it's easier to write outside of the dating site which i think is more private here to talk ... Honestly i love the fact that you liked my profile. i like yours too and am very skeptical about the online thing, but i am also hoping to find that special someone before i waste another minute! i'm new at this Dating stuff .You definitely don’t put me to sleep; your profile is one of the things i am attracted to and a reason i would like to get to know you better. Well , i just wanted to give you a little insight in the life and times of me. i really don't like to talk about me, but if you find you can't sleep at night and need something to put you to sleep, wait till you read this. i'm a pretty straightforward person. it takes far too much work to pretend to be what one is not. i look exactly like my pics no different...i can't stand when people put pics of them and it doesn't look anything like them whats so ever. But i don't look at people for there looks i look at a person for their personality and their inner beauty because you can be the most beautiful person in the world and without personality or a heart your not a true person. i don't paint a picture of who i am because what you see is what you get....i'm actually good looking and comfortable in my skin and self-confident. i'm happy with myself. The person i am is much more than how i look. i tend to believe that is true of most people...but then sometimes i meet people who are so focused on how they look, they can't get beyond that. There is so much more to life.i love to laugh and i usually end up making other people laugh most of the time. i confess that sometimes i worry too much, though i'm trying to stop that, so i find that if i laugh and make others laugh, it gets my mind off things. Because i am a worrier, i tend to look for partners who are more laid-back, because they keep me from going too far. When i've had relationships with people who worry, it makes me worse, and then we just end up driving each other crazy.
i was very scared to even put myself out on a dating site. it makes me a little nervous, but if this is what it takes to meet the right woman , i am more than willing to do it. Even though i got divorced 2 years ago more on that later. I am a Consultant ( a sizable affordable housing project ) and as well as Building engineer ( Landscape Architecture / Land Planning ) . . My job is perfect. i work for myself and since am self employed , i schedule my work that allows me to have every other Friday off. i never work weekends, unless there is an event and i have all major holidays off too, not including my vacation or flex time.
My schedule can also be flexed during the week. My number one priority is my son , who is 7 years old. i am his parent, his advocate, his teacher, but most of all his Daddy .i'm enjoying the time with my boy. i also don't work weekends unless i absolutely have to. i do have to travel for work sometimes, mainly to France and italy . it is absolutely beautiful there, so i enjoy it a great deal. it's hard leaving my boy but sometimes we go together ..So, i guess you want to know more about what i want in a companion. i enjoy sports tremendously. i LOVE BASEBALL! i like football too, but i'm also into the more "violent" sports like wrestling and boxing........ See, i told you i could be a bit sarcastic. i like bowling and i can play pool too!
Well, i do have lots of questions:
What is your number one favorite thing to do when you have free time?
How would you like to spend an evening with someone special?
This one is hard to ask, but it is important to me...what are you looking for in a relationship?
Now, what kind of questions do have for me ?
Darlene, i have learned to accept people for who they are. Though there are some things i will not tolerate: a drinker, drug user or someone who lies, i will say good-bye and have a good life. i know there is no human being out there perfect, however i do not need the complications in my life that come with these addictions. ...i don't do the bar scenes because i don't believe you can meet someone in a bar because for one most of them are just looking for one thing only and thats not what life or dating is about is about getting to know someone for who they are as a person.
Wow, i've really rambled on long enough. Well, if i haven't bored you to the point that you've just deleted my message and decided to move on with your life. i hope you still find me interesting and will write back. i'm going to apologize to you in advance if i don't get back to you right away..... i will check my e-mails on my phone, but i don't usually respond to anything until when am on the computer .
Dearest Darlene Your email was beautiful, I also hope that this is all real.Your beautiful words make me feel just that. I know you could find someone more attractive physically,but if you are anything like me, that is only the cover of a book, it's the story behind the cover that brings out the true beauty in a person.My mind is spinning with all the things that I would like to say to you. I just want to sit and talk to you for hours. I want to know everything about you and what experiences have created such a beautiful human being. I can assure you that I am not your best friend playing a nasty trick on you, but I will say that I would like to become one of your best friends. ;-)
I want so bad to be loved and to love with all my heart. To have someone to grow old with, and have young couples look at my partner and I and say 'I want to be just like that when we are old.' I don't know when to begin. I am at a total lose of words right now . My head is spinning in a million different directions. I don't know whether to laugh or cry, be sad or excited. My hands are shaking right now to a point that I find it difficult to type...
I have only been married once, for 13 years and I got divorced 2 year ago . I should have left her over 3 years ago....but I chose not to for a couple of reasons....1) I take my marriage vows very seriously and 2) I could not provide for my son like I could staying married to her....and that meant more to me....so I pretty much sacrificed myself to keep the family together and to allow my kid some of the finer things....i.e., education. If I had to do over again, I would have left...but hind sight is always better. So..because of my past relationship....I do have a lot of love pent up wanting to burst out. I am not sure mine pent-up love wants to come out gently or just bust out...LOL!!!. I too take those vows very seriously. I was raised Catholic, and my parents were married for over 40 years. I really take those vows to heart, and have very little respect for those that do not.
I am extremely passionate, almost to a fault. I believe in sharing love and intimacy as often as possible. I don't think there is anything wrong with holding hands in public, or even sharing a kiss. It is a display of love, and I think that is beautiful. Kissing is one of my favorite activities. So much can pass between two people with a kiss. There is nothing more amazing than watching a sunrise or sunset at the beach in the arms of the one you love. Kissing under the stars...nothing could be better. I want REAL LOVE as well, there is enough drama in life outside the home, you don't need to have it when you walk in the door. I want to know that when I get home at night, the person waiting for me on the otherside of the door is going to have a genuine smile on their face for me, and make me feel as though nothing else in the world matters. I want to be wrapped in loving arms and share a "welcome home, I'm SO happy to see you" kiss every night. I want that person to know that they are my life, my strength, my partner, my love. If my love is the one arriving home after I do, I make every attempt to make sure my arms are free to hold them as soon as they are ready. I've always longed for that! My parents always shared a hug and a kiss each night when my Mom would come home from work. I was also raised in a house full of love. I want my kid to have the wonderful example of love that had growing up.
As i said in my previous email that I love to travel!! There is nothing worse than being in France or Italy seeing all the example of love around you, and not having anyone to share it with. LOL! Dear, I like to travel to Saint Paul because i moved from Saint Paul , Minnesota down here . I am a true romantic at heart. I like to write little notes and leave them for the one I love. I sometimes put little smiley faces in my kid lunch boxes. Silly I know. Little text messages just to say 'I love you' are so sweet. I've never had one, but know many couples who do just that.
True love, respect, undying trust, honesty, admiration, caring, sharing, walking hand in hand, all the things I want in a relationship...are you sure you are for real? ;-) .I try to be as honest as I can to everyone. Giving my word to do something means something to me and I try my hardest to keep my word. I will not agree to something if I know I can't keep that promise even to myself. I like wise will return to a store if I've forgotten to pay for something and will also give money back if the change is too much... I'm in a stage of my life that I don't need all the glitz or glory, just REAL LOVE, honesty, respect, drama free, ambition, and good family values. I feel as though I am writting a book, it just seems like there is so much to say, and that we are like minded in so many ways. We are looking for the same type of person we have the same ideals. I need someone to protect me, love me, respect me, encourage me, and so many more things. I guess when it comes to love I want it all. In that respect I guess I am selfish. I am a very giving person, I believe in give and it shall be given. Thats what I like about my job I get to give to those who are in need
Oh Darlene, I've rambled on long enough! I just want to keep typing and tell you everything about me. That would take forever, and honestly, I'd much rather tell you in person. :-) :-I am looking forward to talking to you. Have a wonderful day!
MMMMMMM... !!!! i think i am going absolutely insane! i can imagine your mouth on mine, your gentle loving kisses on my neck and down my chest...you have my body tingling with excitement. i can not wait to see you, to feel your arms around you, to taste your kiss.
i can't believe how amazing i am when i had this dream. i typed this up last night, but was nervous to send it to you. i hope that you enjoy reading it .. i want to feel you next to me, arms around me, kissing me, our excitement growing, touching, caressing, enjoying the sounds that escape as we enjoy exploring each others bodies.
My dream began with us enjoying a fire together, sitting close, giggling, holding hands, caressing each other as we sit close, my leg gently draped across your strong legs. i lift my head and gently kiss your cheek.
You smile and lean over and kiss my head. i snuggle my head into your shoulder and shift my legs out on the couch, leaning into you even more. You move and stretch your legs out with mine so that we are snuggled next to each other our bodies close. Our desire is like the embers in the fire, glowing hot, smoldering, anxious for fuel to ignite the flames. Your strong arm around me gently pulls me onto you. Your hand moves up my back, stopping at my neck. You gently pull me down to your lips. The kiss starts gently but i can not hold back, my passion and desire for you takes over. i deepen the kiss, parting my lips and easing my tongue into your mouth. The moans of ecstasy escape my lips as i can feel you responding to me, your body pulses with urgency. i want to feel you deep inside me, i deepen the kiss even more, pressing your hips against my feeling your body press against me. Your hand on my lower back pressing my hips to you, the only thing separating our union is the clothes we are wearing. i groan to feel you against me, pressing harder you bring me to orgasmic ecstasy, our kiss deepening with each rush of pulses. The hand that was on my neck is entwined in my hair. You gently pull my hair to lessen the kiss. i respond with a groan of excitement, still enjoying the pulsations that continue to rock my body.
You want control, to make the moment last.
Feeling my manhood below you is more than i can take. My body is rocked again with another rush of pulsations, causing me to deepen my hips against you.
You smile and laugh a knowing laugh, enjoying the fact that you are making me more and more wet with each and every touch. Your hand still in my hair you gently pull me up, raising with me, unbuttoning my shirt and easing it off my shoulders. you remove your shirt as well, and i hastily reach around to loosen your bra. With a smile, you push my hands away, making it clear you want total control of the moment, causing me to moan in frustration and excitement. You begin with a gentle kiss on my forehead, my nose, my lips pausing there slightly to kiss me deeply, your hand on the back of my head pulling me ever closer to you. As i begin to melt into you, you pull away from the kiss, and move your lips to my cheek, my earlobe, my neck...its too much for me to take, i push my hips as close to you as i can, rocking my hips in the perfect motion, wrapping my arms tightly around you, kissing you, begging to you enter me now. You kiss me, smile and say 'not yet my darling.
i begin again with gentle kisses on your neck and my hands slide around you , loosening your bra in the most passionate manner i've ever experienced. my hands stopping on your breasts, my thumbs gently caressing your nipples. The moans of joy escape your lips as the passion flows through every part of my body. My hips rocking against you, i can full your full size, and you can feel my readiness for you. Your kisses move down my neck, and down my chest. my tongue traces your breast down to your nipple, taking it into my mouth, you moan my name as your desire for my entry becomes urgent. you can hear my gentle laugh as i enjoy the sites of your body shaking with anticipation and you begging for the feeling of my entering your body. i move to the other breast causing another round of pulsations to rock your body. i grab for the front of your pants, and open them as fast as i can. i slide down your legs, and pull your pants down. A laugh escapes your mouth at the urgent look on my face. i get in a plank position above you begging me to slide down your pants. i make the most of the opportunity, sliding my hands down the back of your pants, my strong hands caress you as i slide them down. my hands never leave your legs as i slide them back up toward your back. One hand moves to the front and enters me powerfully. you groan loudly, calling my name. You can feel the pulsations your strong hand is causing. My arms begin to shake as another orgasm rocks my entire body. you lower yourself to me once again, your hips resting on my thighs near my knees. you move your hands up to my manhood and take over the control. i try to stop you , but the orgasms rocking your body make you need for my urgent, powerful...i lean forward and run my tongue over you, i take you into my mouth and you let out a gasp of excitement. Your hips respond to my movements, as i take you deeper and deeper into my throat. i rise off of you with a smile and beg you to join the pulsations i am experiencing. You pull me up to you, and i ride and play even more before i fully enter you . you call my name as i enter you , gently at fist, then more and more power. Your orgasm is instantaneous as i enter you and rocks your entire body. i glide inside you as the pulsations tighten you around me. i moans of joy are in sync with yours . We cling to each other, our bodies moving in perfect sync, kissing, moaning. Our perfect movements, the size of my manhood and my strong arms wrapped around you cause you to begin another orgasm, this one beginning deeper inside me, you quietly call my name as you feel your pace and breathing quicken, our bodies achieve perfect ecstasy in sync with one another, causing us both to fall back. We cling to one another shaking as the waves of passion continue to rock our bodies. Our hips still moving together, driving one another to moan excitedly. i whisper to you that i want more from you, don't let the orgasm stop. You smile and pull my mouth to yours, this time kissing me with the urgency that i was feeling. As we continue to kiss, you press your hips tightly against mine, and i can feel you once again growing inside me. The feeling is incredible as you kiss me deeper, and i can feel every inch of your growth. You groan in joy as you feel me tightening around you as you grow. The pulsations of your pussy will not stop, and you enjoy every one of them as we slowly switch positions, never leaving one anther's body. With me above you , the movements are slower this time, in sync with the pulsations i can feel in your pussy. You lower your mouth to mine and kiss me deeply as your pace quickens, my pulsations intensify as an orgasm rocks mine with each stroke i make inside you , and your hips move in perfect harmony with my increased pace. you can feel my grow and tighten inside you as i reach your peak, groaning with pure joy as my body yet again orgasms as i cum deep inside you . The depth i enter you with each and every stroke brings us both a new level of joy. i lower to you , kissing you , my joy flowing through you with each brush of my lips. We hold each other smiling, caressing, and continuing to tease as our bodies tingle with joy of our passion. We maintain our embrace as we watch the fire burn down even more. We fall asleep in each others arms, both knowing that this is only to rest until our desire for one another overcomes us again. i still can't believe that this is happening. i want to see you SO badly. i don't think that i've ever experienced desire like this. i am going to have a very hard time controlling myself when i do finally get to see you. i think of you all the time! i can't wait to hear you say those wonderful words from your lips. i will once again be dreaming of you tonight.i can not wait to wrap my arms around your neck and kiss you for the first time!
Big kisses my handsome woman, ciao!
Since day one we've
shared something incredible, something that most people only dream of. I had been searching for you all of my life.
You have made me the happiest I have ever been. You are sincere, caring, loving woman, and I wouldn't trade you for the world. I am so thankful and blessed that you loved me as much as I loved you, and that you made me your Man to be . I have cherished every moment since the day we met. I love you more and more everyday. Thinking about our future fills me with anticipation and excitement. We make the perfect husband and wife team..My Dad is not really good today Baby but am so glad at last that The Dr can come out with Good result on his test that he did for my Dad .. On his Prescription , he Finally decide that my Dad would Have surgery which is The way out for my dad's survival but he hasn't tell me the Day that the surgery would comes Up which he would have to schedule a suitable time for my Dad when the surgery would take place because the Dr has already called cardiologist and they had recommended surgery to treat my dad heart problem. Therefore , the cardiologist then referred my dad to a heart surgeon in the same hospital where they told me that my dad had Coronary artery bypass but i was told at the end that my dad's chest wall or legs will be harmed as a result of the vein or artery that would be removed from my dad's either part of a vein from leg or part of an artery from his chest wall will be used to bypass the part of the coronary artery that was blocked meaning that my dad's heart muscle does not get the blood and oxygen it needs because one or more of the arteries were clogged up ... At this time in point , I dont want you to forget my Dad in Prayer and I know that Things would be alright once the surgery is been done which The Dr assured me .. Darlene, let's I forget , How is your Family and everybody around you ??? ..
You truly have no idea what I feel for you. I try to put this feeling into words, but fail miserably. This feeling of being both scared and at peace, of having both butterflies and a sense of calm,is a feeling that I have only dreamed about. As the days continue to pass, my love for you continues to grow. I never thought I had the capacity to love anybody as much as I love you right now. Our life together is already amazing, and together it will only get better and better. I will forever be grateful that you came into my life and made all my dreams come true. Together we're perfect, and I will enjoy enjoying spending the rest of my life with you. I love you more than words can say.
Love always Paolo
Darling , sometimes, I
can't express to you the way I really feel inside.
There are times I want to write poetry, or sing a song but they just say some of what my heart wants to tell you. I sat down behind my desk..I wrote you this letter to tell you how much I care, and if you ever needed me, Baby - please know I will be there. I may not be the most awesome man in the world but my heart is filled with gold.I have been stress out today and wanna let you know that Today has been worst day for me in my life ...Darlene, The Dr comes out with the result of my Dad illness and it unfortunate that my Dad has been schedule for a surgery at 11 : 30am On Wednesday .. i will be there at the Hospital for a couples of Days and i tried to find out how I can get connected at the hospital and the Dr made me to know that I shouldnt worry about that ...so I will be Emailing you from the Hospital Hun ..so Honey, Feel free to keep sending e-mails if you like I will take time to check them all as soon as I can. But the worst thing so ever is that, The Dr told me that My Dad gonna have a surgery base on his Heart ( Open heart Surgery ) which he develop symptoms of heart failure, such as shortness of breath , fatigue and swelling as a result of this , he called for an Urgent Surgical Operation which will commence .. Therefore , He made me to know that as soon as the surgery is been done on Wednesday that I would have much time for myself and come Back home either Saturday or Sunday but the terrible part of it was that the surgery would cost about $3660 for my Dad to get better and it's pay before service .. Darling , I talked to my dad about this and ask him about his Medical Health Insurance and he told me that he dont have Insurance .. so I calculated all the Money left with me it was $3000 and with some Penny .. so I tried to Figure out how am gonna pay for the rest and dont know how am gonna do this .. Sweetheart Darlene, I don't know what to do here any more cos I am really down ...i don't know how to tell you this and at the same time I don't want to lose Him ..... Sweetheart I would need your Help here and I want you to please help me save my Dad's Life so I can make it to you next week ..I know our friendship will continue to grow strong and we will conquer all obstacles placed between us. You make me feel so special and it overwhelms my heart to know there is a woman who thinks highly of me. I will ask of you, to take it slow with me and let's grow in love, unity and respect. Miles separate us, but we have fun together and share similar interests and you have my back. So sweetheart I will try harder and never give up because I pray our love will conquer all.
Honey , How are you doing today ??? I'm so sad right here and Just need to email you now because am heading to The Hospital and I might not have the Chance to talk to until tomorrow .. I need to stay with My dad at the hospital .This is making me sad now because i don't know what else to tell you than if i had another way of getting the Money .. i wouldn't have bother you but right now .. Money is Tight and don't want to lose my dad just because of $660 ..My dad is going through alot of pains now and don't know what to do than to come and meet you for help so that i can give the Money to the Dr for him to have the surgery done which he promised me that as soon as the surgery goes alright that i would have the chance to be with you next weekend.. How can i get the Money is the problem am passing through here and I need you to Please Loan me the Money and I would refund it back to you .. Honey .. I need your Help .. Hope to hear back from you and please call me .. Your Paolo
Thanks so Much for getting back to me and I really appreciate it that you can come out and tell me the whole truth thats in you .I already let you know whats really going on here But it as if am Lying to you according to my thinking that which you think I wanna scam you .. Darlene, do you think The money that you will give or Loan me will make me survive till the end of time ..??? I dont have an access to my Bank account here plus i mistakenly forgot my Credit card in state .. My Dad has already caution me of something Like this But i think he was just a Joke thats why I didnt tell anybody about you except my Dad and My Michael because I know that others looking into our relationship might think that we're saying too many foolish things too soon but they just don't know how we feel about each other. There's nothing foolish about the things I've told you, I meant every word I said But remember the law of Karma , do to other as you want them to do to you .. If I cheat on you another person will also do the same to me as well ..
Darlene , If my dad should die here , maybe thats how nature want it and if didn't as well , nature want it that way .Dear your Money cant take me to anywhere if my intention is to take Money Out from you ..I'm using the Dr PC to write you now , if you still want me am here and if other side I would bear it Like a Man and will patiently wait because Good thing comes to those who wait... I still Love you .. Bye for now and Not forever..
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