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Scam Email(s) from Basten Boadu to Linda (UK)

 

Letter 1

Good Morning There, I hope this message finds you in the best of health as it is with me. Thank you very much for agreeing with my suggestion to communicate through our personal e-mail and thanks also for giving me the chance to know more about you. I'm very hopeful we are going to learn a lot from each other if we give this communication the chance to grow. I don't have problem at all with the distance between us now because it is said that distance is not for the fearful, it is for the bold... It is for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for a little time with the one they love... It is for those knowing a good thing when they see it, even if they don’t see it nearly enough.

I'm new to these Internet dating but I believe Internet dating is manageable depending on the kind of person you are communicating with and the level of seriousness you put into the communication. I have read many success stories about people who have meet their soul mate on the Internet, so I'm hopeful am also going to meet my soul mate, if I put much effort and seriousness into my search. I think it's time to share with you more about me.

I'm Major Steven Parker Murphy, Professionally I am a mechanical Engineer, but you can call me Stevie as most of my colleagues call me. I'm 6ft2inches (189 cm) tall; I weigh 90 kg, average body size, grey hair & brown eyes. I was divorced since May 2010 but My ex died two years after we got divorce... I have been on my own since quite a while now and I hate been on my own because Life is a short trip and too short to be alone. I hate talking about my past because I grew up as a SURVIVAL My time today is full of choices, finding myself, devotion to motherhood, my career and based on friends, making new ones, counting my blessings and challenges that life presented! What I'm Like?. My son would say am the best dad on this planet, my friends might say, A true friend, lovely and a kind gentleman, I would say. My friends say that I am 3 "G's", Genourous, Gregarious and Glamorous!! I don't tell lies and I hate Lairs, I do my best to attend services Sunday and try to pray every morning and every night before I lay down in bed.

I'm level headed, realistic and optimist! I do not think to enter anything unless I think it's right and if I can give at least 100% to it. Since my widow time seemed to be right for me to enter a stable relationship as such, coupled with not yet to meet anyone I want to be with the long term. But with the weather changing and now I have more time to give 'me' and things I do is the right time for me to share with someone special meaning a woman with a slow hand''(as The Pointer Sisters sang) it would be a bonus.

For now meet my soul mate would only 'perfect'.

I am very proud father of one lovely son called Sean, who is 8yrs & I don't wanna be with someone for the sake of having someone if you know what I mean? Sean lives with me but he is currently in the boarding school until am back home from my military assignment. I was born on 21-July-1960(Cancer) in New York City, Queens Village. My mom was British and Dad was American. I was the only child of my late parents. I'm left alone with my son alone who has been my source of happiness since my widow time. I was educated in the States and has always had high hopes of state and top military faces ever. I was been successful in my application and almost signed. I was a West Point graduate who rose to the rank of Sergeant Major and I have served in two wars (the Iraq War and NOW the Afghanistan War).

I am a military brat, grew up on Army posts in the U.S. and in Germany and graduated from Boston College High School in Dorchester, Massachusetts. After high school, I earned my degree in international relations at Georgetown University's Edmund A. Walsh School of Foreign Service and received my Master of Arts in International Relations at the Josef Korbel School of International Studies at the University of Denver.... As a field grade officer, I ordered two companies of cadets and taught tactics at The Basic School, I have also served as operations officer for the 32st Marine Amphibious Unit to emergency operations off Beirut, Lebanon, and as Assistant Chairman, Joint Chiefs of Staff. Promoted to lieutenant colonel, he was reassigned to the 3rd Marine Division as Division G-3 Operations Officer before assuming command of 3rd Battalion, 3rd Marines in January 2001.I graduated with honors from The Basic School, the U.S. Army infantry officers advanced course, the Marine Corps Command and Staff College and Air War College. I have commanded Battalion Landing Team 3 / 2 during Operations Desert Shield and Desert Storm.

Now, I like most things, especially travel: United Kingdom, Europe and around the world, learn the culture of different countries. I've visited Canada, Japan, Morocco, Hong Kong, Cyprus, Bahamas, Turkey, Portugal, Greece, Germany, Belgium, France and Holland. In 2007 I bought a new car and drove from there to Germany 'alone' to see my son as he was at home sick, stopping to see friends in Germany, Belgium and Holland. It was an experience on the highways...Over the years I have enjoyed meeting people from around the world and making new friends, and I also enjoy things like interior design, photography, swimming, music, cinema, theater, guidance, and any other thing 'is or sounds' as fun, pleasure, an experience or even .... giggles!

I also enjoy DIY, gardening, cooking and spending time at home the comfort of my home here in the 17th century, Brigg, North Lincoln shire, which I bought in September 2003..I have been living in Great Britain, Kent-Rochester with my late wife and my son for some years due to my work & I spent the first 18 months to renew a cozy home complete with cozy fireplace! However, I miss Tel ford and south of England because I like the relaxed lifestyle of NE. I'm not really sure that I belong here, since returning, or that the cottage is' home '.

In general I am a different company, a creative person, spontaneous, and tactile and even though I like the finer things in life, I am not materialistic, I worked very hard for what I have and appreciate it. I hate to offend, cannot satisfy the hypocrisy, racism and people are nice titling other in public. I do not like conflict or relationships be affected, but would have preferred a 'mutual understanding and respect' for each other. I do not mind constructive criticism and I believe in total honesty.

I'm a down to earth, caring, love, and loyal person with morals and virtues of my own, but rather open-minded, fairly easy going, witty, intelligent, and rather irreverent, sometimes ..... I'm quite humble and appreciate the little things in life that people do to me and that I am capable of doing for others. Nothing would give me greater pleasure than to make someone feel special, loved, wanted and cared for. For the right woman I would have given my all. I tend to not ask for much, circumstances have made me very independent and proud, therefore, are not too hard to please! Surprisingly, most of them are pretty conventional too, and surprisingly I did not land in my area since the time I was alone, maybe because I like to share, enjoy the people and continue to believe that there is someone out there that I should be sharing rest of my life.

I try to cherish every moment of whatever I do, wherever I am, that never is with the value & everything I have.I'm a man who lives life as it comes to me. I do not worry about tomorrow because it will be here no matter what I do. The best days of my life are still yet to come when I meet a special woman. I cannot afford to play mind games because it hurts me really a lot! Be through the worst pain in the report is not all that easy sharing with people simply because it hurts.

Music: I like the soul, soft jazz, reggae, R & B, smooth groves, some country and some rock (not much tho '). My all time favorite artists are Arron Neville, Kenny G, Luther Van dross and Diana Ross. I, like so many of his difficult to choose. Fav Songs Theme from Mahogany & Strangers on the Shore

Movies: Action, thrillers and some comedies. I watch television every day rarely. My favorite actors. Hmmm ..... I like Wesley Snipes, Kevin Costner, John Travolta, Julie Walters, Sandra Bullock, Robert de Niro, Denzyl Washington, Samuel L Jackson. Fav movie Body Guard

Food: I can not say that there is something I like but if I had to choose something that would be seafood, I'm not sorry for fishing alone! I like trying new recipes and flavors so I can cook anything and like to experiment, but my best is steaks, roast dinner on Christmas Dinner sand I guess. I have a sweet tooth, I prefer salted, cheese, etc., but have a desert on rare occasions.

Fitness: Hmmm, I'm too heavy! I like to swim and cycle. (Once I had the hope of entering the London to Brighton race).

Books I'm reading - I've been reading a series of books over the last while by Jacqueline Carey, 'Kushiel's Trilogy', except there are more books now than just the three! I love fantasy and science fiction but these days probably more fantasy than anything else. I used to read Arthur C Clarke when I was growing up, H.G. Wells, Isaac Asimov, and many more. After reading Tolkein's 'Lord of the Rings' over 30 years ago, fantasy seemed to really open up and it's my favourite switch off these days. Have read so many authors, it's hard to remember them all. Have read all of Jean Auel's novels (set in a pre-historic world), Anne McCaffrey, Marion Zimmer Bradley, Janny Wurst, David Eddings, to name a tiny, tiny few. When I was growing up, I was always allowed to read for half and hour after I went to bed, so my love of reading stems from there. Did the same with Sean and certainly Sean has blossomed from this. He read his first novel by Rudyard Kipling when he was only 6 and read it in 10 days! He's never stopped since! He's also written his first book and is hoping to publish, so am keeping my fingers crossed. I like to write poetry and had a publication, I have a collection that should be collected in a book published .... and maybe one day?

Financially; I'm stable and independent. I always provide everything for my son that he needs in life to be what he wants to be. Luckily, I have my own fully furnish 5 bedroom house and two luxurious cars... so life is good. I feel like I've accomplished a lot with my time on this planet, but still see that life without someone special to spend with is sometimes boring.

Faith; I was brought up as a Catholic and went to church every week until I was 13 years old when I was allowed to choose for myself so I chose not to attend church due to some personal reasons. I believe in the Holy Trinity and I believe in the Word of God. I always allow God to be the first and last in everything I do, because that's how I was raised. I sometimes take my son to church so that he can at least experience some of the "ritual" and gain an understanding of the church, etc.I am NOT a racist and I wouldn't mind if you share with me about your believe. You can also tell me about your religion and the culture of your country.

Honestly, I have what it takes to be a man, I really don't need something from my partner perhaps in terms of circumstances, there may some kind of help from each other helps to make things right.

I would like someone to love and respect me for who I am, who loves to take my hand and surprise me with a kiss when they least expect it, or give me a wink across the room to make me I know she's thinking or give me a call just to tell me she's thinking of me ... Because I want to do the same thing ... I'd like someone who is fun to be around, likes to laugh, joke, enjoy the great outdoors by going for long romantic walks, enjoy watching the stars at night and watching the sun rise over the ocean.

I am looking for someone who enjoys the simple things in life, just as I do. I would meet someone special that I can grow old with, and you can always look in the eye and know that the love between us is just as wonderful and exciting as the day we met. I'd like to meet someone of my type, who loves to laugh and take things as they are fun loving person, caring, romantic, someone you can share good and bad together and run it out, someone to love for the rest of my life and live happily as a big beautiful family. One i can share my dreams and ambitions with. someone can give me love and get back in return, which is the greatest happiness of existence.

I'm in the military and have been working in the Army for 30years and I'm currently deployed in Afghanistan, Kabul (Kandahar) for Peace-Keeping, It's my last Mission here and will be getting ready for my retirement .I have been here in Kabul for 5 months and I'm now looking forward to return home to UK very soon and peacefully.

My woman ... I would love to have a woman in my life all the parties, with, for being my friend, lover, companion, confidant ... my everything and return ...I do not care about the distance nor age, because the distance is one way and age is also a number . All is about who can make me happy and also trust her in all things and treat her like a queen and also make sure she becomes the Happiest woman Alive!

Finally, I know my past, I do not quite understand this .... but I have enough faith to continue to speed toward the future----I think I'm writing too much eh! Take care of yourself and I could be very glad if you tell me more about yourself as I have nothing to hide from you. Should you have any questions, don't hesitate to ask.

Thank You & Look Forward Hearing From You As Soon As You Can..

Letter 2

Hi Linda,

Thanks for your compliment about Sean, I hope this message finds you in the best of health as it is with me. It is crazy that we have so much in common, Many thanks for the wonderful message you sent to me - that showed me how serious you are, as far as this communication is concern. I really appreciate all the effort you are putting into this communication and I love everything you have already shared with me about yourself and I believe you can open up and tell me more about you. I can feel your sense of humor in everything you shared with me about yourself and I know we have a lot in common.

Linda, I want us to continue this communication and get to know each other better because it always fills my heart with joy each time that I have the opportunity to stay in touch with you. I firmly believe in giving time and a natural course to a person. When you admire someone and you do not want to hurt that person, then you need to ensure that there is understanding between the two of you all the time... and always happiness with these, I think you can get very far. You don't need to be judgmental or cruel, and most important in a relationship; there must be trust and loyalty within the two people involved.

Now let me share with you some of my likes and dislikes, and what I look at my partner.

My likes:
I like affection (giving and receiving).
I like public affections.
I like good communication.
I like to eat popcorn and curl up with a good movie.
I always want to put a smile on my companion's face and make sure she is always happy.
I like intimate conversations.
I like music and nature. I love singing, even when I'm working.
I like theatrical play.
I like comedy club.
I like long walks.
I like shopping with my partner.
I like taking slow country drives.
I like cooking with my partner.
I like self-worth and dignity.
I like sense of integrity.
I like the simplicity in life, like watching the movie, a candle-light dinner together, adventure, romance, traveling, camping, visiting the beach, sitting by the fire and watching the sunset. I like playing video game with my son when I'm less busy during my off days. I love to laugh a lot even when am in a sad mood, but I get serious when necessary.

My dislikes:
I dislike being treated like I am not the body when in public with my partner.
I dislike people who are unreliable and very lazy.
I dislike people who do not believe in themselves.
I dislike people with infantile form and take it serious as jokes.
I dislike negativity.
I dislike disrespectful people.
I don't like people who cheat or lies.
I dislike Gossiping about others all the time.
I dislike intolerant.
I don't like dwelling on the past all the time.
I dislike rudeness.

My personality; I'm patient, calm and very thoughtful. I have a good sense of humor and I am also easy to laugh. I'm always positive in everything I do and I follow what my hearts direct me to do but I sometimes share my ideas when I feel like sharing. I'm sometimes quiet and care free. I love children very much... My heart melts when I see little son, smiling, and He's like an angel to me. I don't mind if my partner has male friends. I don't get jealous in my relationship and I don't like interfering in my partner's private affairs, if only she will not abuse it. And I'm ever ready to accept my partner's family and friends if only she will feel comfortable about it.

My perfect date would be a quiet, rainy day. Rain always soothes me and leaves me feeling tranquil. I sometimes like to spend some good time alone in the room reading a novel book, watching a good movie, playing tennis with my son, and playing my mouth organ. My life gets so hectic sometimes that it's hard to just make time to relax, think, and spend time with my family. Another perfect day would be planning to go on a business trip. I love the day before going somewhere big because I like packing and organizing and imagining what I'm going to do once I get there. And the anticipation of seeing new sites and places always leaves me feeling renewed and happy... All in all, the best days in life are those when you can spend time doing what you really want to do, instead of what you have to do. We take for granted little things like conversations with our dear ones, children, or spouses, and enjoying our surroundings. In actuality, those are the things that matter most in life.

Just a piece of advice:
When you set your determination, everything else begins to move in the direction you desire. The moment you resolve to conquer the hearts of others, every fiber of your being immediately orient toward this goal. On the other hand, if you think 'this is never going to work out' every cell in your being will be deflated, giving up the fight. This is the subtle workings of the mind. How you guide your mind influences both you and that person. We humans write and perform the script of our own lives. We shape our future. So we must have the courage to do what we think is best for us and we should enjoy life to the fullest because this course of life will not repeat, is precious and irreplaceable and I would like to share my happiness in the second half of our century with the woman I love.

When you decided not to give love the chance to grow because of past experience or when you try to protect yourself against future emotional pain, you end up hurting yourself worse. You may not get hurt the way you were trying to avoid, but someone will definitely end up getting hurt, and it's usually you.

Love is learning to trust someone else with your true inner feelings. Yes, they can do things that can cause immense pain, but real love is about trusting them not to. The whole experience, whether it's good or bad, is about learning more about yourself and what you are capable of handling. You grow in ways you wouldn't know were possible because of your involvement in that person's life.

You can try to protect yourself forever, but you aren't doing yourself any favors. Life can't be experienced to its fullest potential when you continually shut the doors its opening for you. You may both have a similar background; maybe that will help you both get past your past or your emotional pain. It's possible that you've both gone through what you did, just so you could be together. If you don't at least give it a try, how will you know?

Linda, I want you to know that there's a big difference between love and like, because we are starting this wonderful relationship as friends, but that's not how it will end because the feeling that am having for you is getting very strong, so I'd like us to give this relationship a chance to develop into something wonderful. I will stop here for just now so that I can get to back to work before is too late, but I'll be waiting patiently to hear from you soon. I wish you a lovely day. I send you many hugs and kisses from me to you...

Affectionately,
Xoxoxoxoxoxo

Letter 3

Hi Sweetheart,

Thank you for your lovely reply. I appreciate all you have said and I'm prepared to take it into my heart and, perhaps more importantly, act upon what you have said. :-) x I have made a concious effort to take the steps I need to be able to look to a positive future with someone and not be reminded of my past disappointments. I realized a long while ago that I choose the journey and create my own view, and whilst I am shaped by lessons I learn in good and bad times - I'm not going to remain static and I've taken another path in looking for love - the real thing - second time around. I hope that I have cleared that up a bit, it felt a little foggy maybe? I'm trying not to get over-excited at too early a stage in this process, because I naturally don't want to get hurt, and in the same way don't wish to hurt anyone else, and that's something you may also sense... I believe we create our own luck in the responses we make to things in life - so it feels absolutely right. I can say that I am already excited to be communicating with you and I'm looking forward to the journey, wherever it may take us. :-). (The first thing I did this morning when i came back from patrol was check my e-mails, and I'm excited you replied.)

The way that you write is so open and I have a real sense of the kind and affectionate, gentle woman that comes across so well. It brought a tear to my eyes and joy to my heart to hear you say the things you say - I'd like to get used to that! I am a real romantic at heart and I'd love to be with someone who is able to reciprocate that, and treat me with the same love and respect that is in my nature to offer. I am considerate, a good communicator and a good listener, so much so that strangers in the supermarket que often end up telling me their life stories for some reason - and I never mind at all, it's what made me go into counselling I think. I'm not afraid to be intimate and I will always be sincere and honest - it's a matter of integrity, and I value that highly in myself and in other people. I consider myself to be warm and very affectionate, & my friends and family confirm that is the case. I'm not afraid to demonstrate my feelings in private or in public and I love to catch up by the fire on cold winter evenings.

Professionally I am a mechanical Engineer. So basically I work and supervise the maintenance of the jeeps and cars here, I have an idea about guns and explosives too so I train soldiers especially the younger troops here about how to go about such things, I keep them fit, I am a senior Officer I go on night patrols with my own patrol team and supervise check points at nights as well and that's the most dangerous part of all, I have lost some colleagues here...As a Senior Officer ,I seek to it that all the requirement and necessities of the soldiers are provided, I listen to their problems and share ideas with them, A Senior officer is a leader of a Patrol team

Patrols, particularly at night, seem to be the most dangerous things - certainly we have lost a lot of troops that way. It's very hard to lose a comrade or friend and still keep going..

I'm just a ordinary father and take people for who they are as a person ,not what they have or can give me, i'm not into material things, i have what i need & never envy other people, Sean is a true gentleman, he enjoys art, drama, English, Spanish and French, and can be a little shy and reserved, but has a good heart, and I love him more that life itself. I love my child to pieces, and He know that he make me proud to be his daddy just by being hisself - He don't need to earn it, it's a given as far as I'm concerned. He's a great young man, and I'm very happy about that cus I treat him with the love and affection, and respect, that he deserve! Time is the most important nourishment I can give him and it's great I play video games with him when you can ----I'm going to have to finish up soon as I have an appointment to go to. I just wanted to get back to you without too much delay and say that I'm very glad that we've started this process of getting to know each other more intimately and I'm looking forward to what follows. I am happy and willing to commit to the process - and I think that you may need to hear me say that - and mean it most sincerely. I am ready to find love again, but more than that, I want to find it and with the right person. It feels that we share so much in common in what we want in a partner - I'm not great Skype (my son usually Skypes me, I don't even know, So hopefully you can set up Skype and let us chat!), not fantastic with computers at all really, but I'm willing to give it a go. I like to talk - can chat all day about nothing. Communication is the key to successful relationships. It is nice that you have so many interests and you are enthusiastic about them and everything else.

For now, I hope everything is well with you, keep safe and I'll be in touch soon.

Affectionately yours –Steven

Letter 4

Hi Hunny

Hunny - I know that we've only really just met recently - and on-line at that. I have to admit I was very sceptical about the on-line dating thing and whether it could really work for anyone - but I have to say that I'm delighted, because I found you there, and I feel our love and care for each other growing each minute of the day - even when we are apart. It's magical, and something that i haven't ever experienced before. You seem like such a sweet and kind woman - a real lady and I can't believe what's happening - it's wonderful Hunny, and something i had given up hope I would ever experience. I must confess, I entered the on-line dating world looking for love - but never really thought I'd find it - particularly in the way that i have with you. I had almost resigned myself to a life on my own - I wasn't sure that I could open my heart and trust again - but I have and it's been so easy with you - beacause of you. I'm flattered and appreciate all you are able to share with me. I miss you- it's so easy to be able to say that - and i truly mean it! You are a very special woman and i can't quite take it in that I've found you!!!! I am truly blessed and I thank God for guiding us to one another.

To improve let us work on the following, Darling.

1. Chemistry: is the magic, the special energies that we possess the raw material for relationship success. Chemistry is not optional because it provides the synergy we need to get through the rapids of relationship --and keep them high on course to our grandest goals. So let us improve our chemistry and feel for each other.

2. Priority: is our commitment to keep the health of our relationship front and central. Decide if we are priority for each other regardless of any thing.

3. Emotional Integrity: We must ask us to create an "emotional safe zone" with each other. We can do this by taking responsibility of each other’s feelings -- especially by learning the difference between "acting them out" and expressing them healthily. This will erode that cause disharmony in our relationship.

4. Deep Listening: Deep Listening is the greatest act of love -- and a skill. It is our ability to hear each other's words, and the feelings underneath, with compassion and empathy.

5. Equality: is about fairness and respect. It involves acknowledging mental anguish imbalances in our relationship and will help us see through the tyranny of non-negotiated -- and often antiquated -- roles, responsibilities and unconscious expectations.

6. Peacemaking: should be our commitment to maintain our emotional safe zone through the use of anger management and conflict resolution.

7. Mission in Life: We must teach ourselves that true love cannot be sustained until we both are on some level engaged in his or her own true work. Mission in Life is our each other commitment to the fulfillment of their own and the other's life purpose. We in an intimate relationship should be either a mission's most powerful support or its most formidable saboteur.

8. Transformational Education: is the fail-safe mechanism for our relationship. It represents our commitment to do whatever learning and healing is necessary if we get stuck in our relationship because we agree: If it's a problem for one of us, it's a problem for both of us!

I have done a lot of thinking for our relationship to grow stronger and better, the above can plainly function as a sacred scaffolding -- stabilizing and enriching our relationship. I look forward, Darling, for your input and fair approach to what I say that we must bring SANITY TO OUR RELATIONSHIP...

Happy reading and much love as always! Have a wonderful day hun.

Steven

Letter 5

My dearest Linda,

I hope you're having a great night and everything is moving on smoothly with you at wherever you may be now as it is with me. I'm organizing some documents in my office right now but I thought I should respond to your message. Thank you very much for sharing with me more about your feelings and yourself. The message touches my heart very much and I have tears in my eyes right now as I'm writing this message to you. I love the everything you shared with me about yourself. It’s always fills my heart with pure joy each time I get the opportunity to read your wonderful messages.

I have learnt a lot about you and I hope when we meet we will know so much more. We have a lot in common, which is very important in every relationship, and I hope we can make the best out of this relationship. I can assure you that all the messages I share with you from the beginning of this communication are words from the bottom of my heart and they are for real. I'm very hopeful that everything is going to work out between us and we will both like each other when we finally meet physically. The potential of what we could achieve together is of importance to me as we're now moving on the same wavelength. There is a chance we might soar high above the rest of mediocrity – this is what I envision.

I know there are a lot women in my country but I don't think I have find that special woman who fits my search criteria that is why I decided to set my search criteria wide to all part of Europe to see if I will meet that special woman. Who knows even if you're that special woman that I have been searching for all this while...

My main purpose for writing you this message to you is to tell you how special you are making me feel now as far as this communication is concern. My heart is turning inside me and I can feel you close to me even though many miles separate us. I'm grateful that I found you and that you care enough to make such an effort in your communications with me. You are a very special person and you will be in my life forever. I think of all the ways you make my life complete, and I ran out of space when I tried to fit it on just one sheet. I love to imagine you and me forever; I love to imagine ways to always make our relationship better. I love to imagine how we will make up after having a fight. I love to imagine how you are going to react after you read this letter. I want you to feel as special as I feel so I will tell you that I will do all in my power to care for you and support you and be there for you. I will dream of feeling your arms around me holding me very close and I will hold you just as close, and I will kiss you and feel your skin close to mine...And when you are sad I will make you smile, and when you are happy, I will share your joy. And I will support you and stand by you and make sure the world knows how special you are by staying by your side and holding your hand through life's problems.

I was sitting in my office; just thinking about you and again I was thinking of all the nice things that you shared with me about yourself. I feel you so near and so distant in the same moment. Every day, I find something new in you; something that makes me feels different but sure in one thing - you are something more, something deeper. I am sending you this letter to share with you some of the things that I want to do with you in future and how am going to make you happy at some point in this lifetime:

I want to be your best friend

Spend the rest of my life with you

Dance with you in the rain

Stargaze on a clear night with you

Watch the sunset together with you

Spend all day with you doing nothing

I want to be more proud of you than I already am at this very moment

Go on a carriage ride through the park with you

Go to brunch with you

Go for a twilight horseback ride with you

Watch a bad movie together with you

Have our picture taken together

Eat ice cream with you

Open the doors for you

Go to a museum together with you

Talk to you using only body language

Give you space when you need it

Accept you totally and completely - (flaws and all)

Discuss current events in a heated debate with you

Carve our names into a tree/table

Go for a walk at dusk together

Spend all night thinking of 101 sweet things to do for you

Hold you and gaze into your eyes and realize how much I love you... and tell you

Gently run my hand across your cheek and look into your eyes

Blindfold you and take you somewhere romantic

Spend my life making you and our family happy

Feel your heartbeat

Give you a back rub when you need it

Always being honest with you

Go hiking together with you

Have our first fight, make up and feel a stronger bond because we very successfully weathered the storm - together

Laugh at someone together with you

Share a plate of spaghetti with you

Give you an expected surprise on special occasions

Go on a road trip across Europe and Asia with you

Count thunder together with you during a thunderstorm

Envelop you in my soul

Cook your favorite meal/meals

Know you better than you know yourself

Plant a tree in our yard together

Look over at you during an office/military/family party and have you know without me saying a word - that I love you

Be able to say "I love you" in 89 different ways - in 89 different countries

Hold you when you're at your saddest and comfort you when you need it the most

Be the one you come to for that comfort and holding

Wipe away the days' stresses and issues, with just a hug/kiss

Make love to you passionately

Grow old with you.

All the above, I would like to share with you, so I would like us to give this relationship a chance to grow and see what comes out of it because they say a journey of a thousand miles begins with one step.. I will stop here for just now but hope you enjoy the rest of your day at wherever you may be now...I hope your not offended as me being straight forward with you. I'm just asking you to keep it real and be honest from the beginning with your feelings; that way, so you know where I stand from the beginning.

Yours affectionately,
xoxoxoxoxo
Sweet Steven.

Letter 6

Hi Linda, How is life treating you there, I know you're alright and things are great with you .I first of all wanted to say thank you so much for your time and honesty with reference to our Skype conversation last night. I do find you very easy to chat and open up to which is a real blessing as I do believe that we should find out as much as we can about it other to make sure that we do fit well together. Just thought I'd write you a short note to tell you how much I enjoyed chatting with you last night. I can't recall when I had a more pleasant time. Everything felt so natural, and you were very easy to talk to. It's hard for me to identify what it is about you that attracts me so. I suppose it might be the combination of your great sense of humor, your charming personality and your good-looks. Whatever it is, I can sense it's presence. You could call it chemistry, or better yet, the possibility that we are on the same wavelength.

Linda, I really hope that our first time was not our last because I felt very special when I was reading your email. I truly want to give our friendship a chance to grow. Well, I guess I've said enough for the time being. Linda, have a wonderful day and, hopefully, I'll see you real soon. If you get a chance, write and tell me your thoughts. Until I hear from you, take care of yourself and Have a lovely day!

Letter 7

Good morning Darling

Just wanted you to know that I'm thinking about you and my heart is full of joy and happiness at the thought of being with you - in all respects my love. You are the sunshine in my rainy day and the warmth of your love has melted my heart. Thank you for the lovely picture. You beautiful and i love your smile xxx..You've a beautiful eyes! Sean was pleased that l have someone to talk to, and share my feelings with, albeit surprised. He said you must be really special if l want to talk to you. He looked at your photo and like me said you have really kind eyes. Sean and l always look into the eyes, the window of the soul they say.

I am sitting here somewhere in the world thinking about you, thinking about all the things we've spoken about, all the things we've said to each other, I know you are somewhere at the other side of the world thinking about me too. Wherever you are and go, you go with me. I walk by your side. When you go to bed, I am stepping in it at the same time you are. When you sit down to eat, I am next to you to eat too. When you are combing your hair, I am there kissing and stroking it, smelling the smell of the shampoo you use. I am so in love with you - and I can even feel you here ... behind me, touching me, saying, "Love, come with me." I would come with you without hesitation.

I hope you will not be exhausted today -You are my special woman - and I am your man (yes - you make me feel like a teenager again hun!!!!)

I go to sleep thinking of you, you are in my dreams, and you are with me when I open my eyes from sleep. I feel your warm embrace from afar and long for that to be so close to my skin.
Have a good day sweetheart, stay safe, stay warm in my love and I will speak to you when I can. (I have tasks to help visit to the wounded troops most of the day - but if I can sneak a few minutes with you later, I will grab the oportunity!)

Love you with a depth I have never felt with anyone else my sweet, sweet darling.

My love always -Steven XXXXX

Letter 8

Hi Sweetheart. I am sorry I missed you earlier (on-line). I have been at an Emergency meeting and have only just got back. It was cold and frizzling all night, not good conditions for us.

I know it has been a difficult day for you, it has for me too. I had visitors in our camp so we had to go to lunch with them. I wish I hadn't cos I sat there playing with my food not really interested in eating, my mind was elsewhere. I understand that we have not been together for very long, but I want to express to you the love that I feel.

I think of you and my heat skips a beat. I dream of that day when I will be in your arms and we can talk face to face. I imagine us getting all dressed up to go out for the evening but more importantly coming home and just being together. I image sending you out for run cos I need 'me' time. But not wanting you to go to far, or be away for too long, or getting too tired for a cuddle on your return. I imagine us choosing furniture together - totalling disagreeing but finding some middle ground that we will both be happy with. What do you day dream about?

I hope you sleep well tonight knowing that there is someone out there thinking about you.

Take care and keep safe for ME my sweetheart

Letter 9

Hi darling, How are you this morning and everything is alright with you there? I went to bed last night with a vision of you next to me. I slept like a baby all night, because I was not feeling alone. When I awoke this morning to see if it was real or if it was a dream, realty hit me that it was only a dream. Very soon, I know that you will be right next me, and that I will not have to dream of it again because you will be right there so we can hold, hug and squeeze each other tight. Baby, I long to be there with you so I can help build you and support you, so that we can accomplish a whole lot together as husband and wife. We're lovers; we're friends; we're two love birds, and we're soul mates. You and I, under the moonlight, together until the stars don't shine any more.

Till then, please take care of yourself and hope we speak soon xx

Letter 10

Good morning my dear, Know that there is nothing better than waking up with you in mind, even after having spent the night thinking about you .I hope you have a day full of radiance: that the morning might be clear, that the afternoon keeps on with its brightness and that the night might give us the best hours of our lives. Starting a day is a difficult moment, but do not despair because you are strong and capable. Stay calm, because everything is going to be ok. Everything is going to turn out just fine. Just be careful to fulfill your part just right, because I want all of you and I want you ready for me when I return. Please let me know when your ready to chat so I can be online for us chat. I missed talking to you. Have a nice day, Kisses from your happy Man,

Letter 11

Good morning Hunny

I hope and pray that you are safe and well?????Thanks for your lovely e-mail - it makes my day to hear from you hun and I think about you all the time.!!!!!! Just to say that I have you in my heart and on my mind - always! I hope you are having a good day? I am - beacause I woke up thinking of you!!!!

I love you more today than I did yesterday - and I didn't think that was possible hunny.

Look forward to chatting soon but I will likely be busy today but hope i can manage to come online for us to chat.

Take very special care of yourself - you are very, very special to me and, now that I've found you, I don't ever want to be without you in my life. I miss you so much darling, and I long for us to be together, I am here for you in all life brings and I look forward to all we will share, today, tomorow, for the rest of our lives sweetheart. Love you more and more each passing minute of the day baby.

Big cwtch and kisses all over sweetheart

Letter 12

Good Morning Darling, I hope this finds you safe and well ..I am so glad to be loved by someone very special like you. I thought all along that nobody can ever make me happy and win my hardened heart until I met you. You've really charged my life and I thank God I am loved and cherished by someone like you. If I come back to this world again I would like to meet you again where we can share the wonderful love we've started. I love you so much, my love. You mean more than anything in this world to me. Thank God I found you at last. You are my everything.

I wish you a lovely day. I send you many hugs and kisses from me to you...Hope to hear from you soon

Steven xx

Letter 13

Hello darling, I hope you slept well and wish you that you do not have sleepless nights ever for any reasons. How is life treating you there ,I know you're alright and things are great with you and your family ,I thought of you every second and i feel that you're the only person that makes me complete...Sometimes I lie in bed at night, sleepless, restless, and alone with my thoughts of life without you. You know, I wonder about you. How you are doing in that head of yours. I think about seeing you, hugging you, and kissing you soon … wondering if you think of me at all, Maybe? Maybe not?

All I know is you are someone I want to spend time with, and have fun with, someone I want to get to know better. I don't know quite what it is about you that drives me so wild, but I hope in some way I make you feel that too. Being with a new partner is always a little awkward to me at first. I don't know what my partner likes or how to tell them right away what I really like. I love to talk with you. I love you with all of my heart and soul. All that I am, I owe you. I will be there. "I'll walk in the rain by your side, I'll cling to the warmth of your tiny hand, I'll do anything to keep you satisfied. I love you more than anybody can. "I have nothing to be proud of but you.

I love you now, I love you always

Letter 14

morning Darling,

I hope you are having a good day; I miss you and wish you were here with me. I was thinking about you and wanted you to know how much you are loved and missed.

Remember how I told you I have a million thoughts going through my head at every second of every day? Well, you are always my main thought and every other thought in my head revolves around you. I think of "our" new life together, every second of every day. I can't honestly tell you where I'd be right now if I didn't have you. Since I've met you, I've been so happy. If I don't have you, I have nothing, so why not fight for the only thing I do have that means anything at all! You are my world, you consume my every thought, word and whisper. You are there ... you are always there, and always will be. I will never let you go, I'd rather die first.

I've been alone my whole life and I'm tired of searching, I will look no further. If I can't be with you, I don't want to be with anyone. You complete me, there's no longer an empty, meaningless space. I thank you for that, for you will never know how much you mean or how much you are needed. You are the reason I get out of bed every day, you are the reason I have something to look forward to in my life. You are my every need and want. When I fantasize, I think of you, my every intimate thought consists of you. I hope you are as happy as I am. I would do anything to make you as happy as you've made me! Baby, you make my life worthwhile and you do it effortlessly, I love you now and forever. Have a nice day!

Love always,

Letter 15

Good morning Hunny

Thanks for your lovely e-mail - it makes my day to hear from you hun and I think about you all the time.!!!!!! Just to say that I have you in my heart and on my mind - always! I hope you are having a good day? I am - beacause I woke up thinking of you!!!! It was fabulous chatting with you last night cus I need some comfort..!

I wanted to let you know that you are in my heart and on my mind constantly sweetie - I can't wait for us to meet properly - but hold you close to my heart in the meantime. I'm never far away, I hold you close to my heart and pray for your happiness. I consider myself to be the luckiest man on earth to have found you sweetie and I long for the day when we can be together on a permenent basis. I long to wake up with you - to look into your beautiful eyes and to feel the warmth of your body next to mine baby. I want to feel your heart beating next to me and you body responing to my caress. I love you more today than I did yesterday, and marvel - because i didn't think it was possible.

I feel the warm glow deep inside that tells me that I've found something wonderful and precious in your love sweetie - and I return my love to you with every beat of my heart.

I hope you are having a great day and I hope we get to speak later - love you to bits and can't wait to be by your side! You are in my heart and on my mind baby - stay safe!

Love you with all my heart and can't wait for us to be together - forever!

Big hug and kisses

Letter 16

Good morning hunny

I've just opened my eyes - and thought of you!

I'm sorry I couldn't come online last night but I realise how tired I was and needed to get some rest after a very busy day. I hope you have had a good nights rest my sweet darling woman. I just wanted and needed to let you know you are in my every waking thought - as you are in my dreams also! I ache to meet you in the flesh, I really do - I can't express how much you have touched my heart and feel you at the core of my being. I long to share life with you - I've never really understood how people can fall head over heals in a very short space of time, because it's never happened to me before - but I understand it now - fully, deeply, with a passion I've never known. My special special woman - my heart belongs to you - it's just a matter of time until we can be close to cement the bond that we share.

I look forward to all that we will have together my darling and I can't wait to share all the laughter, joy, sadness even, everything inherant in family life and love and time shared. I hope you will have a wonderful day and i can't wait to speak to you later. Take great care - you are very, very precious my love.

Huge hug and all my love - Steven xxx

Letter 17

Good Morning Darling,

My baby, How are you today? I trust your having a good weekend and everything is going on well for you darling, thanks for your email pics, looks lovely x I want nothing more than to love you, to make you happy. I wish there were words to describe how much in love with you I am, but words cannot come close to expressing how I feel. The only other way that I can think of is to finally meet you in person ... I never knew that someone like you was out there, just waiting for me to find them. Well, I found you, Babe, and now that I have you, I'm never letting you go! A little distance between us is going to drive me crazy, but it'll all work out just fine. So, I will just be waiting till the day we will be together.

You are my reason for living my life. You, my love, are the only reason for my happiness. I want you; I need you; I love you! Life would be incomplete without you now. Life would be unbearable. You have given me your love and now I give you my heart. It is yours do with as you may, but remember, my love, it's for always!!

I love you so very much, Baby - I give myself to you - mind, heart and soul.

Hugs, misses, and butterfly kisses,

Letter 18

Hi, Darling! I miss you so much. Yes, I love you very much - since the very first day we've met. I knew it! Now that you are already part of my life I thank the Almighty for blessing me with such a very wonderful creature. You have changed a lot of me. You fired up my dry spirit and brought fresh water to my thirsty heart and soul. Your touch has ignited a certain passion in me that has never been there before.

Hey, there is so much I want to tell you, a lot has been running through my head lately. I'm having trouble putting my thoughts into words so you will have to bare with me through this.

I keep thinking about the future, about life, and what I want out of it. I keep thinking about us and what this relationship means to me. I keep thinking about these things and I realize they go hand in hand. This relationship is my future; it's what I want out of life. I want to grow old with you. I want to experience this crazy love forever and ever, and I really think I'm going to get to. I want us to walk through new houses picking the one that would be just right for us. I want to see you walk around our house in a big t-shirt with your hair down and catch me staring at how gorgeous you are. I want you to pull the covers off me at night and then I have to get even closer, if it's possible, to you to keep warm. I want to see you laugh like crazy at me when I do stupid stuff. I want to rub lotion all over your body because you laid out in the sun too long. I want to see you and me chasing our little grandkid around the house, all of us laughing our heads off and having fun. I want to hold you when you cry and smile with you when you smile. I want to fall asleep every night with you in my arms. I want you to fall asleep on my chest listening to the beat of my heart and know it beats for you I want you to be the first thing I see when I wake up and the last thing I see when I go to sleep. I want to see your bad morning hair; I think it will be so cute. I want to sit on the beach with you and watch the sun set, and I want all the people who pass us to envy the love that we obviously have for each other.

I want to see you walk down that isle and I want to take your hand for the rest of my life. I want to spend all night, and maybe the next day, making love to you with an undying passion (sorry to be so blunt). I want to be thirty years old and still make out with you like a little schoolboy. I want to cook a meal with you and us totally ruin it and end up doing take out. I want to sit there talking to you for hours about nothing at all but in the same time everything or maybe we won't talk at all and just grin at each other realizing how lucky we are. I want you to get mad at me for doing something stupid, and I want you to bust out laughing when you try to yell at me. I want to lay with you in front of a fireplace and keep the heat going long after the fire goes out. I want to take trips with you to places we've never been and experience them together. I want us to go skinny-dipping in a hotel pool and get caught and streak back to our hotel room waking everyone up because we're laughing so hard. I want us to go and pick out the hot tub we want with the biggest grins on our faces the whole time. I want the sales rep to get embarrassed when we sit in them and make sure we have enough room to do the things we want to do.I want our friends to come over and get totally jealous because they don't share a love like we do. I want to be walking into a store with you and trip and fall on my face and turn around to see you rolling on the ground laughing at me. I want us to run outside in the rain and act like total kids getting completely soaked, and when we come back in stripping down to nothing as we stumble into the bedroom, or the kitchen counter, or the balcony, or the dining room table, or an office desk, or the shower, which ever one we feel like at the time.

I want it to take your breath away every time I say, "I love you" because you know it's coming from the heart. I want us to be sitting there and watching our grandchild take their first steps from my arms into yours. I want us to sit down with a box of strawberries, a bottle of chocolate syrup, and a thing of mint chocolate ice cream; well, I'll let your imagination finish that one. I want to love you and be with you for at least forever if not a little longer. I couldn't really express in words what I'm feeling right now so I decided to share with you SOME of the images and thoughts that have been running through my head.

Letter 19

Hey, Honey How are you today. I'm missing you so much that you've been on my mind all day and night. I awoke hurriedly this morning when the alarm went off, rolled over quickly to hold you back, and you weren't there - oh! My heart fell to pieces here! Another day, only to anticipate to be with you (I mean the night in my dreams). It seems it's what I live for today, yesterday and tomorrow.

I look forward to us establishing our home together. I look forward to meeting your family. I worry that they wont like me but I hope they will. If the thought of being with me has made you as excited as the thought of being with you has made me, then we will have a great time together. I want to come home (!). I cant wait to get home.

Hey, Darling, what have you done to me? Not a night has passed that I don't have you in my dreams. And not a moment has passed that you are not in my thoughts. What magic you've done, Darling, but I guess my feelings have made their way to you in the form of dreams. Darling you are my happiness, Dear, and my adorable darling.

I look forward to your emails, the words are not just words to me, they are you whispering in my ear. When you don't write to me its like going out of the house without saying goodbye. Until you are whispering in my ear they are all I have.

I love you and I hope that this is the beginning a great time to come. Hope to speak tonight my love..

Steven x

Letter 20

Good Afternoon darling,

Hope you doing great and everything is alright with you today? I trust you had a wonderful weekend my love..? I can't believe it started from one little e-mail, who would've ever thought I would've met my soul mate over the computer - definitely not me! I am so lucky to have you to love and I am so lucky to have you loving me. Everything bad that I thought was so unfair for me to have gone through in my life was so worth it if I had to go through them to get to you. It's the fires you walk through, the ones I walked through, to get to the man I saw in my dreams.

Darling,, being apart makes me never want to take any moment I have with you for granted. Us being together, me in your arms makes me so happy. I am pledging this to you today and always because I don't ever want you to forget even in the darkest of hours how much I love you or how much you mean to me or just how happy you have made me and continue to make me every single day. I will love you forever! You give my life meaning. Every step we take, we take together, and I know that tomorrow each step will grow sweeter. Our lives have become so entwined that I can feel your every breath. I know when you are sad or feeling down and my heart bleeds for you. I know when you are happy, and it makes me smile. I wish for your every dream to come true. Your happiness is my only wish.

Since you have come into my life, I know now that there still is and can be true love. Some may ask what about the difficult times? And I can honestly say I welcome the opportunity to experience every emotion with you, as long as we can do it together. I believe that in love there is nothing that we could not overcome. The love I feel for you is so intense, so free, so overflowing that deep within me I truly believe it can surpass the end of our very flesh. I love you, sweetheart, and intend to show you how much each and every moment of the rest of our lives. We are meant to be. Now and forever we belong to each other. After having you, I could never want another. Together we will happily travel through our lives until we are that perfect elderly couple who sits on the porch good-naturedly picking at each other, only to smile and hold hands, and go upstairs and make love.

My darling, In my heart I am holding you with my arms around your neck, saying good morning, my darling, and have the best day of your life today. All of my love doesn't seem enough, but that's all I have to offer you. I love you so much, that these words cannot begin to translate the emotion. There are no words that are enough to tell you how I feel about you… how truly and deeply I love you. Hope you having a nice day darling?

Steven x

Letter 21

Good morning darling

I hope all is well with you this morning....I hope you got a good nights rest and you wake feeling refreshed and ready to face the day - if you haven't woken already! I woke to a beautiful sunrise and thoughts of you! It's cold after the first overnight frost, but it's looking like the forecast was right and it's going to be a wonderful day.

Darling, Words can no longer describe it, but rather in feeling and emotion of what we have for each other. You have always had the key to my heart, and you inside my heart has made me more than I can ever be. Though the sea separates us till that special day, I know we take each breath with every beat, and always together ... as one. I love you with all that I am.

Anyway darling, I just wanted to let you know that you are in my thoughts and prayers - but perhaps most importantly, you're in my heart this morning. I love our chats on-line and I love YOU - and can't wait to speak to you again soon.

Stay safe precious woman.

Love and a huge hug

Letter 22

Good morning darling

I've just opened my eyes - and thought of you!

How are you today? You are a fabulous woman darling - Im so lucky to have found you - I can't quite take it in - it takes my breath away. This feels so good, so right, so wonderful and precious - it makes me realise what I've been missing out on all my life, and want it with a passion I have never known before darling. I ache to meet you in the flesh, I really do - I can't express how much you have touched my heart and feel you at the core of my being. I long to share life with you.

You are loved so deeply hunny - I hope you know that with every part of your being? We have found a love so rare and beautiful under the most difficult of circumstances - there isn't anything we can't achieve in our life together, i'm so confident of that my darling. I know how much you love me in return - I feel it and it makes my heart skip. I want for all our todays to be happy, our tomorrows to be happier still and our future to be filled with a love and happiness that others can't help but be moved by it and envious of what we have.

You are my one true love sweetheart - hold on to that and feel its warm embrace deep within you.

I hope you've had a good rest sweetheart. I look forward to speaking with you very soon - I'm off to work, but taking you with me in my heart and mind!!!! I can't wait to see you, hug you, make you smile, make you laugh and fall asleep next to you. Til we speak later my darling - yours completely and for ever

Steven x

Letter 23

Good Morning, How are you doing there ,Believe life is alright with you there did you have enough rest there....I believe things are going on well for you .Love is a strange thing on the one hand it lifts you to places you have never been and makes you go weak at the knees. It makes you heart skip a beat at the very thought of being with your loved one. It makes you feel like you can conquer the world.

Darling, I wake up every morning with the thought of you in my head, wondering if I had dreamed you up the night before, but then I roll over and see your smiling face and I know that you're real; it's not a dream any more. We are meant to be together for the rest of our lives, this we know. Each day that passes I am aware that it means that it is one day closer to being in your arms soon. Each night is spent dreaming of your face and wishing you were next to me darling. You know I'm amongst death and danger, though you know I'm being very careful. I love you with more then just my heart, I love you with my entire being. Meeting you was fate, this distance is just an inconvience. You're the only one that I want.

Have a nice day

Steven x

Letter 24

Hi Babe, How are you today? I trust you had a good night and your feeling great today babe? I miss you every single second. I want to start off by telling you how madly, truly and deeply I am in love with you. I love you so very much, with all my heart and soul, always, forever and ever! Having you in my life is truly a blessing. You bring so much happiness into my life and so much love into my heart! I do not know if I tell you this enough but I want you to know it each and every day. And with every moment, my love for you grows stronger and deeper. Honey, I never knew I would be this happy. But you know what... it is the greatest feeling in the world to be content and might I say, I am very, very content with you and only you. No one else can make me feel the way you make me feel. Your care, your lips, your love, your words, your understanding ways, your everything means the world to me and it cannot and will not be replaced. I love everything about you. You are a warm, loving, sensitive, charming woman with a sense of humor.

Babe, I can barely breathe knowing that I can't hold you, hug you, and kiss you. The fact that you are not within a distance to me that I can easily reach, hurts. I've missed you so badly, I do not know how I am going to live without you here to hold and to hold me sometimes! I love you so much that neither words nor actions could express my feelings for you. I could spend the rest of my life describing how much I love you and it still would not come close to the way I really feel. I could die for you and it still could not possibly show my love and feelings for you in proportion to which I feel them. I feel sick, I tremble, I cannot breathe, and tears constantly blur my vision. I do not know how to handle this pain - this knife in the heart feeling of loss. Without you I feel alone and cold. I feel so small and helpless. You cave my life, you made my whole and without you, I am nothing. The fears that I now have is that I will forget the little things, though I pray I never will. Now I know why we are here. I know why we live. It's because once you find someone you love and care for so dearly, where you would give up anything and everything for them, you found purpose in your life that makes it worth living. You are my purpose and I do not know what to do without you. I know that I will never really lose you because you will always be in my heart, but that does not stop me from missing you. And feeling desperate with the need to hug and kiss you and be in your arms. That is where I wish I could stay forever, in your arms. My heart beats for you now and forever.

Babe, I think of you constantly, reflecting on each conversation, each love letter, and how I am filled with joy with each thought of you, each communication. It is all so incredible and so wonderful, defying adequate description. You are my everything, my love, and my happiness; I would give up everything to be with you, to stay with you, to hold you. I am devoted to you and all I want is for us to last forever and ever. I hope you mean what you are saying? Oh, my Love, how I wish that you are here with me. That we are not separated by distance and constraints and necessities of life. But even though we are distance apart, in my heart, soul, and mind you are always here, alive, breathing, and touching my life. Babe there's no word that can describe how much I love you since you have already conquered that whole essence of me. I will be waiting for the time will meet and leave no space for the time we have been apart. I love you, babe. In my heart you will always be. Longing to have you with me, and that longing cannot be easily or quickly smothered, and I do not want to smother it. You will always have a permanent place in my heart. I will never forget you, How could I? I need you more than anything. You are my life support. I can't to hold you, feel our bodies so close to each other that you could feel the beating of our hearts. You with one arm beneath my head and your other hand playing with my hair. Our legs are intertwined and you are telling me one of your stories. I miss you so much. God, I love you. I miss you so much. My life was lonely and cold. When I meet you, you caused the loneliness to vanish and melted the cold with your warmth and love. I can never repay the feeling you gave me with your love or the happiness you bring me, but I can, and will, love you with all my heart forever. These words have not been written down in any particular order so it might be hard for you to understand what I am trying to say, but know this at least… without you, I feel hollow and unfinished. You complete me. I need you. I love you more than anything … more than myself.

I will never hurt you - it's not in my nature darling, and I will never break your heart or let you down. You are my one and only and I look forward to spending the rest of our lives together.
Speak to you later - huge cwtch and kisses

Te quiero mas que a nada,

Te quiero mucho, mucho, mucho,

Adoring you deeply,
Steven x