Hello lovely Yvonne,
Thanks for your lovely email... I must say you sound very nice with your words and I can see the openness and willingness inside you which really draws me closer and makes me want to get to know you better , and hopefully work on together for the best to come out of it .
For now I think I will tell you the few things I have to tell about myself if you care and also have the time to listen, but I just hope I don’t bore you out with my long email, starting with my full name is Crawford Walters I was born in California city CA (USA), By a Canadian Dad who was from Mississauga Ontario and my mom who is a half Spanish and Canada, but she was born in London. I lost my dad when I was 14 years old I have been through worst situation than more than you can ever imagine, but like I have learn what does not kill a man only makes him stronger, l have never give up in life instead I put more effort to move forward to the best positions, After the death of my dad I and my mom had to Move to Spain for a while where I stayed till I was about 25 so basically I grew up partly in Spain but before my dad died I and my mom always come down to Spain most of the time where we spent months , before I lost my mom about 9 years ago but before then I have always come to Spain and back to USA & Canada, I got used to Spain because I always come down for my business, but I don't get to stay there for long ,so most of the time I am always in Spain, back to USA, or sometimes in CANADA, I met my Ex wife in London but we got married few months after we met and we knew we were going to spend the rest of our life’s together , not until she break my heart when i found that she's using DRUG, then i had to divorce her , and that was the beginning of so much loneliness and pains in my life which I couldn't leave to overcome until now . it hasn't been easy to always go in and out of the states to Canada and also to Europe I always engage myself in so much working activities just to keep me busy, but right now I have come to understand life a lot more better and I have decided to settle down and make things work again, I am completely ready to move forward in my life and I believe happiness is just around the Corner I need someone to share my love, my life and every other thing in my life with, I don’t mind where ever she might be or where she is from all I look forward to is if she is ready to share the love I have to share and also if she is ready to move forward to the future, then I think we can arrange on relocating either me or her depending on which ever way is best for her I am very ready so I had to cut down the stress I have put myself in because I want this loneliness out of my life,.. ever since I divorce my wife I couldn't work for a while and just had to take my time before I started working again, and when I started working I just had only my work to concentrate on and nothing else because I never had the time to look for anyone to call my own. But I believe now is the time.
Well it was hard for me to bare all those pains , I lost so much concentration and also lost a lot of things, after the divorce, I also lost so much in my life, and I had some friends who ran away with the funds we worked for , it was a very huge amount of sum about 7 million pounds which about 80 % of it was mine , I heard they are now in somewhere Australia, but I know I will get them some day, because of all this I have not been able to work for a while , but now I just have to embark on this last trip because I am already bouncing back on my feet which makes me feel great at the moment things have really changed for good ever since I took time and draw closer to the lord as the day goes by he makes life more fun loving and happy for me to live in . I had to sell one of my houses I had in Canada leaving the one in Tennessee but when I return I will sell the place I have in Tennessee so I could look to relocating to somewhere else, where I can be with that special woman I will love and care about for the rest of my life , ... Am a contractor i engage in road construction, highway maintenance, buildings and bridges construction. Right now I am capable of coming anywhere regardless where the woman I love and care about will be, all I just need is to know if she is ready to be with me that's the most important thing, that will never stop my work or stop me from making more funds for myself and for the woman I love. lol , so I had to join the dating site, so I could see if I can find a special lady who might make me decide on how to map out my plans, because right now I really don't know what to expect or where I can find happiness and that depends on how soon I find that special woman, I am looking for a better reason to come so it’s only the attention of a lady that will make me decide on where to go, depending on where she lives or where she wants to live.
Now I am thinking and looking forward to a new family in my life and I had also decided buying a house anywhere I shall be meeting my dream woman and where ever she wishes to stay and live will be fine by me all I want is her to love me with her whole heart body and soul and I will equally do the same.... it’s been a very long time since I had a good feeling of a woman by my side, I don’t mind relocating for the right woman in my life I like trying almost anything new and I am very adventurous so I am always willing to take chances to make things better even if anyone advises me I am taking a wrong step I will always make sure I give it a try because you will never know what’s on the other end if you don't give it a try,... because its risky not to risk taking chances of being happy,. If you take the chance and you succeed you will be happy and if it wasn't meant to be then you might also look to trying again, my mom always told me never to be afraid to fall down if I want to fly, because if I am afraid to fall down I might never fly, but if I am not afraid before I know it I will definitely fly beyond my imagination so I am always willing to take all the chances as long as I am alive,
You must know I don’t see distance as an obstacle in any way if I am out to go for that special lady who i intend to spend the rest of my life with what really matters is how ready you really are to be with that one person you will cherish so much in your life and how ready you know you want to spend the rest of your life loving that person till the end of time distance is just a mare space between two people at a particular moment in time and it can always be completely broken at any time when those two people have strong feelings for one another and knowing they want to stay together and love one another for the rest of their life’s knowing that in their love alone can break the distance .... As for me I work for myself which means I am self employed so relocating for the very right lady does not affect my work in any way.
I am very much single now after being alone for a long time with one child as well. I thought so much about it and I decided to move on with my life. I believe hard times does not last forever they only come once just to get you prepared for the better days ahead of you, they are just challenges and mere obstacle to stop you from moving forward but they are definitely going to go away sooner or later , I am a one woman’s man I am very much one ladies man I believe in always remaining faithful to my partner no matter what , I have never do anything to hurt any ones feeling or make anyone bad deliberately for any reason I will never do unto anyone what I would never want anyone to do to me just like my mom always tell me , I should never hurt anyone’s feelings since I don’t want to get hurt by anyone ,.. If you hurt someone, you will definitely get a worst return sooner in the future. So the best way is just to remain honest, plain and easy going so you don't move to the wrong track. I guess I will have to stop for now and I will be looking forward to read from you soon. Make sure you take good care of yourself and you shall remain in my thoughts.
Hello my queen, i hope you doing just great today, i just for online when i saw your message and then i closed my eyes and pictured you sitting here right with me , well baby there is so much I want to tell you, a lot has been running through my head lately. I'm having trouble putting my thoughts into words so you will have to bare with me through this.
I keep thinking about the future, about life, and what I want out of it. I keep thinking about us and what this relationship means to me. I keep thinking about these things and I realize they go hand in hand. This relationship is my future; it's what I want out of life. I want to grow old with you. I want to experience this crazy love forever if only you do to, and I really think I'm going to get to. I want us to walk through new houses picking the one that would be just right for us. I want to see you walk around our house in a big t-shirt with your hair down and catch me staring at how gorgeous you are. I want you to pull the covers off me at night and then I have to get even closer, if it's possible, to you to keep warm. I want to see you laugh like crazy at me when I do stupid stuff. I want to rub lotion all over your body because you laid out in the sun too long. i want to be a good father to your present kids or any future adoption if we decide, all of us laughing our heads off and having fun. I want to hold you when you cry and smile with you when you smile. I want to fall asleep every night with you in my arms. I want you to fall asleep on my chest listening to the beat of my heart and know it beats for you I want you to be the first thing I see when I wake up and the last thing I see when I go to sleep. I want to see your bad morning hair; I think it will be so cute. I want to sit on the beach with you and watch the sun set, and I want all the people who pass us to envy the love that we obviously have for each other.
I want to see you walk down that isle and I want to take your hand for the rest of my life. I want to spend all night, and maybe the next day, making love to you with an undying passion (sorry to be so blunt). I want to be 60 or more years old and still make out with you like a little schoolboy. I want to cook a meal with you and us totally ruin it and end up doing take out. I want to sit there talking to you for hours about nothing at all but in the same time everything or maybe we won't talk at all and just grin at each other realizing how lucky we are. I want you to get mad at me for doing something stupid, and I want you to bust out laughing when you try to yell at me. I want to lay with you in front of a fireplace and keep the heat going long after the fire goes out. I want to take trips with you to places we've never been and experience them together. I want us to go skinny-dipping in a hotel pool and get caught and streak back to our hotel room waking everyone up because we're laughing so hard.
I want us to go and pick out the hot tub we want with the biggest grins on our faces the whole time. I want the sales rep to get embarrassed when we sit in them and make sure we have enough room to do the things we want to do. I want our friends to come over and get totally jealous because they don't share a love like we do. I want to be walking into a store with you and trip and fall on my face and turn around to see you rolling on the ground laughing at me. I want us to run outside in the rain and act like total kids getting completely soaked, and when we come back in stripping down to nothing as we stumble into the bedroom, or the kitchen counter, or the balcony, or the dining room table, or an office desk, or the shower, which ever one we feel like at the time.
I want it to take your breath away every time I say, "I love you" because you know it's coming from the heart. I want us to sit down with a box of strawberries, a bottle of chocolate syrup, and a thing of mint chocolate ice cream; well, I'll let your imagination finish that one. I want to love you and be with you for at least forever if not a little longer. I couldn't really express in words what I'm feeling right now so I decided to share with you SOME of the images and thoughts that have been running through my head.
I just want you to know that I had never found someone I wanted to spend the rest of my life with until I met you. I really am crazy about you, everything about you.