I hope you are having a good time? Mine is cool if you ask me .I spent yesterday traveling back from Los Angeles California where I went to visit my mum .I returned back and was very tired so I slept off. I went to CA two days before to spend some time with mum. She was ill .
I am happy to receive your email considering the unconventional ways I contacted you.
It was not really easy coming up with the courage to send you that email but now I am glad that I did. It saved me the problem of some twenty year old girls writing me daily that they love me. You can imagine that? Online dating is not something I know anything about so I was trying not to do something that will be out of line .I just realize that in life, there is nothing out of line when you do it the way you feel good about it .Anyway, let me save you the long story. The long and short of it is that I am glad you emailed me back.
Like I told you when I contacted you on the site, I am new to online dating and was encouraged to register by my mum. She was tired of seeing me lonely after all this years .I accepted her request and let my daughter register me on the site but unfortunately did not visit the site till I got notification that my subscription will expire .that was what prompted me to go on the site and was caught by your profile..
Let me not bore you on what brought me to the site and rather tell you more about me which was what I promised you on the dating site when I requested you contact me via my private email.
I am what people mean when they say that “he is a good person”. I hope I am not singing my own praise. Lol .I care about people I love and look after people that I know .I am a Christian and catholic who has been widowed for 9 years .I am a financial adviser, broker and Money manager ; A job I do with passion and enjoy the travel associated to it .I am generally an active person that excises 3 times a week. I have been to many countries and can cook varieties of food .What I try to learn when I visit any country is how to cook one of their main menu. By doing that I have learnt how to cook varieties of food .I am a good cook and I love cooking. I love seeing movies, dining out and doing stuff that makes people generally happy but can be a clown most time. I love to make people laugh and also laugh myself.
I am financially secured man that believes that this life is meant to be enjoyed. I try my best to live and get the best out of life.
I am a very sincere and honest person with no skeleton in My cupboard .I believe that honesty is very important in any relationship .I will like us to take few days and communicate by email and phone, Know a little about each other and then schedule on how to meet face to face; if that will be okay with you.
This is how I think communication between a gentle man and lady should start .Let me know what you think.
Enjoy your day!
I came online to check if you emailed me back and unfortunately there was no email from you, now that I have clicked on Reply to write you back.
I remembered promising to tell you more about me when I emailed you on the site. It seems that I have not done that so let me start from there. I don't know if you met my profile as most of the things that I will say here were on my profile. I already told you that I am portfolio manager and financial adviser .I have a daughter who joined the air force recently as an Airborne Electronic Analysts .I have been widowed for 9 years .My marriage lasted for 26 years until my first and only wife died in in 2006. Since that very day, I have not been in any form of relationship. I am 6ft0 in height .I have dual citizenship, American and Greece but I was born in Turin Italy .I have lived in many countries and speak more than three languages .I do not smoke but have no problem with smokers. It's funny to add here that my late wife, was a smoker. A habit she picked from her parents .I am happy that my daughter did not pick up the habit from her.
I enjoy soccer which is a passion I got while schooling in Europe, I love seeing movies and listening to music. I like going to the beach and climbing mountains. I love exercise generally .I hope I am not boring yet with my long talk and loud mouth.
Like I said earlier. I am Financial Broker Representative that has worked with the international office of MERRILL LYNCH in Scotland before joining BAIN CAPITAL- an investment company established by Mitt Romney and Bill Bain Hence the name BAIN Capital with head office in Boston MA and International Head office in London and branches in many countries .I worked with them for years before I resigned or will I say retired which was when I lost my wife. My company website is website: http://www.baincapital.com/
Today, I work under contract with Bain' Capital as an International Representative .They gave me an offer after I retired asking that I come out of retirement to work under contract with them under a working condition that I saw to be good enough so I accepted the job which the working condition allows me to remain in United States to head the International Office Clearing House instead of going back to the Main office in UK. Today, I work as the international Broker representative and Financial Regulatory adviser. A job I love and enjoy doing.
I told you that I can be a clown, yes, I Can be clown as I generally like being happy. I am a happy person and have achieved much in life professionally, financially and personally by just being happy. I know you will ask HOW? Which you will get the answer soon .I discovered that there is more to gain than to loose being happy.
I am positive on everything that life brings to me. I believe that I am where I am at this point in my life for a good reason. I am an honest and caring person who is very loyal to those I care about. Having travel around the world, seen different cultures, poverty and famine in countries seen good and bad government, I have come to realize that I am blessed to be alive and be called an American Citizen.
I will say here that I don't need much in life than to find love again and complete my happiness. I am comfortable by every means you call comfort .I have a good job, I am financially secured, has no health problem, a lovely daughter with good values. I love giving and it makes make me happy to see the smile and the appreciative face of the receiver. I am a good dresser who is comfortable wearing suits, jean, T shirt ,skirt ,gowns.Lol., ties, name it (Yes, I wore Skirt and gown in Scotland, which is the Scottish traditional dress.) .I have that Italian blood and athletic body which I try to maintain by keeping fit. I am generally a healthy man .wow! I have really said much about me so let me cut it here and say more when I hear back from you .I hope my email did not bore you.
Have a lovely day!
I woke up this morning with a little smile on my face .It seems that my happiness was for the fact that you responded to my email .lol. Reading my email, you will notice that my written English has accent. Yes!, I have accent which I accumulated from different places that I have schooled that I cannot say exactly what accent I have .If you do not notice it now, I am sure you will when we speak on phone. That reminds me, when will it be convenient for you for us to put a voice to all this email and pictures.
I know I must have told you that I have been to many countries and seen many cultures .What I did not tell you was that I lived in some of this countries doing one Portfolio management course or the other and not that I just went for a visit. To be a good financial adviser and a reputable money manager, I lived and studied in many world economies. I did courses in China, Kuwait, Saudi Arabia, Peru, Netherland, South Africa, Canada and Australia. This was after my Masters in Germany.
Living In different countries taught me how to relate with people easily and how to survive alone where you do not know anybody. It taught me how to treat people and more especially, it showed me the true meaning of life. It made me to see life from another angle and not always from an American perspective .It made me appreciate who I am and where I am today. It humbled me.
Ooh; I have started rambling again with my long email .It would have been even better if we can make an arrangement on how to meet. I will be receiving three of my company Directors from our main office this evening in Texas .They will be flying in from london and will be spending 5 days here in United States. Their arrival will occupy me as it will be all company work, Audit processing, documentation and investors meeting.
My job is one funny job that can be busy and hectic at times and can be less busy at time that you will be looking for something to do. One good thing is that It gives me time for myself and the things of life which includes you my new friend.
Before I close this email, I will like to ask you again to let me know the best time to call you. It is always right to make the first call on appointment as I will not like to call when you will be occupied unless you permit me to call anytime. Please get back to me as I anxiously wait for your email response.
Have a wonderful day!
I have been sending you emails...I have not received any email from you
I hope all is fine ...I will be happy to have your cell phone number and let me know the best time
to call you, I will gladly do so..
Enjoy your day
Here we are today so let celebrate the day as it comes. I want to stay happy today against every odd. I ran into one of my directors in the hotel Lift this morning and said good morning to him but was surprised when he replied,”Glenn, there is nothing good about the Morning”. It surprised me that I replied him “that may be for you sir, as for me, there are many things good about the morning. He smiled and I left to my computer to email you. I am sure he did not understand why I said that but since he did not want to accept my Good morning, I have taken it back,
I am here on my computer to transfer the greeting to you; one person I have known recently that will accept it without asking me what is good about the morning. (Smiles) there are many things good about this beautiful day .I know that my Directors has been traveling for the past one month from UK, to Germany, to Dubai, to Australia and now United states. They must have missed their families and want to return back home .Sorry for him.
Now, Talking about Family, I know you will be wondering why I have not talked about my family in detail I mentioned I have a daughter and she lives away from home but did not say anything else about her .I mentioned that I have been widowed for nine years and never said anything about it or the event that lead to my losing my wife .I mentioned that my mum lives in Los Angeles but moving back but did not complete the story .I told you that we moved to united states at the age of 8 to join my dad but never said anything more about it .I have never said anything about any other member of my family, let me tell you the story of my life.
As you already know, My Name is Glenn, My Middle name is Dinar which came from the Kuwait currency and happened to be the world strongest currency even stronger that the USD, British pound AND Euro .I know you will be surprise to hear this but it's true and you can google it. One Kuwait Dinar is equivalent to $3.30 USD so 100 Kuwait dinar is equivalent to $330.Anyway, let's leave that for now.
My father was among the Early American contractors that laid the Kuwait oil pipeline and it was the same year that I was born .It was because he was not in United States then that made my mum to move to her grandmother's house in Turin, Italy where she gave birth to me. When my father finished the project with the company he was working for and return to United States, my mum and I moved to US to join him. A story for another day.
My father believed that my birth brought him success that he named me after the Kuwait money .I was married to my best friend Maya for 26 years .We were blessed with a beautiful daughter Diana. I was not born an only child; I will say that I am the only surviving child of my parents.
In 2006, my family suffered one of the greatest lost that we will never forget. I was on a yearly investment Seminar in Abu-Dhabi in United Arab Emirates to meet with some of the company's Arab investors when I got a call from my Daughter. My Wife has been rushed to the hospital .Being my wife, I already knew what should be wrong. That minute I called the airline and got an Emirate airline to United States that evening from Dubai.
On arrival to United States, I called my dad but he was not answering so I took another flight home . I called my dad again from the airport and his phone was off, I called my daughter and she was not picking, I called the home phone and no one took the call something that has never happened. With that, I headed home with the worst in mind .I was thinking that they do not know how to tell me that she was dead .I feared for the worst because my wife has never been rushed to the hospital .She drives herself to the hospital.
On getting home, the worst I expected was not only what happened, more than the worst happened. Just three hours before I got home, there was a call that my dad was involved in car accident and was hospitalized. When my mum rushed to the hospital, he was dead. It took my mum, daughter, and aunt another 30 minutes before they could get themselves together to tell me what happened.
As my daughter called me that her mum is being rushed to the hospital .It was my father that rushed her to the hospital .She died on my father arm in the hospital and in front of my daughter.
When Maya was confirmed dead, my dad did not want my daughter to remain in the hospital so he drove her home to stay with my mum and all as we all lived together. My father then drove back to the hospital. On his way he had an accident .When they checked, there was alcohol in his system so I knew it was his poor eyesight or he was just absent minded. He has not been driving for three years before that .What made him drive that day was because of Maya .I was told that when my wife was no longer breathing normal, My daughter called an ambulance but grandpa could not wait for that so he drove her to the hospital. I lost two of them the same day and my life was no longer the same.
After their death, I resigned from my work to be close to what is left of my family, especially my daughter. Twenty two Months later, My company called again and requesting if I can work with them as a Consultant Portfolio Manager .They said that it will only require me to work with the US office and only visit the main office in UK at the beginning and the end of the year.I took the job and got myself into the fund management activities with major investors again. It was then that I discovered that portfolio management is just part of me and it was time to go back to active portfolio management business.
Just recently, I told myself, If I am going to slow down with the work; First, I need a woman in my life because, the two years I stayed at home doing nothing was a very lonely period in my life .It made me realize that money cannot give you all the happiness if there is something missing in your life
As I write this email today, my daughter is a members of the US Air force, my daughter is an Airborne Electronic Analysts, she is doing her final part and will complete by April this year. She is undergoing their final training course in Sydney Australia and will return to WRIGHT-PATTERSON AIR FORCE BASE, Ohio in May this year. I miss her but she is happy with what she is doing. Let me end this email here before I write a long letter that you will get tired of reading.
Thank you for your email. I will be so much happy if you can send me your cell phone no and let me know the best time to call you I will gladly do so. Enjoy your day my dear. I will wait for your email.
How did you feel after reading about story of my life yesterday? That was really a part of me that I try most to forget but find it necessary to share it with you so that you will understand me more. You will see reason with me why I stayed without any form of relationship for nine years. When I love a woman, I give her my heart, respect and adore her that even death does not easily do us part like the saying goes, Till death do us part .let me not go back to yesterday discussion again and move on like I have decided to move on with life when I registered on the site.
Talking about the site; it's about a little time now since I sent you the very first email and you replied me but to me it seems that we have known longer than that. I wanted a phone conversation because it will bring us into a new level on this relationship. Phone communication will make it look like two people are communicating which was why I asked you if we can speak on phone.
My dear going on-line to find a suitable companion seemed hopeless for me at the beginning. Now I found myself lucky that you displayed the qualities I was looking for. I found out that we shared a lot of the same interests and I adored your e-mails.
I have come to realize that lonely times make us search harder for the good times. Bad times are only vague memories and we can look to the future with optimism to happy times. To "give" and "receive", to pamper, to spoil, to guide, to care for in all ways, makes for a wonderful relationship. There is no need for anger, when there is understanding, loyalty and sincerity, open communication and the ability to compensate for differences. Life is meant to be enjoyed and thus, should not harbor hurtful thoughts and actions.
When I lost my Wife, it was a big obstacle to my life. There was no wish to date or to work so I resigned my job. There was no joy in living again .Her death made me realize that Life is full of obstacles and to survive; one has to approach the obstacles with an open mind and a desire to overcome them .I told myself its time I step out, find love again or I will continue living an unhappy life. I asked myself, do I want to be victorious in the challenge? Is the challenge worth the extra effort, Will it make my life better? If yes then I have to pursue it with all my strength and that is what I have done.
They say "Love" overcomes all obstacles. But to love blindly - leaves scars in your heart. The "ups" and "downs" in people's life's can be painful but can be healed with limitless compassion. Mine is healed so let us heal yours if it is still there. I can fix it like I fixed mine or let's say, we can fix ours together. When I say we can fix ours together, I know that Life isn't always a bowl of cherries.
I have always believed that no man should go out there to look for a woman to make him happy in a relationship, but rather someone to share happiness and experience life's adventures and sometimes tribulations. You will agree with me that everybody need happiness both man and woman.
Happiness is created in many ways - mostly in what people do and say! Your words can encourage me to drink long and hard from the cup of life; to capture every drop of adventure that comes my way. I often ask myself, why we met - even if it was in such an unconventional way! I truly believe that a "path" is mapped out for us.
When we are born. Are we given a purpose - are we given instructions on how to live our life and what we are to achieve? We are guided by our parents, teachers and friends and unconsciously adapt some of their ways to our life. However, there is a greater plan for us in the making.
We are tested daily to make us stronger. Stumbling blocks are put in our way to overcome and make us rise above them. We have all been given the tools to excel, feel more important, more fulfilled and more useful. You have shown me that you know how to use the tools so don't ever let anyone tell you that you will not accomplish and excel at what you have chosen, or perhaps, what had been chosen for you. What measure do they use to compare, or do they feel inadequate in their own achievements?
Success is a passion for living. Success belongs to each and every human being. It is not for the few, or the chosen ones, or the rich, or the educated. Success is for everyone. IT IS FOR YOU. Success is simple; it means having, doing and becoming the best that life affords. It means service to mankind. Success means applying your best effort to realizing your best results, leaving the world a better place. It is life itself! Success is no secret; no mystery; no cause for frustration or misery. It is yours to claim.
So, was I meant to come into your life to help you see your own worth, to encourage and support and show you the heights that you have already accomplished. Is the reverse the case; that you have come into my life to help me rediscover the EVER HAPPY ME.? Whatever case may be, I know that we have a passion for life, so you are and always will be successful.
Let me not take up your time with my long email. I just want you to know that meeting you and being in daily communication with you made me to start seeing the brighter side of life .Thank you so much for that and for the time you make out to email me daily . I will expect your email response.
Have a nice day!
How are you doing today? I My day started very early yesterday and ended very late that I could not settle down . We are trying everything possible to see if we can round up this trip in a week so it made us increase the daily work load.
My Directors does not want their trip to extend more than a week as they intend to fly back to join their families after months of being away. From what I see here and the attitude of the investors we are meeting with, it will definitely last longer. I am also planning to go to Los Angeles to sign some document for the Realtor that I contracted to sell out house there. That was basically what made me travel to California the same week we started communicating. My mum has already moved out of the house. I know that will be just a one day trip.
I got a call from my mum that she is now in Turin Italy .I don't know if I told you that she was moving back to Italy with her sister that lives in Greece,. She first landed in Greece and both of them flew to Italy yesterday. What I do not understand is why a woman of her age will be flying around the world like that without rest.
My mum has relocated to Europe finally and told me that she will not be returning to United States, so the best thing was to sale the house as no one will be staying there. That was why i had to go to LA the last time to make the arrangement. She always say that if she should die that she should be buried in Greece or Italy where she was born and where her parents were buried.
I thank you so much for the cell phone number anyway, the gossip is not for you, let me save you from that. I just want you to know that everything is moving fine here and hopefully in few days' time, I will return home and if possible we will book a date for our first meeting. The email today is going to be short as there is work to do. Talk to you later while I expect your email. Have a lovely moment!
Thank you for your email which I was happy to receive . We had a busy day yesterday as expected but were able to achieve little as the investors here are giving us problem. I know I have really not told you the reason for all this meeting that we have been attending here in Texas and why it's important to the company.
The company lost Twenty Two of their major Investors and another seven are planning to pull their investment .This where investors that the company saved during the great recession when I was managing their investment .Due to what I will call a stupid policy made by the company, they pulled most of the investor from their fund managers and handed their portfolio to some new guys in the company .The company did this so that any established fund manager will not pull out with their major investors .They called it company protective policy but it failed them recently because this investors lost money in some of their investment .This is something that has never happened in their years with the company .There were some simple error caused by their fund managers because of the Russian sanction and oil price crash.
Why the company is pushing me into this negotiation now is because I have managed almost all the twenty two investors at one point in my career .Most of them complained when the company changed their portfolio managers but the company assured them that it was for the good of their investment .Now they have lost money, though not much but they seem not to be happy about it at all. Some of them have given the company conditions that they will reconsider to continue their investment if their portfolio is managed under my care. The company has now accepted and have schedule meeting with them and got me involved as a sign of assurance to the investors .I know that within the company circle, they think I instigated it which I suspect was the reason for the attitude my director gave me the very morning after they arrived United States.
I was reading my favorite bible verses this morning and I realized that my plan to go into a relationship at this time is a good decision in the right direction .
Let me share them with you so that you will understand what I am saying.
1 Corinthians 13:13 says that “There are three things that remain - faith, hope, and love - and the greatest of these is love” If you read the full text of the first Corinthian which is the First letter of St Paul to the Corinthians Chapter 13th you will see that no one said it better. He said and I quote:
If I speak in the tongues of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast, but do not have love, I gain nothing.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, and always perseveres.
Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when completeness comes, what is in part disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me. For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.. 1 Timothy 1:5 says that “Love comes from a pure heart and a good conscience and a sincere faith. Ecclesiastes 4:9-12 says that two are better than one, because they have a good return for their work: If one falls down, his friend can help him up. But pity the man who falls and has no one to help him up! Also, if two lie down together, they will keep warm. But how can one keep warm alone? The one may be overpowered, two can defend themselves.
For all this I see the importance of you in my life and realized that my nine years wait to find a woman were worth it .Romans 8:28 says: "And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are called according to his purpose". Ecclesiastes 3:1 says, "To everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heavens".
I feel like this is my season. I have already asked the almighty in prayers to separate us if we are not meant to be but it seems we are meant to be because I have come to realize that each time I have my private moment, I always think of you.
Let me not stay here and write bible letters without saying what brought me to my email. We had a business and audit meeting with some important business partners of our company and I attended it with my directors from the main office in UK.
My dear, let me leave you out of the company problem .Please email me back as i enjoy your emails.My mum is 88 years and she is having a little health issue! Thank you once again for your care and for even finding the time to email me out of your busy schedule. You are in my mind.
Have a wonderful moment!
How are you doing this morning? I hope better than mine as mine started with little bad news but I am glad that there is still life. The call that woke me up this morning came from a hospital in Turin Italy .You can guess right why they are calling. My mum that I had disagreement with over her proposed long trip from United States to Greece and Greece to Italy is now enjoying her holiday in a hospital. I will be happy to have your cell phone no and please let me know the best time to call you , I will gladly do so.
I am trying to take with lightly but it's not funny because I went down to Los Angeles to talk her out of traveling at that time but she refused .I was in with her for three days trying to let her know that by next month, I will be free to make the trip with her and that even if she should travel, she should fly to Italy direct and let her sister meet her there than going to Greece First and fly to Italy again the next day, but she refused. She was even upset and asked me if I see her as one very old weak woman .I did not want to upset her so I helped her pack her things wished her safe trip before leaving.
The event of today has confirmed that I knew what I was saying but mum refused to listen. The very day she got to Italy, she told me that she was not feeling too fine but I thought that it was due to the long trip .I told her that it's because of the long Journey which I was strongly against .
From what the doctor told me, it was my aunt that gave him my number to call me. My mum will not want me to know that she ended up in the hospital after we argued about her traveling alone at her age and heath situation. Anyway, the doctor said that she will be fine and will be discharged tomorrow or next and there is nothing to worry about.
While I was awake this morning after the call from Italy; I remembered the first days I read your profile online. I could still remember it like it was yesterday because at that moment, I had this feeling that you may be the woman for me. After I emailed you, I stayed online hoping that you will write me back immediately but was disappointed. Even with the disappointment of not hearing back from you, I did not write any other person so I signed out. When I came back the next morning,I opened my personal email and there was an email from you.
I know that it is almost a little time to this very day but to me it seems like I have known longer than that. My happiness is that you still try your best to create time and communicate with me and reply my emails. That shows that we are still fondly in each other's and putting effort to make this work
Before I met you online, I was a lonely man that has nearly forgotten what love really was .I have Forgotten, what they call relationship .I was afraid of falling in love and losing my love again. When I talked to my Daughter about it to know her own opinion, she was so glad that she rushed online to register me on the site. Here am I today, writing the wonderful Woman I was blessed with because of the single act of hers.
Thank you for who you are .I never knew a woman could have stolen my day making me think of her always. I never knew I could develop so much likeness for a woman that I am yet to meet in person .I long for the day I can finally look into your eyes after all this business trip for us to have Man and woman discussion. . Picturing you smile on our first meeting makes me smile as I write this email. I cannot wait to actually see that woman that I rush to my computer every morning to write .Thank you once again, I have work to do my lovely friend. Expecting to hear back from you.
I will be very happy to speak with you on the phone. let me hear your beautiful voice,How is your day starting? My day here is starting with a lot of thinking. This week started well for me but wants to end as bad week but with you on my mind, I will stay strong, happy and positive. We made progress in our last meeting yesterday but the final conclusion will depends on what the Directors decision it on the investors demand notice submitted to them. If everything is accepted by the company and the investors, there will be an investment deal which they will take from there.
I returned back to my hotel very late last night and was still in the happy mood when I got a call from my aunt that my mum has been rushed into the emergency unit. A woman that I was hoping to be discharged this morning is now in the hospital emergency ward.
My aunt told me yesterday morning that my mum has been asking of me wanting to know if I have been informed that she is in the hospital and if I said when I will be coming to visit her as she is losing strength. I had to call the doctor to know to understand the “Losing strength” part. The doctor told me that she is stable and fine that he will discharge her tomorrow (Being today). He then said that he wanted her to have full day of bed rest so that he will watch her for another 24 hours .It was so unfortunate that it was not up to 24 hours and she is now emergency ward.
They just called me now to tell me that she is now stable and has stated asking of me again which is now bothering me . I am now thinking of flying to Italy next tomorrow to see her .I asked the doctor and my aunt a direct question so that I will use my own judgment .When I asked both of them if they think it's necessary that I fly nine hours from United states to Italy to see her, they told me that since I am the only one she has, they will say YES .That was when I suspected that all is not well over there.
I will check for flight for next tomorrow and fly to Italy and see her .I was planning my trip to Europe for middle of next month as there are some investor in Dubai that has been calling me to help them handle a particular transaction which I shifted to next month .That was why I told my mum that I will travel, with her next month if she will wait, but she will not.
If we go for the meeting tomorrow and reach a conclusion, I will confirm my flight for next tomorrow and travel. My director can handle the rest without me and fly with the investor to UK on since it's just the confirmation agreement that will remain. Even if there is anything that will require my endorsement, it will only take me one hour 30 minutes flight from Turin to London to handle that .Anyway, everything will depend on the outcome of today's meeting but I will just make the flight reservation for next tomorrow and confirm it tomorrow.
My only regret as I make this plans is that I was hoping that meet you this coming week but with this development it has to be when I return in few days' time. Family First .Lol
Now back to us; I want you to know that my day starts when I receive your wonderful e-mail, and ends with me sending you a reply. That is why I do wonder why you are in my thoughts all the time? The in between time is filled with romantic notions, breathless anticipation and a million and one thoughts of how our first meeting will go. Will there be fireworks - will there be balloons in the sky?
I know I am fantasizing, like a foolish teenager, but it makes me feel young and so extraordinarily happy. I must confess that I have tried to suppress the feeling of calling you MY LOVE all this while to avoid looking like I am rushing everything but each time I want to email you, it keeps coming into my mind. It's not that I fall in love easily but having been alone for over seven years makes me make my heart fonder. I was married for 26 happy years and it was my first and only marriage .You can imagine being carried for twenty six years and suddenly you are alone for the next nine years. I know that sometime the way you feel will make you write the way I do.My dear i have no doubt that we will make a good match,I believe in myself,so you have to believe my feelings for you.Sometime life takes us totally by surprise all am saying is that you are the best thing life has given me. Communicating with you have touched my heart thus making a difference in my life, bringing more Joy and success than you will ever know that you have done, I tried calling your phone but it was not connecting it seems that i have a bad network. Thank you for all your support. Enjoy your day
How are you today? This seems to be my daily and regular word to you; HOW ARE YOU TODAY! Sometimes when I say it, I will ask myself, was I really expecting an answer and if I am expecting an answer, what answer was I expecting? I discovered that most times the question are not answered and I don't even realize it or was it just a question that I ask without expecting an answer. Hmm, it's like I have started rambling again and I will say I don't want to ramble. Okay let me go back to something important that I have been thinking about since morning and I don't know if meeting you has made me to give a thought to something that I have never thought about.
I been thinking about this trips and other trips I have been making on behalf of the company .I have been thinking about how the company just gives me two days' notice or maximum of three days' notice and expect me to go on an official trip that may take me two weeks. I have been thinking about how this job has been like a remote control to my life .How someone will be in his office in London and determine how I move without considering if I had any prior engagement .How I am always given the shortest notice to make a long trip on behalf of an investor and how all this are seen as a normal thing.
This proposed trip to Italy is also part of what prompted me to start thinking about this. I told my directors about my intended trip to see my sick mum which means that I will not be available for the last two important meeting. They could not even wait for me to confirm my arrangement and know my personal travel schedule. Less than 24 hours after i informed them of my trip, I got an email from the company head office in London informing me that they will schedule my transaction with the investor from Dubai this period that I will be in Europe so that I will take care of it the same time without having to fly back to US and then go back again to UK by the end of the month for it. Thou the arrangement favor me, my anger is that they conclude without first consulting me. How the person found out that I was traveling but never bothered to find out my reason because if he did, he will ask me how my mum was fairing .It was all about job instruction for someone that is going to visit his sick mum.
Please do not let the tone of my email and work problem upset you. I wanted to share with someone and I feel that you are that someone. Okay let me end it here and talk about us.
When I was a little boy growing up in Italy and United States; the only time I heard the word love was whenever I was watching TV and when I am listening to the radio or music .Then I always thought love was only in movies and songs .Fortunately, I grew up with that idea until I met my late wife, gave birth to my daughter and I realized that it was not only in movies and songs but there's love for children and family. When I lost my Wife ,it occurred to me that the only permanent love was still in movies and songs for they do not die like humans .Then I met You ;To my surprise ,it started to make me feel every day is the inspiration of those beautiful songs, warm poems and amazing movies. Thank you with all my heart for being my friend and comforter.
Never in my wildest dreams had I ever dream that I would be in a relationship with a woman or attempt a relationship with a woman again. Oddly enough, my wish to start dating again started as a dream I had .In my night dreams, I would be visited by this "Beautiful" female figure. In my dream the female figure, would quietly approach me from behind, then wrap her arms around my waist and put her head to the nape of my neck and whisper, "I am here for you.” Hearing the voice initially, I was thinking that it was my late wife .When I discussed with my mum, she said it's MAYA, that is coming back, she is telling you to find love and comfort again . When I started this letter, I told you that it has been all about mixed feeling of sorrows and joy. My email seems to be getting longer than I wanted it to be. That will tell you that whenever I sit down to email you, my heart opens to pour out the content.
I will be traveling to Italy tomorrow as I was only able to get flight reserved for tomorrow .
Have a nice day!
Wow! today will be regarded for a long time as one of the happiest day of my life .I received the best call of the month about 10am Italy time this morning from my aunt and the doctor that mum is very okay now and will be discharged tomorrow .She added that I should not bother flying to Italy if I have not confirmed my ticket.
I just called the airline to cancel my flight reservation and asked them to open and reschedule it for ending of this month .I feel so relieved and happy that I will not be making this emergency trip during this bad weather condition .I have also informed my directors about the change of plan so that they will inform them in London to gently and quietly change the arrangement that they made for me.
With this development, I will fly to Los Angeles once we round up here, Sign the house document for the Realtor, and fly home the next day. I don't even know if it is the idea of seeing you or the recovery of my mum that is making me happier. Whatever it is, I am happy today and I am glad that I will see you soon. May be I am falling for you with so much likeliness and fondness.
Out of my Happiness, likeliness and fondness this morning, I started asking myself if finding love brings luck as everything seem to work in my favor since I met you. It made me to start doing a little search about love this morning to know if being in love, finding love or falling in love has anything to do with good luck and success. Thou I did not see any direct relationship between both but I came across some interesting points that made me realize that many people that talk about love never took time to know much about it.
It started by saying that Love requires no proof or expression but it demands to feel it. Love is only a word until you find someone to give it definition. Love is not blind... it just opens up your eyes to what others do not see. Love is a hard rock between two people and can't be torn apart. Love is a beautiful red rose given for no apparent reason. Love is a fire that reigns in the heart. Love is the only game never postponed due to darkness. Love is blind but after experiencing it for a long time you should become familiar with some particular spots. Love is like a river, never ending as it flows, but gets greater with time! “Love is an emotion so strong that you would give up everything. You just need to feel it once, to know that you are part of something special.
Love is not measured on how long you can wait but on the kind of sacrifices you can do for the sake of love. Love is the sound our hearts make, love is the happiness we feel, love is what makes us do the strange things we do. Love is too strong a word to say it too early, but it has too beautiful meaning to say it too late. Love is a noble act of self-giving, offering trust, faith, and loyalty. The more you love, the more you lose a part of yourself, yet you don't become less of who you are; you end up being complete with your loved ones. Love is like salted water; the more you drink the more your thirst increases. Love is like the air we breathe. It may not always be seen, but it is always felt, used and needed. Love is not love if it is conditional. “Love is like a flower, give it some time, patience and lots of tender loving care; and watch it bloom into something wonderful before your eyes. Love is like a rose, the special one grows in the winter. Love is a joy that fills your heart with wonder and excitement every time. Love doesn't make the world go around; love is what makes the ride worthwhile. Love is like an image, a lasting image that will always remain in your heart, your soul, and forever a part of you .Love is a miracle that God created for two wonderful people; and at this point I hope it's between You and I.
Okay, enough of the Love sermon; How is your day going on? i hope all is working out in your favour, i keep on thinking about you ! I wish you happy and wonderful day!
Hugs and kisses!
It's a new day and beautiful one and the first thing I am doing is to say good day to the woman that is the only reason I smile every morning and rush to my computer before doing any other thing. Yes! It's a new day and lovely one. Most time I panic with fear of not being disappointed but at the end it will turn out that your email is there and the fear disappears for happiness to return. You are just the person that I want to be with even without meeting you yet. This little period of email communication is enough for me to say so and I can say it again and again and even louder!
I'm happy to wake up today having you as a friend. Today is different from other days. As I told you earlier, today is the day that I have been waiting for; the day I have been working for and will be a very big day for me and Bain Capital Investment. We are hoping to conclude on the transaction that brought us here today. I need all the luck on this world today. I need only the right words and calculation to come out of my mouth today. I need to be at my best. I don't want to be under pressure doing what I do best but the company puts so much faith in me that they sound almost 100% sure that I will succeed which puts me in a tight corner because they don't expect me fail. Today and for once, I will be the boss and my directors will follow my directives and instructions because it all depends on me.
I will tap their faith and leave the pressure. I may be their best Fund manager but sometime you need luck to have it all. I need your prayers today and I hope that you will bring me the luck as always because meeting you was divine. You can see their happiness when I told them that I will not be traveling again .I did not know that I am this important to my company. The company now believe so much in me because I predicated the Chinese stock crash and requested that the company withdraw all there bond in Chinese's market .It was funny initially because the very day we sold our market shares, the market appreciated and the company did not find in funny with me, Less than a month later, the markets crashed very low; the lowest for the past seven years.
What they don't know is that it will keep crashing and recovery may take two years because, china is a very corrupts communist country and all the Chinese corrupt officials are being hunted by the new government in his anti-corruption war. The people being hunted are the major players in the Chinese investment market and they are moving their investment and family to United States and other countries under the EB 5 investment program .The country has taken their final action, devaluing their currency.
I realized that it will happened when I started getting contact from the Dubai investor telling me about their Chinese partners that want to move their investment to Europe and other countries and what country I will suggest for them that has the most stabilized economy and volatile stock market. .Anyway, let me not start the investment long stories again.
Please pray for my success. I will give you details of it when we meet face to face but will tell you the outcome of today meeting by tomorrow. I know we will finish very late . It's my day and I am grabbing it. Have a beautiful day ahead of you. Enjoy your day and wish me Luck. I need It!!
Have a lovely day!
I want use this email with content that make my whole being tingle with anticipation to welcome you to a wonderful day. The words are carried on the soft breeze that rustle the leaves in the trees and echo with the bluebirds'song in the morning. I seem to be "star gazing" and really do not belong to this world because receiving your email alone makes me feel good not minding the content. All I want is to open my email and there is an email from you. This day is very different because it is not only receiving the email from you that is making me excited but the joy of coming online to share the good news with you. YES, I DID IT!!!!
We completed the transaction yesterday and the investors were very excited. I sat down on my seat motionless and let this tears of joy drop because I could not hold it. The investors were really impressed that they had to take me out yesterday to celebrate while I should be the one to take them out. I returned back very late and tired and could not email you to share the good news so I slept off and just got up now.
They have agreed that we sign the investment contract immediately since they will be joining their families that are on vacation from there. Since any Investment contracts can only be signed in our office in England and the business agreement signed here. The director called the office in UK to place the arrangement and let the investors know of their traveling plan. I am done with my role here but our meeting is shifted till tomorrow to enable us rest today because of how late we finished yesterday. The agreement we were supposed to sign today was shifted till tomorrow so that we use today and rest and the company will decide on their arrangement.
I will be leaving here to Los Angeles once we conclude tomorrow morning and from there return home. Thank you for your love and care all this while, I Miss You and can't wait to be with you.!
How is your day going on? I started my day early today because of all that we have to conclude today for my directors to fly back this evening before I leave tomorrow morning. I can't wait for this trip to be over for me to return home to my daily normal life. I have always known that, Dreaming, thinking, wishing and hoping do not lessen the yearning for "THE REAL THING" even having faith and being positive, are becoming a challenge...My mum she is still in the hospital, I am not happy because of my mum health and I need us to have a phone conversation .
They say - there are reasons for what happens in life and who you meet on the way. Sometimes, they enter our life to test our willpower and strength, and then others leave us with disappointments and with heartaches beyond our belief. The most prudent fact is "what we do when the opportunity presents itself". Grab it? If yes that that is what I have tried to do; Grab You .Lol .Just kidding
But on a serious note; passion is a word which involves so many feelings and I feel it whenever I think about you and mind you, its everyday: moment and time, I feel it when I read through your words or have you skip through my mind for you are my passion. You have touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend .You have changed my life completely. You're the one who makes me feel pretty. You're the one who makes me strong. You're the one who makes me feel so important again. You show your interest to me every day. I thank God that I have found a woman like you. Please forgive me for being away this long .I know that all that is left is for us to meet face to face ,Look eyeball to eye ball take this to another level of communication and not daily email.
We are signing off from here today and I will travel to Los Angeles tomorrow morning,to conclude what I have to do there and return back home by next tomorrow .I am sure there will not be any reason for me to spend more than 24 hours there. All that I am required to do is to sign the documents for the house.
I knew that the house will not be difficult to sell. It is a big nice house with beautiful architectural design and spacious. When I bought the property, it was like a competition as there were lots of interest .It was my relationship with the seller who was an investor with our company that gave me the advantage. Today it is in the market again, such is life, celebrating my success with pedicure sounds good.Thank you for your prayer,As for me i hug you with prayers every morning for God to guide and protect us.I can't wait to be with you.
Thank you once again for your love and care .You are really a princess .Enjoy your day. I miss you!
Hugs and kisses!
I am just so disappointed with myself right now .I have lost her and was not there during her last days on earth. I was supposed to visit her few days ago but I chose to stay back and work believing that she is okay. I just feel so bad; so bad this time that I find it hard to console myself. It was like she knew that she will die. It was like she knew that death will come knocking. She has always complained about my work and how demanding it is. Now, she has proved herself right at the point of her death. How can I continue with this work? Working for other people's money .I don't even know how to tell my daughter that her grandmother is dead. I don't know, what to say now my love. I just came online to tell you that MUM is dead. She died this morning after she was rushed back to hospital yesterday night.
I just had to find this strength to write you knowing that you may be wondering how I am doing and where I am presently .I don't know why life has been very unfair to me. I have been lying down on this bed and could not get up or even answer any call .I am just as confused as I have never been in my life .I have thought about many thing surrounding my life and my work and wondered if it was really because of my work that I did not travel when I was supposed to go and visit her or was it because she was discharged or was it simply because I was not yet prepared then to make the trip.
My daughter has been crying since yesterday and has refused to be consoled. She was so close to her grandmother that sometimes I was having the feeling that she was closer to her than she was to me.
Anyway, it seems that I don't even know what I am saying so let me close this email here. I have booked my flight to Italy . I will be traveling this evening! but cannot still believe that she is dead until I see her lifeless body. Until I call her name and get no response. Until I touch mum and she does not make any sound. This is only when I will know, believe and accept that she is dead, if not ,I will remain positive that she is still alive and someone is playing me or I am sleeping and having bad dream until someone wakes me up.
I will end this email until I get to Italy . I will be traveling with my laptop and once I get to Italy, I will activate my phone for roaming .I will need your morale support at this time .I will try my best to find time to write you back daily .Life is really not fair my friend .Pray for me.
I am now in Italy and by the time I got here , they have deposited her body in the mortuary .I had to go straight to see her lifeless body and behold she was there.yes she is truly dead. I was hoping that it will turn out to be a joke or a lie but I was the person lying to myself. The big problem now is that her only sister who has been with her all this while is now in coma. Her sister died in her arms and she could not bear it. She could not bear losing her only sister. It is just too complicated for me at this moment. I just realized the disadvantage of being the only child. I can't even think straight now. I have my aunt in the hospital with the corpse in the mortuary. The world just hit me so strong when everything was about moving well for me. A woman that was certified okay and discharged by the doctor was suddenly rushed to the hospital and now lying lifeless.
Every day that I think about her, I find it hard to forgive myself .I am no longer crying because mum is dead. She is old! I should be celebrating her for a life well spent. What makes me cry was that I turned down her last request .Who knows what she would have request from me, her only child? This is something I cannot tell my daughter because she will always think that maybe she will not have died if I had visited her .I may discover that she was not yet fit to go back home and make her remain in the hospital.
This is one loss that I will find hard to replace .When I lost my Wife she became a wife and mum to me and my daughter. Even in in her sorrow, she was my pillar and strength .I have lost my best friend and mum. The person I always call on when I need to be consoled or when I am confused .I just realized that I am now alone in the world with my daughter. I will now serve as a mother, a father, grandfather and grand mum. I came into the world with a father, a sister, a mother and then I married a wife. Then it started with my sister, then my father and Wife; then this again. I don't even know what I will tell my Daughter when she arrives here tomorrow. She had to take traveling leave from her base to be here tomorrow.
My Dear, you may not understand but the person I lost loved me more than anything in the world. She was ready to work from her sick bed so that I will rest. She pampered me as the only child. She was my best friend. When I got married newly, she will call me every morning to ask if I have eaten. This was a woman that was ready to pluck out her eyes for me to use if I complain of mine. She loved me and I loved her too. It was due to my closeness to her that I could not get into any relationship for seven years after I lost my wife and dad. She needed me at that time and I was there for her. She was the best. I must surely miss her!
I will go to the church tomorrow to book a day for her funeral as the catholic faith here requires and will communicate the funeral date to you .I have called my office to tell them that they should postpone everything that has my name on it because I must conclude the funeral before I leave here .They could only say sorry for my loss and that was it
I was supposed to be going to Dubai for the final phase of our transaction which involves some investors from Russia that are trading their bulks Magellan because of the Sanctions which is crippling their economy and became worse after the Iran sanction, who happened to be their only trading partner, was lifted. That was the arrangement that the company had made that was supposed to bring me to Europe this month, now everything will wait because I am the major broker and sale trade negotiator and will play a major role in this.
My love, I will not close this email without thanking you once again for all your consoling word and care at this time. All I will need from you at this time is just to email me daily with your morale support as that is the only consolation and support I need at this time. Just email and respond to my email let me know that you are with me. I am sure that with your morale support even by email, I can take care of every other thing here by myself.
I will have to rest now. I just thought I should update you how everything is going with me at the moment. I will miss my mum for sure but it seems that I miss you more since I left to Italy. I just wish you are here for me to keep my head on your shoulder. Thank you for being a friend.
My daughter arrived from her base in Australia this morning .Her arrival has completely changed the mood in my aunt's home. It suddenly changed from mourning to celebration .She, said that her grandma will not like to see her moody if she is to be alive today “Grandma will do everything if she is alive to make me happy just like she did when Mum died so there is no need to cry for her, rather I should be celebrating her for life well spent and thanking the almighty that she is resting in peace.
We got home from the airport around noon and I told her that I had to leave for the church to see the priest for conclusion for the funeral date. Before I could finish the statement, my daughter was already standing up, that she was going with me .We left the house again to the church and finally concluded with the priest for the Funeral to be held on Saturday.Anyway, that is all about the funeral arrangement and date. I will be happy when she is finally laid to rest so that I can put it behind me and move on with life.
You will be surprised to hear what I have been discussing with my daughter since we returned from the airport .You have been our topic of discussion.
It was at that point that I realized that I have not emailed you so I rushed to my computer which is why I am writing you now .After this email, just know that the next discussion will be to tell her about you, how I met you, how I feel about you, you, you, you and all about you. That is Diana for YOU!
I know I can't hold it but confess that I am missing you already. You bring to me a happiness that no one else ever could. You bring to me a love I have never known before. I could not imagine what my life would have been this period without you. You have touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend.
Words cannot express how much you mean to me. How much you helped me this period. You have always found the times to cheer me up via e-mail .You always seem to know just what to say and I really appreciate that. Thank you for your friendship and for being there when I needed you; when I was down morally.
In as much as there have been ups and down, you understand me and you know just how to make things right. You saved me from the worst hands of loneliness and you are always there for me. You have changed my life completely and makes me feel so important again. I thank God that I have found a woman like you and I will use this opportunity to ask you to Please forgive me for being away and apart from you this moment .
Thank you once again for your understanding this period. I am fine now and in a better spirit . My only problem is that I miss my mum and I am missing you too. I really do miss you my dear. I miss you so much. I can't wait to come back home to you and never to leave again.
How are you doing today? I want to thank you for all your consoling words this period I want you to know that I always do my best to cheer myself up, especially when I think about you which is now always. In My email yesterday, I ended it by saying that you will be the next topic of our family discussion. That was exactly what happened; my daughter was very anxious to know more about this woman that makes me smile whenever I talk about her. She bombarded me with questions that I had to tell her to go and sleep that she have not rested after a long journey and a long day.
The questions started with, how is your new found love Dad? I answered, she is fine. Where is she presently? I answered; in the US.
Q- Will she be coming for grandmas Funeral?
A-NO, she will not, the funeral is just three days away and she cannot make it on such short notice. I just told her the funeral date few days ago via email so there is no way she will make it on such short notice
Q- Can I see her picture if you have any
A-I will get it and show you and I am sure you will love her.
Q- Dad, will you give me one of her pictures so that I will go back with it or rather, don't worry Dad, just give me her email address and phone number so that I will contact her myself.
A- Diana, I will give you her number and email but I will first let her know so that she will know who you are when you call or write
Q-That's okay dad but you will do that tomorrow (Today, so am telling you now my love..lol))
A-I will Diana.
Q-Dad does she know I registered you on the site
A-I told her about your role.
Q-what did she say?
I can't remember exactly because it was via email but I know she was happy that I joined the dating site
This was just the beginning of the conversation which lasted for almost 40 minutes .My greatest joy is that she is happy that I am finding love again .She said that she was always worried about me . It's good that my daughter is here to assist me in her little way with the funeral arrangement. My aunts has been on bed since morning. Her sister died in her arms and she could not bear it. She could not bear losing her only sister. It is just too complicated for me at this moment. I just realized the disadvantage of being the only child. The world just hit me so strong when everything was about moving well for me. My love life became rejuvenated and all of a sudden all seem to be crumbling at the same time..
I know that it will be very difficult for her to forget her only sister no matter how much we try to make her forget mum. Mum did everything for her; they were very close. My aunt did not marry and had no child; we are just the family that she has.
As I sit here, once again, you are the one person on my mind. I know today hasn't been the greatest; I have to find this time to write you as I will be going for consultation with people that will assist me on the funeral arrangement and deliveries . Things have come and gone, just like mum has come and gone, but one thing still stay the same ... you still take my breath away. It seems now to me that I could not live without you but funny enough I don't even want to live without you.
I have thought before I lost my wife that I have found true love, a love so intense and real that I will forever be caught in its spell ... until the day came when I lost her and realized I was mistaken. I have spent the most agonizing days of my life awaking from haunting nightmares, with dried tears on my pillows. I thought I had lost my sanity every time I remember and mourn for my lost love .I mourned her for many years and was able to get her out of my mind completely and move on with life
No sooner had we met that I suffered anguish, I lost my mum. I found it comforting to read and email you .The reassuring friendship we had was enough to keep my good sense intact. I wasn't yearning anymore for her to come back, nor desperately seeking my next wonderful love affair. I am content with you. For you have given me the RED ROSE - for eternal Love or perhaps, the BLACK ROSE - for the forbidden Love. It's the power of the meek, the strength of the silent. This is the love of the gardenia....
What makes me a different type of man is that I will never move away from someone I love ,rather I will move closer ,no matter the condition .If your words of anger will shatter my soul, I will not run, instead, take a step forward. I will not go away! I will move closer to you. That is where I want to be. That is where I feel happiness .That is where I have found love. Close to you and in you my princess.My Aunt is strong now. Thank you for everything. Bye for now, I have to go as arrangement continues.
How are you doing today? You know that I cannot let this day pass without sneaking out time to email. It has been a busy day as expected since the funeral is tomorrow so all arrangement must be concluded today. I never knew it's going to be like this but I am glad that the people here are very kind and helpful. I will be happy to received the pictures from you I want to speak with you on the phone at least let me here your beautiful voice.
The people that came out to help has been guiding us on what to do and what not to do .There were lots of cultural requirement outside the normal government rites so we needed their directives and guidance. I never knew that we will need county permit to berry mum in her family house which I thought was only needed for public cemetery.
We had a long family meeting yesterday, thou it was just I and my daughter .She wanted us to discuss about my job and retirement plan and was insisting that I plan my retirement this year .Thou I have been considering recently to retire from my work, the fear of being idle is part of what has kept me on the job or let me add my love for the job too .She told me that she will start working officially soon which means I don't have anybody that I will be training after this year and for that I don't have any reason to work again.
She believes that I should have some good saving and investment that will last me as long as I want .She is afraid that with the rate of travels that is associated with my job and my age; if anything should happen to me or I am nowhere to be found, she will not live the next 24 hours alone in this world.
She told me that there will be no life for her with no sister, no brother, no mother, no father, no grandfather or grandmother and an old aunt who she does not know how many years she has to live .I promised her that I will think about it but within me and coupled with all the job related nonsense that has happened this short period, I think it's time to stop.
May be I will look for money and start a consulting firm which will keep me busy but with no much travel, unless for vacation .That way I will be my own boss and decide what I do and what not to do. Let me leave this for now until after the funeral tomorrow.
I told you when we first met that only few are lucky to find true love. It's a gift from above. I only hoped in my lifetime that I would find that one true love, only few are lucky to know. I just pray and hope I have been given that gift, the gift of true love. I hope and pray that you will be my true love. . I hope and pray that you are everything I dream of my whole life. I imagined what it will be like but you are beyond what I imagined. You are the most loving, caring, fun, smart, woman I have met since I lost my wife. I hope that I am one of the few who are lucky, who are lucky to have true love. I will love you more than this letter can express.
Thank you for all your email and support all this time. My mum told me that I am a good man; that i will meet a Good woman again .She said that all that I need to do was to give it a try. .I have never doubted my mum and once again she is right .I will leave for now to join to conclude the arrangement .The doctor is coming to take me to the undertakers so that we can conclude against tomorrow .Mum will be laid to rest tomorrow .Please pray for me and my family. I will not be able to email tomorrow but will be happy to receive your email and condolences. I miss you. Thank you for your moral support and everything. You are a wonderful woman. I wished I have met you earlier in my life. I would have lived to be a wonderful man . Enjoy your day.
To the best woman in the world,
I just want to let you know, how much I love all that you are and will be. Without a doubt you keep me together and for the first time in my life I have something to believe in. You truly are my love, my soul mate, and my best friend. You' just saw me at my worst moment this few days and still took me as I am. I thank God for you every day because I know you are heaven sent; you are my angel. I know the years will be a test, but nothing will keep me from loving you or from being by your side.
I love you more than you could even know for you are my world and I love you so much.
I am sorry I could not email you yesterday as we concluded the funeral and condolence visits very late. I don't think I will be able to tell you anything about how the funeral went by email but will tell you all in person when I meet you. I know it will be soon because I have really been down here more than I planned. There is only one good thing about being away from you, it is the feeling I have for you multiplied by the weeks we have been apart. Right now it has multiplied enough that the only multiplication it needs now is to meet you. I wish there was a word that could describe how much, but maybe it is better that you don't know.
I have finally agreed with my daughter and Aunt after a careful thought that it's time to slow down with my work and the only way to do this is to resign from the Job. I had to consider all options and discovered that it's time to step down.
Let me say here that I have made up my mind to resign from my Job with Bain's Capital Investment International. As I write this mail I have my resignation letter written and the first thing that I am going to do is to submit on arrival to UK tomorrow.
After I wrote the letter, I started remembering things that has happened that I neglected. There is a place in the company benefit that states that if a Fund Manager loses a member of her family; someone listed as one of his/her beneficiary; the company will send a representative during the funeral .I just lost mum and they did not send anybody .They could not even call to ask how we are preparing for the funeral .You will not believe that the investor's that I was supposed to assist on their transaction in Dubai sent one of them to Italy for mums funeral.
The man called me two days before the funeral day to know if I will still make it to Dubai as they really needed my attention on issues. I told him that I may not be able to make it due to the death of my mum in Italy. After discussing with this man he just said wow!Glenn He is sorry but wow! They are in trouble without me. I was so surprised when I got to the church in the morning for the funeral service to see this man there. He flew in from Dubai on a night before and was able to locate the place in the morning on his own simply because I told him the name of the church, the city, the day and time for the service. He left back to Dubai this morning and I promised him that I will make it up to him and will be in Dubai in less than a week if not for anything, for him and for this kind gesture they showed me .The company I have worked with for years and delivered most of their lucrative deals could not even send one representative to attend the funeral of the mother of one of their best consultant Fund manager.
Anyway let me not keep complaining and stop bothering you with my work issues .I just want you to know that I have decided personally to resign and I will do that once I get to UK.
The company has two policies which were stated in my contract .It says that before anyone resign from the company, you must give them two weeks prior notice before ending your job .Secondly, you must conclude any pending assignment or work you have for the company.
Based on this, I will submit my resignation once i get to UK and give them two week, Within the week after I have submitted my resignation, I will fly with the investment team to Dubai to Bargain on the Russian Magellan which is the only pending work I have with them and the reason why the Dubai investors need my services. Hopefully, by the Time we return from Dubai, it will be within the period of that Two weeks and I will conclude my resignation process, hand over the company's properties in my possession and head home to United States.
I think it really time to settle down and establish my own consulting firm and move on with the life in the company of the woman the almighty has blessed me with.
I sat down last night to check my life and how much happiness that I have gained over the years with the money I have made but cannot remember any. I have been busy working and acquiring money and saving them. I have about 65,000 Bain's Capital shares valued at over than $2,000,000.00 (Two Million Dollars) but never had the time to enjoy my life.
Anyway, I will resign and start up my own Advise and Consulting Firm. With this money, I can come back home to start a new life with you. Buy a new home and open up a business which will give me time with you.
My daughter will be flying back this evening but I will leave tomorrow .I just need to spend the day to have my aunt settled down before I leave .The good news is that my aunt is now on her feet so everything is fine .
I know this email is getting longer but I decided to write you just to let the feelings flow. To write to the one I love. Every day, I fall over and over in love with you again ... as the time goes on and a new day shows, my love grows. I just want to thank you for sharing and making me laugh. Thanks for being the most awesome woman, thank you for just being there for me. I thank God that I have found someone who stood beside me and not over me and I'm so lucky to have you. Mum was the only one I had before and now you are here .Thank you for all the happiness you bestow upon me. Thanks for making me see what I don't see. Thank you for making me overexcited. I miss you already.Have a wonderful day!
The woman of my Heart,
It's a new day with sorrows and joy in my life .Sorrow because of my loss and Joy because of you and my daughter. What else can a widower of my age asks for .Anyway, I am now in London. I arrived London this morning from Italy and went straight to the company lodge where the company has staff accommodation. This is where I normally stay when I am in the UK for official assignment.
When I got to the office and dropped my resignation letter to Admin Head, he thought I brought a business proposal like I always deliver. His first questions was, what is it worth? I told him, ‘FREEDOM and SELF –DECISION'. He smiled and opened the letter and it was there. One OF THEIR BEST CONSULTANT FUND MANAGER with international trading knowledge that they have used like a fool, wises up and submits his resignation... His mouth opened wide that he could not finish reading the letter. His first question was, what's the problem? I told him nothing, JUST RESIGNATION.
As I write this email, they are having series of meetings that they invited my two personal assistant to the meeting. They believe that I must have shared something with them as they are the people I work with whenever I am in UK on official assignment
The company seem to have been torn apart in less than 4 hours of submitting my resignation .It seems that the Board of directors has scheduled an emergency meeting which I know is all about getting me back and making me stay; something that even my shadow knows that it will not work. Their main problem is that I may be going to another company and if I move, they will lose many investors
I have written and submitted my 14 days' time table made it clear that the only transaction I have pending is the Magellan trade in Dubai United Arab Emirates .I will go ahead with them to Dubai and will conclude my resignation, submit everything that belongs to the company under my custody once I return from Dubai all which must fall under the 14 days .I already gave the man in Dubai my assurance but will be traveling with some of the company staff as the job requires.
I am waiting for them to confirm our traveling date. All that I am sure of is that, I will not exceed 14 days here as that is the policy. It's now my time will tell them how to work under company's policy. The Only unfortunate part of all this is that once i return back to United States, I will first look for house to buy because the house I presently live belongs to the company .Like you know, the family house in CA which has been for sale over a month was finally sold the very day mum was buried.That is to tell you that I am 100% prepared to move on with life without the company .The thing that matters to me now is how to live happily for the remaining days of my life. Thank you once again My Princess. Enjoy your day!
I hope your day is starting well. Mine started well and I pray it ends well and peaceful. I had a long day with the company yesterday. I had to put off my phone to avoid all the calls that were related to my resignation.
Our trip to Dubai has been shifted till Tomorrow. From the letter I received this morning which was addressed to us and the Investors .They stated that due to an emergency and change in management, the company will take extra day to handle some important management shake before letting some of their staff travel for the Magellan broker trade in Dubai .They sincerely apologize for the delay and has coordinated with the Head of the Russian MICEX trading team to set a new date for the trade negotiation.
There was a second letter which was personally addressed to me .It stated that the company directors has requested an important meeting with me regarding my resignation. The meeting has been scheduled for 6:20pm this evening with all company directors, few staff and senior fund managers. I will wait till then to know what they want to say.
This is all about work, resignation and business so let's talk about you, me, love and relationship.
I know that whenever you read my email and I say that I love you, you may be asking yourself, how did we find each other and why us .I will say today that there are so many reason that makes me love you. From the time that you and I met, you have brought me nothing but joy, I took my time one day and searched on the site until I saw you and my mind told me to email you. …. You know the rest.
I would remember the time when I asked the Lord before we've met, to give me someone I could love with all my heart and would love me in return, someone I can grow old with to spend my happy and lonesome memories, someone who I can call mine and give myself into, and someone whom I can spend the rest of my life with through all ups and downs, for better or worse. And that's when I always realize that God gave me you; the answer to my prayer and a blessing to me.
Thank you my love for being in my life today, tomorrow and the days to come .I will forever love you because it was not just a careless meeting that brought us together. It was my prayers that was answered. Take care of yourself my princess as I end this email here. I will start preparing myself for the meeting with the company .If it ends early enough, I will call to hear your voice . Thank you for everything. I Miss You.
Enjoy your day!
How are you my love .It seems my resignation and work problem has been our discussion recently. We have not had any happy discussion like we used to; it started from moms sickness to death, to funeral and back to resignation. I think today will be the last of such discussion. Let us start talking about you, me and our interest .Before we do that, let me share with you what happened at the meeting yesterday.
Where do I begin.I guess from the beginning. The Admin director started with the event that happened the very day I submitted my resignation. He said that this meeting is to avoid future occurrences as they don't want to lose their best Fund managers again.
They requested that all the staff come out and say what they want to change in the company policies. I started mine by explaining the company's Capital base, the number of major and minor investors, the record of foreign investors and English speaking investors, and the records of the company growth statistically, the 6% capital UK based Investors fund contribution.
I gave them over 26 records that even most of the directors does not know about. My last question was the bombshell. “Why is it that when a Fund Manager leaves the company as I am leaving now, all the investors under the persons fund management MUST be transferred to a fund manager that is UK Citizen .Why are all the directors UK citizens for a branch of an American company in the UK? I know your answer to why only UK citizen directors will be performance but let's look at how they come about the performance. Transferring investors from a retiring fund manager to a UK citizen fund manager to enhance his performance and then making him a director by PERFORMANCE is a rigged situation from onset”. The moment I said that, there was a loud shout of support from other staff. I just said what everybody was afraid to say; right now I got nothing to lose and they know it. My dear let me not bore you with the meeting .The summary of the meetings is that they want me back with promises and assurance that many things will change. But like I said. Too late.
Last night, I was thinking about you and wondering how you are doing but I finally managed to sleep off. When I woke this morning my thoughts were of you. I am so, so overjoyed that you are in my life. Like I told you, I never knew what love was. Oh I knew that my mother loved me, when I got married I found love but lost it. As I realize that I should be looking for “true” love; I mean this deep love that just fills my heart, the love that you never want to be apart and the emptiness you feel when you are apart. You my love seem to have given me everything that I have been dreaming about but never thought even existed except in the movies.
Always know as I have told you, I am here for you and yes I am sincere when I write you. I told you that Honesty, Sincerity, Integrity, and Loyalty mean a lot to me. Those are some of the things I feel also build a good relationship. How may I ever express to you my appreciation on how you have shared things with me? My feelings for you grow day by day. It seems like I cannot continue if you were not in my life. You my Love, have captured my heart and I would always like to be by your side. You always seem to make me feel so important and loved that it is hard for me to express to you this deep feeling I have. I have never experienced the love that you have shown me and this feeling just overwhelms me.
Before I go I'd like to send you a hug if you don't mind.....Left hug, Right hug, middle hug, did you catch that? It's with you already but soon I would like to tell you all I have said in my email with the hug in person.
Our flight to Dubai is leaving by 10pm UK time which is 1am in Dubai and we will land Dubai by 8am Dubai time. I will email and call you once I settle down and have my internet and phone working.I will be home to you soon.I will be the happiest man to look into your eyes and tell you how you make me feel .Please pray for my safe flight. I Miss you so much.
Hugs and kisses!
Greetings from the beautiful city of Dubai In United Arab Emirates. I must apologize for my inability to write you since i arrive here. .Our Flight landed in here by 8:45am but it took us time to have internet set up and phone activated. You know it is always my joy to share with you how things are going with me.
I displayed something funny this morning when I discovered that the internet connection in the hotel was not compatible with my laptop. They said that it has to do with the version of my laptop. I told them that all I want is to connect to internet and email my love, the only woman in my life, "My world and the “SHE IN HIM"
When I said this, the investor and the hotel technicians started laughing and asked me what I mean by the “SHE IN HIM' .I told them that you are the "She" While I am the "Him" and you are in me so what is hard to understand in the statement. Lol. Anyway, that is me trying to make my environment friendly when I meet new people.The joke worked because they rectified it and the internet became compatible with my laptop (The Power of love). MY intention was to tell you that I arrived here safely and most importantly that I miss you and wished you are here to see Dubai with me .This is my fifth visits to Dubai but this city keeps amazing me with its architectural designs. I am Happy now you know that I am a sincere and honest man, I love the picture you sent to me! thank you for the cell phone number I will roam my USA number and call you because I am in Dubai.
The emirate of Dubai is located southeast of the Persian Gulf on the Arabian Peninsula and is one of the seven emirates that make up the country. It has the largest population in the UAE and the second-largest land territory by area after Abu Dhabi. Dubai and Abu Dhabi, the national capital, are the only two emirates to have veto power over critical matters of national importance in the country's legislature. Dubai is nowadays often miss-perceived as a country or city-state and, in some cases, the UAE as a whole has been described as 'Dubai.
Today, Dubai has emerged as a cosmopolitan metropolis that has grown steadily to become a global city and a business and cultural hub of the Middle East and the Persian Gulf region. Although Dubai's economy was historically built on the oil industry, the emirate's Western-style model of business drives its economy with the main revenues now coming from tourism, real estate, and financial services. Dubai has recently attracted world attention through many innovative large construction projects and sports events. The city has become symbolic for its skyscrapers and high-rise buildings, such as the world's tallest BurjKhalifa, in addition to ambitious development projects including man-made islands, hotels, and some of the largest shopping malls in the region and the world.
Today, Dubai is the 22nd most expensive city in the world, surpassing London (25th) and is the most expensive city in the Middle East, surpassing Israel's Tel Aviv. Dubai has also been rated as one of the best places to live in the Middle East, including by US American global consulting firm Mercer who rated the city as the best place to live in the Middle East in 2011.It seems to be the new hiding place for the Hollywood stars. This is my last trip as fund manager with Bain's Investment international. May be my next trip here will be with you. Who knows? .Have a wonderful new week!
Wow! I feel like a very refreshed man today. I woke up this morning by 10am and had to put of my phone last night so that I can have this good sleep. .Over the past two days I have not had a good sleep. It's either I am traveling , planning to travel, holding a meeting , arranging funeral or doing one thing or another that make me start my day early and end it late .Yesterday I decided to sleep and cover the lost days and I really did cover the lost days,my brain is fully at rest now.
Our business registration requires some international clearances to prove the legitimacy of the share transaction .It happened that the certificate issuing office is not In Dubai but in a city called Abu-Dhabi and in this country. I led the investors and the brokers to make the application. It took us hours to complete the filing process to enable us conclude it which is where we are returning back from.
Before I came here, the investors has always reached out to me; even when they sent one of them to Italy they told me that they wish to have a private business discussion with me but do not know if I will accept it considering my work ethics.
They brought it up again yesterday and told me that now that I have submitted my resignation with my company, it puts them in a better position to make their proposal open .We are meeting this evening so that I will know what their proposal will be since according to them, it is important for this transaction. ………I will wait to hear what their offer will be .I hope the company is not trying to use them to make me change my mind on my retirement (Which I doubt). If any offer that they have does not favor my retirement/resignation, I will turn it down but anything that favors my resignation, I will accept with two hands open.
We all have memories; some that we would love to keep alive forever and some that we would rather forget. As I sit here writing this email, I want you to know that the memories that I made with you will always be looked at in fondness. Starring at the past, in comparison with who I am today, that person I was, before meeting you, clearly shows how much I love you and how important you are to me. As my mind was wandering about today, I got thinking about these letters I've written to you. And it occurred to me that it would be awesome if, after meeting you, I can continue to write them, Unfortunately, I can't write those letters for you again, but fortunately I will say those words to you in person. As I am still here, it seems appropriate to me to take this time to write you not about what I hope to find in you, but what I can promise you will find in me. After all, it's only fair.
The first thing that I can promise you is fidelity. I believe in commitments. I believe they're the center of any healthy relationship.
I promise to be sensitive to your needs and feelings. I promise that I will listen, and do my best to respect and honor both your feelings and needs, and fulfill them whenever I reasonably can.
When I'm upset, I promise to try my best to handle the situation and my feelings in a mature way. I will also talk it over with you rather than making you play "guess what's annoying him now." After all, it's best for both of us if we talk these things over.
I also offer to share my love of life and all the joys and pleasures it has to offer with you. Relationships are hard work, but I promise to do all I can to make sure that you find it all well worth your effort.
There are many more things I can offer you, and I anxiously await to share them with you. And by all means, if there's something I haven't mentioned, please let me know. After all, if you are my perfect lover, I must be yours, too. Ever dreaming about you, my best friend. I miss you.
Hugs and kisses!
There is popular saying that “behind every successful man, there is a woman “One of the things that I have always wished for myself all my years of working as a fund manager seem to have finally coming true. Ooh, I have not asked you, how are you? I hope is a beautiful day.
Sometime I wonder if this life is already programmed by the creator and our part is to live the way it is programmed. What I mean is that whatever we do on earth seems to have been written for us and that it goes that way till we die.
All my life, it has been my dream and the dream of every portfolio manager to owe and start his or her own investment firm. This has always been my dream but the financial requirement of setting up an investment firm, makes everybody to settle for the available job of being a fund manager. Setting up a consulting and advice firm which is of lesser financial requirement compared to setting up investment firm made almost all senior portfolio managers to either settle to work for an or investment firm or . Setting up a consulting and advice firm.
I know you have been waiting to hear the outcome of my meeting with the investors. The meeting was all good news; in fact their proposal was the best I have ever had since I started this work .My happiness was so much because the timing made it perfect; just when I submitted my resignation.
They told me that they want to work with me as a partner and no longer as a fund manager since they learnt that I have applied to resign. They told me that they need big brokerage discount on this transaction and if I can get them any huge discount that they will offer me 20% of whatever amount I get for them as brokerage discount on this transaction .They will give me this in shares and not in cash.
The arrangement is that I will contribute financially as an investor and do the purchase of the shares. After the shares are bought. If I can get them the brokerage discount, they will add 20% of whatever discount I can get for them to my shares which my company will issue the investor certificates of my part of the shares to me.
I told them that I know that the stock they want to purchase runs in hundreds of millions of dollars but I can only contribute $2,500,000 .They accepted and told me that they do not need me to contribute as much as they do but just to assure them that I will be more professional since I am also involved financially.
The hindrance here is that I do not have the right to sign any Private Partnership with any investor for my services while on the company's assignment as a Fund Manager neither am I required to accept any payment outside my contracts Payment with the company .Based on this I cannot use my name for his transaction since there will be need for us sign an MOU (Memorandum of Understanding) which will stipulate the percentages we would get on this transaction. Since the shares will be disbursed to the investors by my company on the percentage on the MOU, Bain Capital will see my name there and that will be problem since I have not concluded my resignation.
If the company discovers my name on it , they will seize my shares of the transaction and I will lose my money and even my $2,500,000 contribution because I am still a staff with the company and have not concluded my resignation.
It was at that point that they told me that I can use the name of anyone that I trust that the company does not know about, someone that will not run away with my money or claim my shares; someone that I can say cares for me. That was when your name came into my mind and I told them that I have such person but let them give me till tomorrow to meet with an attorney here and discuss something and look at the Dubai business and investment guideline before accepting there proposal.
Honey, while I was accepting this proposal, I only had you in my mind as the only partner that I can trust to use her name and address in the business .This will also give us the opportunity to make our business trips together (If you wish) when the time comes after I must have retired from active work and have established my business.
My Love, I will appreciate if you keep this proposal private and to yourself for now until we are sure of it. This is presently for your ears alone and I know that I can trust you to keep any information I give you private when I asks you to.
What I need from you now is just your full name and address or a P.O BOX to present as my representative partner in this business. Please send it to me in your response to this email unfailingly. You are all I know, trust and care for in this present world now.
This will be a transaction of less than ten days .Before I conclude my resignation with the company, I will sell all the shares and the one I already have and move the money to United States. Once that is done, this transaction will be over and everything will be transferred to my name. You are just standing in for me with your Name on the MOU just for ten days for me to conclude everything and return back home to you. I will not like to miss this opportunity by telling them to wait till I conclude this resignation as they need me for this transaction in few days' time.
Thank you my love once again for coming into my life .The luck you have brought me since I met you is uncountable and I will forever owe you my appreciation .As long as I live and have blood running in my veins, you will always be happy and appreciated .Money will never be something for us to worry as we will have equal share from the proceed of this transaction .I love you so much and want to thank you for the happiness, luck and everything you have done for me. I pray that I will have the chance to repay you. Please do not forget to send me your NAME and address in your return email . I pray that this weekend bring us more good luck and favors.
I love you!
Thank you for your email; I must confess that I really appreciate your understanding, your wonderful questions as regards the business proposal and your prayers. Yes! I have been in this business for a long time I'm very good at what I do. Darling, what I requested from you is your full name and address to present as my representative partner in this business. I have studied the proposal very well and realized that it is going to be beneficial to us. I see this as an opportunity to retire being financial stable so as to open my own business which will give me time to enjoy the rest of my life with you.
Let me throw more light into what I am asking of you so that you understand it better. This business involves some company investors that require my fund management expertise and license for them to handle investment trade. All they want is to use the money to acquire shares from my company after the transaction. Under this arrangement, the money they will get from this transaction will be paid directly to my company for share acquisitions making it tax free under the UAE financial law.
I want to reassure you of risk free in the transaction. I know you are afraid of putting your name or signature on any document without reviewing it but this one does not require your signature. I'm the one signing all the necessary document and handling both the financial end of the transaction as an expert and your fund manager. You are there as an investor representing me because my company is not aware that I'm directly involved in the transaction. The proceed that I will get from the transaction will get to me through you.
This transaction does not have any direct tax implication to the fund beneficiary or the transfer recipient under the IMF financial law. It will not involve Your personal bank account information, social security number or any other information. It does not require your passport or photograph. It does not require anything that will commit you or anything serious just a name to represent me. This is all and why I need your address and nothing else.
When I was signing a partnership agreement with my company, i used my daughter and my aunt name. If there name comes up again, my company will know that I'm directly involved. I have studied the proposal very well and realized that it is going to be beneficial to me. I see this as an opportunity to retire being financial stable so as to open my own business which will give me time to enjoy the rest of my life with you.
Darling! One thing I know for sure at this point is that I will be doing this business with these men. I have a strong faith that nothing will happen to us. I was already convinced when I had the discussion with them but the moment I submitted it to the attorney and gave him the oral briefing, he looked at the SPA and the names on the SPA and told me that with these men that he is seeing their names on this SPA, I am on the right track. He then said another thing that I mentioned to you in my email, he said “this people cannot afford to do anything illegal in UEA”. I have come to see this as the best way that I can retire. I am not the type that will just want to retire and just stay without working neither will I want to work with the full strength that I am presently doing now. I want to be my own boss
If I should retire as consultant fund manager with my company, I will like to start my own private consulting firm and will need my own clients. The good thing is that they are not yet investors with my company except one person but not under the new partnership. If I should start my own firm, I will not be breaking my contract with my company nor will I be taking their client if I decided to terminate my job with them as this will be my own clients and partners. I also hope to one day do business with the company that gave me the exposure I have now, the training, the growth from fund manager, to senior fund manager and presently to Consultant Fund manager. I have gone a long way with them so I am trying not to do anything against my contract with them which I will not be doing by starting this partnership. I have also come to know that with this level of clients and other clients that I may know from them in the future, my company will want me to partner with their office and that will be the climax of it.
Before I met with this people, I have already made up my mind to resign from being a fund manager with my company which I told you so this is just a God given opportunity. The only reason why I will not choose to use my name now is because I am still under contract with the company as at this period that we are about to sign this partnership business. I promise you that I will never do anything that is illegal or that may inconvenience our relationship. All that I am doing is for our own good, something that will give me time for myself in the future.
I want you to know that you will be doing me great favor by understanding me in this so that together we can pull this through and help me to retire to less stressful life. You can imagine, at my age I am still flying from one country to another at the directives and instruction of my company. This was all the reason that made me to conclude that it is time to do my thing with this new opportunity presenting itself. This is the best assistance you can give me and believe me, it will cost you nothing and I will always appreciate it! and will always owe you my working freedom. I want to hear from you my love.
Love you always,