Good Afternoon Beautiful One, I am so glad to get your prompt response to my email. I must say that you impressed me so much with all I know so far about you and it would be my pleasure to get more acquainted. I would love to learn more about you and I know there's a lot you would love to learn about me. I live in Cambridge, Massachusetts but I am currently here in San Jose within Santa Clare, California spending time with my daughter and Mom. I will be back in a week time because I am hoping to get awarded a Contract soon. I believe being analytic in my email would let you know some things about me and possibly meeting in person soon. I think one must be very cautious these days before choosing a life partner in order not to rush out. It is just like a Computer term (GIGO) Meaning (Garbage in Garbage out) lol! It is very compulsory one takes a good time to study each other and learning about each other to discover some compatibilities. Meanwhile what I look for in a woman is what she has inside. You can be the most beautiful, the richest or the healthiest in the world but a bad heart can make you ugly and get you disqualified. My woman must like the outdoors and share some of the things I like, and bring something different into mine. I want to share what she likes and do what she likes to do. I am a simple and easy going man but what turns me off most is UNFAITHFULNESS AND DISHONESTY. I'm REAL in knowing what it is I want out of life. Games, that's something that people who are not sure of what they want to do. Games is a part of my life that I do not touch unless we're talking about Checkers, Monopoly or Shoots and Lander lol. I believe no one is perfect, but we all have to live life the way we see it and with God leads and assistance ones dream and mission would get accomplished someday. If you have any chance to correct something about you, what would that be ? I hope to read back from you. Yours Sincerely, Ernie Wilson.

Good Afternoon Beautiful One, It's nice hearing from you. How are you today ? Thanks so much for writting me everyday. I am happy I found you. I am so sorry about the loss of your dad at your young age and I understand and agree to all you said in your letter. I really appreciate you. You are truly the kind of woman I want to spend the rest of my life with. All I want is a great life of love in heart. I am one who strongly believes in respect and that without respect, you can experience true love and generate a healthy relationship when it is first a friendship and then a larger, later as it evolves into a beautiful loving committed relationship. I believe it’s not just what you are like on the outside, but more about what you are like on the inside. That special someone is a woman with integrity, is spiritually compatible with me, having similar beliefs new Age and is responsible, intelligent, has a sense of humor, positive, is clean and neat in habit and appearance, romantic, passionate about living and loving. I would prefer that someone to show interest and be supportive of my spiritual work. I like an adventurous person who likes travel, nature and enjoys being home. she is a woman who is at peace with herself. I am hoping to connect with people of like minds to form friendship first and then leave the rest to the Universe. characteristics of whom i seek.The most important characteristics to me are compatibility and friendship. I'd like to find someone who's open,honest and easy going. A sense of humor is a big plus. I deadly we'd have some shared interests and goals, as well as some similarities in opinion about what's important in life. If you love to laugh, travel and appreciate the warmth of a furry coat and a wet nose, let's talk things that i would love to do with my woman. Get caught with my woman in the rain. Dance with her in the rain. Stargaze on a clear night. Watch the sunset together. Spend all day with her doing nothing. Moon lite walks on the beach. Be more proud of her than i already am at this very moment. Go on a carriage ride through the park. do a crossword together. Go to brunch. Have a disagreement (it could/will only make us stronger Go for a twilight horseback ride.Spend the rest of my life with you. Have our picture taken together. Eat ice cream with her. Make love to you passionately. Go to a museum together. Talk to each other using only body language. Give you space when you need it, but not space to hurt each other. Accept you totally and completely for the rest of my life- flaws and all (I already do) discuss current events in a heated debate.Have you see the error of your ways from aforementioned heated debate and make mad, torrid love to her ,in the midst of all that passion. Carve our names into a tree/table. Go for a walk at dusk together. Be one with you. Send you a singing telegram. Spend all night thinking of 101 sweet things to do for her. Hold her and gaze into her eyes and realize how much I love her and tell her. Gently run my hand across the middle of her chest and look into her eyes. Blindfold her and take her somewhere romantic.Spend my life making her happy. Spend my life making our family happy. Feel his heartbeat. See our unborn child/children in her eyes. Go roller/ice skating together. Give her a back rub just because we love each other. Love being honest with each other. Have our first fight, make up and feel a stronger bond because we very successfully weathered the storm together. Marry her. Laugh at someone together. Share a plate of spaghetti. Give her a stuffed animal just because. Go on a fun family vacation and bring back the kind of memories movies are made of. Treat her like my Lancelot. Go on a road trip across the world. Count thunder together during a thunderstorm. Envelop you in my soul. Cook his favorite meal meals. Know her better than she knows herself. Go to a Renaissance Fair.Plant a tree in our yard together. Look over at her during an office/military/family party and have her know without me saying a word - that I love you. Be able to say"I love you" in 89 different ways - in 89 different countries. lol. Hold her when she is at her saddest and comfort her when she need it the most. Be the one i come to for that comfort and holding. Wipe away the days' stresses and issues with just one hugs and kisses. Have a wonderful day. Kisses and hugs for you in billions. Yours Sincerely , Ernie Wilson.

Good Evening Susan, It's so cool and calm hearing from you. I hope you are having a very nice and a great delighted moment going on with you. I really enjoy reading from you when I get your mail and i do understand everything you said in it perfectly. Thanks so much for the sweet letter with the card. You are so sweet Susan. I agree to all you said in your letter. No I haven't read The Alchemist" by Paulo Coehlo. I will check for it at the bookshop. I know we have both gone through huntress in our past. I am not too old but I have experienced the joy of love and pain of hurt in my first marriage before I got married to my late wife who died, I had to walk away to save myself from walking into more than i could handle. I am a very simple and understanding, idealist man with a good heart and a down earthed man.

I really believe in loving just one woman as soon as she is the right one for me. I write you because you did. You touched me with your words and made me feel the true kind of lady you are. I feel so cool and calm whenever i see the way you put your words in your mail. how we will have a good time together, but did not know where to start from,I know we have distance between us but i know we will make it through with time as soon as we get to know each other and have a chemistry between us.I have never seen you,but i know that you are perfect for me.We are perfect for each other,in every way.I am torn by the fact that i do not know if i will ever see you,or if you are someone i will find later on in my life. cause i don't want to be hunted again thinking about my late wife and me been alone. A commitment in a relationship to me simply means a promise made between two people to be together forever and be devoted to loving each other be loyal to each other a commitment to love no other person, being totally devoted to each other,a promise to be loyal and truthful to each other in the relationship, A commitment a devotion a dedication to something strong that becomes a part of someones life,a part of someones soul,body and mind.A commitment of a heart to stay true to a heart, a bond of togetherness. I looking at what i have written so far someone would think that a commitment is something easy to do but the truth is that commitment is far more stronger that anything except the power of love because i would say that commitment and love are equals when it comes to the true human feelings. i would say a commitment would be the end chemistry of Love. A commitment is like embarking on a quest of a journey to the deep corners of the earth searching for something you believe in so much that no obstacle can stop you from doing so. A commitment when you fully in love to someone you Love and with no mind of doubts fully with trust and open minded, understating, considerate, caring to each other to always be with the one you love forever through hard and tough times,in sickness and in health ,for better for worse. A commitment to be a good respectful man to his wife. A commitment to raise the family and take care of everyone that comes from me as a man, because with every strong and happy family is the help of the support of the husband and wife,it would be part of their daily lives supporting each other as a couple. Two souls joined in heaven above, two hearts bound by love, I see the stars in your eyes dear, my fire in the dark of night, my strength and guiding light. A deep love we hold never to die never again to be alone. closing my eyes I hear what you say the oneness we became through all the hurt and pain never changing your loving ways together never to part.of love a gift from God above, deep inside our hearts forever as one. Now the question now is are you ready for this commitment ? For my heart has opened up to you so fast honestly and I will never hide my feelings for you because I am new to this and at first i never believe this could ever make me feel this way or work for me but i can realize it now and I will just thank God for connecting me to a good woman with most of the qualities i want in my partner as a love mate waiting for you to understand and get to know me more better as a man.

What is LOVE ? You ask It's a feeling in both mind and body a passion. A chemistry one might say longing to be near, close, Long talks about nothing, laughter and sharing eyes filled with devotion, Not wanting to imagine life without the other, doing nothing together and having the best time. well I think you know the answer already listen to your heart with open ears you will hear the answer. It is very clear because mine can't stop thinking about you here. I hope this find you well where you are. I will be waiting to read back from you. Yours Truly, Ernie Wilson.

Good Morning My Beautiful One,

How are you doing ? I am so happy to read from you. I have been waiting. Thanks so much for the beautiful card. I am happy Christmas is going well there for you. I wish we could spend it together but I understand we can't for now. Smile. If we were together I will have you as my Christmas present. I want such a beautiful good heart woman like you as my Christmas gift. I hope you perceive all the happiness I transmit to you when I write this letter when you read it, and I hope it makes you happy and smile. Words would not be enough to describe feelings between two people until they meet. My most wonderful experience is when my partner kiss and hold me because I feel so love and taken care of. All relationships have some adjustment periods, but being hurt shouldn’t be part of being in love. Loving relationships have good qualities, such as support from your partner, a willingness to communicate, a desire to compromise, and open an honest communication. When you do not have these fundamental qualities in a relationship, that relationship isn’t likely to grow, and become something that you desire. Besides love i have notice communication is very much apart of it but also acceptance of each others faults and looking beyond them with much love. I describe my interest that i have truly hope my partner to share with me. They say life is a simple pleasure, and I love to share that simple pleasure with my partner. Open and honest communication is one of the more desirable qualities you want to have in a relationship. Watch to see that your partner is not secretive, nor are they willing to tell lies to avoid certain subjects. For example, if a partner can lie about big things, he can lie about small things. While you may not like everything your partner may say, freedom to be honest should be there in your relationship. Likewise, you need to be open and honest with your partner a relationship based upon false truths is not likely to be successful, because both partners do not have the correct frame of reference in the relationship. There are many qualities that make relationships good support, compromise, and open and honest communication is just a few of these qualities that you may desire in a relationship. Engage only in relationships where both partners can openly discuss their wants and needs, this can take practice. Remember loving relationships grow and only become better, eliminate those who do not meet your needs when they continually fail to support you, will not compromise, and will not be honest. These three qualities alone will help you nurture and develop a deeper relationship with your partner. I am always so happy when i hear from you. Good communication is the best step taking in other to keep a relationship strong. Love means making the other happy, even from a distance. To truly love something, If it survives, It is going to be stronger than ever Distance is pure proof of this. It's not the distance that counts, It's the LOVE. Love knows no Boundaries, No distance, No fear. What captures is the God's love that will eternally melt hearts together to stay, fused and sealed forever as one. Love has its way and new life has begun. Contrary to what the cynics say, distance is not for the fearful, It is for the bold. It's for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for a little time with the one they love. It's for those knowing a good thing when they see it, even if they don't see it nearly enough If someone truly loves you, it is not a problem. It's just the power of making love grow each day. Money or material things its nice to have but its not important, with money we cannot buy health, love and happiness. I am happy whatever I have. I want this to work out between us and I am giving my heart to you. I know you can give me what I want, which is LOVE. I have to go now and I will be waiting to read back from you. Kisses and hugs, Yours Truly, Ernie Wilson.

Good Morning My Beautiful Susan, Thanks so much for the wonderful letters with nice cards. I really like them and I am so sorry I am just getting back to you. we had a lot to do here. I wish we were together to celebrate but i hope it will happen to us one day. How are you doing my whiteRose . LOL ! You must wonder why I call you that , Can't get the picture of you off my mind. I felt like giving a hug, lol. Just as you came into my life. You make everything about me SPECIAL AND BEAUTIFUL. I love White Rose, They are so SPECIAL. The only one i have met, with a heart so bright. Just seems like yesterday, you came around my way, you changed my whole scene right away, with your outstanding personality. The only reason this was possible is because you must have portrayed yourself well and you have been Yourself. That is good, because if i ever fall in love with you for beauty, I wouldn't walk more than miles to see more beauty, If i love you for wealth, I wouldn't walk more miles to see more, If i love you for smiles, I would see more in TV, lol But the only thing i can fall in love with is you, that can't be gotten by anyone else because its being YOU! that is absolutely what no one can ever be. Like i said, it takes a lifetime to try knowing the reason why you feel the way you do with some people. the answers are never there, trust me, the day relationships starts falling is the day people can figure out the exact reason they have loved each other. Life is boring if perfect. Life is worse when there is nothing to change about anything.

The balance in life is based on the facts that, there must be thieves and criminals for the police to remain employed. The medical practitioners would run out of business if we are all hale and hearty. The legal practitioners would die of boredom if there aren't offenders. If everyone are vegetarians, Oh my! guess how many people would not earn a living. Christians bring out the best in Christianity because of the presence of Islam. White gained from black, blacks earn from white. If everyone is rich, wealth would be meaningless. who would do the laundry ? who would drive the car ? who would guard who ? Who would keep whose money ? lol. The essence for this short word is that, if you can read the meaning in this. you are my woman for sure. The moral of the speech is that We were all created for each other. There is much fun in helping. We can all be better if we accept the fact that we can't live without each other. The world would be a better place if we can start accepting things we cant change. Because the only constant thing in life is change! Sitting here thinking about you, brings out a part of me that loves everything, LOL.

I have a proposal for you this wonderful day. Because i know you at least care about me, after all you wake up to check on my mail and know if i am still alive, lol. that is something, so i want your help today. There is this woman whom i just met, and i could be scared about how she has gotten my attention, but i would be stupid to submit to fears. I noticed that she already has a place that can not be replaced in my heart. Who could ever think of hurting such a woman who only wants happiness? I want you to help me find her and tell her, i am not known for fears. I know a journey of a thousand years start with a single step. A man who wants to fly must at least learn to stand on his feet! tell her if she is willing, i would love to take her hands. I am a man who gives nothing or everything. Once i have her hand, i can promise her forever. Tell her i know this is not going to be a kid walk, tell her i know there are times we would argue in future. but tell her i would teach her to know that even while we argue we would still be holding hands. because there are two sides to a coin. Tell her life is short, but we can make paradise out of it. Tell her her worries have become mine, because i do not really know how she has done it. tell her that coming across her was by chance, communicating with her was by choice, but then falling for her is beyond my control.You know where to find her my dear, just go to your dressing mirror and you would find her staring back at you, Smile . PLEASE look into her eyes and speak this to her for me. Thank you for giving love a chance between us. I want you in my life FOREVER. I should know about my Contract after New Year, I will keep you updated and please don't stop praying for me dear.

Kisses and hugs for you Sweetheart.

Yours Truly & Forever Handsome Fisherman,

Ernie Wilson.

PS: I think we should be able to Chat on Phone and with VIBER. Do you have it on your phone. It is easy to use just like Whatsup. I don't have whatsup. Download Viber and add me on Ernie Wilson +1(408) 758-5219. That is my cell phone number. we can chat, send pictures and talk on phone with it with no cost. Only need internet on the phone. Simple and easy. I can't wait to chat with you. If we can today let me know. Have a wonderful weekend.

Missing you.

Thank You.

Good Evening My Love, How are you doing today ? I love it when i get your letter. Thanks for all the wonderful letter with the poem cards. I really love them Susan. I feel so safe, comfortable and good with this relationship i am having with you. You make me feel brand new like a new born baby with the happiness and joy your brought into my life accepting me. I understand everything you said in your letter. I love the way everything is going for us. I feel blessed having you in my life and I have promise never to stop doing my best to make this work out for us. I will always be the man to make you feel strong and complete like a real woman. I will always stand by you my baby. I promise you Okay. I want this feelings of love i have for you to grow more and more in me. I want to see what the future will hold for us. You are so beautiful to me in and out of you. I can't wait for the GOLDEN DAY to come to us meeting each other in person real soon. The day we will meet and feel so happy and special. I will be so HAPPY to meet you sweetheart. You light up my world and you make me feel so special. You will always make you feel special with me. I will cherish and adore you, give you all the best in me as your man. Sweetheart I want you to know i believe that only once in your life you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you have never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that never came true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments that life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting and laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. They never hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. There will be trepidation of the heart though, like fluttering of a bird which would like to break free from its cage and show to the entire world how beautiful and unique that love is. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song, look, wink or walk, become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid, it's like being young again because you want them to know everything since you were a kid. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter and singing seem to be a part of daily life where before they were infrequent or did not exist at all. A phone call or text during the day helps you to get through a long day's work and always bring a smile to your face. In their presence, there is no need for continuous conversation, just being together speaks everything and you are quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you and who stole your heart. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind lake clear blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. No matter how many people surround that person in a crowd, you will have eyes only for their smiley face and mischievous and shiny beautiful eyes. You open your soul and heart knowing that there is a chance it may be broken one day. In opening your heart you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure which is so real that it scares you. You find strength in knowing that you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting, enjoyable and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life. I just want you to know i am very serious about you and i promise to give to you all my heart, soul and everything when it comes to Loving YOU. Kisses and Hugs for you. Your Truly Man, Ernie Wilson. PS: I think we should be able to Chat with VIBER. Do you have the Viber App on your phone. It is easy to use just like Whatsup. I don't have whatsup. Download Viber and add me on Ernie Wilson +1 (408) 758-5219. That is my cell phone number. We can chat, send pictures and talk on phone with it with no cost. Only need internet on the phone. Simple and easy. I can't wait to chat with you. Please get back to me. Thank You.

Good Evening My Love, Happy New Year Sweetheart. How is everyone doing over there ? How are you baby and how is your dog doing ? I hope all is well. I miss you all night and I have been missing you. I won't stop thinking about you. I wish we could always sleep and wake together EVERYDAY now that we are so connected to each other. I love you so much my darling. You are such a sweet woman and I can't wait to meet you in person. I am so sorry for the late reply to you, So many things came up. Guess what honey, I have a GOOD NEWS for us. They finally awarded the Contract i have been praying for to me, and now my attention is needed urgently with the Public Company. I will be traveling out of the country early tomorrow morning to China, Beijing. I am not just prepared. The good news came in late yesterday. Thanks so much for your prayers over me. I really appreciate you. You are a blessing and such a darling. I pray all your prayers are answered too. You impressed me so much with everything I know so far about you. I will never stopped thinking about us and how our future will be so beautiful and great when we meet each other to have a good life together as ONE. I am now getting fond of reading from you and getting myself familiarized with you. I can't still believe this happening to me. I love this feelings and how this relationship is going for us. I believe we will make it a dream come true. I want you to know the thing i find as the best about me is that, I am the type of person who is capable of facing any challenges that comes in my relationship. I believe in supporting my partner in every ways, Giving her all the best in me as a man to make her feel complete in her as a real woman. It’s my long cherished dream to meet a woman in which both of us will love each other naturally and unconditionally. I need a woman who will always make me laugh because i love to laugh. I am very funny when I am happy. I hope i will meet that person in you baby. I have not had any serious relationship since i lost my wife. I felt i needed sometime for myself, and i wasn't ready for any relationship then, Until now that i am willing to give it a try. I feel in complete as a man and I want someone who can be my companion to spend the rest of my life with as a life partner. I will always stand by my partner and I believe she should be able to stand by me, advice me and bring out the best in me as i will also do the same for her. I believe we should be supportive to each other because that is how a greater family can be built. I give all the best in me to my family, my good friends to make them feel so good, happy and comfortable. I believe in myself and I don't joke about my life personalities. Are you ready to make a man happy with you in life and how do you see having a man with you ? LOL, living a happy life with him as life partners. I will have to stop here for now. Looking forward to read back from you baby. I have to start getting things packed and prepared to leave for the Contract tomorrow. I love you so much my baby. I will write you again. Kisses and hugs for you in billions. Yours Truly, Ernie Wilson.

Good Afternoon My Sweetheart, It's morning over here. How are you doing today baby? I hope all is well with you. Thanks so much for your love and kindness. You are one of a kind baby. I love it when i read from you because it makes me feels so special having someone so beautiful and sweet missing and thinking about me. I miss you so much too baby. I am so sorry i haven't been able to talk to you. I have been so busy but you should know you have always been on my mind and I will never stop thinking about you because you mean a lot to me. we had a safe trip and we also got to the apartment prepared for us yesterday. I have my own room and Mr Gable also has his own room. I am about to go to work now because work starts today. we have to go to work by train here baby. Everything here is different and not like the States baby. I don't even like their foods. I wish you were here to cook a very sweet meal for me. I am glad everything is working out and going fine. I have so much to do today because I have to employ about 14 workers to work on the site. My assistant can speak their language here so I think i shouldn't have problem them. I miss you TERRIBLY BABY. I want you to know as soon as things goes well here within two weeks of working I can take a week leave off and fly over to the states to meet you while my assistant will be here to keep work going. I want you so much in my life babe and I really can't wait to feel your touch over me. I want to make good love with you my baby. You are always on my mind. I am with you in spirit, mind, heart and soul. I love you so much with all my heart and I can't do without you baby. I know you are my DREAM COME TRUE. I want us together so happy when we meet each other in person. I won't stop looking at all your pictures. I now have them all on my phone. I want you so bad my baby. The pictures help me a lot because I look at them always when I am missing you baby. I hope you can send me more recent pictures of you my baby. I can't wait to meet you in person and make REAL LOVE with you. You are so sweet, sexy and beautiful to me. I ADMIRE YOU A LOT SWEETHEART. I promise you baby I will never let you go when I see you. I promise always to do my best to email you in the morning before work. I will always text your phone too so you know how I am doing over here and I know how you are doing over there. YOU ARE NOW PART OF ME BABY. You are so special to me and I can't just do without you. I need you. I want you FOREVER in my life. I can use my cell phone number here because it has been registered. I have 2 Months to complete this project. It's a big deal so I will try all my best to give them the best of me. This is my first time in China baby. You don't have to worry about those Chinese dolls here, lol, They can't take me away from you okay. I promise always to be YOURS. You are my world and you mean everything to me now that I have you. I love you so much with all my heart and soul baby. I have to go now. I will email you again tomorrow morning. I will text you so we can chat this evening when I am back from work. I miss you so much my beautiful baby. Please take good care of yourself for me. I promise to do the same for you. Kisses and hugs for you in Billions. Always Yours & Forever Handsome Fisherman, Ernie Wilson.

Baby. I love you so much and I just want you to see it. I am happy and I want you to know I am doing this for us, me, you and our family, I love you so much with all my heart Susan. Thanks for coming into my life. Ernie.

Good Morning Baby, How are you doing today ? How is everything going over there ? I miss you so much baby. Yes I will like to play the game. The six hidden words in the picture is MIRROR. If I am RIGHT ? LOL. I want you to know you make me feel so good in me when you write me. I really appreciate you my darling. I know you are my dream come true. I love you so much with all my heart and soul and I will always do. I wish we could hold hands, cuddle and do a lot of things together making love. I won't stop thinking about you baby. If I was there I will hold you and have you all around me. I want you always by my side. I will make you feel so warm and good with me. You won't want to leave me because I will make you feel so happy. I will always cherish and adore you my darling. Sweetheart, I want you to let know what I think of love and having someone who loves and care so much about you. I want someone that isn’t afraid to admit she miss me. Someone that knows I am not perfect but treats me as if I am. Someone who couldn’t imagine losing me. Someone who gives her heart to me completely. Someone who says I love you and proves it to me. Last but not least, someone who wouldn’t mind waking up to me in the morning, seeing how rough my face is in the morning, but still falls in love with me all over again. I understand why people hold hands, I’d always thought it was about possessiveness, Saying ‘This is mine’. But it’s about maintaining contact. It is about speaking without words. It is about I want you with me and don’t go. I want someone who wont lead me on. won't replace me with someone else. won't give me a reason to doubt her. Just gets me. will fall in love with everything i am and acept who im not. One of the best feelings is knowing that you’re wanted. Knowing that someone wants to talk to you, wants to know how you’re doing, or wants to see you. It just feels really nice to know that you’ve been on someone’s mind and that the person care enough to let you know that. I deserve someone who loves me with every single beat of her heart. Someone who can help me reach my dreams, who can protect me from my fears. someone who will treat me with respect, love every part of me, especially my flaws. I want someone who can make you happy, really happy, dancing-on-air happy. I want all this with you darling and I want you to know I will do all this as well to my partner. I will give always the best in me. I believe you will give me all this because I know whom you are babe. You don't need to tell me, I can feel your love here and I want you to know I feel so blessed having you. I promise to give you all this as a man and always will I make you feel like a complete real woman which you are. You are my destiny. I love you so much with all my heart and soul babe and I will always do now and forever moon till the end of time. Kisses and hugs for you in Billions. Yours Truly, Ernie Wilson.

Good Morning Susan, How are you doing today and how is everything going over there ? I am so sorry I haven't been able to email you or chat with you. I have been so busy here too but I have you always on my mind. I miss talking to you, your sweet baby voice. Smile. I know you are a blessing since you came into my life. You change me and brought life into me again. I am glad I will be with someone good with a heart of gold. I am happy I found you and I promise to do all my best to make this relationship grow strong and work out for us. I want to be happy like I was before, I want to feel like a complete man with you. I will also make you feel like a real woman. I will share with you my heart, soul, spirit and love, everything I have I will share with you. I feel so good and happy in me everyday. I feel special when I think about you. You melt my heart. I want you to know I am already taking you as part of me. I want to be with a woman like you. I will always share all my feelings with you and never will I hide anything from you. I love everything I know so far about you and I am ready to hold your hand and have you forever as mine if you give me the chance. I will never let you regret giving love a chance between us. I will treat you like a queen and make you feel complete with me. I won't stop thinking about you Susan. I really like it when I look at your pictures. You are such a beautiful to me and sexy as a woman. i love you for who you are. I feel so happy in me when I think of you or your name come up on my head. LOL. That happens all the time now. Happy Happy Happy Happy. I like it. I know we will have great time together and everything will work out for us when we meet each other in person. That will be our GOLDEN DAY. I can't wait either for that day to come. I want to be able to look into your eyes, touch you, hold you and smile with you. I want to have you always by my side. I will guide and protect you and no one will come our way when we are together. Happy Happy Happy Shall We Always Be, that is our love MOTTO. You are my dream come true. Please write me whenever you feel like. I am missing you so bad too. You have my pure heart in your hands now baby. IT IS YOURS. Please keep it as i am keeping yours. I saw the link and I checked it maybe we will go there one day on a trip. we can spend our honeymoon there. Let me know when we can chat again. Always email me my baby. I am thinking about you. Missing you already. Kisses and hugs for you in Billions, Yours Truly, Ernie Wilson.

Good Morning Sweetheart, How are you doing today ? How is everything going over there ? I am really missing you over here sweetheart. I won't stop thinking about you. It's late here and I will be going to bed. I always wish I have you laying on me OVER TIME. I want you with me baby. You are my world and you mean everything to me. I know I will be coming over there to meet you soon since everything is going perfectly and fast with the project. I can't wait to meet you in person baby. I will probably be able to get a week leave off work to see you maybe in few weeks time from now. I just have to make sure everything is going perfectly with the project. I want to come home to spend good time with you and my family. I want my baby so bad. I want to rub all over you sweetheart. I have 16 workers working for me right now on the site and each employee's Bi-weekly wage is $3,500.00 USD. So in a Month my total payment to all my employees is about $112,000.00 USD. I have three months to complete this project. I have so much to put into this my baby. I am doing the best I can okay, trust me Ok. I want the best out of it because I have so much plans for me, you and our family. I want everyone happy when we settle down together as one happy family. I believe we will have a good life because this is all i have been working for all my life to give the best to my family and people around me. I believe in us baby and i know we will last forever when we are together. I promise to let you know how things goes here so you know when I will be coming over there to see you and see my family. My assistance will keep work going till I am back. I already told my assistant about this and he is happy we are finally going to see each other and make this work out. He is a very good friend from day one baby. I know he will handle things well here while I am over there with you so i have nothing to worry about. I can't stop missing and thinking about you. I love you so much with all my heart and soul. I had a dream we become one and we live a good life. I was so happy to have you as my partner. we never had any issue or problem in my dream. I was too happy and I wish it was for real baby. I keep asking myself am I right with all this I am doing ? I get the answer when your name pop up. I love this feelings I have for you and I am so happy I found a wonderful person like you. You came into my life and I won the contract. I wasn't able to win last year. You are a blessing for me and I will always make you happy. I promise never to make you regret letting me into your heart baby. I will always stand by you and never will I let you down. I PROMISE YOU MY WONDERFUL WOMAN. I want to grow old with you. I have missed a lot and believe me we will have great time when we are together. I hope you know I enjoy eating good meal. I am tired of everything have been eating here. I don't like their food at all especially the Chouu Mien. There is an American Restaurant around the corner of our street, but it is quit expensive although I would prefer it to any of their dishes here. I am really missing home and I know my daughter and everyone is missing me too. I can't wait for the Golden Day to come when we will all be together as one happy family. Our Love Motto will be, Happy Happy Happy Shall We Always Be. I love you so much SUSAN. You have captured my heart and you make me feel some type of way I never thought I would ever feel that way again. You make me feel happy and you also brought peace into my life just knowing I someone so special who love and care so much about me. I have to go to bed now and we will talk early morning. Kisses and hugs for you sweetheart. Love you always and forever till the end of time. Yours Forever Fisherman, Ernie Wilson.

Good Morning My Beautiful Baby, How are you doing over there ? I hope you are doing good ? I can't stop thinking about you. Thanks so much for the chat on phone yesterday. I love it when i hear your voice. Though i was a bit sad you didn't send me your address to have it. I will like to send something to you, but I never want you to know. Do you like wine or flowers ? I AM CRAZY ABOUT YOU BABY IF YOU DON'T KNOW. But I understand you about us meeting first. I want the best for us out of this with faith and believe. I want you to know my feelings for you is TRUE and REAL without not meeting yet. I know you feel the same way about me. I pray all goes well for us darling. I miss you. Just wanna let you know you are always on my mind. You are special to me baby. Check this baby. It's for you and I. I Love You SUSAN. "From This Moment On" (I do swear that I'll always be there.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow,
for better for worse, I will love you with
every beat of my heart.)
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on My Love, I heard this and realized how perfect it was. Have a wonderful day and God bless you !

Always & Forever Yours,
Ernie Wilson.

Good Evening Sweetheart??, How are you doing today ? How is everything going there ? How are your pet and did you write mom yet ? I am so sorry I haven't been able to write or talk to you on phone, so much came up baby, I came back home from work early yesterday because I wasn't feeling too strong and I had to rest well. I will be fine. I am getting ready for work again. I want the best out of this because I have so many plans this New Year. I want us to be able to settle down anywhere in the world we wanna be, buy a Ocean View house for the family (Something big for the whole family) and also to give Anita the best Education. She is our joy and happiness Sweetheart. I know she will be happy when she meet you as her Mom. She is always asking on phone when we are meeting Mom because i told her about you. She is such a sweet and funny girl. I miss my lil baby so much. I miss you too SUSAN. I want us to be happy and comfortable. I promise to always make you feel like a real woman. Sweetheart, I will let you know my plans when I am ready to get the leave off work to come over to the States to meet you and my family, All of us all together will be amazing. I know it will be a very special day for us when I meet you. I will probably get my leave off work this month ending baby. I CAN'T JUST WAIT TO HOLD AND BE WITH YOU MY SUN SHINE??????. My family already know about this as well and they are all happy for us. I love you so much with all my heart and soul. They noticed so much joy was in me whenever I talk to them and asked why am I always so happy now. I told them the truth then that you are the secret of my happiness baby. I found who I want to share the rest of my life with you. I feel so blessed having you. You make me feel so much Joy and happiness in my heart. I promise always to be there for you. I promise you with all my heart and soul baby. Now that we are ONE. I will always love, cherish you with good respect. as the woman of my life. I promise you today and I mean all my world. I cross my heart for you. I hope you will do the same for me baby because you have become part of me and I don't think I will ever want to live without you when i finally have you as my soulmate when we settle down and start a new life together as One Happy Wilson Family. I welcome you into my world baby and I will share all I have with you as my partner. I love you so much and I won't stop smiling, happy in me when I think of you. My LOVE. I had that dream not long last night. It's gonna gonna be hard to explain just bear with and you will understand. In that dream I was talking to you, I have been thinking about what to write since last night. I wish I could be able to touch you presently and feel that love you have for me, I was seeing myself yes with you, dreaming at that day that you would see each others for the first time and having the most beautiful smiles to one and other. we will then get a nice suite so we spend our nights there getting to know more about each other and yes making love anywhere everywhere in the suite even in a hot tub, that would make you know that there's a new world for us because I know I could be really happy with you that you could bring and give that happiness. Is this what we call REAL LOVE?? ? I dreamed that we would be cuddling all night long, spooning, waiting for your return from work having dinner together talking about our day. Stumbling at the coach, kitchen table, kitchen counter, to finally ending up in the shower. I just hope that you will understand me more in this letter. Sweetheart I just went through the mails from you. I discover that you've gone through a lot in life. My darling woman, Just when you think things can't get any worse, they do. I've learned that life is like hour glass sand. Sooner or later, everything hits rock bottom, but all you have to do is be patient and wait for something to turn everything back around. I PROMISE YOU. My love will be the greatest feeling you will ever have. You have that touch to bring out of me that easiness that I can talk easily with you, I have the feeling, that your studying me also. All try my best to describe what I think of all of this. I never understood what people meant when they said they had 'tears of joy', but right now I am so happy and so in love with you, I understand the meaning of tears of joy. Your love is the sunshine that shines every day of my life since we found each other, you are the rain that showers in my soul. love is very magical, it works like a miracle. Your love is magic, I am so glad i found you. I know god has something good in store for us. He is not an evil god but a loving god. And when we are in each others arms that love will be more amazing than what we have now. I can't wait to hold you soon, with god's Approval. In the Lord we will seek together and live a great and godly life. This feeling of love that I hold within my heart for you runs deeper than any Ocean or Sea. I just wish you could see how much you mean to me. If only you could hold me, then maybe you would feel my love for you that burns with a flame high enough to last. If only you could hear my heart beat, then maybe you would understand the language of love with which it speaks. If only you could kiss me then maybe you would taste my love for you that's so sweet, and if only you could look into my eyes, the window to my soul, then you would know that this is no lie. So, if what you feel for me is real and what you say is true, then with all my heart do I trust thee. If you want me as your soul mate as much as I want you as then so shall it be. I give you this heart of mine and ask nothing less or nothing more but that you don't go breaking my heart. Endless love and trust is all I have to give to you, sealed with honesty throughout and may it grow stronger to fulfill your heart's desire. As our body, mind and soul combine, so do our hearts become one. This is my declaration of love, from me to you. I love you sweetheart, with all my heart and I will never stop loving you. You are my life, you are my everything. Though distance may keep us apart a little for now, but you will always be embedded deep within my heart. Good Night And Sweet Dreams Baby, Kisses and hugs for you in billions ????????????????
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MORNING GREETINGS TO YOU SUSAN, HOW ARE YOU ? I HOPE YOU ARE DOING GREAT. MAY ALMIGHTY GOD BE WITH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY. I AM MRS ELIZABETH WILSON BY NAME, ERNIE MOTHER. I JUST FINISHED HAVING MY BATH THIS EARLY MORNING AND I CAME TO CHECK MY MAILS. I AM SO SORRY I AM JUST GETTING BACK TO YOU. I HAVEN'T BEEN ON THE COMPUTER BECAUSE I WASN'T FEELING TOO WELL. HAVE BEEN REALLY BUSY HERE BECAUSE WE HAD SO MUCH TO DO AFTER THE NEW YEAR CELEBRATION, IT WAS A PARTY LOL, I HAD ALL THE GIRLS HERE. FIRST, I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR YOUR LOVE AND CONCERNS YOU HAVE FOR MY SON. MY SON, ERNIE HAS BEEN SO HAPPY AND REJOICING SINCE HE FOUND YOU, BECAUSE I NOTICED THAT IN HIM. HE SAID SO MUCH ABOUT YOU AND I AM SO HAPPY FOR BOTH OF YOU TO HAVE FOUND EACH OTHER EASILY AT THIS TIME. IT'S A VERY GOOD NEWS FOR US ALL IN THE FAMILY, BECAUSE WE ALL LOVE HIM SO MUCH TO BE HAPPY AGAIN HAVING SOMEONE TO LOVE AND SHARE HIS LIFE WITH. I THANK YOU FOR THAT AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU BOTH LIVE AND BE TOGETHER HAPPILY AS YOU WANT. SECONDLY, HE TOLD ME ABOUT HOW YOU BOTH HAVE BEEN IN TOUCH WITH EACH OTHER ON NET. ERNIE IS SO MUCH IN LOVE WITH YOU AND I AM GLAD YOU LOVE HIM TOO, BECAUSE I CAN SEE THAT IN YOU BOTH. IF YOU DON'T TRULY DO, I KNOW YOU WON'T HAVE MESSAGE ME TO INTRODUCE YOURSELF. I WANT A HAPPY LIFE FOR YOU BOTH. MY SON HAS BEEN LONELY FOR A WHILE NOW AFTER THE DEATH OF HIS LATE BELOVED WIFE. HE IS A VERY STRONG MAN AND I AM PROUD TO HAVE HIM. HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR US ALL IN THE FAMILY. HE IS ALWAYS TRYING TO GIVE THE BEST OUT OF HIM JUST LIKE HIS FATHER. I THINK SINCE HE FOUND YOU, I NOTICED SO MANY CHANGES IN HIM AS HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN SO HAPPY. I HAVE BEEN GIVING THANKS TO GOD SINCE HE TOLD ME THAT HE MET A LADY OF HIS DREAM ON THE INTERNET, THOUGH I WAS SKEPTICAL AT FIRST, BUT HE BUILT THE INTEREST IN ME AND TODAY I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU BOTH. I THINK YOU ARE SOMEONE NICE TO KNOW WITH THE WAY I SEE THINGS, THE KIND OF WOMAN I HAVE BEEN PRAYING FOR HIM TO HAVE AND I AM GLAD MY PRAYERS ARE BEEN ANSWERED. MY DEAR SUSAN, I WANT YOU TO KNOW I AM IN SUPPORT AND ALSO ACCEPT YOU AND ERNIE TO START A NEW LIFE TOGETHER. I PRAY YOU BOTH HAVE A GOOD AND WONDERFUL LIFE FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE AND YOU BOTH HAVE A SUCCESSFUL MARRIAGE WHEN YOU GET MARRIED. I BLESS YOU BOTH WISHING YOU ALL THE BEST IN LIFE. I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST OF GOODNESS AND GREATNESS IN YOUR LIFE, SAY AMEN PLEASE !! YOU ARE BLESSED. HOPE TO HEAR BACK FROM YOU AGAIN. HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU MY NEW IN LAW. HAVE A NICE AND WONDERFUL DAY. YOURS FAITHFUL MOTHER IN LAW, MRS ELIZABETH WILSON.

Hello My Future Partner, YOU ARE MY QUEEN????, SUNSHINE AMD MY DESTINY????. YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME MY SPECIAL PERSON????. I MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY AND MY FEELINGS FOR YOU JUST KEEP GROWING AND THIS WILL NEVER EVER END BETWEEN US SUSAN????. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SUSAN AND I PRAY YOU GROW OLD WITH ME??, BE MY SOULMATE AND MY LIFE PARTNER, I PRAY ?? Thanks???? so much for sending me the White pictures of the snow??. Yeah it is very nice. How are you and how is Shasha?? doing baby ? I hope all is well with you and I hope you dream of us often because I do. Thanks so much for loving me??. we started communicating some months ago and see where we are now baby????. I never knew this could work out good for us, never thought i was going to meet anyone serious like that who will make me feel so much Joy and happiness within me. Now that I have you Susan??. I don't think i can do without you. I can't do without you baby and I know we will be together soon. I think about you every minute of the day when I am at work and at home. I am so happy in me and I love it baby. You Complete me????. I can't wait to hold you close to me, to feel your lips on mine, to kiss?? you on your forehead, Just to let you know how much i care about you, to feel the warmth from your body and to whisper sweet words that will make you smile into your ears while we try to fish with the hook and line. If you will do it with me lol. I want to be able to do everything with you, all you want to do with your man. I promise?? to give you all respect and honour you as my future partner. I PROMISE YOU?? never to make you regret giving love a chance between us. I will never let you down or betray you. I cross my heart Okay baby. So this time is our time and we will shine and make the world know how blessed we are to have each other. Happy?? Happy?? Shall?? We?? Always?? Be?? Remember ??Our?? Motto?? all?? the ??time??, Smile??. I will let you know as things goes here so we can plan on my coming over okay baby, I can't wait to meet you. I cant wait either for us to be together and i could hold hands with you and we could go places you love to go. I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH BABY??????. Kissing you all OVER all the time, seeing you smile at me, running my fingers through your hair and making you happy all the time is all i want. I want to be there so i can do anything you ask of me. I would go the extra mile for you love. Just to bring joy and happiness to you too and i would LOVE YOU FOREVER till my last breath. Having you makes me glad and i just want to make you more happy. I am sure god has a better plan and he would see us definitely through all of this. if we aren't destined to meet each other we won't meet. His thoughts towards us are only of good and i believe in his word. You are a fulfilment of god's blessing in my life. I love you so much with all my heart darling and I will always do. Still on bed and thinking about you my baby. You are always on my mind baby. I love you so much with all my heart and soul darling and I will always do now and forever till the end of time. Kisses and hugs for you darling. ??????????xoxoxoxoxo?????????? Yours Truly, Ernie Wilson.

Good Morning My Everything, How are you doing today, It is very late here, I am so tired and I am trying to sleep. I won't stop thinking about us and I wish we will be together for Valentine. I really want to have good time with you my world. I am so sorry we couldn't talk yesterday. I got your messages and pictures. Thanks so much for sending me that beautiful picture of yours with the awesome smile on your face. You change my world and you make me feel brand new. Thank you so much my darling. I love you with all my heart I soul. I know we may be a little far apart now but so soon we will be together in each other arms. I PROMISE YOU. I am doing all my very best here with my assistant to make things go well. I believe in you Susan and I know you are the right one for me. You are everything I do. You see and bring out the best in me. You are the one I want to share everything with my thoughts, hopes and dreams. Thinking of you makes my heart feel full. You are such a source of inspiration for me. I will forever be indebted to you for all you have brought to my life. So, to repay you. I promise you my heart and all the love in it for the rest of my life. Last night, in my dreams, I saw you on the pier. The wind was blowing through your hair, and your eyes held the fading sunlight. I was speechless as I watched you leaning against the rail. You are Beautiful woman, I thought as I saw you, a vision that I could never find in anyone else. I slowly to began to walk toward you, and when you finally turned to me, I noticed that others had been watching you as well. "Do you know her" they asked me in jealous whispers, and as you smiled at me I simply answered with the truth, "Better than I know myself." I love you so much with all my heart and I will always do now and forever till the end of time. You are my dream come true. I will say goodnight here now and go to bed again. You have a wonderful day and say me Hello to Shasha. Missing you terribly my baby. Yours Forever Handsome Fisherman, Ernie Wilson.