How are you doing? And how was your brother's visit? Its been like 1month+ already WOW!!! So sorry a virus hit my computer and I lost everything including my email, but somehow I was lucky to get my personal email recovered and now writing you on a new computer…please forgive me. Hopefully you’re not taken by now and still available. Thanks for everything and for your interest so far...I would like to tell you some more about me. I am 61yrs old, I am a widower, born in Scotland and raised in the States when i was young so i have Dual Citizenship, am currently in my other home in White Plains, New York. I’m into general road constructions, a successful/rewarding job but am retiring soon. I have London on my profile because I’m in process of buying a new property in the U.K, am ready to relocate but want to meet someone serious first before i move out, more reason why I join the site to meet a lovely lady ready for a serious-relationship and I can relocate/move closer to her then we explore more and stay happily connected. My Son is grown now, so this gives me time to do anything (most time seems lonely when you miss having that someone special by your side)…Am mixed Italian/American/Scottish but don’t speak Italian, lost it long ago, could still relate and I do speak English pretty well.
I do seek long-term relationship and do not mind a LDR (Long Distance Relationship) to achieve this; though the distance I feel its up to both of us to determine if it would be or not. Sincere love doesn't count the miles, it's measured by the heart, if distance were measured in terms of the heart we'd never be more than a minute apart but hey, like I said, distance means so little when you love someone so much, and its up to us to determine if we would be together or not, and its worth a try.Distance does not matter to me,what truly matters to me is honesty,sincerity,trust,and open-minded relationship. I am ready to relocate to anywhere I found my woman.
I was once married to a loving, caring, honest and sincere woman until death came and took her away from me; i lost my wife 10yrs ago in an auto accident. We do have a Son, He is all i have for now.. He is now 25yrs old, His name is John, in finals at NYU (Studying Architecture/Engineering), he stays in school, he is loving and intelligent like me ahaha :) Infact he was the one who said I should try the online dating thing…glad I listened to him.
I have a kind heart and I have a lot of love in my heart to give it to my beloved woman. Am optimistic and do hope a day would come I would see a woman that will fill my life with sunny rays of happy family life. Though we have good and bad habits, we would have to share it together and accommodate each other, that way we would be inseparable. I will do my best to create warm tender atmosphere and special coziness where one can feel comfortable, I like people that are free and express themselves easily.
My ambition is to inspire my beloved woman constantly, to help her to keep the balance between career and private life, just as she would also inspire me to do good. Love is most paramount for me, i need a companion to share my life with, who wants to create a strong family. I want to take long walks with her and share what life has in stall for us both joy and sorrow. I'd like to look up to her as an authority for me, be proud of her, adore her, be supportive, she would have my devotion, understanding,kindness, care, calmness, cheerfulness,soul support and my great love. I expect to get all these traits from her too in return, Everyone wants something good for themselves, or don’t you wish yourself well?
I am aware lots of guys would actually tell you they are loving. kind, honest, bla bla and when you meet them they are completely opposite lol, well baby am not a cliche, I can't tell you how good I am or how loving I am I have to show it, and thats what am all out to do. There are so many interesting things about me, I am realy fun to be with, and am hoping a special person like you would compliment me. I will be waiting to read back from you.A little more about me: I am intelligent, smart, honest, i don't smoke, but drink socially and NOT to get drunk lol, I also have a good sense of humor. I love to make others laugh and like to laugh too. Pscheww looks like I have typed away, I would love to know more about you too, please describe yourself, dreams, aspirations and feel free to tell me anything about you, meanwhile I would love to know the following:
How long have you been on the site ?
What do you seek from the site?
Do you mind telling me more about your Teaching job/Occupation?
Tell me a little about your kids (if any)?
Do you have any pets?
I have attached some pictures of myself to this email, let me know what you think.And send me more of yours if any OR your profile photos since I can’t access them anyone once I left Match Site.
Keep Smiling !
Al. xx x
Its sooo nice getting your letter, and reading about you. Thanks for those lovely photos (looking nice as always). Sorry about your brother's Father-in-law illness and for not getting to see you. I must say you're truly a strong woman and you've got a great daughter too (she got your smiles). You asked about why I planned to take the big decision on relocating? Well I have to say this house is full of memories and actually think I need a fresh start so, i've had this plan on moving to U.K or anywhere nice in Europe once I'm ready to retire. Its a huge decision but its something i've made up my mind about long ago.
Anyway, now more about me.....concerning what i do for a living and more about me. I feel its important at this juncture to let you know the personality of whom you writing to. I studied Engineering (Field Engineering) and a minor in Architecture. Into bridges, parking lots, streets, highways and any general road constructions…I travel alot because of my work and mostly out of States. I have plans to retire in 2months (as said in my previous mail) not as strong as i used to be, and moreover I think I have made quite a great deal of fortune, both in knowledge and in wealth but I do lack one thing: Am without LOVE. I guess the death of my wife also took a toll on me and also turned me to a workaholic, so i wouldn't think about it so much. I am over that now, and ready to move on, need a comforter and a true companion, and not the stress of work. One of my favorite vacations was taking a helicopter ride and horseback riding in the Grand Canyon. Lost my parents couple of years ago (12yrs), really a long story so let me keep it short. My dads native American/Italian and my moms British they met in Europe. I am the only son of my Parents. Its just me, my son John and my little bull dog Murphy which unfortunately had to put to rest late last year (got ran over by a drunk driver) really a sad thing but am open to having another someday. Well concerning sexuality, I am not a promiscuous man, my desire is to be sexually faithful to the woman I'm with. If two people love each other and will communicate on their likes and dislikes about their partner's sexual behavior, I believe many problems can be resolved. Looking good is what i spend most of my time doing. I need real love. I don’t play games and am not ready to be played. Age and Distance is not a problem. If I find the right woman. I don't mind relocating as long as I find the right woman; and I hope you can relate to that. I will like to know you better because I like to have the woman who is ready to spend the rest of her life with me and start our sweet family! Life is too short to play games. Never been into games..a one woman man. My Belief is there's one woman out there that can help me find that Love and affection again. Someone who is Understanding, Kind, good sense of Humor, Loving, caring, honest, sincere, passionate and affectionate. Am waiting for my Dream woman and i believe when i have a woman that is honest and caring, she wouldn't hurt my feelings and emotion which i have for her; thats why i have been patient and waited this long. Only to be with that special woman would complete me.
I am not religious, but somewhat spiritual. I like to work out and i am very active, i do martial Arts too sometimes, karate, Judo, its just a way of exercising. I do Yoga to soothe my body and mind, visit the spa also. I am Very much considerate and thoughtful of others, Absolutely i treat others as you would like to be treated, I don't lose my temper very often; rarely, I love to Read, listen to music, or watch a movie when am alone. Favorite Countries Hong Kong, France, and Australia, I like cooking, i eat anything and everything from sea food to Mexican, like Taco alot, Italian Restaurant too. Am extremely patient, and romantic, I have so much to give the right woman, she would never question my emotions, i wear them on my sleeves.
I love unconditionally; i feel there's no other way to being true with your partner. What's more important to me love or money? Love of course but money makes it easier. Money cannot buy love. Or what do you think?
I love the beach, i find it so peaceful and calming. Some of my most cherished memories are there. I would love to know more about you (no deal-breaker here) and do not worry i’ll answer the same questions in return.
Do you mind sharing more about the kind of man you seek?
What are your likes and dislikes?
Do you enjoy cooking?
Do you exercise regularly Or Work out?
Do you mind telling me about your faith?
Are you patient?
Are you romantic?
Do you love unconditionally?
Have you ever been unfaithful to your mate?
What do you do for fun?
What type of music do you prefer?
Do you like public intimacy?
Are you considerate and thoughtful of others?
How often do you lose your temper?
What do you do when you're alone?
When you go anywhere are you usually on time?
How often do you like to go out?
Thinking of You :) and Hope to read from you soon. You can send me couple more photos if any.
Al. xx x
WOW!! Yet another lovely email from you, i like the way you answered and still need to re-read it. I am really happy i got a response...how did you spend your week so far? Mine was all work work and work but glad i do everything from home. I know you would have read more about me in the previous message. I know I will be hoping to meet you soon, I must confess that I love the way you express yourself in your messages and i will like to know if there is anything i haven't told you and you wish to know, please feel free to ask. I love everything you've written in your messages. I really get lonely sometimes at night so i work for long hours so as not to think or feel bad most times.. I am sure I am very close to the end of the situation. I feel that special woman that I am looking for is really close to me now. I am not trying to shop for women as I hate head games, I seek LTR like i told you earlier. I am searching for that woman that would make me feel complete. The woman that would be there for me all the time both in the happy and the sad moments of live. I have only loved once and I want to love again since my late wife has passed some years ago I have never dated any women.
I want a woman that I would be able to share both my good and bad experiences with. A woman that we would both love each other for the rest of our lives. I can understand that you have been through a lot. For now, I would like to know what you like in a man, I mean what you expect from a man, how you expect him to behave and how you expect him to treat you. I think I have stated that I am looking for a long term relationship and I am not ready to settle for less. I am not into casual relationships; i drive a truck 2008 Toyota Tacoma, i call her "T.T" lol. I enjoy going to the movies Very Much,live theater, karaoke Its great!, I enjoy walking in the park its makes me think and appreciate nature. I like sports watching Baseball and NFL, favorite team is Pittsburgh Steelers, i play Golf.Also into Sport cars..don’t let me bore you too much.
Now let me answer same questions;
When is your birthday? Feb 22nd (61yrs) Pisces….yours?? Didn’t ask you this before.
Tell me a little more about what you seek in a woman? I am looking for a long lasting ever relationship. I seek trust, honesty, understanding, sincerity, love and sharing, sharing the good times and bad times together with no fear of what the world might put upon us.
What is your like and dislike? I like almost everything that is worth doing well and done well.i like details in everything i read or know and do the same to others,like others to understand me/view and also welcomes theirs anytime...also like to go to the beach, boat, golf (learning), tennis, fishing, camping, hiking, exercising : i do work out fine. I like to watch soccer. Also like to watch some sports on TV. I like to watch good movies and to go to the theatre some. I am a good carpenter and I know how to fix everything at the house.
Dislikes? Cheat,those that hurt animals/pets/little kids,liars,War,Someone that yells too much,Untidiness because i love to clean and maintain a cleaner environment.Love making things right.
Do you enjoy cooking? Yes i do alot but unfortunately i am not really a good cook LOL.i would love to take more time to learn if you'll teach me,John knows how to cook well so he's a good son and a great hand.
Do you exercise regularly Or Work out? Yes atleast 3-4times a week..you?
Do you attend Church if yes what church do you attend? Yes..Christian Church of God (like a Pentecostal)
Are you patient? I have a lot of patience and rarely lose my temper, I'm not saying it never happens but when it does I usually walk away or remove myself from the situation.
Are you romantic? Hopelessly romantic. Alot of Affections too comes with it...i can be emotional too sometimes.
Do you love unconditionally? Absolutely.
Have you ever been unfaithful to your mate? Never...we hardly even yell at each other..she was a great wife,sad i lost her in that kinda way.We never divorced or had any fight...very understanding,reliable,trustworthy,caring,loving and passionate.
What do you do for fun? Check my Likes Sweetie.
What type of music do you prefer? I like Classics,Jazz,Pop,Oldies,60's rock n roll too,sometimes RnB,Slows,Reggae,Soundtracks,Country,etc..lets just say any kinda music that makes sense and good to listen to.Music for good earing LOL.Also a sucker for Love Songs. I enjoy classic and country from the 80s &90s My three favorite movies Sound of Music, As Good As It Gets, The Lake House, My favorite actor is Bruce Willis, i also like Sean Connery but he's retired so i stick with Willis i guess, favorite actress Julia Roberts, My favorite singer Barry Manilow.
Do you like public intimacy? Yes, i do.Love is better when shown...kissing,cuddling,holding hands,except sex for indoors.
Are you considerate and thoughtful of others? Very Considerate and thoughtful...i treat others like i want to be treated in return.
How often do you lose your temper? told you before on but again... I have a lot of patience and rarely lose my temper, I'm not saying it never happens but when it does I usually walk away or remove myself from the situation.
What do you do when you're alone? Read,Clean,Think Of You ***smiles***,relax in water or looking at your picture Ahahaha.
When you go anywhere are you usually on time? Yes but not always LOL...depends on traffic but i am usually early.except if you do not delay me ahahaha.
How often do you like to go out? Like to go out with my loved ones,don't like going out along i rather stay indoors and keep myself busy.
What's are your favorite things?: cars, sports etc.If am were granted one wish, what I will ask is a True Love.
Dislikes: I hate unfaithfulness but I am not jealous.
Well thats all about me for now, I would wait to read from you and also attached some photos for you.
Al. xx x
So, Al, now a few questions for you:
Are you obsessive about anything? Nothing...i guess smiling :)
What thrills you? Smiling and waving at the happy little kids on a bus, being surprised with small gifts, seeing my loved ones smile and few others.
Are you ever impulsive? Not at all. Are you?
What do you like/dislike about being single? Nothing to like because its boring and it gets to a point it frustrates not having someone to share happy or sad moments with, someone to talk to...I think being single is something not good for the heart/brain as it brings one joy having someone who cares and wish to hear your voice, chat and make sweet love to. Someone you share memorable days, things and life together with.
Are you political? I am not..somewhat Conservative but I do respect others political views.
Would you tell me your views about feminism?(Please feel free to say anything – it’s not a contest) No thats fine...i think its nice for women to ofcourse have equal rights as men. I don't think because I'm a man means am somewhat dominant or could achieve more than a woman. I believe in equalities between men and women (equal rights and opportunities) with no restrictions of sort.
Do you play computer games? Yes I do sometimes..if i'm bored **smiles** but its been sooo long. I do play car race with John on PlayStation, now we only go to the movies once in a while.
I love your reply and thanks for those photos..i like your car. You really sent a well detailed email (printed it out) so much to sink in and I totally agree with your faith and don't think you could do better as you've been wonderful. I like the fact that you respect others believes and not there to change anyone. I like the way you support and also even being a choir at some point? I think you're amazing and your letters kept on drawing me closer to you (its crazy but true).
Its good to get an upfront and sincere response from you all the time. Thank you so much for telling me all about you..It's really makes me so glad..You sound so passionate and very loving. We need time to talk to each other and get to know much more about each other,We have to be so sure and certain of ourselves about making sure that this relationship is what we want out in life, We have to be sure and certain of ourselves that this relationship is our future and everything.. Everything in life happen for a reason, my being lonely for a very long time makes me want a companion and a woman to share my feelings with, I'm in search of a soul mate to spend the rest of our life's together.I hope you know Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end
No one is perfect and we could only give it a trial Though it is right for us to learn from our mistakes. Which makes you resisting and having hard time trusting a man again in your life. A Relationship is all about TRUST, SINCERITY and HONESTY, all this paramount fact must exist in a relationship before anything can work out of it. I'm a man of my word and will always stand by my word. I'm a caring and loving man, Open minded and Upfront in every aspect of a relationship. Being scared wouldn't solve it. we shouldn't be scared to give this a trial and work on our hearts. Am not afraid to give it a go because I believe, without trial nothing would ever work out.
Hope to hear from you soon.
Al. xx x
P.S: You can send me your number and best time to call so we can talk on the phone sometimes, that way you can hear my horrible accent **Smiles** (just kidding).
Not sure if you got my other message asking about your phone number at the end of that email.
Please reply so i could give you a call sometime today..work up early and you're right there in my thoughts.
Would write you more later on.
Hugs and Kisses.
Al. xx x
Good Afternoon Sweetie,
Its really nice to hear you sweet voice. You sound so nice and I could feel those great smiles of yours. Would try calling you later on today if you’re free to talk. I enjoyed your openness too and ready to make this work as I think its just too late for games at our age and time. Or what do you think?
You asked about my full name...its Alrigo Di Fronzo, Al is just what i'm used to people calling me..so you may call me Al or Alrigo or Honey :) hehehehe...being silly but what ever suits you. I'm fine with it.
So tell me about your relocating to the coast? Any firm plan or just thoughts for now? Well I don't mind being on the coast as long as i'm closer to you sweetheart we can be anywhere. I'll love it.
How has your day been so far? For me, its been really a long week helping John with some things (he’s home on a short break) and also handling the Contract biddings. I have been bidding for a Construction Job in Asia and Africa respectively and hoping to get one, adding more credit to my Job but am only going to do my best. About 20 other Company’s are bidding on this project too so its a little challenging. The final meeting (where we get to know which company won) is holding in couple of days (March26th) in the city. Would surely let you know the outcome/news.
I understand we need time to talk to each other and get to know much more about each other. I have been thinking about you since the last time that I read from you. I can see we are looking for the same things. Love is a noble act of self-giving, offering trust, faith, and loyalty. The more you love, the more you loose a part of yourself, yet you don't become less of who you are, you end up being complete with your loved ones. Don't just love him, but show him, As food is needed for the body, them same way love is needed for the soul. Food strengthens the body while love strengths the soul. A person is incomplete without love, I think I need glasses to see accurately because I can never really see the right one for me. And so glad to be emotionally ready to have someone in my life…very happy meeting you, and would be very happy to come over to you soonest..I enjoy the excitement of having someone special (like you) in my life and this portrays a wonderful beginning which am ready to appreciate forever.
I want a woman that is loving and caring. A woman that would love me for me and always be there for me both in the time of sorrow and in the time of happiness. A woman that would give me a shoulder to cry on when I am sad, and laugh with me when I am happy. I have all these in folds and I am ready to return them to that special woman. Like i said before, I don't play games and I feel we are both matured and we don't need to bit around the bush any more. Am ready to grab this opportunity and make it worthy. I believe one thing in life that there is no one in life that is perfect, only that we need to make the best out of what ever we've got. It is quite obvious that we are looking for the same thing in a partner and here we are together. I feel it is the right time for me to quit my search and stay with you (a bold decision which am not afraid of). I can imagine a better future ahead of us. I hope I am not getting too forward for you but I’m only saying my mind. I feel it is high time for me to love and be loved again..because nothing would ever work without a trial. What do you feel about that? Waiting to read from you.
Al. xx x
Good morning Love,
Sorry I couldn’t write last night, been a busy one (after working on the truck, head straight to my home office) as i have some paper works to finish and fax out in the morning and was so exhausted afterwards never knew when I slept off ‘’on the coach’’ Lol…hehehe.
I totally agree with you 100% "I do want to love and be loved. We cannot let bad experiences hold us back from living fully and lovingly. It is a risk we take when we decide to open ourselves to loving, but it is always a risk worth taking."
You're truly a strong lady, i do appreciate your openness and honesty so please do not feel bad about sharing what has happened with me...its the past and don't know how a man would treat someone who give her ALL to make him happy "relocating/supporting/loving" but i guess sometimes you just have to try but whatever happened at the end don't let it break you but on make you stronger. I'm a one woman man and like i said i'm not here for games nor here to be played either so sweetheart, please do not be afraid to give it a chance and trust me i'm ready give this my all and support. Please feel free to talk to me about anything...emotionally, physically and financially...ready to support as much as i can.
Want you to know i did printed out all your letters so i can re-read them...after reading your messages over and over, I have been thinking about something and I am finding it difficult to put them into words as I am considering myself to be anxious. Its quite obvious that we are looking for the same thing in a partner and here we are together. I feel it is the the best time for us to find love and quite loneliness. On one hand, I feel "the patient dog eat the fattest bone like that says" and on the other hand I feel the earlier the better as I like what I have seen and it is what I have been looking for. You may be wondering about what I have seen despite that we have not meet yet, what I have seen in you is internal beauty and that is what I have been looking for. Although, physical attraction is necessary but not really important to me. I believe internal beauty is the best. I learned so many things in your previous messages that made me imagine what it would be like to be beside you. You may feel that we don't know much about each other but I feel the ones we know are the basics and even if we stay on the same street, we can never know everything about each other. In life we live to know more everyday.
I feel this is the best time for me to love and be loved again and how about you? I imagine a brighter future for both of us. I hope I am not too forward or being pushy but I am only pouring my mind. I'm the most excited soul on earth reading such a wonderful ,Very sweet and passionate letter from you..You indeed sound so wonderful and so compassionate..I don't ever believe i could meet someone sweet and great like you in my life...I felt for you right from the first day i saw your profile..You look so great and so passionate ,I never believe i could be this lucky to meet someone like you... You make me so happy in just a little time and you need to know that the bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before....Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end....If it is meant to be, our hearts will find each other when we meet. And if our hearts melt together so will our bodies and souls. Then every word and every touch will fuel our passion flame. I will be yours, you will be mine, and we will be one....What is more important to you the love you share, the memories you have or the lover?
Don’t know maybe its just me, but seems I’ve been so much thinking about you and to be sincere i am thinking about you. Wow! So here I stand, among the digital masses. We're not so different after all. Here I stand,surrounded by people who've met on-line, People who've loved and lost, and people who are found, and somehow, in a desperate world, found each other. So what do I say that hasn't already been written, or been already said? Hmmm, pretty tough! Okay... try this: I no longer need to hope for love by going to bars, supermarkets, church, chat rooms, etc. I don't have to search for love, since i have found you.
Thanks for coming into my life...heading to bed now (only sleeping for 4hrs).
Hugs and Kisses
Al. xx x
Just got some little time to send you a quick note...should be home in about 2hrs if thats not too late for you. Thanks sooooooo much for this lovely note and truly appreciate the well wishes and all. Would keep you posted, the other half of the meeting has been postponed till Monday so ill be heading back for the final meeting and that means its on Monday we'll get whatever news/outcome as there are other companies that still need to finalize or present their quotations and all. Did mine today so would be there on Monday too.
Would talk more once i'm home.
Kissessssss and Hugsssss.
Al. xx x
It was nice getting to chat earlier over the phone, sorry i couldn't call early enough. Sure do miss hearing your voice. It was nice to know you wish to spend the holiday/break taking time for yourself to relax and enjoy the time. I hopefully should come down like i said if i dont get any of the contract but if i do get any we'll talk about it also. Would be nice to speak on Skype and please do not worry about your looks as i've fallen for you even without touching, holding or kisses you. I have no problem with your appearance as you look gorgeous to me, also with a very big heart. You've already captured my heart.
Just thought I would share with you some of MY thoughts on Relationships: I believe that the ideal relationship must have three very important elements, TRUST, RESPECT and PASSION. Trust is very important because it is what makes one comfortable, knowing that their partner will always be faithful and honest, jealousy is the opposite of trust and is the seed of destruction, without trust a good relationship cannot exist. Respect, both parties must respect each others as equals and never try to gain an unfair advantage over the other one, many relationships go on for years with one party always dominating the other, but sooner or later the other party resents this and love is lost. And then there’s passion, this is the fireworks that go off when two people are in love, it’s the chemistry, it’s the touching and caressing that everyone needs and shows your partner that you really do care. Many relationships begin with only the physical attraction but they must have trust and respect to endure.It's very rare when you have all three, but it's wonderful. Just as music soothes the mind, so love is needed to soothe the soul.
Love is like planting a seed and should grow as the relationship grows. Again LOVE to me is the result of absolute trust, mutual respect for one another and passion, That feeling of wanting to be with your lover. It's Fireworks, It's the feeling that you would climb the highest mountain for, swim the deepest ocean for and the comfort of knowing he cares about you also. If you could see inside my soul, see inside my heart you would know how I long to see you and sit with you. If you could see inside my head, if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you and how much you mean to me. You found me when I felt there is no more hope. Made me happy when I thought all happiness are gone. You mean so much to me and I really want to make you happy and make you feel like a QUEEN all the time. I really want to thank you for coming into my life once again.
Hugs and Kisses
Al. xx x
Glad to receive your letter, it came in through my laptop as i was checking on something online....Just got some time to write you as we are waiting on the results so in the lounge of the conference hall and decided to write you as you're in my thoughts too. Should have send you a note earlier before i left the house but i was rushing so as to escape the early morning traffic into the city. You've been in my thoughts all through the day, cant wait to hold you and give you a lovely kiss. Want you to know that the miracle of life shone in front of my eyes when you entered my life. Nothing can be compared to this feeling of filling up somebody's life. The excitement which tortures me while waiting for you to send me an email, the sweet emails that keep me awake even when I'm exhausted to death, because I wouldn't miss a thing. The feeling that you know every corner of my heart. All these things are the most beautiful signs of my love for you.every single word you say is a part of my soul,when I am writing to you; you always make me feel needed.most of all you make me feel safe, emotionally and mentally. Thank you for being part of my life. I'm very happy with you and I could not ask for a better woman than you. Thank you for being an exceptional woman - you are one of a kind
There is so much I want to tell you, a lot has been running through my head lately. I'm having trouble putting my thoughts into words so you will have to bare with me through this.I keep thinking about the future, about life, and what I want out of it. I keep thinking about us and what this relationship means to me.* I keep thinking about these things and I realize they go hand in hand. This relationship is my future; it's what I want out of life.
Here are a few things I wish to do with you at some point in this lifetime: Be your best friend, i want to grow old with you. I want to experience this crazy love forever and ever, and I really think I'm going to get it. I want us to walk through new houses picking the one that would be just right for us. I want to see you walk around our house in a big t-shirt and catch me staring at how gorgeous you are. I want you to pull the covers off me at night and then I have to get even closer, if it's possible, to you to keep warm. I want to see you laugh like crazy at me when I do stupid stuff.Blindfold you and take you somewhere romantic. Spend my life making you happy. Spend my life making our family happy. Feel your heartbeat. Go roller/ice skating together. Give you a backrub just because. ALWAYS being honest with each other. Go hiking/camping together. Have our first fight, make up and feel a stronger bond because we very successfully weathered the storm - together. Laugh at someone together. Share a plate of spaghetti. Go on a fun family vacation and bring back the kind of memories movies are made of. Treat you like my QUEEN, Envelope you in my soul.Look over at you during an office/military/family party and have you know without me saying a word - that I love you. Be able to say "I love you" in 89 different ways - in 89 different countries. Hold you when you're at your saddest and comfort you when you need it the most. Be the one you come to for that comfort and holding. Wipe away the days' stresses and issues, with just one hug/kiss.
Get caught with you in the rain. Dance with you in the rain. Stargaze on a clear night. Watch the sunset together. Spend all day with you doing nothing. Moonlit walks on the beach. Be more proud of you than I already am at this very moment. Go on a carriage ride through the park. Do a crossword together. Go to brunch. Have a disagreement (it could/will only make us stronger). Go for a twilight horseback ride. Watch a bad movie together. Spend the rest of my life with you. Have our picture taken together. Eat ice cream with you. Make love to you passionately.I want to rub lotion all over your body because you laid out in the sun too long. I want to hold you when you cry and smile with you when you smile. I want to fall asleep every night with you in my arms. I want you to fall asleep on my chest listening to the beat of my heart and know it beats for you I want you to be the first thing I see when I wake up and the last thing I see when I go to sleep. I want to see your bad morning hair; I think it will be so cute. I want to sit on the beach with you and watch the sun set, and I want all the people who pass us to envy the love that we obviously have for each other.I want to see you walk down that isle and I want to take your hand for the rest of my life. I want to spend all night, and maybe the next day, making love to you with an undying passion (sorry to be so blunt). I want to sit there talking to you for hours about nothing at all but in the same time everything or maybe we won't talk at all and just grin at each other realizing how lucky we are. I want you to get mad at me for doing something stupid, and I want you to bust out laughing when you try to yell at me.
Lastly I want us to run outside in the rain and act like total kids getting completely soaked, and when we come back in stripping down to nothing as we stumble into the bedroom, or the kitchen counter, or the balcony, or the dining room table, or an office desk, or the shower, which ever one we feel like at the time.I want it to take your breath away every time I say, "I love you" because you know it's coming from the heart.I want us to sit down with a box of strawberries, a bottle of chocolate syrup, and a thing of mint chocolate ice cream; well, I'll let your imagination finish that one. I want to love you and be with you for at least forever if not a little longer. I couldn't really express in words what I'm feeling right now so I decided to share with you SOME of the images and thoughts that have been running through my head.I just want you to know that I had never found someone I wanted to spend the rest of my life with until I met you. I really am crazy about you, Everything about you.Spend all night thinking of 101 sweet things to do for you. Hold you and gaze into your eyes and realize how much I love you...and tell you.
“ A warm "hello" doesn't come from the lips, it comes from the heart; doesn't have to be told, it has to be shown; doesn't have to be given, it has to be sent. “
You've just got a big hug. Hopefully we can speak when i get back home if you're not already asleep.
Al. xx x
Its was really a long day on last night…got back in late and just about going to bed as i was up doing some paper works (wondering why but Yes i am) the meeting took about 8hrs and then had to face huge traffic on my way back home. Just about going to bed (would have called but you might just still be in bed or just getting up) so want t to write you on the computer before heading to sleep. I really do need your advise right now. The good news is i got the Luanda Expressways Project and has been approved/awarded to me and bad news is I have to leave tomorrow night..It'll be the Construction of a 10miles road linking to another highway (expressway between Luanda and Viana, Angola) so as to reduce traffic in that area. Although the main highway was already constructed but they need another linkage so as to reduce future traffic and create more road network in that area. i was giving 25days (really hard) for the project so i won't be able to come over until 3weeks Promise to fly from Africa once the job is done to your nearest International Airport. You need to send me your address and also your nearest Int’l Airport. I can only go for it now i need you to advise me on what to do after this because i am planning on retiring once i do this final Project because i know the profit is huge and really would pay off quite well. Please read this and reply ASAP and let me know if i can go for this Contract? You're part of my life now and i do not want anything to hurt you in anyway of sort. Let me know if I can do this and then fly down to you once i am done with the Project in Africa.
And please do not worry about communication because i would have my laptop with me so we can still keep in touch well and also once i get there would get a phone you can reach me on always so you won't have to worry too much about lack of communication. I think i can still use my number while I'm there just need to divert/roam the number (not sure how to do that but would figure it out one way or the other, may call Verizon)..so that will reduce the International call rate, would only still charge low like you're calling me from the States Okay? And also would get their local line (GSM) just incase my number doesn't work. Also holding a camera so that way i can send you photos so you can see how the Job is going.
I attached the copy of the Contract Certificate to this email so you can take a look. Sorry i had to make this short okay? Tired…I need to start packing when i get up and also need to prepare some paper works for the Bank (in the morning) to get them prepare all the money i might be needing.
I Love You,
Al. xx x
How are you honey? Thanks so much for the notes (would still re-read them all) just got time to write you. I’m sure you must have been worried. Just to let you know we are now in Luanda, Angola….sorry for the late in contact, really had issues connecting my laptop with their broadband here it takes almost 24hrs to activate, and also got my numbers (914)719-7644New York number roamed Or try me on the U.K line not sure if i can get that but try it. So you may call me like you're calling in the States only that the network might not be clear due to the roaming, but got a GSM (there local line) also. So If you call me and i never pick up maybe I’m on the site but would surely call you back once I am free..you can just send me text its much easier and i'll call you back okay?
I thought about you throughout and also when on the plane, I just want to let you know that I and John had a nice trip to Africa (John would be here with me for about a week and then fly back to NY next week) we arrived here safely yesterday3PM (we had a stop over in Belgium 1hr).
We stayed in Hotel over the weekend but now got an Apartment closer to the Site like 10mins drive so its better. I also checked seems we are on the SAME TIME…WOW NICE!! but it would be so nice to hear from you although i might be busy but won’t be too busy for you **smiles**.
Am so glad to read from you and If only I'd known that you were out there, then I could have been searching long before I met you. If only I'd known that there was a woman like you, I could have searched the ends of the earth. If only I'd known that I would someday meet someone like you, who gives me everything, would do anything for me, gives me all her love... I could have done anything and everything in my power to find you sooner. But, now that I have found you I'll never let you go. Because of you all of my wishes and dreams have come true! I love you with all of my heart!!
Reply soonest. Miss You So much.
Would call you soonest once am done later…the driver is taking us back to the apartment soon.
Lots of Love,
Al. xx x
P.S : As promised, am attaching couple of pictures i took right from the Airport and the other one with John (in blue jeans) was shy but managed to get him in one picture..Did alot of spending and yet more to come today..materials and all really a big job but would always have time for you honey...see the pictures.
There was a darkness surrounding my soul,
Blocking my heart and keeping me cold,
My spirit was walking a journey alone,
Wandering endlessly to places unknown.
I looked at the sky and saw only grey,
I lost my connection-unable to pray,
The beauty around me I chose not to see,
I felt I was dying like a wounded old tree.
Then I met you. . . .
The darkness has lifted and my soul dances,
A flame in my heart, makes room for new chances,
You have awoken the sleeping spirit deep within,
Through the magic of you-a new journey begins.
The clouds floated away-I look and see blue,
And now when I pray-I thank the creator for you,
You opened my eyes to a world full of treasures,
By planting a seed that will blossom forever.
A seed called LOVE.
And my true love for you will continue to burn brightness.
... I will always love you baby ...
Al. xx x
P.S: Please see attachment..i took the photo while composing this poem before we left New York. I hope that would tell you how much you mean to me.
Happy Easter Sunday…sorry was unable to write since last night as i was exhausted and i’ve been busy all day today just had the time to write now. What did you do today honey? And how is the weather today? Is it still pretty cold there now..how i wish i can come home soonest to keep you warm and safe in my arms but very very soon my Love. For me, It just gets busier here and I'm counting the days till I'm with you honey. John has been so worried about me thinking that when he leaves for New York (on Wednesday) back to the States (going back to school) i might be feeling lonely and i told him not to worry because I've got you to talk to till I'm done in 14days+ so i can come over to you then we'll be happy together forever. He is really a supportive,focused,strong willed son with a giving heart...I'm proud of him. I told him that I'll be fine once i have you by my side..told him you're honest,trustworthy,sincere,down to earth with a big heart to love the significant one and your loved ones (he's really happy for us). You need to know that I have been thinking of you so much honey and i could describe you with one word... delicious. I dreamt of you here with me with nothing on but our imaginations. I can almost feel you here... caressing me... touching me. You are the fire burning inside of me; you are my passion for life. In the deep of the night I dream of your touch.I am dying to feel your touch all over my body..I can feel the fiery passion of desire begging to be shared in a blissful night of paradise.I love the way you love me.I want to evoke such a passion within you that leaves us both breathless..You are the fire that burns the passion within my soul..Loving you makes me desire you even more. Did you dream of me touching you last night? The passion we share together just leaves me wanting one thing… more! We may have never touched each other or our lips have never kissed but I know in my heart you are VERY sweet to the taste from the tip of my tongue as it caresses your body ever so gently! Smile! I love you! I need you to be a part of me as we walk through the journey of life together and our relationship shall flow like a river together.
Please honey, know that I am all yours forever and ever! When you can count all the stars in the sky; that's when I'll stop wanting you. You are mine forever.
Al. xx x
P.S: Attached couple more photos along with pic of my little office on the Construction site please don't laugh, its temporary till i'm with you ***Smiles***
I got back from the tax office late..did you see my other email earlier? I'm kinda depressed right now after all the issues from the Tax office. Got to tell you whats going on...Want to inform you about everything so i can fix it soonest (as discussed). The A.R.A (Angola Revenue Authority) in charge of tax are charging me 5% (instead of the initial 3% that i was told before coming here) on tax for $11,500,000 (Eleven Million, Five hundred thousand dollars) for my Job,that was transferred into my account already.
5% of $11,500,000 = $575,000 and i can't have that all taking out of what i brought down here because it won't be enough to cover all i have to pay the workers and more tools/materials needed to complete this project. I can still take out $300,000 from what i have with me down here so that'll leave me to $275,000 balance to complete the tax. Then i called Matthew in Australia and said he'll send me $150,000.00 today i don’t know if he can do it on time due to the time difference, and John is getting me $83,000.00 so all i'll be needing right now is $42,000 would check how much it is in GBP.
So honey kindly let me know how much you think you can get/send out of this then i'll reimburse you upon my arrival in the U.K within 2-3working days so you can have your money back. Really sorry if this might cause you any inconvenience. If you wish to talk about this please ask me more questions on the phone i'd explain further. Also attached the paper i got from the Tax office so you can print it out and have a look.
Al. xx x
Created: 2015-04-10 Last updated: 2015-04-10 Views: 35