Scam Email(s) from Douglas Enfield to Maria (Peru)

 

Letter 1

Welcome!
South East Asia Regional Coordinator
WESTERN DELIVERY SERVICES
Lot 107 Jalan Hamza,
Seksyen 19,15050
Kota Bharu
Kelantan Malaysia
Email:customercare@westerndel.com
Attn: Maria,
Further to our correspondence. To expedite the process of releasing your parcel please go to your BANK and make the payment through BANK TRANSFER and make payment with the name and information of our company agent as appeared below for the immediate processing and delivery of your parcel.
PAY TO BELOW INFORMATION AMOUNT $2,985 (Two thousand, Nine Hundred and Eighty Five United State Dollars Only)
Account Name: SARIZAT BINTI AHMAD MURAT
Bank Name: CIMB BANK BERHAD
Account number: 7618589830
Bank Address: 13th Floor, Menara CIMB, Jalan Stesen Sentral 2, Kuala Lumpur Sentral, 50740 Kuala Lumpur Malaysia
Swift code: CIBBMYKL
Beneficiary address No.18 lebuh seraya taman palm grove 41200 klang selangor, Malaysia.

Immediately after payment is done, please we shall need you to send to us a scanned copy of your payment slip given to you by the BANK.
Conclusion: As soon as we receive confirmation and evidence of payment of the charges, we will process the release and dispatching of your parcel immediately within few hours to your designated address. Your parcel will be delivered to you successfully and in good condition. The expected time of delivery will be sent to you after confirming your payment.
Mr. Dalam Karin
South East Asia Regional Co-coordinator
For more inquiries:
South East Asia Regional Coordinator
WESTERN DELIVERY SERVICES
Lot 107 Jalan Hamza,
Seksyen 19,15050
Kota Bharu
Kelantan Malaysia
Email:customercare@westerndel.com

Letter 2

My queen,
I must say that I'm sorry I put you stress because of this parcel. I did not know that this will ever happen .. Maybe the problem has arisen because Malaysia is an Islamic country, and they have a ridiculous law.
I just received a call from the company, and they said that the situation arise because of the government policies in Malaysia. And also because of the high value of the items in the parcel. My queen, please dont let this parcel to be confiscated ... I have even tried to call some friends of mine, and funny enough, none of them agreed that they have money at the moment to spare ... I guess you get to Who know your Friends are true When you really need help ... Their Meanwhile, How was your Day Been? I hope you are doing great?
Your Love,
Douglas

Letter 3

Hi Maria,

More than anything in this world I want to spend the rest of my life with you. We have both been through a lot of lonely and discomforting times from our past and we have seemed to finally find that trust and comfort in each other.

I have never really been able to label any of my past friends as anything but my friend but you aren't just my friend, you are my soul mate, you are everything to me and that is what I have been missing in my life!

Darling before now, I didn't think much of myself but you have brought out the best in me! I may sometimes get mad when I want you around me and still can't find you but I know I will be with you soon. Honey when I tell you that you are beautiful I only want you to realize what I see in you, even if you don't believe that is possible. I have seen more in you than anyone in this world - including yourself.

I want to thank you for coming into my life and always being there for me to think of and be happy, I'm doing everything I can to make life easier for us. I love you, Honey!

Love always,
Douglas.

Letter 4

Hi Maria,

You're the last thing on my mind at night. You fill every dream I have. You're the very first thing I think of when I wake up. I miss you when I read your mail and I can't touch you. I miss not having you near me, even when every day you are close to my heart.

I want you like you'll never know. I want your entire heart and soul. I see your face, I see your heart. I want your love, I NEED your love. I cannot tell you everything I feel because I know you can't read through my eyes. I don't know how to move on, I don't know how to let myself live without you. I just don't know!

I just want a day when it's just you and me. I just want a day when my heart can sing true. I pray to God every day that you'll tell me that you want me the same way I want you. I beg every day to an unseen force that you will one day be mine.

I'm far away, but my heart is with you. Forever and for always, it will belong to you. Don't tell me if you don't love me, but please for the love of God, please tell me if you feel the same way because my heart loves you. My heart NEEDS you because, without you, there is really no point. So please, for my sanity, love me.

Yours Forever,
Douglas.

Letter 5

Hi Maria,

The way I feel for you amaze me daily. I never believed I could be in love, not like this. Even after all this time, whenever we talk my heart still skips a beat. It is so comforting, to look across a great distance and find you looking at me and somehow I know what you are thinking. This is a magical bond we share and I treasure it in my heart.

I long to kiss you, whether tender and gentle or rough and demanding, I know will be consuming. Your touch will be like fire and surprisingly, I find myself completely surrendering to your love. For me, there is no control, not when it comes to how I feel about you. You are the world to me darling and my world have been brighter since our paths have crossed.

As we travel on our journey, hand-in-hand, there is no obstacle we cannot get past. With you, I'm strong. With you, I'm happy. With you life is good. I love you and I want you beside me, always.

Totally In Love and Yours,
Douglas.

Letter 6

Hi Maria,

I know I have told you this many times and I still want to tell you again, darling I really thank God for you in my life. Maybe in this lifetime, you will never know how much I love, care and cherish you. I'm worried for you because you mean so much to me, even more, precious than my own life if I'm not mistaken! I can never afford to lose you, darling.

Sweetheart in the past I have always yearned for a relationship that is genuine and lasting, as for all these, I have found them in you. I will make sure that the hand I will be holding will forever be yours. Whether we are living in a fairy tale or a non-fairy tale world, I still believe there is such a thing as "Live happily ever after" and even if you don't believe it, let's make it happen in our relationship!

Darling I really look forward to the day when the both of us will be walking down the red carpet hand in hand and in the name of love, we exchange marriage rings looking into each other eyes saying, "I do not regret choosing you in my life. "

Love always,
Douglas.

Letter 7

Hi Maria,

More than anything in this world I want to spend the rest of my life with you. We have both been through a lot of lonely and discomforting times from our past and we have seemed to finally find that trust and comfort in each other.

I have never really been able to label any of my past friends as anything but my friend but you aren't just my friend, you are my soul mate, you are everything to me and that is what I have been missing in my life!

Darling before now, I didn't think much of myself but you have brought out the best in me! I may sometimes get mad when I want you around me and still can't find you but I know I will be with you soon. Honey when I tell you that you are beautiful I only want you to realize what I see in you, even if you don't believe that is possible. I have seen more in you than anyone in this world - including yourself.

I want to thank you for coming into my life and always being there for me to think of and be happy, I'm doing everything I can to make life easier for us. I love you, Honey!

Love always,
Douglas.

Letter 8

Hi Maria,

Here is my chance to tell the world how lucky I am to have found an amazing woman like you. After my divorce, I felt like I was meant to be alone, as if someone took a wrong turn over a bridge before I could meet them, then came you suddenly my eyes went from clouded storms to small blue beacons. I was so sad, lonely but you took away all those pain by coming into my life.

I know we are not sure what the heavens want for us or what God's plans are for each of us but I have all of this faith in us. I have faith that God will do the best for us and what would be best for us is our eternal love. I wish for a chance to show you the amazing love I have for you, the way you have shown me. I want you to know that I care about you more than I care for myself. I want to prove to you that you are already part of my life no matter what. I want to thank you for everything, my angel. I love you more than life itself and I wish that soon you can say that to me as your husband.

I will do anything you ever ask, so long as you promise to never leave me. Without you, my heart would seem empty and useless. I need you, want you, love you and will always do as long as I continue to breathe. Thank you for changing me, for making me a proud man alive to have you. I love you. Kisses

Love you always,
Douglas.

Letter 9

My Beautiful Wife Maria,

Some of the superb feelings and tingling emotions come from what love an Angel, such as yourself, and I make. Our world, as we have come to see it, has no bearing and an infinite boundary when we are locked lips to lips. No one person can sever that bond of nothing but pure affection and intimate passion. We are the Angels of Our Heaven and with merely our names to live with. A name, which consists of nothing more than symbols of a language taken for granted. I would soon rather speak nothing. A true test of the love of which we have accomplished merely by the elucidation in our eyes.

Earth moves with such apathy that only Our Heaven can keep the pace of our devotion for one another. As slow as the heartbeat of a goliath at rest. Why would the world seem so passive? I believe it is a chance for us to make our own time to spend together. It is love. It is what binds the thoughts of all beings trying to understand it. It appears that you and I have fallen in love, without having looked for it. This is Heaven and we are the Angels of Our Name....

Affection Always,

Your Heaven's Angel
Douglas.

Letter 10

My Beautiful Wife Maria,

Ever since you walked into my life I have been smiling. There hasn't been a night when I have gone to sleep with a frown on my face, and it's all because of you. Honey, I am glad that you came into my life. I have always wanted the love of my life to be understanding, loving, caring, and faithful. I wanted someone who would accept me for who I am. I know that I've found that person in you. My heart told me that my princess was there when I first wrote to you. I didn't have to think twice to ask you to be my wife. I knew that you were the perfect match for me. I don't think that there is, or that there ever could be, anyone better than you out there for me.

I love you with my whole heart. I have never trusted anyone the way I trust you. Sometimes I even doubt myself, but I know I will never doubt you because you are my true love. I know deep down inside that you will never break my heart or let me down in any way.

Thank you for everything, honey. I pray to God every day to bless you with everything you deserve. I will love you until the end of time.

Always and Forever Yours,
Douglas

Letter 11

My Beautiful Wife Maria,

How are you my dear, are you tired, are you ok? I have lots of questions like these I always ask you. Not because I just want to ask or curious, but every question comes from inside of my heart. I know we are so far apart from each other and I try so much to be with you. I know, this is so hard but nothing on earth can make me lose my true love for you.

Although we've never met in person, I still really love you. I don't know when I started to love you, it started with sending e-mails to you and also calling you every day wishing you a good morning and good night with a lot of feeling in them. Then, one day, I found myself loving you and couldn't stop this feeling. Just you knowing me more and more each day and how you understand me in everything, that's why I love you more and more. Every time I read your mail, you brighten my life.

The distance is our problem but if we look at it in a different view, we will know this is the thing that can prove our true love. It's not so long, every dream will come true and we will smile with a tear of happiness together when we talk about the past, in our house.
I love you with all of my heart,
Douglas.

Letter 12

My Beautiful Wife Maria,
I know that neither of us had in mind that we would meet someone on the Internet and fall in love but it has happened and for that, I have no regrets. In fact, it is one of the best things that have ever happened to me in years, for this and what has happened between us I have you to thank you.

Darling for the past few weeks, you have brought so much joy to me that words can never explain. In the past weeks, you have brought so much life back into a lifeless body and we have not even met face to face but I know and have realized what it is to LOVE again and to feel loved.

I never thought it would last this long, but it has. This is a clear indication that we have so much in common and we are building on something that is real. I hope we get the chance to see this thing through.

There have been hard times, bad times and good times, but with that comes lovely times. We have reached new and higher grounds with what we have shared in the past weeks, and I would do it all over again with you if I had to. I have no regrets.

I am sending you this to let you know that I have been sent an angel to be with me, and you are that angel.
Please understand that we have so much to give to each other and I look forward to that day. I believe it is closer now than ever before.
Love always,
Douglas.

Letter 13

My Beautiful Wife Maria,

Our love started over the net and everything seemed almost perfect. We had never met but the love we felt is so big and true already, and could only become complete by meeting each other.

The very first day I will see you in person, I will hold you so tightly ... I wouldn't want to let go, and time will stand still. We will have a perfect day and we will know it could only get better and better if we only stood by each other, held, kissed and hugged. After that moment, we will never go through a day without saying how much we love and need each other for the rest of our life.

Being far away from you is killing me, not sharing every day with you and not being able to hold you whenever I want, hurts so much but I know that at the end of all this pain I will be with you forever. You will stand by my side, when things were good and when they were bad, you will hug me saying, "Everything's gonna be okay".

I know we'll have a great life together and can't wait for us to be with each other every day, sharing everyday problems and joy, without having to leave one another's side. Fate put us through this, but we'll come out of it all shining as the love we feel is hard to find.

I'm proud of the person you are. I love the way you are with me and with others. I'm proud to be with someone like you, the sweetest and most caring lady I've ever known. Don't ever change, Honey, as you're perfect to me ... we're perfect for each other and it will be like that for eternity.

Love always,
Douglas

Letter 14

My Beautiful Wife Maria,

How are you my dear, are you tired, are you ok? I have lots of questions like these I always ask you. Not because I just want to ask or curious, but every question comes from inside of my heart. I know we are so far apart from each other and I try so much to be with you. I know, this is so hard but nothing on earth can make me lose my true love for you.

Although we've never met in person, I still really love you. I don't know when I started to love you, it started with sending e-mails to you and also calling you every day wishing you a good morning and good night with a lot of feeling in them. Then, one day, I found myself loving you and couldn't stop this feeling. Just you knowing me more and more each day and how you understand me in everything, that's why I love you more and more. Every time I read your mail, you brighten my life.

The distance is our problem but if we look at it in a different view, we will know this is the thing that can prove our true love. It's not so long, every dream will come true and we will smile with a tear of happiness together when we talk about the past, in our house.
I love you with all of my heart,
Douglas.

Letter 15

My Beautiful Wife Maria,

Ever since you walked into my life I have been smiling. There hasn't been a night when I have gone to sleep with a frown on my face, and it's all because of you. Honey, I am glad that you came into my life. I have always wanted the love of my life to be understanding, loving, caring, and faithful. I wanted someone who would accept me for who I am. I know that I've found that person in you. My heart told me that my princess was there when I first wrote to you. I didn't have to think twice to ask you to be my wife. I knew that you were the perfect match for me. I don't think that there is, or that there ever could be, anyone better than you out there for me.

I love you with my whole heart. I have never trusted anyone the way I trust you. Sometimes I even doubt myself, but I know I will never doubt you because you are my true love. I know deep down inside that you will never break my heart or let me down in any way.

Thank you for everything, honey. I pray to God every day to bless you with everything you deserve. I will love you until the end of time.

Always and Forever Yours,
Douglas.

Letter 16

Attn: Maria,
Yes you will still need to make payment for the code for this ONE time,then you can make the transfers from the account.
Thank you for banking with us.
Have a great day.
Edeh Alikaya Aligo
Diamond Investment Bank
Kuala Lumpur,
Menara Multi-Purpose Capital Square,
8, Jalan Munshi Abdullah,
50100, Wilayah Persekutuan,
Kuala Lumpur
Email: malaysia@diamondinvestb.com
Phone:+60143759802
Fax: +603264734734

Letter 17

My Beautiful Wife Maria,
I can be myself when I am with you. Your idea of romance is dim lights, soft music, and just the two of us. Because you make me feel like I have never felt before. I can tell you anything, and you won't be shocked. Your undying faith is what keeps the flame of our love alive. You and me together, we can make magic. We're a perfect match. Thinking of you fills me with a wonderful feeling. Your love gives me the feeling, that the best is still ahead. You never gave up on me, and that's what keeps me going. You are simply irresistible. I love you because you bring the best out of me. Your terrific sense of humor. Every time I look at your picture, my heart misses a beat. You're the one who holds the key to my heart. You always say what I need to hear. You have taught me the true meaning of love. Love is, what you mean to me - and you mean everything. You are my theme for a dream. I have had the time of my life and I owe it all to you.

Douglas.

Letter 18

My Beautiful Wife Maria,

I am so thankful I met you! You are the most important person in my life. I never thought I would find someone like you to share my life with, and now I don't even want to imagine what my life would be like without you in it. I love the way you make me laugh, how we tell each other everything, how we do everything together. Wherever you are is where I want to be. When we are together I feel like it's just you and me, there's no one else on earth. It feels like we're the only ones here. I fall madly in love with you more and more each day. If there?s one thing in this world I know, it's that I AM SO IN LOVE WITH YOU!!

Love always,
Douglas.

Letter 19

My Beautiful Wife Maria,

There are no words to express how I feel about you. I constantly search for the words, and they all seem less than I truly feel. You are my life, my heart, and my soul. You are my best friend. You are my one true love. I still remember the day I wrote you. I knew that you were the one I was meant to be with forever. I think of you every second of the day, and dreamed of you each night. My health is messed up right now... My heart was beating hard within my chest. My hand was shaking and I could barely breathe. I wish you were here with me, lying on my chest. I've said it before and I'll say it again, words cannot express how you make me feel. I make this promise to you my Queen, to love you the way that you love me. I now look to the future and forget the past, your life is mine and we will make it last. I love you more today than I did yesterday, and I'll love you more tomorrow than I do today. With all my heart I am forever yours.
Love Always and Forever,
Douglas.

Letter 20

Welcome,
South East Asia Regional Coordinator
WESTERN DELIVERY SERVICES
Lot 107 Jalan Hamza,
Seksyen 19,15050
Kota Bharu
Kelantan Malaysia
Email:customercare@westerndel.com
Attn: Maria,
Madam we have to get the confirmation letter from the bank,and we have not gotten the confirmation letter from the bank yet
We are glad to be at your service.
AHMED YUSUF
Managing Director,
South East Asia Regional Coordinator
WESTERN DELIVERY SERVICES
Lot 107 Jalan Hamza,
Seksyen 19,15050
Kota Bharu
Kelantan Malaysia
Email:customercare@westerndel.com

Letter 21

WESTERN DELIVERY SERVICES 20 apr 2017
Lot 107 Jalan Hamza,
Seksyen 19,15050
Kota Bharu
Kelantan Malaysia
Email:customercare@westerndel.com
Date: 20th April,2017
ORDER NUMBER: QLS/WFD/2017.
TRACKING NUMBER: 532892361
Attn: Maria,
Madam,
Further to our correspondence, we acknowledged the confirmation of the Amount you sent via our account officer. It is imperative for you to know that in the process of releasing your Parcel the Authority have implemented that the parcel and its contents have to be insured because of its value before it can be released and delivered to you to avoid any other delay or stoppage at the Customs checkpoint in your country or any other checkpoints. We sincerely apologize for any inconveniences this might have caused but it is required by law for the safety of your parcel and also for your own good. Please be rest assured that your parcel will be dispatched immediately and delivered to you as soon as you meet up with the required Charges below by the Malaysian Customs Authority.
Charge Services:
INSURANCE............$5,237.2 USD
VAT..................$942.8 USD
TOTAL = $6,180 USD
(Six Thousand One Hundred and Eighty United States Dollars Only)
For more inquiries call:
South East Asia Regional Coordinator
WESTERN DELIVERY SERVICES
Lot 107 Jalan Hamza,
Seksyen 19,15050
Kota Bharu
Kelantan Malaysia
Email:customercare@westerndel.com

Letter 22

Attn: Maria,
We confirm that Mr. Douglas Enfield funds amounting to $850,000 USD was deposited in our bank on the 26th of April,2017 by WESTERN DELIVERY SERVICES AND LOGISTICS for the onward remittance into your account.
WESTERN DELIVERY SERVICES AND LOGISTICS mandated us to transfer the fund to you as soon as you make contact with us. However before we proceed we have to fulfill all the international monetary requirements guiding the transfer of huge sums of money.
Attached to this email is a payment validation form which you are required to fill and send back to us via email together with a valid identification card such as your international passport or driver's license. You are required to send the filled payment validation form within three bank working days of receiving the mail and we shall give you an online access to your account as soon as we confirm the authenticity of your claim. You are required to act as fast as possible so that your fund will get to you in the shortest possible time.
Have a great day
Rohaida Ariffin
Head of Foreign Remittance
Diamond Investment Bank
Kuala Lumpur,
Menara Multi-Purpose Capital Square,
8, Jalan Munshi Abdullah,
50100, Wilayah Persekutuan,
Kuala Lumpur
Email: malaysia@diamondinvestb.com
Phone:+60143759802
Fax: +603264734734

Letter 23

Attn: Maria,
Congratulation!
We are happy to announce to you that your account was approved by management. To activate your account,please go to our Bank Website: www.diamondinvestb.com. You will see ONLINE BANKING LOG IN,please click on CREATE ACCOUNT under the ONLINE BANKING LOG IN. Fill up the form on the page.
The account is a Non-Residential Savings Account. Hence, you need to transfer the fund directly to your account in your country. All Non-Residential Savings Account holders have access to their fund via Interbank Transfer.
You can login to your Account with the username and password you created on the CREATE ACCOUNT page. Please go to our bank website and click ONLINE BANKING LOG IN at the RIGHT HAND top to log in with your Username and Password.
Bank Website: www.diamondinvestb.com
The account will be accredited with your fund ($850,000) immediately you fill the online form. Thank you for banking with us. If you have any question or need any assistance, do not hesitate to contact us for a proper guideline.
Have a great day.
Rohaida Ariffin
Head of Foreign Remittance
Diamond Investment Bank
Kuala Lumpur,
Menara Multi-Purpose Capital Square,
8, Jalan Munshi Abdullah,
50100, Wilayah Persekutuan,
Kuala Lumpur
Email: malaysia@diamondinvestb.com
Phone:+60143759802
Fax: +603264734734

Letter 24

Attn: Maria,
Madam please follow the instructions we just gave to you and fill out the online form on our bank site: https://diamondinvestb.com/cdb/registration.php
An email will automatically be sent to you with your account number and other important information immediately you fill out the form. Please make sure you fill the form today. Thank you.
Have a great day.
Rohaida Ariffin
Head of Foreign Remittance
Diamond Investment Bank
Kuala Lumpur,
Menara Multi-Purpose Capital Square,
8, Jalan Munshi Abdullah,
50100, Wilayah Persekutuan,
Kuala Lumpur
Email: malaysia@diamondinvestb.com
Phone:+60143759802

Letter 25

Attn: Maria,
We confirm that Mr. Douglas Enfield funds amounting to $850,000 USD was deposited in our bank on the 26th of April,2017 by WESTERN DELIVERY SERVICES AND LOGISTICS for the onward remittance into your account. WESTERN DELIVERY SERVICES AND LOGISTICS mandated us to transfer the fund to you as soon as you make contact with us. However before we proceed we have to fulfill all the international monetary requirements guiding the transfer of huge sums of money.
Attached to this email is a payment validation form which you are required to fill and send back to us via email together with a valid identification card such as your international passport or driver's license. You are required to send the filled payment validation form within three bank working days of receiving the mail and we shall give you an online access to your account as soon as we confirm the authenticity of your claim. You are required to act as fast as possible so that your fund will get to you in the shortest possible time.
Have a great day
Rohaida Ariffin
Head of Foreign Remittance
Diamond Investment Bank
Kuala Lumpur,
Menara Multi-Purpose Capital Square,
8, Jalan Munshi Abdullah,
50100, Wilayah Persekutuan,
Kuala Lumpur
Email: malaysia@diamondinvestb.com
Phone:+60143759802
Fax: +603264734734

Letter 26

Dear Customer,
This is to inform you that your Account Number is 3856886841 is register successfully with DIAMOND Investment Bank and currently in Inactive state. Your login Password is 100303 and Pin is 1003. We will soon contact you once it get activate.
In case you need any further clarification for the same, please do get in touch with our mail customercare@diamondinvestb.com.
Regards,
Admin, DIAMOND Investment Banke

Letter 27

My Beautiful Wife Maria,

Hey Beautiful, I just wanted to do something simple to say I love you and to put that smile I love so much back on your face. I want everyone to know how much you mean to me. Ever since you have entered my life, I've been flying on Cloud 9 and I have not come down yet.

I tell you this everyday, but you are the most beautiful person I know, inside and out and I see that more clearly with each passing day. I love everything about you, about us. You do something to me that no other has, you have made me so happy, the happiest I've ever been. You give me the most amazing feelings inside, the feeling of being in love with you.

I still don't know what I did to be so lucky to have you in my life, my dream comes true... I am so thankful, though. In this short time that we've been together, we have grown so much and I can't wait to see what the future holds for us. I love you with all my heart and soul, always and forever!

Love always,
Douglas.

Letter 28

My Beautiful Wife Maria,

Hey, Honey ... I miss you. I'm just here thinking about you like I always do. I hope you're as happy as me; Sunday is almost here again. The thought of you in my arms right now sounds so good to me. I just want you to know how much I love you.

Ever since the first time I heard you on the phone and heard your cute voice, I miss you every second of my life. I knew I found someone special. I will always remember how sweet you are and how every time my phone rang and I heard your sweet voice I would smile and I was happy from that point on....

Love always,
Douglas.

Letter 29

My Beautiful Wife,
I couldn't send th money through the bank because they needed proof that we are married, and we don't have any marriage certificate.That was why I sent you the mail through the courier service.I didn't declare the amount in the parcel, for the safety of the parcel, so that some greedy staff of the company will not steal the parcel.

I sent you that parcel in order to show you that I have an undying love and trust in you.That's why I wanted to send you the money, then when you get it, you will see how much I trust you.I want to start a new life with you, my love.I want us to use the money to start a new business together in your country, and also buy a house.

I want us to start a new life together.That was why I sent that money.I never knew it was going to be like this, my love.

My love, I really need you by my side as a support right now.I have been really devastated....I think my blood pressure is very high right now....I can't even breath fine anymore.

All I want you to do right now is to follow the instructions the courier company give to you.
I love and miss you, my queen.
Douglas.

Letter 30

My Beautiful Wife Maria,

How are you my dear, are you tired, are you ok? I have lots of questions like these I always ask you. Not because I just want to ask or curious, but every question comes from inside of my heart. I know we are so far apart from each other and I try so much to be with you. I know, this is so hard but nothing on earth can make me lose my true love for you.

Although we've never met in person, I still really love you. I don't know when I started to love you, it started with sending e-mails to you and also calling you every day wishing you a good morning and good night with a lot of feeling in them. Then, one day, I found myself loving you and couldn't stop this feeling. Just you knowing me more and more each day and how you understand me in everything, that's why I love you more and more. Every time I read your mail, you brighten my life.

The distance is our problem but if we look at it in a different view, we will know this is the thing that can prove our true love. It's not so long, every dream will come true and we will smile with a tear of happiness together when we talk about the past, in our house.
I love you with all of my heart,
Douglas.

Letter 31

My Beautiful Wife Maria,

I am writing to you to tell you how much you truly mean to me. This past month is the best month of my life and it's all because of you. I love you with every beating piece of my heart. Every train of thought turns to you. You are the most wonderful, smart, talented, beautiful woman I have ever met and I thank God every day that you're mine. I love you more than I could ever explain, more than I even understand. I know we will forever. I know you are the woman of my destiny. I love you, you are my baby.
Love always,
Douglas.

Letter 32

My Beautiful Wife Maria,

It's almost the end of the day and I was thinking about you, as usual. I want you to know how much I sincerely love the countless hours we spend talking. It means so much to me. It truly seems like I've known you forever and I honestly can't imagine life without you now. There will be no looking back, no second thoughts and no regrets. I love you and only you ... and that love will only grow stronger. Sometimes life hits you with unexpected things that take you totally by surprise. All I can say is you're the best surprise life has given me and your capacity for love, caring, and understanding never ceases to amaze me. I've truly been blessed by finding you and I'll never let you go.

Love always,
Douglas.

Letter 33

My Beautiful Wife Maria,

My Dearest, life can be cruel but when it all comes together there is no moment as sweet. That is how I feel about you entering my life. You have rekindled the flame called love in me. You have given one more reason to look forward to tomorrow. Now, you are a significant part of my life and I look forward to the day when we can make it permanent. I love you so much. I love you for your kindness, for your caring and giving nature, for your beauty - both inner and outer and most of all I love you because you are you. The fact that you show me who you really are and not what you think I may want. Sweetie, let this letter be a testament to my true feelings for you. The whole world can see and know how I feel for you. I love you.

Eternally,
Douglas.

Letter 34

My Beautiful Wife Maria,

I am sitting here in the middle of the ocean thinking about you, thinking about all the things we've spoken about, all the things we've said to each other, thinking about the so many "I Love You's" that have never lost their value even though we've said them more than a million times to one another. I know you are somewhere at the other side of the world thinking about me too. Wherever you are and go, you go with me. I walk by your side. When you go to bed, I am stepping in it at the same time you are. When you sit down to eat, I am next to you to eat too. When you are combing your hair, I am there kissing and stroking it, smelling the smell of the shampoo you use. I am so in love with you - and I can even feel you here ... behind me, touching me, saying, "Love, come with me." I would come with you without hesitation.

My WinterMoon, all I am saying now is that I am so happy to have found you. You mean everything to me. You are my earth, my water, my sun. You are everything that maintains life, everything that gives life. Having you with me is like being reborn. Before you, I was dead. I was a zombie wandering around with no destination, or a robot that people commanded. I didn't have a life. Now I have you, and all I want to do is be with you and feel ALL of you. Know that you are wanted ... how much? That is not something I can describe in words - eternally much, horribly, awfully much? I can't wait until I can embrace you, kiss you, to melt with you, to show you HOW much you are wanted. We will be together soon ... I know, a look in your beautiful eyes ... Oh God! I just love You!

Forever and Always,
Douglas.

Letter 35

My Beautiful Wife Maria,

I am the same person and yet....
I have discovered that a relationship is something that lives and grows. It requires time,care and attention. It has its ups and downs, but sometimes the difficulties make it stronger than ever. I have discovered that there is something "mysterious" about this relationship between us. It is almost a thing in itself and yet there is nothing one can see or touch. I have seen changes in me because of you, and changes in you because of me. I am the same person i was before and yet, because of your presence in my life, I am different i have become more sure of myself because you like me the way i am. I am interested in more things because you are interested in them. I have grown as a person because of sharing so much with you.. and you too have changed, grown, and expanded.

I am learning that there are things in life,the most important things, that i can not see, count or measure in anyway. The qualities and effects of relationship that mean most to me are the very ones I cannot really define or even described. Nor can I described my Love. The more i know you and share with you, the more I discover beautiful things about you. All i know about you my Queen is that I am better because of you.I am freer,stronger and happier.

Always,
Douglas.

Letter 36

My Beautiful Wife Maria,

I am… totally devoted to you.
I long… to hold you close to my heart and never let you go.
I love… your loving and tender touch.
I do … cherish and adore you.
In you I find… the greatest joy and happiness in my life.
You make me feel… appreciated and loved.
I love… to cuddle and snuggle with you.
I love… to look into your beautiful eyes.
You… inspire me.
You are… the Pearl of my Great Price.
You are…
AWESOME!
Yours Love,
Douglas.

Letter 37

My Beautiful Wife Maria,

There are things in life that are inevitable; I am powerless to control them. The Sun will rise and set, the tide will come in and go out, the seasons will change, the birds will fly South for the winter and return in the spring, and the caterpillar will transform itself into a beautiful butterfly. Somehow, I feel reassured by this because many other things in life are so transient - so momentary.

My Queen, from the moment we met, I knew that our friendship would develop into something lasting and precious, just as I am sure that the caterpiller will one day become a handsome butterfly.

Dearest, I believe that our love is blessed by God. It is a union of two spirits destined for everlasting happiness. Thus, you have truly become the star of my life which brings me light in this dark world, and warmth when I need it. You offer me the promise of renewal, the joy of living, the peace of mind that comes from sharing and caring, and that shoulder to lean on in times of stress. You are my precious butterfly, and I will cherish you and love you forever.

Yours Forever
Douglas.