I am me. Just a simple mixed race man. Who is fun loving, Easy going and most of all hard working and God fearing. I work for my self. I enjoy my Job. My faith is very important to me and I am very active in my church. A few years ago, with a gentle push from my amazing pastor I discovered that I have a God given gift of organizing events and now I love organizing many community outreach events every year amongst other church related activities/programs. I enjoy going to music events, movies, museums, parks, fun new restaurants, sporting events and lots of places. I also enjoy relaxing at home watching a movie. I will like to meet a woman who is easy going and God fearing, Someone who is serious not for games or just looking for friends to hang out with. I am not here for that. I am here for whats serious not just friendship. But i believe every relationship starts from somewhere. I am just looking for someone serious. If you are out there please dont wait for me to be the first to do the winking just send me a smile and i will respond and say thank God almighty lol. Funny right ? I am very funny sometimes. I know God will help me connect with the right woman
How are you doing today angel Samatha
A few words about relationship that i will love to share with you... My mom thought me so many thing about life and love while i was growing up. What My Mother Taught Me About Love. the most important thing I've learned from my mother is that the fairy tale of love CAN be real - that after years of loosing my father , she can still light up the room for him. The most important thing my mother have taught me is to make sure to only marry someone that you really, truly love."HARD WORK & PERSEVERANCE. Even the best relationships still need to be worked on. No matter what, She said if you love one another it will be worth it. Never give up. My mother have been through it all and no matter what for years he's still in love with my dad till death. So, I would have to say that she taught me that love truly can conquer all!
My aunt always says "Marriage vows are sacred, far stronger than any bumps or potholes along life's highway. COMMUNICATION, She also said Communication is important.
If something is bothering you about the other person, talk to them about it. Don't let it eat at you and hope that they are going to change. How will they change if you don't tell them. And my mom will say Never argue about the petty stuff and never let the petty stuff argue you. RESPECT, I have come to realize that 'Two people are not the same and your partner should be treated as you would want to be treated. If you made a mistake in your relationship remember, problems come and go. In order to build a strong relationship,one must be willing to forgive one another and move on.. When you can do that you know you have found a true soul mate.TOLERANCE & COMPROMISE, I've learned to leave the past in the past. Forgive others for things that have been said in the heat of an argument.
Approach each other to apologize. Don't wait for the other one to do it first." If you love someone enough you will love the good and tolerate bad."And I have learned that love endures through all the good and bad things that may come about in a marriage.
I have a few questions for you now. You answer to them first and when i write back i will answer.
1. What do you dislike?
2. do you know how to drive?
3. What makes you happy?
4. What are you looking for?
5. Tell me how do you deal with frustration?
6. What things make you extremely happy?
7. Do you wish you were less or more emotional? Why?
how re you . hope you re doing good there . Look outside the window, sun rising for you, flowers smiling for you, birds singing for you, because last night I told them to wish you you good morning. How was your night . I hope you have a good night sleep .
here are my answers to same questions I asked you.
What do you dislike? I do not like dishonesty, others who are too scared to tell the truth, people who are mean without compassion and people who just decide to leave and not work through their problems. do you know how to drive? sorry for asking a silly question, I drive a toyota venza
What makes you happy?Being together with the one you love, family or friends, traveling and having just enough of what is needed (money, time)
What are you looking for?I am looking for someone who wants to be my companion as I would want to be theirs-someone who is with me even if/when things are difficult or uncomfortable. Someone who is loyal and fun.
Tell me how do you deal with frustration? I pray. I ask God what went wrong. I tell Him what I’m feeling at the moment and ask that He take care of this feeling. I tell Him I trust Him, that He knows each and every detail of my life and the frustration has not escaped His attention. I ask Him to help me through it, I ask for guidance on how to deal with it.
I read passages in the Bible that tells of how God has dealt with His own frustrations and then I realize, mine is nothing compared to what He went through. And I am encouraged once again.
What things make you extremely happy? An answered prayer, definitely makes me happy! Also, if I have made somebody happy, news of changed lives for the Lord; and just engaging in things I love to do but are not able to do them for some reason. And I love surprises! good ones.
Do you wish you were less or more emotional? Why? Well, it would be better with less of the bad emotions and more of the good ones. They’re okay as it makes me human, not an unfeeling, heartless robot. But, I don’t allow them to cloud my better judgment nor do I allow them to control me. ..
I mentioned my opinion that in some ways "dating" this way is beneficial because we get right to the heart and soul of who we are, rather than spending hours and hours watching movies, eating dinners, and awkwardly not knowing how to ask the things we want to know. That's all we have. I think what we are learning about each other is far more important, and those little details we will learn in person down the road will just be natural, and comfortable, because we already will know each other so well. What we are missing are the little quirks,looking into each other's eyes while we talk, any physical connection. That can all come in time.
bye for now
Hello my beautiful angel
See outside the Window,Sun rising for you, Flowers smiling for you, Birds Singing for you, Because last night I told them to wish you good Morning. How are you doing? I hope that you are fine and having a wonderful time. will leave the house soon. I have a meeting this morning with a real estate agent who is helping me get a property. I want you to know that you are the first on my mind here this morning when i wake up and i cant stop thinking about you here and looking at your pic .
As a matter of fact i have not gotten any luck ever since my wife left me and died. though I have not dedicated much time looking for the right woman but i believe this would be one of the greatest opportunity for me to be very close to you and be more than a friend some day. But slowly lol.
I really appreciate your time you used in sending me messages.
It is very hard finding a true soul mate these days without falling in the hands of those that want to play. I just want you to realize that this time am going to take a chance for real conversation with you provided you are serious with your intention. It is tough these days without having to deal with people just wanting to play.
I have never come across a sincere person since my wife died but now here you re and i feel so so happy reading from you every day .
I know there would be "A SUNSHINE SOMEDAY" .I honestly want someone in my life, i don't want any Game or adventures and am open up to relocating to wherever i found my true love .
I want a life time relationship with someone real. I need a Genuine and trustworthy woman to spend the rest of life together. Someone who is ready to love me unconditionally and who is ready to share the life greatest joy and sorrow with me. I have good feelings you are the one have been looking for .
IS THIS WHAT YOU WANT AS WELL ?
please write me and let me know when you will be free to chat okay . i will be waiting for your reply.
Hello Beautiful Angel .
How are you doing today? and what are you doing today, And your plans? I want you to know that I do not like my lady over stressing herself too much with work, because I am the man, and I'm the one who will be making ends need for his household... Just trying to let you know that I love taking care of my woman, and I enjoy treating my lady with lots of respect. I'm just been honest with you, and I want you to know that I will always remain honest with you, so you should always remain that way as well, okay?
I will love to do more in depth conversation. As you know now that I'm so keen to learning more about you. Do feel free to ask me anything you may wish to learn about me, okay? I promise to always remain honest, and loyal at all time to you. As time goes on we will always talk about our daily lives, because I love sharing my everyday experiences with my lady... make sure you keep doing that, okay? SMILES.
I enjoy open communication in a friendship, and it must be a steady one if you must know... smiles. I believe with that, it won't take too long to establish true feelings of love as long as God's with us... I believe God brought us together for a reason, and I give him thanks for bringing us together...
Your words have make me feel some form of security in your arms, as I've not felt this way for a long time before... Yes, that's true...
Today i will be a little busy . But i will always make out time for you. SMILE
Anyway do take care of yourself for me... bye for now and remain blessed.
smiles. am so in love. i cant wait to sing this song to you.
i wont lie to you
i know your ex is not right to you.
i just want to give you the loving that you deserves.
I know i can treat you better.
than he can.
and any woman like you deserves a gentle man.
tell me why are we wasting time, why are we wasting time when you should be with me instead.
i know i can treat you better.
better than he can. better than he can.
i promise i wont let you down.
i promise i will never let you down.
i know i can treat you better.
hello my love
When I wake up in the morning, I think of you. When I go to sleep at night, I think of you. when i see two couples walking, i think of us. when i see two couples kissing, i think of us. And for all those hours in between, I think of us.
Every day I will be thinking about you. When my eyes are closed, when I sing and dance to a love song, when I'm checking my email and my text messages, I will be thinking about you. When I go to sleep in the loneliness of my room and give in to wonderful dreams I will definitely be thinking about you.
I know someday we will meet and spend our lives with each other. I have waited for someone like you, and now that I have found you I will never let you go. I love you so much
I wan you to know that you are the reason for my happiness and am always praying to God to bring us together and make us live happily for the rest of our lives.
My going to Moscow, Russia is going be a short journey. Will just be there for few days and after that i want to meet you and also meet your family. Will also bring you to my family and i know this is going to work out for us . I am so lucky to have you . You are my Gift. Today i will be very busy because but i will always think of you here. and i will come and write you later my beautiful Samatha. maybe action is the only thing that can explain clearly how i feel about you.
I love you so much with all my heart .
What are your plans for today ?
kisses and hugs to you .
Good afternoon my love. how is your day going. thanks for the prayers honey. I miss you so much.
You are the LOVE of my life . I am so amazed by you every single day. I wake up and check my phone. I keep it by the window right next to the pillow on my bed, and immediately whenever I am capable of physically moving to check my phone, I DO it right away to see if my baby messaged me. I also wonder what you are doing at that exact moment. I can't get you out of my head... I love you so much. every day I truly pray to you in my head and love you my angel more and more . I truly think of you all the time in my sleep, because you are the first thing on my mind every single morning. And whenever I wake up in a really good, i notice its because im thinking of you, and if i wake up because im depressed, it means im scared of losing you my love. So my love, please dont ever get tired of me, or leave me, or grow impatient/cold to me, dont you ever cheat on me or break my heart. I love you I just need you in my life forever my love. I promise to love you with all of my heart forever I am your biggest fan, like a little girl who is a justin bieber fan, I am a fan of you I carry your photo with me everywhere I go
I love you so so so much.
Hello My Love.
For you, I open my gate
And wish that you were here
But you live in another state
Yet another reason to fear
But I fear because I care
And I care because I love you
It's a kind of love that is rare
And shared by very few
My love, in every form, is undying
And to lose you in anyway, would mean I'm dying
You are a gift greater than everything
And for you, I'll do anything
Together we'll overcome our greatest fears.
Kisses to you my beautiful angel.
I cant wait to be with you my love
Iam dying to come meet you my love
Iam dying to come kiss you
Iam dying to come hold you
Iam dying to come show you how much i love you with actions
I love you very much Samatha
I dont just want to be your man my love, i want to be your best friend and your everything.
Always thinking about you here.
I will be here waiting for you to send me how to get all of your money to you. i dont who is saying all of thses things into your head. i knew this didnt camr from you. this is not you Samatha. what ever you think or do i just hope you are doing the right thing. you didnt even give me the chance to talk you just hurriei and blocked me yet you claim i mean so much to you Samatha. this is not like you. all of our love story means notting to you thats what hurts me the most. please just send how and where to send your money to you as soon as you get this ok. becasue your makihn me to beleive thats what you cared about. and i promise after i leavr here i will still come to you just for you to see me. i want to see you too. you just klled me michellw
Hello my Angel
Good Morning . How was your night . Hope you have a good night rest . i know you have a good night rest last night because before i went to bed . i specially prayed for you . and i ask God to send down angels to guild you all night . I want you to know that all night i have been thinking of you and I'm just going to pour out everything i'm feeling now, since i always want honesty, and you do too. I'm starting to get conflicting emotions.
I really believe that I am starting to develop potentially serious feelings for you. It's really hard for me to believe, though, i mean we haven't even met. My first instinct is that you are being sincere with me. My instincts are not always right, though. I truly hope you are!!! I so want to believe it. So do you see how i am conflicted? Do you know how long i have wanted romance in my life again, and in this short period of time you have brought tears of joy to my eyes and heart . When i see that i have a new email from you, i get butterflies in my stomach. I still do not want to rush anything, but I am really starting to wish that i could come home after a day of stressful work and tell you of my day and cuddle and just relax, and you could fill me in on your day. I mean, is this crazy? Somehow i think that i have lost my mind and that i'm going to wake up from this dream. I mean we have only been emailing for weeks. Am i crazy??????.....
I have prayed daily for the last 1 years that God would send me someone who was perfect for me. Could it really be you? :) I guess i'm going to need time here to gradually establish trust that your feelings are true! I know i'm rambling on here, but i have to get all of this off my chest and look at all of this from a fresh perspective. I hope you understand and don't think that i have lost my mind. i want a very serious relationship with you that will end up being husband and wife. i want our house to be occupied with love everywhere, from the room to the bed, inside the bathroom i want love to over every place in our home. even the kitchen too.
Wow, i do feel a little better now telling you how i feel .have a blessed day my sweetheart.
Am sorry Samatha I know you will have notting to do with me now. I really am sorry. I get involve with this so I can have money to leave this country Samatha. Am sorry. It's really hard here where I live. I wanted to find Moneyd so I can leave my country. I met you and another woman in Christian mingle. She sent me money too later she told me she is disabled. beg her for forgiveness me
Am so sorry. I promise to give you all of your money after I leave this country and finds a good clean job. But not in person. I know if I do that you will have me arrested immediately. Am sorry Samatha.
Am not white. You said it your self you mom hates my color. Am not 53. I lied about everything excepts my feelings for you. The honest truth is that at first I didn't feel anything for you. But later I started having real feelings for you. That's why have been trying to find out if you would ever date a younger guy or get married to him if possible. Your answer scard me Samatha. And then you told me your mom hates black. I get scared Samatha believe me.
Your a woman you should know when someone is in love. Your not stupid Honey. You did everything you did for love. I would have do the same sweetheart. Because I love you. Am just dying to leave here. You don't know how hard it is here
Am sorry Samatha. If that's the only way you can forgive I will do it. Am sorry but I need to know how long I will be there in jail. This is no life I know that. Lying about who you are is notting. I feel so sorry for my self.
Honey. I still love you. I wanted to complete the money to travel so I could come be close to you. That's my plan I swear. Am sorry