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Scam Email(s) from Faust Cassone to Pam (USA)

 

Letter 1

How are you? Thank you for responding to my email request; I am sorry that it took me a little while to respond which as result of some personal commitments yesterday. I also went to CA last week to spend some time with mom. My Mom was ill and planning to move back to Italy with her sister that lives in Greece (That is a story for another day).

I am happy to receive your email considering the unconventional way I contacted you. It was not really easy coming up with the courage to ask for email communication but today I am glad that I did. Online dating is not something I know anything about so I was trying not to do something that will be out of line. I just realize that in life, there is nothing out of line when you do it the way you feel good about it.Anyway, let me save you the long story. The long and short of it is that I am glad you emailed me back.

Let me not bore you on what brought me to the site and rather tell you more about me which was what I promised you on the dating site when I requested you contact me via my private email. I am what people mean when they say that "he is a good person". I hope I am not singing my own praise. Lol .I care about people I love and look after people that I know.I am a Christian who has been widowed for 9 years.I am a financial consultant, broker, and fund manager. A job I do with passion and enjoy the travel associated with it.

I am generally an active person that exercises 3-4 times a week. I love the outdoors, I enjoy playing golf, I love Swimming. I love seeing movies and listening to music I have been to many countries and can cook varieties of food. Lol. What I try to learn when I visit any country is how to cook one of their main menus. By doing that I have learned how to cook varieties of food. I am a good cook and I love cooking. I love outdoors, playing golf and seeing movies, dining out and doing stuff that makes people generally happy but can be a clown most time. I love to make people laugh and also laugh myself. I am the financially secure man that believes that this life is meant to be enjoyed.

I try my best to live and get the best out of life.I will like us to take few days and communicate by email and phone, Know a little about each other and then schedule on how to meet face to face; if that will be okay with you, let me know. This is how I think communication between a gentleman and lady should start.Let me know what you think. I wish you a lovely weekend.

Regards,
Faust

Letter 2

Well-Well-Well! Here we are again with smiles on my face as I read your email.What is making me smile? I can’t say. Nature is very funny I must say. I came online to check if you emailed me back and luckily there was an email from you, now that I have clicked on Reply to write you back, I don’t know what else to say to you. Okay, let me start by saying THANK YOU for writing me back out of your busy schedules.

Yes! I remembered promising to tell you more about me when I emailed you on the site. It seems that I have not done that so let me start from there. I don’t know if you met my profile as most of the things that I will say here were on my profile. I already told you that I am a portfolio manager and financial adviser.I have a daughter who joined the air force recently as an Airborne Electronic Analysts.I have been widowed for 9 years.My marriage lasted for 26 years until my first and only wife died in in 2006. Since that very day, I have not been in any form of relationship. I am 6ft1 in height.I have dual citizenship, American and Greece but I was born in Turin Italy.I have lived in many countries and speak more than three languages.I do not smoke but have no problem with smokers. It’s funny to add here that my late wife, was a smoker. A habit she picked from her parents.I am happy that my daughter did not pick up the habit from her.
I enjoy soccer which is a passion I got while schooling in Europe, I love seeing movies and listening to music, Cycling. I like going to the beach and climbing mountains. I love exercise generally.I hope I am not boring yet with my long talk and loud mouth

Like I said earlier. I am Financial Broker Representative that has worked with the international office of MERRILL LYNCH in Scotland before joining KOLER CAPITAL- an investment company with head office in Boston MA and International Head office in London and branches in many countries.I worked with them for years before I resigned or will I say retired which was when I lost my wife.

Today, I work under contract with Bain Capital as an International Representative.They gave me an offer after I retired asking that I come out of retirement to work under contract with them under a working condition that I saw to be good enough so I accepted the job which the working condition allows me to remain in the United States to head the International Office Clearing House instead of going back to the Main office in the UK. Today, I work as the International Broker Representative and Financial Regulatory adviser. A job I love and enjoy doing.

I told you that I can be a clown, yes, I Can be a clown as I generally like being happy. I am a happy person and have achieved much in life professionally, financially and personally by just being happy. I know you will ask HOW? Which you will get the answer soon.I discovered that there is more to gain than to loose being happy. I am positive on everything that life brings to me. I believe that I am where I am at this point in my life for a good reason. I am an honest and caring person who is very loyal to those I care about. Having traveled around the world, see different cultures, poverty, and famine in countries seen good and bad government, I have come to realize that I am blessed to be alive and be called an American Citizen.

I will say here that I don’t need much in life than to find love again and complete my happiness. I am comfortable by every means you call comfort.I have a good job, I am financially secured, has no health problem, a lovely daughter with good values. I love giving and it makes make me happy to see the smile and the appreciative face of the receiver. I am a good dresser who is comfortable wearing suits, jean, T-shirt, skirt, gowns.Lol., ties, name it (Yes, I wore Skirt and Gown in Scotland, which is the Scottish traditional dress.) .I have that Italian blood and athletic body which I try to maintain by keeping fit. I am generally a healthy man .wow! I have really said much about me so let me cut it here and say more when I hear back from you.I hope my email did not bore you with all the I AM, in it.

Fondly

Letter 3

I woke up this morning with a little smile on my face.It seems that my happiness was for the fact that you responded to my email .lol. Reading my email, you will notice that my written English has an accent. I have an accent which I accumulated from different places that I had my education that I cannot say exactly what accent I have.If you do not notice it now, I am sure you will when we speak on phone. That reminds me when it will be convenient for you for all to put a voice to all these emails.

I went through your job website and honestly, I appreciate your work, given back to the society and helping people is a gift that i adore you. You are one of the beautiful soul in the world! From my heart, i say Thank you... I know I must have told you that I have been to many countries and seen many cultures.What I did not tell you was that I lived in some of this countries doing one Portfolio management course or the other and not that I just went for a visit. To be a good financial adviser and a reputable money manager, I lived and studied in many world economies. I did courses in China, Kuwait, Saudi Arabia, Peru, Netherland, South Africa, Canada and Australia. This was after my Masters in Germany.

Living In different countries taught me how to relate to people easily and how to survive alone where you do not know anybody. It taught me to treat people and more especially, it showed me the true meaning of life. It made me see life from another angle and not always from an American perspective.It made me appreciate who I am and where I am today. It humbled me.

Oooh; I have started rambling again with my long email.It would have been even better if we can make an arrangement on how to meet. I will be receiving three of my company Directors from our main office this evening here in Boston.They will be flying in from Australia and will be spending 7 days here in the United States. Their arrival will occupy me for the whole week and early next week as it will be all company work, Audit processing, documentation and investors meeting.

My job is one funny job that can be busy and hectic at times and can be less busy at the time that you will be looking for something to do. One good thing is that It gives me time or myself and there things of life which include you, my new friend. Before I close this email, I will like to ask you again to let me know the best time to call you. It is always right to make the first call on appointment as I will not like to call when you will be occupied unless you permit me to call anytime.

I will also give you my cell phone number which I have been using from Boston as my official and private line.I have kept it as my Permanent mobile because it is the number all the investors under my fund management uses to communicates with me for years. If you can give me your Cell Phone Number, I will call you or you can call me on the number below.857-301-9826. The Cell phone will be better so that we can call and text. Please get back to me as I anxiously wait for your email response.

Fondly

Letter 4

Good Morning once again my new friend or should I just say my friend and remove the NEW. Okay, good Morning my friend. How did you feel after reading the story of my life yesterday? If actually, you received it but if not I hope you will get it. That was really a part of me that I try most to forget but find it necessary to share it with you so that you will understand me more. You will see reason with me why I stayed without any form of relationship for nine years. When I love a woman, I give her my heart, respect and adore her that even death does not easily do us part like the saying goes, Till death do us part .let me not go back to yesterday discussion again and move on like I have decided to move on with life when I registered on the site. I resend the email yesterday but I don't why you didn't receive it.

Talking about the site; it’s about a week now since I sent you the very first email and you replied me but to me, it seems that we have known longer than that.I told you in my email that, going on-line to find a suitable companion seemed hopeless for me at the beginning. Most of my earlier contacts that wrote me stating that match sent them my picture as a MATCH were from much younger women so I could not understand how I could be a match to a girl that is less than 30 years. It made me start asking questions - should I be flattered or should see it as an insult or "what were the motives"? That was prompted to write you …..You know the rest. Now I found myself lucky that you displayed the qualities I was looking for. I found out that we shared a lot of the same interests and I adored the expressive e-mails.

I have come to realize that lonely times make us search harder for the good times. Bad times are only vague memories and we can look to the future with optimism to happy times. To "give" and "receive", to pamper, to spoil, to guide, to care for in all ways, makes for a wonderful relationship. There is no need for anger when there is understanding, loyalty and sincerity, open communication and the ability to compensate for differences. Life is meant to be enjoyed and thus, should not harbor hurtful thoughts and actions.

When I lost my Wife, it was a big obstacle to my life. There was no wish to date or to work so I resigned my job. There was no joy in living again.Her death made me realize that Life is full of obstacles and to survive; one has to approach the obstacles with an open mind and a desire to overcome them.I told myself its time I step out, find love again or I will continue living an unhappy life. I asked myself, do I want to be victorious in the challenge? Is the challenge worth the extra effort, Will it make your life better? If yes then I have to pursue it with all my strength and that is what I have done.

They say "Love" overcomes all obstacles. But to love blindly - leaves scars in your heart. The "ups" and "downs" in people’s lives can be painful but can be healed with limitless compassion. Mine is healed so let us heal yours if it is still there. As I said in my profile, if your heart has been damaged too much by some cruel evil men, I can help you fix it like I fixed that of my late wife. If you have lost a partner like me, I can still fix it like I fixed mine or let’s say, we can fix ours together. When I say we can fix ours together, I know that Life isn’t always a bowl of cherries.

I have always believed that no man should go out there to look for a woman to make him happy in a relationship, but rather someone to share happiness and experience life’s adventures and sometimes tribulations. You will agree with me that everybody needs happiness both man and woman.

Happiness is created in many ways - mostly in what people do and say! Your words can encourage me to drink long and hard from the cup of life; to capture every drop of adventure that comes my way. I often ask myself, why we met - even if it was in such an unconventional way! I truly believe that a "path" is mapped out for us.

When we are born. Are we given a purpose - are we given instructions on how to live our life and what we are to achieve? We are guided by our parents, teachers, and friends and unconsciously adopt some of their ways to our life. However, there is a greater plan for us in the making.

We are tested daily to make us stronger. Stumbling blocks are put in our way to overcome and make us rise above them. Many people travel from cradle to grave without ever seeing themselves clearly, without accepting heartache and grief and without ever wondering about their past, present, and future. They accept their life blindly, without questions or true understanding of their own value and potential. They become frustrated, disillusioned and bitter. We have all been given the tools to excel, feel more important, more fulfilled and more useful. You have shown me that you know how to use the tools so don't ever let anyone tell you that you will not accomplish and excel at what you have chosen, or perhaps, what had been chosen for you. What measure do they use to compare, or do they feel inadequate in their own achievements?

Success is a passion for living. Success belongs to each and every human being. It is not for the few, or the chosen ones, or the rich, or the educated. Success is for everyone. IT IS FOR YOU. Success is simple; it means having, doing and becoming the best that life affords. It means service to mankind. Success means applying your best effort to realizing your best results, leaving the world a better place. It is winning the game of life. Success is life itself! Success is no secret; no mystery; no cause for frustration or misery. It is yours to claim.

So, was I meant to come into your life to help you see your own worth, to encourage and support and show you the heights that you have already accomplished. Is the reverse the case; that you have come into my life to help me rediscover the EVER HAPPY ME.? Whatever case it may be, I know that we have a passion for life, so you are and always will be successful.

Let me not take up your time with my long email and preaching. I just want you to know that meeting you and being in daily communication with you made me start seeing the brighter side of life.It’s no longer all work and no play.Thank you so much for that and for the time you make out to email me daily.I will be going out for another of our business engagement for the day. I will update you in my next email. I will expect your email response. Enjoy your day and send a line when you can. It can be hectic sometimes.

Fondly

Letter 5

How are you today Pam? I just had to sneak out now to email you. I got your text but I was very busy with the directors that I could not respond to you. You can call me tonight lets have a heart to heart discussion.

We are trying everything possible to see if we can round up this trip in a week so it made us increase the daily workload.My Directors does not want their trip to extend more than a week as they intend to fly back to the United Kingdom to join their families after months of being away. From what I see here and the attitude of the investors we are meeting with, it will definitely last longer. I am also planning to go to Los Angeles to sign some document for the Realtor that I contracted to sell out house there. That was basically what made me travel to California the same week we started communicating. My mom has already moved out of the house. I know that will be just a one day trip.

I got a call from my mom that she is now in Turin Italy.I don’t know if I told you that she was moving back to Italy with her sister that lives in Greece, She first landed in Greece and both of them flew to Italy yesterday. What I do not understand is why a woman of her age will be flying around the world like that without rest.

My mom has relocated to Europe finally and told me that she will not be returning to the United States so the best thing was the sale the house as no one will be staying there. That was why had to go to LA the last time to make the arrangement. She always says that if she should die that she should be buried in Greece or Italy where she was born and where her parents were buried.

Anyway, the gossip is not for you, let me save you from that. I just want you to know that everything is moving fine here and hopefully, in few days’ time, I will return home and if possible we will book a date for our first meeting. The email today is going to be short as there is work to do. Talk to you later while I expect your call and email. I have to go.

Love

Letter 6

Thank you for your email which I was happy to receive this morning. We had a busy day yesterday as expected but were able to achieve little as the investors here are giving us a problem. I know I have really not told you the reason for all this meeting that we have been attending here in Boston and why it’s important to the company. The company lost Twenty Two of their major Investor and another seventeen are planning to pull their investment.This were investors that the company saved during the great recession when I was managing their investment.Due to what I will call a stupid policy made by the company, they pulled most of the investor from their fund managers and handed their portfolio to some new guys in the company.

The company did this so that any established fund manager will not pull out with their major investors.They called it company protective policy but it failed them recently because this investor lost money in some of their investment.This is something that has never happened in their years with the company.They were some simple error caused by their fund managers because of the Russian sanction and oil price crash.

Why the company is pushing me into this negotiation now is because I have managed almost all the twenty-two investors at one point in my career.Most of them complained when the company changed their portfolio managers but the company assured them that it was for the good of their investment. Now they have lost money, though not much but they seem not to be happy about it at all. Some of them have given the company conditions that they will reconsider to continue their investment if their portfolio is managed under my care. The company has now accepted and have scheduled meeting with them and got me involved me as a sign of assurance to the investors.I know that within the company circle, they think I instigated it which I suspect was the reason for the attitude my director gave me the very morning after they arrived the United States. I was reading some quotes yesterday as I was thinking about and I realized that my plan to go into a relationship at this time is a good decision in the right direction Let me share them with you so that you will understand what I am saying.

Love is born with the pleasure of looking at each other and fed with the necessity of seeing each other every waking hour of the day and I hope it will be our portion. Love is the only two-player game in which both players can win because it is only a good woman inspires a man, a brilliant woman interests him, a beautiful woman fascinates him, but a sympathetic woman gets him. A kind woman is a miracle to a man because three things in human life are important. The first is to be kind. The second is to be kind. And the third is to be kind.Lol

Love makes it tough to sleep because you are thinking.It's tough to work because even if you are not with your lover, your being constantly embraces the desire for togetherness. For some, it grows and ebbs like the tide; while for others it comes in like a storm, leaving only destruction in the wake. It could warm you in its embrace or burn you with its bitterness. You never even know what brings forth that feeling, that realization that you are in love, that you found the piece that fit into the puzzle of your life.Love is like flying an airplane. You'll be pushed around, have your ups, downs and even upside downs, but try hard enough and you'll land where your heart desires.

I, see the importance of you in my life and realized that my nine years waiting to find a woman were worth it. I feel like this is my season. I have already asked nature to separate us if we are not meant to be but it seems we are meant to be because I have come to realize that each time I have my private moment, I always think of you.

Let me not stay here and write a long email without saying what brought me to my email this morning. We have an emergency business and audit meeting with some important business partners of our company and I will be attending it with my directors from the main office in the UK. My dear, let me leave you out of the company problem and go for my meeting. Please email me back as enjoy your emails. Thank you once again for your care and for even finding the time to email me out of your busy schedule. You are in my mind. Enjoy your day.

Love

Letter 7

Thank you for your email which I was happy to receive this morning. We had a busy day yesterday as expected but were able to achieve little as the investors here are giving us a problem. I know I have really not told you the reason for all this meeting that we have been attending here in Boston and why it’s important to the company. The company lost Twenty Two of their major Investor and another seventeen are planning to pull their investment.This were investors that the company saved during the great recession when I was managing their investment.Due to what I will call a stupid policy made by the company, they pulled most of the investor from their fund managers and handed their portfolio to some new guys in the company.

The company did this so that any established fund manager will not pull out with their major investors.They called it company protective policy but it failed them recently because this investor lost money in some of their investment.This is something that has never happened in their years with the company.They were some simple error caused by their fund managers because of the Russian sanction and oil price crash.

Why the company is pushing me into this negotiation now is because I have managed almost all the twenty-two investors at one point in my career.Most of them complained when the company changed their portfolio managers but the company assured them that it was for the good of their investment. Now they have lost money, though not much but they seem not to be happy about it at all. Some of them have given the company conditions that they will reconsider to continue their investment if their portfolio is managed under my care. The company has now accepted and have scheduled meeting with them and got me involved me as a sign of assurance to the investors.I know that within the company circle, they think I instigated it which I suspect was the reason for the attitude my director gave me the very morning after they arrived the United States. I was reading some quotes yesterday as I was thinking about and I realized that my plan to go into a relationship at this time is a good decision in the right direction Let me share them with you so that you will understand what I am saying.

Love is born with the pleasure of looking at each other and fed with the necessity of seeing each other every waking hour of the day and I hope it will be our portion. Love is the only two-player game in which both players can win because it is only a good woman inspires a man, a brilliant woman interests him, a beautiful woman fascinates him, but a sympathetic woman gets him. A kind woman is a miracle to a man because three things in human life are important. The first is to be kind. The second is to be kind. And the third is to be kind.Lol

Love makes it tough to sleep because you are thinking.It's tough to work because even if you are not with your lover, your being constantly embraces the desire for togetherness. For some, it grows and ebbs like the tide; while for others it comes in like a storm, leaving only destruction in the wake. It could warm you in its embrace or burn you with its bitterness. You never even know what brings forth that feeling, that realization that you are in love, that you found the piece that fit into the puzzle of your life.Love is like flying an airplane. You'll be pushed around, have your ups, downs and even upside downs, but try hard enough and you'll land where your heart desires.

I, see the importance of you in my life and realized that my nine years waiting to find a woman were worth it. I feel like this is my season. I have already asked nature to separate us if we are not meant to be but it seems we are meant to be because I have come to realize that each time I have my private moment, I always think of you.

Let me not stay here and write a long email without saying what brought me to my email this morning. We have an emergency business and audit meeting with some important business partners of our company and I will be attending it with my directors from the main office in the UK. My dear, let me leave you out of the company problem and go for my meeting. Please email me back as enjoy your emails. Thank you once again for your care and for even finding the time to email me out of your busy schedule. You are in my mind. Enjoy your day.

Love

Letter 8

How are you today? I hope better than mine as mine started with little bad news but I am glad that there is still life. The call that I received today came from a hospital in Turin Italy.You can guess right why they are calling. My mom that I that I had a disagreement with over her proposed long trip from the United States to Greece and Greece to Italy is now enjoying her holiday in a hospital.

I am trying to take it lightly but it’s not funny because I went down to Los Angeles to talk her out of traveling at this time but she refused.I was in with her for three days trying to let her know that by next month, I will be free to make the trip with her and that even if she should travel, she should fly to Italy directly and let her sister meet her there than going to Greece First and fly to Italy again the next day, but she refused. She was even upset and asked me if I see her as one very old weak woman.I did not want to upset her so I helped her pack her things wished her safe trip before leaving.

The event of today has confirmed that I knew what I was saying but mom refused to listen. The very day she got to Italy, she told me that she was not feeling too fine but I thought that it was due to the long trip.I told her that it’s because of the long Journey which I was strongly against.My mom will be 88 years old next month and does not see her age as an issue.

From what the doctor told me, it was my aunt that gave him my number to call me. My mom will not want me to know that she ended up in the hospital after we argued about her traveling alone at her age and health situation. Anyway, the doctor said that she will be fine and will be discharged tomorrow or next and there is nothing to worry about.

While I thinking about the call from Italy, I remembered the first days I read your profile online. I could still remember it like it was yesterday because, at that moment, I had this feeling that you may be the woman for me. After I emailed you, I stayed online hoping that you will write me back immediately but was disappointed. Even with the disappointment of not hearing back from you, I did not write any other person so I signed out. When I came back the next morning, my subscription had expired but luckily, I opened my personal email and there was an email from you.

I know that it is almost two weeks to this very day but to me, it seems like I have known longer than that. My happiness is that you still try your best to create time and communicate with me and reply my emails. That shows that we are still fondly in each other’s and putting effort to make this work.

Before I met you online, I was a lonely man that has nearly forgotten what love really was.I have Forgotten, what they call relationship.I was afraid of falling in love and losing my love again. When I talked to my Daughter about it to know her own opinion, she was so glad that she rushed online to register me on the site. Here am I today, writing the wonderful Woman I was blessed with because of the single act of hers.

Thank you for who you are.I never knew a woman could have stolen my day making me think of her always. I never knew I could develop so much likeness for a woman that I am yet to meet in person.I long for the day I can finally look into your eyes after all this business trip for us to have Man and woman discussion. Picturing you smile on our first meeting makes me smile as I write this email. I cannot wait to actually see that woman that I rush to my computer every day to write.Thank you once again, I have work to do my friend. Expecting to hear back from you.

Love

Letter 9

It has been a long day I must confess. I left very early in the morning and I am just having my first break now.We have another group of investors that we will be meeting within an hour From there, we will go for another long meeting. Who knows how long this next meeting will last; I pray that it is not too long. I was hoping that we will conclude everything today.

We seem not to be making much progress with this investor here because the directors cannot give them immediate answer to some of their request.They will be having a conference meeting with the directors in the UK to make some decision tomorrow and then respond to the investor. If they are able to reach a conclusion based on the investor demand, they will sign the papers with them and then all of them will fly to the UK to sign the final investment papers.

I don’t know if to say that I am happy that the investor here are stubborn or not.The group of investors we first met here were more understanding and everything went well and quick. That made the company think I instigated this whole thing. Now that it’s proving difficult, they have now realized that I have no influence over it.

I just need sneaked out this time to email you and let you know that we could not round up again today. Thank you for all your email and support. Have a good evening and please try and email me as receiving your email makes my day a happier one. Thank you, dear.

Love

Letter 10

How is your day starting? My day here is starting with a lot of thinking. This week started well for me but wants to end as bad week but with you on my mind, I will stay strong, happy and positive. We made progress in our last meeting yesterday but the final conclusion will depend on what the Directors decision it on the investors demand notice submitted to them. If everything is accepted by the company and the investor, there will be an investment deal which they will take from there.

I returned back to my hotel very late last night and was still in the happy mood when I got a call from my aunt that my mom has been rushed to the emergency unit. A woman that I was hoping to be discharged this morning is now in the hospital emergency ward.

My aunt told me yesterday morning that my mom has been asking me wanting to know if I have been informed that she is in the hospital and if I said when I will be coming to visit her as she is losing strength. I had to call the doctor to know to understand the "Losing strength" part. The doctor told me that she is stable and fine that he will discharge her tomorrow (Being today).He then said that he wanted her to have a full day of bed rest so that he will watch her for another 24 hours.It was so unfortunate that it was not up to 24 hours and she is now an emergency ward.

They just called me now to tell me that she is now stable and has stated asking of me again which is now bothering me. I am now thinking of flying to Italy next tomorrow to see her.I asked the doctor and my aunt a direct question so that I will use my own judgment.When I asked both of them if they think it’s necessary that I fly nine hours from the United States to Italy to see her, they told me that since I am the only one she has, they will say YES.That was when I suspected that all is not well over there.

I will check for a flight for next tomorrow and fly to Italy and see her.I was planning my trip to Europe for the middle of next month as there are some investors in Dubai that has been calling me to help them handle a particular transaction which I shifted to next month.That was why I told my mom that I will travel, with her next month if she will wait, but she will not.

If we go for the meeting tomorrow and reach a conclusion, I will confirm my flight for next tomorrow and travel. My director can handle the rest without me and fly with the investor to UK on since it’s just the confirmation agreement that will remain. Even if there is anything that will require my endorsement, it will only take me one hour 30 minutes flight from Turin to London to handle that.Anyway, everything will depend on the outcome of today’s meeting but I will just make the flight reservation for next tomorrow and confirm it tomorrow.

My only regret as I make this plans is that I was hoping that meet you this coming week but with this development, it has to be when I return in few days’ time. Family First.Lol

Now back to us; I want you to know that my day starts when I receive your wonderful e-mail, and ends with me sending you a reply. That is why I do wonder why you are in my thoughts all the time? The in between time is filled with romantic notions, breathless anticipation and a million and one thoughts of how our first meeting will go. Will there be fireworks - will there be balloons in the sky?

I know I am fantasizing, like a foolish teenager, but it makes me feel young and so extraordinarily happy. I must confess that I have tried to suppress the feeling of calling you MY LOVE all this while to avoid looking like I am rushing everything but each time I want to email you, it keeps coming into my mind. It’s not that I fall in love easily but having been alone for over seven years makes me make my heart fonder. I was married for 26 happy years and it was my first and only marriage.You can imagine being married for twenty-six years and suddenly you are alone for the next nine years. I know that sometimes the way you feel will make you write the way I do. Communicating with you have touched my heart thus making a difference in my life, bringing more Joy and success than you will ever know that you have done. Thank you for all your support. Enjoy your day.

Love

Letter 11

How are you today? This seems to be my daily and regular word to you; HOW ARE YOU TODAY! Sometimes when I say it, I will ask myself, was I really expecting an answer and if I am expecting an answer, what answer was I expecting? I discovered that most times the question is are not answered and I don’t even realize it or was it just a question that I ask without expecting an answer. Hmm, it’s like I have started rambling again and I will say I don’t want to ramble. How is your project going? I will be involved with you as soon as i come back. I really do appreciate your work. Okay let me go back to something that I have been thinking about since morning and I don’t know if meeting you has made me give a thought to something that I have never thought about.

I have been up since morning and have been thinking about this trips and other trips I have been making on behalf of the company.I have been thinking about the company just gives me two days’ notice of maximum of three days’ notice and expect me to go on an official trip that may take my whole month. I have been thinking about how this job has been like a remote control to my life.How someone will be in his office in London and determine how I move without considering if I had any prior engagement.How I am always given the shortest notice to make a long trip on behalf of an investor and how all this are seen as a normal thing.

This proposed trip to Italy is also part of what prompted me to start thinking about this. I told my directors about my intended trip see my sick mom which means that I will not be available for the last two important meeting. They could not even wait for me to confirm my arrangement and know my personal travel schedule. Less than 24 hours after informed them of my trip, I got an email from the company head office in London informing me that they will schedule my transaction with the investor from Dubai this period that I will be in Europe so that I will take care of it the same time without having to fly back to the US and then come back again to the UK next month for it. Though the arrangement favors me, my anger is that they conclude without first consulting me. How the person found out that I was traveling but never bothered to find out my reason because if he did, he will ask me how my mom was faring.It was all about job instruction for someone that is going to visit his sick mom.

Please do not let the tone of my email and work problem upset you. I wanted to share with someone and I feel that you are that someone. Okay, let me end it here and talk about us. When I was a little boy growing up in Italy and United States; the only time I heard the word love was whenever I was watching TV and when I am listening to the radio or music.Then I always thought love was only in movies and songs.Fortunately, I grew up with that idea until I met my late wife, gave birth to my daughter and I realized that it was not only in movies and songs but there’s love for children and family. When I lost my Wife, it occurred to me that the only permanent love was still in movies and songs for they do not die like humans.Then I met You; To my surprise, it started to make me feel every day is the inspiration of those beautiful songs, warm poems, and amazing movies. Thank you with all my heart for being my friend and comforter.

Never in my wildest dreams had I ever dream that I would be in a relationship with a woman or attempt a relationship with a woman again. Oddly enough, my wish to start dating again started as a dream I had.In my night dreams, I would be visited by this "Beautiful" female figure. In my dream the female figure would quietly approach me from behind, then wrap her arms around my waist and put her head to the nape of my neck and whisper, "I am here for you." Hearing the voice initially, I was thinking that it was my late wife.When I discussed with my mom, she said if it’s MAYA, that is coming back, she is telling you to find love and comfort again. When I started this letter, I told you that it has been all about the mixed feeling of sorrows and joy. My email seems to be getting longer than I wanted it to be. That will tell you that whenever I sit down to email you, my heart opens to pour out the content. I will be traveling to Italy tomorrow as I was only able to get flight reserved for tomorrow.Enjoy your day.

Love

Letter 12

Wow! today will be regarded for a long time as 0ne of the happiest day of my life.I received the best call of the month about 10 am Italy time this morning from my aunt and the doctor call that mom is very okay now and will be discharged tomorrow.She added that I should not bother flying to Italy if I have not confirmed my ticket.

I will call the airline to cancel my flight reservation once they open and reschedule it for next month.I feel so relieved and happy that I will not be making this emergency trip during this bad weather condition.I will inform my directors about the change of plan so that will inform them in London to gently and quietly can the arrangement that the made for me.

With this development, I will fly to Los Angeles once we round up here, Sign the house document for the realtor, and fly home the next day. I don’t even know if it is the idea of seeing you or the recovery of my mom that is making me happier. Whatever it is, I am happy today and I am glad that I will see you soon. Maybe I am falling for you with so much likeliness and fondness. You can't imagine how I felt looking at the picture you sent to me. It's so lovely, secondly, I saw Clifford and I said to myself what a world we are living. Well, i hope it gets better and for your goal, just be positive and optimistic that you finish what you started.You are One in a million and people like you will always get a helper from somewhere we don't know. Keep focus.. you will be fine!

Out of my Happiness, likeliness, and fondness this morning, I started asking myself if finding love brings luck as everything seem to work in my favor since I met you. It made me start doing a little search about love this morning to know if being in love, finding love or falling in love has anything to do with good luck and success. Though I did not see any direct relationship between both I came across some interesting points that made me realize that many people that talk about love never took the time to know much about it.

It started by saying that Love requires no proof or expression but it demands to feel it. Love is only a word until you find someone to give it definition. Love is not blind... it just opens up your eyes to what others do not see. Love is a hard rock between two people and can't be torn apart. Love is a beautiful red rose given for no apparent reason. Love is a fire that reigns in the heart. Love is the only game never postponed due to darkness.Love is blind but after experiencing it for a long time you should become familiar with some particular spots.

Love is like a river, never ending as it flows, but gets greater with time! "Love is an emotion so strong that you would give up everything. You just need to feel it once, to know that you are part of something special. To know that you can feel what love really is; to know, to feel, to love. Love is not measured on how long you can wait but on the kind of sacrifices you can do for the sake of love. Love is the sound our hearts make, love is the happiness we feel, love is what makes us do the strange things we do. Love is too strong a word to say it too early, but it has too beautiful a meaning to say it too late. Love is a noble act of self-giving, offering trust, faith, and loyalty. The more you love, the more you lose a part of yourself, yet you don't become less of who you are; you end up being complete with your loved ones.

Love is like salted water; the more you drink the more your thirst increases. Love is like the air we breathe. It may not always be seen, but it is always felt, used and needed. Love is not loving if it is conditional. "Love is like a flower, give it some time, patience and lots of tender loving care; and watch it bloom into something wonderful before your eyes. Love is like a rose, the special one grows in the winter. Love is what you make it and with whom you make it; it is what it is. "Love is music in its purest form. Love is when the things you detest, you become in love with. And, when your views are wrong the one who you love will hear you out and understand you. Love is not sweet talks and flowers, but love is forgiving and compromising. Love is a joy that fills your heart with wonder and excitement every time. Love doesn't make the world go around; love is what makes the ride worthwhile. LOVE IS A PARDONABLE INSANITY.Love is passion and fire; it haunts and enchants the one who touches it. Love is like an image, a lasting image that will always remain in your heart, your soul, and forever a part of you.Love is a miracle that God created for two wonderful people, and this point I hope it’s between You and me.

Okay, enough of the Love sermon; How is your day starting and what are your plans for today? I will be super busy with this work today and tomorrow as we come close to the end our business trip here.I may not be able to call you today but will for sure call you tomorrow after we round up the main meeting.I hope you are having a good morning.

Love

Letter 13

I want to use this email with content that makes my whole being tingled with anticipation to welcome you to a wonderful day. The words are carried on the soft breeze that rustles the leaves in the trees and echoes with the Bluebirds’ song in the morning. I seem to be "star gazing" and really do not belong to this world because the thoughts of seeing you soon make me so happy.

We completed the transaction yesterday and the investors were very excited. I sat down on my seat motionless and let this tears of joy drop because I could not hold it. The investors were really impressed that they had to take me out yesterday to celebrate while I should be the one to take them out. I returned back very late and tired and could not email you to share the good news so I slept off and just got up now.

They have agreed that we sign the investment contract immediately since they will be joining their families that are on vacation from there. Since any Investment contracts can only be signed in our office in England and the business agreement signed here. The director called the office in the UK to place the arrangement and let the investor know of their traveling plan. I am done with my role here but our meeting is shifted till tomorrow to enable us to rest today because how late we finished yesterday. I will be leaving here to Los Angeles a once we conclude tomorrow morning and from there return home. Thank you for your love and care all this while, I can't wait to see you!

Love

Letter 14

How are you this morning? It was really nice hearing your voice yesterday and I had a peaceful night. Thank you! I am getting ready for the signing in the office but I can't leave here without writing you an email for you have become the most important part of my life. I have observed that passion is a word which involves so many feelings and I feel it whenever I think about you and mind you, its every day: moment and time, I feel it when I read through your words or have you skip through my mind for you are my passion. My one true love, you bring to me a happiness that no one else ever could.

You bring to me a love I have never known before. I could not imagine what my life would be like without you. You have touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend. I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I love you with every ounce of my being, Your Name is the first name I call and the last name I will ever whisper. You, you and you alone... you shall reign in my heart, body, and soul till my last days on earth. You are the one I desire without whom I cannot be complete.

I have shared my thoughts, my heart, my mind and my body. Please don't get me wrong, for I am an old fashioned man that knows the true values having someone special in your life. I am waiting to receive you.You are the wind beneath my wings, the cream in my coffee and the flowers in my garden of life. We will stand together in the best of times and continue to share a love, devotion, and care that will span far more than our lifetime. You are my everything; Love, I want to thank you for caring for me the way no one can by showing me love after 9 years of loneliness. In as much as there have been ups and down You understand me and you know just how to make things right. You will never know just how much I love you until the very day I have you in my arms, eyeball to eyeball, I will spend the rest of my days trying to show you and that is my Promise. You saved me from the worst hands of loneliness and you are always there for me. No matter what my Dearest! There will never be another for me and I will always keep you safe.

We will be holding each other through the darkness of night and waking to the brightness of day is what I desire. For we will know peace again, I can't convince you how much I want to see you. You know that I can't stand myself without you in my thoughts for a while, Even though I think about you every day, reading all your words, and am always with you at heart every moment, yet still, I miss you. And when you think about it, how could you possibly miss someone constantly in your thoughts, in your dreams in your fantasies? I guess I still can't believe that you're the one turning my head here now at this moment, remembering I few days time i will be looking into your eyes. There are no words that can possibly explain how I feel right now because, in fact, I’ve never felt this in a very long time...

Honey, you have changed my life completely. You're the one who makes me handsome. You're the one who makes me strong. You're the one who makes me feel so important again, you're everything to me. You show your interest to me every day. I am grateful that I have found a woman like you. Please forgive me for being away and apart from you this moment and do promise never to leave your sight from the very moment we start spending our lives together, sticking together through the good and the bad. Supporting each other every day, I really wish that you were near me so I can take a proper look and take care of you myself and see things myself. My Dear, please do be careful and stay as much out of stress, for you are the only one that I want and Have now, you are more wonderful and lovely to my soul. I can’t wait to meet you! I love you and that is for real!

Love

Letter 15

I am just so disappointed with myself right now.I have lost her and was not there during her last days on earth. I was supposed to visit her a few days ago but I chose to stay back and work believing that she is okay. I just feel so bad; so bad this time that I find it hard to console myself. It was like she knew that she will die. It was like she knew that death will come knocking. She has always complained about my work and how demanding it is. Now, she has proved herself right at the point of her death. How can I continue with this work? Working for other people’s money.I don’t even know how to tell my daughter that her grandmother is dead. I don’t know, what to say now, my love. I just came online to tell; you that MUM is dead. She died this morning after she was rushed back to hospital yesterday

Letter 16

I just had to find this strength to write you knowing that you may be wondering how I am doing and where I am presently.I don’t know why life has been very unfair to me. I have been lying down on this bed and could not get up or even answer any call.I am just as confused as I have never been in my life.I have thought about many things surrounding my life and my work and wondered if it was real because of my work that I did not travel when I was supposed to go and visit her or was it because she was discharged or was it simply because I was not yet prepared then to make the trip. My daughter has been crying since yesterday and has refused to be consoled. She was so close to her grandmother that sometimes I was having the feeling that she was closer to her than she was to me.

Anyway, it seems that I don’t even know that I am saying so let me close this email here. I have booked my flight to Italy for this evening. I will be traveling today but cannot still believe that she is dead until I see here lifeless body. Until I call her name and get no response. Until I touch mom and she does not make any sound. This is only when I will know, believe and accept that she is dead if not, I will remain positive that she is still alive and someone is playing me or I am sleeping and having a bad dream until someone wakes me up.

I will end this email until I get to Italy. I will be traveling with my laptop and once I get to Italy, I will activate my phone for roaming.Thank you for sharing your story with me. I will need your moral support at this time.I will try my best to find time to write you back daily. Life is really not fair my friend. Pray for me.

Love

Letter 17

How are you, My Love? Thank you, My Love, for the email. Yes, it's good you're going to see her. she needs you know. Let her be strong and embrace the future... My daughter arrived from her base in Australia this morning.Her arrival has completely changed the mood in my aunt’s home. It suddenly changed from mourning to celebration.She, said that her grandma will not like to see her moody if she is to be alive today "Grandma will do everything if she is alive to make me happy just like she did when Mum died so there is no need to cry for her, rather I should be celebrating her for life well spent and be grateful that she is resting in peace’’.

We got home from the airport around noon and I told her that I had to leave for the square to meet with the committee for the conclusion for the funeral date. Before I could finish the statement, my daughter was already standing up, that she was going with me.We left the house again to the square and finally concluded for the Funeral to be held on Tuesday.Anyway, that is all about the funeral arrangement and date. I will be happy when she is finally laid to rest so that I can put it behind me and move on with life.

You will be surprised to hear what I have been discussing with my daughter since we returned from the airport.You have been the topic of discussion.It was at that point that I realized that I have not emailed you so I rushed to my computer which is why I am writing you now.After this email, just know that the next discussion will be to tell her about you, how I met you, how I feel about you, you, you, you and all about you. That is Diana for YOU!

I know I can’t hold it but confess that I am missing you already. You bring to me a happiness that no one else ever could. You bring to me a love I have never known before. I could not imagine what my life would have been this period without you. You have touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend.

Words cannot express how much you mean to me. How much you helped me this period. You have always found the times to cheer me up via e-mail.You always seem to know just what to say and I really appreciate that. Thank you for your friendship and for being there when I needed you; when I was down morally.

In as much as there have been ups and down, you understand me and you know just how to make things right. You saved me from the worst hands of loneliness and you are always there for me. You have changed my life completely and makes me feel so important again. I am grateful that I have found a woman like you and I will use this opportunity to ask you to Please forgive me for being away and apart from you this moment.

Thank you once again for your understanding this period.I am fine now and in a better spirit.My only problem is that I miss my mom and I am missing you too. I really do miss you, my dear. I miss you so much. I miss you. I can’t wait to come back home to you and never to leave again.

Love

Letter 18

How are you doing today? You know that I cannot let this day pass without sneaking out time to email. It has been a busy day as expected since the funeral is tomorrow so all arrangement must be concluded today. I never knew it’s going to be like this but I am glad that the people here are very kind and helpful.

The people that came out the help has been guiding us on what to do and what not to do.There were lots of cultural requirement outside the normal government rites so we needed their directives and guidance. I never knew that we will need county permit to bury mom in her family house which I thought was only needed for a public cemetery.

We had a long family meeting yesterday, though it was just me and my daughter.She wanted us to discuss my job and retirement plan and was insisting that I plan my retirement this year.Though I have been considering recently to retire from my work, the fear of being idle is part of what has kept me on the job or let me add my love for the job too.She told me that she will start working officially by next January which means I don’t have anybody that I will be training after this year and for that, I don’t have any reason to work again.

She believes that I should have some good saving and investment that will last me as long as I want.She is afraid that with the rate if travels that are associated with my job and my age; if anything should happen to me or I am nowhere to be found, she will not live the next 24 hours alone in this world. She told me that there will be no life for her with no sister, no brother, no mother, no father, no grandfather or grandmother and an old aunt who she does not know how many hears she has to live.I promised her that I will think about it but within me and coupled with all the job-related nonsense that has happened this short period, I think it’s time to stop.Maybe I will look for money and start a consulting firm which will keep me busy but with no much travel, unless for vacation.That way I will be my own boss and decide what I do and what not to do. Let me leave this for now until after the funeral tomorrow.

I told you when we first met that only a few are lucky to find true love. It's a gift from above. I only hoped in my lifetime that I would find that one true love, only a few are lucky to know. I just pray and hope I have been given that gift, the gift of true love. I hope and pray that you will be my true love. I hope and pray that you are everything I dream of my whole life. I imagined what it will be like but you are beyond what I imagined. You are the most loving, caring, fun, smart, woman I have met since I lost my wife. I hope that I am one of the few who are lucky, who are lucky to have true love. If I am, I will love you more than this letter can express. I will keep in touch with you anywhere you are having your vacation and i will see you.

Thank you for all your email and support all this time. My mom told me that I am a good man; that I will meet a Good woman again.She said that all that I need to do was to give it a try. .I have never doubted my mom and once again she is right.I will leave for now to join to conclude the arrangement.The doctor is coming to take me to the undertakers so that we can conclude against tomorrow.Mum will be laid to rest tomorrow.Please pray for me and my family. I will not be able to email tomorrow but will try and reply you by text on my phone but will be happy to receive your email and condolences. I miss you. Thank you for your moral support and everything. You are a wonderful woman. I wished I have met you earlier in my life. I would have lived to be a wonderful man.As they saying goes; ‘show me your friend and I will tell you who you are’. Enjoy your day.

Love
Faust

Letter 19

I just came online this morning to tell you how I feel about you; then it occurred to me that Words cannot express how much you mean to me. How much you helped me this period. You have always found the times to cheer me up via e-mail.You always seem to know just what to say and I really appreciate that. I know that you are so sincere with your thoughts that you write to me and I know with time we will see each other and I can't wait. Thank you for your friendship and for being there when I needed you; when I was down morally. Thank you.

I am sorry I could not email you yesterday as we concluded the funeral and condolence visits very late yesterday. I don’t think I will be able to tell you anything about how the funeral went by email but will tell you all in person when I meet you. I know it will be soon because I have really been down here more than I planned. There is only one good thing about being away from you, it is the feeling I have for you multiplied by the weeks we have been apart. Right now it has multiplied enough that the only multiplication it needs now is to meet you. I wish there was a word that could describe how much, but maybe it is better that you don't know.

I have finally agreed with my daughter and Aunt after a careful thought that it’s time to slow down with my work and the only way to do this is to resign from the Job. I had to consider all options and discovered that it’s time to step down. Let me say here that I have made up my mind to resign from my Job with Koler Capital Investment International. As I write this mail I have my resignation letter written and the first thing that I am going to do is to submit on arrival to the UK.

After I wrote the letter, I started remembering things that have happened that I neglected. There is a place in the company benefit that states that if a Fund Manager loses a member of her family; someone listed as one of his/her beneficiaries; the company will send a representative to the funeral.I just lost mom and they did not send anybody.They could not even call to ask how we are preparing for the funeral.You will not believe that the investors that I was supposed to assist on their transaction in Dubai sent one of them to Italy for moms funeral.

The man called me two days before the funeral day to know if I will still make it to Dubai as they really needed my attention on issues. I told him that I may not be able to make it due to the death of my mom in Italy. After discussing with this man he just said wow! He is sorry but wow! They are in trouble without me. I was so surprised when I got to the venue in the morning for the funeral service to see this man there. He flew in from Dubai on a night before and was able to locate the place in the morning on his own simply because I told him the name of the venue, the city, the day and time for the service. He has already left back to Dubai this morning and I promised him that I will make it up to him and will be in Dubai in less than a week if not for anything, for him and for this kind gesture they showed me.They company I have worked with for years and delivered most of their lucrative deals could not even send one representative to attend the funeral of the mother of one of their best consultant Fund manager.

Anyway, let me not keep complaining and stop bothering you with my work issues.I just want you to know that I have decided personally to resign and I will do that once I get to the UK. The company has two policies which were stated in my contract.It says that before anyone resigns from the company, you must give them two-week prior notice before ending your job.Secondly, you must conclude any pending assignment or work you have for the company.

Based on this, I will submit my resignation tomorrow and give them two week which is by the end to this month, Within the week after I have submitted my resignation, I will fly with the investment team to Dubai to Bargain on the Russian Magellan which is the only pending work I have with them and the reason why the Dubai investors need my services. Hopefully, by the Time we return from Dubai, it will be within the period of that Two weeks and I will conclude my resignation process, hand over the company’s properties in my possession and head home to the United States. I think it really time to settle down and establish my own consulting firm and move on with the life in the company of the woman I was blessed me with.

I sat down last night to check my life and how much happiness that I have gained over the years with the money I have made but cannot remember any. I have been busy working and acquiring money and saving them. I have about 65,000 Koler Capital shares valued at over than $4,000,000.00 (Four Million Dollars) but never had the time to enjoy my life. Anyway, I will resign and start up my own Advice and Consulting Firm. With this money, I can come back home to start a new life with you. Buy a new home and open up a business which will give me time to you. My daughter left yesterday because of her school examination and I will be leaving tomorrow morning.I just need to spend an extra day to have my aunt settled down before I leave.The good news is that my aunt is now on her feet so everything is fine.

I know this email is getting longer but I decided to write you this morning just to let the feelings flow. To write to the one I love. Every day, I fall over and over in love with you again ... as the time goes on and new day shows, my love grows. I just want to thank you for sharing and making me laugh. Thanks for being the most awesome woman, thank you for just being there for me. I am glad that I have found someone who stood beside me and not over me and I'm so lucky to have you. Mum was the only one I had before and now you are here.Thank you for all the happiness you bestow upon me. Thanks for making me see what I don't see. Thank you for making me overexcited. I miss you already. I was lucky to see a cameraman and plead with him to take this picture beside mom's garden. She is in love Edens Flower and even came back to Italy with some Edens.Lol. Enjoy your day.

Love

Letter 20

How are you, My Princess. Thank you so much for the lovely picture. You are so beautiful! It’s another wonderful moment with sorrows and joy in my life.Sorrow because of my loss and Joy because of you and my daughter. What else can a widower of my age ask for? Anyway, I am now in London. I arrived London safely from Italy and went straight to the company lodge where the company has staff accommodation. This is where I normally stay when I am in the UK for an official assignment. When I got to the office and dropped my resignation letter to Admin Head, he thought I brought a business proposal like I always deliver. His first questions were, what is it worth? I told him, ‘FREEDOM and SELF –DECISION’. He smiled and opened the letter and it was there. One OF THEIR BEST CONSULTANT FUND MANAGER with an international trading knowledge that they have used like a fool, wises up and submits his resignation... His mouth opened wide that he could not finish reading the letter. His first question was, what’s the problem? I told him nothing, JUST RESIGNATION.

As I write this email, they are having series of meetings that they invited my two personal assistants to the meeting. They believe that I must have shared something with them as they are the people I work with whenever I am in the UK on official assignment

The company seems to have been torn apart in less than 4 hours of submitting my resignation. It seems that the Board of Directors has scheduled an emergency meeting which I know is all about getting me back and making me stay; something that even my shadow knows that it will not work. Their main problem is that I may be going to another company and if I move, they will lose many investors

I have written and submitted my 14 days timetable made it clear that the only transaction I have pending is the Magellan trade in Dubai United Arab Emirates.I will go ahead with them to Dubai and will conclude my resignation, submit everything that belongs to the company under my custody once I return from Dubai all which must fall under the 14 days.I already gave the man in Dubai my assurance but will be traveling with some of the company staff as the job requires.

I am waiting for them to confirm our traveling date. All that I am sure of is that I will not exceed 14 days here as that is the policy. It’s now my time will tell them how to work under company’s policy. The Only unfortunate part of all this is that once return back to the United States, I will first look for a house to buy because the house I presently live belongs to the company.Like you know, the family house in CA which has been for sale over a month was finally sold the very day mom was buried. That is to tell you that I am 100% prepared to move on with life without the company.The thing that matters to me now is how to live happily for the remaining days of my life.I will call you this evening to know about your trip tomorrow. I can't wait to see you and thank you once again, My Princess.

Love

Letter 21

How are you today My Precious One? It was nice hearing your sweet voice yesterday. I know I will miss you so much! I hope your day is starting well. Mine started well and I pray it ends well and peaceful.

Our trip to Dubai has been shifted till Tomorrow. From the letter I received this morning which was addressed to us and the Investors.They stated that due to an emergency and change in management, the company will take an extra day to handle some important management shake before letting some of their staff travel for the Magellan broker trade in Dubai.They sincerely apologize for the delay and has coordinated with the Head of the Russian MICEX trading team to set a new date for the trade negotiation.

There was a second letter which was personally addressed to me.It stated that the company directors have requested an important meeting with me regarding my resignation. The meeting has been scheduled for 6:20 pm this evening with all company directors, few staffs, and senior fund managers. I will wait till then to know what they want to say.

This is all about work, resignation, and business so let’s talk about you, me, love and relationship. I know that whenever you read my email and I say that I love you, you may be asking yourself, how did we find each other and why us.I will say today that there are so many reasons that make me love you. From the time that you and I met you, you have brought me nothing but joy, I took my time one day and searched on the site until I saw you and my mind told me to email you. …. You know the rest.

I would remember the time when i asked nature before we met, to give me someone I could love with all my heart and would love me in return, someone I can grow old with to spend my happy and lonesome memories, someone who I can call mine and give myself into, and someone whom I can spend the rest of my life with through all ups and downs, for better or worse. And that's when I always realize that i have you; the answer to my prayer and a blessing to me.

Thank you, my love, for being in my life today, tomorrow and the days to come.I will forever love you because it was not just a careless meeting that brought us together. It was my prayers that were answered. Take care of yourself, my princess, as I end this email here. I will start preparing myself for the meeting with the company.If it ends early enough, I will call to hear your voice one again and have a heart to heart discussion with you before you leave. I know that there have been questions I may have failed to answer because of work pressure, grieve or lack of concentration this period.I believe that it will be better if we discuss them on phone and put a voice to the answers. I wish you a safe trip and I promise to maintain our email communication till we meet. Thank you for everything. I Miss You

Love

Letter 22

Good morning my love...Wow, that's a good news, first you having a successful trip and the money. You will be fine! It seems my resignation and work problem has been our discussion recently. We have not had any happy discussion like we used to; it started from Moms sickness to death, to funeral and back to resignation. I think today will be the last of such discussion. Let us start talking about you, me and our interest.Before we do that, let me share with you what happened at the meeting yesterday.

Where do I begin.........I guess from the beginning. The Admin director started with the event that happens the very day I submitted my resignation. He said that this meeting is to avoid future occurrences as they don’t want to lose their best Fund managers again. They requested that all the staff come out and say what they want to change in the company policies. I started to mine by explaining the company’s Capital base, the number of major and minor investors, the record of foreign investor and English speaking investor, and the records of the company growth statistically, the 6% capital UK based Investor fund contribution.

I gave them over 26 records that even most of the directors do not know about. My last question was the bombshell. "Why is it that when a Fund Managers leaves the company as I am leaving now, all the investors under the person's fund management MUST be transferred to a fund manager that is UK Citizen.Why are all the directors UK citizens for a branch of an American company in the UK? I know your answer to why only UK citizen directors will be performed but let’s look at how they come about the performance. Transferring investors from a retiring fund manager to a UK citizen fund manager to enhance his performance and then making him a director by PERFORMANCE is a rigged situation from onset". The moment I said that there was a loud shout of support from other staff. I just said what everybody was afraid to say; right now I got nothing to lose and they know it.My dear let me not bore you with the meeting.The summary of the meetings is that they want me back with promises and assurance that many things will change. But like I said. Too late.

Last night, I was thinking about you and wondering how you are doing but I finally managed to sleep off. When I woke this morning my thoughts were of you. I am so, so overjoyed that you are in my life. Like I told you, I never knew what love was. Oh, I knew that my mother loved me, when I got married I found love but lost it. As I realize that I should be looking for "true" love; I mean this deep love that just fills your heart, the love that you never want to be apart and the emptiness you feel when you are apart. You, my love seem to have given me everything that I have been dreaming about but never thought even existed except in the movies.

Always know as I have told you, I am here for you and yes I am sincere when I write you. I told you that Honesty, Sincerity, Integrity, and Loyalty mean a lot to me. Those are some of the things I feel also build a good relationship. How may I ever express to you my appreciation on how you have shared things with me? My feelings for you grow day by day. It seems like I cannot continue if you were not in my life. You, my Love, have captured my heart and I would always like to be by your side. You always seem to make me feel so important and loved that it is hard for me to express to you this deep feeling I have. I have never experienced the love that you have shown me and this feeling just overwhelms me.

Before I go I’d like to send you a hug if you don’t mind.....Left hug, Right hug, middle hug, did you catch that? It’s with you already but soon I would like to tell you all I have said in my email with the hug in person. Our flight to Dubai is leaving by 10 pm UK time which is 1 am in Dubai and we will land Dubai by 8 am Dubai time. I will be writing to from Dubai once I settle down and have my internet and phone working. .Please pray for my safe flight. I Miss you so much.

Letter 23

Greetings from the beautiful city of Dubai In United Arab Emirates. I must apologize for my inability to write you yesterday. You know it is always my joy to share with you how things are going. I hope you finally found your lost suitcase? Yesterday was beyond my control as I was trying to settle down in Dubai. Our Flight landed in Dubai safely but it took the whole day yesterday to have internet set up and phone activated for roaming so that I can still use my US Phone which is better but more expensive to use here.

I displayed something funny today when I discovered that the internet connection in the hotel was not compatible with mine. They said that it has to do with the version of my laptop. I told them that all I want is to connect to the internet and email my love, the only woman in my life, "My world and the "SHE IN HIM"

When I said this, the investor and the hotel technicians started laughing and asked me what I mean by the "SHE IN HIM'.I told them that you are the "She" While I am the "Him" and you are in me so what is hard to understand in the statement. .Lol. Anyway, that is me messing around and trying to make my environment-friendly when I meet new people. The joke worked because they rectified it and the internet and became compatible with my laptop (The Power of love).MY intention was to tell you that I arrived here safely and most importantly that I miss you and wished you are here to see Dubai with me.This is my fifth visits to Dubai but this city keeps amazing me with its architectural designs and its also hot here.

The emirate of Dubai is located southeast of the Persian Gulf on the Arabian Peninsula and is one of the seven emirates that make up the country. It has the largest population in the UAE and the second-largest land territory by area after Abu Dhabi. Dubai and Abu Dhabi, the national capital, are the only two emirates to have veto power over critical matters of national importance in the country's legislature. Dubai is nowadays often miss-perceived as a country or city-state and, in some cases, the UAE as a whole has been described as 'Dubai.

Today, Dubai has emerged as a cosmopolitan metropolis that has grown steadily to become a global city and a business and cultural hub of the Middle East and the Persian Gulf region. Although Dubai's economy was historically built on the oil industry, the emirate's Western-style model of business drives its economy with the main revenues now coming from tourism, real estate, and financial services. Dubai has recently attracted world attention through many innovative large construction projects and sports events. The city has become symbolic for its skyscrapers and high-rise buildings, such as the world's tallest BurjKhalifa, in addition to ambitious development projects including man-made islands, hotels, and some of the largest shopping malls in the region and the world.

Today, Dubai is the 22nd most expensive city in the world, surpassing London (25th) and is the most expensive city in the Middle East, surpassing Israel's Tel Aviv. Dubai has also been rated as one of the best places to live in the Middle East, including by US American global consulting firm Mercer who rated the city as the best place to live in the Middle East in 2011.It seems to be the new hiding place for the Hollywood stars. This is my last trip as a fund manager with Koler Investment International. Maybe my next trip here will be with you. Who knows? I hope you are preparing for another wonderful week.

Letter 24

Wow! I feel like a very refreshed man today. I woke up this morning by 10 am and had to put off my phone last night so that I can have this good sleep. .Over the past two days, I have not had a good sleep. It’s either I am traveling, planning to travel, holding a meeting, arranging a funeral or doing one thing or another that make me start my day early and end it late.Yesterday I decided to sleep and cover the lost days and I really did cover the last days. I wish I can play Golf here but I can't because I am here strictly on a business trip and It's hot here too. I will only spend less than a week.

Our business registration requires some international clearances to prove the legitimacy of the share transaction.It happened that the certificate issuing office is not In Dubai but in a city called Abu-Dhabi. I led the investor and the brokers to make the application. It took us hours to complete the filing process to enable us to conclude it which is where we are returning back from.

Before I came here, the investors have always reached out to me; even when they sent one of them to Italy they told me that wish to have a private business discussion with me but do not know if I will accept it considering my work ethics. The brought it up again yesterday and told me that now that I have submitted my resignation with my company, it puts them in a better position to make their proposal open.We are meeting this evening so that I know what their proposal will be since according to them, it is important for this transaction. ………I will wait to hear what their offer will be.I hope the company is not trying to use them to make me change my mind on my retirement (Which I doubt). If any offer that they have does not favor my retirement/resignation, I will turn it down but anything that favors my resignation, I will accept with two hand open.

The sea that parts us when I work is my enemy, but I gaze at the moon and ask it to reflect my love back to you so far away. You are the answer to my passion and my dreams. Now that you have given me the gift of your love, my appetite for you is endless. I look only at the page on the calendar that I now call my friend, because that is when I will see you be in your arms. Please forgive my foolish words and boyish heart. Accept them as tokens of the emotions you inspire me.

We all have memories; some that we would love to keep alive forever and some that we would rather forget. As I sit here writing this email, I want you to know that the memories that I made with you will always be looked at with fondness. Starring at the past, in comparison with who I am today, that person I was, before meeting you, clearly shows how much I love you and how important you are to me. As my mind was wandering about today, I got thinking about these letters I've written to you. And it occurred to me that it would be awesome if, after finally meeting you, I can continue to write them, Unfortunately, I can't write those letters for you again, but fortunately I will say those words to you in person. As I am still here, it seems appropriate to me to take this time to write you NOT about what I hope to find in you, but what I can promise you will find in me. After all, it's only fair.

The first thing that I can promise you is fidelity. I believe in commitments. I believe they're the center of any healthy relationship. I'm not one that is going to fly the first time there's a small hiccup in our relationship.)When the problems do come (and let's face it, all relationships have their problems), I promise to work with you to find solutions rather than playing the blame game. There are few (if any) obstacles that two dedicated people cannot overcome one way or another, and I'm ready to do my part to find the way to overcome every last obstacle.

I promise to be sensitive to your needs and feelings. That's not to say I won't goof up from time to time, but I promise that I will listen, and do my best to respect and honor both your feelings and needs and fulfill them whenever I reasonably can. When I'm upset, I promise to try my best to handle the situation and my feelings in a mature way. I will also talk it over with you rather than making you play "guess what's annoying him now." After all, it's best for both of us if we talk these things over.

I also offer to share my love of life and all the joys and pleasures it has to offer with you. Relationships are hard work, but I promise to do all I can to make sure that you find it all well worth your effort. There are many more things I can offer you, and I anxiously wait to share them with you. And by all means, if there's something I haven't mentioned, please let me know. After all, if you are my perfect lover, I must be yours, too. Ever dream about you, my best friend. I miss you.

Love

Letter 25

There is popular saying that "behind every successful man, there is a woman "One of the things that I have always wished for myself all my years of working as a fund manager seem to have finally come true. Ooh, I have not asked you, how are you? I hope you are having a lovely moment in the middle east. Stay put and please be careful, especially where you go.. You will be fine!

Sometimes I wonder if this life is already programmed by the creator and our part is to live the way it is programmed. What I mean is that whatever we do on earth seems to have been written for us and that it goes that way till we die.

All my life, it has been my dream and the dream of every portfolio manager to owe and start his or her own investment firm. This has always been my dream but the financial requirement of setting up an investment firm, makes everybody settle for the available job of being a fund manager. Setting up a consulting and advisory firm which is of lesser financial requirement compared to setting up investment firm made almost all senior portfolio managers to either settle for working for an or investment firm or Setting up a consulting and advisory firm.

I know you have been waiting to hear the outcome of my meeting with the investors. The meeting was all good news; in fact, their proposal was the best I have ever had since I started this work.My happiness was so much because the timing made it perfect; just when I submitted my resignation.

They told me that they want work with me as a partner and no longer as a fund manager since they learned that I have applied to resign. They told me that they need big brokerage discount on this transaction and if I can get them any huge discount that they will offer me 20% of whatever amount I get for them as brokerage discount on this transaction.They will give me this in shares and not in cash.

They arrangement is that I will contribute financially as an investor and do the purchase of the shares. After the shares are bought. If I can get them the brokerage discount, they will add 20% of whatever discount I can get for them to my shares which my company will issue the investor certificates of my part of the shares to me.

I told them there that I know that the stock they want to purchase runs in hundreds of millions of dollars but I can only contribute $2,500,000.They accepted and told me that they do no need me to contribute as much as they do but just to assure them that I will be more professional since I am also involved financially.

The hindrance here is that I do not have the right to sign any Private Partnership with any investor for my services while on the company’s assignment as a Fund Manager neither am I required to accept any payment outside my contracts Payment with the company.Based on this I cannot use my name for his transaction since there will be a need for us sign an MOU (Memorandum of Understanding) which will stipulate the percentages we would get on this transaction. Since the shares will be disbursed to the investor by my company on the percentage on the MOU, Koler Capital will see my name there and that will be a problem since I have not concluded my resignation.

If the company discovers my name on it, they will seize my shares of the transaction and I will lose my money and even my $2,500,000 contribution because I am still a staff with the company and have not concluded my resignation.

It was at that point that they told me that I can use the name of anyone that I trust that the company does not know about, someone that will not run away with my money or claim my shares; someone that I can say cares for me. That was when your name came into my mind and I told them that I have such person but let them give me till tomorrow to meet with an attorney here and discuss something and look at the Dubai business and investment guideline before accepting their proposal.

Honey, while I was accepting this proposal, I only had you in my mind as the only partner that I can trust to use her name and address in the business.This will also give us the opportunity to make our business trips together (If you wish) when the time comes after I must have retired from active work and have established my business.

My Love, I will appreciate if you keep this proposal private and to yourself for now until we are sure of it. This is presently for your ears alone and I know that I can trust you to keep any information I give you privately when I ask you to.

What I need from you now is just your full name and address or a P.O BOX to present as my representative partner in this business. Please send it to me in your response to this email unfailingly. You are all I know, trust and care for in this present world now.

This will be a transaction of fewer than ten days.Before I conclude my resignation with the company, I will sell all the shares and the one I already have and move the money to the United States. Once that is done, this transaction will be over and everything can be transferred to my name. You are just standing in for me with your Name on the MOU just for ten days for me to conclude everything and return back home to you. I will not like to miss this opportunity by telling them to wait till I conclude this resignation as they need me for this transaction in few days’ time.

Thank you, my love, once again for coming into my life.The luck you have brought me since I met you is uncountable and I will forever owe you my appreciation.As long as I live and have blood running in my veins, you will always be happy and appreciated.Money will never be something for us to worry as we will have an equal share from the proceed of this transaction.I love you so much and want to thank you for the happiness, luck and everything you have done for me. I pray that I will have the chance to repay you. Please do not forget to send me your NAME and address in your return email.I hope your day and week is fine. I pray that the week brings us more good luck and favors.

Love

Letter 26

Honey, I must confess that I really appreciate you writing me and at least having time to explain to me your stand in this. In my last email to you, I tried to explain this in a professional means and that made you not to understand the business very well.

I must say that what really bothered me in your text was not the issue if you refusing to give out the information but it seems you started doubting me. Your text sounded like you are not even sure if I am who I claim to be. That was the one that got me. I have asked myself, was it this proposal that made you start doubting me or have you been doubting me all this while? I have always stated in my email that I don't want to play games so I don't know if you have been playing games with me.

Now, My Love, If you think that you don't trust me, then you can just say it than having it in your mind. Honey, it is Impossible to build any relationship without trust. This I know for sure!It was out of trust that I asked to use your name for this transaction and nothing else. That was to show you the level of trust I have for you because it is like giving you all that I will get from the business, but you understood in another way. That is not a problem with me, it is your decision and your life so you have the right over it. All I know and can say for sure is that I love you and my love for you is real and that I have never said anything about me that is not real and that I am who I have always told you I am 100%

Honey, I want you to know that I am a sincere man that will always consult you and seek your opinion before doing anything. If all that I want is your name and I need of for anything illegal, I know how I can get it without telling you this, I can tell you that I want to send you flowers but they need delivery address, I can tell you that I can tell you any other lies just to get the address but NO,NOT ME; said the truth because it was nothing illegal rather it was a good thing .

Now Let me tell you the precautions I took before I requested for your information so that you will know I am not making any mistake. Before I sent you the email requesting your information, I requested for the UAE investment/business guideline which they provided for me. Then I told them that I will need to speak to an attorney who will review all this with me as I am not based here and know little about the business and investment law. I contacted an attorney who is also an investor with Koler Capital Investment but lives here in Dubai and he told me to come right away to his office. Since I have not been there before it took me some time to locate. I gave him the business documents that I have, the investment guideline, the soft copy memorandum of understanding and the soft copy of the SPA for the oil deal. I then explained the whole transactions to him in detail. I asked him to study the paper so that when I meet with him in the morning before going to the meeting, I will be sure on what I will be proposing this business man. When I met with him this morning, he told me that there is nothing wrong with the proposal but the only thing that he will advise me was to put the card on the table for these investors.

He told me that from all indication; they want me to work with them not necessarily as a staff of Koler Capital Investment but as a fund manager with investment and financial knowledge. They want to partner with me but I should try and find out if it is as a staff of Koler Capital Investment or as an individual because I cannot just conclude.

He gave me this advice when I told him my intention to resign as a staff of Koler Capital Investment. He said that I should let these men know this now. He told me that businessmen can be crafty. They can come with an idea that they did not know that I intend to resign or they will tell me that they will want to partner with me in the consulting firm since I am already I partnership with them. He said that it will be better if I give them all my conditions now that they really need me than bringing them up when I have signed the contract with them when they will be in the position to debate. He told me that as at this minute that I am fully in control as I am the one that they really need the service.

He said the most important thing, and I will quote him here "your idea of using your wife (You) as your representative partner in this business is the best thing that I did, it is also good that we do not presently bear the same surname. This will enable me to separate my consulting Firm (when I establish it) from this particular partnership business. The business will be there with my percentage going to me but after this particular transaction and they wish that their proceedings should be managed together under my fund management with my new consulting firm, then they will have to come as a client registered with me. I should know that they have their separate business from the partnership business so that is what I should also achieve so that when we decide to part ways, I will still have a business which is my consulting firm. I should also bear in mind that with this men as client, I don’t need many clients so this is my opportunity to tie them down

One thing I know for sure at this point is that I will be doing this business with these men. I was already convinced when I had the discussion with them but the moment I submitted it to the attorney and gave him the oral briefing, he looked at the SPA and the names on the SPA and told me that with these men that he is seeing their names on this SPA, I am on the right track. He then said another thing, he said: "this person cannot afford to do anything illegal in UAE". I have come to see this as the best way that I can retire. I am not the type that will just want to retire and just stay without working neither will I want to work with the full speed that I am presently doing now. I want to be my own boss

If I should retire as consultant fund manager with Koler Capital Investment, I will like to start my own private consulting firm and will need my own clients. The good thing is that they are not yet Koler Capital investors except one person but not for the new partnership. If I should start my own firm, I will not be breaking my contract with Koler Capital Investment nor will I be taking their client if I decided to terminate my job with them as this will be my own clients and partners. I also hope to one day do business with the company that gave me the exposure I have now, the training, the growth from a fund manager, to a senior fund manager and presently to Consultant Fund manager. I have gone a long way with them so all I am also trying not do anything against my contract with them which I will not be doing by starting this partnership. I have also come to know that with this level of clients and other clients that I may know from them in the future, Koler Capital Investment will want me to partner with their office in Canada and that will be the climax of it.

Before I met with this people, I have already made up my mind to resign from being a fund manager with Koler Capital Investment which I told you so this is just an opportunity. The only reason why I will not choose to use my name now is that I am still under contract with the company as at this period that we are about to sign this partnership business.

Like I told you in my email, I will never do anything that is illegal of that my inconvenience our relationship. All that I am doing is for our own good, something that will give me time for myself in the future. The thing that I enjoyed most about your email was that it gave me the idea of what you are thinking. It showed me the intelligence in you and the little delay from you have made them know that I am not the type that will just jump into their offer without studying it. This will help me in my business relationship with them.

I want you to know that you are doing me the great favor by understanding me in this so that together we can pull this through and help me to retire to less stressful life. You can imagine, at my age I am still flying from one country to another at the directives and instruction of Koler Capital Imagine where I am married to you and I wake up one Morning on your birthday after we have made preparation on how to celebrate it and the next thing you hear is that the company want me to come to the UK or go to any country that same day. I cannot continue like this. This was all the reason that made me conclude that it is time to do my thing with this new opportunity presenting itself. This is the best assistance you can give me and believe me, it cost you nothing and I will always appreciate it! and will always owe you my working freedom.I love you still no matter what.

Still me