Hi my dear Lisa, i wrote this from my heart to you, as the plan i have for us both after we meet, i hope you like it.
There is so much I want to tell you, a lot has been running through my head lately, so you will have to bare with me through this.
I keep thinking about the future, about life, and what I want out of it. I keep thinking about us and what this relationship means to me. I keep thinking about these things and I realize they go hand in hand. This relationship is my future,it's what I want out of life. I want to grow old with you but i know we haven't known much about each other but i know love comes in anyway.
I want to experience this crazy love forever and ever, and I really think I'm going to get the way to your heart because you have gotten mine. I want us to sit beside the beach in our house and talk all day just right and best for us. A place we could call home. I want to see you walk around our house in a red t-shirt with your hair down and catch me staring at how gorgeous you are. I want you to pull the covers off me at night and then I have to get even closer, if it's possible, to you to keep you warm.
I want to see you laugh like crazy at me when I do stupid stuff. I want to rub lotion all over your body because you laid out in the sun too long. I want to hold you when you cry and smile with you when you smile.
I want to fall asleep every night with you in my arms. I want you to fall asleep on my chest listening to the beat of my heart and know it beats for you I want you to be the first thing I see when I wake up and the last thing I see when I go to sleep. I want to see your bad morning hair; I think it will be so cute. I want to sit on the beach with you and watch the sun set, and I want all the people who pass us to envy the love that we obviously have for each other so let the love start.I want us to go camping and fishing at our leisure.
I want to see you walk down that isle and I want to take your hand for the rest of my life. I want to spend all night, and maybe the next day, making love to you with an undying passion (sorry to be so blunt). I want to be 70 years old and still make out with you like a little schoolboy.
I want to cook a meal with you and us totally ruin it and end up doing take out. I want to sit there talking to you for hours about nothing at all but in the same time everything or maybe we won't talk at all and just grin at each other realizing how lucky we are. I want you to get mad at me for doing something stupid, and I want you to burst out laughing when you try to yell at me. I want to lay with you in front of a fireplace and keep the heat going long after the fire goes out. I want to take trips with you to places we've never been and experience them together, places like Paris and Brazil.
I want us to go skinny-dipping in a hotel pool and get caught and streak back to our hotel room waking everyone up because we're laughing so hard. I want us to go and pick out the hot tub we want with the biggest grins on our faces the whole time. I want the sales rep to get embarrassed when we sit in them and make sure we have enough room to do the things we want to do. . I want our friends to come over and get totally jealous because they don't share a love like we do.
I want to be walking into a store with you and trip and fall on my face and turn around to see you rolling on the ground laughing at me. I want us to run outside in the rain and act like total kids getting completely soaked, and when we come back in stripping down to nothing as we stumble into the bedroom, or the kitchen counter, or the balcony, or the dining room table, or an office desk, or the shower, which ever one we feel like at the time.
I want it to take your breath away every time I say, "I love you" because you know it's coming from the hear.I want us to sit down with a box of strawberries, a bottle of chocolate syrup, and a thing of mint chocolate ice cream; well, I'll let your imagination finish that one. I want to love you and be with you for at least forever if not a little longer.
I just want you to know that I had never found someone I wanted to spend the rest of my life with until I met you. I really am crazy about you, everything about you.Don't feel we haven't met face to face...we will work this out and the love will work.
Miss you baby,
How are you doing my Queen, I had a very long day, rounded up my with my meeting, I also had a meeting with the Turkish board of interior committee which I was invited to.
I have missed you so much,you put a smile on my face and make my heart race with joy. At the just concluded conference, I talked about my innovation in geological Construction Efficiency I called it (G.C.E Alpha) because it is the first of its kind, It saves cost for labor, Time and also increase the drilling accuracy which means less damaged material, less error for drilling and refining of the crude, Just by running a software on my Mac book coupled with other equipments. I will be running statistically and demonstrate a 3D review on how the software works.
It has 3-D blueprint stimulation and it went as far as 3-D stimulation on how it scans the ground density to help you pin point the exact place to drill and a 3-D blue print for every floors and room any space in the structure, you can also design your intro decor using a registered application registered with google, wikipedia, yandex etc, to collect samples and remodel it to your clients taste.
A project planning and management that would take months or years to develop, my method and innovation cuts the time by 53.78% to 84% depending on the amount of information (data) that you upload to the software. enough about work, it is boring.
The conference turned out to be awesome, a lot of new faces, new companies where present, and my 3-D stimulation gave me a standing ovation,
Honey i hope you'll understand what i am about to tell you and be patient with me/ The contract needs to be executed with immediate effect starting from tomorrow 25th January till 9th February and its in Istanbul, Turkey, thats one of the harsh conditions, the contract is valid for 15days only, and on the 16th day i will be back home to be with you with no distractions, believe me it was a surprise but i had no choice than to accept that terms because this job is worth $9.2million. So i signed the papers and agreement, I have to be in Turkey by tomorrow to meet the company heads, and begin work immediately. I will have to fly from here directly to Turkey to save time and to enable me not to miss the meeting tomorrow. This is stressful for me but it is worth it, but you are worth more and i want you to understand and be patient with me my love. While i am away, we will text and talk on the phone each and every day till i get back on the 10th and maybe you can come pick me up from the airport. Right now i am at The Turkish embassy here in New York, waiting for my visa and will purchase my ticket at the airport, I am glad i only need my Laptops and software and my hard drive for this job. As for cloths, i will do a little shopping when i get to Turkey. i will send you a copy of my return ticket so that you can come pick me up from the airport when i'm coming home, if you'll be chanced. Coming home on 10th means retirement , means being with you forever, means more money in the bank for us, but i am sad that i won’t be seeing you this friday, they have made this contract condition tight and hard for me because they are looking for a slight opportunity to take it away from me, but i won’t fall for it.
During most time of the conference I was distracted, the thought of you got me day dreaming and I had this smile on my face sitting and facing every other person at the conference. I usually do not smile that much unless I am the one talking, I pay attention to other respected Geologist, Engineers Contractors and Innovators share their ideas. but actually I was thinking about you most of the time.
So he (the presenter ) asked do I sound funny? Looking directly to my face, because I was day dreaming with smiles on my face, and I had a thought about what the both of us can do together when we meet each other, that made me giggle a little bit so the man (presenter ) standing next to me with a funny accent asked if he is funny, guess what I said? I will tell you haha.
I said yes you do sound funny but that is not the reason of my smile, it is something ways better than this conference, I over did it right?
some people heard what I said. So they asked if I can share my thoughts with them that they are curious to know the reason why I am giggling, that he felt I was giggling at him while he was presenting at the conference. I simply said because I think I met, not just a woman but a lady and the mare thought of her always make me smile.
The truth is that I realize how good it felt saying it. this is me telling you that I want this feeling, I want us, I really want us to work and if that happens hmm, I will hold your hand, hold you close, hug you tightly, kiss you on the lips and let you rest your head on my chest so that you can hear my heart beat… just for you.
I Love you honey and i hope this does not make you sad, i will be your forever.
Always in my thoughts