I hope you had a good night and slept well, Sorry it took soo long in sending you this email ,Am Jeff Murphy,born and raised in Australia in a city in NSW named Albury but relocated to the States with my parents when i was 15 as my dad was transferred by his work...
I am in the US Army and currently in Afghanistan for peace keeping, I work in the Taliban Control Unit.Its just like a prison that holds the stuborn and strong Taliban that are still needed for questioning ,We also make sure of what enters the country and what leaves the country through ,how to treat civilians and behave in town,For my rank I am an E-6 Staff Sergeant..I am a widower and have remained so for 4 years now as my wife suffered Appendix cancer. But i am very ready to move on now from the past and hope to find someone that can return that awesome love i will be offering...
I am a single child with no aunties and uncles...My dad was a banker and passed 17 years ago and mum was a retailer in a cosmetic shop,and also passed 6 years after my dad passed,Now I have no one except my son that I have full custody over him....He is 14 years of age and called Noah he is all that I have left..You might wonder if am safe here in Afghanistan or not,I am very safe and will be home soon,but its my son that i care about soo much as some time ago people captured him and used him to blackmail me so i have him out of the states to stay with a friend of mine ... We are allowed to have conversations on the internet but not have a physical and visual communication with others such as making phone calls and showing on cams on the computer as it is a rule that needs to be obeyed,but am ready to take the risk in letting you see me if i believe you worth it....
I am actually ready to move on now and willing to meet My life Partner as well as highly willing to relocate to any country that i find her,I mean my soul mate and the woman to spend the rest of me with.I am looking for a sincere woman that is honest and respectful..I will like to end up here as well as hope to hear back from you..Stay Safe.
You never made me uncomfortable,Its just that i havnt had such thoughts yet. If only I could have come up with the right words to describe the depth of this beautiful feeling that I have for you, I would have whispered them to you the first time we met. The best thing that I can do is to show you now.
I love you so much, Kay. You are the best thing that ever happened to me. You are like the best poetry ever composed, the best song ever played, the best picture ever painted. I never thought that someone like me could get so lucky!
I love you more than my life, more than my world. I love you more and more each day and that is the most wonderful feeling any man can ever hope to experience.
I don't know how to start this letter, because I'm afraid it might be the end of our wonderful friendship, or if I'm lucky, the realization of a dream, which is for you to love me as i have falling in love for you . I told myself I might as well take the risk because it's the only remedy I know that could unburden this feeling I've been keeping ever since I i seted my ears on you . I've fallen in love with you, but you are not mine to fall in love with nor am I. And we both know this, so we try to keep a safe distance. But even that is challenging enough.
I know you'll find it hard to believe me if I tell you now how much you mean to me. I could hardly understand what I feel for you, knowing how to endure those long sleepless nights just thinking only of you. I've never been like this before. I just don't know how to pour out my feelings for you. I try but sometimes I believe I am making a complete fool out of myself which seems to be the norm for me when it comes to the affairs of the heart. I wanted to find the perfect words to make you realize how much I need you because you have all the qualities i search in lady , but words continue to elude me, what would they be? Something poetic? I'm sure it should be heartfelt and out of the ordinary. I'm afraid it's no use; every time I look at you, the words came out the same I simply love and adore you!
You are beautiful, elegant, charming, an absolute sweetheart. You are an angel in human flesh. You are too much, yet I can't get enough. I simply cannot put in words how I feel about you when i have a look at your pictures and go over the mails you have sent to me .My heart breaks whenever i read an email you. These intense feelings will never go away. Everyday, I thank god that you came into my life and I try to tell you how I feel because what I feel for you exists inside my heart.
You are so beautiful and I can't help but fall for you deeper every day. I can only hope that the day will arrive when we look deep in each others eyes and you tell me what I have been waiting to hear: that you love me the same way I'm thinking of you always. Am I dreaming? Possibly but dreams have been known to come true. If it never does then so be it, I'l move on and carry this torch until the day I take my last breath in this life. I will forever hold you in a special place in my heart. But I leave you with this, if nothing was to ever become, I still don't ever want to lose you. That thought would too much for me to bear.