am unhappy so I had to let my anger calm down which is why I am sending this mail now .I want to be thinking about you in happiness and not I when I am angry. I have to send you this email because I did not email you yesterday and I know that you will be wondering if I got to Greece safely. If not for that, I am not supposed to be writing you in this mood.

I got here and realised that my mother is seriously sick than they have been making it look .My Aunt said that she knew the nature of my job and the type of person that I am. She did not want to give me the true picture I so that I don't abandoned what I was doing to rush down to Athens. I could not leave the hospital again after I saw her. I had to sleep with her in the hospital. I was so afraid that's she will not see this morning but she is hanging on.

What got me angry this morning was that I called my directors to let them know the situation of my old woman and to tell them that I will not be coming tomorrow that I may have to spend more time with her here if possible move her to more specialist hospital. Before calling them, I called two of the investor that i came down with them from Canada and explained to them and they understood.

I thanked them for their understanding and was very surprised when I called my directors that I have worked with all this years and they were shouting that I should not fail to come back .I got so angry that I shouted back that I am talking about my mums life here and you are talking about company business.

I had to hang up on him and called the admin director and he came up with the same attitude. What broke my heart was when I called my operation head and he was like I should leave everything and come them and then go back by next weekend .Funny people , all of them thinking about the money that I will make for them. I had to ask them that if I die will this company not continue. Why are they making it sound like without me nothing can be done?
The company has other fund manager that can do the job

Anyway, I have a contract with them so I will try my best to go back to London tomorrow but they will surely witness the unhappy me. Recently, I have been considering resigning from this job but right now I think that I am okay with the job and should resign. My children told me during my last birthday that I should consider retiring from the job the moment they start working officially which is from next year. I agreed with them because I am not looking for anything again outside my love for the job but fright now, I don't see that love again .I have made reasonable amount of money that I can retire comfortable with so why should I be taking all this insults because I want to continue working .It's time to call it quits and build my love life. I have found you and what to do everything possible to be around to make this relationship stronger

Here is my chance to tell the world how lucky I am to have found an amazing woman like you. All my life I felt like I was meant to be alone, as if my own person took a wrong turn over a bridge before I could meet them. Then came you... suddenly my eyes went from clouded storms to small blue beacons. I was so sad, and you took away all that pain just by smiling. I will do anything you ever ask, so long as you promise to never leave me.
Without you, my heart would seem empty and useless. I need you, want you, and love you, and will as long as I live and beyond. Thank you for changing me, for making me the proudest man alive to have you.

I promise that whatever struggles we have to endure in our relationship, I would still hold onto our love because I believe that this is just the way of God to teach us to be strong and faithful to each other. That after this trial we will still be together and start our new life together with a better future ahead of us. I thank God for you and thank you for being you.
I do not know where to begin, so I guess this is just as good as any....
Right now I'm thinking about you, and it's funny how thoughts of you fill my day, my heart, and my mind. You and I have connected on such a higher level, our souls have exchanged caresses that you are the only reason why I will be happy today after all the anger caused by my directors. I miss you.
Richard

Letter 19

Finally they have succeeded .I have lost her and was not there during her last day on earth. My directors forced me to abandon a dying old woman and now she is dead and I was not by her side when I had the opportunity. I just feel so bad; so so! Bad this time that I find it hard to console myself. Even my mum asked me not to go but I did .It was like she knew that she will die. She has always complain about my work She never love the people I work or and how demanding they are. Now, she has proved herself right at the point of her dead. How can I continue with this work? Working for other people s money .I don't even know how to tell my children that I left because of job. I don't know how to tell them that their grandmother is dead. I don't know, what to say now my love. I just came online to tell; you that MUM is dead.

Letter 20

My Love

How do I start this email .I am now in Greece and by the time I got here yesterday, they have deposited her body in the mortuary .I had to go straight to see her lifeless body and behold she was there. The woman I saw few days ago smiling at everything I said without saying a word is now lying lifeless. I was looking at her and remembered that the only world that she must have said during my stay with her when I came to visit her was that I should not go .Everything is now becoming clear to me. This woman smiled to every word I said without saying anything but when I said that I was going back London, she opened her mouth and said, don't go yet Roko. Yes! She opened her mouth and said I should not go but I left out of pressure from my company .I left my dying old woman because of work. My love, because of work. Why then will this guilt not remain in me till I die? Why should I not be called a fool?

Every day that I think about her, I find it hard to forgive myself .I am no longer crying because mum is dead. She lived up to 88 years so I should be celebrating her for a life well spent. .what makes me cry was that I turned down her last request .Who knows that it will be her last request from me, her only son? This is something I cannot tell my children because they will always think that maybe she will not have died if I had stayed behind…who knows

This is one loss that I can never replace .When I lost my wife, she replaced her and was a mum and a grandma to them .When I lost my dad, I became both father and grandfather .I have lost my best friend and a mother to my children. The person I always call when I need to be consoled or when I am confused .I just realized that I am now alone in the world with my children, to serve as mother, father, grandfather and grand mum.. I came into the world with a father, a sister, a wife, a mother. Then it started with my wife, then my father then this again. I don't even know what I will tell my children when they arrive here tomorrow. They had to take traveling leave from their base to be here tomorrow even when I told them not to.
When they insisted, I had no other option than to pay their flight.

When I was going to the mortuary with the doctor, he was telling me everything that happened the days after I left; before she died .The doctor told me that before she died she asked of me and was sure that I am still around. She was telling the doctor to make sure that I settle all her hospital bills before I leave because she does not want to owe anyone in death .She told him that his son is capable of paying anything that she accumulates as hospital bill. The doctor said that it got to a point that he asked her why she is more worried about her hospital bills than here recovery .She told him that in her life, she never owed anybody and will not owe in death .The doctor had to assure her that you are not dying so do not worry. “You will collect the money from your son and pay me“. She smiled but reminded him again when he came again to check on her that he should remember to collect his fees.

I could see the doctor trying to hold back tears when he was saying this.
Honey it is not really easy for me now my aunt is not telling me that my mum said that if anything happens, that we should not leave her body IN the mortuary .That we should bury her immediately here in Greece.MY intention was to come here, see her body, console my aunt and go back pending when my children will be available for the funeral but with what am seeing now, we have no choice that to bury her next week. My aunt has been crying that she should have left mum to remain In United states, That she was the one that pressured her to come back to Greece but I made her to understand that it is even good that she died here in Greece because she has always said that if she ever die in United states that I should fly her body to Greece as that is the only place she will rest in peace.

Darling, you may not understand but the person I lost loved me more than she ever loved the husband. She was ready to wok from her sickbed so that I will rest. She pampered me as the only child. She was my best friend. She will call me every morning to ask if I have eaten. This was a woman that was ready to pluck out her eyes if I complain of mine so that I can use hers. She loved me and I loved her too. It was due to my closeness to her that I could not get into any relationship for ten years after I lost my wife. She was the best. I must surely miss her!

I will go to the church tomorrow to book a day for her funeral as the catholic faith here requires and will communicate the funeral date to you .I have called my office to tell them that they should postpone everything because I will have to conclude the funeral before i leave here .They could only say sorry for my loss and had no gut to tell me that I must return like they did the last time.

We were supposed to be going to Germany today for the final phase of our transaction which involves some investor from Russia that are trading their bulks Magellan because of the Sanctions which is crippling their economy.
Now everything will wait because I am the major broker and sale trade negotiator and will play a major role in this. I also speak almost all the languages of the people that will be involve In the transaction.

My beautiful, I will not close this email without thanking you once again for all your consoling word and care at this time. All I will need from you at this time is just to email me daily as that is the only consolation and support I need at this time. Just email and respond to my email let me know that you are with me. I am sure that with your morale support even by email, I will take care of every other thing myself.

I will have to rest now. I just thought I should update you how everything is going with me at the moment. I sure that I will miss my mum but it seems that I miss you more. Just wish you are here for me to keep my head on your shoulder. Pray for me dear.RichardsMy Love

How do I start this email .I am now in Greece and by the time I got here yesterday, they have deposited her body in the mortuary .I had to go straight to see her lifeless body and behold she was there. The woman I saw few days ago smiling at everything I said without saying a word is now lying lifeless. I was looking at her and remembered that the only world that she must have said during my stay with her when I came to visit her was that I should not go .Everything is now becoming clear to me. This woman smiled to every word I said without saying anything but when I said that I was going back London, she opened her mouth and said, don't go yet Roko. Yes! She opened her mouth and said I should not go but I left out of pressure from my company .I left my dying old woman because of work. My love, because of work. Why then will this guilt not remain in me till I die? Why should I not be called a fool?

Every day that I think about her, I find it hard to forgive myself .I am no longer crying because mum is dead. She lived up to 88 years so I should be celebrating her for a life well spent. .what makes me cry was that I turned down her last request .Who knows that it will be her last request from me, her only son? This is something I cannot tell my children because they will always think that maybe she will not have died if I had stayed behind…who knows

This is one loss that I can never replace .When I lost my wife, she replaced her and was a mum and a grandma to them .When I lost my dad, I became both father and grandfather .I have lost my best friend and a mother to my children. The person I always call when I need to be consoled or when I am confused .I just realized that I am now alone in the world with my children, to serve as mother, father, grandfather and grand mum.. I came into the world with a father, a sister, a wife, a mother. Then it started with my wife, then my father then this again. I don't even know what I will tell my children when they arrive here tomorrow. They had to take traveling leave from their base to be here tomorrow even when I told them not to.
When they insisted, I had no other option than to pay their flight.

When I was going to the mortuary with the doctor, he was telling me everything that happened the days after I left; before she died .The doctor told me that before she died she asked of me and was sure that I am still around. She was telling the doctor to make sure that I settle all her hospital bills before I leave because she does not want to owe anyone in death .She told him that his son is capable of paying anything that she accumulates as hospital bill. The doctor said that it got to a point that he asked her why she is more worried about her hospital bills than here recovery .She told him that in her life, she never owed anybody and will not owe in death .The doctor had to assure her that you are not dying so do not worry. “You will collect the money from your son and pay me“. She smiled but reminded him again when he came again to check on her that he should remember to collect his fees.

I could see the doctor trying to hold back tears when he was saying this.
Honey it is not really easy for me now my aunt is not telling me that my mum said that if anything happens, that we should not leave her body IN the mortuary .That we should bury her immediately here in Greece.MY intention was to come here, see her body, console my aunt and go back pending when my children will be available for the funeral but with what am seeing now, we have no choice that to bury her next week. My aunt has been crying that she should have left mum to remain In United states, That she was the one that pressured her to come back to Greece but I made her to understand that it is even good that she died here in Greece because she has always said that if she ever die in United states that I should fly her body to Greece as that is the only place she will rest in peace.

Darling, you may not understand but the person I lost loved me more than she ever loved the husband. She was ready to wok from her sickbed so that I will rest. She pampered me as the only child. She was my best friend. She will call me every morning to ask if I have eaten. This was a woman that was ready to pluck out her eyes if I complain of mine so that I can use hers. She loved me and I loved her too. It was due to my closeness to her that I could not get into any relationship for ten years after I lost my wife. She was the best. I must surely miss her!

I will go to the church tomorrow to book a day for her funeral as the catholic faith here requires and will communicate the funeral date to you .I have called my office to tell them that they should postpone everything because I will have to conclude the funeral before i leave here .They could only say sorry for my loss and had no gut to tell me that I must return like they did the last time.

We were supposed to be going to Germany today for the final phase of our transaction which involves some investor from Russia that are trading their bulks Magellan because of the Sanctions which is crippling their economy.
Now everything will wait because I am the major broker and sale trade negotiator and will play a major role in this. I also speak almost all the languages of the people that will be involve In the transaction.

My beautiful, I will not close this email without thanking you once again for all your consoling word and care at this time. All I will need from you at this time is just to email me daily as that is the only consolation and support I need at this time. Just email and respond to my email let me know that you are with me. I am sure that with your morale support even by email, I will take care of every other thing myself.

I will have to rest now. I just thought I should update you how everything is going with me at the moment. I sure that I will miss my mum but it seems that I miss you more. Just wish you are here for me to keep my head on your shoulder. Pray for me dear.RichardsMy Love

How do I start this email .I am now in Greece and by the time I got here yesterday, they have deposited her body in the mortuary .I had to go straight to see her lifeless body and behold she was there. The woman I saw few days ago smiling at everything I said without saying a word is now lying lifeless. I was looking at her and remembered that the only world that she must have said during my stay with her when I came to visit her was that I should not go .Everything is now becoming clear to me. This woman smiled to every word I said without saying anything but when I said that I was going back London, she opened her mouth and said, don't go yet Roko. Yes! She opened her mouth and said I should not go but I left out of pressure from my company .I left my dying old woman because of work. My love, because of work. Why then will this guilt not remain in me till I die? Why should I not be called a fool?

Every day that I think about her, I find it hard to forgive myself .I am no longer crying because mum is dead. She lived up to 88 years so I should be celebrating her for a life well spent. .what makes me cry was that I turned down her last request .Who knows that it will be her last request from me, her only son? This is something I cannot tell my children because they will always think that maybe she will not have died if I had stayed behind…who knows

This is one loss that I can never replace .When I lost my wife, she replaced her and was a mum and a grandma to them .When I lost my dad, I became both father and grandfather .I have lost my best friend and a mother to my children. The person I always call when I need to be consoled or when I am confused .I just realized that I am now alone in the world with my children, to serve as mother, father, grandfather and grand mum.. I came into the world with a father, a sister, a wife, a mother. Then it started with my wife, then my father then this again. I don't even know what I will tell my children when they arrive here tomorrow. They had to take traveling leave from their base to be here tomorrow even when I told them not to.
When they insisted, I had no other option than to pay their flight.

When I was going to the mortuary with the doctor, he was telling me everything that happened the days after I left; before she died .The doctor told me that before she died she asked of me and was sure that I am still around. She was telling the doctor to make sure that I settle all her hospital bills before I leave because she does not want to owe anyone in death .She told him that his son is capable of paying anything that she accumulates as hospital bill. The doctor said that it got to a point that he asked her why she is more worried about her hospital bills than here recovery .She told him that in her life, she never owed anybody and will not owe in death .The doctor had to assure her that you are not dying so do not worry. “You will collect the money from your son and pay me“. She smiled but reminded him again when he came again to check on her that he should remember to collect his fees.

I could see the doctor trying to hold back tears when he was saying this.
Honey it is not really easy for me now my aunt is not telling me that my mum said that if anything happens, that we should not leave her body IN the mortuary .That we should bury her immediately here in Greece.MY intention was to come here, see her body, console my aunt and go back pending when my children will be available for the funeral but with what am seeing now, we have no choice that to bury her next week. My aunt has been crying that she should have left mum to remain In United states, That she was the one that pressured her to come back to Greece but I made her to understand that it is even good that she died here in Greece because she has always said that if she ever die in United states that I should fly her body to Greece as that is the only place she will rest in peace.

Darling, you may not understand but the person I lost loved me more than she ever loved the husband. She was ready to wok from her sickbed so that I will rest. She pampered me as the only child. She was my best friend. She will call me every morning to ask if I have eaten. This was a woman that was ready to pluck out her eyes if I complain of mine so that I can use hers. She loved me and I loved her too. It was due to my closeness to her that I could not get into any relationship for ten years after I lost my wife. She was the best. I must surely miss her!

I will go to the church tomorrow to book a day for her funeral as the catholic faith here requires and will communicate the funeral date to you .I have called my office to tell them that they should postpone everything because I will have to conclude the funeral before i leave here .They could only say sorry for my loss and had no gut to tell me that I must return like they did the last time.

We were supposed to be going to Germany today for the final phase of our transaction which involves some investor from Russia that are trading their bulks Magellan because of the Sanctions which is crippling their economy.
Now everything will wait because I am the major broker and sale trade negotiator and will play a major role in this. I also speak almost all the languages of the people that will be involve In the transaction.

My beautiful, I will not close this email without thanking you once again for all your consoling word and care at this time. All I will need from you at this time is just to email me daily as that is the only consolation and support I need at this time. Just email and respond to my email let me know that you are with me. I am sure that with your morale support even by email, I will take care of every other thing myself.

I will have to rest now. I just thought I should update you how everything is going with me at the moment. I sure that I will miss my mum but it seems that I miss you more. Just wish you are here for me to keep my head on your shoulder. Pray for me dear.RichardsMy Love

How do I start this email .I am now in Greece and by the time I got here yesterday, they have deposited her body in the mortuary .I had to go straight to see her lifeless body and behold she was there. The woman I saw few days ago smiling at everything I said without saying a word is now lying lifeless. I was looking at her and remembered that the only world that she must have said during my stay with her when I came to visit her was that I should not go .Everything is now becoming clear to me. This woman smiled to every word I said without saying anything but when I said that I was going back London, she opened her mouth and said, don't go yet Roko. Yes! She opened her mouth and said I should not go but I left out of pressure from my company .I left my dying old woman because of work. My love, because of work. Why then will this guilt not remain in me till I die? Why should I not be called a fool?

Every day that I think about her, I find it hard to forgive myself .I am no longer crying because mum is dead. She lived up to 88 years so I should be celebrating her for a life well spent. .what makes me cry was that I turned down her last request .Who knows that it will be her last request from me, her only son? This is something I cannot tell my children because they will always think that maybe she will not have died if I had stayed behind…who knows

This is one loss that I can never replace .When I lost my wife, she replaced her and was a mum and a grandma to them .When I lost my dad, I became both father and grandfather .I have lost my best friend and a mother to my children. The person I always call when I need to be consoled or when I am confused .I just realized that I am now alone in the world with my children, to serve as mother, father, grandfather and grand mum.. I came into the world with a father, a sister, a wife, a mother. Then it started with my wife, then my father then this again. I don't even know what I will tell my children when they arrive here tomorrow. They had to take traveling leave from their base to be here tomorrow even when I told them not to.
When they insisted, I had no other option than to pay their flight.

When I was going to the mortuary with the doctor, he was telling me everything that happened the days after I left; before she died .The doctor told me that before she died she asked of me and was sure that I am still around. She was telling the doctor to make sure that I settle all her hospital bills before I leave because she does not want to owe anyone in death .She told him that his son is capable of paying anything that she accumulates as hospital bill. The doctor said that it got to a point that he asked her why she is more worried about her hospital bills than here recovery .She told him that in her life, she never owed anybody and will not owe in death .The doctor had to assure her that you are not dying so do not worry. “You will collect the money from your son and pay me“. She smiled but reminded him again when he came again to check on her that he should remember to collect his fees.

I could see the doctor trying to hold back tears when he was saying this.
Honey it is not really easy for me now my aunt is not telling me that my mum said that if anything happens, that we should not leave her body IN the mortuary .That we should bury her immediately here in Greece.MY intention was to come here, see her body, console my aunt and go back pending when my children will be available for the funeral but with what am seeing now, we have no choice that to bury her next week. My aunt has been crying that she should have left mum to remain In United states, That she was the one that pressured her to come back to Greece but I made her to understand that it is even good that she died here in Greece because she has always said that if she ever die in United states that I should fly her body to Greece as that is the only place she will rest in peace.

Darling, you may not understand but the person I lost loved me more than she ever loved the husband. She was ready to wok from her sickbed so that I will rest. She pampered me as the only child. She was my best friend. She will call me every morning to ask if I have eaten. This was a woman that was ready to pluck out her eyes if I complain of mine so that I can use hers. She loved me and I loved her too. It was due to my closeness to her that I could not get into any relationship for ten years after I lost my wife. She was the best. I must surely miss her!

I will go to the church tomorrow to book a day for her funeral as the catholic faith here requires and will communicate the funeral date to you .I have called my office to tell them that they should postpone everything because I will have to conclude the funeral before i leave here .They could only say sorry for my loss and had no gut to tell me that I must return like they did the last time.

We were supposed to be going to Germany today for the final phase of our transaction which involves some investor from Russia that are trading their bulks Magellan because of the Sanctions which is crippling their economy.
Now everything will wait because I am the major broker and sale trade negotiator and will play a major role in this. I also speak almost all the languages of the people that will be involve In the transaction.

My beautiful, I will not close this email without thanking you once again for all your consoling word and care at this time. All I will need from you at this time is just to email me daily as that is the only consolation and support I need at this time. Just email and respond to my email let me know that you are with me. I am sure that with your morale support even by email, I will take care of every other thing myself.

I will have to rest now. I just thought I should update you how everything is going with me at the moment. I sure that I will miss my mum but it seems that I miss you more. Just wish you are here for me to keep my head on your shoulder. Pray for me dear.
Richard

Letter 21

I am sorry that this email is coming a bit late than usual.Am sorry for the news that you are in the Area of the emergency evacution so where eaxactly are you moving to.Since the time my children arrived we have been busy the day the arrived I was at the airport all day to receive my children. I was already at the airport when they notified me that their connecting flight from Schiphol to Athens has been delayed for another two hours so my wait extended. When I saw my beautiful daughter today as she was coming out from the Arrival, it was like my mum just resurrected and was the one coming out from the arrival. She rushed out to see me without even waiting for her luggage's. My little girl jumped on my body that I nearly fell .For the first time since the day I was told that my mum was in the hospital, I was completely happy .Yes, I was happy and was till carrying my baby girl on my arm when JR came out .I saw my prince and realized there is really good reason to be happy and not mourn so much over mum .It was then that I discovered that the people I was worried about was only bothered about me.

We got home around noon and I told my son that I had to leave to see the priest in the church to conclude on a date for the funeral. Before I could finish the statement, my daughter was already standing up, that she is going with me .We all left the house again to the church .We concluded with the priest for the Funeral to be on Tuesday and went back home .You will be surprised that we have been talking since then that we forgot our dinner. I must tell you that I am really blessed with two lovely children.

The arrival of my children has completely changed the mood in my aunt's home. It suddenly changed from mourning to celebration .My son, said that her grandma will not even want him moody for her. “Grandma will not want me to be moody .She will do everything if she is alive to make me happy just like she did when mum died so there is no need to cry for her but celebrate her life well spent”

I discovered today how close they were with my mum .My daughter was imitating my mum this evening .She will call the brother the way mum calls him. She got to the extent that she went inside her room to bring mums reading glasses to dress like her .In fact they made me laugh and forgot my sorrow and I was glad that I let them come .The next story they wanted me to tell them was about you , which reminded me immediately that I have not communicated to the wonderfully gift of love that the almighty gave me .At that moment I rushed to my computer which is why I am writing you now so after this email, just know that the next discussion what will be going on here will be all about you my princess

I know I can't hold it but confess that I am missing you already. You bring to me a happiness that no one else ever could. You bring to me a love I have never known before. I could not imagine what my life would be like without you. You have touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend.

Words cannot express how much you mean to me. You have always found the times to cheer me up via e-mail .You always seem to know just what to say and I really appreciate that. I know that you are so sincere with your thoughts that you write to me and I know with time we will see each other and I can't wait. Thank you for your friendship and for being there when I needed you; when I was down morally.

Holding each other through darkness of night and waking to the brightness of day is what I desire, knowing that God is where we are. For we will know peace again, I miss you so much my Dearest! I can't convince you how much I missed you. You know that I can't stand myself without you in my thoughts for a while, I feel I'm going to die without you. There are no words that can possibly explain how I feel right now, because in fact, I've never felt this in a very long time...

In as much as there have been ups and down, you understand me and you know just how to make things right.. You saved me from the worst hands of loneliness and you are always there for me. You have changed my life completely and makes me feel so important again. I thank God that I have found a woman like you and I will use this opportunity to ask you to Please forgive me for being away and apart from you this moment and do promise never to leave your sight from the very moment we start spending our lives together, sticking together through the good and the bad. Supporting each other every day.

Thank you once again or your understanding this period .I am fine now and in a better spirit .My only problem now is that I miss you. I really do miss you my dear.
Richard

Letter 22

My Love

How are you doing today?How did you go about the evacuation process and where are you now. You know that I cannot stay without sneaking out time to email you .It has been a busy day as expected .I did not know that it's going to be like this but I found out that the people here are friendly and ready tom help .You can't imagine that the doctor that attended to mum during her last days on earth left her hospital work to come and assist with the funeral arrangement .Many people came into my aunt's house today to assist .It was funny that they were the people that were telling us what we should do and what not to do .I have never buried anyone in Athens or Greece as a whole so do not know that there are other cultural requirement outside the normal government rites.

It seem like we started everything afresh today but I am happy I had many hands to help so everything is going smoothly. They told me that I even need to get a county permit to burry mum in her family house which I thought was needed only if you are burying her in the public cemetery .It was the doctor that drove me to get that because it requires a family member of the deceased to come and sign for it. Many things that I did not know all my 63yaesr on earth, I learnt many of them today.

It was today that they also made us to understand that they do what the call Christian Wake keep which is done in the evening from 9pm till 11pm which we have to prepare for again .That was even the main thing so they had to set canopies and chairs for some members form the local church that will come this evening.

My aunt that was supposed to know all this is still lying on bed .This made me to know that she is really not okay that I had to asked the doctor today and he told me that hopefully she will be fine .He said that she is yet to overcome the shock of her sister dying on her arm. It was today that I learnt that mum died when my aunt was cleaning her. Since she could not stand up to take her bath herself, my aunt cleans her body every morning and evening and I was while cleaning her that very morning that she died .Anyway, I just pray that she get well because It will be difficult for us to leave her in this condition and travel back. I have pending transaction in London and some investors that I have kept waiting that I cannot keep longer .MY children are on a week absence from training and cannot over stay. .The doctor has given her some medication this afternoon so let's hope that it has some impact.

We had a long family meeting yesterday. it was just between I am my two children and they are insisting that I should not work again after this year .Though I have been considering recently to retire from my work ; I don't want to be idle which is something I am not used to .They told me that they will start working officially my January which means i don't have anybody that I will be training after this year and for that I don't have any reason to work again .Secondly, they believe that I have made some money and have some good saving that will last me as long as I want .They are afraid of my health which I understand .My daughter told me that if anything should happen to me and I am nowhere to be found, that it will be difficult for just two of them to bear all this loses

My daughter is insisting that I should not work till the age of 64 considering the travels that are associated with my job .I promised them that I will think about it and that will let them know but within me and coupled with all the nonsense that has happened with my work routine this short period, I think it is time to stop. May be I will look for money and start a consulting firm which will keep me busy but with no much travel unless for vacation .That way I will be my own boss and decided what I do and what not to do. Let me leave this for now until after the funeral tomorrow being Tuesday because they will be traveling back to their base next tomorrow.

I remembered when I met you and was talking to mum on phone before she travelled to Greece. She asked me if I will abandon this woman and be traveling again like I always do. I told her that my job does not require much travel again but she responded immediately without waiting for me to finish “it should not require any travel at all at this age” .I jokingly added, but you are traveling to Greece at the age 88. That was my mum fighting for my love, a woman she did not meet till she died which is one of this things that makes me cry when I remember it. She has always wanted me to find love and I could not wait to see how happy she will be the day she will meet you. Death!

I told you when we first met that only few are lucky to really find true love. It's a gift from above. I only hoped in my lifetime that I would find that one true love, only few are lucky to know. I have been given that gift, the gift of true love. In you I have found my true love for life. I have the most amazing woman in the world. You are everything I dreamed of my whole life. I imagined what it would be like and you are beyond what I imagined. You are the most loving, caring, fun, smart, kind and pretty woman in the world. I am one of the few who are lucky, I am lucky to have true love. I love you more than this letter can express.

Thank you for all your email and support all this time. My mum told me that you are beautiful and wonderful even without meeting you .I have never doubted my mum and once again she has proven to be right .I will leave for now to join to conclude the arrangement .The doctor is coming to take me to the undertakers so that we can conclude against tomorrow morning .Mum will be laid to rest tomorrow being Tuesday I have to go catch some sleep now because is 3AM now.Please pray for her. I miss you.
Richard

Letter 23

I am sorry I could not email you yesterday we concluded the funeral and condolence visits very late. I don't think I will be able to tell you anything about how the funeral went by email but will tell you all in person when I meet you. I know it will be soon because I have really been down here more than I planned. There is only one good thing about being away from you, it is the love I have for you multiplied by the weeks we have been apart. Right now it has multiplied enough that the only multiplication it needs now is to meet you. I wish there was a word that could describe how much, but maybe it is better that you don't know. You would see I do love you more than you can understand.

Words cannot express how much you mean to me. How much you helped me this period. You have always found the times to cheer me up via e-mail .You always seem to know just what to say and I really appreciate that. I know that you are so sincere with your thoughts that you write to me and I know with time we will see each other and I can't wait. Thank you for your friendship and for being there when I needed you; when I was down morally.
Thank you.

I have finally decided with my children after a careful thought that it's time to slow down with my work and the only way is to resign from the Job.
I had to consider all options and discovered that it's time to step down .I have also realized that almost all the people that I started this work with are no longer with the company .Outside two of my directors, I am the oldest fund manager in the company and as long as I am not a UK citizen I can never be a director of the company.

As I write this mail I have my resignation letter written and the first thing that I am going to do tomorrow is to submit on arrival to UK .I have been working like a blind man with his eyes covered .After I wrote the letter, I started remembering things that has happened that I neglected.
There is a place in the company benefit that states that if a Fund Manager loses a member of his family; someone listed as one of his beneficiary, the company will send a representative during the funeral .I just lost mum and they did not send anybody .They could not even call to ask how we are preparing for the funeral .This is someone that they changed his plan without notice and moved him from United States to Canada and from Canada to UK without prior notice and still no one is appreciating my effort.

Anyway let me not keep complaining because you are not even part of the company so there is no need bothering you with my office issues .I just want you to know that I have decided personally to resign and I will do that once I get to UK.

The company has two policies which were stated in my contact .It says that before anyone resign from the company, you must give them two week prior notice before ending your job .Secondly, you must conclude any pending assignment or work you have for the company.

Based on this, I will submit my resignation tomorrow and give them two week which is by the end to this month, then I will fly with the investment team to Germany to Bargain on the Russian Magellan which is the only pending work I have with them. Hopefully, by the Time we return from Germany, it will be within the period of that Two weeks and I will conclude my resignation process, hand over the company's properties in my position and head home to United States.

I think it really time to settle down and establish my own consulting firm and move on with the life In the company of the woman the almighty has blessed me with.

I sat down last night to check my life and how much happiness that I have gained over the past ten years with the money I have made but cannot remember any. I have been busy working and acquiring money and saving them.
I have with the company that worth some money which I will sell and use the money to establish my firm

Anyway, I will resign and start up my own Advise and consulting Firm. With the money from the shares, I can come back home to start a new life with you. Buy a big new home and open up a business which will give me time with you. It will give me time with you and be able to accomplish all that I have promised you. This was just all that my mother wanted me to do and I just regret that I just realized it after her death. May her soul rest in peace; Amen. Anyway, we will discuss more about this latter.

I decided to write you today just to let the feelings flow. To write to the one I love. Every day, I fall over and over in love with you again ... as the time goes on and a new day shows, my love grows. I just wanted to thank you for sharing and making me laugh. Thanks for being the most awesome woman, thanks for just being there for me. I thank God that I have found someone who stood beside me and not over me and I'm so lucky to have you.
Mum was the only one I had before and now you are here .Thank you so much.

My children will be flying back tomorrow morning and I will also be leaving .Good news is that my aunt is now on her feet so everything is fine .I will let you know once I get to London tomorrow. I miss you so much.
Richard

Letter 24

Hi Carol
I hope you are okay..You are making get so much worried about ever since i have not heard from you.where did you evacuate to and i hope you are safe over there.I guess it should be that it affected the internet and that is why i have not heard from you.
Richard

Letter 25

The woman of my Heart

This day is one beautiful weekend with sorrow and joy in my life .Sorrow because I lost the most wonderful mum in the world and joy because I have you and I have the opportunity to meet the lovely children given to me by the almighty again and to see that they are doing very well in their choosing profession .What else can a man of my age asks after being widowed for ten years? .My aunt reminded me yesterday morning that if my children are this successful and good after ten years of losing their mum, it means that they have a good dad. I reminded her that not necessarily a good dad but a good family and good grandma who should be thanked for everything.

I returned to London and you could not imagine what happened .When I lost mum, I told you that I was a fool but you thought It was because I was so much under pressure .Yesterday ,I confirmed that I was really no only foolish but also blind.

I returned to London and went to the lodge where I normally stay when I am in the UK .The lodge belongs to the company and the accommodation is free for all company staff .When I got to the office and dropped my resignation letter to company's head of Admin ,he thought it was a proposal for the company like I always bring .He smiled and the first questions he asked was, what is it worth? I told him it is worth freedom and self-decision. He smiled again and opened the letter and it was there. One OF THERE BEST CONSULTANT FUND MANAGER with international trading knowledge that they have used like a fool has finally realized himself and submitted his resignation!.... His mouth opened wide and dropped that he could not finish reading the letter. His first question was, what's the problem? I told him nothing, just resignation.

That was when he stood up, closed his office door and started dialling all numbers this world .Within minutes, my UK Mobile was ringing like there is a war .The Head of operation was calling, the international relation Head, the company brokers head, archive manager, senior consultant director etc, you can name it .It all rang in the presence of my Admin director and I did not take any of the calls. That was when he knew that I was serious.

As I write this email, they are having series of meeting and have contacted my two personal assistance to the meeting .I noticed that they gave them instruction not to discuss what they were asked during the meeting or what was discussed. One of the came out and was singing and I got the message.
He was singing one of Robert Kelly's songs-If I could turn back the hands of time..- With that I felt what went on in the meeting but there is no turning back the hands of time my love. The deed has been done.

Why I told you that I was a fool and has been a fool was this-one of my colleague met and ask me if I truly submitted my resignation .He is a Scottish man and may be two years younger .I told him yes I did. And asked if he has any problem with that .His response was what surprised me .He replied that he has no problem with my resignation but his only problem was that I did not do it on-time.

What he said made me to become inquisitive and the man told me that it is not hidden fact that I am the major bone of this company .Most of the company's big investor are under my fund management .I negotiated half of the international investor the company has outside united states and United Kingdom .I brokered most of their big investor and big transaction .I have represented the company in over 60% of their successful transaction and they have made me once again the head of the Russian Magellan trade team and still ,you are not qualified to be director In the company .

He said that with what I have done for the company, any investment company, even fidelity international will make me a director with them or retire me as fidelity fund partner but I have been working without benefit and making the company competitive in the investment market and still, the tell you about the company policy of only UK citizen, being the ones that can qualify to be a director in the company. I am citizen as you know (The man Continue) but I call that policy a tribal clause .That was how the man ended his long advice to me. All I could say was THANK YOU and walked away but the man was not finished with me .He called me back and told me again that in case I don't know, that all the other fund managers discuss this behind me so he is no only saying his mind but that of many staffs of the company .He said that the only reason they allowed me to move back to United States was to avoid my being here and outing pressure to them with other staff to change the policy. He said that the god thing about my resignation is that it will benefit the few good fund managers that the company has now because they will definitely change some of this policies to avoid losing another group of fund manager .I reminded the man that the few good one left he is talking about where the one I trained and he smiled and told me that I am just realizing that Sir! And he left…..You see why I said that I am fool.

Anyway, that is what has been going on. I don't have any regret and I think my colleagues has all heard that I have resigned. The company seem to have been torn apart in less than two hours of submitting my resignation .It seems that the Board of directors has scheduled and emergency meeting which I know is all about getting me back and making me stay; something that even my shadow knows that it will not work.

I have also written my 14 days' time table and submitted it to them and have made them to know that they only transaction I have pending is the Magellan trade in Germany which we supposed to handle last week but was postponed because of my absence .I will go ahead with them to Germany anytime the company authorizes and after that, I will return to conclude my resignation and submit everything things that belongs to the company under my custody and fly back to United States.

I am waiting for them to know if we are still traveling tomorrow, next or when it will be but whatever they decided, I will not exceed 14 days here as that is the policy. Now I will tell them how to work under company's policy .I think it's time to reorganize my life and start anew phase of life.

It unfortunate that once return back to United States, I will first look for house to buy and move in. This is because the house I present live belongs to the company .The family house that my mum moved out from which has been for sale over a month was finally sold by the agent the very day we were burying mum so I have more than enough money to buy an new house .That is to tell you that I am 100% prepared to move on without the company for now and can move to anywhere that we like,. The only person that matters to me now is you and how to make you happy .The world can stand still for you to be happy and being that my children are happy for me for my new found love, let the world wait .I am in love and I will shout it for the whole world to hear .not only that I am in love but am happily in love.

when i was a little boy growing up in Greece and united States, the only time I heard the word love was whenever I am was watching TV and when I listen to the radio or music .Then I always thought love was only in movies and songs .Fortunately, I grew up with that idea until I met my wife, gave birth to my children and I know that it was not only in movies and songs but there's love for children and family. .when I lost my wife ,it occurred to me that the only permanent love was still in movies and songs for they do not die and humans die .Then I met You ;To my surprise what you make me feel every day is the inspiration of those beautiful songs, warm poems and amazing movies. You became my reason, my existence, my dreams and my future just by being yourself and I thank you, I thank you with all my heart for being the most important part of my life, for being my friend and comforter, for with you my soul is everlasting and my love is eternal. I'm yours forever, not just for this lifetime but for whatever else follows.

Never in my wildest dreams had I ever dream t that I would fall in love with a woman just like you. Oddly enough, in my night dreams, I would be visited by this "pretty" female figure. In my dream the female figure, would quietly approach me from behind, then wrap her arms around my waist and put her head to the nape of my neck and whisper, "I am here for you.”
Hearing the voice alone, I knew for sure it was you so I smiled! Then, another taught came into my mind that it may be mum. When the figure came back after mums death, it said, I am here for you now that mum is gone .With that I became very sure it was you and not mum, and I smiled again.

I once was afraid to fall for a woman after the times that I had been loved and left before (My late wife). I I do not want to experience such again, so I didn't let myself fall. I was afraid to be left, used, whatever, but you showed me what love really is. You have been loved and left before, and I know that you were as scared as I was. But now, our lives seem to be empty without the other. My love for you continues to grow, and even though I am gone for a while. It will never fade. You are my one true love, and I realize now that you won't leave. I love you with all of my heart and soul. You are my, everything!

I promise that whatever struggles we have to endure in our relationship because of my being afar, I would still hold onto our love because I believe that this is just the way of God to teach us to be strong and faithful to each other, that after this time apart, we will still be together and start our new life together with a better future ahead of us.
Thank you all that you have done for me .for your encouragement and support during the time I was down. For showing me that with you, I don't need the world .for bringing me the luck that opened my eyes and for making me happy when I am down. Thank you my princess, I will forever love and owe you, you are blessing and I love you.

When I started this letter, I told you that it has been all about mixed feeling of sorrows and joy. This seems to be the longest email I have been written you since we met. That alone will tell you that on this day, my heart open to pour out the content and I am pouring out the bad ones to the company and the good part to you, my wonderful princess .You deserve the best always and I will make sure you have it always. .Please never forget that.
Richard

Letter 26

My Princess

I did write you a novel the day I told you about my resignation so do not want to write another long one today because the novel caused problem yesterday. Where do I begin.........I guess at the beginning. I could not call again yesterday which I sincerely apologize for .If I tell you that I retired to my lodge this morning you will not believe it. I came back exactly 2:25am this morning. That was when opened my lodge door and entered into the room .The meeting was not an easy one .It was a company meeting but they told me that it was with few staff and fund managers. The only people that was not there were the secretaries and there Non-Investment Staffs.

The Admin director opened the meeting and started to state the event that happen the very day I came to his office .He went back to say that after a careful study of what happened that day and discussing with some staffs of this company ,they decided to call to this meeting to avoid future occurrences.

They called out few of the company staff who came out and said many things that need changes. When they called me to the stand to say what prompted my resignation, I simply told them that am tired of working and want to retire and nothing else. That started the meeting from square zero because I found out that they wanted to use that means to get it out of my mouth that I am resigning in anger.

My director insisted that they have spoken to few of the company staff and from their discussion, It seems that I am not really telling them the reason .I made it clear to me that I have never discussed with anybody so no bobby has the right to say what prompted my resignation .My decision was taken by myself and not with anyone .If anybody here can stand up and say that I discussed anything with him let the person stand up and say it. The hall was quiet for few minutes and the meeting resumed again.

It took turn by turn for everybody to say their mind and trust adults, they knew that the company is at their mercy now so everybody bared their minds and pointed on the same thing like the man told me that the discuss it behind me.it was like I told them to say it because from the first person after my director to the last person .All pointed on the policy of UK directors.

When they called me up again, I told them that what I am about to say is for the benefit of the company staff and for the company and l no longer for me because I am out already .I started to explain the company's Capital base, I stated the number of major and minor investors, I gave them the
record of foreign investor and English speaking investor, I gave them the
records of the company growth statistically. I gave them over 26 records that even most of the director does not know about .I then asked them, of all the points that I raised, which one of them do we have UK Citizens more or which one of them do they play more important role .The investor based has few UK citizen, In the capital base, they just have 6% fund contribution. What is the arrangement they used in concluding on the policy of UK Citizens Directors only. I told them that even in the company and with due respect to my colleagues who are UK citizens how many of the fund managers here that are UK citizen that show us his or her investor based let us see if it contributes up to 10% of the company investor base even though most of their investor are transferred investor. My last question to them which caused a round of applause in the hall was when I asked them.
Why is that when a Fund Managers leaves the company as I am leaving now, all the investors under his fund management will be transferred to another fund manager and it must be a fund manager that is a UK citizen? With that I came down but none of the question where answered, they just said, we are here to find solution and we will.

My dear let me not bore you with the meeting much longer but all they tried doing was to convince me out of resignation with promise and assurance that many things will change .When I insisted that I will not change, they kept their pressure and even convinced some staffs to join in asking me out of resignation .It was already getting so late that I had to tell them that I will think about it but I will not with draw he resignation .left the 14 days continue counting while I thing about it and with that were able to close the meeting.

Last night, I was thinking about going to bed but my mind kept going to you and wondering how you are doing but I finally managed to sleep off. When I woke this morning my thoughts were of you. I am so, so overjoyed that you are in my life,please how are doing and how is your health because no responding to my emails makes me feel bad. Like I told you, I never knew what love was. Oh I knew that my mother loved me and I love her. When I got married I am not sure if it was love or infatuation as at that time.
As I got older I knew what love was, but what I really had been looking for was “true” love. I mean this deep love that just fills your heart, the love that you never want to be apart and the emptiness you feel when you are apart. You my love seem to have given me everything that I have been dreaming about but never thought even existed except in the movies.

May I say that I believe also that building a good friendship leads to a great relationship and then from there is where love blossoms and then that love grows with time into something wonderful. At least that is what I have in my mind and heart.

I know even if we ever had struggles in this relationship, know our struggles will be minor as we will work them out together. Our meeting I believe was by the hand of God. He knew that we were a match and brought us together through MATCH.............but I still will THANK YOU for replying to me and then accepting me .You know sweetie, I also might stick to you like glue and no matter what may come our way good or bad that we will handle together. Now does that sound selfish? I hope not because I'm still wondering if I am dreaming when I think of you.

Always know as I have told you, I am here for you and yes I am sincere when I write you. I told you that Honesty, Sincerity, Integrity, and Loyalty mean a lot to me. Those are some of the things I feel also build a good relationship. How may I ever express to you my appreciation on how you have shared things with me? Being able to share anything and being able to sit down and talk over anything with your partner is also so very important. And you have already done that with me though we are yet to sit down and do it......THANK YOU

I don't know how you manage to make me at loss of words. My feelings for you grow day by day. It seems like I cannot continue if you were not in my life. You my Love, have captured my heart and I would always like to be in your life and by your side.

I have read your email over and over and the tears come......of happiness sweetie. You always seem to make me feel so important and loved that it is hard for me to express to you this deep feeling I have. I have never experienced the love that you have shown me and this feeling just overwhelms me, but I would like to tell you this in person.

Remember Love, I am still by your side. I'd like to send you another hug if you don't mind.....Left hug, Right hug, middle hug, did you catch that?
It's with you already so smile for me. Life is too short to waste any days being unhappy. All I want is to make you happy my princess and as long as alive, I owe you that .Please pray for me for safe journey as we will be travelling to Germany today like I told you. Our flight is leaving in the next three hours. I will let you go for now, but will be writing to you again tomorrow form Germany. I love you.
Richard

Letter 27

My Love

How is your day starting? Mine just started because I woke up this morning by 10:am.Over the past two days I go to bed by 2:Am.Yesterdya was so bad that I had no time to even check my email. We returned back to Berlin by 11:33Pm and by the time we left the train station to our hotel, it was morning.

Our business registration requires some international clearances that we needed, to prove the legitimacy of the share transaction .It happened that the certificate issuing office was not I Berlin but in a city called Hamburg .Since I know Germany very well , I led the investor and the brokers from Russian to Hamburg where we made the application. It took us hours to complete the filing process that office we went to had up work late just to conclude our application purpose in one day as it normally take two days.

It was when I came back that I knew that could not open my computer again.I am glad that at least I have today free so I can send you this email .The meeting that the investor wanted to have with me to make their proposal could not hold yesterday so we shifted it today .I told them that maybe we should have dinner and then discuss their proposals ;it should not necessarily be an official meeting so we are meeting this even without my directors and the Russian brokers .It's likely that official part of this transaction that requires the presence of my directors were rounded up yesterday so it seems that they want to abandon the business for me conclude here for the meaning few days .I wanted to object it but one of the investor advised me not to object it as it may be helpful to the offer they wanted to make. Let me wait and see if they will really leave tomorrow and what the proposal will be.

I will try to call you again before going for my meeting today and If I return back on time, I will send you another email and let you know what the proposal was but If i don't, then I will email you tomorrow and let you know whatever it may be .I know that I will complete this work soon and come back to you and never to leave again for work.

The sea that parts us when I work is my enemy, but I gaze at the moon and ask it to reflect my love back to you so far away. You are the answer to my passion and my dreams. I live for seeing you again, for being whole with you again. Now that you have given me the gift of your love, my appetite for you is endless. I look only at page on the calendar that I now call my friend, because that is when I will see you be in your arms. Please forgive my foolish words and boyish heart. Accept them as tokens of the emotions you inspire in me. I will wait anxiously to be with you again.

We all have memories; some that we would love to keep alive forever and some that we would rather forget. As I sit here writing this email, I want you to know that the memories that I made with you will always be looked at in fondness. Starring at the past, in comparison with who I am today, that person I was, before meeting you, clearly shows how much I love you and how important you are to me. As my mind was wandering about today, I got thinking about these letters I've written to you. And it occurred to me that it would be awesome if, after finally meeting you , I can continue to write them, Unfortunately, I can't write those letters for you again, but fortunately i will say those words to you in person. As I am still here, it seems appropriate to me to take this time to write you NOT about what I hope to find in you, but what I can promise you will find in me. After all, it's only fair.

The first thing that I can promise you is fidelity. I believe in commitments. I believe they're the centre of any healthy love relationship.
I'm not one that is going to fly the first time there's a small hiccup in our relationship. I fully intend to stay with you. (I'd be crazy not to.)When the problems do come (and let's face it, all relationships have their problems), I promise to work with you to find solutions rather than playing the blame game. There are few (if any) obstacles that two dedicated people cannot overcome one way or another, and I'm ready to do my part to find the way to overcome every last obstacle.

I promise to be sensitive to your needs and feelings. That's not to say I won't goof up from time to time, but I promise that I will listen, and do my best to respect and honour both your feelings and needs, and fulfil them whenever I reasonably can.

When I'm upset, I promise to try my best to handle the situation and my feelings in a mature way. I will also talk it over with you rather than making you play "guess what's annoying him now." After all, it's best for both of us if we talk these things over.

I also offer to share my love of life and all the joys and pleasures it has to offer with you. Relationships are hard work, but I promise to do all I can to make sure that you find it all well worth your effort.

There are many more things I can offer you, Love. And I anxiously await to share them with you. And by all means, if there's something I haven't mentioned, please let me know. After all, if you are my perfect lover, I must be yours, too. Ever dreaming about you, my best friend with benefits,
Richard

Letter 28

My Love

Sometime I wonder if this life is already programed by the creator and ours is to live the way it is programed. What I means is that it seems that whatever we do on earth seems to have been written for us and that its goes that way till we die. This is not the first time I am having such though but as a Christian that was thought that the almighty is the creator of heaven and earth which is the one I believe, I always dismiss any contrary thought whenever it enters my mind. Recently, I have been thinking again that yes, the creator may have had our life programme before creating us because something cannot just called coincidence. I know you will be wondering what this man is saying so let me put you in the picture.

All my life, it has been my dream and the dream of every portfolio manager to owe and start his or her own investment firm .If the person is not capable, he or she will like to run an investment advice and consulting firm at least .This has always been my dream but because of the financial requirement of setting up an investment firm, I settled with the thought of setting up a consulting and advice firm which the financial requirement is also huge but not as much of an investment firm.

Before my mum left for Greece where she died, I had already made arrangement to sell our house in Henrietta .it's a big home that was big enough to accommodate the whole family .Henrietta is not a place that the cost of property rises that much but the agent was able to sell the house at $1,240,000 (One Million, Two Hundred and Forty Thousand USD.) That alone will tell you how big the house is .The uncanny part was that he sold the house the very day mum was laid to rest. This is not part of the story I want to tell you so let me go back to the point.

The reason I sold that house was because I had no intension of returning to Henrietta .Secondly, I wanted to use the money with my savings and investment to see if I can raise the money to pay the required deposit for the licence to start an investment consulting firm while I start a new life with you in any place of our choice. Even with all my calculation, I was still far from the required amount and for that, I have stayed on this job more that I was supposed. The official; retirement age in UK of 62 and I am already going to 64.

Why I am telling you all this is because in life, you don't know what life has for you ahead of you until you take the right step in the right direction. I have always wondered how to raise the money and start it up and get major investor as clients .This has always been one hindering factor whenever I want to resign or terminate my job with my company .The only reason I accepted to terminate it at this time because my children got involved .I love my job but I was already tired until my children got involved but more especially, I wanted to have time with the woman I love (YOU)as I never gave my late wife time. I don't want a situation that we will be preparing for your birthday and have invited friend to come and celebrate with us and the next thing you will hear is that he company want me to go to another country that same day .This is time I stop letting anybody control my happiness or let me say or happiness and the investors proposal has given me this opportunity

The meeting I went to have with the investor and their proposal was the best I have even had since I started this work .My happiness was so much because it also came at the right time.

The investor where very straight with me at the meeting. Its seems that successful businessmen has one common way of doing business .When I got diner with them, I was surprised that they were more than four which they were when we came to Germany .I met nine people on the table but did not bother as they may have friends or partners here in Germany .When they wanted to start their proposal, I told them that I will like proper introduction first so that I will know who and who is on the table as I am seeing new faces. To my greatest surprise, four of them seated there were lawyers they consulted there in Germany on their own. The last among them was Russian speaking interpreter that they brought in case of language barrier .That point, I knew that this men are real businessmen

They told me that whenever they do business they wants it to be legal, risk free and accordance with the law of the land .They said that they their names to protect .They told me that that since we started this transaction that that they have always know me to be sincere and straight which was why they told me they wanted to make me a proposal when they heard I was resigning.

They told me that they want to work with me as a partner and no longer as a finance manager with my present Investment Company. They told me that they need big brokerage discount on the transaction and if I can get them any huge discount that they will offer me 20% of whatever amount I get for them as brokerage discount on this transaction .They will give me this is shares and not in cash

The arrangement is that they will allow me join them as investor and do the purchase of the shares which I will have to contribute my own money. After the shares are bought, if i can get them the brokerage discount, they will add 20% of whatever discount I got for them to my shares which my company will issue the investor certificates of part of my shares to me. They explained that for example; if I get the $100,000 discount and buy shares of $200,000 dollars with my money; After the share purchase which they will do, they will give me extra $10,000 as commission from the discount in got for them so that the company will now issue me an investor certificate of shares worth of $210,000 which is my $200,000 purchase and my $10,000 commission.

I told them there that I know that the stock they want to purchase runs in hundreds of millions of dollars but I can only contribute $2,500,000 in cash as my other saving are already in shares which is of $4,000,000 value.
The accepted and told me that they do no need me to contribute like them but just to assure them that I will be more professional since I am also involved financially.

I told them there that the only hindrance here is that I do not have the right to sign any Private Partnership with any investor for my services while on the company's assignment as a Fund Manager neither am I required to accept any payment outside my contracts Payment with the company .

Based on this I cannot use my name for his transaction since there will be need for us sign an MOU (Memorandum of Understanding) which will stipulate the percentages we would get on this transaction. Since the shares will be disbursed to the investor by my company on the personage on the MOU, My Company will see my name there and that will be problem since I have not concluded my resignation. Even if I use the name of my son or daughter or aunt, they will know that I am the one as they are all listed as my beneficiaries with the company and secondly, they all bear the same surname with me so they will know for sure that I am involve and may think that it was why I resigned .With this, they will seize my shares of the transaction and I will lose my money and even my $2,500,000 contribution.

It was at that point that they told me that I can use the name of anyone that I trust that the company does not know about, someone that will not run with my money or claim my shares someone that I can say cares for me.
That was when your name came into my mind and I told them that I have such person but let them give me till tomorrow to meet with an attorney here and discuss something and look at the German business and investment guideline before accepting there proposal.

I contacted an attorney who is also an investor with my company but lives here in Germany and he told me to come right away to his office. I met with the attorney and gave him the business proposal and explained the whole transactions to him in detail. I asked him to study the paper so that when I meet with him this afternoon, he will tell me what he thinks

When I met with him this morning, he started by congratulating me on the proposal .He told me that from all indication; they want me to work with them not necessarily as a staff of my company but as a fund manager with investment and financial knowledge.

When I told him my intention to resign as staff of the company, he said the best thing I did was to use the name of your woman as your representative partner in this business if you feel you can trust her. He told me that one reason i must accept this proposal is because It will give me the money that i said I need to establish my business, secondly, It will give me this investors as first Investors Under my company base in my own private firm .

I told him that I am yet to tell you but he said that he is sure that you will assist me because the business is 100% legal, risk free and will not require her signature. It does not require her social security number. It does not require her bank detail. It does not require her passport or photograph. The only requirement here is HER name and address in-case the company decides to send the original Copy of investor certificate to you, so that it does not go to a wrong address. She can even give a P.O Box which is still okay if she has. This was the advice of the lawyer

Honey, while I was accepting this proposal, I only had you in my mind as the only partner that I can trust to use her name and address in the business .This will also give us the opportunity to make our business trips together when the time comes after I must have retired from active work and have established my business partnership with this Oil Moguls. Honey, I will appreciative if you keep this proposal private and to yourself for now until we are sure of it. This is presently for your ears alone and I know that I can trust you to keep any information I give you private when I asks you to.

What I need from you now is just your full name and address to present as my representative partner in this business. Please send it to me in your response to this email unfailingly. You are all I know, trust and care for in this present world now.

This will be a transaction of less than ten days. Before I conclude my resignation with the company, I will sell all the shares with the one I already have and move the money to United States. With this, this transaction will be over and everything will be transferred to my name. You are just standing in for me with your Name on the MOU just for ten days and I will conclude everything and transfer it back to my name.

Thank you my love once again for coming into my life .The luck you have brought me since I met you is uncountable and I will forever owe you my appreciation .As long as I live and have blood running my veins, you will always be happy .Money will never be something for us to worry .It will get to a point in this life that they only problem that will come between you and I is that I am spoiling you so much and I will insist as you to let me take care of you .That day will ,come and I will remind you .I love you so much and want to thank you for the happiness, luck and everything you have done for me . i pray that I will have the chance to repay you. Please do not forget to send me your NAME and address in your return email .I love you.
Richard

Letter 29

THE BEST

Where do I start this email with my heart full of joy and also appreciation to you? How do I begin so that you will know how much I love and appreciate you? What is the first word I should use so that you will understand what you mean to me? This are some of the questions that I have been battling with as I want to write you .Let me start from the proper way that I was taught by my parent when I was a little boy .They taught me to first greet before I say anything so; Good afternoon my princess from the German city of Berlin . I am sure that you must have expected to hear from me again yesterday sending you a text on the name I used and also filled in your email address but did not because I had a very long day.here is what i used to sign the MOU

Well, I know you hate it when I say this, but I'm going to say it all over again; you are the most intelligent, kind, understanding, beautiful woman I have ever come across in my life and I have been so blessed to have you in my life. You will always mean the world to me. You're the most wonderful woman in the world who is always in my thoughts and in my heart. Thank you for loving me no way anyone has ever tried. Thank you for knowing all the little things that means so much to me. Thank you for understanding that I am human and can miscalculate sometimes, thank you for your advice and support in a time like this. Thank you for everything you are, and mean to me and everything I am becoming because you are in my life. Thank you for bringing your good luck into my life for I have had many breakthroughs in business life since I met you. Thank you for all the things you have done in my life both the one I mentioned here and the one I could not remember to say, thank you! The love that I hold for you in my soul is greater than an ocean or the sky above. This make is greater than any material thing.
Thank you for the Trust and support. What else can I say from here than to say than to THANK YOU my princess of love, luck and success.

Our business officially started yesterday with the MOU signed in the presence of the attorneys' .I registered you with those names as another investor who is also their partner but could not be physically present but contributed financially for the investment bond and stock trade .As a fund manager, I have worked with investors and their attorneys on many occasion because investors believe and trust attorney so much that they think they know everything. As a fund manager, this is something I have known attorneys do all my life and once they start doing it, they make the investor see you to be less important if you don't prove them wrong. That is why today you see some people being advised financially by their lawyers who never had one day financial education. People now depend on their attorney to trade their stock and bond .People cannot sell their properties without advice form attorney .They cannot file their tax return without consulting attorney .This makes me wonder, are this attorneys God? How can they know everything? Are the professional in every professions? I am sure no one is perfect in everything and I always prove it to them because whenever they come to my field, I always mess them up and keep them quite for the rest of my transaction .This why my company and all the investor I have worked with, will tell you that I am the best in what in do

When we met today to sign the MOU, the lawyers started their constitutional theories, I stood up and just used my normal word that I have always used to calm them down. I told them, “The law does not put money in an investors pocket; it takes from their pocket and pay the state. This is when lawyers are then invited to fight for the investor's legal right of losing money to the State because lawyers are like law brokers as I am a stock and financial broker. This is not yet the time for law brokers to show their knowledge as the law is not yet taking anything from our pocket rather we are about to gain from the State and Country .My learned gentlemen (I continued), I believe that each and every one of you have seen this papers before and studied it privately before we agreed to sign it. I know that you were all advised by our lawyers to sign it as my own attorney did advise me that it was a good deal. Our appointment here this morning is to sign the paper work and move on with the business and not to show how good our attorneys are .The only reason most of us invited you lawyers is for them to witnesses the process and we continue with our business which they are not part of and cannot do. I am sure after today when the business proper start, none of this investors will be here with his lawyer as I will be the only one here to handle this transaction. If I abandon this business now, all the lawyer in Germany joined together cannot do it .It is only me or another professional fund manager that can do it so let me do my job which you have confirmed that there is no legal implication so trying to teach me the funds management business .If anybody stands up here again, then I will leave the job for the person to do since he knows a lot because I will like to learn. I think the best thing for us to do now is to start the signing while you lawyers witness so that you learned gentlemen can go for your various business while we continue with our investment plan. This is to avoid us wasting this whole day arguing legal implication which we have all been told that there is none in this deal. If I am wrong on what said, I will not mind to be corrected but it will mean that I am at the wrong place.”

When I finished my statement, the place was quite for 30 minutes and i said, so should i now continue? And they all answered YES! Which they followed up with a clap. Anyway, everything is going fine and I am in charge, In fact we have agreed that the legal process is over so lawyers are no loner needed in the trading tomorrow as am the one to do it. Once we conclude by tomorrow, we transfer the bond information to the company by Thursday to issue their shares in certificate. Then we will return to UK and I will be apple to sell mine that is in your name with the one I have already. .Once complete, I will fly back to United States for future with the best gift of my life; You, my love.

I really wish that you were there to see you BOY in action doing what he knows best. I wished there and then that I could just call your name and you would be there. That is the thing that will give me pleasure for life.
However, knowing that you love me is enough for now .I know for sure that our love was meant to be. It was made in heaven, signed in the moon, ordained by Venus, and practiced on earth with abundance blessing from God.
There's no arguing with fate .Honey, free it because Last night, in my dreams, I saw you on the beach. The wind was blowing through your hair, and your eyes held the ocean. I was speechless as I watched you sitting on the sand. You are beautiful, I thought as I saw you, a vision that I could never find in anyone else. I slowly began to walk toward you, and when you finally turned to me, you smiled! I noticed that others had been watching you as well. "She smiled at you?" they said to me in jealous whispers, “Please can you sign me an autograph” they pleaded. Wow! Honey, just by smiling at me, you made me a super star that people now ask for my autograph. Then I woke up and smiled but the difference was that with my smile, I could not make anybody superstar. Thank you once again my princess. You are just the best and I love you!Richard

Letter 30

My Love
How are you today? It's a new day and I miss you like always. Today is the day I will know if I am a good fund manager or if I am as good as people think. Today is the trading day which is what brought me here .Initially I thought it was Europe controlled trading but got information this morning that some Chinese Investors are also in town for the trading so it's really going to be a big day.

It has been scheduled for 7pm this evening so I have few hours before that time .I had to explain to the investors about the complexity of the trading that I discovered this morning .To my surprise, it seems that they already knew and it was obvious it was for that reason that they made me the offer .I had to tell them that it was no longer about getting them discount but handling successful Index value BUY because they may end up not achieving anything today if we keep our track and concentration on the discounted stock trade and in Germany, back trading is no supported.

This email is going to be short because I still have some financial tabulations to do before leaving .I have been doing it since morning and It seems that that my little money which we have added to his transactions will be what will give us the little edge on this if we are to make a successful trade .

Germany is not a place that you do trade manipulation so am not afraid of any manipulation or back trading .Any back trading invalids that Bond Index Measure so I am sure that whatever we see today is what we get there on the tradding floor based on our index knowledge information.

I will make sure I call you today before I leave and if I get chance in-between the trading I will call you again just for the morale support.
This Trading may last for more than 4 hours depending on how successful it goes .All I need is your moral support and prayers. What I make today is what is going to make my tomorrow and my future regarding my retirement and setting up my investment and consulting firm. I CAN DO IT BABE. Pray for me my love.
Richard