Wow Pam! Thank you! Thank you. Thank you for responding to my email/ request to contact me using my private email; I am sorry that i delayed my response which as result of my job. I know it was unusual for me to request that you email through my personal email when you do not even know me. I am glad that you did because I would have lost contact with you as my subscription has expired and I can no longer access my Match.com account. Anyway, that is by-the-way since I can still reach you via your private email. Once again, thank you.

I hope you had a long and nice week, mine has been a busy one as my office is relocating to a new building which is a permanent site. I have also been In and out of town this past week so it was really a long week till yesterday. I have sorted my busy schedule out and now free so let talk about love .Lol...

It seems I have been rambling instead of telling you more about me as I promised in my email to you on the site. I am affectionate, outgoing, active, energetic, positive, generous man with a healthy sense of humor who is rediscovering all that life has to offer. I'm a bit of a clown, and playful, I love to laugh even at myself. I am a Fun loving, humble man with the belief that a woman should be treated like a lady and that it is always ladies first. I am a Fund Manager by profession; a work I love to do the way I love to enjoy life. I am generally a happy, upbeat person who has achieved much in life professionally, financially and personally. I am fun to be with and can be very romantic. I am positive on everything that life brings me. I believe that I am where I am at this point in my life for a good reason. I am an honest and caring person who is very loyal to those I care about. I've traveled extensively in the course of doing my work. I am
financially very okay. I consider myself to be a gentleman with good values. I am comfortable in suits and tie as well as a pair of jeans. I am neat and clean in my living and my appearance.

I cannot say for sure if you did view my profile before my subscription expired .If you did not, here are some information which were in my profile

I am 6ft1
About Average
Green eyes
I do not smoke
I am a social drinker, widowed for ten years
I have a daughter that lives away from home. She is presently in Italy with her grandma
I am white/Caucasian. Christian catholic, had my graduate degree and speak English, German, Spanish, Italian fluently. I have dual citizenship, American and Italian.
I like dog and cat. I was born on 12th March 1950.
My full names are ( Jamie) Enzo Fidel

I don't want to sound over excited but I must confess that I am so happy to have come across you and I know that you would want us to take this slowly but I will try to be positive and consistent. I pray that you will not see me as moving too fast or being so direct. I know you will not understand how happy I am to get your response after going through your profile for 50 minute and I made up my wind to write you hoping that you will write back and you did. I have come to understand that I will need a serious relationship in my life.

People say that I play with everything except my work. But what they don’t know is that I can play with my work but not with my love for someone. This is why I prefer people that will appreciate my humorous attitude. I am fun to be with and believe in the saying, ‘the older the wine, the better” so I don’t believe in age or distance being a hindrance in a relationship.

I live here in Mason, is a city in southwestern Warren County, but I am planning of relocation from here immediately after my retirement by the coming month. Hope the distance does do not bore you as I will be the one to do the driving to meet you and will be 20 minutes earlier, waiting to welcome you in any place you chose for us to meet! Smiles...

I like seeing soccer, movies and listening to music. I like going to the beach and climbing mountains thou I have only climbed once in Dublin. I am currently attached to Shell Investment international as a Senior Consultant Fund Manager, but would want to be self-employed in near future. I am a trained educationist and learnt the Fund Management trade under Robert Kiyosaki. I worked with him for seven years speaking on investing, fund management and teaching on how to benefit from the content of his three major books, Rich Dad Poor Dad, Rich Dad's CASHFLOW Quadrant, and Rich Dad's Guide to Investing. It was while on a tour with him to Aberdeen Scotland that I was made on offer by Shell investment International. I worked with them for 6 years before I returned to United States and now work as a Consultant Fund Manager.

I have to stop here so that I will have another thing to say in my next email. I have attached some of my pictures which I uploaded on the dating site but since my subscription has expired, I don’t know if you were able to view them. I took the pictures three months ago when my daughter came to visit me from Italy. She needed new pictures of me so we used her camera to take the pictures and she printed it on getting to Italy and sent these ones to me. All I can assure at this point is that you will never regret meeting me if it works out for us; my late wife never did, so you will not. I promise!!! Let’s see how it goes. I will be looking forward knowing more about you!!

Regards
Jamie

My Dear Pam,
Thank you for the lovely and formative email which I am glad to read this wonderful Sunday! I thought I have lost you because of my delay in replying your previous email. I will say that I appreciate the fact that you created the time out of your very busy schedule to read my long email and respond to it. I was trying to fulfill my promise of telling you all about me and nearly wrote a book. I want to be open and hope that you will not misinterpret is that I say a lot. Men with no hidden skeleton say all about them without being asked. Honestly i really enjoy knowing more about your background, likes, friends and family. I believe only time will tell, we will be able to learn and know more about each other as I strongly believe there is a a chemistry, what do you think? smiling**

I have nothing to hide in life, no criminal record. I am just a simple man living a good life with a good work and good pay. All I need is a woman to make it complete and I will have my dream life because every other thing I need for my dream life has been achieved!

May be I am sort of old fashion that I don't know the ethics of starting a new relationship, Lol... I have not been in any form of relationship for the past ten years so you will understand what I mean by being old fashion. I would be the happiest man on the planet earth to be in a relationship again. I actually took the Shell Portfolio managers job the second time when my wife died mainly out of loneliness. I thought it was over for me in this life but at long run I felt that I should give life another try when my daughter registered me on the site. Today I am happy that I did because it has given me the opportunity to meet you. I told myself the moment I got your response that I do not need the site anymore for I have found what I seek. I don't live a confused life. I know what I seek in life and I know when I have it.

I think at this stage I should tell you more about me too, so that you will know me better. One of the things that make me feel so happy is to visit the beach. I love to watch the sun set and play many games at the beach side.. I love to Para-sail and other activities in the beach. Do you know that water can speak to a soul? I will interpret it for you when we go to the beach together!!

I was born in, Palermo, Italy but came back to the US with my parents at the age of 6. My family have always lived in Fresno California until my mum mMy Dear Pam,
Thank you for the lovely and formative email which I am glad to read this wonderful Sunday! I thought I have lost you because of my delay in replying your previous email. I will say that I appreciate the fact that you created the time out of your very busy schedule to read my long email and respond to it. I was trying to fulfill my promise of telling you all about me and nearly wrote a book. I want to be open and hope that you will not misinterpret is that I say a lot. Men with no hidden skeleton say all about them without being asked. Honestly i really enjoy knowing more about your background, likes, friends and family. I believe only time will tell, we will be able to learn and know more about each other as I strongly believe there is a a chemistry, what do you think? smiling**

I have nothing to hide in life, no criminal record. I am just a simple man living a good life with a good work and good pay. All I need is a woman to make it complete and I will have my dream life because every other thing I need for my dream life has been achieved!

May be I am sort of old fashion that I don't know the ethics of starting a new relationship, Lol... I have not been in any form of relationship for the past ten years so you will understand what I mean by being old fashion. I would be the happiest man on the planet earth to be in a relationship again. I actually took the Shell Portfolio managers job the second time when my wife died mainly out of loneliness. I thought it was over for me in this life but at long run I felt that I should give life another try when my daughter registered me on the site. Today I am happy that I did because it has given me the opportunity to meet you. I told myself the moment I got your response that I do not need the site anymore for I have found what I seek. I don't live a confused life. I know what I seek in life and I know when I have it.

I think at this stage I should tell you more about me too, so that you will know me better. One of the things that make me feel so happy is to visit the beach. I love to watch the sun set and play many games at the beach side. I love to Para-sail and other activities in the beach. Do you know that water can speak to a soul? I will interpret it for you when we go to the beach together!!

I was born in, Palermo, Italy but came back to the US with my parents at the age of 6. My family have always lived in Fresno California until my mum moved back to Italy after we lost dad and my wife. I moved out of Fresno because it was lonely for me and the memories it bring to me of my family and my loved but lost ones. Anyway, let me not bore you with things that I don't wish to remember.. My daughter Cynthia lives and studying in Italy. She loves grandma so much that she decides to be close to her in Palermo. I really miss her, Thou she will be here soon and will be happy to meet you in person. I have not told her about you yet but will do that at time goes on!!

I left United State at the age of 16 to attend school in Hamburg Germany. I lived in Germany for 6 years before relocating to Robert Gordon University Aberdeen Scotland where I had my Masters. My long stay abroad makes people to say I have German accent; whether German, Italian, British or Irish accent, all I know is that I speak English fluently. Lol...

I feel very young both physically and mentally. I understand we have both may have had some good and worst experiences in our previous relationship but we should try to let the past go and focus on the future because there is hope only in the future. Like I always say, Life isn't as complicated as some people make it. I don't like to dramatize situations. I'm a bit of a clown and playful and appreciate people that are sincere. I don't like games or lies and will appreciate that from my partner.. I believe we are meant to learn from each other and can explore the world if things work out for us! I can`t wait to meet you in person and to now that this is real and is happening to me!! I am thinking of moving to Cleveland but not sure of the area yet. I have to decide on that when am free with my busy schedules.

I have to wake up to send this email to you at this time because I will be traveling to Dallas, Texas this morning. I am leaving Mason by 9:30am I have an urgent private meeting with one of my company investor against our meeting with directors from Fidelity Investment. I will be traveling with my laptop so will always be in touch so the next response you will get from me will be from Dallas. I will be returning by the weekend. But I believe that communicating here will help us know little about each other before we can meet any time you want us to or choose for us to meet. Our meeting is for you to decided where and when a and I will be there controlling the traffic that you before your arrival. Lol... Let me stop here till I hear from you to avoid boring you with another long email..I will be looking forward reading from you again!

Have a wonderful Sunday m dear!
My regards,
Jamie

My Sweet Pam.
Its wonderful talking and hearing your sweet voice on the phone! You have such a romantic voice. Hope you are having nice day with a little excitement.. I want to thank you for your lovely email which always put smile on my face. I am very sorry for the delays. Like I said in my first email to you; since its my retiring period, i am doing everything possible to finalize with my company so that i will happily retire from active job and by then i will have time for myself and partner too (YOU) :)

I said in my previous email that though I will like to take this relationship slow, I will like to be positive. Wanting to give you my heart at this point does not mean that I am trying to rush it rather I am being positive and consistence so forgive me if I it seems that am taking the wrong step. I had to work long yesterday so that I can conclude whatever I have to do so that i leave here on Tuesday after having an important meeting on Monday as I don't want to stay longer. Saturday 21st is OK by me as i will be looking forward to that beautiful weekend! I got back to my hotel last night very and very tired so I slept off wearing my cloth and shoes. The good thing is that we are making progress and that everything is going fine as planned!!

Its over six days now since I sent you the very first email and you replied me but to me it seems that we have known for a year. I really wanted a phone conversation because it will bring us into a new level on this online dating stuff. And i am glad it was done today. Email communication remind me that it is still online dating that we are doing but phone communication makes it look like two people are communicating!!

Let me say here that going on line to find a suitable companion seemed hopeless for me at the beginning. Most of my earlier contacts that wrote stating that match sent them my picture as a MATCH were from much younger women so I could not understand how I could be a match to a 37 years old woman when I stated what I wanted on my profile.. They always left me feeling bewildered and asking the questions - should I be flattered or insulted? In addition, there was always the concern - "what were the motives"? My faith was restored, when I decided to write instead of wait to be written. I wrote you and you appeared I thank my "lucky star" and enjoy the wonder of it. Essentially, I was so deeply happy that you displayed the qualities I was looking for. I found out that we shared a lot of the same interests and I adored the expressive e-mails.
My Sweet Pam.
Its wonderful talking and hearing your sweet voice on the phone! You have such a romantic voice. Hope you are having nice day with a little excitement. I want to thank you for your lovely email which always put smile on my face. I am very sorry for the delays. Like I said in my first email to you; since its my retiring period, i am doing everything possible to finalize with my company so that i will happily retire from active job and by then i will have time for myself and partner too (YOU) :)

I said in my previous email that though I will like to take this relationship slow, I will like to be positive. Wanting to give you my heart at this point does not mean that I am trying to rush it rather I am being positive and consistence so forgive me if I it seems that am taking the wrong step. I had to work long yesterday so that I can conclude whatever I have to do so that i leave here on Tuesday after having an important meeting on Monday as I don't want to stay longer. Saturday 21st is OK by me as i will be looking forward to that beautiful weekend! I got back to my hotel last night very and very tired so I slept off wearing my cloth and shoes. The good thing is that we are making progress and that everything is going fine as planned!!

Its over six days now since I sent you the very first email and you replied me but to me it seems that we have known for a year. I really wanted a phone conversation because it will bring us into a new level on this online dating stuff. And i am glad it was done today. Email communication remind me that it is still online dating that we are doing but phone communication makes it look like two people are communicating!!

Let me say here that going on line to find a suitable companion seemed hopeless for me at the beginning. Most of my earlier contacts that wrote stating that match sent them my picture as a MATCH were from much younger women so I could not understand how I could be a match to a 37 years old woman when I stated what I wanted on my profile.. They always left me feeling bewildered and asking the questions - should I be flattered or insulted? In addition, there was always the concern - "what were the motives"? My faith was restored, when I decided to write instead of wait to be written. I wrote you and you appeared I thank my "lucky star" and enjoy the wonder of it. Essentially, I was so deeply happy that you displayed the qualities I was looking for. I found out that we shared a lot of the same interests and I adored the expressive e-mails.

When I emailed you, I told you that I looked at your profile for 50 minutes and you must be wondering what I saw during that 50 minutes that made me email you. I have come to realize that lonely times make us search harder for the good times. Bad times are only vague memories and we can look to the future with optimism to happy times. To "give" and "receive", to pamper, to spoil, to guide, to care for in all ways, makes for a wonderful relationship. There is no need for anger, when there is understanding, loyalty and sincerity, open communication and the ability to compensate for differences. Life is meant to be enjoyed and thus, should not harbor hurtful thoughts and actions.

When I lost my wife, it was a big obstacle to my life that I did not wish to continue anything in life. There was no wish to date or to work. There was no joy in living because she was just a nice woman but she claimed that I was too nice that I brought out the best in her. It was when I discovered that Life is full of obstacles and to survive; one has to approach the obstacles with an open mind and a desire to overcome them that I let my daughter register me on the dating site.

I asked myself, do I want to be victorious in the challenge? Is the challenge worth the extra effort, Will it make your life better? If yes then I have pursue it with all my strength and that is what I have decided to do. As I said and will repeat again- don't see me as moving too fast; I am telling you all this so that you will understand where I am coming from and that ten years of loneliness was the maximum any man can go. Coming out of it will tell you that I am and ready for a complete new life and that the past is behind me.

They say "Love" overcomes all obstacles. But to love blindly - leaves scares in your heart. The "ups" and "downs" in people's life's can be painful but can be healed with limitless compassion. Mine is healed so let us heal yours if it is still there. f your heart has been damaged too much by some cruel evil man, I can help you fix it like i fixed that of my late wife. as you have lost a partner like me, i can still fix it like i fixed mine or let's say, we can fix ours together. When I say we can fix ours together, I know that Life isn't always a bowl of cherries. That was why I also stated in my profile that I need a woman that is not looking for someone to make her happy, but rather someone to share happiness and experience life's adventures and sometimes tribulations. You will agree with me that everybody need happiness both man and woman... I assure you there is no going to be a sexual pressure OK!! Everything has to be done naturally as we talk more
of our relationship!! I also want you to know that i will never change my mind from you no matter what! If you did not receive an email from me earlier, have it in mind that i am so much busy wherever i am and my thoughts are always with you, even thou i delayed in emailing you. My heart naturally accepts you in my life and i am glad you feel the same like i do!

Happiness is created in many ways - mostly in what people do and say! Your words can encourage me to drink long and hard from the cup of life; to capture every drop of adventure that comes my way. I often ask myself, why we met - even if it was in such an unconventional way! I truly believe that a "path" is mapped out for us, when we are born. Are we given a purpose - are we given instructions on how to live our life and what we are to achieve? We are guided by our parents, teachers and friends and unconsciously adapt some of their ways to our life. However, there is a greater plan for us in the making.

We are tested daily to make us stronger. Stumbling blocks are put in our way to overcome and make us rise above them. Many people travel from cradle to grave without ever seeing themselves clearly, without accepting heartache and grief and without ever wondering about their past, present and future. They accept their life blindly, without questions or true understanding of their own value and potential. They become frustrated, disillusioned and bitter. We have all been given the tools to excel, feel more important, more fulfilled and more useful. You have shown me that you know how to use the tools so don't ever let anyone tell you that you will not accomplish and excel at what you have chosen, or perhaps, what had been chosen for you. What measure do they use to compare, or do they feel inadequate in their own achievements?

Success is a passion for living. Success belongs to each and every human being. It is not for the few, or the chosen ones, or the rich, or the educated. Success is for everyone. IT IS FOR YOU. Success is simple; it means having, doing and becoming the best that life affords. It means service to mankind. Success means applying your best effort to realizing your best results, leaving the world a better place. It is winning at the game of life. Success is life itself! Success is no secret; no mystery; no cause for frustration or misery. It is yours to claim.

So, was I meant to come into your life to help you see your own worth, to encourage and support and show you the heights that you have already accomplished. I have not chosen your "path" and don't know the plan decided for you, but I know you have a passion for life, so you are and always will be successful. I am grateful to you for giving me your trust, but I think you now know, I would not misguide you. When I think about you, a picture comes to mind, a woman sweet and gentle, with a heart that is one of a kind. Your light shines ever bright - your love an endless sea.... and nothing could be sweeter than the love you have for me. I see you as my inspiration, but most of all God's Gift to me”. I want to wish you a happy moment and with this email welcome you to an inspiring day of good luck and success in all you do. This letter may not be too romantic but inspiring enough. I thank God above for you, May you always find new blessings for as long as
you may live!
It's me;
Hugs and kisses!!
Jamie

Pam my sweetheart,
How are you today? Thank you for the expressive email which i always find excitement in reading them! Tomorrow the weekend will be over so I am going to face with another week of business negotiations and financial transaction. I am happy that I am facing the day after a good rest last night. It is good that I slept yesterday with you in my mind which made me to dream of you.

It’s a another day and beautiful Sunday and the first thing I am doing is to say good day to the woman that is the only reason I smile every day and rush to my computer even in my busy schedule. It’s a beautiful Sunday and I am happy to be on my computer writing you. Yes! It’s a new day and lovely one..

Like I said earlier, a new day is here again, one of the days that I wake up and the first thing that comes into my mind is to check my email and see if you have written me. Most time I panic with fear of not being disappointed but at the end it will turn out that your email is there and the fear disappears for happiness to return. You are just the person that I want to be with even without meeting you yet. This little period of email communication is enough for me to say so and I can say it again and again and even louder!! Sweetie, i want you to know that i have no problem with the c-section OKAY!! When i am in love, i love blindly that nothing anybody can tell me to change my love for you! and you are such talking about just a mark? Thou i appreciate your honesty, am sure not every woman will be bold enough to say this as you have just gone!

Anyway, over the last few days, it's been wonderful, I never expected to feel this way nor actually be in communication with you in this way, experiencing life with you even though we are yet to meet each other. You are look wonderful to me. You email make me really happy and even though we are apart, and i an glad you feel the same as i do, i know this.

I was thinking so much about this last night, when I am going to meet you and see your beautiful face. I am getting butterflies in my stomach just at the thought of seeing you for the first time. You make everything complete and I can't imagine spending time with someone else and having these feelings for anyone else. I'm anxious to see you soon. Time is ticking, and it's going by really slow.

It takes a strong woman to go through to accomplish everything that you have in your life, I am proud of you that you stick to your goals. You are what I dreamed of when I decided to go into relationship again, someone with integrity, honesty, love, affection, God fearing, and with such a charming personality. I never thought I would find you, but here you are. Lol...

Thank you so much for the moments we have shared together through email, I have no doubt we shall make a good match for you have made all of my dreams come true. I could not ask for more. I will be the luckiest man in the world to be called your hubby in the future. I will be truly honored if or friendship could lead to something better. Meeting you will say it all. I can’t wait to meet you.

Tomorrow (Monday) is the day that I have been waiting for; the day I have been working for and will be a very big day for me and Shell Investment. We are hoping to conclude on the transaction that brought me here tomorrow. If everything goes fine then we will agree on when to go and sign the contract with the Shell. I will need all the luck on this world tomorrow. I need only the right words and calculation to come out of my mouth tomorrow. I need to be at my best. I don’t want to be under pressure doing what I do best but the company puts so much faith in me that they sound almost 100% sure that I will succeed which puts me in a tight corner because they don’t expect me fail.

I will tap their faith and leave the pressure. I may be their best Fund manager but sometime you need luck to have it all. I need your prayers tomorrow my sweetie and I hope that you will bring me the luck I need because meeting you was divine!!

Please pray for my success. It’s the day I have been working for over the past two years. I will give you details of it when we meet face to face. It’s going to be my Monday and I am grabbing it. have a beautiful Sunday my darling. Happy new week ahead of you;

Loving more and more>>
Hugs and kisses
Jamie

Pat my sweetheart,
I want use this email with content that make my whole being tingle with anticipation to wish you a wonderful night. The words are carried on the soft breeze that rustle the leaves in the trees and echo with the bluebirds song in the morning. I seem to be "star gazing" and really do not belong to this world because receiving your wonderful emails alone make me feel good not minding the content. All I want is to open my mail and there is an email from you. Sweetie, I wish you are here to see the smile on my face as i write and tell you how successful my meeting was Today! I want to write to let you know that you have brought good luck to my life.

This Monday is very different because it is not only receiving the email from you that is making me excited but the joy of coming online to share the good news with you. YES, I DID IT!!!!

We completed the transaction this today and the investors were very excited. I sat down on my seat motionless and let this tear of joy drop because I could not hold it. I was happy and so happy that at the end it was a success but it came with a cost. Not to the company or to the investors but to us. The investors were really impressed that they had to take me out this night to celebrate while I should be the one to take them out. I cold not email you immediately to share the good news until now!

They have agreed that we sign the investment contract immediately since they will be joining their families that are on vacation from there. Since any Investment contacts can only be signed in our office in Kent England. I called my office and they were very glad and made the preparation immediately which changed my plan completely!!

The new development which is related to the outcome of this meeting that I have been attending here in Dallas is that we will be traveling to UK on Tuesday evening for the Investment contract signing. In fact they have already had the flight reservation made which I can no turn down. It became important and urgent due to their program and if I don't accept to travel now then I don't know when they will have the opportunity again. Being something that I have been working on for almost 2 years now, I had no option...

It is obvious that I will now be traveling from here with these Investors and from our calculation; we will be spending 12 days in UK. The 12 days is to enable them process the fund movement for their investment .Secure the non-resident investment permit from the UK government and then have I an investment return business name required for such huge tax free investment in UK.
From the calculation and flight reservations, we will leave Texas on Wednesday 11th February and return back on Monday 23rd Feb, but I will be flying home straight from there as there will not be any need going to Dallas again. I will be coming home with the best bottle of Spanish wine or champagne for our own celebration!!

Now back to us; I want you to know that my day starts when I open my email to see your wonderful e-mails, and ends with me sending you a reply today. That is why I do wonder why you are in my thoughts all the time? The in between time is filled with romantic notions, breathless anticipation and a million and one thoughts of how our first meeting will go. Will there be fireworks - will there be balloons in the sky?

I know I am fantasizing, like a foolish teenager, but it makes me feel young and so extraordinarily happy. I must confess that I have tried to suppress the feeling of calling you my love all this while to avoid looking like I am rushing everything but each time I want to email you, it keeps coming into my mind. It is a known fact that I am falling seriously in love with you and cannot stand not seeing you soon. You have brought this change and joy in me that I believe has attracted this lifetime business luck to me. Meeting you brought the breakthrough that I have been struggling to have with the investor for almost two years. All I want you is to understand my situation and take me the way you see me!!

It's not that I fall in love easily but having been alone for over ten years makes me want you as soon as possible. All that I am sure is that this I not lust or a game of days but a life time relationship. I was married to my wife for 26 happy years and she was my first and only marriage. That alone will tell you more about me.. Please feel free to have fun with your friends Okay!! by the time we return back home from our travels, we will explore couples.. I welcome the idea of coming with you to Naples. Since we can get a room for hang outs, its Okay by me! We really need to be together to feel the body of one another and feel the chemistry within. I am anxiously looking forward to that romance day that i will set my two eyes on your beautiful face.. May God bless the day i found you!! I am giving you an assignment of searching for the most quit and place for our meeting around the area.

Please bear with me if I use those words so early. It's due to the way I feel that make time write the way I do. You are an angel in disguise....you have touched my heart thus making a difference in my life. Bringing more Joy and success than you will ever know that you have done. Thank you for all your support. I love and will always cherish and adore you for bringing luck into my life!! Anyway, I will give you a call.. Looking forward to you again!

Hugs and kisses
Jamie

Pamela my sweetheart,
How was your night baby? Hope in a short while you will not be sleeping alone, i will be the one to wake you up with a kiss and will serve you a cup of coffee as we discuss about our future. I will checking out of my hotel today to another hotel close to Dallas/Fort Worth International Airport Texas where we will take off tomorrow to Heathrow Airport London I want to send you this email now because I may not have the chance to email you until tomorrow - to tell you that we are flying out of US.

Congratulations for the Magic telephone call, what a moment of joy and blessings!! I am so happy for you my sweetie. With this signs we got at this early stage of our relationship, i am sure that we are going to explore in future! Nothing is going to stop us from reaching our goals as we work together as one! Honestly, you have already completed by day with this great news!!

I just noticed that I feel a little depressed this early morning when I opened my computer to email you. I am sure that it is not because I don't want to write you or that I don't enjoy communicating with you .I think it is because after the hope and plan of seeing you when I return home from Dallas changed. Not seeing you in person makes me think that I am in a dream but even if it is a dream, I don’t want to wake up..

You will agree with me that dreaming, thinking, wishing and hoping do not lessen the yearning for "THE REAL THING “Even having faith and being positive are becoming a challenge. They say - there are reasons for what happens in life and who you meet on the way. Sometimes they enter our life to test our will power and strength us, then others leave us with disappointments and with heartaches beyond our belief. The most prudent fact is "what we do with them when the opportunity presents itself". Grab it? If yes that that is what I have tried to do; grab you because to me you are just wonderful!

When I received your first e-mail after I contacted you, I was enchanted with you and very flattered that you took the pain and time to reply me. Regardless of the distance and some of the other obstacles, you continued to reply my email. That was when I promised myself that I have seen what I seek and will not look further. There and then I developed the feeling which today is turning to natural love. When it started, it was Unconventional in every aspect, and I was thinking it could never lead to anything meaningful. Pamela my sweetheart,
How was your night baby? Hope in a short while you will not be sleeping alone, i will be the one to wake you up with a kiss and will serve you a cup of coffee as we discuss about our future. I will checking out of my hotel today to another hotel close to Dallas/Fort Worth International Airport Texas where we will take off tomorrow to Heathrow Airport London I want to send you this email now because I may not have the chance to email you until tomorrow - to tell you that we are flying out of US.

Congratulations for the Magic telephone call, what a moment of joy and blessings!! I am so happy for you my sweetie. With this signs we got at this early stage of our relationship, i am sure that we are going to explore in future! Nothing is going to stop us from reaching our goals as we work together as one! Honestly, you have already completed by day with this great news!!

I just noticed that I feel a little depressed this early morning when I opened my computer to email you. I am sure that it is not because I don't want to write you or that I don't enjoy communicating with you .I think it is because after the hope and plan of seeing you when I return home from Dallas changed. Not seeing you in person makes me think that I am in a dream but even if it is a dream, I don’t want to wake up..

You will agree with me that dreaming, thinking, wishing and hoping do not lessen the yearning for "THE REAL THING “Even having faith and being positive are becoming a challenge. They say - there are reasons for what happens in life and who you meet on the way. Sometimes they enter our life to test our will power and strength us, then others leave us with disappointments and with heartaches beyond our belief. The most prudent fact is "what we do with them when the opportunity presents itself". Grab it? If yes that that is what I have tried to do; grab you because to me you are just wonderful!

When I received your first e-mail after I contacted you, I was enchanted with you and very flattered that you took the pain and time to reply me. Regardless of the distance and some of the other obstacles, you continued to reply my email. That was when I promised myself that I have seen what I seek and will not look further. There and then I developed the feeling which today is turning to natural love. When it started, it was Unconventional in every aspect, and I was thinking it could never lead to anything meaningful. The sharing of loss, the heartache of loneliness and personal qualities encouraged me to believe in miracles. My sensibility told me otherwise - but here I am and you have become part of my life.

Where is the point of no return? Has destiny invaded sensibility and given us new beginnings and new vistas never explored before. Why does my silly heart race? Why do my eyes shine with secrets? No one knows. Who has put the blush in my cheeks and the spring in my step? Only you can answer that! Who is this fabulous mystery woman that only my imagination, my feeling, my love and my computer knows? Only you still can tell me!!

I was sitting tonight - gazing at the moon and the stars - looking for answers in the stillness of the night. The heaven did not open - only the bright twinkle of the stars and the sky smiled at me in my solitude. Are they mocking me or are they sharing in my happiness? If I have recently found meaning in my life, it is because of YOU, the things you want to do, share, invent and sacrifice the eternal self-giving trust and loyalty. I am grateful that I have been able to meet you, am I flawless, do I have weaknesses - no one is perfect but the strength comes in believing in one's self, having the devotion, from someone who cares deeply, is an anchor in uncharted waters.

Remember - a great woman is not the one who attempts to climb the mountain, but the one who makes it to the top. If you hesitate, you will fall but don’t worry, I will catch you Lol... You have given me the RED ROSE - for eternal Love or perhaps, the BLACK ROSE - for the forbidden Love.

You may be wondering why this man uses the world ‘love” so fast when we are yet to meet in person. May be because Love to me means different thing or have different meaning.
What is love - it nourishes the body and soul, it holds promises and pain. It joins two people in harmony and bliss and only a few are ever blessed with the everlasting kind. It is delicate and fragile and has to be nurtured with attention, all the time. It is the best thing to happen in anybody’s life. To Love or to be loved!!

From this you can see why I keep nurturing this relationship with my words the way I do as that is all I can do now till we meet. I must tell you that you hold a special place within my heart that is to be cherished forever - and never to depart. May you have a wonderful new day filled with joy and good luck... I had to wake up this early hour to send this email because i will be busy throughout today parking, arranging files and some relevant document that i will need for the trip! I will always love you my sweetie!

My regards always;

Hugs and kisses
Jamie

My Sweetheart,
How was your night my Angel? Hope you dreamed about us! because i did have a sweet dreams holding hands with you all day and night. Thank you for the lovely email today. I was thinking about you all night and I realized that I woke up with a smile on my face this morning. Passion is a word which involves so many feelings and I feel it whenever I think about you and mind you, its everyday: moment and time. I feel it when I read through your words or have you skip through my mind for you are my passion!

My one true love, you bring to me a happiness that no one else ever could. You bring to me a love I have never known before. I could not imagine what my life would be like without you. You have touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend. I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I love you with every ounce of my being. Your Name is the first name I call and the last name I will ever whisper. You, you and you alone... you shall reign in my heart, body and soul till my last days on earth. You my one desire without whom I cannot be complete.

I will share with you my thoughts, my heart, my mind and my body. You are the wind beneath my wings, the cream in my coffee and the flowers in my garden of life. We will stand together in the best of times and continue to share a love, devotion and care that will span far more than our lifetime. You are everything to me my Love, I want to thank you for caring for me the way no one can by showing me love after 10 years of loneliness. In as much as there have been ups and down, you understand me and you know just how to make things right. You will never know just how much I love you until the very day I have you in my arms, eyeball to eyeball, I will spend the rest of my days trying to show you and that is my Promise. You saved me from the worst hands of loneliness and you are always there for me. No matter what my Honey! There will never be another for me and I will always keep you safe..

Holding each other through darkness of night and waking to the brightness of day is what I desire, knowing that God is where we are. For we will know peace again, I miss you so much my Dearest! I can't convince you how much I missed you. You know that I can't stand myself without you in my thoughts for a while, I feel I'm going to die without you, Even though I see your picture every day, reading all your words, and am always with you at heart every moment, yet still I miss you. And when you think about it, how could you possibly miss someone constantly in your thoughts, in your dreams in your fantasies?

She is dead! She died early this morning. I just got the call about an hour ago from my daughter. Wow! Carmen Mendoza Fidel died without talking to her only Son. It was just too bad of me not to be with her these last days of her life. I am just too guilty that I met her in the condition she was when I got to the hospital in Italy and could not stay with her more than two days; Just because of this stupid Shell work? Just because am a fund manager! Managing peoples Fund. What sort of rubbish work is this? Wow! So Mum is dead? I can’t believe this my love! I am broken-heated right now!!