How are you doing? And how are you enjoying your weekend so far? Sorry..been busy and somehow having a hard time adding photos to email but now i can. Thanks for everything and for your interest so far...I would like to tell you some more about me. I am 61yrs old, I am a widower, born in Scotland and raised in the States when i was young so i have Dual Citizenship, am currently in my other home in White Plains, New York. I’m into general road constructions, a successful/rewarding job but am retiring soon. I have London on my profile because I’m in process of buying a new property in the U.K, am ready to relocate but want to meet someone serious first before i move out, more reason why I join the site to meet a lovely lady ready for a serious-relationship and I can relocate/move closer to her then we explore more and stay happily connected. My Son is grown now, so this gives me time to do anything (most time seems lonely when you miss having that someone special by your side)…Am mixed Italian/American/Scottish but don’t speak Italian, lost it long ago, could still relate and I do speak English pretty well.
I do seek long-term relationship and do not mind a LDR (Long Distance Relationship) to achieve this; though the distance I feel its up to both of us to determine if it would be or not. Sincere love doesn't count the miles, it's measured by the heart, if distance were measured in terms of the heart we'd never be more than a minute apart but hey, like I said, distance means so little when you love someone so much, and its up to us to determine if we would be together or not, and its worth a try.Distance does not matter to me,what truly matters to me is honesty,sincerity,trust,and open-minded relationship. I am ready to relocate to anywhere I found my woman.
I was once married to a loving, caring, honest and sincere woman until death came and took her away from me; i lost my wife 10yrs ago in an auto accident. We do have a Son, He is all i have for now.. He is now 25yrs old, His name is John, in finals at NYU (Studying Architecture/Engineering), he stays in school, he is loving and intelligent like me ahaha :) Infact he was the one who said I should try the online dating thing…glad I listened to him.
I have a kind heart and I have a lot of love in my heart to give it to my beloved woman. Am optimistic and do hope a day would come I would see a woman that will fill my life with sunny rays of happy family life. Though we have good and bad habits, we would have to share it together and accommodate each other, that way we would be inseparable. I will do my best to create warm tender atmosphere and special coziness where one can feel comfortable, I like people that are free and express themselves easily.
My ambition is to inspire my beloved woman constantly, to help her to keep the balance between career and private life, just as she would also inspire me to do good. Love is most paramount for me, i need a companion to share my life with, who wants to create a strong family. I want to take long walks with her and share what life has in stall for us both joy and sorrow. I'd like to look up to her as an authority for me, be proud of her, adore her, be supportive, she would have my devotion, understanding,kindness, care, calmness, cheerfulness,soul support and my great love. I expect to get all these traits from her too in return, Everyone wants something good for themselves, or don’t you wish yourself well?
I am aware lots of guys would actually tell you they are loving. kind, honest, bla bla and when you meet them they are completely opposite lol, well baby am not a cliche, I can't tell you how good I am or how loving I am I have to show it, and thats what am all out to do. There are so many interesting things about me, I am realy fun to be with, and am hoping a special person like you would compliment me. I will be waiting to read back from you.A little more about me: I am intelligent, smart, honest, i don't smoke, but drink socially and NOT to get drunk lol, I also have a good sense of humor. I love to make others laugh and like to laugh too. Pscheww looks like I have typed away, I would love to know more about you too, please describe yourself, dreams, aspirations and feel free to tell me anything about you, meanwhile I would love to know the following:
How long have you been on the site ?
What do you seek from the site?
Do you mind telling me more about your job/occupation?
Tell me a little about your kids (if any)?
Do you have any pets?
I have attached some pictures of myself to this email, let me know what you think.And send me more of yours if any OR your profile photos since I can’t access them anyone once I left Match Site.
Keep Smiling !
Al. xx x
WOW!! Its sooo nice getting your letter, and truly appreciate your openness. Please don't feel somehow about expressing how you feel as I totally get the point and want you to know you meant alot to me already. How long would you be in Orlando for? And also would still need to understand more about your job. Thanks soooo much for those photos (you've got a great family and also I love your smiles) attracted to your gorgeous self.
Anyway, now more about me.....concerning what i do for a living and more about me. I feel its important at this juncture to let you know the personality of whom you writing to. I studied Engineering (Field Engineering) and a minor in Architecture. Into bridges, parking lots, streets, highways and any general road constructions…I travel alot because of my work and mostly out of States. I have plans to retire in 2months (as said in my previous mail) not as strong as i used to be, and moreover I think I have made quite a great deal of fortune, both in knowledge and in wealth but I do lack one thing: Am without LOVE. I guess the death of my wife also took a toll on me and also turned me to a workaholic, so i wouldn't think about it so much. I am over that now, and ready to move on, need a comforter and a true companion, and not the stress of work. One of my favorite vacations was taking a helicopter ride and horseback riding in the Grand Canyon. Lost my parents couple of years ago (12yrs), really a long story so let me keep it short. My dads native American/Italian and my moms British they met in Europe. I am the only son of my Parents. Its just me, my son John and my little bull dog Murphy which unfortunately had to put to rest late last year (got ran over by a drunk driver) really a sad thing but am open to having another someday. Well concerning sexuality, I am not a promiscuous man, my desire is to be sexually faithful to the woman I'm with. If two people love each other and will communicate on their likes and dislikes about their partner's sexual behavior, I believe many problems can be resolved. Looking good is what i spend most of my time doing. I need real love. I don’t play games and am not ready to be played. Age and Distance is not a problem. If I find the right woman. I don't mind relocating as long as I find the right woman; and I hope you can relate to that. I will like to know you better because I like to have the woman who is ready to spend the rest of her life with me and start our sweet family! Life is too short to play games. Never been into games..a one woman man. My Belief is there's one woman out there that can help me find that Love and affection again. Someone who is Understanding, Kind, good sense of Humor, Loving, caring, honest, sincere, passionate and affectionate. Am waiting for my Dream woman and i believe when i have a woman that is honest and caring, she wouldn't hurt my feelings and emotion which i have for her; thats why i have been patient and waited this long. Only to be with that special woman would complete me.
I am not religious, but somewhat spiritual. I like to work out and i am very active, i do martial Arts too sometimes, karate, Judo, its just a way of exercising. I do Yoga to soothe my body and mind, visit the spa also. I am Very much considerate and thoughtful of others, Absolutely i treat others as you would like to be treated, I don't lose my temper very often; rarely, I love to Read, listen to music, or watch a movie when am alone. Favorite Countries Hong Kong, France, and Australia, I like cooking, i eat anything and everything from sea food to Mexican, like Taco alot, Italian Restaurant too. Am extremely patient, and romantic, I have so much to give the right woman, she would never question my emotions, i wear them on my sleeves.
I love unconditionally; i feel there's no other way to being true with your partner. What's more important to me love or money? Love of course but money makes it easier. Money cannot buy love. Or what do you think?
I love the beach, i find it so peaceful and calming. Some of my most cherished memories are there. I would love to know more about you (no deal-breaker here) and do not worry i’ll answer the same questions in return.
Do you mind sharing more about the kind of man you seek?
What are your likes and dislikes?
Do you enjoy cooking?
Do you exercise regularly Or Work out?
Do you mind telling me about your faith?
Are you patient?
Are you romantic?
Do you love unconditionally?
Have you ever been unfaithful to your mate?
What do you do for fun?
What type of music do you prefer?
Do you like public intimacy?
Are you considerate and thoughtful of others?
How often do you lose your temper?
What do you do when you're alone?
When you go anywhere are you usually on time?
How often do you like to go out?
Thinking of You :) and Hope to read from you soon. You can send me couple more photos if any.
Al. xx x
I am really happy i got a response...I laughed when you mention ''talk for England'' I guess I'm used to expressing myself, its not always planned...i just get carried away. I'm sorry :) I really enjoyed reading more about you and also about your past, past is already behind and nothing you could do to change it. I'm not here to change you nor expect you to change me...i do appreciate your openness. You asked to speak on the phone thats okay I don't mind.
I know you would have read more about me in the previous message. I know I will be hoping to meet you soon, I must confess that I love the way you express yourself in your messages and i will like to know if there is anything i haven't told you and you wish to know, please feel free to ask. I love everything you've written in your messages. I really get lonely sometimes at night so i work for long hours so as not to think or feel bad most times.. I am sure I am very close to the end of the situation. I feel that special woman that I am looking for is really close to me now. I am not trying to shop for women as I hate head games, I seek LTR like i told you earlier. I am searching for that woman that would make me feel complete. The woman that would be there for me all the time both in the happy and the sad moments of live. I have only loved once and I want to love again since my late wife has passed some years ago I have never dated any women.
I want a woman that I would be able to share both my good and bad experiences with. A woman that we would both love each other for the rest of our lives. I can understand that you have been through a lot. For now, I would like to know what you like in a man, I mean what you expect from a man, how you expect him to behave and how you expect him to treat you. I think I have stated that I am looking for a long term relationship and I am not ready to settle for less. I am not into casual relationships; i drive a truck 2008 Toyota Tacoma, i call her "T.T" lol. I enjoy going to the movies Very Much,live theater, karaoke Its great!, I enjoy walking in the park its makes me think and appreciate nature. I like sports watching Baseball and NFL, favorite team is Pittsburgh Steelers, i play Golf.Also into Sport cars..don’t let me bore you too much.
Now let me answer same questions;
When is your birthday? Feb 22nd (61yrs) Pisces….yours?? Didn’t ask you this before.
Tell me a little more about what you seek in a woman? I am looking for a long lasting ever relationship. I seek trust, honesty, understanding, sincerity, love and sharing, sharing the good times and bad times together with no fear of what the world might put upon us.
What is your like and dislike? I like almost everything that is worth doing well and done well.i like details in everything i read or know and do the same to others,like others to understand me/view and also welcomes theirs anytime...also like to go to the beach, boat, golf (learning), tennis, fishing, camping, hiking, exercising : i do work out fine. I like to watch soccer. Also like to watch some sports on TV. I like to watch good movies and to go to the theatre some. I am a good carpenter and I know how to fix everything at the house.
Dislikes? Cheat,those that hurt animals/pets/little kids,liars,War,Someone that yells too much,Untidiness because i love to clean and maintain a cleaner environment.Love making things right.
Do you enjoy cooking? Yes i do alot but unfortunately i am not really a good cook LOL.i would love to take more time to learn if you'll teach me,John knows how to cook well so he's a good son and a great hand.
Do you exercise regularly Or Work out? Yes atleast 3-4times a week..you?
Do you attend Church if yes what church do you attend? Yes..Christian Church of God (like a Pentecostal) not religious but spiritual.
Are you patient? I have a lot of patience and rarely lose my temper, I'm not saying it never happens but when it does I usually walk away or remove myself from the situation.
Are you romantic? Hopelessly romantic. Alot of Affections too comes with it...i can be emotional too sometimes.
Do you love unconditionally? Absolutely.
Have you ever been unfaithful to your mate? Never...we hardly even yell at each other..she was a great wife,sad i lost her in that kinda way.We never divorced or had any fight...very understanding,reliable,trustworthy,caring,loving and passionate.
What do you do for fun? Check my Likes Sweetie.
What type of music do you prefer? I like Classics,Jazz,Pop,Oldies,60's rock n roll too,sometimes RnB,Slows,Reggae,Soundtracks,Country,etc..lets just say any kinda music that makes sense and good to listen to.Music for good earing LOL.Also a sucker for Love Songs. I enjoy classic and country from the 80s &90s My three favorite movies Sound of Music, As Good As It Gets, The Lake House, My favorite actor is Bruce Willis, i also like Sean Connery but he's retired so i stick with Willis i guess, favorite actress Julia Roberts, My favorite singer Barry Manilow.
Do you like public intimacy? Yes, i do.Love is better when shown...kissing,cuddling,holding hands,except sex for indoors.
Are you considerate and thoughtful of others? Very Considerate and thoughtful...i treat others like i want to be treated in return.
How often do you lose your temper? told you before on but again... I have a lot of patience and rarely lose my temper, I'm not saying it never happens but when it does I usually walk away or remove myself from the situation.
What do you do when you're alone? Read,Clean,Think Of You ***smiles***,relax in water or looking at your picture Ahahaha.
When you go anywhere are you usually on time? Yes but not always LOL...depends on traffic but i am usually early.except if you do not delay me ahahaha.
How often do you like to go out? Like to go out with my loved ones,don't like going out along i rather stay indoors and keep myself busy.
What's are your favorite things?: cars, sports etc.If am were granted one wish, what I will ask is a True Love.
Dislikes: I hate unfaithfulness but I am not jealous.
Well thats all about me for now, I would wait to read from you and also attached some photos for you.
Al. xx x
How are you doing? Hope you're enjoying your time down there? You talked about spiritual path..well I would surely respect your believes and would never try to change you...all that matters is believing there is God and you are your own religion, you can pray to God in bed at church or anywhere as long as your heart is pure i'm sure good would always find you if you do good onto others. Here’s my number (914) 719-7644 New York. So feel free to call after 6pm but text me or leave a voice message if I’m not there and would surely return the call OR try my U.K line 07700034048 (a contract phone i got when in London last year, not sure if you need the +44) if that works. You can send me your number too and best time to call so we can talk on the phone sometimes, that way you can hear my horrible accent **Smiles** (just kidding). Would surely love to know more about your work.
Its good to get an upfront and sincere response from you all the time.thank you so much for telling me all about you..It's really makes me so glad..You sound so passionate and very loving. We need time to talk to each other and get to know much more about each other,We have to be so sure and certain of ourselves about making sure that this relationship is what we want out in life, We have to be sure and certain of ourselves that this relationship is our future and everything.. Everything in life happen for a reason, my being lonely for a very long time makes me want a companion and a woman to share my feelings with, I'm in search of a soul mate to spend the rest of our life's together.I hope you know Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end
No one is perfect and we could only give it a trial Though it is right for us to learn from our mistakes. Which makes you resisting and having hard time trusting a man again in your life. A Relationship is all about TRUST, SINCERITY and HONESTY, all this paramount fact must exist in a relationship before anything can work out of it. I'm a man of my word and will always stand by my word. I'm a caring and loving man, Open minded and Upfront in every aspect of a relationship. Being scared wouldn't solve it. we shouldn't be scared to give this a trial and work on our hearts. Am not afraid to give it a go because I believe, without trial nothing would ever work out.
Hope to hear from you soon.
Al. xx x
Its really nice to hear you sweet voice earlier and ofcourse getting to see your on Skype. I couldn't help but keep smiling...didn't believe everything could be soooo real. Sorry about the camera or connection issue, maybe next time it'll be more good. And also sorry for keeping you up late. You sound so nice and I could feel those great smiles of yours. Would try calling you later on today if you’re free to talk.
So tell me how you're enjoy the Netherlands? For me, its been really a long week helping John with some things (he’s home on a short break) and also handling the Contract biddings (like i told you on Skype). I have been bidding for a Construction Job in Asia and Africa respectively and hoping to get one, adding more credit to my Job but am only going to do my best. About 20 other Company’s are bidding on this project too so its a little challenging. The final meeting (where we get to know which company won) is holding in couple of days (April2nd) in the city. Would surely let you know the outcome/news.
Want you to know that, I have been thinking about you since the last time that I read from you. I can see we are looking for the same things. Love is a noble act of self-giving, offering trust, faith, and loyalty. The more you love, the more you loose a part of yourself, yet you don't become less of who you are, you end up being complete with your loved ones. Don't just love him, but show him, As food is needed for the body, them same way love is needed for the soul. Food strengthens the body while love strengths the soul. A person is incomplete without love, I think I need glasses to see accurately because I can never really see the right one for me. And so glad to be emotionally ready to have someone in my life…very happy meeting you, and would be very happy to come over to you soonest..I enjoy the excitement of having someone special (like you) in my life and this portrays a wonderful beginning which am ready to appreciate forever.
I want a woman that is loving and caring. A woman that would love me for me and always be there for me both in the time of sorrow and in the time of happiness. A woman that would give me a shoulder to cry on when I am sad, and laugh with me when I am happy. I have all these in folds and I am ready to return them to that special woman. Like i said before, I don't play games and I feel we are both matured and we don't need to bit around the bush any more. Am ready to grab this opportunity and make it worthy. I believe one thing in life that there is no one in life that is perfect, only that we need to make the best out of what ever we've got. It is quite obvious that we are looking for the same thing in a partner and here we are together. I feel it is the right time for me to quit my search and stay with you (a bold decision which am not afraid of). I can imagine a better future ahead of us. I hope I am not getting too forward for you but I’m only saying my mind. I feel it is high time for me to love and be loved again..because nothing would ever work without a trial. What do you feel about that? Waiting to read from you.
Al. xx x
Thanks for the quick call tonight, sad we couldn't chat for long but its nice to know you care to check on me before heading to bed. THANKs.
I guess with the 6hrs time difference for now would surely pass and would be great to talk more once you're back home on Monday. Thanks for those photos..so nice to see your beautiful eyes and to see those smiles too, your daughter got her smiles from you and pretty too..how is Elijah? How old is he? I got to check out the avatar video but still need to revisit as i think it would be nice to learn and how to actually relate with people being able to change the world making it a better place...really interesting, would be nice to watch the rest together as i couldn't cover it all and also getting to cuddle together...would be lovely.
Anyway sweetheart, i want you to know i did printed out all your letters so i can re-read them...after reading your messages over and over, I have been thinking about something and I am finding it difficult to put them into words as I am considering myself to be anxious. Its quite obvious that we are looking for the same thing in a partner and here we are together. I feel it is the the best time for us to find love and quite loneliness. On one hand, I feel "the patient dog eat the fattest bone like that says" and on the other hand I feel the earlier the better as I like what I have seen and it is what I have been looking for. You may be wondering about what I have seen despite that we have not meet yet, what I have seen in you is internal beauty and that is what I have been looking for. Although, physical attraction is necessary but not really important to me. I believe internal beauty is the best. I learned so many things in your previous messages that made me imagine what it would be like to be beside you. You may feel that we don't know much about each other but I feel the ones we know are the basics and even if we stay on the same street, we can never know everything about each other. In life we live to know more everyday.
I feel this is the best time for me to love and be loved again and how about you? I imagine a brighter future for both of us. I hope I am not too forward or being pushy but I am only pouring my mind. I'm the most excited soul on earth reading such a wonderful ,Very sweet and passionate letter from you..You indeed sound so wonderful and so compassionate..I don't ever believe i could meet someone sweet and great like you in my life...I felt for you right from the first day i saw your profile..You look so great and so passionate ,I never believe i could be this lucky to meet someone like you... You make me so happy in just a little time and you need to know that the bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before....Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end....If it is meant to be, our hearts will find each other when we meet. And if our hearts melt together so will our bodies and souls. Then every word and every touch will fuel our passion flame. I will be yours, you will be mine, and we will be one....What is more important to you the love you share, the memories you have or the lover?
Don’t know maybe its just me, but seems I’ve been so much thinking about you and to be sincere i am thinking about you. Wow! So here I stand, among the digital masses. We're not so different after all. Here I stand,surrounded by people who've met on-line, People who've loved and lost, and people who are found, and somehow, in a desperate world, found each other. So what do I say that hasn't already been written, or been already said? Hmmm, pretty tough! Okay... try this: I no longer need to hope for love by going to bars, supermarkets, church, chat rooms, etc. I don't have to search for love, since i have found you.
Thanks for coming into my life.
Hugs and Kisses
Al. xx x
Good Morning Honey,
I woke early today (4:40AM) with your thoughts and had to write you before starting with some paper works as i've got some international calls and also faxes to send out. So sorry we couldn't connect last night, i was out and got back in late (too late for you) as you need your your sleep so didn't want to disturb. Sad about Moms hope you managed to see her? And your sister?
Glad to hear you took your profile off Match, i'm so excited and honored to be that special man that would bring joy and smiles to your life as you've been doing to mine from the day you walked in. Its always nice knowing someone out there truly care because you meant alot to me too and can't wait to hold you, kiss you and let know how special you are.
Just thought I would share with you some of MY thoughts on Relationships: I believe that the ideal relationship must have three very important elements, TRUST, RESPECT and PASSION. Trust is very important because it is what makes one comfortable, knowing that their partner will always be faithful and honest, jealousy is the opposite of trust and is the seed of destruction, without trust a good relationship cannot exist. Respect, both parties must respect each others as equals and never try to gain an unfair advantage over the other one, many relationships go on for years with one party always dominating the other, but sooner or later the other party resents this and love is lost. And then there’s passion, this is the fireworks that go off when two people are in love, it’s the chemistry, it’s the touching and caressing that everyone needs and shows your partner that you really do care. Many relationships begin with only the physical attraction but they must have trust and respect to endure.It's very rare when you have all three, but it's wonderful. Just as music soothes the mind, so love is needed to soothe the soul.
Love is like planting a seed and should grow as the relationship grows. Again LOVE to me is the result of absolute trust, mutual respect for one another and passion, That feeling of wanting to be with your lover. It's Fireworks, It's the feeling that you would climb the highest mountain for, swim the deepest ocean for and the comfort of knowing he cares about you also. If you could see inside my soul, see inside my heart you would know how I long to see you and sit with you. If you could see inside my head, if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you and how much you mean to me. You found me when I felt there is no more hope. Made me happy when I thought all happiness are gone. You mean so much to me and I really want to make you happy and make you feel like a QUEEN all the time. I really want to thank you for coming into my life.
Hugs and Kisses
Al. xx x
Good Morning Julie,
It was nice chatting last night, couldn't concentrate on my paper works lol..you've just occupied my thoughts :) I think I'm going crazy lol. Sorry about the connection again earlier, i really couldn't do much than to keep hoping the weather would stop affection the internet connections. Hope you slept well? Well for me had to get up early so as to prepare myself for the big day, so i don't get stuck in the early morning traffic. I forgot to remind you last night over the phone/Skype that you mentioned you have something you would like to read to me?? So tell me when you've got time or maybe later on when i call?
Anyway, sweetheart..i want you to know that the miracle of life shone in front of my eyes when you entered my life. Nothing can be compared to this feeling of filling up somebody's life. The excitement which tortures me while waiting for you to send me an email, the sweet emails that keep me awake even when I'm exhausted to death, because I wouldn't miss a thing. The feeling that you know every corner of my heart. All these things are the most beautiful signs of my love for you.every single word you say is a part of my soul,when I am writing to you; you always make me feel needed.most of all you make me feel safe, emotionally and mentally. Thank you for being part of my life. I'm very happy with you and I could not ask for a better woman than you. Thank you for being an exceptional woman - you are one of a kind
There is so much I want to tell you, a lot has been running through my head lately. I'm having trouble putting my thoughts into words so you will have to bare with me through this.I keep thinking about the future, about life, and what I want out of it. I keep thinking about us and what this relationship means to me.* I keep thinking about these things and I realize they go hand in hand. This relationship is my future; it's what I want out of life.
Here are a few things I wish to do with you at some point in this lifetime: Be your best friend, i want to grow old with you. I want to experience this crazy love forever and ever, and I really think I'm going to get it. I want us to walk through new houses picking the one that would be just right for us. I want to see you walk around our house in a big t-shirt and catch me staring at how gorgeous you are. I want you to pull the covers off me at night and then I have to get even closer, if it's possible, to you to keep warm. I want to see you laugh like crazy at me when I do stupid stuff.Blindfold you and take you somewhere romantic. Spend my life making you happy. Spend my life making our family happy. Feel your heartbeat. Go roller/ice skating together. Give you a backrub just because. ALWAYS being honest with each other. Go hiking/camping together. Have our first fight, make up and feel a stronger bond because we very successfully weathered the storm - together. Laugh at someone together. Share a plate of spaghetti. Go on a fun family vacation and bring back the kind of memories movies are made of. Treat you like my QUEEN, Envelope you in my soul.Look over at you during an office/military/family party and have you know without me saying a word - that I love you. Be able to say "I love you" in 89 different ways - in 89 different countries. Hold you when you're at your saddest and comfort you when you need it the most. Be the one you come to for that comfort and holding. Wipe away the days' stresses and issues, with just one hug/kiss.
Get caught with you in the rain. Dance with you in the rain. Stargaze on a clear night. Watch the sunset together. Spend all day with you doing nothing. Moonlit walks on the beach. Be more proud of you than I already am at this very moment. Go on a carriage ride through the park. Do a crossword together. Go to brunch. Have a disagreement (it could/will only make us stronger). Go for a twilight horseback ride. Watch a bad movie together. Spend the rest of my life with you. Have our picture taken together. Eat ice cream with you. Make love to you passionately.I want to rub lotion all over your body because you laid out in the sun too long. I want to hold you when you cry and smile with you when you smile. I want to fall asleep every night with you in my arms. I want you to fall asleep on my chest listening to the beat of my heart and know it beats for you I want you to be the first thing I see when I wake up and the last thing I see when I go to sleep. I want to see your bad morning hair; I think it will be so cute. I want to sit on the beach with you and watch the sun set, and I want all the people who pass us to envy the love that we obviously have for each other.I want to see you walk down that isle and I want to take your hand for the rest of my life. I want to spend all night, and maybe the next day, making love to you with an undying passion (sorry to be so blunt). I want to sit there talking to you for hours about nothing at all but in the same time everything or maybe we won't talk at all and just grin at each other realizing how lucky we are. I want you to get mad at me for doing something stupid, and I want you to bust out laughing when you try to yell at me.
Lastly I want us to run outside in the rain and act like total kids getting completely soaked, and when we come back in stripping down to nothing as we stumble into the bedroom, or the kitchen counter, or the balcony, or the dining room table, or an office desk, or the shower, which ever one we feel like at the time.I want it to take your breath away every time I say, "I love you" because you know it's coming from the heart.I want us to sit down with a box of strawberries, a bottle of chocolate syrup, and a thing of mint chocolate ice cream; well, I'll let your imagination finish that one. I want to love you and be with you for at least forever if not a little longer. I couldn't really express in words what I'm feeling right now so I decided to share with you SOME of the images and thoughts that have been running through my head.I just want you to know that I had never found someone I wanted to spend the rest of my life with until I met you. I rea lly am crazy about you, Everything about you.Spend all night thinking of 101 sweet things to do for you. Hold you and gaze into your eyes and realize how much I love you...and tell you.
“ A warm "hello" doesn't come from the lips, it comes from the heart; doesn't have to be told, it has to be shown; doesn't have to be given, it has to be sent. “
You've just got a good morning hug.
Rise And Shine Sweetie.
Al. xx x
Good Morning My Love,
I woke up early today and preparing for the meeting, so just checking in to see if there's any note from you yet but nothing I hope your morning has been fruitful? Just cant get you off my mind honey. I'm sorry for calling you late earlier, so sorry for getting you up so late.
This is just a quick note as i woke up early preparing for the meeting today...would give you a call inbetween if i get a chance okay? Just want to hear your sweet voice my love. And would surely keep you posted on the result too...i can only do my best and leave the rest.
Sending you warm hugs and kisses.
Loads of love.
Al. xx x
Its was really a long day last night…got back in late and up now with your thoughts as i'm sure you'd be worried. Glad to get your letters. Would call you after this note. I really do need your advise right now. The good news is i got the Luanda Expressways Project and has been approved/awarded to me and bad news is I have to leave tomorrow morning..It'll be the Construction of a 10miles road linking to another highway (expressway between Luanda and Viana, Angola) so as to reduce traffic in that area. Although the main highway was already constructed but they need another linkage so as to reduce future traffic and create more road network in that area. i was giving 25days (really hard) for the project so i won't be able to come over until 3weeks Promise to fly from Africa once the job is done to your nearest International Airport. You need to send me your address and also your nearest Int’l Airport. I can only go for it now i need you to advise me on what to do after this because i am planning on retiring once i do this final Project because i know the profit is huge and really would pay off quite well. Please read this and reply ASAP and let me know if i can go for this Contract? You're part of my life now and i do not want anything to hurt you in anyway of sort. Let me know if I can do this and then fly down to you once i am done with the Project in Africa.
And please do not worry about communication because i would have my laptop with me so we can still keep in touch well and also once i get there would get a phone you can reach me on always so you won't have to worry too much about lack of communication. I think i can still use my number while I'm there just need to divert/roam the number (not sure how to do that but would figure it out one way or the other, may call Verizon)..so that will reduce the International call rate, would only still charge low like you're calling me from the States Okay? And also would get their local line (GSM) just incase my number doesn't work. Also holding a camera so that way i can send you photos so you can see how the Job is going.
I attached the copy of the Contract Certificate to this email so you can take a look. Sorry i had to make this short okay? I need to start packing but first need to hear from you and also need to prepare some paper works for the Bank shortly to get them prepare all the money i might be needing because job like this, you need to start off with your own money then once its half way done they pay the whole money including the workmanship and all.
Reply ASAP. Would call you soon.
I Love You,
Al. xx x
There was a darkness surrounding my soul,
Blocking my heart and keeping me cold,
My spirit was walking a journey alone,
Wandering endlessly to places unknown.
I looked at the sky and saw only grey,
I lost my connection-unable to pray,
The beauty around me I chose not to see,
I felt I was dying like a wounded old tree.
Then I met you. . . .
The darkness has lifted and my soul dances,
A flame in my heart, makes room for new chances,
You have awoken the sleeping spirit deep within,
Through the magic of you-a new journey begins.
The clouds floated away-I look and see blue,
And now when I pray-I thank the creator for you,
You opened my eyes to a world full of treasures,
By planting a seed that will blossom forever.
A seed called LOVE.
And my true love for you will continue to burn brightness.
... I will always love you baby ...
Al. xx x
P.S: Please see attachment..i took the photo while composing this poem before we left New York. I hope that would tell you how much you mean to me.
How are you honey? Thanks so much for the number (i still have it) just got time to write you. I’m sure you must have been so worried. Just to let you know we are now in Luanda, Angola….sorry for the late in contact, really had issues connecting my laptop with their broadband here it takes almost 24hrs to activate, and also got my numbers (914)719-7644 New York number roamed Or try me on the U.K line not sure if i can get that but try it. So you may call me like you're calling in the States only that the network might not be clear due to the roaming, but got a GSM (there local line) also. So If you call me and i never pick up maybe I’m on the site but would surely call you back once I am free..you can just send me text its much easier and i'll call you back okay?
I thought about you throughout and also when on the plane, I just want to let you know that I and John had a nice trip to Africa (John would be here with me for about a week and then fly back to NY next week) we arrived here safely yesterday 3PM (we had a stop over in Belgium 1hr..couldn't get a direct flight).
We stayed in Hotel yesterday but now got an Apartment closer to the Site like 10mins drive so its better. I also checked seems we are on the SAME TIME…WOW NICE!! but it would be so nice to hear from you although i might be busy but won’t be too busy for you **smiles**.
Am so glad to read from you and If only I'd known that you were out there, then I could have been searching long before I met you. If only I'd known that there was a woman like you, I could have searched the ends of the earth. If only I'd known that I would someday meet someone like you, who gives me everything, would do anything for me, gives me all her love... I could have done anything and everything in my power to find you sooner. But, now that I have found you I'll never let you go. Because of you all of my wishes and dreams have come true! I love you with all of my heart!!
Reply soonest. Miss You So much.
Would try calling you soon once i get a chance.
Lots of Love,
Al. xx x
P.S : As promised, am attaching couple of pictures i took right from the Airport and the other one with John (in blue jeans) was shy but managed to get him in one picture..Did alot of spending and yet more to come tomorrow...materials and all....see the pictures.
Morning Dearest Julie,
How was your night? And hopefully you dreamt of me? **Smiles** Sad we couldn't chat last night as i finished (paperworks) very late and it would be too late to call you as you'll need your beautiful sleep anyways. How are you enjoying the Netherlands? Sure its cool as i can tell from your facial expressions over Skype..sad the connection was bad earlier. Hopefully if i can try calling you on your break if i got the time would be nice to hear your sweet voice again. We are just about leaving for the site.
Really for me, it just gets busier here and I'm counting the days till I'm with you honey. John has been so worried about me like i told you, thinking that when he leaves for New York (tomorrow) back to the States (going back to school) i might be feeling lonely and i told him not to worry because I've got you to talk to till I'm done in 14days+ so i can come over to you then we'll be happy together forever. He is really a supportive,focused,strong willed son with a giving heart...I'm proud of him. I told him that I'll be fine once i have you by my side..told him you're honest,trustworthy,sincere,down to earth with a big heart to love the significant one and your loved ones (he's really happy for us). You need to know that I have been thinking of you so much honey and i could describe you with one word... delicious. I dreamt of you here with me with nothing on but our imaginations. I can almost feel you here... caressing me... touching me. You are the fire burning inside of me; you are my passion for life. In the deep of the night I dream of your touch.I am dying to feel your touch all over my body..I can feel the fiery passion of desire begging to be shared in a blissful night of paradise.I love the way you love me.I want to evoke such a passion within you that leaves us both breathless..You are the fire that burns the passion within my soul..Loving you makes me desire you even more. Did you dream of me touching you last night? The passion we share together just leaves me wanting one thing… more! We may have never touched each other or our lips have never kissed but I know in my heart you are VERY sweet to the taste from the tip of my tongue as it caresses your body ever so gently! Smile! I love you! I need you to be a part of me as we walk through the journey of life together and our relationship shall flow like a river together.
Please honey, know that I am all yours forever and ever! When you can count all the stars in the sky; that's when I'll stop wanting you. You are mine forever. Forever Yours.
Al. xx x
P.S: Attached couple more photos along with pic of my little office on the Construction site please don't laugh, its temporary till i'm with you ***Smiles***