Letter(s) from James Muffinmanl

 

Letter 1

GoodMorning Pam

It's the Middle of the day here and I am thinking about you, as usual. I want you to know how much I sincerely love the times we've spent Chatting and Emailing. It means so much to me. It truly seems like I've known you forever and I honestly can't imagine life without you now. There will be no looking back, no second thoughts and no regrets. I want you and need only you and that Our love will only grow stronger. Do not be scared my love, Sometimes life hits you with unexpected things that take you totally by surprise. All I can say is you're the best surprise life has given me and your capacity for love, caring, and understanding never ceases to amaze me. I've truly been blessed by finding you and I'll never let you go .I know you believe that good things come to those who wait, but my wonder is why does it take so long for those good things to arrive, and why does the wait have to come with all these obstacles of hard and testing times(distance) ? All I have right now are my dreams of you, so I will dream of us any Time i sleep, and wait for that precious tomorrow when I can wake up to my dream come true -- YOU!! Stay strong, Baby, and I will always love you , Because my love for you won't change in a year - or forever, not even a life time. It's you and me Baby forever. Thank you for loving me I have never truly lived until the day I received your love. I just can't wait until I get the chance to live again,I've never felt a hurt like this where it feels as though someone had stuck a knife through my heart and i can barely breathe knowing that I can't hold you, hug you, and kiss you. The fact that you are within 3000 distance from me that I can easily reach, hurts.

Pam I love you so much that neither words nor actions could express my feelings for you. I could spend the rest of my life describing how much I love you and it still would not come close to the way I really feel. I could die for you and it still could not possibly show my love and feelings for you in proportion to which I feel them,and Now I know why we are here. I know why we live. It's because once you find someone you love and care for so dearly, where you would give up anything and everything for them, you found purpose in your life that makes it worth living. You are my purpose of living and I don't know what to do without you. How a few hours and days could change a life!! My eyes are full with tears and It will continue for a long time and when my eyes cease to produce more tears, my heart will continue to cry for you every day forever because I will think of you every day, every hour, every second within a minute. I do not think I would prevent that if I wanted to. I cannot stop my heart from crying crimson tears of blood. And it does bleed It bleeds because of the pain I feel from losing you, I know that I will never really lose you because you will always be in my heart, but that does not stop me from missing you And feeling desperate with the need to hug and kiss you and Hold you in my arms,i want you to stay in my arms forever..My heart beats for you now and forever, it beat happily, hopefully, but now it beats longingly, Longing to have you with me, and that longing cannot be easily or quickly smothered, and I do not want to smother it. Pam You will always have a permanent place in my heart and I will never forget you, How could I? I need you more than anything and i also need you to trust and believe in me so i can do this same Dear. You are my life support and i cant wait for us to have a family together and i love you

Your Darling
James Scott.

Letter 2

My love I am sorry if i am Disturbing you at work,I really cant wait to meet you,Funny conversation with the kids huh? they will be fin honey and whenever you think its right to meet the kids then thats okay with me,i want you to know that you complete me hon. Pam you mean the world to me, you are the best thing that has ever happened to me and the one I've always wished for, I never thought that I would ever meet someone as special as you. I love each and every moment I share with you online and i am looking forward to spending all my life with you when we meet baby..Its Hot here today and i am going into the shower soon..Hope your having a nice day at work..I love and miss you every Sec

James