Romance scam letter(s) from Gilbert Asher Jones to Susan (USA)
Letter 1

Hey Susan,How are you and how is your day going? Its been a real pleasure speaking with you, my free trial is up and my experience on match is rather pleasant as evident from our connection, would be good if something comes out of this. I don't know exactly why i am smiling but that's a good feeling. Just back from a nearby church with my daughter and will be out later viewing a few places for the new office in town, tough decision to make. I am about to start working now, got a few presentations i am working on and a few projects i am closing on. Tell me more about you and i am sure looking forward to meeting you, so we should try and get together rather sooner than later. I'll tell you more about me in my next mail. Please find attached a few up close, i don't really have pictures, and the one in the suit was taken this morning and that smile is just for you.
Stay beautiful,
Letter 2
Hey Susan,Thank you for emailing me the lovely pictures and i am full of smiles seeing your beautiful face and seeing irst hand the amount of dedication and passion you put into giving hope and life to the defenseless, i am not impressed i am in love with you mind and whatever motivates it, keep doing you and never stop. I would like to make a donation because i believe in what you doing and its necessary work. God continually bless you. Thank you very much for having me in your corner, it warms my heart and makes me full of smiles.I need you to know how happy you now make me feel every time i communicate with you with you and i am always looking to getting a text back or a call. I could tell that very day on was a truly blessed day, For the first time in in a long time i get excited by a lady. I know I don't tell you as much as I should maybe because we just met, but I want you to know that i Really like all i see in you right now. You excite me and give me hope for the future, you have no idea how much I wish you were close for me to express to you how Beautiful you are with more than words.Though we haven't yet physically experienced each other yet, its just a matter of time and the time seems too slow ,I feel as if I know you and value your candor above everything .You are special and there is something about give me the excitement of a little kid mailing his crush in the 90's and thats a feeling i miss, nor have I felt anything that resembles what I feel in a long time this is probably because i haven't dated in a while or because there is a special aura around you that is appealing,.I don't know how to put it..But i like the way you express yourself, your soft spoken voice, you are straight forward ,I have been thinking of how life will be if the both of us go far than this while getting to know each other,thinking if you are truly the one for me ,just thinking of positive things cause it been a long time i have tasted real love and i want to taste it again cause I haven't hurt anyone in my life death was only the thing that separated me from all my beloved ones. I am putting in some work now and will be on my way to New York in the a.m , i also attached a really nice dance song put you in a good mood on Monday morning when you would get this.
Have a productive day ahead my dear...Talk soonGilbert..x "In your light I learn how to love. In your beauty, how to make poems. You dance inside my chest where no-one sees you, but sometimes I do, and that sight becomes this art." ? Rumi
Letter 3
Hey Beautiful Susan,Its been a very long day already, still en-route New york for my presentations with viva my daughter, its her go at the wheel are are about 8- 9 hours away now Its been a wonderful bonding experience and lots of sight seeing . How is work going? I have downloaded all your pictures on my laptop and phone. We stopped for a quick break and thought i write you back. We got a wonderful playlist streaming and playing in the background from maroon 5, foreigner, elvis etc One particular song caught my attention and i sent the link to you.I feel Chemistry with you, i like that you are so easy to communicate with, there is a certain sense of calm and happiness i experience each and every time i have some form of communication with you and i believe that chemistry is very important, it cannot be faked-you can feel it when it is real! . I really am counting down the days till i get to physical experience you in the flesh, eye to eye, smile for smile, a connection that is made with conversation in person while looking in each other's eyes, the inflection of the voice and the expression in the face, the reaction to the casual touch, to feel like I am getting to know you on a different and more personal level.Some more about me, I have a deep heart and very expressive with my thoughts and feelings, i would like think i am pretty mature, have a strong faith and a spiritual being having an earthly experience. I have a mind of my own yet able to objectively appreciate another’s opinion and stand on issues, accessing the pros and cons and able to make a decision. I am very sensible and not selfish and don't feel the need to always have my way even when i might be right. I am just so to the point, no nonsense yet very loving and don't have a problem articulating my feelings.I have a playful side. Humor and smiling for me is a way of dealing with otherwise awkward situations, i am usually very serious minded, but i have been wearing around a smile of recent all thanks to you . I know it might seem that my work ethic might hinder a relationship , but you need understand that work as been a release for me from all the stress and mishaps that happened few ago, and burying myself with work was a coping mechanism. I am ready for the future and toning down on work and i want a loving relationship based on candor, mutual respect and communication.I like the vibe i get with you, I realize its still quite early but hopefully time will tell if this connection would develop into something more. I am the eternal optimist and with all i have seen so far i want and could use more of you in my life, you are beautiful, caring, thoughtful , communicate very well and a serious minded lady.i appreciate that we are taking things one day at a time, and looking forward to doing something fun with you soon, things will only get better, its a slow way to meeting and connecting but we get to take time to focus on things that are really important to us, connect on a level that supersedes just physical appearance, then we finally meet i can imagine a really awesome release of built up energy to create something so beautiful. I believe in starting off as friends, and slowly working up the ladder , but i am also of the school of thought that if its right its right, life is too short to waste anytime, there is an irony in my thought process. Its only a matter of time, but i hope this heads in the right direction. I remain positive.I want someone to share special moments with, someone to hold my hand while walking, someone to laugh with, I want to be able to look into someones eyes and see their love for me, and that person to see my love for them in my eyes. i want to be able to have open and honest conversations.We don't have to necessarily agree on everything, but that's OK as long as we respect each others opinions. Dancing is one of my favorite past time also. I am quite familiar with tango and salsa. Would love to have a dance with you right now, listening to some really cool music and i attaching the song with this email, so you could be in the same vain i am while writing to you, and if you don't know how, i will definitely teach you if you would like to learn, I am also quite handy around the kitchen , i have a few tricks not limited to just cooking….winks, I enjoy kissing and having quiet times, i leave the rest to your imagination.I seek firstly a friend and eventually someone i can share my daily life with, vacations, the good times and the bad times. Someone i can come home to, kiss each other welcome and both talk about how the day went, plan for the future, walk the dogs together , go to the beach , rake the leaves, laugh at people and make jokes with ourselves . There are lots of things i would love to do with a partner a lot has built up over a long period.I sure would enjoy hearing from you and writing you but there is much more to a relationship than reading and writing but i am glad we are on the right path and so far so good, we are also on the same page.The past builds us into whatever we are but the future is the most important thing and that is all i think about. I want you to feel comfortable if you want to talk to me about anything i would be that listening ear. I hope i have not bored you with my ramblings.There is a certain aura and happiness i get whenever i think about you, its not quantifiable neither those it scare me, but rather makes me smile. I am not sure what exactly it is but it is definitely a good thing and i am looking to explore it and pursue it. We are heads up again. Texted you a picture.Looking forward,A dose of Gilbert…x“Don’t walk in front of me… I may not followDon’t walk behind me… I may not leadWalk beside me… just be my friend”
Letter 4
My Favorite Girl Susan,
"In life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it's like being young again. Colors seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn't exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day's work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there's no need for continuous conversation, but you find you're quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there's a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that's so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life."
Life does seem completely different, exciting and worthwhile, you are appreciated and i want you and you alone.
"The language of Friendship is not words, but meanings." ? Henry David Thoreau.
Letter 5

My Girl- Temptations morning Susan,Happy Sunday morning darling, how are you? I am about leaving for the airport to drop off viva and sort out a lot of last minutes things for my trip. Thought i quickly write to you and just tell you a few things you might already know or not, I love hugging, to be embraced, holding hands and to snuggle.I enjoy cooking, cant bake unless it come in a box with I don't like to argue, I can be submissive as a man but not as a person.I have a bad habit of sometimes getting involved with work and not having general idea of what is happening around me, so you need to take up the role as my beautiful distraction and promise to always snap me back to reality. I have been on a cruise once and i would like to so again. I like sunrises, sunsets, walks in the woods, parks, haven't been to the zoo in a while, I like plays, sitting in front of a fire, sporting events, picnics, cook-outs, and spending quality time a significant other and forward to spending some quality time with you. I always appreciate good communication, I prefer not to have to read in between the lines, I would like to think i am a simple down to earth person. I am telling all this because i want to ask a few questions, and please fell free to ask yours, its in no way an interview, please answer or not at your convenience and i would reply with my own answers.We are all not perfect so what is your biggest baggage? What are your favorites? Food, drink, color, ice-cream flavor? What are your likes and dislike?What kind of music gets you to that happy mood? Do you have a favorite song? Do you enjoy cooking and whats your best thing to make?If you could eat with out gaining weight would you bother working out? How do you like to dress up? Do you believe in God and why? what are you greatest virtues? Are you romantic? Do you love unconditionally? Have you ever been unfaithful to your mate? Do you like public intimacy? What do you usually do on your birthdays?How often do you lose your temper? What do you do when you're alone? When you go anywhere are you usually on time?How often do you like to hang out?Do you have a BOB(battery Operated boyfriend)?What is the weirdest meal you ever ate?I know i asked a lot of questions and some rather funny, its okay if you don't want to answer any and given the amount of questions, a line or two is appropriate to answer them,didn't plan to, take as much time as you need , i'll start working on my answers. We are two kindred spirits , True happiness comes from adhering to the callings and voice in ones heart as we both are doing, i am true to you and i care about you deeply and dearly, no one can understand except me as no one can understand how you feel except you, i want that love that nobody understands except my partner and i, thats crazy love that makes my heart beat and my soul speak in joy, i am finding that in you and its real ,its happening and i am embracing it with the whole of me as should you darling.
Hope you have a beautiful day and we get to talk later today. Stay Beautiful..x
"Promise me you'll never forget me because if I thought you would, I'd never leave." ? A.A. Milne
Letter 6
Hey Susan,Happy new week, hope this week brings the best life has to offer to us both and the will and strength to rise above all obstacles. I love talking to you i love each and every one of your texts and look forward to the day we finally are in each others arms and can have a real face to face conversation, real touches and smooches. I am happy we go to speak for a minute, and hopefully i can talk to you a little more before i take off.I should be excited about leaving to Dubai for work, but I am far from excited, I am sorry we did not meet physically and get to spend quality time together , one of my life lessons never to leave what can be done sooner till later, i take full responsibility for that and i am sorry will make it up to you, I will miss you dearly.The project itself from start to finish would take a critical path of about 15 days, a few extra days to get to get the best deals on equipment leasing ,the right personnels and generally get acclimatized with the new work environment since this is my first time there and should be back before you know it, by the grace of God, keep the fire burning. Just a heads up we are going to have a 9-10 hour time difference and a total change in calendar as their sunday is the beginning of their work day and friday is like sunday to them a bit weird huh..lolI have with me my new computer and new phone i will charge and text, call you when settle and get some charge on this phone. We will communicate normally and even more and would carry you along each step of the way till i am back and able to experience you in person in the shortest possible time ,I trust you to wait for me and build our relationship stronger within these short days apart....I will try and take pictures and bring back any souvenirs i can get from there when coming back home. I have you in my mind and has been that way for a while, You would be the first to know once i touch down babe. Wish me safe travels and stay beautiful. You will be the first person to know when i land and should go pick up my award letter immediately, and i will scan and attach it in my next correspondence. I will call and leave the VN as requested, Stay beautiful and stay steadfast, soonest...xWith all my love,Gilsh..x"When I am with you, we stay up all night.When you're not here, I can't go to sleep.Praise God for those two insomnias!And the difference between them."? Rumi
Letter 7

You are so beautiful - Joe Cracker Good morning beautiful Susan,
Thank you for the wonderful email darling, i love it and baby please anytime you get a minute to check please do not hesitate check in, i really enjoyed our texting and how you keep me in the loop about everything going on in your life, i am really looking forward to seeing your new hair. I am really jealous of asher, you have very creative ways to spark me and keep things exciting, you really know how to get your man going baby, i would ensure i try and take some pictures and bring home once i settle down here, I moved to an apartment yesterday and i had six meetings yesterday. I already had one today with a union rep as regards the workers, its all looking good and cant wait to get started. The liaison officer and interpreter guy called mohammed that i hired yesterday seems like a real fantastic guy so far. I guess he is paying back his faith in me by already being helpful with a decision i am going to make tomorrow. I was handed a list of possible equipment leasing companies that i can use, but i noticed the ridiculous charge they all demanding for, the translator informed me that they usually give kick backs back to the companies that hired thats why their prices are exorbitant. I will have to look for more affordable options tomorrow. I am happy i have hot the ground running with both feet and a lot is getting accomplished.
In such a short period you have become so important to me and the best part of my day, what makes things unique is that out of the most unusual places the greatest things happen, my coming on match was with a pinch of salt, i am always optimistic but wasn’t expecting much and i am here now missing you and full of emotions about you. Out of the most unusual places came forth great things, Good Example- Jesus of Nazareth and if you look at the histories of all great things its usually borne out of the most unexpected places. You excite me and i am hopeful for what the future holds. Its just a matter of time before i am next to you for me to express to you how beautiful you are and look into your eyes and hug you. I have prayed about you and you are what i want for my future, i am positive about you and i value your honesty and all the little things that make you who you are. You feel like gift that has been kept and wrapped for me from God…I have told you this before but you really give me the excitement of a little kid mailing his crush in the 90's and thats a feeling i miss, nor have I felt anything that resembles what I feel in a long time this isn’t because i haven't dated in a while but because there is a special aura around you, i can’t place a finger on it but i enjoy it and it makes me feel happy, i like the way you express yourself .
You make me very happy, I keep us in prayers every morning and night that nothing will come in between us. God alone knows best and i stay glorifying his holy name at every opportunity I get for bringing you my way. God’s smile is upon us and our time is now. You light up my face as much as anyone has ever lit up a lover’s face Nothing could describe the happiness that overwhelms me, at every simple text and mail I get from you, checking in how my day went, words of kindness and support , you the best... nothing can get me down. Baby you are Gift from God to me, the universe always has a way of making things right, I deserve you as much as you deserve me my dear,you are someone who is sensitive to my feelings as well as their own and for the rest of my life I will always cherish you and stand by you.
You are one who is true to me as much as you are true to yourself, a Woman that gives me a lift when down and always puts a smile on my face just by being natural with no effort. What wouldn't I give to come wake you up with a good morning kiss right now and convincing you into calling in sick to work for the day scoop you away from work right now and have a little bag packed for you and fly to someplace for sweet and cosy for a crazy early weekend just both of us!!! Be prepared for such surprises baby, I will always go the extra mile and never stop doing the little things.
The sun is always shining just above the cloudy haze,as we share this friendship and more. It comes from deep inside our hearts from a special place. You have brightened my life with your care and love, I can't thank you enough.
You are beautiful darling and I care about you more than yesterday, will give you a call by 5 to wake u up.
Gilbert…x Lovers don't finally meet somewhere. They're in each other all along.” - Rumi
Letter 8

Bill withers- Lovely Day morning beautiful Susan,Thank you for your wonderful email, i am full of smiles right now, and i just got in from the site to get my phone. I adore you and i attached this song because that is how i am feeling right now, its always a lovely day with you in my life. Just one think, look at you and you make everything much better. Its a beautiful Thursday the world is your's, hope you have a day as beautiful as your smile. You are in my heart . You should start noting the songs i send you as we going to form a playlist. I am sure work is going well as usual. I was thinking about something,i would like to partner with you on the non-profit with the animal shelter and all, and also if things go very well, partner with you on other business and lets leverage on your passion for the animals into helping more. I think you are truly amazing . My day is going very well, i just signed the contract for the equipment and i am pretty happy about it because i am saving alot of money as opposed to going with one of the guys on the list handed to me. I am kicking off work on Saturday as tomorrow is a no work day down here in Dubai. I am in my way to grab some stuffed camel for lunch would have saved some for I miss you and would catch you later. I miss you all the time and always thinking about you. Hope you enjoy some poetry.
"I want to see you.Know your voice.Recognize you when youfirst come 'round the corner.Sense your scent when I come into a room you've just left.Know the lift of your heel,the glide of your foot.Become familiar with the way you purse your lipsthen let them part, just the slightest bit,when I lean in to your spaceand kiss you.I want to know the joy of how you whisper "more"
? RumiWith love,Gilsh.x
Letter 9

This Is What You Mean To Me - Englebert Humperdinck baby, You must be fast asleep now love, always know that i am always there with you, and you always with me. I have been waiting for your answers so taking the initiative and sending you mine. The process of learning more about you is excites me. When one start a process like this one discovers that he or she also discovers new things about one's self. I really appreciate your sincerity with your answers. I am someone who values honesty. I was lied to for so many years and i know what it felt like when i started finding out the truth, even after that i still cherish the many happy moments and truths she shared with me, I don't believe one stain should determine someones life, i believe in second chances.I just reflect on the past and look to the future all the time, I am optimistic. I am excited and look forward to a new chapter in my life with so much enthusiasm. Today is day two , everything going perfectly well. The orientation and equipments all in place, precast started well and beginning to notice sign of first setting. Make sure you shoot me a text when you wake up would be happy to hear from you.I appreciate your previous mail and all your emails, we have in common that we both have printed out our emails and i have a small peice of you in my wallet already. You are very good at articulating your feelings, baby girl you are what i want for my future, you have lived in me way longer before i met you. I care deeply for you and only you. Below are my answers.We are all not perfect so what is your biggest baggage?I personally am of the school of thought that small and big flaws we have with a collection of our good qualities is what makes us beautiful, we are not perfect but are perfect in our imperfection, I would say my biggest baggage is i can't sometimes tend to be too attached and get to comfortable with a partner, and its a bad thing because if your partner as in my case passes away or is unfaithful it leaves a very big hole that make take many years to heal, as i just finished healing from mine.What are your favorites? ..Food, drink, color, ice cream flavor? I love Italian, Seafoods are my favorite especially lobsters and shrimps,. I am not a big fan of alcohol but for cocktails i do long island and i am a big Champagne connoisseur, have a few old bottles of dom p, maybe soon we could pop that together.My favorite Color is green and i have a sweet tooth. like cake, ice cream and all those sickly sweet things not expected of someone of my age. My favorite type of cake is black forest while my favorite ice cream flavor is Baileys Flavored Ice Cream with Brownies mashed into, I know not health but you only live once make the best of it.What are your likes and dislike?I like cheerful people. You read about my likes and dislikes in my other email. Like i said earlier. I have been lied to in the past and i hate the feeling. Liars are people i want to have nothing to do with in my entire life. I also like biographies and historical books. I also like john Grisham novels, my favorite movie is somewhat arguably the titanicWhat kind of music gets you to that happy mood? I don't have a favorite artist, but love r&b a lot, i would be sharing loads of songs with you as we go along and burn you a few of my favorite songs and maybe you could burn me a few of yours. Happy songs like Pharell williams - Happy does do the magic. Do you like concerts? I would like to go to a concert with you sometime.Do you enjoy cooking and whats your best thing to make?I really like cooking.Pasta and Duck sauce. I try to cook in my kitchen every now and then but one never gets the fun in cooking when you cook just for one's self. The problem with cooking as a couple is i like to help out in the kitchen but we may get distracted while kissing and end up burning the meal.If you could eat with out gaining weight would you bother working out? I wake up most mornings to run around wherever i find myself for a few miles. I intend to continue doing this for as long as my legs can carry me. Honestly i just enjoy running regardless of whether or not i would be a slob without itHow do you like to dress up? I dress causal most of the time. I enjoy being comfortable in anything i wear but look fabulous in a tux i have been told.Do you believe in God and why? I am a spiritual person, i believe in the bible and have a personal relationship with God.what are you greatest virtues? Definitely patience and Focus/commitmentAre you romantic?I am a hopeful romantic, I share the school of thought that romance helps a relationship grow, I strongly believe in chivalry.Do you love unconditionally? I love unconditionally, i feel there's no other way to being true with your partner.Have you ever been unfaithful to your mate? No, I am not one to cheat.Do you like public intimacy? Yes i do. Holding hands is nice, a kiss here and there, but i tend to be shy, working at it.What do you usually do on your birthdays?Thank God for another year, dine with family.How often do you lose your temper? I don't loose my temper often but i totally dislike it when people tend to take advantage of that.What do you do when you're alone? Read a book, write in my journal or my book, listen to music or watch TV. I hope you like ironing, I do not like it I never seem to get the lines straight. We can make a deal, you do all the ironing and I'll do the laundry and dishes and maybe gardening, fair deal?When you go anywhere are you usually on time?Pretty much one of those guys that makes plans for 6pm and is at your door at 5.55pm.How often do you like to go out?I love to go out at weekends wish i could everyday with one you care about , visit the mall. Hold hands with a partner. I also like a quiet dinner every now and then.What is the weirdest meal you ever ate?Hmm…not sure between stuffed camel and I hope my answers give you another window into my life.Kisses,Gilbert..x
Letter 10 Hey Love, Happy Monday baby, thanks for the beautiful pictures you sent to me, i know tomorrow is a big day for you and you would probably go to bed early. You look more beautiful each time i look at you, and i really got to see how big hope is. Did you get my picture i texted from such earlier today? I pray this week brings forth great tidings for both of us and bring us closer to being together. Just out of the shower from a long day , still dripping listening to music , about to rest because i have another early start this morning. I am here half naked and writing you some of my thoughts and i realize that i am not just a reflection of what i am on the inside..True relationship beauty lies on the way my heart is aligned with my significant other...A lot of us men are aligned to be self absorbed and not sensitive to the companionship and enrichment a significant other can add to our lives I between work for the last few days have wondered what is in your thoughts as a woman..How do you feel seeing the failure of we men most times clueless and somewhat insensitive to what really matters the most..I can imagine the disappointment looking from your eyes..I want to believe as a true man talking about this feelings which is never echoed by women is a strong connect point..It is a topic that should be talked about in between romance and getting to know each other, perhaps while making dinner together, taking a long aimless drive round the city to find 'our' spot, or perhaps while in the bath together over a nice bottle, or simply just a pillow talk of openness will help understand the depths of real partnership. I strongly believe that a woman is a Queen to the man that finds her interesting and has a keen interest to have something special with..It means your obligation as a man is to try to put a smile on her face always..Kisses, hugs and even surprises is what I am quite accustomed to..An embrace like the brushes of her hair.. My look into her eyes..The passion and fire in me for me to make understand she has an effect on me..It is our world and I appreciate that she completes mine..She should have a say to how she wants to live in it and be treated, adorned and cared for, when it is properly done, she not only becomes the woman of my dreams but to transforms to something beyond my limits can imagine..Igniting passion, creating ways for us to live our life in bliss..I want more in her a design she is both the architect but am just a foreman..I want to savor the taste of love as she sees it in her eyes. I understand that we have some cultural differences in that as a modern day American woman you tend to be too independent, which is a wonderful thing but its also okay to allow your man spoil you and you for once take the back seat and just relax and stay pretty, Being independent is something quite envious about you and i understand that in a male dominated world you strive and make your mark. That is impressive. Pretty answers we both had the last time, i hope you don't mind i have a few more, and remember its not a test or interview and don't feel obliged to answer if you don't feel like, some of them are thought provoking which is a good thing. Here they go. If you could visit any place, what would it be? If you could learn any new skill, what would it be? If you could eat anything you wanted right now, what would it be? If you could have anything you wanted right now, what would it be? If you could change one thing about the world, what would it be? If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? If you could fly, where would you go? If you could have one wish, what would it be for? Who was the most influential person during your childhood? What one event during your childhood has had the most significant impact on your adulthood? If you could teach one "truism" to the world, what would it be? What one love-life memento would you rescue if your home caught fire? What embarrasses you the most about yourself? What would you do if you knew today was your last day on earth? What is your largest desire from life? What social scenario do you fear most? If you live to be 100, what things would you like to be able to say you've done or learned? How many languages do you speak? What is your favorite thing to do ? What is your favorite restaurant? What is going to be your first question when we stand face to face? With all my love, Gilsh..x "Beauty is not in the face; beauty is a light in the heart." — Kahlil Gibran

Letter 11

Beautiful Susan, Was so tired earlier when i was speaking with you, i barely got any sleep and i am afraid it might be that way for the coming week, but the way my schedule is set up i needed to get my big feet running early. I would compensate for the lack of proper rest with my three hour break between my shifts later on today. Woke up with a big turn on from the big boy(if you know what i mean ,wink*) and had this really awesome steamy but sadly short dream. Its been happening this way for a while now. My body reacts to your voice and thoughts of you, I can’t hide how i am feeling, i think about you in the morning, in the shower, while taking a nap. I see you and think about you so much i would bet you opened my head and placed a picture of you in there. You are very beautiful and i am glad i have your attention and would never take it for granted, as you should not. When i think about what makes me happy, i think about viva and you. The two ladies in my life . Every email and text on my phone, i always secretly wish its from you. I always feel disappointed when its not. I am an highly Sapiosexual being and love a good sense of humor and a beautiful mind, which you both posses. It would be a dream come true if this could be the last relationship of my life. I realize and i don’t underplay that we haven’t fully materialized and haven’t physically experienced each other but when a thing is right you feel it from your soul and i have a vibe more like a conviction about you, about us that things will take there natural course and many many years down the line, we will make reference to our letter exchange and my overly optimistic self and wishful thinking would say we might even make a story for the movies someday . I am not getting ahead of myself, i believe in total candor and being comfortable with a friend and partner to be able to express where my state of mind is at, not necessarily how things have to pan out. I however am concerned that our friendship is still young and delicate and open to a lot of misinterpretations, judgement, trial etc but if we stay positive, communicate with utmost candor, pray together and follow our hearts we will have all reasons to rejoice very soon. Its just a matter of time before i get to wrap my hands around you and feel your warmth, and kisses. Its day five here and glad everything is going wonderfully well, no complains, i think i am a few hours ahead of schedule according to my work breakdown schedule so thats something to be happy about. Thank you for the questions, really though provoking. I bet you must be tired from moving all that furniture left right center. The after pictures came out really nice, good Job those guys did. I am also very happy that you always find ways to give back, you are truly blessed. Below i answered the questions that i asked you, will send my answers to the questions you asked when i get yours later tonight. If you could visit any place, what would it be? Pont_des_Arts , paris. If you could learn any new skill, what would it be? Learn to be more techy in stuff outside my line of work. Like synchronize pictures on my computer and fix my own pc. If you could eat anything you wanted right now, what would it be? Lobsters and yes i am a foodie). If you could have anything you wanted right now, what would it be? A lady I could call my own , to cherish and love with all my heart. If you could change one thing about the world, what would it be? A world free of natural disasters. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? Can be too trusting. If you could fly, where would you go? Fly to you for lunch/dinner or everest take a pic If you could have one wish, what would it be for? To make everyone have a conscience, the world would be a better place. Who was the most influential person during your childhood? My mother What one event during your childhood has had the most significant impact on your adulthood? The way my father constantly treated my mom, the little things he did really showed how to treat a woman, even when my mom would go all silly he would never lose his cool, rather smile and come close and hug her. This influenced me a lot. If you could teach one "truism" to the world, what would it be? Love conquers ALL. What one love-life memento would you rescue if your home caught fire? My mothers wedding ring. What embarrasses you the most about yourself? I wear my heart on my sleeve What would you do if you knew today was your last day on earth? Kneel down and thank God for making it this far, Eat pasta and lobsters, dress to impress, make sure i cross out the last two things on my bucket list, call my daughter and tell her not to worry that she is well catered for, walk into my presentation and humbly bow out, get on a plane to come see you even if you at work and tell you how beautiful you are face to face and you should keep the faith and ask if you could take the day off, then probably go get some ice cream, and generally do fun stuff all day and give you my , one last thankful prayer, sleep ...close of chapter. What is your largest desire from life? I am attracted towards charities that help people. I support two charities one in africa that feeds hungry somalians and another that supports molested kids in Thailand. What social scenario do you fear most? Being surrounded by so many people and not knowing anyone asides. If you live to be 100, what things would you like to be able to say you've done or learned? lived a life of service. What is your favorite thing to do? I can be perkish, sneak downstairs in the middle of the night for some snack. Your my new favorite thing, so talking with you as i can’t physically be with you. What is your favorite food/restaurant? Italian, Alinea is my favourite restaurant. What is going to be your first question when meet face to face? Can you look in to my eyes and see how much I care about you? I miss you more everyday, i had this really nice smoked salmon, i bet you eating way better. Lol @ hope snoring, he must be worn out. Stay beautiful Love, Gilsh…x “And think not you can direct the course of love, for love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.” ? Kahlil Gibran
Letter 12

Hey Susan, You should have this song on replay and know that those lyrics i could have easily written myself with the inspiration and energy i feed off you. Sweetheart i want to dance in love with you in perpetual motion with my eyes showing you how much you mean to me through body language while moving to the rhythm of our souls inter-whined listening to beautiful music in the background, We no doubt would end up doing more than just dancing. I have an headache, but nothing to worry about as i just finally eat some chicken and took a pill for that. I am here thinking about you as usual and with the big boy coming stronger each day for you. Its being a good day so far asides for viva being hospitalized and the annoying back and forth with the cash point. As far as the project is concerned, all the stakeholders are happy, inspectors paid and really happy and glad everything is going well, no complaints on this side, everything going according to plan and even better ahead of schedule. I am about going back out to the site to finish this round and i hope the rest of your day goes well, i am looking forward to going with you to go help out with the dogs soon. Baby girl, my fair pirate lady we have a very rare and special romance, which i am hopeful with a bit certain will lead to happy ever after in a home filled with much love, laughter and complete and utter joy! You have been filling my thoughts tenfold in this past week, most especially the last couple days. Its so beautiful when feelings, affection and love happen between 2 people, and now I can say firsthand in a very long time how real it is. Honey, I am completely taken with you. I am an incurable romantic and I am so blessed that this romance is for you and I .I continue to be riveted to your sweetness and read and re-read each of your texts and emails to me, thank you love. I cant seem to stop smiling...and I have literally caught my breath multiple times on the emotions you have stirred in me. I want to add a few more thoughts that come into my head with a few "I want to do with you's" can't seem to run out of things for us to do together 'make snow angels if when we get in the sometime in the future, take care of and comfort you when you get stressed from work, play strip poker, surprise you with a weekend getaway to someplace nice and warm, drive in my car with the windows down and singing our hearts out, touch and kiss every inch of your body till I hear the story behind every single scar and beauty spots and know them like they where my body, count the stars with you laying down like kids and smooching under the moonlight, kiss you in the rain ,Make and fly a kite at the beach and tag both our names on and release it , make love to you in front of mirrors-I love watching and with the lights on, lay on the grass & look up to the sky and name the pictures in the clouds, I want and will be there for you always. You are the most beautiful woman in the world to me. I will take very good care of your heart and my love for you has no limits. I wouldn't want you to start or end any day without us communicating. I know what i feel and please do not feel put on the spot whenever, i am just expressing to you my feelings, and that i would always do and never make you for a minute doubt them now and when we are together in the flesh. Thank you for sharing those beautiful pictures earlier on and being the woman you are, and i really appreciate the kind gesture earlier today, when you offered to help me with the prepaid card, Thank you very much, and God bless you abundantly, it meant a lot and i will always be there for you, in more ways than one. Loving you, Gilbert...x "When setting out on a journey do not seek advice from those who never left home"-Rumi
Letter 13

Good morning Susan Shinning teeth, How are you feeling this morning, thanks for giving a lot to smile for and laugh about. I enjoyed when you told me about the blurry pictures, that was hilarious. I am about to go for a meeting with the equipment guys but thought i mail you first and let you know while you having your beauty sleep i am half way around the world thinking about you and i hope that you have a refreshing nights rest and take tomorrow head on. I feel completely connected to you and you are deep inside my soul right now, I believe that's how I would best describe what I am feeling. I will always cherish you, it feels effortless loving you and i value that we always to be completely open and honest with each other and be best friends, and I want you to be my confidant and my rock, who I know I can always count on. I want to be the man to help you when you are a damsel in distress ...and make be feel so loved and protected from all things hurtful and dangerous. I want to hold you all night long when there is a ferocious thunderstorm or blithering cold outside, and pick you up when we are out for dinner so your shoes don't get wet in the rain and come to help you when you have a flat tire, and never have to worry about shoveling snow again in your life and roll over in bed and give me a kiss for no apparent reason, and run inside the house and run into my arms because we missed each other so much all day long. I could go on and on and on and on my love. All I can tell you is I am the happiest man on earth for the love you give me and having a relationship with you my love and I am all in this with you and will always be. I will never break your heart are my everything! I had given up on hope of finding anything close to what we have found with each other. You give me so much joy and happiness from across the oceans and I can only imagine what it will be like when i am right there to kiss away your every fear and hold you close to my heart. i am homecoming dear can't wait to see you in my big t-shirts while i tickle you and play all sorts of fun games with each other. Rumi wrote about...lovers don't finally meet somewhere. They are in each other all along' and I feel that way with you. I used to imagine myself in my new life with the woman of my dreams and its all coming true...we deserve to be happy. My heart beats for you and longs for you. I so much love the way you make me feel. God always has a plan for us, and I am glad that you are his instrument of happiness for me, ours is a union of two spirits destined for happiness, I have no fear or reservations with you my dear, out of the most uncertain of places the God chooses to show his might just as our caterpillar is soon becoming the beautiful butterfly. I wish i could literally kiss you right now as usual i woke up with a stiffy and you totally filling my mind and i love it, you make me feel alive. Day 11 going on very well and the rotary dryers just came in today, moulds and cast all formed. I am so happy to have excelled at the inspections and i just got handed my balance cheque , though a worthless piece of paper at the moment until i complete my project and pass the final inspection, glad to see the reward of sleepless nights and long hours paying off. I am really relieved that my daughter is out of the hospital and doing well. Another major headache of mine released when jeremy was able to come through for me quickly in getting the money down to her, even though i however was introduced to somewhat of a back door system, because apparently a lot of people face this same issues here, so i deposited the cash to a company here that has a branch in London and i saw her email this morning from last night saying she hasn’t gotten that too. So problem solved finally. Thank you very very very much again for offering to assist with this, God bless you immensely, when i told viva she burst into tears, you are really appreciated. The thoughts means the world and over. I feel relatively safe right now and no cause for fears asides from the echoing fear of all i have heard from a few guys of the work site about this and that .I would like you to have my address here, Cluster A,Building 2 , Apt 420 JLT -UAE and also viva's email which is She has yours also. You are beautiful my dear, and i love the excitement in your voice whenever we speak, it makes me happy and full of life. I hope you agree with "I have a peaceful tranquility that we both have each other in our thoughts always and forever. I no longer just think of my daily life as just me, somewhere, somehow along the way this past month, "I" have become an "us" and that is such a wonderful feeling". You are cared for and loved. "Let yourself be silently drawn by the stronger pull of what you really love"- Rumi . I love you, Your Gilsh...x
Letter 14

Good morning Susan, TGIF, i am trying to stay positive but its a very stressful day here, i haven't slept yet and been in and out of meetings and on the phone all day. I am just back from the station and still haven't been able to release the workers yet, but amidst all this fast paced days thoughts of you keeps flashing across my mind, it feels so good to love you and the energy and vibe you send my way i always receive with gladness. I feel a bit tired but a can of red bull would fix that and i still have a lot to accomplish before the day runs out. Thank you for always being there for me and your concerns it really means a lot and God bless you greatly. You are a rare lady, i am happy that God brought you to my life, i deserve you. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me as far back as I remember you are truly beautiful my dear,at a point when I thought I could not love again, when I thought that everything was lost and over, you walked in gently through the door of my heart and all you needed to unlock my heart was your beauty, sweetness and honesty. I love the way you talk to me, you make me feel like the best man in the world. I always wonder what my life would have been now without you...just empty day, you give me hope and a future to look forward to, you have brought so much peace and joy. you're my number one ace and I swear that I would never lose you, you're a total package, every man's desire, a beautiful, charming, honest, independent, humble, gentle and driven lady, then I wonder why and how I could be so lucky to have you in my life you're my sunshine, my sun and stars, you're the moon of my life. without you honey my life would be empty might as well be less fulfilled , eternity and beyond will not be enough to prove how strong and unending my love is for you. I always though i had it figured and i amaze myself at the depth of feelings i have for you. Honey I just want to say thank you for coming into my life and giving me the opportunity to be your man. thank you for this gift you have given me, i cherish you and i will treat you better than you have ever been, i will make sure we grow both spiritually , physically and develop wisdom together . You are gift to me from God and i deserve you an would protect you and love you more every passing day. I hope you stay sweet for me till we talk later my dear. We are a unique pair, and our future is in our hands, we could have met under more conventional and regular circumstances, and might not have the same chemistry and feelings we share right now, you are the answer to my prayers and a gift from God to me. Stay beautiful and strong for me baby, i am always with you in spirit and mind, its only my body that remains in Dubai for now, soon to come embrace you and continue our beautiful lives together as equals and a team, i miss you much, would call you in a bit. Thanks for the beautiful gift you got me, and the lovely pics of you and hope, i have that printed also, you look so beautiful. I love you always. Your Man, Gilbert.x "When I am with you, we stay up all night.
When you're not here, I can't go to sleep.
Praise God for those two insomnias!
And the difference between them."
? Rumi
Letter 15

My beautiful Susan, Good beautiful Saturday morning, how are you feeling baby girl? Thank you for always being there and the wonderful gift of last night, you know how yo make a statement , i really enjoyed it and can’t you out of my mind. Thank you for praying with me and always been there with me in everything i go through , i know i am not alone and i feel your love more than ever. I have had a long day already, i just got back form the police station where i went o buy food for the workers and soon heading out to meet with the prince again. I have already started moves to try and raise the balance of the money that i need to give him so i can get my life back on track, it will be difficult but nothing is impossible. Truth be told i think all the money down here just makes this guy very egotistically and majorly assholes, there are only a few really nice ones i have encountered though like mohammed the interpreter guy, really good chap. There is so much going down here, that i have come to realize in the last few days, from the lawyers telling me how people disappear when the oppose the government and how the government tightly controls the media. On Thursdays on the road i personally witnessed about 11 road accidents with a few deaths and surprisingly nothing of such was mentioned on the local news, and we heard on the news that it was a perfect day. I think they portray this image of wealth and splendor to the world and they don't want anything to affect that image, all the bribery and corruption here its not ideal but to move forward in this morally backwards place you need to play by their rules. So thats pretty much my entire day so far, i will keep you updated as things unfold and keep you in the know. I am honestly tired of this place and i cant wait to get home and when i can nip on your ear and tell you how beautiful you are in the morning in person. My heart is so full of you. I am listening to our music and looking at your wonderful face. while writing to you and I am blown away by your affection towards me. I can't wait for us to learn more about each other and for you to really know how incredibly special you are to me. There is so much more in stock for us and our future. That is what I want........I want us to be a man and a woman together like a man and a woman are meant to be together. I want you to know what it is like to be with a real man and to have him treat you like a real woman once again in your life. I can hardly wait to experience all there is to experience with you. I already know that physically we are going to be incredible. I can feel it in my will be the most amazing thing I have ever known. I want it all with you. I want to fulfill your fantasy. I want to be your everything. I want you to know every single day that I am madly in love with you and will go to the ends of the earth for you. I have never in my life been sure of anything as i am with you. You are the lady I have been meant to be with. You are the lady that I have been waiting for and the lady I have been "groomed" for. God and time has worked me over to make me appreciative of you. I truly haven't in forever feel like I feel with you, Baby. You are the most amazing lady I know, and so much more than I even knew existed. You are the lady I want to spend my days with, my all with. If i ever fall short darling please teach me how you want to be loved and what makes you happy. What is the most important and precious thing to you? I want to know. I want to give you all of that and more. I want to turn to you when you least expect it and make incredible love to you. I want soft and tender and wild and crazy. I want you to explode in me full of happiness and joy and I totally give myself over to you completely. Everything in life has a reason, you are like a soothing relief to my past hurt, i feel completely open, happy and safe with you. I want nothing between us. I want to experience something more than we have either one ever had. I want us to both know that this is our time. This is the time for our love to rise to a level that we neither one ever knew existed. When i write to you, it feel so effortless and easy because it comes from deep inside my heart, i appreciate you beautiful emails and messages, words.You have a wonderful heart and i am madly involve with you. I am overwhelmed with emotion. I think about you and about us and my heart is so swollen with love for you. I never, ever want this to end. I want you and you only. You have transformed me and my life. Loving you is so easy and it makes me reveal parts of me that i didn't know still existed, it makes me show you my vulnerable side with no fear, but rather excitement and happiness. I am glad you waiting for me as i am yet another day closer to being home. I feel like I have just begin to experience real love with you. I thank God for you and your affections. There are just no words. I would rather show you than tell you but for now, my words are just a fragment of my love for you. I'll text you when back from the princes at Abu-Dhabi, and it makes me happy to always see your message on my cell all the time. I love you with all my heart and you are the only one for me, Gilbert..x "In your light I learn how to love. In your beauty, how to make poems. You dance inside my chest where no-one sees you, but sometimes I do, and that sight becomes this art."
- Rumi
Letter 16

Good morning my beautiful Susan, Rise and shine lover, thanks for all being in my life and showing me what real love is, i was just going through your messages earlier today and so happy and just smiling. i love going back when i have a minute of feeling stressed at work and reading through your emails and texts, makes me feel connected to you. I am sure you were still sleeping like a baby and that makes me happy knowing you getting your beauty sleep. What we have here, is is ours to take care of, it is ours to make grow, it is ours to treat with such tenderness and care. It is a gift to us, and I am so astounded by it and want it forever, right from the moment i set my eyes on you i am going to love you more and more, we can figure out how to mesh our worlds together. I Love you baby! Everything i get a minute and think about your beautiful qualities, i wonder how you have managed not to be snatched up, you are so warm, loving not too mention beautiful and attractive, only logical explanation is God reserved you for me and me for you. Baby. I want to hear about every little thing. When we are together I want to hear all about it, the good stuff and the well as the crazy, what makes you shy and uncomfortable , what makes you feel sexy , your pet peeves etc I am extremely focused and i want to finish up this projects , be content, get paid ,close the book on this project with a sense of accomplishment and come home to you. I love you, Sweetheart, and think about the first time I see you in the flesh, most probably at the airport. I fantasize about looking into your eyes, giving you such a bear hug and a forehead kiss. I think about the conversations we will have, about learning further about each other and what makes us who we are. I deserve you in my life. You are the most loving and caring lady! God continually bless you. You just how to make me feel special, the feelings you express in such a beautiful way even without saying much, the way you put in the extra effort in the little things, i can't believe tears rolled down my eyes when i saw the video , i was overwhelmed with joy and happiness. I feel an energy of love and positivity. You are a beautifully packaged gift from above to me and to the world. I will cherish you always. I want you....I want you to show you off and let people know what they missing , as i have the best friend and lover in the world on my team. I want to be there right now, but since it might take about another week, do me a huge favor wrap your hands around you and give you a hug for you. I hope you listened to my song. I really believe the past is the past......if you carry it with you, then you can't be in the present. That is where we need to the moment. So, even though we both have a past is just that....past, I can promise you my past has caused me to truly appreciate the lady you are and i love all of you. I appreciate your devotion, your patience and sweetness. You have truly touched my life forever. You restore my faith in love and for that a big thank you. I stay praying or you and us that nothing comes between us, know that you are loved. Your man and lover, Gilbert...x "Be grateful for whoever comes, because each has been sent as a guide from beyond."
? Rumi
Letter 17

Good morning Susan, Goodmorning beautiful, its been a long 24 hours, with you going to the hospital, getting the equipments and workers released and the bank hold up. I would say we are doing pretty well with all the external stress going on. As you suggested i have had pineapples and on my second bottle of water and i am going to try and get some rest now, because we are starting work tonight. I need to be on my A game to ensure that by Friday night or latest Saturday morning i have everything concluded. I have been writing this email way before you woke up but never got to complete it. I just listened to Ray La Montagne and stared into your beautiful eyes, fantasizing that you were here with me and I was really looking into your eyes. The sensations I feel looking at you are unbelievable. I know we will be magnified exponentially when we are physically together. I would love to surprise you and crawl under the covers with you right now and slide up against you. We already have an amazing life together and the best is yet to come, baby I can feel you your heart, in your soul. We are like the same person, a male version and a female version, with just the right amount of differences to keep things interesting and stimulating. While I know we won't necessarily agree on everything, unless I am completely wrong, we are so appreciative of each other, that we will probably be more flexible than ever before. We make a great team and your dedication and warmth towards me will always me matched and surpassed with equal faithfulness and absolute love baby. I can't wait for our lives to take another step and actually spend time together. I would tell you that you are the lady of my dreams in every way, but I don't think there was any way I could have dreamt up a lady as wonderful and complete as you are. I am so incredibly in love with all of you, Sweetheart. Life with you by my side is so exciting to think about. I have a totally changed vision of my future. I have totally opened up to you and my heart is completely in your hands. I love you Baby, and think about you all day long with a big smile on my face. I am counting the days until I see you. I hope your day goes smoothly way better than mine. Thank you for yesterday for the manner in which you handle situations, you have a beautiful mind and quite the problem solver. Stay beautiful love,
Gilbert...x "Wherever you are, and whatever you do, be in love."
? Rumi
Letter 18

Good morning Susan, I am just getting back in from the site and finished my daily devotion. I just realized that i haven’t sent you a message in forever, seems like i have been so caught up in my surroundings try to stay afloat and keep my head above water that i what really matters almost eluded me. Know you keep saying i should stop taking you but i can’t. I am very grateful to God and to you for been a bug part of my life. You are everything and more i could possibly ask for. You are very appreciated and loved! I am so happy to have found a friend in you and more. Your affection and care for me though this trying time and your genuine concern and care for me, i have reasons to smile even in the face of trials, you keep on putting a smile on my face and i appreciate and love. Thank you for the beautiful messages that i woke up to, i read them twice and appreciate the thoughts behind them, it means so much knowing that you are there and you have my back. I feel so loved not just by anybody, but by a special woman whom my heart beats for. I promise to continually love and cherish you with everything in me and I will never disappoint or let you down. Its feels like you bring a new meaning to my existences and I am happy to shares my world with you. Words alone can't explain how much I love you.
Your loving me is like sunshine, It brings a golden glow to my face....and a warm feeling all over my body. It awakens my soul and opens my eyes. Words alone can't explain my love, i don't seem to have enough words in my are a sweet reality, Its been a long time and without much effort someone special whisked into my life and am glad my search was over before it even started because I have you...the woman tailored made for me. I love you so much and cherish every single moment i get to communicate with you and miss every single moment away from you. I have come very far, I love you more than yesterday... and less than tomorrow....You are so beautiful, so I love you or is it that you are beautiful because I love you? Loving you is the one special feeling which makes me smile and lights up a gloomy day. It gives me the strength to fight against the odds. I am madly in love with you even right now in the face of adversity. Loving you makes your happiness makes me happy and in your sadness and pain i feel the same. When your success matters most to me, because i feel that if you fail we have failed.Loving you helps looks at the brighter side of life.I smile at the thought of you my special one when i am here alone. I really can't stop thinking about you even as i walk through the valley of temptation. Knowing the amount of stress and effort you have put into making sure we have everything sorted so i can return home in one piece is amazing. I miss you so much and I can't wait to see your beautiful face. The little time i am spending away from you hurts and feels like an eternity, You and you alone make me feel that I am alive and i can accomplish anything...We may not be the most privileged people and have the best situations on earth, but we know that its not the hand that you are dealt but what we make out of it, I choose you and choose to make the most out of us, i feel luckiest to have you in my life to call my dear your love makes everything so beautiful and perfect. It's the will power, to overlook the shortcomings that make the journey worthwhile, You are the most beautiful woman..I will tell you this everyday and I choose you above every other,you are my woman. I am so full of love with you and my heart misses you dearly. I LOVE YOU
Your Man Gilbert ...x Ps. - The jaguar looks amazing and would be my gift to you once i am am home! #teamSusanandgilbert My love for you knows no boundaries. You are the reason behind my smile - Gilbert Jones
Letter 19

Good morning Susan, How are you love? Its so amazing the way the world works, i am all the way here thinking about you and missing you and you soundly in bed resting. I am feeling all sorts of happy today not because of the lack of problems or obstacles but because i choose to celebrate the wonderful things in my life. Susan Jeans you top that list. I heard the song Pharrell Williams- Happy play first thing in the morning when i woke up and it has stuck in my head all along, ( there's much to be happy for , a happy person is one who counts his blessings as opposed to dwelling in sadness, and I am happy to have you, my daughter , the business , good health, and a shared future ) My love for you baby has entrenched itself to the very depths of my soul...and that woman is you, my queen, the fiber of my soul and everything I live for now. Loving you baby girl is totally out of my control and its not a choice, it is ordained, but you have given all reasons to know I am in safe hands. You have brought out a side of me that will never let you go. As I read all your emails, I am lost for words and right now, words can never be enough to express my deep desires for you my love. You never cease to amaze me with your divine care for everything around you, you are a true beauty and everything radiates and is better with you around. It's Amazing, how one person can change your life and how a smile from you can erase everything bad. How life seems less scary when I think of you holding my hand. You are Phenomenal...and I love how God has brought two people together against the I survived before I knew you I will always wonder...but I am sure that whenever I'm with you it's going to be like a great new adventure. It's Beautiful...How love can be so unconditional, how learning about you is like reading my favorite story, and how loving you is so easy. If you only knew that I've been in darkness for so long just waiting for the light, and now that you have come my way, my days don't seem like nights. I'm glad I've finally overcome my fear of the other side, thank you for showing me the way. I never imagined I'd find love like this again...not love like this, You've truly touched me deep inside, you've opened, unlocked, the door. With you I never have to guess just how you really feel, you communicate with me with so much passion...which makes chills run down my spine. have my heart cradled so softly within your hands...I wonder if you know how much you mean to me..You have my soul shaking in delight and my heart pounding with desire. Oh sweet woman you have me captured within your love...I hope to never break from. Baby because of you my dark days have become sunny and my frigid days become warm. Rainy days have become cloudless and lightning got wiped away from the storm. Oceans sing, the rocks cry out, and tree branches yell loud. The stars fall right out of the sky and their star tails sprinkle us with the blessing of love. All because you said one thing, all because you said it true, all because you made me smile, and baby, all because you said I love you. I would give anything to be with you right now, hold you close and kiss your forehead, your nose, and your lips and tell you how much I adore you, sit close enough to hear your heartbeat...and want to hear it beating for me. I just left the first jeweler and it was a no no from them even though i offered a significantly higher amount, i have 17 more to go before the day runs out so i am optimistic that somethings gotta give. My love with every communication i have with you i know finding you is one of the best things that has happened to me for a long time. You are the epitome of womanhood as I must admit my love for you..Intelligence, beauty, Understanding, sexiness, fear of God are rare qualities you can find in a woman. You possess those qualities, customizing it and giving it a sense of femininity..Your voice is something I look forward to everyday. I write this to put a smile on your face and make you understand the depth of my desires...Now you have a sense of belonging and a man in your life. A TRUE man that understands the importance of a lady giving him her heart. You have opened up your heart to me, and I call it home, and mine is a home to you as well. I hear the stress my situation is giving you and i can hear it in your voice for that i am sorry, I really appreciate you in my life and viva says i should say hello to aunty Susan, she doesn't really know much of whats going on though. You give me a renewed strength everyday. I love you more than words can convey. Your man, Gilbert..x "The greatest wisdom is to be happy" -Bangambiki Habyarimana, The Great Pearl of Wisdom
Letter 20

My Dearest Susan, This simple note from my heart is not just for the times we've talked and I found myself anticipating the next word that fell out of your mouth, or for the anticipations of the numerous times we will have breakfast in bed, it's not even just for the times you said that you loved me that made me feel over the top, this simple note is to thank you for being you and letting me be part of your life, for not building a wall that I couldn't see through, for letting me admire the beauty in you and you telling me everything is going to work out fine when things seem so gloomy, for all the times you have said the right things to uplift me and put your actions above your words and held me down through good and bad. With all these things you do for me, is there really any reason to say 'I love you' when I know already and shouldn't I even bother saying it to you when I've already built my world around you. I know its not easy and i admire your strength and support, just knowing you there means the world to me, things are difficult now but we will make it through and we will look back at all this and in our future and understand that God has a plan for everything and this hurdles are just a stepping stone for something greater. Baby lets focus on the big picture which is us together, life is throwing us curves but together we will weather this and come out together , stronger and more united than ever. I felt sad when i saw your last email, but i don't hold any offence and you don't need to apologize because i understand that it is not easy on you, but i appreciate you. I just want to thank you and thank whoever sent you for me to put my faith in you. This simple note is just a patch on what I feel for you; the rest is a private conversation between our hearts and bodies. I love you and have never felt this safe and secure with anyone before, you are a blessing and a dream, come true and my only prayer now is that if not for anything i want to show you the minute i walk through that airport gate how much i adore you with my first kiss on my knees and kissing your hands as a gesture of my respect and love for you. Thank you for being there through thick and thin.
Totally yours and i Love you with all my heart,
Letter 21

Lana Del Ray [] Lana Del Rey- young and Beautiful LYRICS
From the new movie The GREAT GATSBY 2013 enjoy The Love of my life Susan, It always nice to listen to you talk, laugh and when you moan, my head lights up in excitement . We haven't gotten to talk much because of connectivity issues and my incarceration, i remember talking to you one day and afterwards i burst into tears missing you, I decided to email you instead as communication has been lacking on that front. I just received your good morning text. Words fail me terribly to express myself to you baby girl, you have come through for me in ways you have no idea how much, i appreciate you baby, i love you more and more by the minute, you are my baby, and i hope you enjoy the song attached. I want to tell you how special you are but i don't have the proper words to use. I want to tell you how unforgettable and resounding your voices is but i don't have the proper vocabulary to express myself, i want to tell you how breathtaking you can be just by being yourself. So caring and mature, totally sexy, and in tune with your inner woman. Its like you are tailor made in heaven for me, someone who completely captivates me and understands me, loves me. In my mind, we are holding hands and having a candle light dinner and passion is rising also i am in bed with you just to cuddle with you to sleep. This is the image I treasure and such thoughts of you gets me by everyday. It becomes less lonely here, less cold and cruel . All the more I long for you, the more I am coming home to your arms. Nothing else matters in my universe, but you baby. I am truly committed and loyal and passionate for you. Hope you like the song and if you listened to it yes i will love you when we older and always stay true. Don't change a thing baby, stay beautiful. I am awake now and its going to be a long day for me today, i have a few things to wrap up to ensure a smooth transition and no hiccups, may you be remained blessed, you are appreciated. Below is my prayer for you Be there O Lord and care for this dear lady, that you will bless her with your perfect plan. Open the doors of your storehouse for her, and keep her from feeling alone on a limb. Your love and mercy allow to flow freely that her heart will be full and have peace deeply. Bless her and keep her, make your face to shine upon her heart, mercy divine. Love, Gilbert..x To love abundantly is to live abundantly, and to love forever is to live forever. - Henry Drummond
Letter 22

Hey Susan, You probably up and about walking the hope right now, i already sent you the account information in a previous email just now, the internet is still down so went to a near by cafe to send to you. I figured i send you an appreciative message also, i have not been writing much to you. thank you for being the rock by me through all this craziness down here, thanks for always saying the right things that puts a smile on my face, thanks for being the sweetest lady and making me only the one to taste your sweetness, you are an amazing woman and i am proud of you everyday. You are my best friend , confidant, lover, and the woman of my dreams, i cherish every single moment i get to communicate with you and miss every single moment i am away from you. My number one priority is to get home to your loving embrace, and so happy everything is aligned right now . I love you baby girl my strength and my help, you are more than a woman to me, you have helped me and shown me what it really means to love someone, you are my sweetheart and my love. I won't breathe easy till i get set my foot on US soil and home to you. You are such a part of my life. There is so much ahead of us. Life is ours to grab and make our own. I am going to experience all that with no one but you. I am bringing my big, sweet self home to you. I am going to love you more in person and appreciate each other even more. I am going to be out for a while today, my cell battery drains out super fast, i bought a mobile charger power bank, so i dont get cut off from communication and will check in from time to time. I'll talk to you soon love. Gilbert..x "Love calls - everywhere and always.
We're sky bound.
Are you coming?"
? Rumi
Letter 23

My Dear Susan I am here sitting up thinking about what i miss about you. I miss you in the morning, I long to wake up next to you and cuddle up for some more just because we dont want to leave each other, i long to walk hope with you. I miss you in the afternoon, I long to get a super sexy text message and sneak out with you for a quickie.I miss you in the evening, I long to come pick you up and do a Lil shopping together and unwind. I miss you in the night time; I long to kiss you cuddle to bed. I am trying my best to keep my strength up and focus on just coming home, my mind spirit and soul are home there with you, only my body remains here unwillingly, I am grateful to have you in my life, and so happy that God has blessed us with each other, you fill my heart with joy. Thanks for weathering the storm with me. I know we'll make it through this rough terrain together. As long as we have each other, no matter what the day may bring we got this, you are always there for me as i am always there for you, our rainbow will shine through, surrounding us with it's colorful and beautiful lights. Remember if ever the darkness strikes and storm clouds cover the air, there's someone here though right now not for long far away who you can always count on to be there and support you, someone who loves everything about you, all you perfect imperfections. Hand in hand we got whatever it is baby, I love you so much. My lover, it's difficult for me to express how much I care about you and appreciate all you've done for me being a backbone to me at a time i crawled, putting your words to actions and though sometimes tricky and difficult, always being the one to emotional support me also. I am in your debt for that and i appreciate all you have done and what we have been through together, i believe things happen for a reason, and though not a favorable circumstance a rose has germinated through this infertile soil(situation) and i make a promise that tll my very last i will love you and adore you, because you hold the keys to my heart. I am blessed with you in my life, God bless the first time we communicated , the heavens smiled down on me. You've brought unimaginable joy and happiness to a heart that seemed beyond redemption, you are my Saviour. You've shed tears with me, and was there during the hard times of my project and this phase of my life, offering me a shoulder and your heartfelt help when people that knew me couldn't help me. From the bottom of my heart i say Thank you again. You have defined really shown me and taught me what real love is about, I love you more everyday. Honey i realize there has been a serious break in communication this past week, i must apologize for that , i am sorry about that, though due to circumstances beyond my control, i miss just talking to you and giggling over the phone and sitting down to compose to you emails on my feelings for you and sending you beautiful songs for our collections, i really do miss all that, but i am glad its all almost over. I miss you my lover and always turned on by the mere though of you, and now with the texting, you know how to get me going. I got alot of emails from viva also and i am replying them, just tell her everything is okay, i will implore her to go get a new phone, thank you for always checking in with her may God bless you.. Thanks for all the prayers and constant checking up on me, you are very much appreciated baby. God continually smile down on us and may you remain blessed. Your Man, Gilbert.x "When I am with you, we stay up all night.
When you're not here, I can't go to sleep.
Praise God for those two insomnias!
And the difference between them." ? Rumi
Created: 2016-01-20    Last updated: 2016-01-21    Views: 843
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